1 00:00:54,750 --> 00:00:58,166 ♪ Time breathed slower ♪ 2 00:00:58,250 --> 00:01:00,750 ♪ When we were younger ♪ 3 00:01:03,708 --> 00:01:07,916 ♪ And now it's racing so fast... ♪ 4 00:01:50,375 --> 00:01:51,791 -What are you doing? 5 00:01:58,750 --> 00:01:59,833 Violet Markey? 6 00:02:02,375 --> 00:02:03,458 Oh, my God. 7 00:02:10,583 --> 00:02:11,583 Please go. 8 00:02:13,083 --> 00:02:15,250 -Well, I don't think that's very-- -Just go! 9 00:02:31,291 --> 00:02:32,625 What are you doing? 10 00:02:33,041 --> 00:02:34,166 I asked you first. 11 00:02:38,125 --> 00:02:39,666 This is higher than I thought. 12 00:02:44,666 --> 00:02:45,500 Hey. 13 00:02:46,708 --> 00:02:47,708 Hey, look. 14 00:02:48,625 --> 00:02:49,791 Look what I can do. 15 00:02:51,791 --> 00:02:53,541 Stop. Stop! 16 00:03:05,166 --> 00:03:06,166 Hey, Violet. 17 00:04:04,750 --> 00:04:07,875 Hey. Do you have plans this weekend? My parents are gonna be out of town. 18 00:04:07,958 --> 00:04:10,375 I was thinking about having a party or something. 19 00:04:16,541 --> 00:04:17,416 Violet? 20 00:04:18,791 --> 00:04:19,625 You OK? 21 00:04:23,833 --> 00:04:25,250 How's everything going? 22 00:04:26,208 --> 00:04:27,916 "Everything" is a really big word. 23 00:04:28,916 --> 00:04:31,375 -Let's start with-- - Do you mean physically? 24 00:04:31,458 --> 00:04:34,166 Emotionally? Those both could encompass "everything." 25 00:04:34,250 --> 00:04:36,083 Or is "everything" encompassed by both things? 26 00:04:36,166 --> 00:04:37,916 Are you feeling overwhelmed by anything? 27 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:39,750 If "everything" is encompassed by both things, 28 00:04:39,833 --> 00:04:42,125 are they a part of our reality, or are they somewhere else? 29 00:04:42,208 --> 00:04:43,666 This isn't funny, Theodore. 30 00:04:45,416 --> 00:04:46,250 Finch. 31 00:04:47,625 --> 00:04:49,791 I need you to take these meetings seriously. 32 00:04:49,875 --> 00:04:50,875 I get it. 33 00:04:51,583 --> 00:04:53,750 OK, do you "get" that you're on probation, 34 00:04:54,791 --> 00:04:56,541 and in danger of not graduating? 35 00:04:58,750 --> 00:05:01,333 You've already missed two weeks of school this year. 36 00:05:01,958 --> 00:05:03,000 Yeah, um... 37 00:05:04,416 --> 00:05:06,125 -my grandma-- -Stop one second. 38 00:05:06,208 --> 00:05:07,916 I just wanna clarify real quickly. 39 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:11,125 Is this the grandma who's died four times over the past three years? 40 00:05:12,000 --> 00:05:13,333 Five times, actually. 41 00:05:14,083 --> 00:05:15,166 This is the fifth. 42 00:05:18,625 --> 00:05:19,875 She's our miracle. 43 00:05:21,750 --> 00:05:25,000 I really wanna help you, but you've gotta take this seriously. 44 00:05:26,291 --> 00:05:30,541 I mean, you agreed to these terms, these weekly counseling sessions, 45 00:05:30,625 --> 00:05:33,375 maintaining a B-average, extracurricular participation. 46 00:05:33,458 --> 00:05:35,500 And I am loving pottery. 47 00:05:36,125 --> 00:05:37,125 Come on, man. 48 00:05:37,583 --> 00:05:38,708 Look, I get it. 49 00:05:38,791 --> 00:05:40,916 If I screw anything up, I'm out. 50 00:05:41,666 --> 00:05:43,541 We're not askin' a lot of you, Finch. 51 00:05:45,083 --> 00:05:46,375 You just need to show up. 52 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:50,458 My parents are pissed because I missed early admissions, 53 00:05:50,541 --> 00:05:52,125 but it's not like that matters, anyway. 54 00:05:52,208 --> 00:05:54,125 I mean, I know I'm gonna get in. 55 00:05:56,333 --> 00:05:57,916 Did you apply anywhere yet? 56 00:05:59,208 --> 00:06:01,083 -Hey. -Hi. 57 00:06:01,625 --> 00:06:03,875 So, you going to Amanda's party? 58 00:06:05,333 --> 00:06:06,375 It'll be fun. 59 00:06:07,125 --> 00:06:08,208 So I've heard. 60 00:06:08,625 --> 00:06:10,625 It couldn't hurt to have a little fun, right? 61 00:06:11,208 --> 00:06:15,125 Yo, do you think it'd be weird if I named my kid after a famous person? 62 00:06:15,208 --> 00:06:18,666 Like, if I named him Danny DeVito Donahue, 63 00:06:18,750 --> 00:06:21,416 do you... do you think he'd be mad about it? 64 00:06:22,375 --> 00:06:23,875 Is "DeVito" the middle name? 65 00:06:24,458 --> 00:06:25,333 Yeah. 66 00:06:25,875 --> 00:06:27,875 Follow-up question: how high are you right now? 67 00:06:29,500 --> 00:06:33,250 On the scale, I'd probably say very... this way. 68 00:06:33,333 --> 00:06:35,208 - On the scale... - Yeah? 69 00:06:37,083 --> 00:06:38,458 What are you looking at? 70 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:42,250 Just admiring the social norms of teenage angst. 71 00:06:42,833 --> 00:06:45,041 -Are you looking at Violet Markey? -Yep. 72 00:06:46,250 --> 00:06:47,083 Her, um... 73 00:06:48,250 --> 00:06:49,458 her sister died, right? 74 00:06:50,458 --> 00:06:51,333 Yeah, dude. 75 00:06:51,416 --> 00:06:52,291 Hm. 76 00:06:53,083 --> 00:06:54,625 Why ask about her all of a sudden? 77 00:06:54,708 --> 00:06:56,208 I'm intrigued. A guy can't be intrigued? 78 00:06:56,291 --> 00:06:59,541 Well, a guy can be intrigued. You being intrigued is weird. 79 00:07:00,125 --> 00:07:03,083 - Definitely weird. -No, I don't think it's weird. 80 00:07:03,166 --> 00:07:04,333 I wouldn't say "weird." 81 00:07:04,416 --> 00:07:06,500 Wait, if you don't think you're weird, well... 82 00:07:07,875 --> 00:07:10,333 -Yeah, that's true. Very true. - She has a point. 83 00:07:19,583 --> 00:07:22,458 - Your guidance counselor called. -Embryo? 84 00:07:22,541 --> 00:07:23,416 What? 85 00:07:25,541 --> 00:07:29,458 His name's Embry. I call him Embryo. It's the little things, Kate. 86 00:07:29,541 --> 00:07:31,625 Did you do something I should be worried about? 87 00:07:31,708 --> 00:07:34,375 I'm genuinely offended by that supposition. 88 00:07:34,916 --> 00:07:36,250 -Finch. -No. 89 00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:38,500 It's fine. I'll deal with it. 90 00:07:38,583 --> 00:07:40,750 - I hate when you say that. -Why? 91 00:07:40,833 --> 00:07:44,083 Because what you really mean is that I'm gonna have to deal with it. 92 00:07:46,500 --> 00:07:47,708 Did you cut class again? 93 00:07:47,791 --> 00:07:49,375 No! For fuck's sake, 94 00:07:49,458 --> 00:07:52,208 just go hang out with Tina or whatever it is you do. 95 00:07:52,291 --> 00:07:53,166 I'm fine. 96 00:07:54,083 --> 00:07:57,333 OK. I'm gonna be home late. There's food in the fridge. 97 00:07:57,416 --> 00:07:59,125 -Mm-hmm. -Real food, Finch. 98 00:07:59,833 --> 00:08:00,708 Where's Mom? 99 00:08:00,791 --> 00:08:03,041 She had to go to Chicago for business. Remember? 100 00:08:03,125 --> 00:08:05,291 -Oh, yeah, right. Cool. -Love you. 101 00:08:05,583 --> 00:08:06,500 Hey. 102 00:08:10,583 --> 00:08:11,833 -Love you. -Love you. 103 00:08:13,541 --> 00:08:15,375 No more cheese, Finch! 104 00:08:28,208 --> 00:08:29,666 I'm gonna get the dessert. 105 00:08:35,625 --> 00:08:38,791 Your mother and I know that today couldn't have been easy. 106 00:08:39,708 --> 00:08:41,833 And it wasn't easy for us either. 107 00:08:46,541 --> 00:08:48,958 -If you need to talk about it-- 108 00:08:51,625 --> 00:08:53,416 I thought this would be nice. 109 00:09:05,875 --> 00:09:07,625 I've been making it for 19 years. 110 00:11:11,958 --> 00:11:13,666 As some of you will be graduating 111 00:11:13,750 --> 00:11:15,416 and leaving us at the end of the year, 112 00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:19,208 I feel an obligation to make sure you see the wondrous sights of Indiana 113 00:11:19,291 --> 00:11:20,375 while you can. 114 00:11:20,458 --> 00:11:23,458 To wander them, if you will. 115 00:11:24,458 --> 00:11:28,791 For your class project, you must report on two or more wonders of Indiana. 116 00:11:28,875 --> 00:11:30,500 You will write about them, 117 00:11:30,583 --> 00:11:33,750 explain their significance to you and to Indiana, 118 00:11:33,833 --> 00:11:35,458 and why you chose to visit them. 119 00:11:36,125 --> 00:11:38,250 I want you to take time on this assignment. 120 00:11:38,333 --> 00:11:39,500 Be thoughtful. 121 00:11:42,458 --> 00:11:43,291 OK. 122 00:11:44,958 --> 00:11:45,958 What just happened? 123 00:11:46,750 --> 00:11:47,958 That was so weird. 124 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:49,500 -What? - All right, settle. 125 00:11:49,583 --> 00:11:50,625 Violet, are you OK? 126 00:11:51,708 --> 00:11:54,541 All right, let's take our seats. Let's focus up. 127 00:11:55,166 --> 00:11:56,916 If you're done, Mr. Finch? 128 00:11:57,000 --> 00:12:01,041 Yes, I am done, and can I just say you are doing a fine job teaching this class. 129 00:12:01,125 --> 00:12:03,125 My young brain is plump with knowledge. 130 00:12:03,916 --> 00:12:06,208 - Thank you, Mr. Finch. -You're welcome. 131 00:12:06,708 --> 00:12:08,166 As I was saying, 132 00:12:08,250 --> 00:12:11,958 you'll be taking photos, doing some drawings, capturing detail. 133 00:12:12,041 --> 00:12:14,750 You will be doing this in teams of two. 134 00:12:16,041 --> 00:12:17,458 Can we choose our partners? 135 00:12:17,875 --> 00:12:19,000 Yes, Mr. Finch. 136 00:12:21,958 --> 00:12:22,791 Hey. 137 00:12:25,916 --> 00:12:26,916 So, um... 138 00:12:27,958 --> 00:12:31,500 do you think that there's such a thing as a perfect day? 139 00:12:32,791 --> 00:12:34,875 I'm the last person you should be asking. 140 00:12:59,708 --> 00:13:01,375 For my geography class, 141 00:13:01,458 --> 00:13:05,125 this teacher wants us to do this project with a partner, 142 00:13:05,208 --> 00:13:07,291 and I just don't wanna do it. 143 00:13:07,708 --> 00:13:10,125 Well, did you ask for an alternate project? 144 00:13:10,875 --> 00:13:12,750 Yeah, he just... he wouldn't listen. 145 00:13:13,583 --> 00:13:15,250 Well, maybe it's time to get back out there. 146 00:13:15,750 --> 00:13:17,333 That's the same thing he said. 147 00:13:19,958 --> 00:13:21,166 I know it's hard. 148 00:13:22,666 --> 00:13:25,333 -But you just don't go out anymore. -That's not true. 149 00:13:25,416 --> 00:13:27,791 When's the last time you hung out with your friends? 150 00:13:29,250 --> 00:13:32,583 I think it would be really good if you'd spend some time with them. 151 00:13:34,166 --> 00:13:37,625 So, if I hung out with my friends, you'd get me outta this assignment? 152 00:13:41,333 --> 00:13:44,416 ♪ Speedy, speedy, slow down time Gas station is running dry ♪ 153 00:13:44,500 --> 00:13:47,166 ♪ Mm-hmm, eh eh, mm-hmm ♪ 154 00:13:48,458 --> 00:13:52,375 ♪ Sweaty, sweaty, wonder why Now it's always summer time ♪ 155 00:13:52,458 --> 00:13:53,375 Violet! 156 00:13:55,791 --> 00:13:58,083 - You came. - I did. 157 00:13:58,833 --> 00:14:00,000 - Hey. -Hi. 158 00:14:00,416 --> 00:14:03,166 -I'm gonna get a drink. Do you want one? -I'm good. 159 00:14:03,250 --> 00:14:04,625 Come on, babe. 160 00:14:05,166 --> 00:14:06,125 OK. 161 00:14:47,041 --> 00:14:47,875 Yeah... 162 00:14:58,416 --> 00:14:59,500 Hey. 163 00:15:01,125 --> 00:15:02,458 That's a heavy pour. 164 00:15:03,083 --> 00:15:04,708 You know me. I love to rage. 165 00:15:04,791 --> 00:15:07,875 So, you wanna go out back? Talk a little? 166 00:15:10,291 --> 00:15:12,708 I think I'm gonna leave pretty soon, actually. 167 00:15:13,375 --> 00:15:16,125 Really? But... I mean, I just got here. 168 00:15:17,458 --> 00:15:19,500 It's just all a little much, you know? 169 00:15:21,208 --> 00:15:23,458 How much longer are you gonna act like this? 170 00:15:25,125 --> 00:15:27,625 It's been months. When are you gonna just... 171 00:15:32,750 --> 00:15:33,666 Nice. 172 00:15:35,666 --> 00:15:38,416 Violet, you know I didn't mean it like that. Just... 173 00:15:57,708 --> 00:16:01,416 Violet Markey, if you're seeing this, you're still alive. 174 00:16:01,500 --> 00:16:02,708 Please call to confirm. 175 00:16:03,166 --> 00:16:05,791 765-276-8504. 176 00:16:06,666 --> 00:16:10,958 ♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪ 177 00:16:11,041 --> 00:16:14,333 ♪ What's going on Inside that pretty head? ♪ 178 00:16:14,791 --> 00:16:18,833 ♪ I met you standing on a ledge ♪ 179 00:16:18,916 --> 00:16:23,541 ♪ Why don't you come talk to me instead? ♪ 180 00:16:31,708 --> 00:16:32,833 Theodore Finch speaking. 181 00:16:32,916 --> 00:16:34,166 Take it down now. 182 00:16:36,708 --> 00:16:41,000 The video will self-destruct in three, two... 183 00:16:42,291 --> 00:16:43,291 ...please refresh. 184 00:16:46,541 --> 00:16:47,708 Why would you do that? 185 00:16:48,125 --> 00:16:49,750 I wanna talk about the bridge. 186 00:16:53,291 --> 00:16:57,208 "I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times." 187 00:17:00,416 --> 00:17:03,166 One morning barely qualifies as a terrible time. 188 00:17:03,541 --> 00:17:04,833 It's a quote. 189 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:06,833 Virginia Woolf. 190 00:17:08,791 --> 00:17:09,666 OK. 191 00:17:11,208 --> 00:17:12,208 Can I come over? 192 00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:14,250 Now? 193 00:17:15,291 --> 00:17:16,375 Yeah. 194 00:17:26,500 --> 00:17:28,375 So... 195 00:17:29,333 --> 00:17:31,000 I Googled you. 196 00:17:33,958 --> 00:17:35,333 You Googled me? 197 00:17:37,750 --> 00:17:39,625 Yeah, what's with that... 198 00:17:40,250 --> 00:17:43,125 the website that you have with your sister? 199 00:17:44,958 --> 00:17:45,875 Had. 200 00:17:50,458 --> 00:17:52,541 I read some of your stuff. It's really good. 201 00:17:53,875 --> 00:17:55,125 I don't write anymore. 202 00:17:58,583 --> 00:18:01,791 So, you moved here from California. 203 00:18:04,333 --> 00:18:05,333 How was that? 204 00:18:06,666 --> 00:18:08,166 California to Indiana? 205 00:18:09,125 --> 00:18:10,416 Must've been different. 206 00:18:12,125 --> 00:18:12,958 Yeah. 207 00:18:23,375 --> 00:18:25,125 I didn't know that it happened there. 208 00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:27,750 At the bridge. 209 00:18:31,083 --> 00:18:32,708 I'm not, you know... 210 00:18:35,583 --> 00:18:36,916 Suicidal? 211 00:18:37,791 --> 00:18:38,791 You can say it. 212 00:18:39,500 --> 00:18:40,500 Well, I'm not. 213 00:18:42,458 --> 00:18:45,208 Whatever you are, I saved your life. 214 00:18:48,083 --> 00:18:49,250 No, you didn't. 215 00:18:50,666 --> 00:18:52,833 You're making a big deal out of nothing. 216 00:18:53,416 --> 00:18:55,625 Mm... kinda looked like somethin'. 217 00:18:58,250 --> 00:18:59,708 What do you want from me? 218 00:19:00,875 --> 00:19:03,875 I was just thinkin' that we should be partners. 219 00:19:04,583 --> 00:19:06,041 For the wandering project. 220 00:19:06,750 --> 00:19:09,083 I think it would be good for you to get out. 221 00:19:10,125 --> 00:19:11,541 Maybe I don't wanna get out. 222 00:19:12,625 --> 00:19:14,125 Maybe I'm sick of people. 223 00:19:17,041 --> 00:19:18,583 Yeah, people are stupid. 224 00:19:19,416 --> 00:19:24,416 But the tiniest few might actually mean well. 225 00:19:26,083 --> 00:19:28,375 Why do you wanna do this with me, anyway? 226 00:19:29,833 --> 00:19:32,625 Because there are places that need to be seen. 227 00:19:33,333 --> 00:19:35,583 Maybe even the smallest of places 228 00:19:36,250 --> 00:19:37,750 can mean something. 229 00:19:37,875 --> 00:19:39,291 At the very least, 230 00:19:40,041 --> 00:19:42,166 maybe they can mean something to us. 231 00:19:42,250 --> 00:19:43,333 Not an "us." 232 00:19:44,666 --> 00:19:48,625 Maybe they can mean something to you and me. 233 00:19:48,708 --> 00:19:51,166 Jesus, they call me anti-social. 234 00:19:51,708 --> 00:19:54,291 Two wanders. That's all. 235 00:19:55,583 --> 00:19:57,583 We can do more if you end up loving it. 236 00:19:57,666 --> 00:19:58,666 I won't. 237 00:19:59,666 --> 00:20:00,750 You might. 238 00:20:01,375 --> 00:20:03,541 No, I won't. 239 00:20:07,583 --> 00:20:10,875 Oh, I found another quote for you. 240 00:20:14,083 --> 00:20:17,291 "I feel a thousand capacities spring up in me." 241 00:20:18,458 --> 00:20:21,750 The Waves. It's from The Waves. 242 00:20:23,083 --> 00:20:26,708 You've got at least a thousand capacities in you. 243 00:20:28,625 --> 00:20:30,083 Even if you don't think so. 244 00:20:33,750 --> 00:20:35,250 You can keep that one. 245 00:20:44,875 --> 00:20:47,250 You know people call you "The Freak," right? 246 00:20:49,291 --> 00:20:50,166 Yeah. 247 00:20:51,416 --> 00:20:55,916 Sometimes I say and do things without thinking, and... 248 00:20:57,041 --> 00:21:00,083 people don't like that, people like labels. 249 00:21:00,166 --> 00:21:01,583 They like putting you in a box. 250 00:21:01,666 --> 00:21:04,291 They want you to be who they want you to be. 251 00:21:07,666 --> 00:21:09,250 People don't like messy. 252 00:21:10,583 --> 00:21:11,583 Or different. 253 00:21:16,333 --> 00:21:19,208 My parents are calling Hudson to get me outta the project, 254 00:21:19,291 --> 00:21:21,166 so you need to find another partner. 255 00:21:24,416 --> 00:21:25,333 OK. 256 00:21:29,625 --> 00:21:32,208 Good night, Violet Markey. 257 00:21:33,291 --> 00:21:34,291 Good night... 258 00:21:36,041 --> 00:21:37,333 Theodore Finch. 259 00:22:04,125 --> 00:22:05,875 Hey. Hey! 260 00:22:06,416 --> 00:22:07,333 Violet. 261 00:22:08,958 --> 00:22:10,125 Hey, where you going? 262 00:22:11,083 --> 00:22:11,958 Home. 263 00:22:12,708 --> 00:22:14,083 How'd it go with Hudson? 264 00:22:15,833 --> 00:22:16,833 Not great. 265 00:22:17,458 --> 00:22:18,416 Yeah. 266 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,541 He feels pretty strongly about participation. 267 00:22:28,416 --> 00:22:29,333 OK... 268 00:22:32,166 --> 00:22:33,541 but no cars. 269 00:22:34,958 --> 00:22:36,125 Come again? 270 00:22:36,208 --> 00:22:37,583 If you wanna do this with me, 271 00:22:37,666 --> 00:22:40,958 you have to figure out another way because I'm not getting in a car. 272 00:23:09,041 --> 00:23:10,500 Can I ask you a question? 273 00:23:11,791 --> 00:23:14,000 Where would you go if you could go anywhere? 274 00:23:15,916 --> 00:23:19,041 - California. - But you've already been there. 275 00:23:20,791 --> 00:23:21,791 Yeah. 276 00:23:22,416 --> 00:23:24,791 It's warm and it never snows. 277 00:23:26,791 --> 00:23:30,000 Don't you wanna know where I'd go if I could go anywhere? 278 00:23:31,333 --> 00:23:34,083 Where would you go if you could go anywhere? 279 00:23:34,791 --> 00:23:38,333 I'd go to a place no one's ever been before. 280 00:23:38,958 --> 00:23:40,208 Undiscovered. 281 00:23:40,291 --> 00:23:41,291 Untouched. 282 00:23:42,375 --> 00:23:44,583 You could come... if you want. 283 00:23:56,500 --> 00:23:57,541 That's it? 284 00:24:04,083 --> 00:24:05,583 Get on up here, Ultraviolet. 285 00:24:05,666 --> 00:24:06,500 No. 286 00:24:06,958 --> 00:24:08,125 Come on. 287 00:24:09,125 --> 00:24:10,958 Come on. The view is incredible. 288 00:24:15,333 --> 00:24:16,333 Come on. 289 00:24:28,541 --> 00:24:30,833 So, what do we think? 290 00:24:31,666 --> 00:24:33,500 The highest point in Indiana. 291 00:24:35,583 --> 00:24:39,666 I think if I were here for literally any other reason than why you and I are here, 292 00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:40,833 I'd be pissed. 293 00:24:42,166 --> 00:24:45,083 Oh, wow. Is that a sense of humor you're hiding in there? 294 00:24:45,166 --> 00:24:46,375 -Hm. 295 00:24:48,833 --> 00:24:51,750 This is the lamest thing I think I've ever seen. 296 00:25:03,708 --> 00:25:06,750 It's OK, you know? You're not going to hell for laughing. 297 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:12,041 It's pretty lame. 298 00:25:16,791 --> 00:25:18,416 It was my sister's birthday. 299 00:25:21,333 --> 00:25:22,791 She would've been 19. 300 00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:26,958 That's why I was at the bridge. 301 00:25:33,791 --> 00:25:34,958 Why were you there? 302 00:25:38,750 --> 00:25:39,916 I like to run. 303 00:25:43,083 --> 00:25:44,833 It's pretty early to run. 304 00:25:44,916 --> 00:25:45,916 Yeah. 305 00:25:50,916 --> 00:25:51,916 Let's jump. 306 00:25:54,333 --> 00:25:55,333 You with me? 307 00:25:59,291 --> 00:26:00,458 All right, on three. 308 00:26:02,041 --> 00:26:03,125 You gotta get ready. 309 00:26:03,208 --> 00:26:04,583 One... there it is, 310 00:26:04,666 --> 00:26:05,541 two, 311 00:26:06,416 --> 00:26:07,333 three. 312 00:26:10,708 --> 00:26:11,875 Wow. 313 00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:13,500 All right. 314 00:26:15,625 --> 00:26:18,125 These are the things we leave behind. 315 00:26:18,875 --> 00:26:19,791 Pick one. 316 00:26:22,916 --> 00:26:24,083 Not that one. 317 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:26,958 Yeah. That's a good choice. 318 00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:45,166 -What? -You didn't know? 319 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,083 This is a motherfucking staring contest. 320 00:26:49,416 --> 00:26:50,583 You can't be serious. 321 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,833 Look at my face. I'm really serious. 322 00:26:54,791 --> 00:26:55,708 Fine. 323 00:26:56,708 --> 00:26:58,000 I'm very competitive. 324 00:26:58,083 --> 00:26:59,083 Me too. 325 00:27:45,333 --> 00:27:47,083 I'm staying over at Tina's tonight. 326 00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:49,166 OK. 327 00:27:50,958 --> 00:27:51,875 "OK"? 328 00:27:53,208 --> 00:27:54,041 Yeah. 329 00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:58,125 Usually, that incites a diatribe 330 00:27:58,208 --> 00:28:00,708 -about how Tina's an asshole... -"Diatribe." Good word. 331 00:28:00,791 --> 00:28:02,833 ...and how I shouldn't spend so much time with her. 332 00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:07,083 Yeah, well, it appears that my many rantings on this topic 333 00:28:07,166 --> 00:28:10,083 have stuck with you, and I don't have to preach anymore. 334 00:28:10,791 --> 00:28:12,041 What's going on with you? 335 00:28:13,875 --> 00:28:14,833 Nothing. 336 00:28:16,250 --> 00:28:17,375 You seem, like... 337 00:28:18,833 --> 00:28:19,750 goofy. 338 00:28:23,750 --> 00:28:24,916 You're goofy. 339 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:05,416 "I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times." 340 00:29:24,250 --> 00:29:27,083 "Why are women so much more interesting to men 341 00:29:27,166 --> 00:29:28,500 than men are to women?" 342 00:29:43,208 --> 00:29:47,083 "My own brain is, to me, the most unaccountable of machinery, 343 00:29:47,166 --> 00:29:50,916 always buzzing, humming, soaring, roaring, diving, 344 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,333 and then buried in mud. 345 00:29:53,083 --> 00:29:54,250 And why? 346 00:29:54,333 --> 00:29:55,958 What's this passion for?" 347 00:30:08,625 --> 00:30:11,291 "If you do not tell the truth about yourself, 348 00:30:11,625 --> 00:30:14,166 you cannot tell it about other people." 349 00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:35,583 Tell me about Eleanor. 350 00:33:42,500 --> 00:33:44,833 She was bossy... like you. 351 00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:48,333 I like her already. 352 00:33:52,250 --> 00:33:53,708 She hated reading. 353 00:33:56,666 --> 00:33:58,625 She only liked this Italian poet, 354 00:33:59,875 --> 00:34:01,333 Cesare Pavese. 355 00:34:02,583 --> 00:34:07,166 He said, "We do not remember days, we remember moments." 356 00:34:10,250 --> 00:34:12,041 Any time I was having a bad day, 357 00:34:13,583 --> 00:34:15,208 she always said that. 358 00:34:15,291 --> 00:34:17,500 Like it was supposed to fix something. 359 00:34:18,625 --> 00:34:19,583 Did it? 360 00:34:21,750 --> 00:34:22,666 Yeah. 361 00:34:23,666 --> 00:34:24,625 It did. 362 00:34:27,666 --> 00:34:28,666 What else? 363 00:34:34,291 --> 00:34:35,750 She was my best friend. 364 00:34:42,083 --> 00:34:43,375 "Eleanor Markey. 365 00:34:44,625 --> 00:34:45,708 Sister... 366 00:34:47,250 --> 00:34:48,250 best friend." 367 00:34:52,250 --> 00:34:53,625 That's a pretty good epitaph. 368 00:34:57,625 --> 00:34:58,750 What would yours be? 369 00:35:02,958 --> 00:35:04,166 "Violet Markey. 370 00:35:06,583 --> 00:35:07,583 I was here." 371 00:35:11,916 --> 00:35:14,708 Yeah, I'm gonna have to steal that one from you. 372 00:35:23,625 --> 00:35:25,000 You making pancakes? 373 00:35:25,791 --> 00:35:26,916 Yeah. 374 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:28,708 -Blueberry pancakes? - Yup. 375 00:35:30,583 --> 00:35:31,875 Lookin' pretty good. 376 00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:35,333 -Wanna flip 'em? - Yeah, are they ready? 377 00:35:35,416 --> 00:35:37,708 - Yeah. Well, give it a-- - Almost ready. 378 00:35:38,750 --> 00:35:40,458 -These look pretty good. - Yeah. 379 00:35:42,333 --> 00:35:43,208 OK. 380 00:35:44,666 --> 00:35:46,833 - There we go. That one's good. 381 00:35:46,916 --> 00:35:49,041 - Yeah, there you go. Golden brown 382 00:35:56,583 --> 00:35:58,375 -Hey. -Hi. 383 00:35:58,458 --> 00:35:59,833 Where've you been? 384 00:36:00,708 --> 00:36:03,375 You're not mad that I'm doing that project with Roamer, right? 385 00:36:03,833 --> 00:36:04,666 No. 386 00:36:04,750 --> 00:36:06,875 OK, cool. 'Cause it's, like, it's not a thing. 387 00:36:06,958 --> 00:36:09,083 No, it's fine. I'm doing it with Finch. 388 00:36:09,625 --> 00:36:10,500 With Finch? 389 00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:11,875 Yeah. 390 00:36:13,708 --> 00:36:16,625 You know that he's, like, kinda dangerous? 391 00:36:17,708 --> 00:36:18,916 No, he's not. 392 00:36:20,083 --> 00:36:22,541 He freaked out last year and threw a chair at Roamer, 393 00:36:22,625 --> 00:36:24,375 like, in the middle of class. 394 00:36:25,666 --> 00:36:26,583 He did? 395 00:36:27,583 --> 00:36:31,416 Yeah, like, Roamer was fine, but he's seriously fucked up. 396 00:36:43,958 --> 00:36:49,750 So, I was thinking we should check out the Shoe Tree or the abandoned drive-in, 397 00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:52,125 depending on whatever you're feeling. 398 00:36:54,125 --> 00:36:55,291 What is this? 399 00:36:55,708 --> 00:36:57,916 That's a reminder that sooner or later, 400 00:36:58,291 --> 00:37:00,666 you're gonna have to get back into the world all by yourself. 401 00:37:01,083 --> 00:37:02,875 But I'm happy pushing you for now. 402 00:37:04,958 --> 00:37:08,041 Well, I said I was only gonna do two, so... 403 00:37:12,166 --> 00:37:14,083 I prefer Private Violet to... 404 00:37:14,875 --> 00:37:15,875 Public Violet. 405 00:37:15,958 --> 00:37:17,250 Can you put her on? 406 00:37:17,333 --> 00:37:18,166 I'll wait. 407 00:37:18,500 --> 00:37:20,333 Maybe you should give her some space. 408 00:37:22,625 --> 00:37:25,125 Nice sweater. What's that, a cotton blend? 409 00:37:26,875 --> 00:37:30,458 People think this whole "freak" thing is an act. I know it's real. 410 00:37:33,958 --> 00:37:35,000 Of course it is. 411 00:37:42,166 --> 00:37:43,208 How are things? 412 00:37:44,041 --> 00:37:46,625 Just your average teenage melodrama. 413 00:37:47,625 --> 00:37:49,708 Come on. You gotta give me more than that. 414 00:37:51,750 --> 00:37:53,875 People are always telling me what I am. 415 00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:55,458 A freak. 416 00:37:56,375 --> 00:37:57,375 I get it. 417 00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:00,333 Doesn't mean it doesn't piss me off sometimes. 418 00:38:00,416 --> 00:38:02,250 Well, that must be hard. 419 00:38:08,916 --> 00:38:09,916 Come on, man. 420 00:38:10,458 --> 00:38:12,458 Come on. Help me out here. Come on. Help me out. 421 00:38:18,583 --> 00:38:20,458 Maybe if... 422 00:38:21,333 --> 00:38:22,958 you got a fainting couch, 423 00:38:23,916 --> 00:38:25,625 you could put it right over there. 424 00:38:25,708 --> 00:38:28,625 It would really give me the mise en scène that I was looking for. 425 00:38:29,291 --> 00:38:30,625 Tie the whole room together. 426 00:38:30,708 --> 00:38:33,250 Did you look into that support group I told you to check out? 427 00:38:33,333 --> 00:38:35,708 I might've lost the info on that one. 428 00:38:35,791 --> 00:38:38,208 Come on, Theodore. It's a small ask, man. 429 00:38:39,291 --> 00:38:43,666 All right. It's Mondays after school at First Congregational. 430 00:38:44,125 --> 00:38:46,416 -It's called Fresh Approach... -Ooh! 431 00:38:46,500 --> 00:38:48,041 ...and it is confidential, 432 00:38:48,458 --> 00:38:52,291 so you can say whatever you want about anything that's bothering you. 433 00:38:53,250 --> 00:38:56,875 It is a safe space, Finch. 434 00:38:57,333 --> 00:38:58,833 I want you to think about it. 435 00:39:05,166 --> 00:39:07,000 What now? Now what are we doing? What? 436 00:39:07,083 --> 00:39:08,375 What's happenin'? 437 00:39:08,458 --> 00:39:09,500 Is this a knock-off? 438 00:39:09,583 --> 00:39:10,916 The Post-it? 439 00:39:11,541 --> 00:39:13,625 -This is off-brand. -Please leave now. 440 00:39:29,125 --> 00:39:31,000 ♪ Hey, heart, on the road again ♪ 441 00:39:31,666 --> 00:39:33,500 ♪ Movin' on ♪ 442 00:39:34,416 --> 00:39:35,500 ♪ Forward ♪ 443 00:39:36,333 --> 00:39:38,791 ♪ Sticks and stones won't break bones ♪ 444 00:39:38,875 --> 00:39:42,458 ♪ We're in the car on the highway ♪ 445 00:39:43,666 --> 00:39:47,875 ♪ It's a magical feeling That no one's got a hold ♪ 446 00:39:51,250 --> 00:39:54,625 ♪ You're a catalyst To your own happiness you know... ♪ 447 00:39:54,708 --> 00:39:56,250 What are you looking at? 448 00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:00,541 There's a kid on my lawn. 449 00:40:04,583 --> 00:40:08,125 ♪ And it's your heart, it's alive ♪ 450 00:40:08,208 --> 00:40:10,333 ♪ It's pumping blood ♪ 451 00:40:11,041 --> 00:40:13,541 ♪ And the whole wide world is whistling ♪ 452 00:40:20,541 --> 00:40:23,541 ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 453 00:40:26,875 --> 00:40:28,041 Wake up. 454 00:40:31,125 --> 00:40:31,958 Hey. 455 00:40:32,833 --> 00:40:34,250 Did you sleep out here? 456 00:40:35,750 --> 00:40:36,625 Yeah. 457 00:40:40,458 --> 00:40:43,250 I know you said that you were done, 458 00:40:43,875 --> 00:40:45,916 but what if I told you 459 00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:49,041 that I found the best wander in the state of Indiana, 460 00:40:49,125 --> 00:40:51,208 possibly the world, but... 461 00:40:53,125 --> 00:40:54,500 it was 160 miles away? 462 00:40:55,375 --> 00:40:58,291 I'd say have fun, and I can't wait to hear all about it. 463 00:40:58,833 --> 00:41:01,750 Come on! Just give it a chance. 464 00:41:01,833 --> 00:41:03,791 -At least sit inside. -No, Finch. 465 00:41:03,875 --> 00:41:05,208 I'm not getting in a car! 466 00:41:05,291 --> 00:41:07,291 Look, here. I'll take the keys, and... 467 00:41:10,666 --> 00:41:14,083 I swear not to drive faster than 30 miles per hour through town 468 00:41:14,166 --> 00:41:15,666 or 50 on the interstate. 469 00:41:16,625 --> 00:41:18,833 If at any time you wanna stop, we stop. 470 00:41:19,666 --> 00:41:21,625 You can't keep pushing people. 471 00:41:21,708 --> 00:41:25,833 You don't listen. We did it. The project is over. This is over. 472 00:41:26,291 --> 00:41:28,791 You know this isn't about a class assignment. 473 00:41:29,541 --> 00:41:33,208 This is about you being holed up in your room or on your stupid bike, 474 00:41:33,291 --> 00:41:35,416 always circling the same three-mile radius. 475 00:41:35,500 --> 00:41:38,416 And God forbid anyone risk upsetting "Poor Violet," but... 476 00:41:39,500 --> 00:41:40,708 -they're wrong. 477 00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:43,375 Violet. 478 00:41:43,916 --> 00:41:45,250 Is everything OK out here? 479 00:41:45,333 --> 00:41:46,666 -Fine. -Hey. 480 00:41:46,750 --> 00:41:51,041 Sorry. Hey. Hi, I'm Theodore Finch. Pleasure to meet you both. 481 00:41:51,125 --> 00:41:54,500 -Little early, don't you think, Theodore? -Yes. Yes, it is early. 482 00:41:54,583 --> 00:41:56,000 That is a fair observation. 483 00:41:56,083 --> 00:41:58,916 But you see, I'm your daughter's partner for the school project, 484 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,375 and we really need to get to this place. 485 00:42:03,291 --> 00:42:05,416 Basically, I need her to get into the car. 486 00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:06,625 That car. 487 00:42:07,625 --> 00:42:10,208 That is extremely safe, insured, 488 00:42:10,791 --> 00:42:14,208 with an experienced driver who hasn't gotten so much as a speeding ticket. 489 00:42:14,291 --> 00:42:15,708 This is for a school project? 490 00:42:16,125 --> 00:42:17,958 Yes, sir. We're partners. 491 00:42:19,958 --> 00:42:23,583 Well, Theodore, I think it's Violet's decision to make, but... 492 00:42:25,083 --> 00:42:26,583 maybe not a bad idea. 493 00:42:39,666 --> 00:42:41,375 You think she's coming back? 494 00:42:41,458 --> 00:42:44,083 Hey, your guess is as good as ours. 495 00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:56,500 Oh. 496 00:42:57,291 --> 00:42:58,541 No, wait. No. 497 00:43:02,250 --> 00:43:05,708 OK. If I were keys, where would I hide? 498 00:43:15,375 --> 00:43:16,833 How are we doin' over there? 499 00:43:16,916 --> 00:43:17,833 Fine. 500 00:43:18,416 --> 00:43:19,333 You sure? 501 00:43:19,416 --> 00:43:21,750 Just stop asking me. You're making it worse. 502 00:43:22,541 --> 00:43:23,958 Talk about something else. 503 00:43:24,791 --> 00:43:26,875 Usually, that is my forte. 504 00:43:26,958 --> 00:43:29,125 But right now, I got nothin'. 505 00:43:33,083 --> 00:43:35,541 ♪ ...build this thing together ♪ 506 00:43:49,916 --> 00:43:51,166 It's a good song. 507 00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:46,083 I don't remember how fast we were going. 508 00:44:46,375 --> 00:44:48,250 It didn't seem fast. 509 00:44:55,666 --> 00:44:57,083 Then we were sliding... 510 00:45:03,708 --> 00:45:06,291 and Eleanor was saying, "I can't hold on." 511 00:45:10,666 --> 00:45:13,291 And then the car slammed into the bridge. 512 00:45:24,208 --> 00:45:25,541 I just remember the... 513 00:45:25,625 --> 00:45:27,625 the glass hitting my face 514 00:45:28,250 --> 00:45:29,750 and Eleanor screaming. 515 00:45:35,416 --> 00:45:36,291 Then... 516 00:45:37,375 --> 00:45:39,500 after that, it just all goes blank. 517 00:45:47,250 --> 00:45:49,166 When I woke up in the hospital, 518 00:45:51,333 --> 00:45:53,250 my mom told me she was gone. 519 00:46:00,958 --> 00:46:02,291 And that was it. 520 00:47:19,708 --> 00:47:21,291 Still mad you got in the car? 521 00:47:40,458 --> 00:47:42,875 - You really built this yourself? -Yes, I did. 522 00:47:42,958 --> 00:47:43,875 That's impressive. 523 00:47:44,291 --> 00:47:46,791 - All right. Here we go. - Let's do it. 524 00:47:46,958 --> 00:47:49,833 -I'm gonna do it. 525 00:47:49,916 --> 00:47:51,458 - Have a good one. 526 00:47:57,250 --> 00:47:58,833 I can see my house from here. 527 00:48:07,458 --> 00:48:08,458 Ah... 528 00:48:14,666 --> 00:48:17,541 Woo! 529 00:48:17,625 --> 00:48:18,500 Yeah! 530 00:48:19,041 --> 00:48:21,416 -That was amazing. - Good job! 531 00:48:22,791 --> 00:48:24,125 Did it feel fast? 532 00:48:24,208 --> 00:48:27,416 -Oh, yeah. It's just like the real thing. 533 00:48:27,750 --> 00:48:28,750 Are you ready? 534 00:48:30,125 --> 00:48:32,250 All right. Here we go. You ready? 535 00:48:32,333 --> 00:48:33,375 Oh, my God. 536 00:48:50,750 --> 00:48:52,375 - Yes! 537 00:49:01,208 --> 00:49:02,750 - Yeah! 538 00:49:02,833 --> 00:49:04,208 Yay! 539 00:49:05,875 --> 00:49:07,375 Oh, my God! 540 00:49:10,416 --> 00:49:11,833 I wanna go again. 541 00:49:12,875 --> 00:49:15,291 Ah! 542 00:49:33,958 --> 00:49:37,583 ♪ When I was just a kid they said ♪ 543 00:49:38,458 --> 00:49:41,708 ♪ "Kid, don't you cry" ♪ 544 00:49:42,625 --> 00:49:47,000 ♪ I am older now, I say ♪ 545 00:49:47,666 --> 00:49:50,458 ♪ "It's all right" ♪ 546 00:49:51,458 --> 00:49:55,583 ♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪ 547 00:49:56,416 --> 00:49:58,416 ♪ Lesson learned ♪ 548 00:50:00,166 --> 00:50:03,291 ♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪ 549 00:50:03,375 --> 00:50:07,875 ♪ Are you too young to burn? ♪ 550 00:50:07,958 --> 00:50:10,875 ♪ Too young ♪ 551 00:50:12,625 --> 00:50:17,083 -♪ Too young to burn... ♪ 552 00:50:17,833 --> 00:50:20,041 I got you somethin'. It's in the door. 553 00:50:24,291 --> 00:50:27,458 That, Ultraviolet, is a special place 554 00:50:27,541 --> 00:50:29,291 that I'm gonna take you to one day. 555 00:50:30,791 --> 00:50:31,791 Oh, yeah? 556 00:50:32,541 --> 00:50:35,833 Yeah, but you're gonna need to start pullin' your weight, OK? 557 00:50:35,916 --> 00:50:36,958 I got you this... 558 00:50:37,541 --> 00:50:40,416 just in case you've forgotten this is a school project, 559 00:50:41,083 --> 00:50:42,458 you have to write about it. 560 00:50:43,250 --> 00:50:44,291 Just me? 561 00:50:44,750 --> 00:50:45,916 You're the writer. 562 00:50:53,166 --> 00:50:54,666 "Wander number three..." 563 00:50:54,750 --> 00:50:56,500 No. You gotta start with Hoosier Hill. 564 00:50:56,583 --> 00:50:58,583 You know, you don't have to be so pushy. 565 00:50:58,666 --> 00:51:00,708 You say "pushy," and I hear, um... 566 00:51:01,208 --> 00:51:02,291 "assertive," 567 00:51:02,750 --> 00:51:03,750 "bold," 568 00:51:04,375 --> 00:51:05,375 "inspiring." 569 00:51:06,666 --> 00:51:08,791 Uh... relentless. Irritating. 570 00:51:09,291 --> 00:51:10,708 Arrogant. 571 00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:12,041 Sexy. 572 00:51:18,875 --> 00:51:20,666 It's nice to have a friend again. 573 00:51:27,416 --> 00:51:29,083 Don't let that go to your head. 574 00:51:31,458 --> 00:51:32,458 Too late. 575 00:51:40,416 --> 00:51:42,625 You know what I like about you, Ultraviolet? 576 00:51:44,291 --> 00:51:45,291 What? 577 00:51:46,125 --> 00:51:49,708 You're all the colors in one... at full brightness. 578 00:51:53,250 --> 00:51:58,416 ♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-ha Ha-ha-ha ha ♪ 579 00:51:59,125 --> 00:52:00,541 ♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪ 580 00:52:02,125 --> 00:52:05,250 ♪ Too young to burn ♪ 581 00:52:06,458 --> 00:52:09,625 ♪ Too young, too young ♪ 582 00:52:10,666 --> 00:52:14,041 ♪ Too young to burn ♪ 583 00:52:15,041 --> 00:52:19,500 ♪ Too young, too young ♪ 584 00:55:28,458 --> 00:55:30,166 - Hello. 585 00:55:31,708 --> 00:55:35,458 Before we get started, we are nearing D-Day, people. 586 00:55:36,958 --> 00:55:39,166 The day to present your wanderings. 587 00:55:39,250 --> 00:55:40,250 That is correct. 588 00:55:40,333 --> 00:55:41,291 Along with your essay, 589 00:55:41,375 --> 00:55:46,916 I'm going to be asking each group to do a presentation to the whole class. 590 00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:50,291 But today, we're talking about the five themes of geography: 591 00:55:50,375 --> 00:55:51,916 location, place... 592 00:56:01,333 --> 00:56:04,583 No, but honestly, I wouldn't even worry about it. 593 00:56:04,666 --> 00:56:06,541 -This is just what Finch does. - Yeah. 594 00:56:07,416 --> 00:56:10,958 I've texted him for the past couple days, and he hasn't responded. 595 00:56:11,041 --> 00:56:12,958 I mean, this is... 596 00:56:13,041 --> 00:56:17,833 ...I mean, sometimes he's gone for a day, like, maybe two, but he always turns up. 597 00:56:17,916 --> 00:56:20,958 Yeah, there was that one time that he was gone for like a week. 598 00:56:21,041 --> 00:56:23,083 -Oh, my God. -He came back and said he went camping, 599 00:56:23,166 --> 00:56:25,416 and he had all these poison ivy spots on him... 600 00:56:25,500 --> 00:56:27,750 -Covered in spots. -...itching, it was like... yeah. 601 00:56:27,833 --> 00:56:29,708 It was bad. It was so bad. 602 00:56:29,791 --> 00:56:31,291 I think it's pretty fucked up. 603 00:56:32,583 --> 00:56:34,750 It's easy to pick up your phone and respond. 604 00:56:34,833 --> 00:56:38,000 It's... that's just something you have to deal with 605 00:56:38,083 --> 00:56:40,041 if you wanna be close with him, you know? 606 00:56:40,458 --> 00:56:41,833 It just makes me mad. 607 00:56:44,333 --> 00:56:46,833 Yeah. So, we've been to a lot of really interesting places so far. 608 00:56:46,916 --> 00:56:48,625 Do you have an actual plan, 609 00:56:48,708 --> 00:56:50,875 or you've just kind of been shooting from the hip? 610 00:56:50,958 --> 00:56:54,375 Honestly? I'm just trying to distract her into spending as much time with me 611 00:56:54,458 --> 00:56:56,291 as she can. 612 00:56:56,375 --> 00:56:58,375 And has it been going OK, or-- 613 00:56:58,458 --> 00:57:00,333 Yeah, I think so. I've been really... 614 00:57:01,166 --> 00:57:02,791 Look who stopped by. 615 00:57:04,083 --> 00:57:04,958 Hey. 616 00:57:06,541 --> 00:57:09,083 Did you lose your phone? I've been texting. I've been calling. 617 00:57:09,166 --> 00:57:11,333 Look, let me just show you this really fast. Hold on. 618 00:57:11,500 --> 00:57:13,916 -You could've taken a second to respond... -I know. 619 00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,541 -...so I knew you were OK. -I had to take care of a couple things. 620 00:57:34,375 --> 00:57:36,250 It's supposedly bottomless. 621 00:57:37,666 --> 00:57:40,125 In the '50s, a group of boys went swimming here, 622 00:57:41,166 --> 00:57:42,458 and they disappeared. 623 00:57:42,541 --> 00:57:44,125 No one ever found their bodies. 624 00:57:44,666 --> 00:57:45,833 They drowned? 625 00:57:47,208 --> 00:57:48,208 Eh... 626 00:57:48,791 --> 00:57:49,750 maybe. 627 00:57:51,708 --> 00:57:54,041 Or maybe they found the other side. 628 00:57:55,458 --> 00:57:59,041 They say there's a force in the middle that sucks you into an underground river 629 00:57:59,125 --> 00:58:00,958 and leads you to another world. 630 00:58:07,500 --> 00:58:08,875 You're not going in? 631 00:58:09,833 --> 00:58:11,041 Oh, of course I am. 632 00:58:12,208 --> 00:58:13,958 It'll be freezing. 633 00:58:14,041 --> 00:58:15,208 It'll be fine. 634 00:58:19,958 --> 00:58:20,958 You should come in. 635 00:58:24,666 --> 00:58:26,958 -No, I'm good. -What are you afraid of? 636 00:58:28,166 --> 00:58:30,416 -It's cold. -Serious question: 637 00:58:32,166 --> 00:58:33,916 what are you most afraid of? 638 00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:39,000 Dying. 639 00:58:40,625 --> 00:58:41,750 I don't believe that. 640 00:58:44,583 --> 00:58:45,833 Being ordinary. 641 00:58:48,875 --> 00:58:50,291 So, don't be ordinary. 642 01:00:02,833 --> 01:00:04,333 Oh, my God! 643 01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:06,416 - Oh. OK! 644 01:00:06,875 --> 01:00:09,833 -Oh, you're right. Fucking freezing! - Oh, my God! 645 01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:11,291 OK, let's go under. 646 01:00:11,375 --> 01:00:12,791 -Yeah? -OK. 647 01:00:12,875 --> 01:00:15,625 One, two, three. 648 01:00:47,583 --> 01:00:48,875 Marco! 649 01:00:51,250 --> 01:00:52,833 Polo! 650 01:01:02,416 --> 01:01:04,166 So, what are you most afraid of? 651 01:01:08,583 --> 01:01:09,708 Uh... 652 01:01:15,500 --> 01:01:18,500 I don't know. I guess losing my sister. 653 01:01:19,416 --> 01:01:20,875 My mom's gone a lot. 654 01:01:20,958 --> 01:01:22,416 My dad left a while ago. 655 01:01:23,083 --> 01:01:24,250 New town, new family. 656 01:01:25,708 --> 01:01:29,250 So, Kate's basically all I have. 657 01:01:38,875 --> 01:01:39,916 How'd you get that? 658 01:01:47,791 --> 01:01:49,625 I'm going in search of the bottom. 659 01:02:25,166 --> 01:02:26,208 Finch? 660 01:02:35,041 --> 01:02:36,000 Finch! 661 01:02:47,916 --> 01:02:48,875 Finch! 662 01:03:17,208 --> 01:03:18,083 Asshole! 663 01:03:18,916 --> 01:03:19,791 What? 664 01:03:20,583 --> 01:03:22,750 Do you know how scared I was? 665 01:03:23,541 --> 01:03:24,458 Hey. 666 01:03:24,541 --> 01:03:26,916 Hey, Violet. Violet, I'm sorry! 667 01:03:32,333 --> 01:03:33,708 Violet, I'm sorry. 668 01:03:35,041 --> 01:03:35,875 Violet! 669 01:03:36,875 --> 01:03:38,458 I thought you drowned! 670 01:03:40,208 --> 01:03:42,625 I'm sorry. Hey, I'm sorry. 671 01:03:42,708 --> 01:03:45,166 I didn't... I didn't mean to scare you. 672 01:03:45,583 --> 01:03:46,625 Well, you did. 673 01:03:47,125 --> 01:03:49,958 That was the last thing that I wanted to do. 674 01:03:51,500 --> 01:03:53,291 Where do you go when you disappear? 675 01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:04,125 Tell me something real about you. 676 01:04:06,208 --> 01:04:07,333 Or I'm leaving. 677 01:04:07,916 --> 01:04:09,041 OK. 678 01:04:10,500 --> 01:04:14,000 Sometimes I have to go to places that make me feel like myself. 679 01:04:14,083 --> 01:04:18,541 I need to do things that remind me that I'm in control. 680 01:04:26,875 --> 01:04:28,125 My dad used to... 681 01:04:29,708 --> 01:04:31,208 get in these dark moods. 682 01:04:37,875 --> 01:04:39,208 Did he do that to you? 683 01:04:43,958 --> 01:04:45,666 I used to be a lot smaller. 684 01:04:50,458 --> 01:04:52,791 I used to not know how to get out of the way. 685 01:04:59,750 --> 01:05:01,541 People don't like messy, right? 686 01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,708 - Uh... - Yeah. 687 01:05:51,791 --> 01:05:54,208 -Oh, wait. Yeah, you got it. -I know, I had it! 688 01:05:54,291 --> 01:05:58,958 ♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪ 689 01:05:59,250 --> 01:06:03,791 ♪ What's going on Inside that pretty head? ♪ 690 01:06:03,875 --> 01:06:08,541 ♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪ 691 01:06:08,875 --> 01:06:14,958 ♪ Why don't you come talk to me instead? ♪ 692 01:06:15,041 --> 01:06:17,875 - And then it goes-- -There's the bridge. 693 01:06:19,833 --> 01:06:20,791 ♪ I... ♪ 694 01:06:20,875 --> 01:06:22,208 -Yeah. No, you got it. -OK. 695 01:06:22,291 --> 01:06:26,625 ♪ I met you ♪ 696 01:06:27,208 --> 01:06:30,666 ♪ I met you ♪ 697 01:06:31,416 --> 01:06:37,583 ♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪ 698 01:08:04,333 --> 01:08:05,625 Finch. 699 01:08:06,041 --> 01:08:07,958 Finch, wake up. We gotta go. 700 01:08:08,791 --> 01:08:09,791 Oh, shit! 701 01:08:13,791 --> 01:08:16,208 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. My phone died. 702 01:08:16,291 --> 01:08:17,500 Violet, inside. 703 01:08:17,583 --> 01:08:19,958 -Finch, just... you should go home. - Don't blame her. 704 01:08:20,041 --> 01:08:22,208 -If I could explain. Please-- -It's not his fault! 705 01:08:22,291 --> 01:08:23,166 Just get in the house. 706 01:08:23,250 --> 01:08:25,166 -We'll talk about it later. -I lost track of time. 707 01:08:25,250 --> 01:08:26,333 -Finch! -If I could-- 708 01:08:27,875 --> 01:08:29,916 I'm so... I'm so sorry. 709 01:08:30,833 --> 01:08:32,916 It was my fault. I fucked up. 710 01:08:33,000 --> 01:08:36,708 Please, just don't blame her. Please. I'm sorry. 711 01:08:36,791 --> 01:08:38,916 Just... go home. 712 01:09:43,083 --> 01:09:44,458 Do you have any clue 713 01:09:45,583 --> 01:09:48,916 what horrible situations we had you in, in our heads? 714 01:09:50,666 --> 01:09:53,583 You have to understand how that felt, 715 01:09:54,375 --> 01:09:56,791 your dad and I not knowing where you were. 716 01:09:58,750 --> 01:10:00,166 I said I was sorry. 717 01:10:00,958 --> 01:10:02,875 But you didn't have to treat Finch like that. 718 01:10:02,958 --> 01:10:05,833 Well, he's the boy that kept our daughter out all night. 719 01:10:07,041 --> 01:10:09,125 I kept him out all night, too, Mom. 720 01:11:42,041 --> 01:11:42,875 Hey. 721 01:11:43,250 --> 01:11:45,500 Hey, V. Hey, what's up? 722 01:11:46,250 --> 01:11:47,166 How are you? 723 01:11:48,000 --> 01:11:49,958 -Fine. -It's been a minute. What's been going on? 724 01:11:50,041 --> 01:11:51,500 I can't deal with you right now. 725 01:11:52,833 --> 01:11:54,125 Is everything OK? 726 01:11:54,916 --> 01:11:56,666 Honestly, I don't know. 727 01:11:58,708 --> 01:12:00,041 I'm not tryin' to be an asshole, 728 01:12:00,125 --> 01:12:01,875 but you should know what you're getting into. 729 01:12:03,333 --> 01:12:05,375 -I do. -No, you don't. 730 01:12:05,458 --> 01:12:06,458 -He-- -Let's go. 731 01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:09,333 -Where've you been? -You know why she's hangin' out with you? 732 01:12:09,416 --> 01:12:10,500 She's tryin' to fix you. 733 01:12:10,583 --> 01:12:12,916 Shut up, Roamer! Just... 734 01:12:13,083 --> 01:12:16,333 You have no idea who he really is, do you? He's a freak! 735 01:12:17,583 --> 01:12:19,958 -Call me a freak one more time. -You're a fuckin' freak. 736 01:12:23,041 --> 01:12:23,958 Finch! 737 01:12:24,291 --> 01:12:25,125 Finch! 738 01:12:25,208 --> 01:12:26,208 Stop! 739 01:12:27,041 --> 01:12:28,000 Finch! 740 01:12:30,125 --> 01:12:32,250 Finch! Yo, let him go, man. Get off him. 741 01:12:33,791 --> 01:12:35,916 Finch, stop! Stop! 742 01:12:40,833 --> 01:12:42,000 Oh, my God! 743 01:12:42,083 --> 01:12:44,291 What the hell? He almost killed him. 744 01:12:56,583 --> 01:12:57,750 He's crazy. 745 01:13:16,875 --> 01:13:17,708 Fuck! 746 01:13:18,875 --> 01:13:20,625 Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! 747 01:13:37,083 --> 01:13:37,958 Anything? 748 01:13:42,541 --> 01:13:43,916 Guess he's gone again. 749 01:13:47,916 --> 01:13:50,083 I've been friends with the guy since minute one, 750 01:13:51,250 --> 01:13:53,333 and I haven't waited for his call in years. 751 01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:54,958 He just... 752 01:13:56,541 --> 01:13:58,458 gets in this mood sometimes, and... 753 01:13:59,583 --> 01:14:01,750 it's hard, you know? 754 01:14:03,750 --> 01:14:04,833 He's not easy, 755 01:14:06,166 --> 01:14:08,875 and everybody who gets close to him gets burned out. 756 01:14:12,750 --> 01:14:14,291 So, why do you stick around? 757 01:14:19,666 --> 01:14:20,750 Because... 758 01:14:23,916 --> 01:14:24,916 'cause I love him. 759 01:14:26,875 --> 01:14:30,041 He thinks everybody leaves him and I won't do that. 760 01:14:32,208 --> 01:14:33,625 This is what we do. 761 01:14:34,333 --> 01:14:37,875 I'm gonna get mad, he's gonna come back and apologize, 762 01:14:37,958 --> 01:14:40,041 and it'll be like it never even happened. 763 01:14:51,958 --> 01:14:52,958 Hey. 764 01:14:54,083 --> 01:14:55,958 Is... is Finch here? 765 01:14:56,958 --> 01:14:58,250 Did something happen? 766 01:15:00,958 --> 01:15:02,166 Yeah, come on in. 767 01:15:06,250 --> 01:15:07,375 I'm Lindsay. 768 01:15:07,458 --> 01:15:11,833 Um... I'm OCD and just got diagnosed with a social anxiety disorder, 769 01:15:11,916 --> 01:15:14,666 so being here with everyone is not intimidating at all. 770 01:15:17,208 --> 01:15:19,458 Last year, I started cutting myself. 771 01:15:20,625 --> 01:15:24,000 I still deal with it, but I'm here. 772 01:15:25,250 --> 01:15:26,750 I'm so sorry. 773 01:15:26,833 --> 01:15:28,125 No worries. Have a seat. 774 01:15:32,666 --> 01:15:34,291 Hi, I'm Bradley. 775 01:15:34,375 --> 01:15:41,000 Um... I am ADHD, OCD, BPD, DID, and bipolar. 776 01:15:41,541 --> 01:15:42,500 Yeah. 777 01:15:42,833 --> 01:15:46,458 Um... you'd think some of those would cancel the others out, but... 778 01:15:47,041 --> 01:15:48,666 Yeah, my week's been OK. 779 01:15:48,750 --> 01:15:50,916 I've been watching a lot of basketball lately, 780 01:15:51,000 --> 01:15:53,291 and that's been helping a lot, so... 781 01:15:54,000 --> 01:15:54,833 Good. 782 01:15:56,458 --> 01:15:57,916 Hi. Welcome. 783 01:16:01,875 --> 01:16:02,875 Um... 784 01:16:05,041 --> 01:16:07,666 I'm, uh... Theodore Finch. 785 01:16:09,791 --> 01:16:10,833 No labels. 786 01:16:12,583 --> 01:16:16,125 Not really sure why I'm here. 787 01:16:17,166 --> 01:16:18,125 Uh... 788 01:16:20,291 --> 01:16:25,041 I guess it's 'cause I... I got in this fight at school and, 789 01:16:26,500 --> 01:16:27,541 like, 790 01:16:28,875 --> 01:16:31,541 I was there, but I wasn't there. 791 01:16:31,625 --> 01:16:33,625 I was watchin' myself, and... 792 01:16:37,875 --> 01:16:38,833 uh... 793 01:16:39,458 --> 01:16:41,833 I-I-I just get a little lost sometimes. 794 01:16:45,000 --> 01:16:47,333 I run... a lot. 795 01:16:48,041 --> 01:16:49,458 Sometimes that helps. 796 01:16:51,000 --> 01:16:52,000 Kind of. 797 01:16:56,250 --> 01:16:57,708 I don't know. Is that enough? 798 01:16:58,666 --> 01:16:59,541 Sure. 799 01:17:00,125 --> 01:17:01,750 Thanks. Glad you're here. 800 01:17:05,458 --> 01:17:07,833 Amanda, why don't you go ahead? 801 01:17:10,166 --> 01:17:11,250 I'm Amanda. 802 01:17:13,750 --> 01:17:14,791 I'm bulimic. 803 01:17:16,291 --> 01:17:18,125 I've tried to kill myself twice. 804 01:17:21,375 --> 01:17:23,291 I think about it almost every day. 805 01:17:39,416 --> 01:17:41,416 Hey, have you heard anything yet? 806 01:17:42,125 --> 01:17:44,333 -No. - OK. 807 01:17:45,458 --> 01:17:48,416 I gotta go to work. I'm gonna be late. But you should stay. 808 01:17:49,333 --> 01:17:50,750 Why does he keep doing this? 809 01:17:54,625 --> 01:17:55,708 I don't know. 810 01:18:00,041 --> 01:18:02,250 Have him call me when you hear from him, OK? 811 01:18:04,041 --> 01:18:04,875 Yeah. 812 01:18:05,291 --> 01:18:06,583 - Bye. -Bye. 813 01:18:12,208 --> 01:18:14,291 I heard you beat the shit outta Roamer. 814 01:18:16,583 --> 01:18:18,083 Why do you keep doing stuff like that? 815 01:18:18,166 --> 01:18:20,541 Aren't you tired of people talking about you all the time? 816 01:18:22,166 --> 01:18:23,916 People are always gonna talk. 817 01:18:24,916 --> 01:18:26,166 It's their specialty. 818 01:18:29,583 --> 01:18:30,583 Are you OK? 819 01:18:34,125 --> 01:18:37,666 I don't know. I feel like I keep messing things up, 820 01:18:37,750 --> 01:18:42,166 and I'm not sure I know how to not do that. 821 01:18:42,625 --> 01:18:43,625 Does this work? 822 01:18:45,666 --> 01:18:47,458 It's better than the alternative. 823 01:19:35,333 --> 01:19:37,250 Your girlfriend's pretty worried about you. 824 01:19:37,708 --> 01:19:39,625 She's been at the house all afternoon. 825 01:19:43,041 --> 01:19:44,041 What's going on? 826 01:19:49,083 --> 01:19:52,166 I don't... really remember... 827 01:19:53,125 --> 01:19:55,250 Dad that well. 828 01:19:56,833 --> 01:19:58,708 And everything I do... 829 01:20:01,041 --> 01:20:03,458 remember is... is bad. 830 01:20:07,208 --> 01:20:08,375 Are there any... 831 01:20:09,583 --> 01:20:11,750 good memories you have of him? 832 01:20:14,833 --> 01:20:17,916 Well, the fact that he would beat the shit out of us 833 01:20:18,000 --> 01:20:19,833 kind of negated all the good times. 834 01:20:26,916 --> 01:20:29,500 But why was he like that? 835 01:20:29,583 --> 01:20:32,333 Was he like that because of us? Was he... 836 01:20:33,583 --> 01:20:34,875 like that because of Mom? 837 01:20:34,958 --> 01:20:37,375 He was like that because he was a shitty person. 838 01:20:37,833 --> 01:20:39,833 There has to be a reason, though. 839 01:20:39,916 --> 01:20:43,000 Because if there's a reason, then he could get better. 840 01:20:43,083 --> 01:20:44,166 Something or... 841 01:20:45,500 --> 01:20:48,416 someone could make him better, right? 842 01:20:48,875 --> 01:20:51,875 I don't know. Who cares? Dude, he's someone else's problem. 843 01:20:51,958 --> 01:20:54,000 Why are you asking me about Dad? 844 01:20:57,875 --> 01:20:59,291 What's going on, Finch? 845 01:21:03,541 --> 01:21:05,458 Come on. You can talk to me, man. 846 01:21:08,333 --> 01:21:10,125 Nothing, Kate. 847 01:21:10,208 --> 01:21:11,291 Sorry. Nothing. 848 01:21:12,666 --> 01:21:13,666 I'm good. 849 01:21:14,458 --> 01:21:16,916 Are you sure? Because I have to open the bar, 850 01:21:17,000 --> 01:21:20,750 -but I can find someone to cover me. -I'm good. 851 01:21:24,750 --> 01:21:26,500 You know I love you, right, Theo? 852 01:21:29,750 --> 01:21:30,666 I know. 853 01:22:13,791 --> 01:22:14,875 You scared me. 854 01:22:21,458 --> 01:22:22,916 What is all of this? 855 01:22:25,583 --> 01:22:27,250 I'm trying to focus. 856 01:22:28,250 --> 01:22:29,583 Focus on what? 857 01:22:30,916 --> 01:22:32,291 On staying awake. 858 01:22:34,916 --> 01:22:37,000 I don't understand what that means. 859 01:22:38,708 --> 01:22:40,166 Sometimes I... 860 01:22:41,125 --> 01:22:42,333 go blank. 861 01:22:44,166 --> 01:22:46,875 I... get into these dark moods. 862 01:22:48,041 --> 01:22:50,666 I think too fast to keep track of anything, 863 01:22:51,750 --> 01:22:53,041 and then it's like... 864 01:22:54,208 --> 01:22:57,041 all my thoughts are gone at once. 865 01:22:58,458 --> 01:23:01,791 And sometimes, if I put 'em up there, I can... 866 01:23:02,208 --> 01:23:04,333 focus and slow down, but... 867 01:23:07,291 --> 01:23:09,791 I can't right now. I can't. 868 01:23:11,958 --> 01:23:12,958 OK. 869 01:23:14,125 --> 01:23:15,916 And this usually works. 870 01:23:16,000 --> 01:23:17,791 Maybe there's too much clutter. 871 01:23:21,333 --> 01:23:23,708 I can fix it. I just... 872 01:23:24,083 --> 01:23:27,000 I just need time to figure this out. 873 01:23:30,291 --> 01:23:33,291 - I'm trying to help you. -I don't need your help! 874 01:23:33,833 --> 01:23:36,541 This is on me! This isn't about you! 875 01:23:38,833 --> 01:23:40,708 You need to tell me what's wrong. 876 01:23:44,375 --> 01:23:45,458 You don't get it. 877 01:23:51,583 --> 01:23:52,666 You're right. 878 01:23:53,833 --> 01:23:55,083 I don't get it. 879 01:23:58,416 --> 01:24:00,041 Don't you know, Violet? 880 01:24:03,666 --> 01:24:04,875 I'm "The Freak." 881 01:24:08,916 --> 01:24:10,291 I'm fucked up! 882 01:24:22,875 --> 01:24:24,000 I need you to leave. 883 01:24:29,916 --> 01:24:30,875 Go! 884 01:25:39,458 --> 01:25:41,708 Hey, it's Finch. Leave a message. 885 01:25:43,666 --> 01:25:45,375 Hey, Finch. Um... 886 01:25:47,750 --> 01:25:49,250 I'm sorry. 887 01:25:50,250 --> 01:25:51,833 I'm just sorry that I pushed. 888 01:25:51,916 --> 01:25:53,666 And... I... 889 01:25:54,916 --> 01:25:56,666 just need you to come back. 890 01:26:00,958 --> 01:26:03,500 I just really need you to come back, OK? 891 01:26:30,750 --> 01:26:31,916 Hey, kiddo. 892 01:26:32,750 --> 01:26:33,625 Hey. 893 01:26:39,875 --> 01:26:40,833 Dad? 894 01:26:43,333 --> 01:26:44,166 Yeah? 895 01:26:48,041 --> 01:26:49,500 On Eleanor's birthday... 896 01:26:53,958 --> 01:26:54,875 I... 897 01:26:57,833 --> 01:26:59,250 I wasn't really thinking. 898 01:27:04,791 --> 01:27:06,708 I found myself at the bridge. 899 01:27:10,666 --> 01:27:12,416 I was standing on a ledge. 900 01:27:16,875 --> 01:27:18,583 That's how I met Finch. 901 01:27:19,666 --> 01:27:20,958 He found me there. 902 01:27:25,666 --> 01:27:26,875 He saved me. 903 01:27:29,916 --> 01:27:31,208 You... you weren't gonna... 904 01:27:31,666 --> 01:27:32,666 I'm OK. 905 01:27:35,958 --> 01:27:36,958 I was... 906 01:27:38,166 --> 01:27:39,041 confused. 907 01:27:41,458 --> 01:27:42,541 I was sad. 908 01:27:45,458 --> 01:27:46,458 I'm OK. 909 01:27:50,333 --> 01:27:51,458 I'm better now. 910 01:27:54,916 --> 01:27:55,750 Wow. 911 01:27:57,958 --> 01:28:00,000 Well, I'm glad Finch was there. 912 01:28:02,875 --> 01:28:03,875 Me too. 913 01:28:09,625 --> 01:28:11,750 I just wish I knew where he was. 914 01:28:14,750 --> 01:28:15,666 Well... 915 01:28:18,583 --> 01:28:20,708 you two have been a lot of places. 916 01:28:21,833 --> 01:28:23,875 Is there any place else he might go? 917 01:29:54,500 --> 01:29:55,666 Finch! 918 01:30:00,958 --> 01:30:02,000 Finch! 919 01:30:05,625 --> 01:30:06,666 Finch. 920 01:30:34,458 --> 01:30:36,416 Marco! 921 01:31:54,583 --> 01:31:56,541 On behalf of Finch's family, 922 01:31:56,625 --> 01:31:59,000 I wanna thank you all for being here today. 923 01:31:59,500 --> 01:32:03,750 We've gathered to celebrate and to honor the memory of one 924 01:32:03,833 --> 01:32:07,875 who will be incredibly missed because he has been so dearly loved. 925 01:32:08,625 --> 01:32:10,541 The events of these past few days... 926 01:32:47,000 --> 01:32:48,250 I'm gonna say bye. 927 01:32:48,333 --> 01:32:49,875 OK, we'll wait for you. 928 01:32:53,166 --> 01:32:54,125 Hey. 929 01:33:16,041 --> 01:33:17,541 I should've been there. 930 01:33:32,500 --> 01:33:33,625 I miss him. 931 01:33:37,458 --> 01:33:39,500 Just so fucked. 932 01:33:52,791 --> 01:33:54,125 I had no idea. 933 01:33:59,083 --> 01:34:01,041 Sorry that I wasn't there for you. 934 01:34:04,125 --> 01:34:05,125 It's OK. 935 01:34:07,375 --> 01:34:08,875 I didn't know how to tell you. 936 01:34:14,208 --> 01:34:15,375 I would miss you. 937 01:34:20,125 --> 01:34:21,833 Yeah, I know you would. 938 01:36:05,583 --> 01:36:07,750 "Travelers' Prayer Chapel, 939 01:36:10,083 --> 01:36:11,458 created as a sanctuary 940 01:36:11,541 --> 01:36:15,208 for the weary travelers to stop and rest along their way. 941 01:36:16,500 --> 01:36:18,375 It was built in memoriam to those 942 01:36:18,458 --> 01:36:21,208 who have lost their lives in auto accidents... 943 01:36:26,041 --> 01:36:27,916 and as a place for healing. 944 01:36:32,208 --> 01:36:34,833 We remember those who are no longer here, 945 01:36:35,583 --> 01:36:37,791 who were taken from us too soon, 946 01:36:37,875 --> 01:36:40,333 and who we will always keep in our hearts." 947 01:37:31,291 --> 01:37:33,333 I used to be worried about everything. 948 01:37:36,333 --> 01:37:38,041 Things that seemed meaningful... 949 01:37:39,375 --> 01:37:41,000 were actually meaningless. 950 01:37:42,166 --> 01:37:43,583 I worried about life. 951 01:37:47,041 --> 01:37:50,041 I worried about what would happen if I let myself feel again. 952 01:37:52,583 --> 01:37:54,166 I thought I didn't deserve to. 953 01:38:01,291 --> 01:38:02,166 Then... 954 01:38:03,625 --> 01:38:05,166 without really knowing... 955 01:38:09,500 --> 01:38:10,583 I changed. 956 01:38:15,333 --> 01:38:18,875 I wasn't worried about what would happen if I lived. 957 01:38:20,958 --> 01:38:23,291 I was worried about what would happen if I didn't. 958 01:38:25,625 --> 01:38:26,958 What I would miss. 959 01:38:28,833 --> 01:38:30,708 I worried about not remembering. 960 01:38:32,125 --> 01:38:34,333 Not remembering all of the moments... 961 01:38:39,500 --> 01:38:41,541 all of the places... 962 01:38:46,416 --> 01:38:48,166 ...and that's because of Finch. 963 01:38:52,958 --> 01:38:54,833 Because he taught me to wander. 964 01:39:00,166 --> 01:39:03,166 He taught me that you don't have to climb a mountain 965 01:39:03,250 --> 01:39:05,000 to stand on top of the world. 966 01:39:09,208 --> 01:39:13,875 That even the ugliest of places can be beautiful, 967 01:39:14,750 --> 01:39:16,666 as long as you take the time to look. 968 01:39:25,166 --> 01:39:27,041 That it's OK to get lost... 969 01:39:31,083 --> 01:39:32,916 as long as you find your way back. 970 01:39:40,291 --> 01:39:41,833 But in learning all of that, 971 01:39:42,833 --> 01:39:45,166 I missed seeing something more important... 972 01:39:48,625 --> 01:39:49,791 seeing Finch. 973 01:39:53,416 --> 01:39:55,000 I missed that he was in pain. 974 01:40:03,708 --> 01:40:06,291 I missed that he was teaching me all along 975 01:40:07,541 --> 01:40:08,750 how to move on. 976 01:40:14,125 --> 01:40:15,583 Finch was a dreamer. 977 01:40:18,708 --> 01:40:20,458 He dreamt while he was awake. 978 01:40:23,958 --> 01:40:28,125 He dreamt of all the beauty in the world, and he made it come to life. 979 01:40:33,166 --> 01:40:38,583 Finch taught me that there's beauty in the most unexpected of places. 980 01:40:44,125 --> 01:40:46,000 And that there are bright places, 981 01:40:48,000 --> 01:40:49,500 even in dark times. 982 01:40:58,041 --> 01:40:59,458 And that if there isn't... 983 01:41:02,708 --> 01:41:04,750 you can be that bright place... 984 01:41:06,583 --> 01:41:08,958 with infinite capacities. 985 01:42:00,083 --> 01:42:01,958 ♪ Two, three, four... ♪ 986 01:42:28,791 --> 01:42:32,583 ♪ When I was just a kid, they said ♪ 987 01:42:33,208 --> 01:42:36,500 ♪ "Kid, don't you cry" ♪ 988 01:42:37,625 --> 01:42:41,333 ♪ I am older now, I say ♪ 989 01:42:42,416 --> 01:42:45,416 ♪ "It's all right" ♪ 990 01:42:46,250 --> 01:42:50,083 ♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪ 991 01:42:51,083 --> 01:42:52,916 ♪ Lesson learned ♪ 992 01:42:54,958 --> 01:42:58,125 ♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪ 993 01:42:58,208 --> 01:43:02,625 ♪ Are you... too young to burn? ♪ 994 01:43:02,708 --> 01:43:06,000 ♪ Too young ♪ 995 01:43:08,166 --> 01:43:11,500 ♪ Too young to burn ♪ 996 01:43:12,541 --> 01:43:15,791 ♪ Too young, too young ♪ 997 01:43:16,916 --> 01:43:20,416 ♪ Too young to burn ♪ 998 01:43:21,291 --> 01:43:26,000 ♪ Too young, too young ♪ 999 01:43:43,000 --> 01:43:45,958 ♪ Now I sit by my window ♪ 1000 01:43:47,375 --> 01:43:50,875 ♪ Watch the sun going down, down ♪ 1001 01:43:51,750 --> 01:43:54,541 ♪ And I see all the people ♪ 1002 01:43:55,791 --> 01:43:59,583 ♪ Walking around, around ♪ 1003 01:44:00,166 --> 01:44:04,458 ♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪ 1004 01:44:05,208 --> 01:44:07,250 ♪ Lesson learned ♪ 1005 01:44:08,916 --> 01:44:12,250 ♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪ 1006 01:44:12,333 --> 01:44:16,625 ♪ Are you too young to burn? ♪ 1007 01:44:16,708 --> 01:44:19,416 ♪ Too young ♪ 1008 01:44:22,125 --> 01:44:25,833 ♪ Too young to burn ♪ 1009 01:44:26,500 --> 01:44:29,791 ♪ Too young, too young ♪ 1010 01:44:30,833 --> 01:44:34,333 ♪Too young to burn ♪ 1011 01:44:35,250 --> 01:44:40,250 ♪ Too young, too young ♪ 1012 01:44:41,458 --> 01:44:44,750 ♪ Ha-ah-ha-ah-ah-ha-ha ♪ 1013 01:44:45,000 --> 01:44:46,833 ♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪ 1014 01:44:48,000 --> 01:44:53,208 ♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-ha Ha-ha-ha ha ♪ 1015 01:44:53,666 --> 01:44:55,125 ♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪ 1016 01:44:56,875 --> 01:45:00,500 ♪ Too young to burn ♪ 1017 01:45:01,208 --> 01:45:04,333 ♪ Too young, too young ♪ 1018 01:45:05,458 --> 01:45:08,833 ♪ Too young to burn ♪ 1019 01:45:09,791 --> 01:45:15,333 ♪ Too young, too young ♪