1 00:02:18,013 --> 00:02:19,093 I appreciate it. 2 00:02:19,181 --> 00:02:21,181 I know that your relatives are scattered. 3 00:02:21,266 --> 00:02:23,257 We'd be happy to come back. 4 00:02:23,352 --> 00:02:24,762 Are you sure you'll be all right? 5 00:02:24,853 --> 00:02:27,560 Yes. I'll be fine. Thank you. 6 00:02:27,648 --> 00:02:31,015 I fly back to Detroit tonight. I'll get in late, 7 00:02:31,109 --> 00:02:33,566 but call me if you need to. Anytime. 8 00:02:33,654 --> 00:02:36,270 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. I'll be okay. 9 00:02:36,365 --> 00:02:39,232 Okay. I know you will. Take care, sweetheart. 10 00:02:39,326 --> 00:02:40,736 I will. Bye. 11 00:05:13,480 --> 00:05:16,347 Yeah. 12 00:10:29,212 --> 00:10:31,398 What we're looking at here are the eoct scores. 13 00:10:31,422 --> 00:10:33,629 Now, I'm gonna pick on 10th grade just a little bit 14 00:10:33,716 --> 00:10:36,048 because you'll see the biggest difference there. 15 00:10:36,136 --> 00:10:39,378 The yellow line, the mustardy one, that's two years ago. 16 00:10:39,472 --> 00:10:41,178 The blue is last year. 17 00:10:41,266 --> 00:10:43,222 The pink is this year. 18 00:10:45,895 --> 00:10:47,226 Beth is here. 19 00:10:48,439 --> 00:10:50,054 Give her space. 20 00:10:50,900 --> 00:10:54,313 The pink is this year. So, what happened? 21 00:10:54,404 --> 00:10:55,940 Teacher-student ratio. 22 00:10:56,030 --> 00:10:59,238 I know, but class sizes are what they are. It's statewide. 23 00:10:59,325 --> 00:11:02,283 We can't play the blame game when we're pulling up the rear... 24 00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:03,655 Sorry. 25 00:11:05,039 --> 00:11:06,039 - Hey. - Hi. 26 00:11:06,875 --> 00:11:09,912 I don't think you had to come. No one would blame you. 27 00:11:10,712 --> 00:11:12,168 I still have grades to enter. 28 00:11:12,255 --> 00:11:14,917 I'd have done that for you. All you had to do is ask. 29 00:11:15,008 --> 00:11:16,008 It's all right. 30 00:11:16,092 --> 00:11:18,799 It gives me something to do. For now, anyway. 31 00:11:18,887 --> 00:11:20,406 We don't wanna be that school. 32 00:11:20,430 --> 00:11:21,430 You holdin' up? 33 00:11:21,514 --> 00:11:22,970 I don't want to be that... 34 00:11:23,057 --> 00:11:24,057 Yeah, I'm fine. 35 00:11:25,518 --> 00:11:27,850 Just didn't really sleep well last night. 36 00:11:27,937 --> 00:11:30,428 Can't believe you slept at all. Especially there. 37 00:11:30,523 --> 00:11:32,229 We got to show up for them. 38 00:11:32,734 --> 00:11:35,134 Okay. I promised to give you all a 10-minute break, 39 00:11:35,195 --> 00:11:36,480 so let's go ahead and take that. 40 00:11:36,571 --> 00:11:38,107 Go potty, stretch your legs. 41 00:11:38,198 --> 00:11:41,361 There are more doughnuts in the back, courtesy of mountville baptist church, 42 00:11:41,451 --> 00:11:44,363 so get you some and be back by 8:40 though, on the dot-ish. 43 00:12:17,612 --> 00:12:19,252 Mrs. parchin? 44 00:12:20,823 --> 00:12:21,823 Hi. 45 00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:33,208 - Sorry. I was just, uh... - Excuse me. I tried to knock... 46 00:12:33,294 --> 00:12:35,080 We met before. 47 00:12:35,171 --> 00:12:36,786 Um, I'm hunter's mom. 48 00:12:38,174 --> 00:12:39,880 - Hunter... - McLaughlin. 49 00:12:39,968 --> 00:12:40,968 He has you second period. 50 00:12:41,052 --> 00:12:42,758 I'm Becky McLaughlin. 51 00:12:42,845 --> 00:12:44,676 - It was a few months ago. - Right. Of course. 52 00:12:44,764 --> 00:12:47,096 I, uh... I have so many hunters this year. 53 00:12:47,642 --> 00:12:49,507 - Oh. How many? - Hmm? 54 00:12:50,103 --> 00:12:52,264 Students named hunter do you have? 55 00:12:52,355 --> 00:12:53,355 Mmm, three. 56 00:12:54,524 --> 00:12:56,606 Please, have a seat. 57 00:13:02,198 --> 00:13:04,905 I'm sure you know why I'm here. 58 00:13:07,537 --> 00:13:09,073 I checked the website. 59 00:13:09,831 --> 00:13:11,696 Hunter got a c in speech. 60 00:13:12,625 --> 00:13:14,957 Oh, right. I... I think so. 61 00:13:15,044 --> 00:13:16,580 Uh... let me check. 62 00:13:16,671 --> 00:13:18,832 - But that's what it said. - Mm-hmm. 63 00:13:19,340 --> 00:13:20,921 Let me see here. 64 00:13:21,009 --> 00:13:22,795 Uh... 65 00:13:22,885 --> 00:13:23,965 Right, yes. 66 00:13:24,554 --> 00:13:27,387 It looks like he didn't do his last presentation. 67 00:13:27,473 --> 00:13:29,589 He said that you told him he could make that up. 68 00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:30,684 I did. 69 00:13:30,768 --> 00:13:33,225 Yeah. He, uh... he didn't. 70 00:13:33,313 --> 00:13:35,144 He said he came in last Thursday. 71 00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:37,225 That was the last day of school. 72 00:13:38,026 --> 00:13:39,436 He said that you weren't here. 73 00:13:40,194 --> 00:13:44,858 Yes, I was out for a few days. It was a... a personal matter. 74 00:13:44,949 --> 00:13:48,407 Well, he told me he was out the day you presented those projects. 75 00:13:49,245 --> 00:13:51,486 We all have personal matters to deal with sometimes. 76 00:13:53,291 --> 00:13:54,781 Okay. Uh... 77 00:13:55,460 --> 00:13:59,499 You know what? Let's just excuse him from that assignment. 78 00:13:59,589 --> 00:14:00,589 Uh... 79 00:14:00,673 --> 00:14:02,209 There. B. 80 00:14:02,300 --> 00:14:05,963 That's not what I wanted. 81 00:14:06,054 --> 00:14:08,170 Then, uh, what did you want? 82 00:14:08,973 --> 00:14:10,179 Excuse me? 83 00:14:10,266 --> 00:14:12,302 When you came in here, what did you want? 84 00:14:12,393 --> 00:14:14,099 I want to know why my son... 85 00:14:14,187 --> 00:14:17,099 My husband shot himself in the head last Thursday. 86 00:14:21,027 --> 00:14:22,688 I hadn't heard. 87 00:14:23,946 --> 00:14:26,608 No, because it's a personal matter. 88 00:14:26,699 --> 00:14:27,699 So, yeah. 89 00:14:28,785 --> 00:14:32,869 Yeah. If you wanna know, he took the boat out on the lake. 90 00:14:32,955 --> 00:14:35,992 He took a handgun that I didn't even know that we owned. 91 00:14:36,084 --> 00:14:38,917 And pow! Right in the mouth. 92 00:14:39,754 --> 00:14:41,585 So, which hunter got what grade 93 00:14:41,672 --> 00:14:45,460 on what high school elective speech class assignment... 94 00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:49,252 It really doesn't matter to me right now. 95 00:14:49,347 --> 00:14:53,181 So, you want a b, you got a b. 96 00:14:54,394 --> 00:14:56,476 I... I apologize. 97 00:14:56,562 --> 00:14:57,562 Oh, you want an a? 98 00:14:58,106 --> 00:14:59,687 All right. Ta-da! 99 00:15:00,358 --> 00:15:01,643 A b is fine. 100 00:15:01,734 --> 00:15:03,224 Bitis. 101 00:15:06,697 --> 00:15:08,437 Anything else I can do for you? 102 00:15:09,200 --> 00:15:10,200 No. 103 00:15:11,244 --> 00:15:12,244 Thank you. 104 00:16:13,097 --> 00:16:15,759 - Oh. Hey, Mel. - Hey. 105 00:16:16,684 --> 00:16:19,517 The sky was looking a little mean. I went and covered the boat for you, 106 00:16:19,604 --> 00:16:21,435 - just in case. - You didn't have to do that. 107 00:16:21,522 --> 00:16:23,979 Ah, that's a goddamn lie if I've ever heard one. 108 00:16:24,066 --> 00:16:26,728 Just paying it back, that's all. 109 00:16:26,819 --> 00:16:29,856 You and Owen were a couple godsends when Shelly passed. 110 00:16:29,947 --> 00:16:32,279 Thank you. 111 00:16:36,162 --> 00:16:38,153 You want me to haul that thing away? 112 00:16:38,247 --> 00:16:39,487 You just say the word. 113 00:16:40,875 --> 00:16:42,536 It's okay. I think I'll leave it. 114 00:16:43,044 --> 00:16:44,375 Sell it with the house. 115 00:16:45,296 --> 00:16:46,661 You thinking about selling? 116 00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:48,924 Maybe. 117 00:16:49,634 --> 00:16:52,216 I mean, he built it, so I'd hate to leave it, but... 118 00:16:53,721 --> 00:16:54,721 Yeah. 119 00:16:55,348 --> 00:16:58,135 It's peaceful out here, but it is lonely. 120 00:17:01,062 --> 00:17:05,271 Hey, Mel, were you, uh, shooting this morning around 7:30 or so? 121 00:17:06,817 --> 00:17:08,899 Didn't hear anything? There was a gunshot. 122 00:17:09,403 --> 00:17:12,770 I just figured with the weather getting warmer and snakes and all... 123 00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:14,856 I see a copperhead near the house, 124 00:17:14,951 --> 00:17:16,691 I'm sure gonna shoot it, but I didn't today. 125 00:17:16,786 --> 00:17:17,786 Right. 126 00:17:18,412 --> 00:17:19,777 You hear it again, 127 00:17:19,872 --> 00:17:21,453 just give me a shout, okay? 128 00:17:21,541 --> 00:17:22,656 - Okay, I will. - Okay. 129 00:17:23,376 --> 00:17:24,991 - I'm gonna get back. - Mm-hmm. 130 00:17:33,219 --> 00:17:37,508 So, this is going to be the office down here, 131 00:17:37,598 --> 00:17:39,714 and, uh, over here will be the kitchen. 132 00:17:39,809 --> 00:17:42,266 Or maybe it's here. 133 00:17:42,353 --> 00:17:45,516 And then... And then over here we have, uh... 134 00:17:45,606 --> 00:17:50,396 Biceps. Lots of biceps. 135 00:17:50,903 --> 00:17:52,734 So, that is the husband. 136 00:17:52,822 --> 00:17:54,983 Oh, hi, Owen! How are you doing? 137 00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:57,110 Are you working? 138 00:17:57,201 --> 00:17:59,567 You know that we're paying people fo do that, right? 139 00:17:59,662 --> 00:18:02,199 - You don't have to do it all yourself. - Mm-hmm. 140 00:18:04,709 --> 00:18:06,415 - Mm-hmm? - Mm-hmm. 141 00:18:06,502 --> 00:18:08,208 Well, unless you want me fo. 142 00:18:09,880 --> 00:18:12,246 - Let me check. - No. Stop. 143 00:18:12,341 --> 00:18:13,341 Come here. 144 00:23:10,848 --> 00:23:12,463 Who is this? 145 00:23:18,314 --> 00:23:21,181 - Beth... - Owen? Is... 146 00:23:23,527 --> 00:23:27,486 - I know that you... - I can't hear you. I can't... 147 00:23:28,782 --> 00:23:30,363 Yes, you can. 148 00:23:31,243 --> 00:23:32,779 Look out the window. 149 00:26:18,619 --> 00:26:20,359 What am I looking at? 150 00:26:20,454 --> 00:26:21,454 You tell me. 151 00:26:22,831 --> 00:26:24,617 It's a picture of you. 152 00:26:25,918 --> 00:26:27,328 - Is it? - Yeah. 153 00:26:28,170 --> 00:26:30,331 I mean, nice blouse. 154 00:26:34,426 --> 00:26:35,426 Look... look closer. 155 00:26:37,888 --> 00:26:38,888 Is that me? 156 00:26:38,972 --> 00:26:41,634 Yeah, I think so. I mean, who else would it be? 157 00:26:43,811 --> 00:26:44,891 Well, it's either you 158 00:26:44,978 --> 00:26:47,469 or a woman who looks, like, a lot like you. 159 00:26:48,273 --> 00:26:50,355 Sweetie, I... I think that's you. 160 00:26:51,276 --> 00:26:54,268 Nice blouse, right? I don't have one like that. 161 00:26:54,363 --> 00:26:55,443 God, Beth. 162 00:26:56,323 --> 00:26:58,063 Don't do this to yourself. 163 00:26:58,909 --> 00:27:00,615 It's you, okay? 164 00:27:00,702 --> 00:27:03,785 And if it's not you, then, believe me, 165 00:27:03,872 --> 00:27:06,579 there are far worse things to find on your husband's phone 166 00:27:06,667 --> 00:27:09,158 than fully clothed women who look exactly like you. 167 00:27:09,253 --> 00:27:12,837 Mmm. Yeah, well, I guess I was his type. 168 00:27:12,923 --> 00:27:15,414 Please. Owen loved you. 169 00:27:15,509 --> 00:27:17,249 You. He worshipped you. 170 00:27:17,928 --> 00:27:20,419 I... I mean, from everything you told me, 171 00:27:20,514 --> 00:27:22,550 you didn't really give him any reason to roam. 172 00:27:23,308 --> 00:27:26,015 I mean, how do you know he even took those pictures anyway? 173 00:27:26,103 --> 00:27:28,264 He's not here to defend himself or explain. 174 00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:33,144 A bunch of us are going out tonight drinking. The whole department. 175 00:27:33,235 --> 00:27:35,942 Well, not Clark, obviously, but you should come. 176 00:27:36,572 --> 00:27:37,982 Get your mind off things. 177 00:27:38,073 --> 00:27:39,073 We'll see. 178 00:27:41,243 --> 00:27:43,154 Why were you going through his phone anyway? 179 00:27:45,164 --> 00:27:46,164 Shit. 180 00:27:47,457 --> 00:27:48,457 Sorry. 181 00:27:48,959 --> 00:27:53,043 That was... that was a really fucking stupid, insensitive thing to say. 182 00:27:56,049 --> 00:27:57,049 I'm sorry. 183 00:27:58,302 --> 00:27:59,963 I didn't think we had secrets. 184 00:28:01,722 --> 00:28:06,307 Everybody has secrets. Don't let it weigh on you. 185 00:28:06,894 --> 00:28:07,894 Just... 186 00:28:08,562 --> 00:28:09,802 Just remember your Owen. 187 00:28:10,564 --> 00:28:12,145 Who you fell in love with. 188 00:28:13,483 --> 00:28:15,849 Because whatever else he was, he was that, too. 189 00:28:22,409 --> 00:28:24,525 - What's her name? - Maggie Monroe. 190 00:28:24,620 --> 00:28:26,201 Oh, she'd be my best customer. 191 00:28:26,288 --> 00:28:29,155 She told me I don't have a knack for teaching anyway. 192 00:28:29,249 --> 00:28:32,582 And she'd know 'cause she's an expert on many things. 193 00:28:32,669 --> 00:28:34,580 Jesus Christ. 194 00:28:34,671 --> 00:28:37,708 So, are we going to read the book she gave us? 195 00:28:37,799 --> 00:28:38,799 Fuck, no. 196 00:28:38,884 --> 00:28:43,469 I don't need 300 pages to tell me how to "engage and inspire" my students. 197 00:28:43,555 --> 00:28:46,297 Yeah, just let them stand up on their desks or whatever. 198 00:28:46,391 --> 00:28:48,382 Change their lives. 199 00:28:51,980 --> 00:28:52,980 You okay, b? 200 00:28:57,277 --> 00:28:58,858 Do you guys believe in ghosts? 201 00:29:01,281 --> 00:29:03,272 Uh, ghosts, like, how? 202 00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:07,280 I do. I believe. 203 00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:09,891 - Really? - Well, I don't not believe. 204 00:29:09,915 --> 00:29:11,871 I think there's something in my house. 205 00:29:12,834 --> 00:29:14,916 Like a... a presence. 206 00:29:15,671 --> 00:29:17,832 - No way. - I mean, I don't know. 207 00:29:17,923 --> 00:29:23,418 I feel like there's something. It's like there's something watching me. 208 00:29:25,806 --> 00:29:27,967 And all this weird stuff. 209 00:29:28,058 --> 00:29:30,140 I'm... I'm having these dreams. 210 00:29:30,811 --> 00:29:32,517 I mean, it feels like they're dreams. 211 00:29:32,604 --> 00:29:34,515 They feel real though when they're happening. 212 00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:36,096 Like... like sleep paralysis? 213 00:29:36,191 --> 00:29:38,682 - No. - Do you know what sleep paralysis is? 214 00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:40,483 Yes, Gary, I know what sleep paralysis is. 215 00:29:40,570 --> 00:29:41,570 I don't. 216 00:29:41,655 --> 00:29:43,883 It's when your mind's awake, but your body's not, right? 217 00:29:43,907 --> 00:29:45,738 It's... Did you guys see that documentary... 218 00:29:45,826 --> 00:29:47,586 I had this buddy in school who had it. 219 00:29:47,661 --> 00:29:49,993 It's pretty common to feel like there's someone in the room 220 00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:52,617 when you're having an episode. Like a hostile presence. 221 00:29:52,708 --> 00:29:54,494 - What about the opposite? - Right. 222 00:29:55,002 --> 00:29:56,002 Like a friendly presence? 223 00:29:56,086 --> 00:29:58,042 No. When your body's awake, but your mind isn't. 224 00:29:59,006 --> 00:30:00,871 But isn't that just sleepwalking? 225 00:30:00,966 --> 00:30:02,922 Sure. Sleepwalking. 226 00:30:03,010 --> 00:30:04,625 Could that be contagious? 227 00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:05,720 No. Why? 228 00:30:09,016 --> 00:30:10,222 I remember that. 229 00:30:11,685 --> 00:30:14,722 A year or two after he built the house, it just started. 230 00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:16,428 - Now you're doing it? - Yeah. 231 00:30:16,523 --> 00:30:17,523 That's weird. 232 00:30:21,903 --> 00:30:23,234 How long were you married? 233 00:30:23,322 --> 00:30:24,687 Uh... oh. 234 00:30:25,741 --> 00:30:28,073 Let me do the math. 235 00:30:29,619 --> 00:30:31,359 Fourteen years. 236 00:30:31,455 --> 00:30:34,242 This next one... This next one would have been 15. 237 00:30:34,333 --> 00:30:36,824 Wow. You were married young. 238 00:30:36,918 --> 00:30:39,125 Little bit. Little bit. 239 00:30:39,212 --> 00:30:43,330 I mean, you spend so much time in the same space with someone, 240 00:30:43,425 --> 00:30:45,211 it's gonna feel like they're there. 241 00:30:45,802 --> 00:30:47,008 Even when they're not. 242 00:30:47,512 --> 00:30:49,673 But who knows, right? I mean, who's to say what happens 243 00:30:49,765 --> 00:30:52,973 once we "shuffle off this mortal coll, what dreams may come"? 244 00:30:53,060 --> 00:30:55,051 No. No Shakespeare until next fall. 245 00:30:55,145 --> 00:30:58,057 Are you really gonna cheer me up with the suicide soliloquy? 246 00:30:59,066 --> 00:31:01,182 Fuck. Oh, my god. 247 00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:03,562 Oh, my god, I didn't... I'm so sorry. 248 00:31:06,073 --> 00:31:09,486 I'm joking. I'm joking. 249 00:31:11,495 --> 00:31:13,577 - You shouldn't be joking about that. - Heather. 250 00:31:13,663 --> 00:31:14,663 Oh... 251 00:31:15,582 --> 00:31:19,416 Did you seriously not know that anything was wrong? 252 00:31:19,503 --> 00:31:20,538 Gary! Jesus, you guys... 253 00:31:20,629 --> 00:31:21,629 No, I don't mind. 254 00:31:21,713 --> 00:31:22,713 No, I didn't know. 255 00:31:24,007 --> 00:31:26,043 I'm the one who struggled with that stuff. 256 00:31:26,134 --> 00:31:27,920 Depression. Dark thoughts. 257 00:31:29,721 --> 00:31:31,507 He's the one that kept them at bay. 258 00:31:32,557 --> 00:31:35,014 Maybe it got to him. I don't know. 259 00:31:35,102 --> 00:31:38,265 Maybe I infected him with my bullshit. 260 00:31:38,355 --> 00:31:41,688 - No, no. It... it doesn't work like that. - No? 261 00:31:48,615 --> 00:31:49,615 Did he leave a note? 262 00:31:50,492 --> 00:31:51,527 Okay. 263 00:31:51,618 --> 00:31:53,304 - I'm sorry. - She wants to talk about it. 264 00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:55,785 I think we're done with this conversation. 265 00:31:55,872 --> 00:31:56,872 He did. 266 00:31:57,541 --> 00:31:58,701 Beth... 267 00:32:01,128 --> 00:32:02,368 He did. 268 00:32:02,462 --> 00:32:03,462 God. 269 00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:15,468 You keep it in your purse? 270 00:32:19,438 --> 00:32:21,349 Okay. 271 00:32:32,033 --> 00:32:33,033 "You were right. 272 00:32:35,078 --> 00:32:36,363 There is nothing. 273 00:32:39,416 --> 00:32:40,622 Nothing is after you. 274 00:32:44,796 --> 00:32:45,796 You're safe now." 275 00:32:49,551 --> 00:32:50,551 That's it. 276 00:32:52,012 --> 00:32:53,047 That's it? 277 00:32:53,138 --> 00:32:54,138 That's it. 278 00:32:54,222 --> 00:32:58,682 No "xoxo, your loving husband." Nothing. 279 00:32:59,728 --> 00:33:01,138 What does that mean? 280 00:33:01,229 --> 00:33:02,935 Not a clue. Not a fucking clue. 281 00:33:03,023 --> 00:33:05,981 Other than I was living with a crazy person and didn't know it. 282 00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:09,434 Makes you wonder though, doesn't it? What else didn't I know? 283 00:33:10,322 --> 00:33:11,778 I want to know. 284 00:33:11,865 --> 00:33:13,947 Okay. I think that it's time we get you home. 285 00:33:14,034 --> 00:33:17,743 Sure. I mean, I wouldn't wanna keep him waiting. 286 00:33:19,206 --> 00:33:21,822 Okay. Let's go. 287 00:33:21,917 --> 00:33:23,623 Okay, fine, let's go. 288 00:33:23,710 --> 00:33:26,372 - Good night, guys. Thank you. - Okay. 289 00:33:26,463 --> 00:33:27,828 Let's go. I got you. 290 00:33:38,642 --> 00:33:41,224 Wow, you've really made some progress on the place. 291 00:33:41,311 --> 00:33:42,311 Mm-hmm. 292 00:33:45,315 --> 00:33:46,475 You want a Brandy? 293 00:33:46,566 --> 00:33:48,978 No, Beth. I don't want a Brandy. 294 00:33:49,611 --> 00:33:51,226 And I don't want you to have one either. 295 00:33:51,321 --> 00:33:52,321 Okay. 296 00:33:52,906 --> 00:33:56,273 I don't even like it that much. Haven't acquired the taste. 297 00:34:01,081 --> 00:34:03,197 Come on, upstairs with you. 298 00:34:03,833 --> 00:34:07,041 No. I'm sleeping here. 299 00:34:10,340 --> 00:34:12,501 Okay. Do you want me to stay? 300 00:34:13,593 --> 00:34:15,959 Mm-mm. You've got kids. 301 00:34:16,972 --> 00:34:19,338 Mmm. It's fine. I could just... 302 00:34:21,518 --> 00:34:24,931 I can call Bob. I told him I was gonna be out late. I could just call him and... 303 00:34:26,147 --> 00:34:27,557 No. Mm-mmm. 304 00:34:30,193 --> 00:34:32,980 Well, you should come over soon. 305 00:34:33,488 --> 00:34:36,321 For dinner or something. I'll get Bob to cook for us. 306 00:34:37,867 --> 00:34:41,109 I don't like you here all by yourself. 307 00:34:50,422 --> 00:34:51,422 I lied. 308 00:34:56,177 --> 00:34:57,177 About the letter. 309 00:34:58,513 --> 00:35:02,756 You asshole! Oh, my god! 310 00:35:02,851 --> 00:35:06,218 Oh, my god, you totally has us going. I thought that was real. 311 00:35:06,313 --> 00:35:07,769 Did you see Gary's face? 312 00:35:07,856 --> 00:35:11,394 It is real. I meant that I lied about having no idea what it meant. 313 00:35:17,198 --> 00:35:18,198 You know, I... 314 00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:23,694 I died back in Tennessee. Did I tell you that story? 315 00:35:24,497 --> 00:35:25,497 Mm-mmm. 316 00:35:26,249 --> 00:35:27,785 Seventeen, high school. 317 00:35:28,627 --> 00:35:30,242 Friend was driving, 318 00:35:30,337 --> 00:35:33,545 and we flipped over the side of a mountain. 319 00:35:36,343 --> 00:35:37,583 Pancaked. 320 00:35:40,180 --> 00:35:43,422 Lungs were crushed. They had to airlift me out. 321 00:35:45,185 --> 00:35:48,427 Heart stopped. Whole deal. Four minutes. 322 00:35:49,189 --> 00:35:50,189 Oh, my god. 323 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:58,145 Afterward, when everyone would ask me when they found out, 324 00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:01,322 like, "what was it like? What did you see?" 325 00:36:04,954 --> 00:36:07,616 And I didn't want to disappoint them, so I'd say... 326 00:36:09,751 --> 00:36:11,457 "I don't know. I don't remember." 327 00:36:15,882 --> 00:36:17,247 But I remember. 328 00:36:18,468 --> 00:36:20,459 Owen was the only person I ever told. 329 00:36:22,013 --> 00:36:23,013 There's nothing. 330 00:36:26,142 --> 00:36:28,975 What do you mean, "nothing"? 331 00:36:31,731 --> 00:36:35,815 I wish I could tell you something. A light at the end of the tunnel. 332 00:36:37,195 --> 00:36:38,355 There's just tunnel. 333 00:36:42,784 --> 00:36:46,197 If it's any consolation, Owen was never convinced. 334 00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:53,576 Yeah, we agreed about most things, but not that. 335 00:36:54,462 --> 00:36:57,329 Not what comes after. He wanted to believe in a better place. 336 00:36:58,675 --> 00:37:00,757 And he almost made me believe it, too. 337 00:37:03,388 --> 00:37:05,595 But you can't unknow what you know. 338 00:37:08,727 --> 00:37:12,811 "You were right. There is nothing. 339 00:37:15,275 --> 00:37:16,856 Nothing is after you. 340 00:37:19,446 --> 00:37:20,526 You're safe now." 341 00:37:23,783 --> 00:37:25,444 He told me I was right. 342 00:37:28,872 --> 00:37:30,237 Now I'm not so sure. 343 00:37:32,959 --> 00:37:34,244 He said you were safe. 344 00:37:35,712 --> 00:37:36,712 Safe from what? 345 00:37:37,756 --> 00:37:40,042 I guess we'll never know, will we, Claire? 346 00:37:43,720 --> 00:37:45,460 Do you really believe in ghosts? 347 00:37:46,139 --> 00:37:48,881 No. I was just being nice. 348 00:37:49,934 --> 00:37:50,934 Mmm. 349 00:37:51,978 --> 00:37:55,846 You are. You're very, very nice. 350 00:37:58,985 --> 00:38:00,725 Sure you don't want me to stay? 351 00:38:02,614 --> 00:38:04,570 Maybe just till I go to sleep. 352 00:38:09,954 --> 00:38:11,910 Beth. 353 00:38:14,667 --> 00:38:16,453 Beth. Wake up. 354 00:38:16,544 --> 00:38:17,624 The door. 355 00:38:19,881 --> 00:38:22,088 Beth, wake up. 356 00:38:28,932 --> 00:38:29,932 Claire? 357 00:38:31,267 --> 00:38:32,723 7he door. 358 00:38:38,900 --> 00:38:41,107 You wanna say something? Talk to me! 359 00:39:29,659 --> 00:39:30,659 Hey! 360 00:39:32,245 --> 00:39:33,951 Hey! Hey! 361 00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:39,833 Hey! 362 00:39:51,222 --> 00:39:52,222 What? 363 00:39:59,230 --> 00:40:00,470 Wait! 364 00:40:00,565 --> 00:40:01,680 No! No! 365 00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:16,557 7he boat. 366 00:40:16,581 --> 00:40:18,697 What... what did you say? 367 00:40:24,255 --> 00:40:25,665 7he boat. 368 00:41:24,607 --> 00:41:25,607 Owen? 369 00:41:28,319 --> 00:41:29,319 Are you really here? 370 00:41:46,045 --> 00:41:47,785 If you're with me, show me. 371 00:42:06,274 --> 00:42:07,274 Is that really you? 372 00:44:30,793 --> 00:44:32,374 /f's a dream. 373 00:44:34,714 --> 00:44:35,714 You're dreaming. 374 00:48:13,057 --> 00:48:14,057 Beth? 375 00:48:15,101 --> 00:48:16,386 Hey. 376 00:48:16,477 --> 00:48:18,889 What are you doing out here? Taking a hike? 377 00:48:19,397 --> 00:48:22,981 Uh, no. No, I'm just, uh, looking for something. 378 00:48:23,067 --> 00:48:24,307 Can I help? 379 00:48:24,402 --> 00:48:25,402 Uh-uh. 380 00:48:26,779 --> 00:48:27,939 What you looking for? 381 00:48:28,447 --> 00:48:29,653 Uh, a house. 382 00:48:31,117 --> 00:48:32,402 - A house? - Mm-hmm. 383 00:48:33,452 --> 00:48:36,159 No houses out here. It's all county forest land. 384 00:48:36,247 --> 00:48:37,282 Can't build on it. 385 00:48:39,834 --> 00:48:41,449 Right. I'm just being silly. 386 00:48:41,544 --> 00:48:44,661 I thought I saw something last night, like a... 387 00:48:44,755 --> 00:48:47,497 Looked like a light in a window, so... 388 00:48:48,592 --> 00:48:49,592 A house? 389 00:48:50,136 --> 00:48:51,136 Mm-hmm. 390 00:48:53,639 --> 00:48:56,255 Anyway, it's doing me good to get some air. 391 00:48:56,350 --> 00:48:57,760 So, if you don't mind... 392 00:48:59,645 --> 00:49:00,976 As a matter of fact, I do. 393 00:49:02,690 --> 00:49:03,896 Sorry, what? 394 00:49:05,734 --> 00:49:09,067 You're not well, Beth. You've been through a lot. 395 00:49:09,155 --> 00:49:12,067 More than you deserve. And for my own peace of mind, if nothing else, 396 00:49:12,158 --> 00:49:15,491 I'd rather not have you tromping around out here in the woods on your own. 397 00:49:16,662 --> 00:49:18,573 You should be with your friends and family. 398 00:49:19,582 --> 00:49:20,697 Do you have anybody? 399 00:49:23,377 --> 00:49:26,585 Hey. How about my place for lunch? 400 00:49:26,672 --> 00:49:30,210 - I'll make sandwiches. - Mm-hmm. 401 00:49:30,301 --> 00:49:31,666 Yeah, that sounds nice. 402 00:49:33,471 --> 00:49:35,587 Maybe in a little while though, okay? 403 00:51:32,756 --> 00:51:33,756 Anyone here? 404 00:53:04,848 --> 00:53:06,054 Mel? 405 00:53:09,228 --> 00:53:10,228 Mel? 406 00:53:10,979 --> 00:53:11,979 Hold on! 407 00:53:13,524 --> 00:53:14,524 Okay. 408 00:53:16,735 --> 00:53:18,771 What the fuck is this? “What? 409 00:53:18,862 --> 00:53:20,523 What the fuck is this? 410 00:53:20,614 --> 00:53:21,899 - How should I know? - Bullshit. 411 00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:23,710 You were trying to keep me out of the woods. 412 00:53:23,784 --> 00:53:26,196 - Because I'm worried about you. - What was he building? 413 00:53:26,286 --> 00:53:27,286 What? 414 00:53:27,371 --> 00:53:30,113 There is a house. Our house. My house. 415 00:53:30,207 --> 00:53:34,166 - Now, what the fuck was he building? - I don't know. I never saw a house. 416 00:53:34,253 --> 00:53:36,995 I only saw him wandering around out there in the middle of the night 417 00:53:37,089 --> 00:53:38,089 from time to time. 418 00:53:38,173 --> 00:53:40,038 What? And you didn't tell me? 419 00:53:42,386 --> 00:53:43,546 He asked me not to. 420 00:53:46,557 --> 00:53:47,922 Mel. 421 00:53:48,016 --> 00:53:49,597 Look, Beth. 422 00:53:49,685 --> 00:53:51,971 I don't think you're equipped to handle this right now. 423 00:53:53,564 --> 00:53:55,179 Oh. 424 00:53:57,109 --> 00:53:58,895 Tell me everything that you know. 425 00:54:04,575 --> 00:54:05,655 I caught him once. 426 00:54:08,328 --> 00:54:09,989 Like I caught you this morning. 427 00:54:10,748 --> 00:54:12,830 Taking that same route around the lake. 428 00:54:18,213 --> 00:54:19,578 He had a woman with him. 429 00:54:21,884 --> 00:54:25,126 I thought it was you, so I called out, and when she turned... 430 00:54:26,430 --> 00:54:27,920 - It wasn't. - No. 431 00:54:29,892 --> 00:54:35,888 He came by that night pounding at my door, late, in a real bad way. 432 00:54:36,398 --> 00:54:40,061 Alcohol on his breath, mud on his hands and clothes like he'd fallen. 433 00:54:41,403 --> 00:54:45,191 And I know how it sounds now, but I believed every word he said. 434 00:54:46,700 --> 00:54:48,782 And? What did he say? 435 00:54:49,828 --> 00:54:51,068 That he had urges. 436 00:54:54,041 --> 00:54:55,326 Shameful urges... 437 00:54:58,045 --> 00:55:01,037 That he was rightfully ashamed of, that he was trying to shake. 438 00:55:02,090 --> 00:55:04,877 Said he'd found a way to keep them at bay. 439 00:55:06,136 --> 00:55:08,422 What kind of urges? 440 00:55:10,516 --> 00:55:13,007 You'll forgive me if I didn't feel the need to ask. 441 00:55:15,521 --> 00:55:16,727 Look, I... 442 00:55:16,814 --> 00:55:19,226 Don't think I haven't wrestled with this, okay? 443 00:55:19,316 --> 00:55:20,681 But I swear on Shelly's grave 444 00:55:20,776 --> 00:55:23,142 that I never saw anything like that again. Ever. 445 00:55:23,821 --> 00:55:25,561 I wanted to tell you so many times... 446 00:55:26,657 --> 00:55:31,117 But he just seemed good after that. 447 00:55:32,079 --> 00:55:34,115 You both seemed so good. 448 00:55:35,249 --> 00:55:37,114 Well, I guess you were wrong. 449 00:55:37,209 --> 00:55:39,791 He left a hole in your life and you're desperate to fill it. 450 00:55:39,878 --> 00:55:41,084 That's what this is. 451 00:55:42,923 --> 00:55:43,923 Look, if... if... 452 00:55:48,303 --> 00:55:51,841 All I can say is that, if... if I'm allowed to say anything... 453 00:55:54,476 --> 00:55:58,810 Is that you don't need to fill it with something dark. 454 00:56:00,065 --> 00:56:02,306 You're closer to death than you've ever been. 455 00:56:04,278 --> 00:56:05,893 Well, that's not exactly true. 456 00:58:53,321 --> 00:58:54,321 Okay. 457 01:00:34,214 --> 01:00:35,214 Come back. 458 01:00:36,049 --> 01:00:37,710 Come back. 459 01:01:35,358 --> 01:01:36,358 Just one sec. 460 01:01:40,488 --> 01:01:42,854 I'm not actually buying these. I just have a quick question. 461 01:01:42,949 --> 01:01:44,109 My husband bought these, 462 01:01:44,201 --> 01:01:47,201 and I'm just wondering if you could tell me whether he bought anything else, 463 01:01:47,287 --> 01:01:50,279 or whether he had something on hold? Something like that? 464 01:01:50,373 --> 01:01:52,910 Um, we don't really keep records like that. 465 01:01:54,211 --> 01:01:56,793 Okay. Could you tell me when? 466 01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:59,747 When he bought these? Maybe you have an inventory? 467 01:01:59,841 --> 01:02:01,627 - Not like that. - Right. 468 01:02:01,718 --> 01:02:04,209 Could you tell me other books by this author? 469 01:02:07,807 --> 01:02:09,593 Let's see... 470 01:02:09,684 --> 01:02:11,015 It's Dyson. 471 01:02:11,770 --> 01:02:14,227 Think you probably want sturgis, but okay... 472 01:03:00,402 --> 01:03:01,402 Hi. 473 01:03:02,445 --> 01:03:03,445 Hi. 474 01:03:04,114 --> 01:03:05,114 You work here? 475 01:03:05,824 --> 01:03:08,281 I do. Can I help you with anything? 476 01:03:08,368 --> 01:03:09,368 Mm-mmm. 477 01:03:13,456 --> 01:03:14,536 I'm Beth. 478 01:03:15,917 --> 01:03:16,917 Beth parchin. 479 01:03:18,461 --> 01:03:19,461 Madelyne. 480 01:03:21,381 --> 01:03:23,121 I think you knew my husband. 481 01:03:24,676 --> 01:03:26,758 - No, I don't... - Owen. Owen parchin. 482 01:03:28,763 --> 01:03:31,630 There are pictures of you on his phone. 483 01:03:34,019 --> 01:03:35,134 Jonah? 484 01:03:35,812 --> 01:03:39,350 It's all right. You don't have to call for help. I'm not gonna... 485 01:03:42,068 --> 01:03:43,808 I mean... 486 01:03:45,071 --> 01:03:48,609 The matter's been resolved, I guess. 487 01:03:51,745 --> 01:03:53,201 Oh. Yeah. 488 01:03:54,205 --> 01:03:55,205 He's dead. 489 01:03:56,708 --> 01:03:58,118 What? 490 01:03:58,209 --> 01:03:59,699 Suicide. 491 01:04:01,212 --> 01:04:02,543 Oh, my god. I... 492 01:04:03,423 --> 01:04:05,789 Just in case you had any dates planned, or... 493 01:04:06,468 --> 01:04:09,631 Mm-mmm. It... it wasn't like that. 494 01:04:09,721 --> 01:04:12,929 Oh. Well, then would you mind telling me what it was like? 495 01:04:16,728 --> 01:04:18,218 S... sure. Um... 496 01:04:19,773 --> 01:04:23,357 He came in a few times every year... 497 01:04:25,695 --> 01:04:27,310 And he was always friendly. 498 01:04:27,906 --> 01:04:31,649 We flirted some, and he started coming more after that. 499 01:04:32,952 --> 01:04:34,908 We had a few drinks, and that was it. 500 01:04:36,956 --> 01:04:39,368 Take your hair down. 501 01:04:39,459 --> 01:04:42,121 - What? - Your hair. Ponytail. 502 01:04:42,212 --> 01:04:43,452 Lose it. Take it down. 503 01:04:44,422 --> 01:04:45,753 Why? 504 01:04:45,840 --> 01:04:48,707 Well, because you slept with my husband, and I'm asking you nicely. 505 01:04:48,802 --> 01:04:50,133 I didn't... 506 01:05:13,827 --> 01:05:15,317 I didn't sleep with him. 507 01:05:16,329 --> 01:05:17,910 Honestly, I barely knew him. 508 01:05:23,044 --> 01:05:25,410 She said she barely fucking knew him. 509 01:05:25,505 --> 01:05:29,874 - What did you say? - Same. I said, "same here, kid." 510 01:05:31,136 --> 01:05:32,501 Do you believe her? 511 01:05:32,595 --> 01:05:34,335 What? About them not fucking? 512 01:05:34,431 --> 01:05:35,637 Yeah. 513 01:05:35,723 --> 01:05:36,838 I do. 514 01:05:36,933 --> 01:05:38,218 Well, that's something. 515 01:05:39,060 --> 01:05:40,060 Nothing good. 516 01:05:40,687 --> 01:05:43,645 I mean, fucking, I get. Fucking makes sense. 517 01:05:45,733 --> 01:05:48,850 There were others. Our neighbor saw him with someone. 518 01:05:48,945 --> 01:05:50,060 Really? Yes. 519 01:05:50,155 --> 01:05:53,147 And I looked on his computer, and there are tons of pictures, 520 01:05:53,241 --> 01:05:54,447 like half a dozen women. 521 01:05:54,534 --> 01:05:56,900 They all look a little bit like me, but not quite. 522 01:05:56,995 --> 01:06:00,237 So if he wasn't fucking them, what the hell was he doing? 523 01:06:02,667 --> 01:06:05,033 I... I had this dream the other night. 524 01:06:05,128 --> 01:06:07,915 It was our house, but not. 525 01:06:08,006 --> 01:06:11,169 It was backwards. And I saw him with someone... 526 01:06:11,259 --> 01:06:13,500 Stop. Stop it. 527 01:06:14,095 --> 01:06:15,881 Stop going through his stuff. 528 01:06:15,972 --> 01:06:18,463 Nothing you find is gonna help you right now. 529 01:06:18,558 --> 01:06:21,391 Am I not being clear? He had a secret life. 530 01:06:21,478 --> 01:06:23,719 Are you really gonna stand there and lecture me 531 01:06:23,813 --> 01:06:25,804 about his posthumous right to privacy? 532 01:06:28,401 --> 01:06:31,108 I understand you're experiencing these things, 533 01:06:31,196 --> 01:06:33,858 but I'm worried about you. 534 01:06:34,616 --> 01:06:36,072 Maybe take a step back. 535 01:06:39,871 --> 01:06:41,236 I don't know. 536 01:06:51,508 --> 01:06:52,508 I felt him. 537 01:06:55,094 --> 01:06:56,755 I felt my husband. 538 01:07:01,768 --> 01:07:03,554 "You were right. There's nothing." 539 01:07:06,022 --> 01:07:08,855 Why would he say there's nothing? He didn't believe that. 540 01:07:10,860 --> 01:07:12,475 Beliefs change. 541 01:07:13,446 --> 01:07:14,606 Look at you. 542 01:07:15,406 --> 01:07:17,021 You're the most skeptical person I know, 543 01:07:17,116 --> 01:07:19,323 and here you are, telling me that your house is haunted. 544 01:07:29,754 --> 01:07:32,245 Yeah, I mean, when you put it like that, 545 01:07:32,340 --> 01:07:33,671 it does sound kinda silly. 546 01:07:34,175 --> 01:07:35,585 Don't go home. 547 01:07:36,886 --> 01:07:38,626 Get away from the lake for a while. 548 01:07:39,138 --> 01:07:40,378 You can stay here, even. 549 01:07:41,307 --> 01:07:43,047 You can stay as long as you want. 550 01:07:44,852 --> 01:07:45,852 It's not finished. 551 01:07:49,899 --> 01:07:51,480 Not everything gets finished. 552 01:07:52,068 --> 01:07:54,104 You may never know what he was thinking. 553 01:07:56,072 --> 01:07:58,358 He's gone. You're not. 554 01:08:01,578 --> 01:08:03,193 You still have a life to live. 555 01:08:08,876 --> 01:08:09,876 No, you're right. 556 01:08:11,379 --> 01:08:12,619 I could use the distance. 557 01:08:13,131 --> 01:08:16,419 I'll go pack a few more things. Get a bag. 558 01:08:17,135 --> 01:08:19,046 Book into a room for a couple nights. 559 01:08:20,346 --> 01:08:22,257 I can't tell if you're being serious. 560 01:08:22,348 --> 01:08:23,348 I am. 561 01:08:24,017 --> 01:08:26,599 And you've made some excellent points. Really. 562 01:08:28,938 --> 01:08:29,938 I love you. 563 01:08:35,653 --> 01:08:37,268 Just call me later, okay? 564 01:08:37,363 --> 01:08:38,363 I will. 565 01:09:18,571 --> 01:09:19,571 I'm leaving. 566 01:09:20,239 --> 01:09:22,480 Tonight, I guess. 567 01:09:24,952 --> 01:09:26,613 So if you've got something to say to me, 568 01:09:26,704 --> 01:09:27,819 you better say it now. 569 01:09:33,753 --> 01:09:34,753 You hear me? 570 01:09:42,053 --> 01:09:44,635 Motherfucker. 571 01:10:04,325 --> 01:10:05,690 Hey! 572 01:10:09,580 --> 01:10:11,821 Sorry. I... I didn't think you were home. 573 01:10:13,334 --> 01:10:14,334 I'm home. 574 01:10:16,045 --> 01:10:17,785 I don't think I should be here. 575 01:10:17,880 --> 01:10:19,666 How did you know where to go? 576 01:10:20,925 --> 01:10:23,086 Well, I've been here before. 577 01:10:33,855 --> 01:10:36,688 I probably should have told you earlier at the bookstore, 578 01:10:36,774 --> 01:10:39,641 but, uh, honestly, you freaked me out a little. 579 01:10:40,611 --> 01:10:41,817 Sorry about that. 580 01:10:43,698 --> 01:10:46,064 No, I... I get it. Totally. 581 01:10:48,453 --> 01:10:50,865 I probably would have done the same thing. 582 01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:54,905 It's funny, really, 583 01:10:55,001 --> 01:10:59,210 I laid down for a minute after work, and I had this dream. 584 01:11:00,715 --> 01:11:02,205 I dreamed I was you. 585 01:11:02,967 --> 01:11:05,174 Well, I was me, but I was you, too, 586 01:11:05,261 --> 01:11:08,970 and something was chasing you, and it was all around you. 587 01:11:09,766 --> 01:11:10,881 Well, us. 588 01:11:10,975 --> 01:11:13,307 Well, did it get us? 589 01:11:14,228 --> 01:11:16,435 I'm not sure. That's when I woke up. 590 01:11:18,357 --> 01:11:21,064 Afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about you. 591 01:11:21,152 --> 01:11:25,646 And I figured there's something you should know. 592 01:11:26,783 --> 01:11:28,023 Stuff that happened. 593 01:11:33,539 --> 01:11:35,700 I told you I didn't sleep with your husband. 594 01:11:35,792 --> 01:11:38,659 Yeah, you can use his name. He wasn't "my husband" to you. 595 01:11:39,170 --> 01:11:40,170 Right. 596 01:11:41,589 --> 01:11:42,589 Well, I meant it. 597 01:11:44,175 --> 01:11:45,836 I didn't sleep with him. 598 01:11:46,552 --> 01:11:50,886 But I... I would have. I thought we would, but... 599 01:11:50,973 --> 01:11:55,012 He came by one afternoon after I was getting off, 600 01:11:55,102 --> 01:11:59,186 and he invited me here, like a... like a day trip. 601 01:11:59,273 --> 01:12:04,813 And normally, I wouldn't have gone, but he was smart and... and sweet, and... 602 01:12:04,904 --> 01:12:08,692 I don't know. I just kind of felt safe with him, you know? 603 01:12:09,784 --> 01:12:12,025 - I do. - Right. 604 01:12:12,787 --> 01:12:18,157 So, yeah, um, he took me here and, uh, we had a drink. 605 01:12:19,377 --> 01:12:22,119 We walked to the lake, and he showed me the other house... 606 01:12:22,213 --> 01:12:24,249 Wait. You've seen it? 607 01:12:25,299 --> 01:12:29,167 Well, it's not much to see, but he was really proud of it, though. 608 01:12:29,262 --> 01:12:30,752 I mean, giddy, almost. 609 01:12:30,847 --> 01:12:33,259 Showing me around from room to room. 610 01:12:33,349 --> 01:12:35,715 And then, he showed me this weird statue, 611 01:12:35,810 --> 01:12:37,175 and he asked me to hold it. 612 01:12:38,396 --> 01:12:39,396 And you did? 613 01:12:42,316 --> 01:12:44,102 What exactly did he do to you? 614 01:12:50,074 --> 01:12:51,074 Nothing. 615 01:12:53,911 --> 01:12:55,151 He held me... 616 01:12:56,747 --> 01:12:57,747 Sort of. 617 01:12:58,249 --> 01:13:01,912 He put his chin on my shoulder and... 618 01:13:03,296 --> 01:13:05,878 Look, I know it sounds weird saying it out loud, 619 01:13:05,965 --> 01:13:09,298 but at the time, it... it felt really nice. 620 01:13:10,261 --> 01:13:12,877 Having someone close to you. 621 01:13:13,931 --> 01:13:16,013 - Feeling them there. - Mmm. 622 01:13:17,226 --> 01:13:19,933 I... I felt him shake. 623 01:13:20,771 --> 01:13:25,140 And he was crying a little, and I... I didn't know what to do. 624 01:13:25,234 --> 01:13:26,599 What did he do to you? 625 01:13:27,320 --> 01:13:30,983 I kissed him. He kissed me back and... 626 01:13:32,700 --> 01:13:34,236 It was very sweet at first. 627 01:13:37,038 --> 01:13:38,038 So, I-11... 628 01:13:40,416 --> 01:13:42,953 Didn't stop him when he put his hands on my back. 629 01:13:45,379 --> 01:13:48,086 And I didn't stop him when he put his hands on my neck. 630 01:13:48,966 --> 01:13:50,627 Until he started squeezing. 631 01:13:51,719 --> 01:13:52,719 Oh, my god. 632 01:13:54,513 --> 01:13:56,629 I probably misread him, you know? I just... 633 01:13:57,642 --> 01:14:00,850 Everybody has a different barometer for that kind of thing. 634 01:14:00,937 --> 01:14:01,937 Did he hurt you? 635 01:14:02,521 --> 01:14:03,521 God, no! 636 01:14:04,607 --> 01:14:06,438 I asked him to stop, and he stopped. 637 01:14:06,525 --> 01:14:08,265 But do you think he would have? 638 01:14:08,361 --> 01:14:10,818 But he didn't. He drove me home. 639 01:14:11,614 --> 01:14:14,105 He said it was his fault, not mine. 640 01:14:15,868 --> 01:14:20,828 That he was tired and confused, and he didn't know what was him, 641 01:14:20,915 --> 01:14:23,372 and it wasn't working anymore. 642 01:14:25,795 --> 01:14:27,956 He was afraid he couldn't hold it back. 643 01:14:29,048 --> 01:14:30,048 Hold what back? 644 01:14:30,549 --> 01:14:32,710 I don't know exactly. 645 01:14:32,802 --> 01:14:36,841 But in the end, he said he knew what he had to do. 646 01:14:38,641 --> 01:14:40,256 He had to end it for good. 647 01:14:43,854 --> 01:14:45,936 Look, I just wanted to tell you 648 01:14:46,023 --> 01:14:48,639 he clearly felt guilty about cheating on you. 649 01:14:52,697 --> 01:14:54,733 That's what he was talking about, right? 650 01:16:19,492 --> 01:16:20,492 We need to talk. 651 01:16:23,954 --> 01:16:25,785 I'm not leaving until we do. 652 01:16:28,292 --> 01:16:31,204 You called. I came. 653 01:16:38,594 --> 01:16:41,461 Don't you wanna talk to me? 654 01:16:44,391 --> 01:16:46,256 You talked to her. 655 01:16:53,984 --> 01:16:57,568 I'm here. I'm still here. 656 01:16:59,824 --> 01:17:01,530 Wherever you are... 657 01:17:04,787 --> 01:17:06,323 Come and get me. 658 01:17:16,632 --> 01:17:18,213 Just come get me! 659 01:17:28,769 --> 01:17:30,851 Okay. 660 01:18:18,694 --> 01:18:21,686 Fucking... 661 01:18:45,262 --> 01:18:47,628 Okay. Okay. Come on. 662 01:18:47,723 --> 01:18:48,723 Claire... 663 01:18:48,807 --> 01:18:49,807 Fuck! 664 01:18:49,892 --> 01:18:52,292 Is not available. At the fone, please record your message. 665 01:18:53,437 --> 01:18:57,521 I'm sorry. Hey, it's, uh... it's late. 666 01:18:57,608 --> 01:18:58,608 And, uh... 667 01:19:00,361 --> 01:19:01,942 I should have listened to you. 668 01:19:03,155 --> 01:19:05,111 I did something that I shouldn't have. 669 01:19:06,367 --> 01:19:09,234 I went across the lake, and I... and I saw something. 670 01:19:09,328 --> 01:19:11,284 I saw something so... 671 01:19:13,499 --> 01:19:16,366 I don't even know if it's real or not. 672 01:19:19,296 --> 01:19:20,296 I know my husband. 673 01:19:21,757 --> 01:19:23,293 I know who he is. 674 01:19:25,052 --> 01:19:27,589 And I refuse to believe that he... he would have... 675 01:19:30,891 --> 01:19:32,506 I don't know. 676 01:19:36,438 --> 01:19:39,350 I wish that you were here. 677 01:19:42,695 --> 01:19:44,276 I wish that it were morning. 678 01:21:14,203 --> 01:21:15,693 No. 679 01:21:16,413 --> 01:21:17,413 Stop it. 680 01:21:23,712 --> 01:21:24,712 Owen? 681 01:21:38,143 --> 01:21:39,508 Where are you? 682 01:21:43,732 --> 01:21:44,732 I just... 683 01:21:46,193 --> 01:21:47,729 I don't understand. 684 01:21:48,904 --> 01:21:50,360 Please come back. 685 01:22:06,004 --> 01:22:07,244 Oh, god. 686 01:22:09,967 --> 01:22:13,255 I miss you so much. 687 01:24:40,033 --> 01:24:41,033 Is this real? 688 01:24:42,202 --> 01:24:43,362 Are you really here? 689 01:25:02,139 --> 01:25:04,221 Hold me. Hold me. 690 01:25:19,906 --> 01:25:21,271 You're really here? 691 01:25:23,410 --> 01:25:24,991 Yes. 692 01:25:30,042 --> 01:25:31,657 I'm here. 693 01:25:47,351 --> 01:25:48,351 Owen? 694 01:25:51,396 --> 01:25:52,602 No. 695 01:25:54,232 --> 01:25:55,813 I'm not Owen. 696 01:26:01,657 --> 01:26:03,568 Fuck. Fuck. 697 01:26:41,738 --> 01:26:42,944 No, stop it. 698 01:27:59,441 --> 01:28:00,521 Hide. 699 01:28:01,026 --> 01:28:02,061 What? 700 01:29:48,884 --> 01:29:49,884 Owen? 701 01:30:42,395 --> 01:30:43,430 You left. 702 01:30:45,273 --> 01:30:46,273 What? 703 01:30:48,526 --> 01:30:49,732 The night we met. 704 01:30:52,989 --> 01:30:54,320 You're not Owen. 705 01:30:56,701 --> 01:30:59,408 I'm what you felt when your heart stopped. 706 01:31:01,289 --> 01:31:03,280 No. I felt... 707 01:31:03,375 --> 01:31:04,581 Nothing. 708 01:31:06,795 --> 01:31:07,910 Do you remember? 709 01:31:09,756 --> 01:31:13,248 You saw me. And I've been with you ever since. 710 01:31:14,302 --> 01:31:16,088 What did you do to my husband? 711 01:31:20,642 --> 01:31:22,257 I went fo aim. 712 01:31:23,937 --> 01:31:25,393 I whispered in his ear 713 01:31:26,272 --> 01:31:28,058 over and over. 714 01:31:30,360 --> 01:31:31,691 To send you back. 715 01:31:57,679 --> 01:31:58,679 But he wouldn't. 716 01:32:00,140 --> 01:32:01,676 He sent me them instead. 717 01:32:06,896 --> 01:32:07,896 He tricked you. 718 01:32:09,149 --> 01:32:10,149 For a while. 719 01:32:27,125 --> 01:32:28,125 Shit. 720 01:32:30,170 --> 01:32:32,536 Siop. 721 01:32:33,715 --> 01:32:35,651 Don't fight. 722 01:32:37,052 --> 01:32:38,852 Beth. 723 01:34:23,783 --> 01:34:24,783 Beth? 724 01:34:27,328 --> 01:34:28,328 Hello? 725 01:34:37,881 --> 01:34:38,996 Beth, are you here? 726 01:34:43,094 --> 01:34:44,379 I'm coming up. 727 01:34:54,105 --> 01:34:55,105 Beth? 728 01:34:56,733 --> 01:34:57,733 Beth! 729 01:36:10,974 --> 01:36:11,974 Where is he? 730 01:36:23,361 --> 01:36:24,361 Gone. 731 01:36:28,324 --> 01:36:29,734 But you already knew that. 732 01:36:43,172 --> 01:36:44,503 What the fuck? 733 01:36:53,099 --> 01:36:54,099 Oh, my god. 734 01:36:57,145 --> 01:36:58,351 Beth! 735 01:37:24,422 --> 01:37:26,663 He thought he could protect you. 736 01:37:28,468 --> 01:37:29,708 He was wrong. 737 01:37:31,387 --> 01:37:32,467 You were right. 738 01:37:43,566 --> 01:37:44,806 Beth! 739 01:37:47,236 --> 01:37:48,236 Beth! 740 01:37:55,328 --> 01:37:56,818 There is nothing. 741 01:37:59,582 --> 01:38:00,582 Beth! 742 01:38:05,421 --> 01:38:06,831 There is only me. 743 01:38:21,187 --> 01:38:22,472 Come back to me. 744 01:38:37,662 --> 01:38:39,323 Beth! 745 01:38:49,382 --> 01:38:50,713 It doesn't matter. 746 01:38:53,553 --> 01:38:54,553 Let go. 747 01:38:59,392 --> 01:39:00,882 Come back to me. 748 01:39:36,929 --> 01:39:39,261 Beth! 749 01:39:39,348 --> 01:39:40,348 Beth! 750 01:39:42,477 --> 01:39:43,477 Oh, my god. 751 01:39:51,444 --> 01:39:52,444 I'm right here. 752 01:39:52,528 --> 01:39:56,066 Keep your head up. This way. 753 01:40:07,251 --> 01:40:08,536 Is she okay? 754 01:40:08,628 --> 01:40:09,628 I don't know. 755 01:40:09,712 --> 01:40:11,452 - What happened? - I don't know. 756 01:40:12,715 --> 01:40:13,715 I don't know. 757 01:40:13,799 --> 01:40:16,131 Beth? Are you here? Are you here? 758 01:40:17,428 --> 01:40:19,134 I'm here. I'm here. 759 01:40:21,182 --> 01:40:22,182 I'm here. 760 01:40:23,601 --> 01:40:24,601 I got you. 761 01:40:24,685 --> 01:40:25,685 I'm here. 762 01:40:29,106 --> 01:40:30,846 I got you. I got you. 763 01:40:31,943 --> 01:40:34,434 I'm right here. I'm here. 764 01:40:38,824 --> 01:40:39,939 Just breathe. 765 01:40:42,703 --> 01:40:43,703 You're safe now. 766 01:40:44,497 --> 01:40:46,362 You're okay. You're gonna be okay. 767 01:41:08,604 --> 01:41:09,604 What is it? 768 01:41:13,067 --> 01:41:14,227 There's nothing there. 769 01:41:19,782 --> 01:41:20,782 I know.