1 00:00:12,638 --> 00:00:18,101 I've been watchin' you for some time 2 00:00:19,144 --> 00:00:24,691 Can't stop starin' at those ocean eyes 3 00:00:31,698 --> 00:00:33,283 KCRW, 4 00:00:33,367 --> 00:00:36,203 and worldwide at KCRW.com. 5 00:00:36,286 --> 00:00:39,248 It's Billie Eilish and her "Ocean Eyes." 6 00:00:39,331 --> 00:00:41,208 Can't stop staring at... 7 00:00:41,291 --> 00:00:46,547 You guys are on the radio on KCRW, the coolest radio ever. 8 00:00:46,630 --> 00:00:48,841 I've never fallen from quite this high 9 00:00:48,924 --> 00:00:52,553 -Fallin' into your ocean eyes -Yeah. 10 00:00:52,636 --> 00:00:55,639 Those ocean eyes 11 00:00:57,641 --> 00:00:58,725 That's Billie! 12 00:01:16,535 --> 00:01:20,372 Billie. I couldn't get any tickets for your concert, but I'm here. 13 00:01:20,831 --> 00:01:21,832 Billie! 14 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:24,001 -I love you so much. -Thank you. 15 00:01:30,674 --> 00:01:31,800 Careful with her. 16 00:01:31,884 --> 00:01:34,344 -I love you. -I love you, Billie! 17 00:01:43,270 --> 00:01:44,605 Billie, I love you! 18 00:01:49,026 --> 00:01:52,905 The games you played were never fun 19 00:01:56,992 --> 00:02:01,205 You'd say you'd stay But then you'd run 20 00:02:04,750 --> 00:02:08,669 Giving you what you're begging for Giving you what you say I need 21 00:02:08,753 --> 00:02:12,758 I don't want any settled scores I just want you to set me free 22 00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:17,179 Giving you what you're begging for Giving you what you say I need 23 00:02:17,262 --> 00:02:18,805 Say I need 24 00:02:20,807 --> 00:02:23,101 I'm not afraid anymore 25 00:02:23,185 --> 00:02:25,145 What makes you sure 26 00:02:25,229 --> 00:02:27,189 You're all I need? 27 00:02:27,272 --> 00:02:28,899 Forget about it 28 00:02:28,982 --> 00:02:33,028 When you walk out the door And leave me torn 29 00:02:33,111 --> 00:02:36,490 You're teaching me to live without it 30 00:02:36,573 --> 00:02:37,866 Bored 31 00:02:39,243 --> 00:02:41,537 I'm so bored 32 00:02:43,330 --> 00:02:46,875 I'm so bored 33 00:02:47,668 --> 00:02:49,670 So bored 34 00:02:53,131 --> 00:02:56,844 I'm home alone You're God-knows-where 35 00:03:01,014 --> 00:03:05,227 I hope you don't think That shit's fair 36 00:03:08,730 --> 00:03:10,691 Giving you all you want and more 37 00:03:10,774 --> 00:03:12,651 Giving you every piece of me 38 00:03:12,734 --> 00:03:14,778 I don't want love I can't afford 39 00:03:14,862 --> 00:03:16,697 I just want you to love for free 40 00:03:16,780 --> 00:03:18,657 Can't you see that I'm getting bored? 41 00:03:18,740 --> 00:03:21,034 -Giving you -Every piece of me 42 00:03:21,118 --> 00:03:22,828 Piece of me 43 00:03:24,872 --> 00:03:27,124 I'm not afraid anymore 44 00:03:27,207 --> 00:03:31,211 What makes you sure you're all I need? 45 00:03:31,295 --> 00:03:32,880 Forget about it 46 00:03:32,963 --> 00:03:35,090 When you walk out the door 47 00:03:35,174 --> 00:03:36,884 And leave me torn 48 00:03:36,967 --> 00:03:39,011 You're teaching me 49 00:03:43,265 --> 00:03:45,142 I'm so bored 50 00:03:47,477 --> 00:03:49,855 I'm so bored 51 00:03:59,448 --> 00:04:01,450 Say I need 52 00:04:01,533 --> 00:04:05,037 Settled scores Set me free 53 00:04:05,537 --> 00:04:06,955 Begging for 54 00:04:07,331 --> 00:04:09,124 Say I need 55 00:04:12,878 --> 00:04:15,005 I'm not afraid anymore 56 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:16,882 What makes you sure 57 00:04:17,382 --> 00:04:19,091 You're all I need? 58 00:04:19,176 --> 00:04:20,677 Forget about it 59 00:04:21,094 --> 00:04:24,932 When you walk out the door And leave me torn 60 00:04:25,015 --> 00:04:29,436 You're teaching me to live without it 61 00:04:35,275 --> 00:04:36,777 You guys are all so beautiful. 62 00:04:37,819 --> 00:04:38,695 Someone's hurt. 63 00:04:38,779 --> 00:04:41,240 -Someone-- Hey, hey, hey. -Someone's hurt. 64 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:43,450 -Someone's hurt. -Someone's turnt. 65 00:04:43,534 --> 00:04:45,369 Guys, make room. Make room. 66 00:04:48,705 --> 00:04:50,707 -Billie! -Billie! 67 00:04:52,459 --> 00:04:53,877 That's my sister! 68 00:04:54,461 --> 00:04:57,339 Okay, she's okay. She's okay. 69 00:05:00,676 --> 00:05:01,677 Are you guys okay? 70 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:03,345 Yeah! 71 00:05:03,428 --> 00:05:05,848 Hey, you guys need to be fucking okay, 72 00:05:05,931 --> 00:05:08,225 'cause y'all are the reason I'm okay, okay? 73 00:05:20,821 --> 00:05:23,699 I'd look into the crowd and I see all these faces. 74 00:05:24,491 --> 00:05:27,911 So many different feelings and heartbreak. 75 00:05:27,995 --> 00:05:31,039 And every single person in there, 76 00:05:31,123 --> 00:05:36,670 you know, is going through something good or bad, or horrible or amazing, you know? 77 00:05:36,753 --> 00:05:40,007 And the least I can do is... 78 00:05:41,550 --> 00:05:45,721 make art that I make because I have the same problems. 79 00:05:49,683 --> 00:05:53,353 I don't think of them as fans... ever. 80 00:05:54,146 --> 00:05:56,982 They're not my fans. They're, like, part of me. 81 00:06:13,123 --> 00:06:15,792 My family's the reason I'm the way I am. 82 00:06:15,876 --> 00:06:19,213 You played a duet. Your first duet. 83 00:06:19,296 --> 00:06:20,380 -What? -A duet. 84 00:06:20,464 --> 00:06:23,467 For some people, it's where they grow up that made them who they are. 85 00:06:23,884 --> 00:06:25,886 Where they went to school, who they hung out with. 86 00:06:25,969 --> 00:06:30,891 And for me, it was completely my mom and my dad and my brother and my dog. 87 00:06:31,517 --> 00:06:33,143 My mom taught me how to write songs. 88 00:06:33,227 --> 00:06:36,021 My dad taught me how to play the piano and the ukulele. 89 00:06:36,104 --> 00:06:38,774 And I would do, like, talent shows when I was little, 90 00:06:38,857 --> 00:06:41,485 and my dad would play ukulele for me or my mom would play guitar. 91 00:06:41,568 --> 00:06:43,070 My brother would sing harmony. 92 00:06:44,404 --> 00:06:45,906 It was always like that. 93 00:06:47,115 --> 00:06:50,911 Our family was just one big fucking song. 94 00:06:52,246 --> 00:06:55,332 And I still make music in my brother's bedroom. 95 00:07:06,635 --> 00:07:08,303 Said out loud 96 00:07:08,387 --> 00:07:09,847 -Nice. -Said out loud 97 00:07:09,930 --> 00:07:11,306 -That sounds good. -Go. Go. 98 00:07:12,182 --> 00:07:13,392 Come here 99 00:07:13,475 --> 00:07:14,935 Probably something that shouldn't be 100 00:07:15,018 --> 00:07:16,770 Said out loud 101 00:07:17,312 --> 00:07:18,939 Honestly, I thought that I would be 102 00:07:19,022 --> 00:07:20,649 Dead by now 103 00:07:20,732 --> 00:07:23,068 Probably something That shouldn't be... 104 00:07:24,570 --> 00:07:26,113 I wanna end me 105 00:07:28,282 --> 00:07:29,533 That's dope. 106 00:07:29,616 --> 00:07:31,451 What do you want from me? 107 00:07:31,535 --> 00:07:33,620 Why don't you run from me? 108 00:07:33,704 --> 00:07:35,622 What are you wondering? 109 00:07:35,706 --> 00:07:37,416 What do you know? 110 00:07:37,499 --> 00:07:39,835 -Why aren't you scared of me? -I'm so proud of that one. 111 00:07:39,918 --> 00:07:41,545 Why do you care for me? 112 00:07:41,628 --> 00:07:44,840 When we all fall asleep Where do we go? 113 00:07:44,923 --> 00:07:47,259 -That's cool, right? -Genius. 114 00:07:51,722 --> 00:07:53,765 This is what I want the album to be called. 115 00:07:53,849 --> 00:07:55,767 "When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?" 116 00:07:57,102 --> 00:07:58,604 I actually drew this song. 117 00:07:58,687 --> 00:08:00,230 This is the drawing of this song 118 00:08:00,314 --> 00:08:03,525 'cause the whole song is about, like, monsters under your bed. 119 00:08:03,609 --> 00:08:05,903 In the future, I'm gonna do stuff with wings. 120 00:08:05,986 --> 00:08:08,322 And I also wanna do something where I drink black liquid 121 00:08:08,405 --> 00:08:12,618 and then my eyes turn black, and then I start bleeding black out of my eyes. 122 00:08:15,329 --> 00:08:17,080 This is a self-portrait. 123 00:08:17,164 --> 00:08:19,166 This is some dick, some weird doll. 124 00:08:19,249 --> 00:08:20,250 This is a foot. 125 00:08:20,751 --> 00:08:23,795 There's some drips, and you can decide whatever the drips are. 126 00:08:24,338 --> 00:08:26,632 There's some bitch. There's a hairy vagina. 127 00:08:26,715 --> 00:08:28,884 There, a-- a dick. 128 00:08:32,179 --> 00:08:34,431 -...'cause I don't know -That's cool. 129 00:08:34,515 --> 00:08:35,807 I can't say no 130 00:08:35,890 --> 00:08:37,976 -I can't say no -I can't say no 131 00:08:38,059 --> 00:08:39,394 Boom, step on the glass 132 00:08:39,477 --> 00:08:40,895 Staple your tongue 133 00:08:42,063 --> 00:08:45,067 What can we-- Can we wrap it back into the bad dream thing? 134 00:08:45,150 --> 00:08:48,403 -Just something to wrap that all in. -What if it's, like, sleep paralysis? 135 00:08:48,487 --> 00:08:52,866 My limbs all froze And can't feel my toes 136 00:08:52,950 --> 00:08:55,494 "Can't feel my toes" is not cool enough. 137 00:08:55,577 --> 00:08:58,038 -No, it's not. -But, like-- 138 00:08:58,121 --> 00:09:01,750 My limbs all froze... 139 00:09:02,918 --> 00:09:04,127 and my eyes won't close. 140 00:09:04,211 --> 00:09:05,295 That's actually cool. 141 00:09:06,171 --> 00:09:09,049 Your-- You think "my eyes won't" or "my eyes can't"? Like-- 142 00:09:09,132 --> 00:09:10,425 "Won't" is way cooler. 143 00:09:10,509 --> 00:09:11,510 Okay. 144 00:09:14,680 --> 00:09:18,308 The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul 145 00:09:18,392 --> 00:09:22,604 'Cause I can't say no No, I can't say no 146 00:09:22,688 --> 00:09:26,316 My limbs all froze And my eyes won't close 147 00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:30,779 I can't say no, I can't say no 148 00:09:30,863 --> 00:09:32,865 Step on the glass 149 00:09:32,948 --> 00:09:34,074 Staple your tongue 150 00:09:37,744 --> 00:09:39,454 Bop! Bop! 151 00:09:39,538 --> 00:09:40,664 Keep going. 152 00:09:42,541 --> 00:09:44,334 Wait. No, no. 153 00:09:46,920 --> 00:09:47,921 No, no, no. 154 00:09:53,177 --> 00:09:56,180 Actually, let's just do that-- Let's do that, like, 17 times. 155 00:10:04,146 --> 00:10:05,772 So this is not the first shot, 156 00:10:05,856 --> 00:10:08,692 but this is the angle that I want once it zooms out-- 157 00:10:08,775 --> 00:10:11,236 -is not fully to the side. -What are you doing right now? 158 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:12,321 Shut up! 159 00:10:12,404 --> 00:10:14,823 And not to the front, 160 00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:19,786 -just, like... so that that... -Pepper, uh-uh. 161 00:10:19,870 --> 00:10:22,664 ...the chair leg, that's, like, in the middle. 162 00:10:22,748 --> 00:10:25,042 -So I want it to start... -Where's that cat? 163 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:27,127 ...with nothing in the background-- 164 00:10:27,211 --> 00:10:29,379 -Give her a gold star. -With nothing in the background 165 00:10:29,463 --> 00:10:30,964 except... 166 00:10:32,758 --> 00:10:34,843 ...except the white cyc 167 00:10:34,927 --> 00:10:38,096 -and the white table. -Oh, yeah. 168 00:10:38,722 --> 00:10:40,349 There's a dead rat over there. 169 00:10:41,308 --> 00:10:43,810 So this is the first shot of just the glass. 170 00:10:44,520 --> 00:10:47,940 Zooms out, keeping the glass in the center, 171 00:10:48,023 --> 00:10:50,067 and I'm looking at the glass. 172 00:10:50,651 --> 00:10:54,238 Once it gets to this point, then I will take a drink. 173 00:10:56,114 --> 00:10:57,282 Start drinking it. 174 00:10:58,033 --> 00:11:01,703 I don't know if I want it to stay here while I drink it until I put it down 175 00:11:01,787 --> 00:11:04,665 and then come up to me, or if while I'm drinking it-- 176 00:11:04,748 --> 00:11:05,749 Wait, keep drinking it. 177 00:11:05,832 --> 00:11:07,584 I don't know yet if I want it. 178 00:11:08,669 --> 00:11:12,214 'Cause I don't know if I... or-- want it to stay diagonal. 179 00:11:12,297 --> 00:11:14,800 'Cause I don't know if I want it to... 180 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:19,847 What the fuck am I saying? 181 00:11:19,930 --> 00:11:22,307 I don't know if I want to see... 182 00:11:22,391 --> 00:11:24,351 Here's-- Okay, wait. I've decided. 183 00:11:24,434 --> 00:11:25,602 It's gonna be here. 184 00:11:25,686 --> 00:11:28,605 Once I start drinking, and I've been drinking for a second, 185 00:11:28,689 --> 00:11:33,110 it's gonna come, stay with this leg 186 00:11:33,193 --> 00:11:35,028 exactly even in the middle 187 00:11:35,112 --> 00:11:37,865 and exactly even to the leg the opposite way. 188 00:11:38,866 --> 00:11:41,368 Come so that my face is in the middle. 189 00:11:41,451 --> 00:11:43,954 I think I'll probably grab the glass with my left hand 190 00:11:44,037 --> 00:11:46,373 so that the shot is-- make-- 191 00:11:46,456 --> 00:11:47,457 Thank you, Mom. 192 00:11:47,541 --> 00:11:48,834 ...makes more sense. 193 00:11:48,917 --> 00:11:52,045 And then you'll see that the black goo is disappearing 194 00:11:52,129 --> 00:11:53,672 'cause I'm drinking all of it. 195 00:11:54,256 --> 00:11:55,382 Then put it down. 196 00:11:57,384 --> 00:12:00,637 And then I'm just gonna look into the camera, 197 00:12:00,721 --> 00:12:02,806 and then it'll stay exactly there. 198 00:12:03,348 --> 00:12:04,474 Don't zoom! 199 00:12:04,558 --> 00:12:08,145 Don't do anything like these bozo fucking filmmakers do 200 00:12:08,228 --> 00:12:09,938 when they try to have it not be boring. 201 00:12:10,022 --> 00:12:12,065 -You are working with a great director. -Shut the fuck up. 202 00:12:12,149 --> 00:12:13,901 -He'll have genius. -Okay, I'm sure, but I-- 203 00:12:13,984 --> 00:12:15,819 I'm telling you don't be an idiot. 204 00:12:15,903 --> 00:12:17,321 -Stay here. -Billie. 205 00:12:18,614 --> 00:12:21,200 And don't move the stupid camera, 206 00:12:21,283 --> 00:12:27,080 and then as I look into the camera, the black will drip from me eyes. 207 00:12:36,548 --> 00:12:38,550 Okay, same deal. 208 00:12:39,343 --> 00:12:40,594 How's that one feel? 209 00:12:41,386 --> 00:12:43,013 -It's pretty good. -Pretty good? 210 00:12:44,556 --> 00:12:48,018 You're a fucking trouper for agreeing to this. 211 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:49,353 It is my idea. 212 00:12:51,688 --> 00:12:53,232 Some things can't be unseen. 213 00:12:53,315 --> 00:12:54,775 Is that one yours or mine? 214 00:12:54,858 --> 00:12:56,443 -I can't... -Push. 215 00:12:56,527 --> 00:12:59,321 -This makes my Tourette's insane. -I say we go for it. 216 00:12:59,404 --> 00:13:02,866 'Cause it's, like, in my eye where my Tourette's live. 217 00:13:02,950 --> 00:13:04,368 This one's mine. 218 00:13:04,451 --> 00:13:05,786 All right, ready? 219 00:13:06,286 --> 00:13:08,705 -And... -Can you look up just a bit? 220 00:13:08,789 --> 00:13:11,250 -There it is. -There it is. 221 00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:13,043 Here we go. 222 00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:36,400 Oh, put it down. Slowly. 223 00:13:38,151 --> 00:13:39,152 Go. 224 00:13:39,611 --> 00:13:41,655 Let's go again. All right, cut, cut, cut. 225 00:13:43,782 --> 00:13:45,784 Reset it. We'll try it again. 226 00:13:50,664 --> 00:13:53,667 Cut. Cut, cut, cut, cut. 227 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:54,751 Cameras rolling. 228 00:13:54,835 --> 00:13:58,088 I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do. 229 00:13:58,172 --> 00:14:00,382 Keep an eye for when you're setting the glass down, 230 00:14:00,465 --> 00:14:02,509 -'cause I think we lost your hand a bit-- -Do what? 231 00:14:02,593 --> 00:14:06,513 When you drop it, after you drink it, and you're placing it back on the thing, 232 00:14:06,597 --> 00:14:08,307 just look at the motion of the camera, 233 00:14:08,390 --> 00:14:11,185 'cause I think you might have to make it a little slower. 234 00:14:11,268 --> 00:14:12,978 Yeah, I don't know when I'm supposed to do that. 235 00:14:13,061 --> 00:14:15,272 So if you could shout it out that would be great. 236 00:14:15,355 --> 00:14:17,608 You want me to say, like, "Glass down"? 237 00:14:18,692 --> 00:14:20,360 -Yeah. -"Down," or something like that? 238 00:14:20,444 --> 00:14:22,571 Or "Start bringing the glass down," and I'll just do it slower. 239 00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:23,780 Okay. Cool. 240 00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:25,073 Oh, that's great. 241 00:14:33,332 --> 00:14:34,541 Cut. Yeah. 242 00:14:38,420 --> 00:14:42,049 For the next, rest of the videos, I'm directing them all myself. 243 00:14:45,219 --> 00:14:46,428 What? 244 00:14:48,472 --> 00:14:49,890 Record this. 245 00:14:49,973 --> 00:14:51,642 Record this. Oh. 246 00:14:57,648 --> 00:14:58,941 Oh, my God. 247 00:14:59,024 --> 00:15:02,569 We have to have the first track of the album just be that. 248 00:15:02,653 --> 00:15:05,739 All right. I've taken my teeth out. Let's make an album. 249 00:15:05,822 --> 00:15:08,283 I've taken my teeth out. 250 00:15:08,367 --> 00:15:10,035 My Invisalign has... 251 00:15:10,118 --> 00:15:12,496 -I have taken out my Invisalign... -I have taken out my Invisalign. 252 00:15:12,579 --> 00:15:14,081 ...and this is the album. 253 00:15:18,460 --> 00:15:22,089 White shirt now red, my bloody nose 254 00:15:22,172 --> 00:15:25,592 -Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes -Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes 255 00:15:25,676 --> 00:15:29,054 -Creepin' around like no one knows -Creepin' 256 00:15:29,137 --> 00:15:31,849 My little criminal 257 00:15:33,267 --> 00:15:34,268 Or, like... 258 00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:40,023 What if it's like: Think you're such a criminal 259 00:15:40,524 --> 00:15:42,818 Like he thinks he's bad, and he's not even. 260 00:15:42,901 --> 00:15:44,570 We could even-- I don't know about this, 261 00:15:44,653 --> 00:15:46,780 but I just remembered that song "bad guy." 262 00:15:47,489 --> 00:15:49,491 This could be that song. I'm just saying, like-- 263 00:15:49,575 --> 00:15:51,577 I'm just coming up with random things. 264 00:15:51,660 --> 00:15:53,453 It could be like, "You think you're such a bad guy," 265 00:15:53,537 --> 00:15:56,665 and then the hook thing could be, like, "But I'm the bad guy." 266 00:15:57,958 --> 00:15:59,877 Right? I don't know if that's right for this one. 267 00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:01,253 I like that. 268 00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:08,719 "Blocking an intersection during rush hour traffic is not permitted: 269 00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:12,723 unless you entered the intersection on a green light. 270 00:16:13,974 --> 00:16:17,186 Under any circumstances even if your light is green. 271 00:16:19,104 --> 00:16:21,106 Unless you have the right-of-way or green light"-- 272 00:16:21,190 --> 00:16:22,858 -It's under any-- -I tuned out on that one. 273 00:16:22,941 --> 00:16:23,942 Under any circumstances. 274 00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:26,236 Because you can't-- If you-- 275 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:29,615 If there's traffic and it's stopped, you can't enter the intersection. 276 00:16:29,698 --> 00:16:31,658 That blocks everything. That's illegal. 277 00:16:32,284 --> 00:16:33,493 "Under"-- Yeah, so no. 278 00:16:33,577 --> 00:16:35,329 It's called don't block the box. 279 00:16:35,412 --> 00:16:36,538 Yes. Correct. 280 00:16:36,622 --> 00:16:38,624 That's what they say in New York. Don't block the box. 281 00:16:38,707 --> 00:16:39,791 That's about a vagina. 282 00:16:41,502 --> 00:16:43,754 Billie passed her permit test. 283 00:16:45,172 --> 00:16:46,590 Look at that. 284 00:16:46,673 --> 00:16:49,009 Billie passed her test. 285 00:16:49,092 --> 00:16:52,095 She can drive now. Well, she can take lessons. 286 00:16:53,138 --> 00:16:54,848 I've always wanted to drive. 287 00:16:54,932 --> 00:16:56,683 I just, like, love cars. 288 00:16:56,767 --> 00:17:00,687 Of course, my mom has a van, 289 00:17:00,771 --> 00:17:04,608 and my dad has a fucking Mazda. 290 00:17:04,691 --> 00:17:07,486 And Finneas has a Honda Fit, 291 00:17:07,569 --> 00:17:11,990 so I'm just, like, drowning in losers. 292 00:17:12,074 --> 00:17:13,784 Oh, my gosh. 293 00:17:13,867 --> 00:17:17,204 All I want is a matte black Dodge Challenger. 294 00:17:17,954 --> 00:17:23,502 Won't let you take it back And only if you say... 295 00:17:23,585 --> 00:17:26,421 Wish I couldn't hear you saying that, or... 296 00:17:27,256 --> 00:17:28,464 Don't do any... 297 00:17:28,549 --> 00:17:29,800 Say you were... 298 00:17:30,634 --> 00:17:32,469 -Dope. -You didn't mean to say it 299 00:17:34,471 --> 00:17:37,766 Don't do any-- Don't you think-- 300 00:17:37,850 --> 00:17:40,894 Won't you come and take it back? 301 00:17:42,855 --> 00:17:46,024 Maybe won't you take it back? 302 00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:49,736 Say you were trying to make me laugh 303 00:17:49,820 --> 00:17:53,115 And nothin' has to change today 304 00:17:53,198 --> 00:17:58,412 You didn't mean to say I love you 305 00:18:02,708 --> 00:18:06,545 And I love you 306 00:18:07,045 --> 00:18:09,047 Some crazy harmonies on the oo's, right? 307 00:18:09,131 --> 00:18:10,299 Already have 'em. 308 00:18:10,382 --> 00:18:14,928 -I can love you -I love you 309 00:18:15,554 --> 00:18:17,639 Like, half-note harmonies. Sick. 310 00:18:26,857 --> 00:18:28,692 -Oh, yeah. -Beautiful. 311 00:18:30,235 --> 00:18:31,737 It's so pretty. 312 00:18:31,820 --> 00:18:34,656 It reminds me of that wonderful Duncan Sheik song that we loved so well... 313 00:18:34,740 --> 00:18:37,159 -There we go. There it is. -...but a completely different song. 314 00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:39,828 -So beautiful. -No, it has this incredible-- 315 00:18:39,912 --> 00:18:42,623 People who don't write songs are always reminded of songs from other songs. 316 00:18:42,706 --> 00:18:44,374 No, it's not like it sounds like something. 317 00:18:44,458 --> 00:18:46,793 He's just saying it gives him the same beautiful feeling. 318 00:18:46,877 --> 00:18:47,753 Thanks. 319 00:19:05,687 --> 00:19:07,314 -Beautiful. -That was great. 320 00:19:07,397 --> 00:19:08,649 -That was fun to write. -It's a good start. 321 00:19:08,732 --> 00:19:10,442 -Love that. -Yeah. 322 00:19:11,401 --> 00:19:15,405 Don't ask questions You don't wanna know 323 00:19:16,031 --> 00:19:20,244 Learned my lesson way too long ago 324 00:19:20,786 --> 00:19:22,913 To be talkin' to you, belladonna 325 00:19:22,996 --> 00:19:25,666 Should've taken a break Not an Oxford comma 326 00:19:25,749 --> 00:19:27,876 Take what I want when I wanna 327 00:19:28,502 --> 00:19:29,670 And I want ya 328 00:19:30,587 --> 00:19:34,758 Bad, bad news One of us is gonna lose 329 00:19:34,842 --> 00:19:37,469 I'm the powder, you're the fuse 330 00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:39,680 Just add some friction 331 00:19:40,222 --> 00:19:44,893 You are my strange addiction 332 00:19:44,977 --> 00:19:49,606 You are my strange addiction 333 00:19:49,690 --> 00:19:54,194 Doctor can't explain My symptoms or my pain 334 00:19:54,278 --> 00:19:59,032 But you are my strange addiction 335 00:20:03,453 --> 00:20:04,872 It's a corny beat, but-- 336 00:20:04,955 --> 00:20:06,206 It's kinda cute though. 337 00:20:06,290 --> 00:20:08,584 I think we should try to finish a song, 338 00:20:08,667 --> 00:20:09,668 and go, like-- 339 00:20:09,751 --> 00:20:11,920 Give us notes, give us feedback. Let's get this one done. 340 00:20:12,004 --> 00:20:13,088 -Got it. -And then 341 00:20:13,172 --> 00:20:15,007 still keep circling around with other stuff. 342 00:20:15,090 --> 00:20:17,384 Don't focus exclusively on anything, just whatever you guys want. 343 00:20:17,467 --> 00:20:19,887 If they're all moving towards something... 344 00:20:19,970 --> 00:20:21,763 I like what Justin was saying though. 345 00:20:21,847 --> 00:20:22,848 What'd you say? 346 00:20:22,931 --> 00:20:24,099 -What? -I like what Justin's saying. 347 00:20:24,183 --> 00:20:26,226 -What's Justin saying? -No pressure. 348 00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:27,728 -No pressure? -Yeah, of course. 349 00:20:27,811 --> 00:20:29,021 There really is no pressure. 350 00:20:29,104 --> 00:20:31,481 All I'm saying is that if we wanna put anything out, 351 00:20:31,565 --> 00:20:33,817 we should just finish whatever that is. 352 00:20:33,901 --> 00:20:35,777 If that's "Crown," we'll put that out. 353 00:20:35,861 --> 00:20:38,947 -You know-- Do you hear that at all? -Yep. 354 00:20:39,031 --> 00:20:42,159 If we focus on something, we can finish it, as opposed to, like, 355 00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:44,077 doing a little bit of it and jumping to another thing, 356 00:20:44,161 --> 00:20:45,913 and doing a bit of it and jumping to another thing. 357 00:20:45,996 --> 00:20:47,122 That's all I'm saying. 358 00:20:49,166 --> 00:20:50,876 So "7," "i love you" 359 00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:53,879 and we have to finish "all the good girls go to hell." 360 00:20:53,962 --> 00:20:56,340 It's actually so close, you know what I mean? 361 00:20:56,423 --> 00:20:57,883 -Yeah. -Once we get the things right-- 362 00:20:57,966 --> 00:20:59,218 "My strange addiction" is sounding, uh, good! 363 00:20:59,301 --> 00:21:02,596 I feel like if I heard that, I'd be like, "This is gonna be a hit," you know? 364 00:21:02,679 --> 00:21:03,514 Absolutely. 365 00:21:03,597 --> 00:21:05,015 Somebody was thinking that in that meeting. 366 00:21:05,098 --> 00:21:07,184 -I think everyone was thinking that. -Why didn't they say anything? 367 00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:08,393 Why didn't they clap? 368 00:21:19,738 --> 00:21:22,574 All the good girls 369 00:21:23,534 --> 00:21:27,120 All the good girls go to hell 370 00:21:27,996 --> 00:21:33,585 'Cause even God herself has enemies 371 00:21:33,669 --> 00:21:37,673 And once the water starts to rise 372 00:21:38,423 --> 00:21:40,259 And heaven's out of sight 373 00:21:40,968 --> 00:21:45,722 She'll want the devil on her team 374 00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:49,768 -Sounds great. -Sounds pretty horrible. 375 00:21:50,894 --> 00:21:52,604 I think it sounds kinda awesome. 376 00:21:52,688 --> 00:21:53,689 It's pretty bad. 377 00:21:54,273 --> 00:21:55,274 I hate that 378 00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:57,359 we have to have this album done by December. 379 00:21:57,442 --> 00:21:59,361 The day before my birthday. I hate that. 380 00:21:59,444 --> 00:22:01,363 We have to have it mastered the day before your birthday. 381 00:22:01,446 --> 00:22:03,448 -We'll have it done weeks before that. -No, we won't. 382 00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:04,658 -Yeah. -No, we won't. 383 00:22:04,741 --> 00:22:06,952 We said we'd have it done before this tour. 384 00:22:07,035 --> 00:22:09,037 Well, we have a deadline now, and we have an album release, 385 00:22:09,121 --> 00:22:10,247 so we'll have it done. 386 00:22:10,747 --> 00:22:13,709 But we won't have it done if we don't do it, so that's why we're doing it. 387 00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:15,002 But it sounds bad! 388 00:22:15,085 --> 00:22:17,838 And I sound horrible, and I can't sound good 'cause I'm not good. 389 00:22:17,921 --> 00:22:19,339 -You're very good. -No, I'm not. 390 00:22:19,423 --> 00:22:21,800 Lots of people would agree with me that you're very good. 391 00:22:27,097 --> 00:22:30,642 Gold chain beneath your shirt 392 00:22:33,228 --> 00:22:37,149 The shirt that you let me wear home 393 00:22:39,902 --> 00:22:43,655 Gold's fake and real love hurts 394 00:22:46,241 --> 00:22:49,828 But nothing hurts when I'm alone 395 00:22:52,664 --> 00:22:56,210 When you're with me and we're alone 396 00:22:58,086 --> 00:23:00,339 So let me crawl... 397 00:23:00,422 --> 00:23:02,841 We need to finish the four more. 398 00:23:02,925 --> 00:23:07,387 If we go, "Clear our schedule of everything except shows until the 17th." 399 00:23:07,471 --> 00:23:09,765 If we get all that done, and we send it to Riback, 400 00:23:09,848 --> 00:23:11,850 and Riback's like, "I don't hear a hit on this record," 401 00:23:11,934 --> 00:23:13,602 we should then be like... 402 00:23:14,603 --> 00:23:16,939 "Here's 'true blue' and here's"-- 403 00:23:17,022 --> 00:23:18,732 And then we'll write another one. 404 00:23:27,282 --> 00:23:30,285 "Baby, I don't feel so good" 405 00:23:30,369 --> 00:23:34,164 Six words you never understood 406 00:23:35,374 --> 00:23:37,167 For some reason it sounds really like 407 00:23:37,626 --> 00:23:38,710 in my head. 408 00:23:38,794 --> 00:23:41,213 Yeah, you're under a towel. 409 00:23:42,965 --> 00:23:45,217 ...say I'm not your type 410 00:23:46,468 --> 00:23:50,389 Just say that I'm not Your preferred sexual orienta-- 411 00:23:50,472 --> 00:23:55,018 ...-tion I'm so selfish, oh 412 00:23:55,102 --> 00:23:56,228 But you make me f-- 413 00:23:57,521 --> 00:23:58,522 I think it's sick. 414 00:23:58,605 --> 00:24:02,442 I wanna try one where you just start this chorus very soft 415 00:24:02,526 --> 00:24:04,987 and in that first phrase, like, hammer it. 416 00:24:05,070 --> 00:24:06,071 Do you know what I mean? 417 00:24:06,154 --> 00:24:08,615 How am I supposed to make you-- 418 00:24:08,699 --> 00:24:11,535 Just, like, get crazy with it, but start quieter 419 00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:14,621 -or-- or softer or-- or babier. -'Kay. 420 00:24:16,039 --> 00:24:17,040 Just try it. 421 00:24:20,919 --> 00:24:26,216 How am I supposed to Make you feel okay 422 00:24:28,594 --> 00:24:34,308 When all you do is walk the other way? 423 00:24:44,318 --> 00:24:46,570 Can you guess 424 00:24:47,362 --> 00:24:50,240 What I'm thinking of 425 00:24:50,699 --> 00:24:53,035 What I'm looking at 426 00:24:53,702 --> 00:24:56,246 Where my eyes came from 427 00:24:56,747 --> 00:24:59,416 Can you guess 428 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:03,086 What I'm thinking of 429 00:25:03,170 --> 00:25:05,714 What you might become 430 00:25:06,215 --> 00:25:09,176 If you fall in love? 431 00:25:09,259 --> 00:25:10,677 That's a sick hook. 432 00:25:10,761 --> 00:25:13,222 "Can you guess what I'm thinking of. What you might become if you fall in love?" 433 00:25:13,305 --> 00:25:14,306 That's sick. 434 00:25:14,848 --> 00:25:16,767 -Can you sing it for me? -It is cool. 435 00:25:17,935 --> 00:25:20,062 But what I'm thinking of is a tattoo. 436 00:25:20,896 --> 00:25:23,190 Yeah, but I think this is a really good hook. 437 00:25:23,273 --> 00:25:25,859 I mean, it's just like everything else we've written. 438 00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:27,402 I don't think so. 439 00:25:27,486 --> 00:25:30,197 And also, I just am trying to write the best song we've ever written 440 00:25:30,280 --> 00:25:33,825 and the most accessible right now, you know? 441 00:25:33,909 --> 00:25:37,371 That's stupid. You're trying to write the best song we've ever written? 442 00:25:37,454 --> 00:25:38,622 Absolutely. Every time. 443 00:25:39,289 --> 00:25:42,459 Well, then I'm never gonna do anything ever if I think that way. 444 00:25:43,001 --> 00:25:44,962 You don't have to think that way, but I can. 445 00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:49,132 It feels like kind of a minefield to me, 446 00:25:49,216 --> 00:25:51,969 because I feel like I've been, like, told to write a hit, 447 00:25:52,386 --> 00:25:55,472 but I've been told to not tell Billie that we have to write a hit. 448 00:25:55,556 --> 00:25:58,976 But Billie hates writing songs in general. 449 00:25:59,059 --> 00:26:02,855 And, you know... is-- I don't know, 450 00:26:02,938 --> 00:26:05,607 so woke about her own... 451 00:26:07,651 --> 00:26:09,361 persona on the Internet 452 00:26:09,444 --> 00:26:12,656 -that I think she's terrified of, like... -Hate. 453 00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:14,741 ...anything that she makes being hated. 454 00:26:14,825 --> 00:26:16,994 And I think her equation is 455 00:26:17,077 --> 00:26:19,872 that the more popular something is, the more hate it's gonna get. 456 00:26:19,955 --> 00:26:22,291 -Yeah. -But what I'm trying to do here 457 00:26:22,374 --> 00:26:26,712 specifically is make the head of A&R at Interscope think, 458 00:26:26,795 --> 00:26:28,922 "Wow, I told them to go write a hit song, 459 00:26:29,006 --> 00:26:32,050 and, in my estimation, this is kind of a fucking hit." 460 00:26:32,134 --> 00:26:34,052 Mm-hmm. I don't see how you're gonna do-- 461 00:26:34,136 --> 00:26:35,596 get through this without telling her. 462 00:26:35,679 --> 00:26:37,890 You can't trick her into writing a song. 463 00:26:37,973 --> 00:26:39,266 Y'all talking about me? 464 00:26:39,892 --> 00:26:43,353 Just saying that maybe for the last few songs 465 00:26:43,437 --> 00:26:45,606 that you write for this album... 466 00:26:46,899 --> 00:26:51,361 you could experiment with trying to make something that you still like 467 00:26:51,445 --> 00:26:54,615 but maybe is a little more conventional 468 00:26:54,698 --> 00:26:58,076 or, you know, accessible, or whatever. 469 00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:00,829 And maybe Finneas could help guide you with that, 470 00:27:00,913 --> 00:27:02,289 -and it would give you-- -Huh? 471 00:27:02,372 --> 00:27:05,501 For the last few songs that you write for this album or the next-- 472 00:27:05,584 --> 00:27:07,878 What are the words you're using though? I don't understand. 473 00:27:07,961 --> 00:27:09,379 -Accessible? -Oh, Pepper! 474 00:27:09,463 --> 00:27:12,216 What does that mean in a song, writing music-- What does that mean? 475 00:27:12,299 --> 00:27:14,092 -It means, like-- -Accessible means 476 00:27:14,176 --> 00:27:17,054 a song that doesn't alienate anyone for any reason, 477 00:27:17,137 --> 00:27:18,555 a song that doesn't, like-- 478 00:27:18,639 --> 00:27:21,308 But you're literally-- You are both talking about something 479 00:27:21,391 --> 00:27:25,270 that I feel like we've always talked about as a negative thing 480 00:27:25,354 --> 00:27:28,815 where songs are just, like, for everyone, anyone can relate. 481 00:27:28,899 --> 00:27:30,734 -I don't-- Honestly-- Okay. -I don't like that. 482 00:27:30,817 --> 00:27:33,654 You have been telling me that we should write songs that everyone can relate to. 483 00:27:33,737 --> 00:27:35,989 -I'm not saying that. -Did he come in here and belittle my idea 484 00:27:36,073 --> 00:27:38,992 -of a song that I was-- that I wrote... -No. 485 00:27:39,076 --> 00:27:40,869 ...that he was trying to turn into something else 486 00:27:40,953 --> 00:27:42,788 because it's not for everyone? 487 00:27:42,871 --> 00:27:43,914 Is that what happened? 488 00:27:43,997 --> 00:27:45,332 I didn't hear it that way. 489 00:27:45,415 --> 00:27:46,917 I like singing songs. 490 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:49,419 I like having songs to sing. 491 00:27:49,503 --> 00:27:52,965 And if they have some-- If they mean something to me, then I like them more. 492 00:27:53,048 --> 00:27:57,553 -But my feeling is that if-- -I hate writing songs, 493 00:27:57,636 --> 00:27:58,971 and I've always hated it. 494 00:27:59,054 --> 00:28:01,932 Every single time I've written a song that I actually like, 495 00:28:02,015 --> 00:28:03,517 I've hated the process. 496 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:05,060 I hear that you hate songwriting. 497 00:28:05,769 --> 00:28:08,480 I really-- It really tortures me. 498 00:28:08,564 --> 00:28:09,731 -But what-- -Especially with you 499 00:28:09,815 --> 00:28:12,484 -because you're so good at it. -But here's what I'd say, if you hate-- 500 00:28:12,568 --> 00:28:14,361 I don't wanna blame it on you, but I hate it. 501 00:28:14,444 --> 00:28:17,656 If you want to stop writing songs for your next album-- 502 00:28:17,739 --> 00:28:20,659 -You don't wanna write any songs? -I'm not gonna make another album. 503 00:28:40,554 --> 00:28:44,850 Take me to the rooftop 504 00:28:44,933 --> 00:28:51,815 I wanna see the world When I stop breathing 505 00:28:53,442 --> 00:28:55,360 Turnin' blue 506 00:28:57,905 --> 00:29:00,240 You're gonna go that dark with this song? 507 00:29:04,786 --> 00:29:07,748 Are you seriously implying that you'd jump off the roof? 508 00:29:10,209 --> 00:29:12,461 Do you feel okay about a song like that? 509 00:29:13,128 --> 00:29:14,630 You don't worry about that? 510 00:29:15,839 --> 00:29:18,175 I feel like it's something I wanna have said. 511 00:29:20,052 --> 00:29:22,930 -You don't worry about-- -This song is the reason I don't. 512 00:29:24,014 --> 00:29:27,601 Like, having this way of saying it, instead of doing it, is better. 513 00:29:33,649 --> 00:29:40,405 Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek 514 00:29:40,489 --> 00:29:43,116 That's what a year-long 515 00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:45,577 Headache 516 00:29:45,661 --> 00:29:46,787 Nice. 517 00:29:46,870 --> 00:29:48,664 Does to you 518 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:55,671 Your head-- If your head was that size compared to my body in real life... 519 00:30:00,467 --> 00:30:02,469 Yeah. Let's try to interact. 520 00:30:05,889 --> 00:30:06,974 No. 521 00:30:07,057 --> 00:30:08,851 I'm trying to shake your hand. 522 00:30:11,353 --> 00:30:12,604 Hey, Finneas, how are you? 523 00:30:12,688 --> 00:30:14,523 We'll just look right at each other. 524 00:30:15,315 --> 00:30:18,026 -How are you? -I'm fabulous. Do you like this song? 525 00:30:18,110 --> 00:30:20,028 -I love this song. -I'm feeling really good about it. 526 00:30:21,655 --> 00:30:23,657 Me too. High five. 527 00:30:40,674 --> 00:30:42,384 Did you finish the album? 528 00:30:42,467 --> 00:30:44,511 I think we finished the album, yeah. 529 00:30:48,432 --> 00:30:50,559 Billie Eilish in studio with us here on the Kevin and Bean Show. 530 00:30:50,642 --> 00:30:53,270 We have a bunch of questions about the music we're gonna get to in a minute. 531 00:30:53,353 --> 00:30:56,190 There's one more teenage question I have to ask. 532 00:30:56,273 --> 00:30:59,526 Are you done with school already or are you still homeschooling? 533 00:30:59,610 --> 00:31:01,403 -Well-- -Or are you faking homeschooling? 534 00:31:03,155 --> 00:31:05,574 I've never been to school, so there's a little fact. 535 00:31:05,657 --> 00:31:06,658 -Okay. -Never-- 536 00:31:06,742 --> 00:31:09,494 Never was at school, so I never had to quit school. 537 00:31:09,578 --> 00:31:12,831 But I graduated, like, last year, 538 00:31:12,915 --> 00:31:14,249 -the beginning of last year. -What? 539 00:31:14,333 --> 00:31:15,459 But I just, like-- 540 00:31:15,542 --> 00:31:17,544 -You're like Doogie Howser. You graduate-- -Who's that? 541 00:31:18,629 --> 00:31:21,548 She doesn't know who Doogie Howser is. Know your audience. 542 00:31:22,299 --> 00:31:26,553 Who do you feel about the way your fans feel about you? 543 00:31:26,637 --> 00:31:30,015 See, here's the thing. Justin Bieber, right? 544 00:31:30,098 --> 00:31:34,311 When I was, like, 12, it wasn't-- I was not a fan of him. 545 00:31:34,394 --> 00:31:36,563 I was a-- I was-- It was-- 546 00:31:37,147 --> 00:31:39,733 I was, like-- That was, like, my first love. 547 00:31:39,816 --> 00:31:43,195 Like, that was the person I was in love with. 548 00:31:43,278 --> 00:31:45,280 -In my head, he was in love with me. -Of course. 549 00:31:45,364 --> 00:31:47,533 It was like a relationship with a person. 550 00:31:47,616 --> 00:31:50,118 You know when you, like-- you date somebody for a while, 551 00:31:50,202 --> 00:31:52,621 and they're-- that's your partner? 552 00:31:52,704 --> 00:31:54,081 And then you break up with them. 553 00:31:54,164 --> 00:31:56,458 And if you see a picture of them, without really thinking, 554 00:31:56,542 --> 00:31:59,127 you automatically are like, "Oh, that's that person I was in a relationship with." 555 00:31:59,211 --> 00:32:01,380 Whoever comes next is gonna have to deal with the idea 556 00:32:01,463 --> 00:32:03,173 that you were in a relationship with Justin Bieber. 557 00:32:03,257 --> 00:32:05,050 I wanna play you something right now. 558 00:32:05,133 --> 00:32:07,678 -This is a video of me at 12. -Okay. 559 00:32:07,761 --> 00:32:09,888 -Nobody's seen this. -I love this. 560 00:32:10,889 --> 00:32:15,102 I have watched so many Justin Bieber... things, 561 00:32:15,185 --> 00:32:17,062 I was, like, crying so hard. 562 00:32:19,064 --> 00:32:21,733 'Cause, like, I'm worried that when I get a boyfriend... 563 00:32:22,860 --> 00:32:24,695 I won't wanna be with him because... 564 00:32:25,821 --> 00:32:27,906 I actually love Justin Bieber more. 565 00:32:27,990 --> 00:32:29,324 And I can't handle that. 566 00:32:30,492 --> 00:32:33,120 I said, "I can't handle that." 567 00:32:33,203 --> 00:32:35,497 I literally remember sobbing into a pillow 568 00:32:35,581 --> 00:32:38,834 because I thought, "I'm never gonna feel this way about anyone." 569 00:32:38,917 --> 00:32:40,919 I'm-- I literally was terrified 570 00:32:41,003 --> 00:32:43,714 that when I got a boyfriend when I was older, that I wouldn't-- 571 00:32:43,797 --> 00:32:45,215 -He won't compare. -He won't compare. 572 00:32:45,299 --> 00:32:47,050 Three sold-out shows 573 00:32:47,134 --> 00:32:48,135 at the Fonda Theatre. 574 00:32:48,218 --> 00:32:49,845 -That's amazing, by the way. -Thank you. 575 00:32:49,928 --> 00:32:52,514 I know hometown shows are special for any artist, but I mean... 576 00:32:55,517 --> 00:32:59,396 Hey, Q. Hey. 577 00:33:00,564 --> 00:33:01,565 You look good as hell. 578 00:33:01,648 --> 00:33:02,774 Yo, how are you? 579 00:33:04,943 --> 00:33:06,945 Thought I found a way 580 00:33:08,906 --> 00:33:10,866 Thought I found a way out 581 00:33:12,201 --> 00:33:15,162 But you never go away 582 00:33:15,245 --> 00:33:16,747 Never go away 583 00:33:16,830 --> 00:33:19,666 So I guess I gotta stay now 584 00:33:20,167 --> 00:33:22,669 But I hope someday 585 00:33:22,753 --> 00:33:28,634 I'll make it out of here 586 00:33:28,717 --> 00:33:35,682 Even if it takes all night Or a hundred years 587 00:33:36,934 --> 00:33:43,774 Need a place to hide But I can't find one near 588 00:33:44,900 --> 00:33:50,072 Wanna feel alive Outside I can't fight my fear 589 00:33:50,155 --> 00:33:53,784 Love you, Billie. Happy 17th birthday. 590 00:33:56,870 --> 00:33:59,373 Bro, he's so fine. Oh, my God. 591 00:34:03,293 --> 00:34:06,839 Tear me to pieces, skin to bone 592 00:34:06,922 --> 00:34:08,130 Amazing. 593 00:34:08,590 --> 00:34:10,300 Okay, guys. It's a wrap. 594 00:34:24,648 --> 00:34:31,280 Hello, welcome home 595 00:34:33,031 --> 00:34:35,409 Do we have a hose? 596 00:34:35,492 --> 00:34:36,869 For your car? 597 00:34:36,952 --> 00:34:38,704 Yes, but ask your dad about that 598 00:34:38,786 --> 00:34:41,623 because he'll know which hose he would prefer that you use. 599 00:34:42,291 --> 00:34:44,333 -All right, this is nice. And jet. -Wait. Go back to that one. 600 00:34:44,418 --> 00:34:47,170 -I'm gonna do the inside. -Jet is the hardest and cone is-- 601 00:34:47,254 --> 00:34:48,380 I mean, center is... 602 00:34:50,215 --> 00:34:52,301 If you go in there, is it gonna get in there or something? 603 00:34:52,384 --> 00:34:54,178 No, it's built to ride in the rain. 604 00:34:57,764 --> 00:35:00,350 I can't believe my dream car is in my driveway. 605 00:35:00,851 --> 00:35:02,936 Of course, these fools come and buy it for me. 606 00:35:03,729 --> 00:35:05,731 I looked at them, I was like, "You guys are insane. 607 00:35:05,814 --> 00:35:09,026 We have nowhere to park it. We can't afford to insure it. 608 00:35:09,109 --> 00:35:11,153 It's too fast a car." 609 00:35:11,236 --> 00:35:12,905 And as I talked to them, they were like, 610 00:35:12,988 --> 00:35:16,033 "We're getting the car with all the safety bells and whistles. 611 00:35:16,116 --> 00:35:18,535 Every safety feature you could have. 612 00:35:18,619 --> 00:35:21,163 It's not the souped-up engine." She doesn't know that. 613 00:35:21,246 --> 00:35:22,831 It would be like something sh-- 614 00:35:24,625 --> 00:35:26,043 You're evil. 615 00:35:26,126 --> 00:35:28,629 Hey, call me back 616 00:35:28,712 --> 00:35:30,923 When you get this 617 00:35:31,548 --> 00:35:34,426 Saying goodbye to the car. 618 00:35:34,510 --> 00:35:36,887 Going on tour. Missing her car. 619 00:35:38,639 --> 00:35:41,475 Love you. Have a good time with Kaylee. 620 00:35:41,558 --> 00:35:43,936 Love you. I'm gonna miss you. 621 00:35:44,019 --> 00:35:46,647 Maybe just forget it 622 00:35:47,397 --> 00:35:50,943 'Cause by the time you get this 623 00:35:51,026 --> 00:35:54,154 Your number might be blocked 624 00:35:55,822 --> 00:35:58,075 Stay 625 00:35:58,742 --> 00:36:01,245 And blah, blah, blah 626 00:36:02,788 --> 00:36:08,585 You just want what you can't have 627 00:36:10,754 --> 00:36:13,257 No way 628 00:36:14,007 --> 00:36:16,927 I'll call the cops 629 00:36:17,678 --> 00:36:22,683 If you don't stop, I'll call your dad 630 00:36:22,766 --> 00:36:25,602 Ah-one, ah-two, ah-one, two, three, four! 631 00:36:25,686 --> 00:36:32,609 And I hate to do this to you On your birthday 632 00:36:33,318 --> 00:36:39,032 Happy birthday, by the way 633 00:36:40,868 --> 00:36:47,583 It's not you, it's me And all that other bullshit 634 00:36:48,250 --> 00:36:52,171 You know that's bullshit 635 00:36:52,254 --> 00:36:54,840 Don't you, babe? 636 00:36:57,217 --> 00:37:01,638 I'm not your party favor 637 00:37:04,975 --> 00:37:08,061 This is so weird, you guys. I'm nobody. I don't know why you like me. 638 00:37:11,607 --> 00:37:13,317 I really don't. 639 00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:15,861 I really don't know why, but I love you. 640 00:37:19,698 --> 00:37:22,201 And I really hope you guys 641 00:37:23,619 --> 00:37:25,746 feel the way about the album that I feel 642 00:37:25,829 --> 00:37:27,497 because I fucking love it so much. 643 00:37:30,375 --> 00:37:33,337 You're not even ready. Okay. 644 00:37:39,843 --> 00:37:43,555 "Xanny," to both of us, was a song about, like... 645 00:37:44,223 --> 00:37:47,226 being close to people that are self-destructive. 646 00:37:47,309 --> 00:37:50,312 Drugs and, you know, 647 00:37:50,395 --> 00:37:52,022 cigarettes are... 648 00:37:52,105 --> 00:37:54,024 -Alcohol... -...are you killing yourself. 649 00:37:54,107 --> 00:37:56,318 What do you both think about 650 00:37:56,401 --> 00:38:01,281 talking about your feelings about drugs and cigarettes and alcohol? 651 00:38:02,074 --> 00:38:05,160 My only thought is how, like, you say things, 652 00:38:05,244 --> 00:38:07,246 and then maybe you... 653 00:38:08,330 --> 00:38:10,791 grow up and feel differently and then get dragged for it. 654 00:38:10,874 --> 00:38:12,084 -But-- -I have my moment, 655 00:38:12,167 --> 00:38:14,211 and then I do drugs, and then people are like, 656 00:38:14,294 --> 00:38:15,712 -"Ha-ha. Remember when she said"-- -Wait a second. 657 00:38:15,796 --> 00:38:18,841 Are you actually not gonna let her be authentic to who she is now 658 00:38:18,924 --> 00:38:20,342 in case she grows up to do drugs? 659 00:38:20,425 --> 00:38:22,177 I don't mean doing any of that-- 660 00:38:22,261 --> 00:38:24,596 -Can you do this, please? -Well-- 661 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:26,098 Stop yelling at Chelsea. 662 00:38:26,181 --> 00:38:29,810 I am not yelling. I just think that's borrowing trouble. And-- 663 00:38:29,893 --> 00:38:31,770 She's right though. She has a point. 664 00:38:31,854 --> 00:38:33,772 Well, maybe don't grow up to do that. 665 00:38:34,857 --> 00:38:36,900 Do you have to plan right now that you're-- 666 00:38:36,984 --> 00:38:41,947 every person who does what you do has to grow up and fuck up that way? 667 00:38:42,030 --> 00:38:45,701 And you have to plan it so that you don't get hate later when you do it 668 00:38:45,784 --> 00:38:48,120 because when you were younger, you said you wouldn't? 669 00:38:48,579 --> 00:38:51,248 You know, why are your parents with you all the time? 670 00:38:52,082 --> 00:38:54,084 I mean, you've got a whole army of people 671 00:38:54,168 --> 00:38:58,297 trying to help you not decide to destroy your life 672 00:38:58,380 --> 00:39:00,924 like people in your shoes have done before. 673 00:39:01,383 --> 00:39:04,803 So, are we gonna literally not release something 674 00:39:04,887 --> 00:39:07,139 for fear that later she will do that? 675 00:39:09,558 --> 00:39:11,351 I mean, it's what the song is about. 676 00:39:22,946 --> 00:39:25,282 Oh, my God. You're so hot. 677 00:39:27,701 --> 00:39:30,370 Bite my tongue, bide my time 678 00:39:30,454 --> 00:39:33,874 Wearing a warning sign 679 00:39:33,957 --> 00:39:37,419 Wait till the world is mine 680 00:39:40,214 --> 00:39:43,342 Visions I vandalize 681 00:39:43,425 --> 00:39:46,595 Cold in my kingdom size 682 00:39:46,678 --> 00:39:51,725 Fell for these ocean eyes 683 00:39:51,808 --> 00:39:54,019 You should see me in a crown 684 00:39:54,937 --> 00:39:57,481 I'm gonna run this nothing town 685 00:39:58,148 --> 00:40:02,319 Watch me make 'em bow One by one by one 686 00:40:02,402 --> 00:40:06,281 One by one by one You should see me in a crown 687 00:40:07,991 --> 00:40:10,994 Your silence is my favorite sound 688 00:40:11,078 --> 00:40:15,082 Watch me make 'em bow One by one by one 689 00:40:15,165 --> 00:40:18,126 One by one by one 690 00:40:18,210 --> 00:40:21,338 Her new album drops on March 29th. 691 00:40:21,421 --> 00:40:24,925 Every month she logs 21 million hits on Spotify. 692 00:40:25,008 --> 00:40:27,469 13.2 million followers on Instagram. 693 00:40:27,553 --> 00:40:30,264 Every concert is sold out two days before going public. 694 00:40:30,347 --> 00:40:32,975 In Zurich, she'll be performing in Halle 622... 695 00:40:33,058 --> 00:40:34,810 for the 17-year-old Billie Eilish. 696 00:40:36,061 --> 00:40:37,437 So nice to have you here, Billie. 697 00:40:37,521 --> 00:40:38,856 -Hi. -How are you? 698 00:40:38,939 --> 00:40:40,274 I'm so good. 699 00:40:40,357 --> 00:40:43,318 -I'm so glad that you are here. Yeah. -So good. I'm glad I'm here too. 700 00:40:43,402 --> 00:40:45,612 Aren't you that tired? 701 00:40:45,696 --> 00:40:48,448 I... I am that tired. 702 00:40:48,532 --> 00:40:50,701 That's a good way of putting it. Yes, I'm very tired. 703 00:40:51,702 --> 00:40:53,537 -Okay, Billie. -Yeah? 704 00:40:53,620 --> 00:40:55,581 Next billboard session. 705 00:40:55,664 --> 00:40:57,749 -Where's this gonna be? -You know, like, how the-- 706 00:40:57,833 --> 00:40:59,543 you saw the first round of billboards 707 00:40:59,626 --> 00:41:01,003 -with the album cover? -Everywhere? Yeah. 708 00:41:01,086 --> 00:41:02,754 -This is the second round of those. -Okay. 709 00:41:05,299 --> 00:41:06,300 I like-- 710 00:41:09,261 --> 00:41:11,096 Hold on. Something's happening here. 711 00:41:13,140 --> 00:41:14,474 Wow! Wow! 712 00:41:16,018 --> 00:41:17,186 What is it? 713 00:41:17,269 --> 00:41:18,937 -An-- A tic attack. No. -Water? 714 00:41:20,606 --> 00:41:21,815 I don't know why though. 715 00:41:22,733 --> 00:41:25,485 It's been, like, coming on all day, but I can't, like... 716 00:41:28,572 --> 00:41:30,199 Do you want oil? 717 00:41:30,282 --> 00:41:31,825 Yeah. Mom, do you have the essential oils? 718 00:41:31,909 --> 00:41:33,202 -Essential oils. -Yes. 719 00:41:35,495 --> 00:41:37,664 Put it on your pulses too, if you can. 720 00:41:38,874 --> 00:41:39,875 Okay. 721 00:41:40,417 --> 00:41:42,544 -Yeah, those are in some-- -Everything looks folded-- 722 00:41:42,628 --> 00:41:43,879 Okay. 723 00:41:49,551 --> 00:41:52,763 I don't know why the lights are, like, really making me, like... 724 00:41:52,846 --> 00:41:54,640 Well, you're also really tired probably. 725 00:41:54,723 --> 00:41:57,017 -Yeah. -That's probably what it really is. 726 00:41:57,601 --> 00:41:59,436 I've done some crazy shit 'cause of my Tourette's. 727 00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:03,232 I fucking broke a glass once, in my mouth, because of 'em. 728 00:42:03,315 --> 00:42:05,275 'Cause I have this one where I'll bite down on something, 729 00:42:05,359 --> 00:42:08,320 like, if I have something, I'll just go, really hard, 730 00:42:08,737 --> 00:42:10,572 just 'cause my brain is like, "Do it!" 731 00:42:15,869 --> 00:42:20,874 I don't wanna be you... 732 00:42:22,876 --> 00:42:24,586 I'm lonely on Valentine's Day. 733 00:42:24,670 --> 00:42:26,672 -Miserable. So sad. -Q doesn't do anything? 734 00:42:26,755 --> 00:42:29,091 Haven't gotten... anything. 735 00:42:29,967 --> 00:42:33,762 And the night before, he'd been really weird and distant and shit. And... 736 00:42:33,846 --> 00:42:36,890 It was totally fine. We've been great. It's just, like-- 737 00:42:36,974 --> 00:42:39,351 But then they had this plan to go to Big Bear, like all-- 738 00:42:39,434 --> 00:42:41,728 like, the whole squad was gonna go to Big Bear. 739 00:42:41,812 --> 00:42:43,897 I was like, "You know what? Have fun. Don't worry about me. 740 00:42:43,981 --> 00:42:46,567 I'm miserable and I miss you, and I wish you would talk to me, 741 00:42:46,650 --> 00:42:49,403 and I have no one else to talk to, but I'm chillin'. 742 00:42:49,486 --> 00:42:51,196 So, have fun. Shoo." 743 00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:53,282 ...that told you so 744 00:42:54,366 --> 00:42:57,494 Sorry, sorry 745 00:42:57,953 --> 00:43:00,873 I'm sorry, sorry 746 00:43:00,956 --> 00:43:02,124 Psych, bitch! 747 00:43:03,041 --> 00:43:04,334 By the way 748 00:43:06,837 --> 00:43:09,840 You've been uninvited 749 00:43:10,507 --> 00:43:12,676 'Cause all you say... 750 00:43:13,427 --> 00:43:15,888 Stop! Are all the same things... 751 00:43:15,971 --> 00:43:17,347 Let's go! 752 00:43:17,431 --> 00:43:21,226 Copycat tryna cop my manner 753 00:43:21,310 --> 00:43:24,605 Watch your back When you can't watch mine 754 00:43:25,230 --> 00:43:27,608 I can't do shows anymore. My legs hurt too bad. 755 00:43:27,691 --> 00:43:29,860 -I can't do it. I just can't jump. -Okay. 756 00:43:29,943 --> 00:43:32,279 -It's so, so painful. -Why don't you sit down right now 757 00:43:32,362 --> 00:43:33,655 and have a little massage? 758 00:43:33,739 --> 00:43:37,826 Oh, my God. Like, walking right now is so painful. 759 00:43:49,046 --> 00:43:51,340 There. How to do it. 760 00:43:54,218 --> 00:43:57,221 I'm afraid I'll wake up and I won't have any of this anymore. 761 00:44:01,517 --> 00:44:04,895 Everything I've ever loved, I've had to quit. 762 00:44:10,567 --> 00:44:13,237 I used to dance, like, 12 hours a week. 763 00:44:20,118 --> 00:44:21,537 And then I got injured. 764 00:44:22,579 --> 00:44:25,624 I tore my growth plate in my hip. 765 00:44:25,707 --> 00:44:27,793 The bone separated from the muscle. 766 00:44:29,002 --> 00:44:31,129 It was the most depressing year of my life. 767 00:44:32,172 --> 00:44:34,216 I just laid in bed. I couldn't move. 768 00:44:36,301 --> 00:44:38,053 Since then I have not danced. 769 00:44:46,395 --> 00:44:48,772 -Do you want a hand, Patrick? -Yeah, one second. 770 00:44:52,818 --> 00:44:55,195 My little announcement before we move on. 771 00:44:55,279 --> 00:44:57,281 I have shin splints... 772 00:44:58,031 --> 00:45:00,784 and I threw my neck out. 773 00:45:00,868 --> 00:45:03,078 So-- Listen though, listen. 774 00:45:03,579 --> 00:45:06,290 It hurts really bad to jump, but I'm a dumbass, so I'm gonna jump. 775 00:45:07,416 --> 00:45:10,794 My boy, my boy, my boy 776 00:45:11,795 --> 00:45:15,632 He ain't a man and sure as hell-- 777 00:45:17,676 --> 00:45:22,097 My boy, my boy, my boy 778 00:45:22,181 --> 00:45:26,310 Don't love me like he promised 779 00:45:27,853 --> 00:45:31,565 My boy, my boy, my boy 780 00:45:31,648 --> 00:45:34,234 -Ow! -Doctor's orders. 781 00:45:34,318 --> 00:45:36,820 Every two to three hours, 782 00:45:36,904 --> 00:45:40,157 five to ten minutes of stretching, 15 minutes of icing. 783 00:45:40,532 --> 00:45:41,783 You can do it, Billie. 784 00:45:49,875 --> 00:45:52,127 How do people not miss me? I just wanna know. 785 00:45:53,629 --> 00:45:54,838 They don't miss me? 786 00:45:55,672 --> 00:45:56,757 I would miss me. 787 00:45:58,759 --> 00:46:00,761 "We're gonna miss you so much." 788 00:46:01,303 --> 00:46:03,514 -Sure. -I bet they miss you, Billie. 789 00:46:05,474 --> 00:46:06,475 Nope. 790 00:46:06,558 --> 00:46:08,477 You know, it's painful to miss people. 791 00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:13,190 And so our brains come up with coping strategies for it. 792 00:46:15,734 --> 00:46:17,611 Why can't we just miss people though? 793 00:46:18,445 --> 00:46:21,114 Why do we have to cope? Why can't we just let it happen? 794 00:46:21,198 --> 00:46:23,450 -Because it hurts. It's painful. -So? 795 00:46:23,534 --> 00:46:24,535 Let it hurt. 796 00:46:25,327 --> 00:46:26,870 I want people to hurt because they miss me. 797 00:46:26,954 --> 00:46:30,082 I don't want them to just act like they don't miss me at all, and... 798 00:46:33,085 --> 00:46:37,214 It's already 3:30, and I know you have a lot of people to meet. 799 00:46:37,297 --> 00:46:39,633 -Mom, we're not even there yet. -I know, I'm just reminding you 800 00:46:39,716 --> 00:46:42,010 that you don't have a lot of time to not talk. 801 00:46:42,094 --> 00:46:45,138 Can I just not do anything and just walk around this park alone? 802 00:46:45,222 --> 00:46:46,306 That would be fun. 803 00:46:52,229 --> 00:46:53,605 People are always, like, you know, 804 00:46:53,689 --> 00:46:56,233 "It's so dark. Like, have happy music." 805 00:46:56,316 --> 00:46:58,318 I'm like, "But I'm never feeling happy. 806 00:46:58,402 --> 00:47:00,863 So why would I write about things I don't know about?" 807 00:47:00,946 --> 00:47:04,950 You know, I feel the dark things. I feel them very strongly. 808 00:47:05,033 --> 00:47:06,743 And, you know, why would I... 809 00:47:08,245 --> 00:47:11,164 not talk about them, you know what I'm saying? 810 00:47:11,248 --> 00:47:13,500 Yeah, and your fans seem to notice that. 811 00:47:13,584 --> 00:47:17,671 A couple of days ago, we interviewed a teenage band from around here, 812 00:47:17,754 --> 00:47:21,592 and they said they liked your music, and they said, "If you listen carefully, 813 00:47:21,675 --> 00:47:25,762 you can even listen to her on the brink of crying even." 814 00:47:25,846 --> 00:47:28,223 So you transmit it to the people. 815 00:47:28,307 --> 00:47:30,100 Do you think that that's the reason why 816 00:47:30,184 --> 00:47:34,396 your music is resonating so much with your own generation? 817 00:47:34,479 --> 00:47:37,983 To have a song that is describing exactly how you feel 818 00:47:38,066 --> 00:47:40,819 is just the best feeling in the world. 819 00:47:40,903 --> 00:47:42,821 'Cause it makes you feel comforted. 820 00:47:42,905 --> 00:47:46,533 It makes you feel like there's-- like you're not alone, you know? 821 00:47:46,617 --> 00:47:49,036 In your music, I sense 822 00:47:49,119 --> 00:47:51,788 a kind of idea of a fantasy, 823 00:47:51,872 --> 00:47:55,834 of a built-up world of your own. 824 00:47:56,627 --> 00:48:00,297 You can perceive it, but you cannot describe it. 825 00:48:00,380 --> 00:48:06,970 Do you have any image in your mind of this kind of new world 826 00:48:07,638 --> 00:48:10,891 you want to create with your lyrics, your sounds? 827 00:48:11,391 --> 00:48:14,478 There are things that you can feel and not describe. 828 00:48:15,562 --> 00:48:17,940 And it's not like, "Oh, I don't have words for this." 829 00:48:18,023 --> 00:48:19,691 It's more like, you-- 830 00:48:19,775 --> 00:48:23,862 there's literally no words to describe that feeling. 831 00:48:24,780 --> 00:48:28,784 It's like how we all are drawn to dangerous situations 832 00:48:28,867 --> 00:48:32,287 because they're intriguing and we don't know what's on the other side, 833 00:48:32,371 --> 00:48:34,081 and, like, music is that. 834 00:48:34,873 --> 00:48:37,584 You love it because you love it, and that's it. 835 00:48:37,668 --> 00:48:40,838 You don't really have a reason why you love it, you just do. 836 00:48:43,173 --> 00:48:46,009 You can pretend you don't miss me 837 00:48:47,094 --> 00:48:49,930 You can pretend you don't care 838 00:48:51,306 --> 00:48:54,142 All you wanna do is kiss me 839 00:48:55,018 --> 00:48:57,855 Oh, what a shame, I'm not there 840 00:48:58,856 --> 00:49:01,984 You can pretend you don't miss me 841 00:49:02,985 --> 00:49:06,446 You can pretend you don't care 842 00:49:07,281 --> 00:49:09,908 All you wanna do is kiss me 843 00:49:10,701 --> 00:49:11,869 Oh, what a shame... 844 00:49:11,952 --> 00:49:13,412 I love you! 845 00:49:16,415 --> 00:49:18,500 Everybody knows 846 00:49:19,835 --> 00:49:22,838 You and I are suicide and stolen art 847 00:49:23,213 --> 00:49:24,256 Art 848 00:49:24,756 --> 00:49:27,176 Pretty mama sews 849 00:49:27,676 --> 00:49:31,054 Stitches into All your bitches' broken hearts 850 00:49:31,138 --> 00:49:33,807 You can pretend you don't miss me 851 00:49:35,017 --> 00:49:37,436 You can pretend you don't care 852 00:49:38,937 --> 00:49:42,107 This is the last show on this tour, bro. What the hell? 853 00:49:42,941 --> 00:49:44,318 Oh, my God. 854 00:49:45,068 --> 00:49:49,072 It's the end of an era, man. But my album comes out soon though. 855 00:49:49,156 --> 00:49:52,951 Somebody new is gonna comfort you 856 00:49:53,035 --> 00:49:57,998 Like you want me to Every now and then, it hits me 857 00:49:59,041 --> 00:50:01,835 That I'm the one that got away 858 00:50:03,170 --> 00:50:04,171 But I guess bein' lonely... 859 00:50:04,254 --> 00:50:06,256 Damn, I wanted to see you today. Fuck. 860 00:50:06,340 --> 00:50:08,175 I wanted to see you today too. What? 861 00:50:11,220 --> 00:50:12,554 You're so fine. 862 00:50:14,681 --> 00:50:17,267 I love you. I'm in love with you. 863 00:50:18,185 --> 00:50:19,728 I love you. 864 00:50:20,521 --> 00:50:23,565 -I love you! -I love you. 865 00:50:35,202 --> 00:50:38,747 You have a lot of interesting things going on, 866 00:50:38,830 --> 00:50:41,625 in terms of being hypermobile, having these tics 867 00:50:41,708 --> 00:50:44,419 and having a really challenging physical lifestyle. 868 00:50:44,503 --> 00:50:45,504 Mm-hmm. 869 00:50:45,587 --> 00:50:49,967 It's sort of a sandwich of things 870 00:50:50,050 --> 00:50:53,470 that is just gonna make it even more important for you 871 00:50:53,554 --> 00:50:55,305 to be really good with self-care. 872 00:50:55,389 --> 00:50:58,892 If you don't carve out the space in your life to take care of yourself, 873 00:50:58,976 --> 00:51:00,227 no one else is gonna do it. 874 00:51:00,310 --> 00:51:03,313 They're all just gonna be like, "But, Billie, do this, do that." 875 00:51:03,397 --> 00:51:04,898 It's already like that. 876 00:51:07,192 --> 00:51:09,570 Justin's fanboying over you right now. 877 00:51:09,653 --> 00:51:11,488 Justin Bieber? 878 00:51:11,572 --> 00:51:13,490 He's kinda obsessed with you right now, 879 00:51:13,574 --> 00:51:15,117 really wants to work with you. 880 00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:17,619 I think if you wanted to do a "bad guy" song with him, 881 00:51:17,703 --> 00:51:19,121 a remix, we could do that. 882 00:51:19,204 --> 00:51:22,499 But honestly, it doesn't even matter to me 'cause you don't need it. 883 00:51:22,583 --> 00:51:24,126 I just thought it was funny. 884 00:51:24,209 --> 00:51:25,836 Yeah, but how does Billie 885 00:51:25,919 --> 00:51:28,088 -reply to his DM? -How do I reply if he says, 886 00:51:28,172 --> 00:51:29,923 "I wanna be on your album"? 887 00:51:30,883 --> 00:51:31,967 -Because-- -Just say, "Ha-ha, 888 00:51:32,050 --> 00:51:35,262 my album comes out in three days, but if you wanna jump on 'bad guy'"-- 889 00:51:35,345 --> 00:51:37,639 Or I dunno. What do you feel comfortable saying? 890 00:51:37,723 --> 00:51:40,893 I do not feel comfortable doing-- 891 00:51:40,976 --> 00:51:44,396 saying no in any sort of way at all to him. 892 00:51:44,479 --> 00:51:45,480 There's no way. 893 00:51:45,564 --> 00:51:49,818 He could ask me to kill my dog and I would. I don't even think-- 894 00:51:50,944 --> 00:51:52,738 Well, between you and I, what do you want? 895 00:51:52,821 --> 00:51:54,406 Do you wanna do anything with him? 896 00:51:55,324 --> 00:51:58,243 Yeah! The fuck? Obviously. 897 00:51:58,327 --> 00:52:00,329 Do you wanna do a new song with him and, like... 898 00:52:00,412 --> 00:52:03,457 No, I do not wanna work with him. I do not wanna work with him. 899 00:52:03,540 --> 00:52:04,917 -No, no, no, no. -Would-- 900 00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:08,337 -Do you want him to jump on "bad guy"? -Yes, but a remix though. 901 00:52:08,962 --> 00:52:12,132 I said, "You could literally hop on the song and just say 'poop' 902 00:52:12,216 --> 00:52:13,800 and I'd be happy with it." 903 00:52:16,678 --> 00:52:18,597 Billie Eilish is out with a new album today-- 904 00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:20,682 17-year-old sensation. Her debut album... 905 00:52:20,766 --> 00:52:22,476 ...most talked about teenager in music... 906 00:52:22,559 --> 00:52:24,770 Not only one of the most important releases for March 907 00:52:24,853 --> 00:52:26,313 but maybe of the year. 908 00:52:26,396 --> 00:52:29,816 Her album is called When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? 909 00:52:29,900 --> 00:52:31,318 Billie Eilish. 910 00:52:34,988 --> 00:52:36,865 We put up Australia and New Zealand, 911 00:52:37,407 --> 00:52:39,368 and it sold out in five minutes. 912 00:52:39,451 --> 00:52:41,912 The album is number one in 37 countries right now. 913 00:52:45,123 --> 00:52:48,836 White shirt now red, my bloody nose 914 00:52:48,919 --> 00:52:52,130 Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes 915 00:52:52,214 --> 00:52:55,843 Creepin' around like no one knows 916 00:52:55,926 --> 00:52:58,053 Think you're so criminal 917 00:52:58,136 --> 00:52:59,429 Yeah! 918 00:53:01,557 --> 00:53:05,727 You know, it's so amazing to watch you. To have watched you get to this point. 919 00:53:05,811 --> 00:53:09,857 Billie. NME just reviewed your album. Five out of five stars. 920 00:53:09,940 --> 00:53:12,526 Really? Fire. 921 00:53:16,989 --> 00:53:18,407 Hello! 922 00:53:25,038 --> 00:53:28,917 I like it when you take control 923 00:53:29,001 --> 00:53:31,378 What's up, girl? You look fresh tonight. 924 00:53:31,461 --> 00:53:35,090 You're breaking Spotify records. You're breaking Apple Music records. 925 00:53:35,174 --> 00:53:38,385 Are you ready for the next level of superstardom? 926 00:53:38,468 --> 00:53:39,553 -No. -No? 927 00:53:39,636 --> 00:53:41,889 My album comes out in, like, two seconds, basically. 928 00:53:41,972 --> 00:53:43,473 And... 929 00:53:43,557 --> 00:53:47,186 A whole-- It's out. Yeah! 930 00:53:47,269 --> 00:53:52,774 If she reads all the lyrics She'll pity the men I know 931 00:53:52,858 --> 00:53:56,069 So you're a tough guy Like it really rough guy 932 00:53:56,153 --> 00:53:59,281 Just can't get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy 933 00:54:00,199 --> 00:54:03,368 I'm that bad type Make your mama sad type 934 00:54:03,452 --> 00:54:07,331 Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type 935 00:54:07,414 --> 00:54:10,042 I'm the bad guy 936 00:54:17,841 --> 00:54:19,468 It's a number one album. 937 00:54:19,551 --> 00:54:21,637 And I have a red Tesla in front of the house. 938 00:54:21,720 --> 00:54:22,888 Oh, my gosh. 939 00:54:22,971 --> 00:54:24,723 -I love you. -I love you. 940 00:54:25,265 --> 00:54:27,059 Thanks for making the album with me. 941 00:54:27,142 --> 00:54:29,102 You know that she said today she-- 942 00:54:29,186 --> 00:54:32,314 A year ago, she had a million followers on Instagram. 943 00:54:32,397 --> 00:54:33,398 That's crazy. 944 00:54:33,482 --> 00:54:36,068 -That's a lot in a year. -It is. 945 00:54:36,151 --> 00:54:37,986 -Anyway, it was more-- -Where we at now? 946 00:54:38,070 --> 00:54:39,655 Fif-- almost 16 million. 947 00:54:41,740 --> 00:54:46,703 -I'm better off without them -Without them 948 00:54:46,787 --> 00:54:49,957 They're nothing but unstable 949 00:54:50,040 --> 00:54:51,583 Here's your Spotify. 950 00:54:55,379 --> 00:54:56,839 -Is that million? -Yeah. 951 00:54:56,922 --> 00:54:58,257 Oh, my God. 952 00:54:58,340 --> 00:55:00,384 I thought that was thousand. I was like, lemme see-- 953 00:55:00,467 --> 00:55:01,760 No. 954 00:55:02,761 --> 00:55:05,180 720 million. 955 00:55:05,264 --> 00:55:06,890 That's nuts, dude. 956 00:55:06,974 --> 00:55:08,100 Who you texting, Q? 957 00:55:08,183 --> 00:55:09,184 Uh-huh. 958 00:55:11,270 --> 00:55:12,271 Hi, baby. 959 00:55:16,608 --> 00:55:19,528 There's like 40 brands that have sent me a Coachella outfit. 960 00:55:19,611 --> 00:55:21,947 It's honestly crazy. Where are you right now? 961 00:55:24,199 --> 00:55:25,200 Hungover? 962 00:55:26,368 --> 00:55:27,870 You didn't drive home, right? 963 00:55:28,996 --> 00:55:29,997 You did? 964 00:55:32,875 --> 00:55:33,876 Why? 965 00:55:36,086 --> 00:55:37,588 You said you wouldn't do that. 966 00:55:38,088 --> 00:55:40,132 I'm mad that you did that shit. 967 00:55:42,009 --> 00:55:43,385 At least I told you. 968 00:55:44,178 --> 00:55:47,264 I know. I'm glad you told me, but I don't want you to do that. 969 00:55:49,683 --> 00:55:51,894 You don't take me seriously when I say that. 970 00:55:52,895 --> 00:55:54,771 I just want you safe. 971 00:55:56,481 --> 00:55:57,482 You know that. 972 00:55:59,026 --> 00:56:00,611 I'm seeing you tonight, okay? 973 00:56:01,820 --> 00:56:03,322 Okay. I love you. 974 00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:05,240 Bye, baby. 975 00:56:05,324 --> 00:56:06,325 Bye. 976 00:56:07,034 --> 00:56:10,329 We maybe have a couple more press looks, and then we're done. 977 00:56:13,790 --> 00:56:17,127 I had a dream that Coachella was horrible 978 00:56:17,211 --> 00:56:19,796 and the worst thing ever and it ruined my career. 979 00:56:24,134 --> 00:56:27,471 Lips meet teeth and tongue 980 00:56:29,223 --> 00:56:33,310 My heart skips eight beats at once 981 00:56:33,393 --> 00:56:34,811 During the beginning of "bad guy," 982 00:56:34,895 --> 00:56:37,105 I'll go to the front of the stage and be like, "What's up?" 983 00:56:37,189 --> 00:56:39,191 I'll probably thank the dancers here. 984 00:56:39,274 --> 00:56:41,068 -Yeah. -Once the mic is in, 985 00:56:41,151 --> 00:56:42,736 I want it to be pretty quick. 986 00:56:42,819 --> 00:56:44,988 These bitches can go super fast. 987 00:56:45,072 --> 00:56:46,907 ...watch your car burn 988 00:56:47,449 --> 00:56:50,410 With the fire that you started in me 989 00:56:50,494 --> 00:56:53,664 But you never came back to ask it out 990 00:56:53,747 --> 00:56:57,000 Go ahead and watch my heart burn 991 00:56:57,084 --> 00:56:58,502 The wall screens? 992 00:56:58,585 --> 00:57:01,713 I don't want it to be, you know, a blue song and then there's pink. 993 00:57:01,797 --> 00:57:04,258 First of all, I hate pink. Never use pink ever. 994 00:57:04,883 --> 00:57:07,302 I think that you don't understand 995 00:57:07,386 --> 00:57:11,056 how special it is to focus on you on that song. 996 00:57:11,139 --> 00:57:14,601 You might wanna consider having a different visual than the video. 997 00:57:14,685 --> 00:57:17,604 My favorite thing during a festival show is looking at the crowd 998 00:57:17,688 --> 00:57:18,897 and they're not looking at me. 999 00:57:18,981 --> 00:57:20,065 I love that. 1000 00:57:20,148 --> 00:57:23,026 It makes me feel way less uncomfortable, especially at Coachella. 1001 00:57:23,110 --> 00:57:25,863 It's not as interesting as watching Billie sing the song. 1002 00:57:25,946 --> 00:57:28,240 I'm gonna be, like, thousands of feet from people. 1003 00:57:28,323 --> 00:57:30,242 People are gonna be so far away. 1004 00:57:30,325 --> 00:57:31,535 Especially at this time slot, 1005 00:57:31,618 --> 00:57:34,538 and especially with what's going on in your career right now. 1006 00:57:35,455 --> 00:57:40,210 If I could get to sleep I would have slept by now 1007 00:57:40,294 --> 00:57:42,296 I don't wanna go. 1008 00:57:46,300 --> 00:57:47,885 That shit is too much pressure. 1009 00:57:48,677 --> 00:57:51,930 I don't like pressure. I don't feel pressure most of the time. 1010 00:57:56,935 --> 00:57:58,437 Right now, thousands of people 1011 00:57:58,520 --> 00:58:00,731 are pouring into the desert for the start of Coachella. 1012 00:58:00,814 --> 00:58:03,066 It is one of the world's most popular 1013 00:58:03,150 --> 00:58:04,234 outdoor music festivals. 1014 00:58:04,318 --> 00:58:07,279 Coachella is the world's highest-grossing music festival. 1015 00:58:07,362 --> 00:58:09,740 125,000 concertgoers a day. 1016 00:58:10,365 --> 00:58:11,783 Is Q coming? 1017 00:58:11,867 --> 00:58:15,037 I said, "I'm getting you tickets for this, 1018 00:58:15,120 --> 00:58:17,956 and the deal is that you have to spend time with me. 1019 00:58:18,874 --> 00:58:21,668 You have to see me if I'm gonna let you come for free." 1020 00:58:21,752 --> 00:58:24,338 "Of course." Haven't seen him in two and a half days. 1021 00:58:35,057 --> 00:58:36,850 We're at this Interscope party. 1022 00:58:36,934 --> 00:58:40,395 The one I was saying I was taking you to, but then you didn't come. 1023 00:58:42,940 --> 00:58:44,775 I wanted you to be here, damn it. 1024 00:58:45,400 --> 00:58:47,694 My ass was alone the whole day. It's okay. 1025 00:59:07,589 --> 00:59:09,132 Hey, Q. 1026 00:59:09,216 --> 00:59:10,592 Look at the hair. 1027 00:59:11,176 --> 00:59:12,177 Go ahead. 1028 00:59:15,639 --> 00:59:17,474 Q, okay, ready? Help me. 1029 00:59:17,558 --> 00:59:18,767 So it's either... 1030 00:59:20,644 --> 00:59:22,354 I'm putting my teeth in. 1031 00:59:22,437 --> 00:59:24,648 You know I don't have to wear mine anymore during the day. 1032 00:59:24,731 --> 00:59:26,024 Really? 1033 00:59:26,108 --> 00:59:28,819 That's why you look so goddamn good. 1034 00:59:28,902 --> 00:59:30,904 You should've did your hair with the things again. 1035 00:59:30,988 --> 00:59:32,281 -Should I? I was thinking about it. -Yeah. 1036 00:59:32,364 --> 00:59:33,574 -Could you still do it? -Yeah. 1037 00:59:33,657 --> 00:59:35,325 -You should. It looked bomb. -I haven't done the show yet. 1038 00:59:35,409 --> 00:59:36,702 -I really think you should. -You think? 1039 00:59:39,079 --> 00:59:42,583 Waking up at sundown 1040 00:59:43,125 --> 00:59:45,919 They're late to every party 1041 00:59:47,296 --> 00:59:50,090 -She needs to be changing her clothes. -Nobody's ever sorry 1042 00:59:50,174 --> 00:59:51,175 I'm doing it. 1043 00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:56,263 Too inebriated now to dance 1044 00:59:56,346 --> 00:59:59,892 Morning as they come down 1045 00:59:59,975 --> 01:00:03,520 Their pretty heads are hurting 1046 01:00:04,730 --> 01:00:08,442 -They're awfully bad at learning -Is this rehearsing the lyrics? 1047 01:00:08,525 --> 01:00:11,653 -Yeah. -Make the same mistakes 1048 01:00:11,737 --> 01:00:15,824 Blame circumstance 1049 01:00:15,908 --> 01:00:17,034 I'm 1050 01:00:17,117 --> 01:00:19,995 In their secondhand smoke 1051 01:00:20,078 --> 01:00:21,622 -Change now. -Okay. 1052 01:00:21,705 --> 01:00:23,832 Bro, I wish I could sing like that. Like... 1053 01:00:25,709 --> 01:00:27,044 Why she sing so fire? 1054 01:00:29,463 --> 01:00:31,673 Circumstance 1055 01:00:36,970 --> 01:00:38,555 -I love you. -Love you too. 1056 01:00:39,264 --> 01:00:40,474 -Go. -All right, eat your pizza. 1057 01:00:40,557 --> 01:00:41,725 I gotta warm up. 1058 01:00:43,810 --> 01:00:46,146 Danny wants to bring Katy Perry to say hi to you. 1059 01:00:51,276 --> 01:00:53,153 I'm so good. How are you? 1060 01:00:53,237 --> 01:00:56,990 I gotta confess about my fiancé. 1061 01:00:57,074 --> 01:00:58,492 -I am-- -I'm a huge fan obviously. 1062 01:00:58,575 --> 01:00:59,993 But my fiancé, 1063 01:01:00,077 --> 01:01:01,703 -who doesn't listen to-- -Hello. 1064 01:01:01,787 --> 01:01:03,539 -He listens to a lot of music. -I literally had you-- 1065 01:01:03,622 --> 01:01:06,124 He literally will only play you in the car. 1066 01:01:06,208 --> 01:01:07,209 "Bad guy." 1067 01:01:07,292 --> 01:01:08,377 All the time. 1068 01:01:08,460 --> 01:01:10,671 -I'm such a bad guy -Thank you, bro. 1069 01:01:10,754 --> 01:01:11,922 Treat you like a rough guy 1070 01:01:12,005 --> 01:01:13,006 There it goes. 1071 01:01:13,090 --> 01:01:14,341 -I wanna take a picture. -How are you? 1072 01:01:14,424 --> 01:01:17,553 -I'm doing good. -So proud of you. 1073 01:01:17,636 --> 01:01:18,887 -Congrats. -Thank you. 1074 01:01:18,971 --> 01:01:21,765 -Yeah. -And I love you, and... 1075 01:01:24,476 --> 01:01:28,021 I wanted to say that this is gonna be wild for ten years. 1076 01:01:28,105 --> 01:01:29,398 It's gonna be crazy. 1077 01:01:29,481 --> 01:01:32,526 If you ever wanna talk, 'cause it's a weird ride. 1078 01:01:32,609 --> 01:01:33,610 I know. 1079 01:01:33,694 --> 01:01:35,654 -It's a-- Yes. -I know you know. 1080 01:01:35,737 --> 01:01:37,489 -Good for you. -Yeah. 1081 01:01:37,573 --> 01:01:38,907 -You're amazing. -Amazing. 1082 01:01:38,991 --> 01:01:40,492 -Who was that? -Orlando Bloom? 1083 01:01:40,576 --> 01:01:41,827 -So-- Oh, really? -He played-- 1084 01:01:41,910 --> 01:01:45,289 He played Will Turner in fucking Pirates of the Caribbean. 1085 01:01:45,956 --> 01:01:47,165 -That guy? -That was him. 1086 01:01:47,249 --> 01:01:48,625 -That was him? -Yeah, that's him. 1087 01:01:48,709 --> 01:01:51,420 There's all these TMZ photos of her and him paddleboarding together. 1088 01:01:51,503 --> 01:01:53,463 Wait, those are full-on nudes. 1089 01:01:53,547 --> 01:01:55,257 Let me see. 1090 01:01:55,340 --> 01:01:56,466 -Let me see. -Who is that? 1091 01:01:56,550 --> 01:01:57,926 -Orlando Bloom. -That was him? 1092 01:01:58,010 --> 01:01:59,553 -He's outside still. -Why is it so skinny? 1093 01:01:59,636 --> 01:02:00,470 No way! 1094 01:02:00,554 --> 01:02:01,889 I wouldn't know anything about that. 1095 01:02:01,972 --> 01:02:04,141 Bring him back. I wanna meet him again. 1096 01:02:04,683 --> 01:02:06,143 He kissed me on the cheek. 1097 01:02:06,226 --> 01:02:07,811 That's Orlando Bloom. 1098 01:02:07,895 --> 01:02:11,607 I did not know that was him. I thought that was just some dude Katy Perry met. 1099 01:02:12,232 --> 01:02:14,151 Oh, my God! 1100 01:02:15,194 --> 01:02:16,320 I love you, baby. 1101 01:02:16,403 --> 01:02:18,906 -I love you, Mama. -Have a good time. 1102 01:02:18,989 --> 01:02:21,116 -Enjoy it. -Yeah, have a great time. 1103 01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:22,409 -Just enjoy yourself. -Ready, Brian? 1104 01:02:22,492 --> 01:02:23,827 That's all that matters, okay? 1105 01:02:23,911 --> 01:02:25,579 -You're very brave and amazing. -I love you. 1106 01:02:25,662 --> 01:02:27,456 -I love you so much. -You are very brave. 1107 01:02:27,539 --> 01:02:28,624 I'm not brave. 1108 01:02:29,333 --> 01:02:34,713 Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! 1109 01:02:34,796 --> 01:02:35,797 Dad. 1110 01:02:37,174 --> 01:02:40,219 There isn't room for another human out there. It's unbelievable. 1111 01:02:40,302 --> 01:02:42,346 -Is it going okay out there? -Oh, yeah. Well, yeah. 1112 01:02:42,429 --> 01:02:44,556 Billie, Billie, Billie! Oh, I'm so happy-- Wait. Will you wait? 1113 01:02:44,640 --> 01:02:46,475 I've gotta use the toilet. I don't wanna miss it. 1114 01:02:46,558 --> 01:02:47,643 Dude. 1115 01:02:47,726 --> 01:02:49,895 -You are so-- -This is the universe hugging you. 1116 01:02:49,978 --> 01:02:52,272 I'm giving you so much love and light right now. 1117 01:02:52,356 --> 01:02:54,858 You don't even understand. My nine-year-old self, bro-- 1118 01:02:54,942 --> 01:02:56,193 You're a fucking... 1119 01:02:56,276 --> 01:02:59,696 Oh, no. Oh, my lord! 1120 01:02:59,780 --> 01:03:01,698 -Thank you for everything you do. -Oh, I love you. 1121 01:03:01,782 --> 01:03:03,158 I love you. 1122 01:03:03,242 --> 01:03:04,660 -Okay. -I've been literally climbing mountains 1123 01:03:04,743 --> 01:03:06,370 listening to your music. I love it. 1124 01:03:06,954 --> 01:03:08,288 Now I know. 1125 01:03:12,292 --> 01:03:16,463 Billie! Billie! Billie! 1126 01:03:18,090 --> 01:03:19,508 What is going on? 1127 01:03:21,343 --> 01:03:23,178 Fuck the screen! 1128 01:03:23,262 --> 01:03:29,476 Fuck the screen! Fuck the screen! Fuck the screen! Fuck the screen! 1129 01:03:30,352 --> 01:03:32,729 We're probably gonna have to cut "xanny." But that's it. 1130 01:03:32,813 --> 01:03:35,899 -What? -Probably have to cut "xanny" for time. 1131 01:03:37,025 --> 01:03:39,152 So we're losing "xanny" and something. 1132 01:03:39,236 --> 01:03:41,697 "WHEN I WAS OLDER" probably, right? 1133 01:03:42,948 --> 01:03:45,075 Let's go. Here we go. Bill, Andrew. 1134 01:03:47,494 --> 01:03:49,329 If anything's going wrong, act like it's not. 1135 01:03:49,413 --> 01:03:51,623 Billie! Billie! Billie! 1136 01:03:51,707 --> 01:03:58,255 ...nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one. 1137 01:03:58,338 --> 01:03:59,673 Roll show. 1138 01:04:02,968 --> 01:04:04,595 Look at the screen. 1139 01:04:05,637 --> 01:04:07,097 Bro, what is happening? 1140 01:04:07,181 --> 01:04:09,057 Just remember they're here to see you. 1141 01:04:09,141 --> 01:04:11,393 -What? -Just remember they're here to see you. 1142 01:04:18,275 --> 01:04:21,028 They're not even gonna see me if the screen doesn't work. 1143 01:04:21,111 --> 01:04:23,488 -They're gonna have the lights on. -For fuck's sake. 1144 01:04:47,012 --> 01:04:48,514 Coachella! 1145 01:04:54,770 --> 01:04:56,522 Holy fuck! 1146 01:04:57,105 --> 01:04:59,525 Look at you needing me 1147 01:04:59,608 --> 01:05:00,943 You know I'm just... 1148 01:05:03,153 --> 01:05:04,154 Fuck! 1149 01:05:04,238 --> 01:05:06,406 Begging for our help 1150 01:05:07,157 --> 01:05:09,076 What the fuck are the words though? 1151 01:05:11,995 --> 01:05:14,414 -Poisoning themselves now -Bro. 1152 01:05:14,498 --> 01:05:16,458 Begging for our help 1153 01:05:16,542 --> 01:05:17,543 Wow! 1154 01:05:17,626 --> 01:05:20,045 Hills burn in California 1155 01:05:20,128 --> 01:05:22,631 My turn to ignore ya 1156 01:05:22,714 --> 01:05:26,552 Don't say I didn't warn ya 1157 01:05:27,594 --> 01:05:30,597 All the good girls go to hell 1158 01:05:34,560 --> 01:05:35,936 I wanna end me 1159 01:05:36,019 --> 01:05:38,689 I wanna, I wanna, I wanna 1160 01:05:40,065 --> 01:05:42,276 I wanna, I wanna, I wanna 1161 01:05:42,359 --> 01:05:44,319 What do you want from me? 1162 01:05:44,403 --> 01:05:46,488 Why don't you run from me? 1163 01:05:46,572 --> 01:05:48,407 What are you wondering? 1164 01:05:48,490 --> 01:05:49,491 What do you know? 1165 01:05:50,534 --> 01:05:52,286 Why aren't you scared of me? 1166 01:05:52,369 --> 01:05:54,538 Why do you care for me? 1167 01:05:54,621 --> 01:05:58,208 When we all fall asleep Where do we go? 1168 01:06:03,130 --> 01:06:08,552 Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! 1169 01:06:11,180 --> 01:06:12,681 All right, so for this song... 1170 01:06:14,433 --> 01:06:15,601 I just want... 1171 01:06:16,643 --> 01:06:18,478 us all to be in the moment for this song, 1172 01:06:18,562 --> 01:06:21,982 because I feel like, in life, we tend to do things and then... 1173 01:06:23,233 --> 01:06:26,737 We're always looking forward to the next thing and the next thing after that. 1174 01:06:26,820 --> 01:06:29,156 We're never thinking about what's happening right now. 1175 01:06:29,239 --> 01:06:31,491 And this is happening right now, and this is crazy. 1176 01:06:32,659 --> 01:06:33,911 And, like... 1177 01:06:34,745 --> 01:06:36,413 we-- and I... 1178 01:06:37,456 --> 01:06:41,418 are never gonna be in this moment ever again, no matter what. 1179 01:06:41,502 --> 01:06:43,003 This exact moment right here. 1180 01:06:43,879 --> 01:06:45,714 Never again. Ever. 1181 01:06:45,797 --> 01:06:48,926 This is the only chance we get to be in the moment. 1182 01:06:49,009 --> 01:06:51,136 So why don't we be in the moment, yeah? 1183 01:06:51,220 --> 01:06:52,221 All right, let's do it. 1184 01:07:00,729 --> 01:07:06,860 Don't you know I'm no good for you? 1185 01:07:08,862 --> 01:07:15,619 I've learned to lose You can't afford to 1186 01:07:17,829 --> 01:07:23,752 Tore my shirt to stop you bleeding 1187 01:07:25,963 --> 01:07:31,969 But nothing ever stops you leaving 1188 01:07:35,138 --> 01:07:40,352 Quiet when I'm comin' home And I'm on my own 1189 01:07:42,479 --> 01:07:47,693 I could lie, say I like it like that Like it like that 1190 01:07:49,695 --> 01:07:55,158 I could lie, say I like it like that Like it like that 1191 01:07:59,788 --> 01:08:05,210 Don't you know too much already? 1192 01:08:07,880 --> 01:08:13,886 I'll only hurt you if you let me 1193 01:08:16,930 --> 01:08:22,060 Call me friend but keep me closer 1194 01:08:22,728 --> 01:08:24,854 Call me back. 1195 01:08:24,938 --> 01:08:31,069 And I'll call you When the party's over 1196 01:08:34,156 --> 01:08:40,037 Quiet when I'm comin' home And I'm on my own 1197 01:08:41,371 --> 01:08:44,291 And I could lie Say I like it like that 1198 01:08:44,374 --> 01:08:46,919 Like it like that 1199 01:08:48,504 --> 01:08:51,548 And I could lie Say I like it like that 1200 01:08:51,631 --> 01:08:54,091 Like it like that 1201 01:08:55,426 --> 01:09:00,057 But nothin' is better sometimes 1202 01:09:01,767 --> 01:09:08,607 Once we've both said our goodbyes 1203 01:09:08,689 --> 01:09:13,194 Let's just let it go 1204 01:09:14,529 --> 01:09:19,618 Let me let you go 1205 01:09:23,538 --> 01:09:29,877 Quiet when I'm comin' home And I'm on my own 1206 01:09:32,464 --> 01:09:36,218 I could lie, say I like it like that 1207 01:09:36,301 --> 01:09:39,888 Like it like that 1208 01:09:42,390 --> 01:09:46,435 I could lie, say I like it like that 1209 01:09:46,520 --> 01:09:51,567 Like it like that 1210 01:10:01,159 --> 01:10:02,369 Thank you. 1211 01:10:17,509 --> 01:10:20,262 You know, the screen came back eventually. 1212 01:10:20,345 --> 01:10:22,181 "Bury a friend" was fucking crazy. 1213 01:10:22,264 --> 01:10:23,724 I know. Billie killed it. 1214 01:10:24,683 --> 01:10:26,476 They loved the new stuff. 1215 01:10:30,105 --> 01:10:31,940 At the end of the day, kids were standing there 1216 01:10:32,024 --> 01:10:33,609 to see Billie Eilish, and you're Billie Eilish. 1217 01:10:33,692 --> 01:10:35,277 -Yeah. -And you killed it, you know what I mean? 1218 01:10:35,360 --> 01:10:38,530 You did exactly what, like, everyone wanted. 1219 01:10:39,698 --> 01:10:41,575 You guys, that was amazing. 1220 01:10:41,658 --> 01:10:46,580 -Oh, thank you. -It was. Your performance was spectacular. 1221 01:10:46,663 --> 01:10:48,624 You killed it. You didn't seem nervous at all. 1222 01:10:48,707 --> 01:10:51,043 -No, it was a beautiful-- -I just wasn't happy with it. 1223 01:10:51,126 --> 01:10:53,712 -What? -I was not happy with the way I was. 1224 01:10:53,795 --> 01:10:54,796 You were amazing. 1225 01:10:54,880 --> 01:10:56,924 I was so excited for "all the good girls go to hell," 1226 01:10:57,007 --> 01:10:58,550 and then I bombed the shit out of it. 1227 01:10:59,218 --> 01:11:01,678 It was fine and funny. 1228 01:11:01,762 --> 01:11:03,305 -I love you. Amazing. -You really did great. 1229 01:11:03,388 --> 01:11:05,349 -Billie, you're amazing. -That was fantastic! 1230 01:11:05,432 --> 01:11:08,644 It was amazing. I wish you could feel what we felt. 1231 01:11:08,727 --> 01:11:10,812 People were thrilled. 1232 01:11:10,896 --> 01:11:16,026 People were just like, "A star. She's a superstar. It's amazing." 1233 01:11:16,777 --> 01:11:19,112 People loved it so much. 1234 01:11:19,655 --> 01:11:23,575 And that's what you can do with everything going down around you. 1235 01:11:24,868 --> 01:11:28,247 You forgot some words to a new song. Big deal. 1236 01:11:28,330 --> 01:11:29,331 Who cares? 1237 01:11:37,673 --> 01:11:38,674 Hello. 1238 01:11:39,967 --> 01:11:41,176 Where are you? 1239 01:11:44,972 --> 01:11:46,390 Can you come here? 1240 01:11:51,979 --> 01:11:53,272 Can't you see me? 1241 01:11:59,528 --> 01:12:00,863 What do you mean, "try"? 1242 01:12:04,491 --> 01:12:05,701 Hello? 1243 01:13:16,063 --> 01:13:19,233 I'm just blaming you for the beeping 'cause I like it. 1244 01:14:11,410 --> 01:14:13,328 Good morning, my sweetheart. 1245 01:14:17,916 --> 01:14:19,918 You were amazing last night. 1246 01:14:24,715 --> 01:14:26,258 I love you. 1247 01:14:26,341 --> 01:14:28,218 Ain't no holding back guy 1248 01:14:28,302 --> 01:14:32,055 Come off like I'm mad guy Always got your back guy 1249 01:14:32,139 --> 01:14:35,392 Yeah, I'm the real type Keep you full of thrills type 1250 01:14:35,475 --> 01:14:39,479 Show you what it feels like Got an open invite 1251 01:14:39,563 --> 01:14:41,940 I'm the bad guy 1252 01:14:45,611 --> 01:14:48,322 Billie, that's gotta be pretty amazing for you. 1253 01:14:48,405 --> 01:14:51,783 -That's crazy that's his voice. -Justin Bieber's voice. 1254 01:14:51,867 --> 01:14:53,702 Gold teeth, my neck 1255 01:14:53,785 --> 01:14:55,537 My wrist is froze I got more ice than... 1256 01:14:55,621 --> 01:14:57,581 You're gonna cry? 1257 01:14:57,664 --> 01:14:59,875 Because she's cried over Justin Bieber's songs 1258 01:14:59,958 --> 01:15:01,877 so much over the years, 1259 01:15:01,960 --> 01:15:03,754 -and he's singing their song now. -Yeah. 1260 01:15:03,837 --> 01:15:04,963 He's singing your song. 1261 01:15:05,047 --> 01:15:06,590 I hear he's here this weekend. 1262 01:15:06,673 --> 01:15:07,674 He is. 1263 01:15:10,135 --> 01:15:11,261 Coachella! 1264 01:15:13,180 --> 01:15:14,598 Let me hear you all. 1265 01:15:30,948 --> 01:15:32,115 Oh, there you are. 1266 01:15:35,786 --> 01:15:38,372 Oh! Justin Bieber! 1267 01:15:38,455 --> 01:15:40,541 Justin! Justin! 1268 01:16:39,057 --> 01:16:41,476 I just saw his eyebrow, and I know his face. 1269 01:16:41,560 --> 01:16:43,729 I know everything about him. 1270 01:16:43,812 --> 01:16:46,356 He was born at St. Jude's Hospital 1271 01:16:46,440 --> 01:16:50,235 on March 1st, at 12:56 a.m., on the second floor. 1272 01:16:50,319 --> 01:16:52,779 -Holy fuck. -Enough. 1273 01:16:53,405 --> 01:16:56,283 -Yeah, where were you born? -I have no idea. 1274 01:16:56,366 --> 01:16:59,203 He came over to me and I ran away from him. 1275 01:16:59,286 --> 01:17:01,830 And he just stood there and looked at me... 1276 01:17:01,914 --> 01:17:03,248 I know. You ran away. 1277 01:17:03,332 --> 01:17:05,751 -...with his eyes. -You pivoted away. 1278 01:17:05,834 --> 01:17:07,377 He looked at you with his eyes? 1279 01:17:08,962 --> 01:17:11,924 -His eyes. -His eyes. 1280 01:17:18,680 --> 01:17:20,098 That's so amazing, Billie. 1281 01:17:22,184 --> 01:17:24,895 And I literally cried in his arms 1282 01:17:24,978 --> 01:17:26,605 for, like, five minutes, 1283 01:17:26,688 --> 01:17:28,065 like... 1284 01:17:28,148 --> 01:17:31,276 And every time I would do this, kind of, like, 1285 01:17:31,360 --> 01:17:34,196 like, you could feel it, and he would just squeeze me. 1286 01:17:35,989 --> 01:17:37,157 You know what that's like. 1287 01:17:37,241 --> 01:17:38,992 It happens to you every meet and greet. 1288 01:17:39,076 --> 01:17:40,953 Yeah, you know exactly how you-- 1289 01:17:41,036 --> 01:17:45,374 How... you know, it feels to be him in that situation. 1290 01:17:52,673 --> 01:17:56,927 "It's moments like tonight, where I'm reminded what I mean to people. 1291 01:17:57,010 --> 01:18:00,639 Your love for me touched my heart. You are so special. 1292 01:18:03,809 --> 01:18:07,020 Not for what you can do, but for who you are. 1293 01:18:08,230 --> 01:18:09,690 -Remember that." -Damn. 1294 01:18:09,773 --> 01:18:13,193 "I'm so impressed by your aura and presence. 1295 01:18:18,365 --> 01:18:20,701 You carry a heavy calling. 1296 01:18:20,784 --> 01:18:25,289 You are an idol to so many. I'm excited to watch you flourish. 1297 01:18:25,372 --> 01:18:28,166 You are beyond special. Thank you for tonight. 1298 01:18:29,710 --> 01:18:32,379 It meant just as much to me as it meant to you. 1299 01:18:32,462 --> 01:18:35,382 I also want to let you know that it feels like yesterday"-- 1300 01:18:39,052 --> 01:18:41,638 "It feels like yesterday I was singing"-- 1301 01:18:42,806 --> 01:18:45,976 Oh, "Yesterday I was 15, singing 'One Time,' 1302 01:18:46,059 --> 01:18:48,395 and now I'm 25, and that was ten years ago 1303 01:18:48,478 --> 01:18:50,731 and it flew by like a flash. 1304 01:18:50,814 --> 01:18:54,109 Enjoy every minute of what you are experiencing." 1305 01:18:56,403 --> 01:19:01,533 "Embrace it all, believe, you are great, but not greater than anyone." 1306 01:19:03,452 --> 01:19:05,287 Bill, you gotta be friends with him. 1307 01:19:06,538 --> 01:19:07,748 You have to. 1308 01:19:10,167 --> 01:19:11,376 -Yeah. -Gosh. 1309 01:19:12,920 --> 01:19:14,004 Seriously. 1310 01:19:14,087 --> 01:19:16,882 Let's talk about-- Let's talk about people that value you. 1311 01:19:16,965 --> 01:19:18,800 People that give you value. 1312 01:19:23,180 --> 01:19:26,141 'Cause everything starts From something 1313 01:19:26,225 --> 01:19:29,228 But something would be nothing 1314 01:19:29,311 --> 01:19:35,400 Nothing if your heart didn't dream With me 1315 01:19:35,484 --> 01:19:38,278 'Cause everything starts From something 1316 01:19:38,362 --> 01:19:41,365 But something would be nothing 1317 01:19:41,448 --> 01:19:46,745 Nothing if your heart didn't dream With me 1318 01:19:47,371 --> 01:19:52,334 Where would I be 1319 01:19:52,417 --> 01:19:56,171 If you didn't believe? 1320 01:19:56,255 --> 01:19:58,423 I know you got your wall 1321 01:19:58,507 --> 01:20:02,010 Wrapped all the way around your heart 1322 01:20:02,094 --> 01:20:08,225 Don't have to be scared at all Oh, my love 1323 01:20:08,308 --> 01:20:11,687 But you can't fly unless you let your 1324 01:20:11,770 --> 01:20:15,941 You can't fly Unless you let yourself fall 1325 01:20:16,024 --> 01:20:18,569 I will catch you if you fall 1326 01:20:18,652 --> 01:20:21,613 I will catch you if you fall 1327 01:20:21,697 --> 01:20:26,410 I will catch you if you fall 1328 01:20:26,493 --> 01:20:31,707 But if you spread your wings You can fly away with me 1329 01:20:31,790 --> 01:20:35,043 You can't fly unless you let yourself 1330 01:20:35,127 --> 01:20:38,172 Let yourself fall 1331 01:20:39,089 --> 01:20:42,593 As a little kid, I considered taking her to therapy. 1332 01:20:42,676 --> 01:20:44,845 I mean, there were days, driving-- 1333 01:20:44,928 --> 01:20:48,015 I remember driving her to dance class and just thinking, 1334 01:20:48,098 --> 01:20:50,684 "How are we gonna cope with this? How are we gonna cope?" 1335 01:20:50,767 --> 01:20:53,812 She's lovesick, you know. 1336 01:20:53,896 --> 01:20:57,316 Just like desperately in love with Justin Bieber. 1337 01:20:57,900 --> 01:20:59,776 So, to meet him... 1338 01:20:59,860 --> 01:21:02,905 And we all-- The whole family went to see Believe. 1339 01:21:02,988 --> 01:21:05,741 I think we went on Christmas Day to see it, 1340 01:21:05,824 --> 01:21:07,534 or Never Say Never, one of them. 1341 01:21:07,618 --> 01:21:11,038 Whole family went, then we-- whole family saw the next one. 1342 01:21:11,121 --> 01:21:14,625 I mean, and we all thought he was amazing, like, we never were-- 1343 01:21:15,334 --> 01:21:18,712 We were never in the... the "hater" camp, 1344 01:21:18,795 --> 01:21:21,673 of which sadly for every person in the world, there is... 1345 01:21:21,757 --> 01:21:23,967 anyone who's talented or amazing. 1346 01:21:24,051 --> 01:21:25,677 But we were never that, we're always like, 1347 01:21:25,761 --> 01:21:28,347 "Wow, this kid's amazing, he's so talented. 1348 01:21:29,097 --> 01:21:30,766 He works so hard." 1349 01:21:30,849 --> 01:21:33,435 So, you know... 1350 01:21:34,853 --> 01:21:37,314 She couldn't process it. You could just see her standing there. 1351 01:21:37,397 --> 01:21:39,942 She couldn't-- She couldn't take it in. 1352 01:21:40,025 --> 01:21:43,278 I mean, she sobbed in his arms, you know? 1353 01:21:43,362 --> 01:21:45,614 She was crying, and he was so sweet to her, 1354 01:21:45,697 --> 01:21:47,157 and it meant so much to her. 1355 01:21:47,241 --> 01:21:49,868 And it seems to have meant a lot to him, which is-- 1356 01:21:50,410 --> 01:21:52,371 I don't know, I felt so-- You know, you feel-- 1357 01:21:52,454 --> 01:21:57,417 Your heart kinda breaks for him, because he's 25 years old, 1358 01:21:57,501 --> 01:22:00,921 that is so young you can't even process how young that is. 1359 01:22:01,505 --> 01:22:03,382 And he's just been through so much, 1360 01:22:03,465 --> 01:22:06,468 and he's screwed up a lot and he came back, and-- 1361 01:22:07,094 --> 01:22:11,181 screwed up and he's found this girl that he loves and-- 1362 01:22:12,015 --> 01:22:15,018 He's really sad, you know. 1363 01:22:17,396 --> 01:22:21,108 I honestly don't know how any artist of any age 1364 01:22:21,191 --> 01:22:27,865 with this kind of trajectory is doing it without a parent, you know? 1365 01:22:27,948 --> 01:22:31,451 Like, someone who loves you more than life itself 1366 01:22:31,535 --> 01:22:34,204 and would do anything for you, like how-- 1367 01:22:34,288 --> 01:22:37,082 And there's nobody-- You can't pay someone to do that, you know? 1368 01:22:37,165 --> 01:22:39,835 I mean-- And-- And we come as close as we can. 1369 01:22:39,918 --> 01:22:42,880 I think that the people on her team do love her that way, 1370 01:22:42,963 --> 01:22:45,215 and they would do anything for her, but-- 1371 01:22:45,799 --> 01:22:47,426 You know. Like I say, they can't-- 1372 01:22:47,509 --> 01:22:49,052 They can't see her in the middle of the night. 1373 01:22:49,136 --> 01:22:50,387 They can't see her in the morning. 1374 01:22:50,470 --> 01:22:52,472 Can't see how she's coping or feeling. 1375 01:22:57,144 --> 01:23:00,314 When you think of your mental health journey, 1376 01:23:00,397 --> 01:23:01,607 what comes to mind? 1377 01:23:04,902 --> 01:23:07,404 Being really bad at taking care of my mental health. 1378 01:23:08,780 --> 01:23:11,325 I'm a person who wants to make things better 1379 01:23:11,408 --> 01:23:13,035 for other people and make-- 1380 01:23:14,244 --> 01:23:17,539 You know, do the right thing no matter what it's doing to me. 1381 01:23:18,290 --> 01:23:20,584 And-- Or whether it is the right thing at all. 1382 01:23:23,587 --> 01:23:25,923 The right thing should be what's right for you. 1383 01:23:30,302 --> 01:23:32,763 Q is at the emergency room. 1384 01:23:32,846 --> 01:23:34,223 Why? 1385 01:23:34,306 --> 01:23:36,642 'Cause he broke his hand, 'cause he punched a wall. 1386 01:23:36,725 --> 01:23:37,935 Jesus Christ. 1387 01:23:38,685 --> 01:23:41,230 And I'm trying to get him to go to therapy. 1388 01:23:41,897 --> 01:23:43,565 He's so self-destructive. 1389 01:23:43,649 --> 01:23:45,234 That's really scary. I'm sorry. 1390 01:23:48,153 --> 01:23:50,822 All right, so we're fitting for tour, 1391 01:23:50,906 --> 01:23:54,201 and then we have this ASCAP thing on Thursday, 1392 01:23:54,284 --> 01:23:55,786 which is like a red carpet. 1393 01:23:57,496 --> 01:23:58,956 And then I think that's kinda it. 1394 01:23:59,039 --> 01:24:00,707 It's just a lot of looks for tour. 1395 01:24:03,293 --> 01:24:04,294 Hard. 1396 01:24:20,269 --> 01:24:22,020 How do you wipe yourself with these? 1397 01:24:22,563 --> 01:24:23,730 Just like you. 1398 01:24:25,691 --> 01:24:27,067 When she gets... 1399 01:24:47,671 --> 01:24:50,132 I'm worried. 'Cause he's talking to her a long time, 1400 01:24:50,215 --> 01:24:52,593 like he's explaining something to do better. 1401 01:24:58,056 --> 01:24:59,141 Did you pass? 1402 01:24:59,224 --> 01:25:00,517 Yes. 1403 01:25:01,268 --> 01:25:02,561 How was it? 1404 01:25:02,644 --> 01:25:04,897 It was fine. It was so easy. 1405 01:25:05,564 --> 01:25:07,441 Can you have passengers now? 1406 01:25:07,524 --> 01:25:09,818 -No, only when I'm 18. -Eighteen? 1407 01:25:09,902 --> 01:25:12,196 But I can be alone though. That's what's important. 1408 01:25:12,279 --> 01:25:14,865 Yeah, because there's so many places you can go alone. 1409 01:25:14,948 --> 01:25:17,117 I can go to my people's houses. 1410 01:25:17,201 --> 01:25:20,537 Which, by the way, I'm going to. Today. 1411 01:25:21,288 --> 01:25:22,289 Doing what? 1412 01:25:22,372 --> 01:25:25,751 I wanna go see Q and his broken hand. 1413 01:25:25,834 --> 01:25:28,795 I heard he broke his hand 'cause he was angry and he punched the wall. 1414 01:25:29,421 --> 01:25:30,422 Yeah. 1415 01:25:32,341 --> 01:25:34,468 You don't want him getting angry at you. 1416 01:25:34,551 --> 01:25:36,762 No, he never does it to anyone. 1417 01:25:36,845 --> 01:25:39,848 It's only a... other thing. 1418 01:25:45,812 --> 01:25:48,315 So you know that when you're alone in the car 1419 01:25:48,398 --> 01:25:50,943 and nobody's there to say anything to you, 1420 01:25:51,026 --> 01:25:53,445 the rules of law still apply. 1421 01:25:53,529 --> 01:25:57,491 It's not now you get to speed and do all kind of stupid shit. 1422 01:25:57,574 --> 01:25:58,659 Yeah. 1423 01:25:59,743 --> 01:26:02,079 So, you've been, you know-- 1424 01:26:02,162 --> 01:26:04,122 You've learned to drive, and you've been coached 1425 01:26:04,206 --> 01:26:06,667 and helped and tested... 1426 01:26:08,085 --> 01:26:13,966 in order to be sure that you're going to be a sober, sensible driver. 1427 01:26:14,883 --> 01:26:17,469 So, slow down. Try to figure it out. 1428 01:26:17,553 --> 01:26:20,681 If you make a wrong turn, go around, come back, and make the right turn. 1429 01:26:20,764 --> 01:26:26,103 Don't swerve across the freeway and suddenly stop in the median, right? 1430 01:26:26,186 --> 01:26:27,980 All the things we've been talking about all this time. 1431 01:26:28,063 --> 01:26:28,897 Yeah. 1432 01:26:28,981 --> 01:26:31,233 But now that you're navigating on your own... 1433 01:26:32,276 --> 01:26:36,196 you'll have a heightened sense of, I believe, anxiety, 1434 01:26:36,780 --> 01:26:39,825 so always just err on the side of being safe. 1435 01:26:39,908 --> 01:26:41,201 "Whoops... 1436 01:26:42,119 --> 01:26:44,204 I went down the wrong entrance ramp, 1437 01:26:44,288 --> 01:26:47,082 so I gotta go down another mile and turn around." 1438 01:26:47,165 --> 01:26:48,584 Okay. 1439 01:26:49,543 --> 01:26:51,795 -I love you. -Love you. 1440 01:27:01,555 --> 01:27:02,723 I go. 1441 01:27:05,350 --> 01:27:06,393 So long. 1442 01:27:12,232 --> 01:27:14,651 All these things aren't sudden, for the most part, you know? 1443 01:27:14,735 --> 01:27:16,612 Her childhood went somewhere a while ago. 1444 01:27:18,322 --> 01:27:20,949 Well, there's not much to it, but it is-- It's profound. 1445 01:27:21,033 --> 01:27:25,537 And I think for her, you know, it's, you know, the future. 1446 01:27:26,455 --> 01:27:28,540 Everybody feels that way when you get a license. 1447 01:27:28,624 --> 01:27:32,211 You're off to see what your life turns into. 1448 01:27:34,588 --> 01:27:37,216 So... yeah. 1449 01:27:37,758 --> 01:27:40,385 You know, and then we just live in denial, as always. 1450 01:27:43,013 --> 01:27:44,973 'Cause you can't think about it too hard... 1451 01:27:46,141 --> 01:27:48,477 or you won't let her do anything, you know? 1452 01:27:53,774 --> 01:27:58,278 I mean, I was-- I had a drink of something and I completely choked on it, like water. 1453 01:27:58,362 --> 01:27:59,446 I had some yesterday. 1454 01:27:59,530 --> 01:28:01,615 It came out my nose and my eyes teared up, 1455 01:28:01,698 --> 01:28:05,035 and I was like, it's remarkable that we stay alive, at all. 1456 01:28:05,118 --> 01:28:07,120 Yeah, we're this delicate system. 1457 01:28:08,372 --> 01:28:10,457 And, you know, it's remarkable that we... 1458 01:28:12,334 --> 01:28:13,627 You have to have faith, 1459 01:28:13,710 --> 01:28:16,547 you have to do your best, and live your best life and... 1460 01:28:18,632 --> 01:28:20,467 and then you have to live in denial. 1461 01:28:22,636 --> 01:28:24,388 'Cause what else? 1462 01:28:28,642 --> 01:28:30,727 Alternative is you can't do anything. 1463 01:28:30,811 --> 01:28:32,312 Can't have a boyfriend, you can't have a car, 1464 01:28:32,396 --> 01:28:33,605 you can't go anywhere. 1465 01:28:33,689 --> 01:28:34,898 It's unacceptable. 1466 01:28:36,525 --> 01:28:37,734 We all did it. 1467 01:28:44,575 --> 01:28:45,576 Anyway. 1468 01:28:47,744 --> 01:28:50,122 -Where's Billie? -She done gone. 1469 01:28:50,205 --> 01:28:51,582 -She did? -Yeah. 1470 01:28:51,665 --> 01:28:52,875 Just to drive around? 1471 01:28:53,542 --> 01:28:54,918 No, she's gone gone. 1472 01:28:55,002 --> 01:28:58,714 Oh. I thought she was gonna come talk to me first. 1473 01:28:58,797 --> 01:29:00,090 You were on the phone. 1474 01:29:00,174 --> 01:29:02,676 I told her she could come say something though. 1475 01:29:02,759 --> 01:29:04,386 I said she can come talk to me. 1476 01:29:05,012 --> 01:29:06,805 Well, that makes me sad. 1477 01:29:06,889 --> 01:29:08,015 Well, I'm sorry. 1478 01:29:08,640 --> 01:29:10,726 You were in an important phone call. 1479 01:29:10,809 --> 01:29:13,645 No, but I literally said she can come talk to me. 1480 01:29:15,022 --> 01:29:17,357 Okay. Well, I can't call her. 1481 01:29:17,441 --> 01:29:18,775 She's driving a car. 1482 01:29:20,152 --> 01:29:22,905 Did she go to the... guy's house? 1483 01:29:22,988 --> 01:29:26,116 -She's going to the studio. -Which is where? 1484 01:29:26,200 --> 01:29:27,701 West Hollywood, like, near-- 1485 01:29:27,784 --> 01:29:29,620 She's going to West Hollywood? 1486 01:29:29,703 --> 01:29:30,829 Yes. 1487 01:29:33,498 --> 01:29:35,459 She said he lived in North Hollywood. 1488 01:29:35,959 --> 01:29:37,586 We've never known where he lives. 1489 01:29:38,378 --> 01:29:40,422 I wanted her to put the thing on 1490 01:29:40,506 --> 01:29:42,966 where you can follow someone's phone, you know? 1491 01:29:43,050 --> 01:29:47,346 You can find where they are, just for safety purposes, you know? 1492 01:29:47,429 --> 01:29:49,932 'Cause I don't think she has that on her phone and Finneas did, 1493 01:29:50,015 --> 01:29:52,684 so you could always be like, "Oh, this is where she is," you know? 1494 01:29:52,768 --> 01:29:54,186 Find Your Friends app? 1495 01:29:54,269 --> 01:29:55,479 Yeah, probably. 1496 01:29:57,272 --> 01:29:58,857 All right. I thought she did. 1497 01:30:03,487 --> 01:30:05,697 On my last tour, when I had shin splints and a sprained ankle 1498 01:30:05,781 --> 01:30:08,075 and I threw out my neck and everything, like... 1499 01:30:08,617 --> 01:30:12,579 there was a moment where I was in so much pain, 1500 01:30:12,663 --> 01:30:16,458 that it was the first time I've ever thought that I had to cancel a show. 1501 01:30:16,542 --> 01:30:19,962 Not because, "Oh, I'm in too much pain," it was more, like, 1502 01:30:20,045 --> 01:30:22,089 "I can't do the show I want to. 1503 01:30:22,172 --> 01:30:24,758 I can't give you the show that I wanna give you." 1504 01:30:24,842 --> 01:30:27,678 And it's like, my favorite part about all this is the shows. 1505 01:30:27,761 --> 01:30:31,932 You say these shows are, like, everything, but you posted before the Europe trip, 1506 01:30:32,015 --> 01:30:33,976 like, "I don't wanna go," or "Take me home," 1507 01:30:34,059 --> 01:30:35,894 -whatever, on Instagram. -True. 1508 01:30:35,978 --> 01:30:38,021 So, is it... What is it? 1509 01:30:38,105 --> 01:30:40,899 Do you love it, do you hate it? Is it a combination of both? 1510 01:30:40,983 --> 01:30:45,529 It is really difficult to leave the people that you love. 1511 01:30:47,614 --> 01:30:53,120 Leaving the people that need me is so hard to do. 1512 01:30:59,126 --> 01:31:00,127 Hi, Billie! 1513 01:31:00,210 --> 01:31:01,795 -Hello... -Oh, my God. I love you. 1514 01:31:01,879 --> 01:31:04,298 -Billie, can I have a photo? -Yes. Go for it. 1515 01:31:05,465 --> 01:31:08,135 -I'm gonna cry. -Billie. 1516 01:31:08,218 --> 01:31:10,512 Wait, are you getting a photo with her? Oh, my God. 1517 01:31:10,596 --> 01:31:12,181 Thank you so much. I love you so much. 1518 01:31:14,766 --> 01:31:16,602 Oh, shit! 1519 01:31:18,020 --> 01:31:20,772 I love you! I love you! 1520 01:31:22,191 --> 01:31:24,526 You better hurry 1521 01:31:25,986 --> 01:31:29,823 'Cause I'm leavin' soon 1522 01:31:32,826 --> 01:31:38,749 Sorry can't save me now 1523 01:31:42,461 --> 01:31:47,633 Sorry I don't know how 1524 01:31:51,970 --> 01:31:58,810 Sorry there's no way out 1525 01:32:00,521 --> 01:32:02,856 But down 1526 01:32:05,234 --> 01:32:07,653 Mmm, down 1527 01:32:11,031 --> 01:32:17,996 Call my friends And tell them that I love them 1528 01:32:19,748 --> 01:32:23,335 And I'll miss them 1529 01:32:24,169 --> 01:32:26,880 But I'm not sorry 1530 01:32:30,425 --> 01:32:37,015 Call my friends And tell them that I love them 1531 01:32:39,226 --> 01:32:41,645 And I'll miss them 1532 01:32:44,940 --> 01:32:46,066 Sorry 1533 01:32:57,870 --> 01:32:59,288 I've always been that kind of person 1534 01:32:59,371 --> 01:33:01,832 that needs to be around friends. 1535 01:33:01,915 --> 01:33:04,084 That's probably been the hardest thing in touring. 1536 01:33:04,168 --> 01:33:06,336 It's just not being able to be around friends, so, like, 1537 01:33:07,671 --> 01:33:10,757 with this tour, I was able to bring a friend out. 1538 01:33:14,094 --> 01:33:17,347 It doesn't make me happy to be lonely all the time, 1539 01:33:17,431 --> 01:33:19,266 so I'm working on it. 1540 01:33:49,129 --> 01:33:51,340 Billie Eilish. We promised you we'd get her on. 1541 01:33:51,423 --> 01:33:53,133 -Good morning, Billie. -Hey, Billie. 1542 01:33:53,217 --> 01:33:54,968 Good morning. How ya doin'? 1543 01:33:55,052 --> 01:33:56,762 We went to Coachella, me and the girlfriend. 1544 01:33:56,845 --> 01:33:59,014 The girlfriend freaked at your performance. 1545 01:33:59,097 --> 01:34:00,432 Everyone loves you. 1546 01:34:00,516 --> 01:34:03,977 You're 17 years old, and you're owning the world. 1547 01:34:04,061 --> 01:34:06,271 That must be mental, right? 1548 01:34:06,355 --> 01:34:07,439 It's crazy, dude. 1549 01:34:18,075 --> 01:34:19,368 -UNO. -No UNO! 1550 01:34:19,451 --> 01:34:22,538 This has been, like, the first tour that's actually been fun. 1551 01:34:22,621 --> 01:34:25,040 And I don't mean the shows, 'cause the shows are always fun, 1552 01:34:25,123 --> 01:34:28,418 but I just feel, like, this tour... It's just been good. 1553 01:34:29,253 --> 01:34:30,963 Sitting all alone 1554 01:34:31,463 --> 01:34:33,632 Mouth full of gum 1555 01:34:33,715 --> 01:34:35,551 In the driveway 1556 01:34:38,720 --> 01:34:40,848 My friends aren't far 1557 01:34:40,931 --> 01:34:43,141 In the back of my car 1558 01:34:43,225 --> 01:34:45,018 Lay their bodies 1559 01:34:47,646 --> 01:34:51,567 Where's my mind? 1560 01:34:52,693 --> 01:34:56,363 Where's my mind? 1561 01:34:57,823 --> 01:34:59,700 They'll be here pretty soon 1562 01:35:00,325 --> 01:35:01,827 Looking through my room 1563 01:35:02,327 --> 01:35:04,204 For the money 1564 01:35:07,624 --> 01:35:09,960 I'm biting my nails 1565 01:35:10,043 --> 01:35:12,045 I'm too young to go to jail 1566 01:35:12,129 --> 01:35:14,006 It's kinda funny 1567 01:35:16,758 --> 01:35:20,095 Where's my mind? 1568 01:35:21,388 --> 01:35:25,017 Where's my mind? 1569 01:35:26,143 --> 01:35:29,771 Where's my mind? 1570 01:35:29,855 --> 01:35:32,649 Where's my mind? 1571 01:35:32,733 --> 01:35:33,734 Let's go! 1572 01:35:35,194 --> 01:35:37,738 Maybe it's in the gutter 1573 01:35:37,821 --> 01:35:40,032 Where I left my lover 1574 01:35:40,115 --> 01:35:42,159 What an expensive fake 1575 01:35:44,453 --> 01:35:47,080 My V is for Vendetta 1576 01:35:47,164 --> 01:35:49,166 Thought that I'd feel better 1577 01:35:49,249 --> 01:35:51,919 But now I got a bellyache 1578 01:35:59,009 --> 01:36:00,636 -Hello? -Where are you? 1579 01:36:01,803 --> 01:36:04,139 I'm driving right now. 1580 01:36:07,726 --> 01:36:10,604 -Yes. Yeah! -I miss you. 1581 01:36:12,689 --> 01:36:13,857 -I miss you. -Hello? 1582 01:36:13,941 --> 01:36:16,276 I miss you. I miss you. 1583 01:36:17,402 --> 01:36:18,820 I will see... 1584 01:36:18,904 --> 01:36:21,156 Let me call you when I'm done driving, baby. 1585 01:36:21,240 --> 01:36:22,824 -I love you, baby. -All right, babe. 1586 01:36:22,908 --> 01:36:24,117 Call me later, please. 1587 01:36:25,702 --> 01:36:26,912 Please? 1588 01:36:28,205 --> 01:36:29,414 Sev. 1589 01:36:30,958 --> 01:36:32,167 Fuck. 1590 01:37:03,991 --> 01:37:06,159 It's a hard time for teenagers, I think. 1591 01:37:06,743 --> 01:37:08,912 I think people give teenagers a really rough time, 1592 01:37:08,996 --> 01:37:10,247 'cause they're like... 1593 01:37:10,956 --> 01:37:12,958 "Oh, they're privileged, and why are they-- 1594 01:37:13,041 --> 01:37:16,420 They have it so easy," and, "Why are-- They're fake-depressed." 1595 01:37:16,503 --> 01:37:19,464 And it's, like, no, there's a lot to be depressed about right now. 1596 01:37:19,548 --> 01:37:21,884 If you're a teenager, you're dealing with parents 1597 01:37:21,967 --> 01:37:25,179 probably who lived through the recession, like us, 1598 01:37:25,262 --> 01:37:27,973 who've been scared that they're gonna lose their homes, 1599 01:37:28,056 --> 01:37:30,767 or, you know, have financial hardship. 1600 01:37:30,851 --> 01:37:35,689 You lose-- Living in a culture with an opioid epidemic and a drug epidemic. 1601 01:37:35,772 --> 01:37:39,234 You're facing, possibly, the destruction of the planet. 1602 01:37:40,569 --> 01:37:44,656 You're in a political climate that is terrifying... 1603 01:37:44,740 --> 01:37:48,076 racist climate, hateful... 1604 01:37:48,160 --> 01:37:51,163 You know, it is a horrible time to be a teenager, 1605 01:37:51,246 --> 01:37:54,958 and people are like, "Oh, you know, Billie Eilish's music is depressing." 1606 01:37:55,042 --> 01:37:56,668 It's, like, no, kids are depressed. 1607 01:37:57,586 --> 01:37:58,837 It's a scary time. 1608 01:38:00,714 --> 01:38:06,011 When I'm away from you 1609 01:38:06,094 --> 01:38:10,641 I'm happier than ever 1610 01:38:11,517 --> 01:38:16,480 Don't you think it's ever... 1611 01:38:21,318 --> 01:38:22,945 Hard. 1612 01:38:23,028 --> 01:38:25,697 How about the whole song is just more, like... 1613 01:38:26,990 --> 01:38:29,117 nothing even specific that they did. 1614 01:38:29,201 --> 01:38:31,119 You're just not happy being with them. 1615 01:38:31,912 --> 01:38:33,622 -I love that. -You can't even explain it. 1616 01:38:33,705 --> 01:38:36,667 Like, say, like, "I can't-- I can't explain it." 1617 01:38:37,918 --> 01:38:42,965 When I'm away from you 1618 01:38:43,048 --> 01:38:46,927 -I'm happier than ever -Than ever 1619 01:38:47,636 --> 01:38:53,517 Wish I could explain it better 1620 01:38:53,600 --> 01:38:59,147 Wish it wasn't true 1621 01:39:01,733 --> 01:39:03,360 Okay, okay, I think I'm good. 1622 01:39:08,031 --> 01:39:09,199 Are you recording it? 1623 01:39:17,249 --> 01:39:22,713 When I'm away from you 1624 01:39:22,796 --> 01:39:26,550 I'm happier than ever 1625 01:39:26,633 --> 01:39:28,135 I just wasn't happy. 1626 01:39:29,178 --> 01:39:31,096 And I didn't want the same things he wanted, 1627 01:39:31,180 --> 01:39:33,265 and I don't think that's fair for him. 1628 01:39:34,391 --> 01:39:36,685 I don't think you should be in a relationship, 1629 01:39:36,768 --> 01:39:39,980 super excited about certain things the other person couldn't care less about. 1630 01:39:40,063 --> 01:39:41,523 I don't think that's fair to you. 1631 01:39:41,607 --> 01:39:43,859 So I don't think that was-- I didn't think that was fair to him. 1632 01:39:44,985 --> 01:39:46,945 And there was just a lack of... 1633 01:39:49,281 --> 01:39:50,490 effort, I think? 1634 01:39:51,450 --> 01:39:52,743 I literally was just like, 1635 01:39:52,826 --> 01:39:55,579 "Dude, you don't even have enough love to love yourself. 1636 01:39:55,662 --> 01:39:57,247 You can't love me, dude." 1637 01:39:57,331 --> 01:40:01,793 Like... And you don't. Like, you think you do. 1638 01:40:04,421 --> 01:40:06,965 I do love him, though, which is what made it harder. 1639 01:40:07,049 --> 01:40:09,635 'Cause I'm not over him. I didn't find someone else. 1640 01:40:09,718 --> 01:40:11,762 I didn't, like, stop having love for him. 1641 01:40:11,845 --> 01:40:14,473 I just, like, spent time away from him for a little bit, 1642 01:40:14,556 --> 01:40:18,894 and I was like, "Wow, I'm missing so much, because I'm, 1643 01:40:18,977 --> 01:40:22,564 like, I-- I'm worried about you all the time, 1644 01:40:22,648 --> 01:40:24,691 and I don't want what you want, 1645 01:40:24,775 --> 01:40:26,985 and, like, you don't want what I want." And... 1646 01:40:28,862 --> 01:40:31,365 I'm not-- I don't need to-- 1647 01:40:31,448 --> 01:40:33,200 I don't wanna... fix him. 1648 01:40:33,784 --> 01:40:35,577 I can't fix him. I've tried. 1649 01:40:37,621 --> 01:40:39,623 I can't do it anymore, like, I don't wanna do it. 1650 01:40:39,706 --> 01:40:41,917 I'm just not happy. 1651 01:40:44,628 --> 01:40:47,381 He's gone, he's gone 1652 01:40:47,464 --> 01:40:48,549 He's gone 1653 01:40:48,632 --> 01:40:51,552 You're better off I'm glad that he's gone 1654 01:40:51,635 --> 01:40:54,805 You and me under each other's wing 1655 01:40:54,888 --> 01:40:57,140 -That part. -But he spoiled everything 1656 01:40:57,224 --> 01:40:59,935 Bitch, I love you He never loved you 1657 01:41:00,018 --> 01:41:02,771 He never loved you, my baby 1658 01:41:02,855 --> 01:41:05,148 Never no tears for that sucker 1659 01:41:07,943 --> 01:41:10,487 New York, how ya doin' tonight? 1660 01:41:14,867 --> 01:41:16,535 Do y'all feel good? 1661 01:41:18,370 --> 01:41:20,330 Good, because... 1662 01:41:21,582 --> 01:41:24,668 "Baby, I don't feel so good" 1663 01:41:24,751 --> 01:41:28,922 Six words you never understood 1664 01:41:29,756 --> 01:41:35,304 "I'll never let you go" Five words you'll never say 1665 01:41:37,848 --> 01:41:44,688 I laugh along like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long 1666 01:41:45,981 --> 01:41:51,528 If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away 1667 01:41:54,823 --> 01:41:59,828 I just wanna make you feel okay 1668 01:42:02,456 --> 01:42:08,212 But all you do is look the other way 1669 01:42:11,048 --> 01:42:16,678 I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay 1670 01:42:19,181 --> 01:42:24,061 I just kinda wish you were gay 1671 01:42:26,605 --> 01:42:30,025 Is there a reason we're not through? 1672 01:42:30,734 --> 01:42:33,820 Is there a 12-step just for you? 1673 01:42:34,821 --> 01:42:39,993 Our conversation's all in blue 11 "heys" 1674 01:42:40,077 --> 01:42:41,870 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 1675 01:42:41,954 --> 01:42:46,124 Ten fingers tearin' out my hair 1676 01:42:46,208 --> 01:42:49,837 Nine times you never made it there 1677 01:42:51,129 --> 01:42:56,260 I ate alone at 7:00 You were six minutes away 1678 01:42:59,847 --> 01:43:04,476 How am I supposed to Make you feel okay 1679 01:43:07,396 --> 01:43:13,235 When all you do is walk the other way? 1680 01:43:16,238 --> 01:43:21,326 I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay 1681 01:43:24,329 --> 01:43:28,333 I just kinda wish you were gay 1682 01:43:36,425 --> 01:43:39,428 Maybe won't you take it back 1683 01:43:39,511 --> 01:43:42,848 Say you were trying to make me laugh 1684 01:43:42,931 --> 01:43:46,268 And nothing has to change today 1685 01:43:46,351 --> 01:43:52,482 You didn't mean to say I love you 1686 01:43:55,944 --> 01:44:01,283 I love you 1687 01:44:02,284 --> 01:44:07,873 And I don't want to 1688 01:44:17,674 --> 01:44:20,928 Up all night 1689 01:44:23,555 --> 01:44:27,809 On another red-eye 1690 01:44:30,145 --> 01:44:35,776 I wish we never learned to fly 1691 01:44:43,951 --> 01:44:48,789 Maybe we should just try 1692 01:44:50,874 --> 01:44:55,629 To tell ourselves a good lie 1693 01:44:58,006 --> 01:45:03,387 I didn't mean to make you cry 1694 01:45:13,605 --> 01:45:16,650 Maybe won't you take it back 1695 01:45:16,733 --> 01:45:20,320 Say you were trying to make me laugh 1696 01:45:20,404 --> 01:45:23,699 And nothing has to change today 1697 01:45:23,782 --> 01:45:29,288 You didn't mean to say I love you 1698 01:45:33,292 --> 01:45:37,921 I love you 1699 01:45:39,756 --> 01:45:44,303 And I don't want to 1700 01:45:55,189 --> 01:45:58,400 The smile that you gave me 1701 01:45:58,483 --> 01:46:03,447 Even when you felt like dyin' 1702 01:46:09,369 --> 01:46:12,331 We fall apart as it gets dark 1703 01:46:12,414 --> 01:46:15,918 I'm in your arms in Central Park 1704 01:46:20,255 --> 01:46:25,135 I can't escape the way I love you 1705 01:46:28,138 --> 01:46:33,143 And I don't want to 1706 01:46:35,395 --> 01:46:40,192 But I love you 1707 01:47:20,482 --> 01:47:23,443 -Thank you so much for performing. -You were beautiful up there. 1708 01:47:23,527 --> 01:47:25,863 Really amazing. Really fantastic. 1709 01:47:25,946 --> 01:47:27,406 Excuse me. Excuse me. 1710 01:47:30,325 --> 01:47:31,410 Marty. 1711 01:47:31,493 --> 01:47:35,414 -Hey, I'm-- I'm Marty, by the way. -Nice to meet you. 1712 01:47:40,085 --> 01:47:41,879 Hey, Billie. Such a good show. 1713 01:47:41,962 --> 01:47:44,631 First group, are we taking photos with your kids too? 1714 01:47:44,715 --> 01:47:46,967 Do you wanna, just, three or four at a time, or what do you want to do? 1715 01:47:47,050 --> 01:47:48,552 Well, whoever's in your group, bring 'em in. 1716 01:47:48,635 --> 01:47:49,970 -Okay. -Like a group picture. 1717 01:47:50,053 --> 01:47:52,639 Okay, that's enough. 1718 01:47:52,723 --> 01:47:53,974 I don't know who these people are-- 1719 01:47:54,057 --> 01:47:56,226 Hey, Saul, where did she go? Jessica and Ja-- 1720 01:48:00,063 --> 01:48:01,773 -Billie, just get it over with. -No! 1721 01:48:01,857 --> 01:48:02,941 Just do the "hey, hey, hi"-- 1722 01:48:03,025 --> 01:48:04,985 They said one group. And then he brought-- 1723 01:48:05,068 --> 01:48:06,820 He said, "You next. Next group. Next group." 1724 01:48:06,904 --> 01:48:08,488 Every time you leave it's taking way too much time. 1725 01:48:08,572 --> 01:48:10,365 -No, dude. I don't want to do it. -Come on. Billie. Let's just-- 1726 01:48:10,449 --> 01:48:11,825 Why do I have to meet all these fucking randos? 1727 01:48:11,909 --> 01:48:12,910 Billie, they're already-- 1728 01:48:12,993 --> 01:48:14,077 -They're not random. -Who even are they? 1729 01:48:14,161 --> 01:48:16,038 Billie, I don't know. They're connected with the label somehow. 1730 01:48:16,121 --> 01:48:18,415 But every time I go out there, then, like, three people come up to me. 1731 01:48:18,498 --> 01:48:20,667 -Just stay there. Just stay there. -And there's like a billion of them. 1732 01:48:20,751 --> 01:48:22,794 -These random... bitches. -Billie, they're not random. 1733 01:48:22,878 --> 01:48:26,715 They're people connected to people who-- who play your music or whatever. 1734 01:48:26,798 --> 01:48:28,467 We don't know why but just get it over with. 1735 01:48:29,092 --> 01:48:30,719 No single shots. 1736 01:48:30,802 --> 01:48:32,304 Oh, my God, I'm sorry. 1737 01:48:32,387 --> 01:48:33,931 Camera's right there, Billie. 1738 01:48:34,014 --> 01:48:35,015 Group picture, guys. 1739 01:48:35,098 --> 01:48:38,018 Hey. Girl, you look so pretty. I'm a major fan. 1740 01:48:38,101 --> 01:48:39,728 Tell Billie. Introduce Billie. 1741 01:48:39,811 --> 01:48:42,356 I do promotion. We met briefly. 1742 01:48:42,439 --> 01:48:44,233 -Nice to see you again. How are you? -Okay, fire. 1743 01:48:44,900 --> 01:48:47,152 We've seen-- We've met with him twice in the last two days. 1744 01:48:47,236 --> 01:48:49,947 We-- He's at Sirius. He's the one that plays you on all the channels. 1745 01:48:50,030 --> 01:48:51,823 This is the guys from Verizon. 1746 01:48:51,907 --> 01:48:54,034 Glen, pleasure to meet you. Great show. 1747 01:48:54,117 --> 01:48:55,994 Hello. 1748 01:48:56,078 --> 01:48:57,955 -Do you guys want a picture? -Yeah, thank you. 1749 01:48:58,038 --> 01:48:59,248 Yeah, no problem. 1750 01:48:59,331 --> 01:49:01,875 Are you guys working tomorrow? 1751 01:49:01,959 --> 01:49:04,628 -Honestly, yeah. I'm here. -Okay. 1752 01:49:04,711 --> 01:49:07,214 Okay, I got a flash on to make it a little better. 1753 01:49:27,150 --> 01:49:28,944 I literally can't have a bad moment. 1754 01:49:30,863 --> 01:49:32,114 Where did you see that comment? 1755 01:49:32,197 --> 01:49:35,117 It's, like, one person commented on that picture I posted. 1756 01:49:36,118 --> 01:49:38,662 Not even, like, a fan account or anything, just a random person. 1757 01:49:41,039 --> 01:49:44,251 "You were rude at the-- Apparently you were rude at the meet and greet. 1758 01:49:45,127 --> 01:49:49,339 My friend was there and they said you were rude. You were bothered and you"-- 1759 01:49:49,423 --> 01:49:53,010 I was like, "Yo." I can't have one moment. 1760 01:49:53,093 --> 01:49:54,636 -After my show. -I mean, it would be great 1761 01:49:54,720 --> 01:49:57,431 if you could overcome that in the moment and just-- 1762 01:49:57,514 --> 01:49:59,558 -Hey, Mom! -Listen, I'm just saying. 1763 01:49:59,641 --> 01:50:01,852 -I'm giving you complete-- -You know how much I've done that? 1764 01:50:01,935 --> 01:50:03,854 I'm giving you complete empathy. You-- It shouldn't happen-- 1765 01:50:03,937 --> 01:50:08,358 I can't have one moment where I'm like, "You know what? I don't wanna do this." 1766 01:50:09,610 --> 01:50:13,697 Not one. I've never had one moment, and I had one moment. 1767 01:50:13,780 --> 01:50:15,616 And there it is written about. 1768 01:50:22,915 --> 01:50:24,082 It's, like, that-- 1769 01:50:24,166 --> 01:50:27,711 You were failed by me and your whole team yesterday. 1770 01:50:27,794 --> 01:50:28,962 I'd love to meet your kids. 1771 01:50:29,046 --> 01:50:32,508 But I don't want to be shoved into meeting a bunch of random kids 1772 01:50:32,591 --> 01:50:34,134 that only want a picture with me. 1773 01:50:34,927 --> 01:50:36,303 It doesn't feel good. 1774 01:50:37,471 --> 01:50:42,017 You were failed. We did not do a good job last night. 1775 01:50:42,100 --> 01:50:45,771 You were set up very badly. All truth. 1776 01:50:47,356 --> 01:50:48,440 God. 1777 01:50:49,399 --> 01:50:51,777 And then, also, nobody tells me who's important. 1778 01:50:51,860 --> 01:50:53,946 All of you said, "Okay, you're done. Go back." 1779 01:50:54,029 --> 01:50:56,949 And I start going back and then you're like, "Billie. Billie. Billie." 1780 01:50:57,032 --> 01:50:58,951 And I hear "Billie." All I hear is "Billie." 1781 01:50:59,034 --> 01:51:01,662 So how am I supposed to know that that's an important Billie? The fuck? 1782 01:51:01,745 --> 01:51:03,247 I think we're changing how we're gonna do this-- 1783 01:51:03,330 --> 01:51:05,958 All I hear is, "Billie. Billie. Billie." Every second of my fucking life. 1784 01:51:06,041 --> 01:51:08,126 -Billie, it was a big, giant fail. -But from every direction. 1785 01:51:08,210 --> 01:51:10,254 -Everywhere I go. "Billie!" -It was a big fail. 1786 01:51:10,337 --> 01:51:11,839 -It was a big fail. -And then I turn around 1787 01:51:11,922 --> 01:51:14,842 and it's, like, the dude that runs, like, whatever-- 1788 01:51:14,925 --> 01:51:18,178 some huge magazine who wants me on the cover. 1789 01:51:18,971 --> 01:51:23,600 I don't want anyone who knows who I am and is any sort of fan, 1790 01:51:23,684 --> 01:51:28,856 or knows a fan, to see me in any sort of awkward situation. 1791 01:51:28,939 --> 01:51:30,023 -Okay. -Got it. 1792 01:51:30,107 --> 01:51:33,110 It's embarrassing and I have to keep smiling, 1793 01:51:33,193 --> 01:51:37,030 and if I don't, then they hate me and they think I'm horrible. That's not fair. 1794 01:51:37,114 --> 01:51:38,198 -Yeah. -I agree. 1795 01:51:38,282 --> 01:51:41,034 So... no throwing her to the wolves. 1796 01:51:41,118 --> 01:51:42,119 Okay. 1797 01:51:44,371 --> 01:51:45,581 Sheesh. 1798 01:51:49,376 --> 01:51:50,586 Hello! 1799 01:51:51,503 --> 01:51:52,754 Billie! 1800 01:51:52,838 --> 01:51:56,300 -You don't know how much I appreciate you. -I love you, dude. Come here. 1801 01:51:56,383 --> 01:51:59,720 -I love you so much. -Let's have a hug. I love you. 1802 01:51:59,803 --> 01:52:02,014 -I love you so much! -Oh, my gosh! 1803 01:52:02,097 --> 01:52:03,640 -Oh, my gosh. -How you feeling tonight? 1804 01:52:03,724 --> 01:52:05,267 I love you so much! 1805 01:52:05,350 --> 01:52:07,686 -How you guys doin'? You're good? -We're fine. 1806 01:52:07,769 --> 01:52:10,439 We love you! 1807 01:52:14,610 --> 01:52:15,736 Hello! 1808 01:52:17,362 --> 01:52:19,364 Oh, my God. I love you so much! 1809 01:52:19,448 --> 01:52:21,074 Okay. Drive her out of here. 1810 01:52:22,659 --> 01:52:24,703 Look at my tattoo! Billie, Billie! 1811 01:52:26,371 --> 01:52:27,998 Billie! 1812 01:52:35,297 --> 01:52:37,841 Billie, I love you! 1813 01:52:39,426 --> 01:52:41,053 You saved my life. 1814 01:52:41,136 --> 01:52:42,804 Billie, your music saved my life. 1815 01:52:42,888 --> 01:52:45,057 -I love you! -I love you, Billie! 1816 01:52:45,140 --> 01:52:47,142 Billie, I love you. I love you so much. 1817 01:52:47,226 --> 01:52:49,311 Oh, my gosh, Billie! 1818 01:52:56,818 --> 01:52:58,320 Buona sera. 1819 01:52:58,403 --> 01:52:59,571 Ciao bella. 1820 01:52:59,655 --> 01:53:01,657 Sleepless long nights 1821 01:53:01,740 --> 01:53:03,742 That is what my youth was for 1822 01:53:03,825 --> 01:53:08,163 Old teenage hopes Are alive at your door 1823 01:53:08,247 --> 01:53:12,668 Left you with nothing But they want some more 1824 01:53:12,751 --> 01:53:14,711 Oh, uh, oh 1825 01:53:14,795 --> 01:53:16,880 You're changing your heart 1826 01:53:16,964 --> 01:53:19,049 Oh, uh, oh 1827 01:53:19,132 --> 01:53:21,176 You know who you are 1828 01:53:21,260 --> 01:53:23,470 Sweetheart, bitter heart 1829 01:53:51,832 --> 01:53:53,000 Immediately. 1830 01:54:12,769 --> 01:54:16,481 Dude, I sprained my ankle immediately. That's so embarrassing. 1831 01:54:20,360 --> 01:54:22,863 It's so stupid because I'm, like, choked up right now 1832 01:54:22,946 --> 01:54:26,241 because I'd rather not do a show than do a crappy version for you. 1833 01:54:26,325 --> 01:54:29,661 Like, I just want to give you a good show and, like, I can't. 1834 01:54:31,246 --> 01:54:32,623 Shit! 1835 01:54:35,626 --> 01:54:39,213 This is so trash. This is literally a nightmare, for real. 1836 01:54:42,925 --> 01:54:44,801 I can't do this. I'm sorry, bro. 1837 01:54:48,639 --> 01:54:50,682 So embarrassing. 1838 01:54:51,475 --> 01:54:52,476 Bitch! 1839 01:54:54,144 --> 01:54:56,396 I can't even go on... I choked up. 1840 01:54:56,480 --> 01:54:57,356 I can't even talk. 1841 01:54:57,439 --> 01:54:58,815 It's so fucking dumb. 1842 01:55:01,026 --> 01:55:02,736 They'll take whatever you give them. 1843 01:55:02,819 --> 01:55:04,363 And they'll totally be on your side. 1844 01:55:05,155 --> 01:55:07,533 They're stoked that you're here. And you've traveled so far. 1845 01:55:09,034 --> 01:55:10,744 You got this. 1846 01:55:10,827 --> 01:55:13,580 Just start "idontwannabeyouanymore" as soon as you walk back on stage. 1847 01:55:13,664 --> 01:55:15,624 You don't have to sit there and talk and choke up. 1848 01:55:15,707 --> 01:55:16,875 Just start the song. Yeah? 1849 01:55:17,459 --> 01:55:18,669 Ready? 1850 01:55:18,752 --> 01:55:19,795 -Let's do it. -Okay. 1851 01:55:20,295 --> 01:55:21,547 Tear it up, boss. 1852 01:55:22,130 --> 01:55:23,507 Yeah. 1853 01:56:01,753 --> 01:56:06,884 Thank you, Milan. I love you a lot. I'm sorry. 1854 01:56:18,562 --> 01:56:20,981 -You have to heal your ankle... -Crazy. 1855 01:56:21,064 --> 01:56:23,358 ...and exercise your ankle and strengthen your body. 1856 01:56:23,442 --> 01:56:25,777 -Not today! -Yeah, every day! 1857 01:56:25,861 --> 01:56:30,699 I gave you the exercises to do, but you actually do have to do it every day. 1858 01:56:30,782 --> 01:56:33,994 And the days when you don't have a show, you have to almost do more. 1859 01:56:34,077 --> 01:56:35,787 Because you have to work out. 1860 01:56:35,871 --> 01:56:38,081 We're trying to make it so you don't get injured anymore. 1861 01:56:38,165 --> 01:56:39,541 We're trying to heal your body 1862 01:56:39,625 --> 01:56:42,336 so that you don't go on interviews and say "My body's broken." 1863 01:56:42,419 --> 01:56:43,670 We're gonna heal your body. 1864 01:56:43,754 --> 01:56:46,632 My body is always gonna be broken. Even if I heal it. 1865 01:56:46,715 --> 01:56:49,468 -No, it's not gonna be broken. -It will have been broken a million times. 1866 01:56:49,551 --> 01:56:50,552 But it can be healed. 1867 01:56:50,636 --> 01:56:52,429 When something breaks a bunch of times, it's broken. 1868 01:56:52,513 --> 01:56:54,139 But that's why you have to strengthen yourself. 1869 01:56:54,223 --> 01:56:55,599 Even if you fix it, it's still been broken. 1870 01:56:55,682 --> 01:56:57,059 You have to strengthen yourself. 1871 01:57:13,909 --> 01:57:16,453 I think I've got the start of the James Bond song. 1872 01:57:16,537 --> 01:57:18,330 It is called "No Time to Die" 1873 01:57:18,413 --> 01:57:20,290 because, like, that's just how you make an iconic song. 1874 01:57:20,374 --> 01:57:21,333 It's like, you just have it-- 1875 01:57:21,416 --> 01:57:23,585 Yeah, yeah. I had some ideas on the plane too. 1876 01:57:23,669 --> 01:57:26,713 -I think it's not a sad Sam Smith ballad. -No. 1877 01:57:26,797 --> 01:57:28,757 I think it's, like, a fucking angry-ass song. 1878 01:57:28,841 --> 01:57:30,843 -Anyway, I love you. -I love you too! 1879 01:57:39,768 --> 01:57:42,813 Look at my ankle, bro. Crack! 1880 01:57:45,232 --> 01:57:48,610 Boom! Normal. Sad. 1881 01:57:48,694 --> 01:57:52,364 Happy. Sad. Happy. Sad. 1882 01:57:53,740 --> 01:57:58,245 We called Freddy in desperation, and he came to Barcelona 1883 01:57:58,328 --> 01:58:00,664 and saved the day. 1884 01:58:02,332 --> 01:58:05,085 We didn't realize that it was torn ligaments. 1885 01:58:05,169 --> 01:58:08,046 It was much more dire than we had thought. 1886 01:58:08,130 --> 01:58:09,214 Lie on your side. 1887 01:58:11,967 --> 01:58:13,969 Good. Off you go, up and down. 1888 01:58:21,393 --> 01:58:22,394 Relax. 1889 01:58:25,731 --> 01:58:27,691 That's it. Better. 1890 01:58:30,152 --> 01:58:34,031 I should have known 1891 01:58:37,201 --> 01:58:39,870 I'd leave alone 1892 01:58:39,953 --> 01:58:41,163 There you go. 1893 01:58:43,290 --> 01:58:45,167 Good. Try and hit me in the head with your knee. 1894 01:58:45,250 --> 01:58:48,337 Just goes to show 1895 01:58:49,838 --> 01:58:55,511 That the blood you bleed Is just the blood you owe 1896 01:58:59,223 --> 01:59:02,851 We were a pair 1897 01:59:06,063 --> 01:59:09,983 But I saw you there 1898 01:59:13,654 --> 01:59:17,199 -Too much to bear -Let's swap sides. 1899 01:59:18,408 --> 01:59:25,082 You were my life But life is far away from fair 1900 01:59:26,416 --> 01:59:30,420 Was I stupid to love you? 1901 01:59:30,504 --> 01:59:33,757 Was I reckless to help? 1902 01:59:34,424 --> 01:59:40,639 Was it obvious to everybody else? 1903 01:59:41,348 --> 01:59:46,812 That I'd fallen for a lie? 1904 01:59:48,355 --> 01:59:54,820 You were never on my side 1905 01:59:55,779 --> 01:59:59,366 Fool me once, fool me twice 1906 01:59:59,449 --> 02:00:02,995 Are you death or paradise? 1907 02:00:03,078 --> 02:00:09,001 Now you'll never see me cry 1908 02:00:09,084 --> 02:00:12,296 There's just no time to die 1909 02:00:23,640 --> 02:00:25,434 I say just, "It's no time to die" at the end. 1910 02:00:25,517 --> 02:00:26,518 That works. 1911 02:00:26,602 --> 02:00:28,520 Sounds like a Bond song to me. 1912 02:00:28,604 --> 02:00:30,022 The greenroom will never be quiet enough. 1913 02:00:30,105 --> 02:00:31,857 So we're gonna just go sit on the bus. 1914 02:00:31,940 --> 02:00:35,694 Was I stupid to love you? 1915 02:00:35,777 --> 02:00:38,989 Was I reckless to help? 1916 02:00:39,656 --> 02:00:43,785 Was it obvious to everybody else-- 1917 02:00:43,869 --> 02:00:45,329 Oh, my God. I hate this. 1918 02:00:46,038 --> 02:00:51,668 -What's wrong with it? -Was it obvious to everybody else 1919 02:00:53,086 --> 02:00:54,379 I hate this! 1920 02:00:54,463 --> 02:00:55,547 Billie, I don't want you to blow-- 1921 02:00:55,631 --> 02:00:57,007 Why do people belt? 1922 02:00:57,090 --> 02:00:58,550 -It sound-- -Awful. 1923 02:00:58,634 --> 02:01:00,511 -It sounds great. -It sounds stupid. 1924 02:01:00,594 --> 02:01:02,638 No, it sounds great. You don't have to belt. 1925 02:01:02,721 --> 02:01:06,225 I'm gonna get made fun of by the Internet when I do it. 1926 02:01:08,143 --> 02:01:09,353 No, you're not. 1927 02:01:09,436 --> 02:01:12,231 The Internet is going to be mean if I do it. 1928 02:01:13,190 --> 02:01:14,816 I don't think so. 1929 02:01:14,900 --> 02:01:17,194 But I don't want you to hurt your voice before a show. 1930 02:01:17,277 --> 02:01:19,655 -How's your voice feeling? -Not good. 1931 02:01:19,738 --> 02:01:21,281 -Do you wanna stop? -No. 1932 02:01:22,074 --> 02:01:23,200 -Should you stop? -No. 1933 02:01:24,243 --> 02:01:25,244 Go again. 1934 02:01:27,079 --> 02:01:33,752 You were never on my side 1935 02:01:33,836 --> 02:01:35,128 Fool me on-- 1936 02:01:37,464 --> 02:01:38,715 Okay, well. We have to send it in-- 1937 02:01:38,799 --> 02:01:40,551 -I can try it. -We have to send it in tonight. So... 1938 02:01:40,634 --> 02:01:41,802 -Tonight? -Mm-hmm. 1939 02:01:41,885 --> 02:01:43,595 Like, be done for real, for real? 1940 02:01:43,679 --> 02:01:45,597 We don't have to send it in, like, here's-- 1941 02:01:45,681 --> 02:01:47,474 here's the final production, final everything. 1942 02:01:47,558 --> 02:01:49,685 But we have to send them the song tonight. 1943 02:01:50,477 --> 02:01:51,478 Yep. 1944 02:02:00,279 --> 02:02:02,489 Told you not to worry 1945 02:02:03,991 --> 02:02:06,618 But maybe that's a lie 1946 02:02:06,702 --> 02:02:07,911 Ouch. 1947 02:02:08,287 --> 02:02:10,497 Honey, what's your hurry? 1948 02:02:12,249 --> 02:02:14,418 Won't you stay inside? 1949 02:02:16,044 --> 02:02:19,965 Remember not to get too close to stars 1950 02:02:20,048 --> 02:02:24,511 They're never gonna give you Love like ours 1951 02:02:25,304 --> 02:02:28,515 Where did you go? I should know, but it's cold 1952 02:02:28,599 --> 02:02:33,812 And I don't wanna be lonely So show me the way home 1953 02:02:35,814 --> 02:02:38,025 I can't lose another life 1954 02:02:41,361 --> 02:02:47,951 Hurry, I'm worried 1955 02:02:48,035 --> 02:02:50,412 The world's a little blurry 1956 02:02:52,039 --> 02:02:54,124 Or maybe it's my eyes 1957 02:02:59,171 --> 02:03:03,175 Thank you, Houston! We love you so much! 1958 02:03:09,056 --> 02:03:12,309 Fool me once Fool me twice 1959 02:03:12,392 --> 02:03:17,231 Are you death or paradise? Now you'll nev-- 1960 02:03:17,314 --> 02:03:18,315 -Okay. -Great. 1961 02:03:20,067 --> 02:03:22,569 Can you believe we did a whole show today? 1962 02:03:22,653 --> 02:03:24,738 And also we wrote a lot of this song today. 1963 02:03:24,821 --> 02:03:28,325 And also it's midnight, and also we're recording. We really are millionaires. 1964 02:03:28,408 --> 02:03:30,118 That's not what that... 1965 02:03:30,202 --> 02:03:32,204 That, no-- That makes no sense at all. 1966 02:03:33,372 --> 02:03:34,706 It's just all true things. 1967 02:03:35,707 --> 02:03:39,711 "We really are millionaires." We're so not. 1968 02:03:39,795 --> 02:03:44,132 We have millions of dollars, but that does not make us millionaires. 1969 02:03:48,679 --> 02:03:50,389 Billie the millionaire. 1970 02:03:54,893 --> 02:03:57,354 -Millionaire. -She's dangerous, super bad 1971 02:03:57,437 --> 02:03:59,189 She's a gold digger 1972 02:03:59,273 --> 02:04:00,482 Oh, my God. 1973 02:04:21,420 --> 02:04:23,922 Goodbye from the both of us. Mwah. 1974 02:04:27,885 --> 02:04:31,388 300,000 people watched that shit. Why? 1975 02:04:34,474 --> 02:04:38,228 You do cover any number of topics, you know, that are difficult. 1976 02:04:38,312 --> 02:04:42,482 Whether it's, you know, depression, anxiety. Very personal topics. 1977 02:04:42,566 --> 02:04:44,359 Why be so transparent? 1978 02:04:44,443 --> 02:04:46,486 I never decided to. 1979 02:04:46,570 --> 02:04:50,949 I never was, like, "I'm gonna talk about this. And I'm gonna talk about this." 1980 02:04:51,033 --> 02:04:53,785 I just talked about what I was feeling. 1981 02:04:53,869 --> 02:04:56,663 And talked about why it was bad or why it was good 1982 02:04:56,747 --> 02:04:58,081 or why it was whatever. 1983 02:04:58,165 --> 02:05:01,251 And then it became this, like, "Oh, she's making a statement." 1984 02:05:01,335 --> 02:05:04,671 Which I actually love because I didn't realize I was. 1985 02:05:04,755 --> 02:05:06,924 And now that I think about it, like, 1986 02:05:07,007 --> 02:05:10,093 I realize how many people aren't talking about that kind of stuff 1987 02:05:10,177 --> 02:05:14,431 and why people are so, like, shocked when you do talk about it. 1988 02:05:14,515 --> 02:05:16,099 I'm like, "Why is that so shocking? 1989 02:05:16,183 --> 02:05:19,102 Like, I'm telling you, like, about how I am as a human. 1990 02:05:19,186 --> 02:05:20,395 Like, why is that weird?" 1991 02:05:24,233 --> 02:05:25,234 To be honest with you, 1992 02:05:25,317 --> 02:05:27,778 I didn't think I would make it to this age. 1993 02:05:42,251 --> 02:05:44,795 There's one page in-- Damn it. Look at that. 1994 02:05:44,878 --> 02:05:48,966 Wow, I was in such a bad place. Whoa. 1995 02:05:50,676 --> 02:05:51,885 Found it. 1996 02:05:56,306 --> 02:05:57,683 There it is. 1997 02:05:58,433 --> 02:06:01,812 This page, it was kinda, like, the peak, I would say. 1998 02:06:04,690 --> 02:06:07,401 I was, like, 14, 15. 1999 02:06:11,113 --> 02:06:13,156 I had razors hidden in places. 2000 02:06:13,240 --> 02:06:16,577 And I had Band-Aids hidden in a little corner of my room. 2001 02:06:16,660 --> 02:06:18,495 And I always had Band-Aids on my wrists. 2002 02:06:20,747 --> 02:06:22,791 I was literally locking myself in the bathroom 2003 02:06:22,875 --> 02:06:26,211 and making myself bleed 'cause I thought I deserved it, you know? 2004 02:07:19,640 --> 02:07:23,810 The full list of 62nd Grammy nominations are here. 2005 02:07:23,894 --> 02:07:25,062 Hi, love. 2006 02:07:26,480 --> 02:07:27,689 Good morning. 2007 02:07:28,357 --> 02:07:30,484 It's like Christmas morning. 2008 02:07:31,777 --> 02:07:33,028 But no presents. 2009 02:07:33,111 --> 02:07:34,363 No presents. 2010 02:07:35,781 --> 02:07:38,033 This is kind of a present. Do you wanna hear? 2011 02:07:39,201 --> 02:07:40,661 -Okay. -Morning, Bill. 2012 02:07:40,744 --> 02:07:44,456 "Nominations. Record of the Year: 2013 02:07:46,250 --> 02:07:47,543 'Bad Guy.' 2014 02:07:48,919 --> 02:07:51,046 Album of the Year"-- 2015 02:07:51,129 --> 02:07:52,840 What album would that be? 2016 02:07:54,132 --> 02:07:55,133 Pepper's a bozo. 2017 02:07:55,217 --> 02:07:57,177 "When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? 2018 02:07:57,886 --> 02:08:02,808 Song of the Year: 'Bad Guy'. Best New Artist." 2019 02:08:03,600 --> 02:08:05,102 Why do you sound like that? 2020 02:08:06,061 --> 02:08:09,439 -"Best Pop Solo Performance..." -'Cause she's your mom. 2021 02:08:09,982 --> 02:08:12,359 "...and Best Pop Vocal Album." 2022 02:08:13,402 --> 02:08:16,613 And Producer of the Year would be your brother. 2023 02:08:16,697 --> 02:08:18,699 -Oh, he got it? -Yeah. 2024 02:08:18,782 --> 02:08:22,286 Yay! He was so anxious about that. 2025 02:08:23,579 --> 02:08:26,248 Hello, I'm putting you on the speaker phone. 2026 02:08:26,999 --> 02:08:28,709 You can talk to your sister. 2027 02:08:29,668 --> 02:08:30,669 Eilish. 2028 02:08:30,752 --> 02:08:32,171 Guess what you did. 2029 02:08:34,131 --> 02:08:35,507 Did you see? 2030 02:08:35,591 --> 02:08:37,342 You gotted what you wanted. 2031 02:08:39,386 --> 02:08:44,349 Billie, congratulations on being nominated for fucking everything. 2032 02:08:44,433 --> 02:08:46,476 -Yeah, yeah, yeah. -You too, Finneas. 2033 02:08:46,560 --> 02:08:48,896 -It's unreal. -I wanna make you some food, Billie. 2034 02:08:50,439 --> 02:08:51,857 I love you. 2035 02:08:53,066 --> 02:08:55,402 Taste me 2036 02:08:55,485 --> 02:09:00,699 The salty tears on my cheek 2037 02:09:00,782 --> 02:09:05,787 That's what a year-long headache 2038 02:09:07,289 --> 02:09:11,710 Does to you 2039 02:09:12,961 --> 02:09:18,509 I'm not okay I feel so scattered 2040 02:09:18,592 --> 02:09:23,639 Don't say I'm all that matters 2041 02:09:23,722 --> 02:09:25,098 Leave me 2042 02:09:27,184 --> 02:09:31,021 Déjà vu 2043 02:09:32,022 --> 02:09:35,317 If you need me 2044 02:09:36,860 --> 02:09:39,696 Wanna see me 2045 02:09:41,782 --> 02:09:43,992 Better hurry 2046 02:09:45,953 --> 02:09:49,081 'Cause I'm leavin' soon 2047 02:10:00,634 --> 02:10:05,472 I'm nominated for six Grammys, and I have my dream car. 2048 02:10:06,265 --> 02:10:08,976 And Finneas has his dream car. 2049 02:10:10,185 --> 02:10:13,480 And it's raining. 2050 02:10:14,606 --> 02:10:16,733 And I have my pooch doggy in the car. 2051 02:10:19,069 --> 02:10:20,612 I had doughnuts last night. 2052 02:10:22,656 --> 02:10:25,409 I'm not in a relationship, thank the lords. 2053 02:10:27,661 --> 02:10:29,955 My relationship with my family is good. 2054 02:10:33,292 --> 02:10:36,170 I am pretty. Somewhat. 2055 02:10:38,130 --> 02:10:42,593 I am famous as fuck. 2056 02:10:44,011 --> 02:10:46,096 Life is good. 2057 02:10:48,182 --> 02:10:50,309 Who got nominated for a Grammy today? 2058 02:10:50,392 --> 02:10:51,977 Me and Finneas. 2059 02:10:55,522 --> 02:10:57,941 -Billie and Finneas. -I am nominated for six Grammys, 2060 02:10:58,025 --> 02:11:00,569 and we still are in the same stupid little backyard. 2061 02:11:00,652 --> 02:11:02,571 But that's nice, that's a nice thing. 2062 02:11:02,654 --> 02:11:05,574 I know, I'm joking. I think it's cute. 2063 02:11:10,996 --> 02:11:12,706 -Butterflies... -Yeah. 2064 02:11:12,789 --> 02:11:14,249 -All good. -You got this. 2065 02:11:15,125 --> 02:11:17,628 An incredible last year for you. 2066 02:11:17,711 --> 02:11:21,340 What does it mean to be at the Grammys, you grew up not far from here, 2067 02:11:21,423 --> 02:11:24,092 walking down this carpet going into the Staples Center tonight? 2068 02:11:24,176 --> 02:11:26,887 It's your first Grammys, and you have six nominations. 2069 02:11:26,970 --> 02:11:29,473 Billie, happy birthday. 2070 02:11:29,556 --> 02:11:33,352 -It's my birthday, I'm 18. -Happy birthday. 2071 02:11:48,617 --> 02:11:50,911 And the Grammy goes to... 2072 02:11:51,912 --> 02:11:54,540 "Bad Guy," by Billie Eilish. 2073 02:11:58,252 --> 02:12:00,212 Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow. 2074 02:12:00,295 --> 02:12:03,173 So, there's an artist called Billie Eilish. 2075 02:12:03,257 --> 02:12:08,011 She recently came out with an album that is completely satanic. 2076 02:12:20,065 --> 02:12:23,026 And the Grammy goes to... 2077 02:12:23,110 --> 02:12:24,945 Billie Eilish! 2078 02:12:30,868 --> 02:12:31,869 Oh, gee. 2079 02:12:33,620 --> 02:12:35,414 Thank you. 2080 02:12:37,457 --> 02:12:38,458 Two. 2081 02:12:39,084 --> 02:12:41,086 Director, Billie Eilish. 2082 02:12:41,170 --> 02:12:42,171 Look at that. 2083 02:12:46,008 --> 02:12:47,634 Put your feet down flat. 2084 02:12:48,343 --> 02:12:50,095 Yeah, like, let it come onto your foot. 2085 02:12:50,846 --> 02:12:52,514 Yes! 2086 02:13:09,448 --> 02:13:10,824 And the Grammy goes to... 2087 02:13:12,868 --> 02:13:14,077 Billie Eilish! 2088 02:13:19,875 --> 02:13:21,084 Let's go. 2089 02:13:22,252 --> 02:13:24,505 I-- I love you. Thank you for this. 2090 02:13:24,588 --> 02:13:26,965 Yeah! 2091 02:13:41,188 --> 02:13:44,191 Whoa, okay. 2092 02:13:44,858 --> 02:13:48,487 And the Grammy goes to... 2093 02:13:49,488 --> 02:13:51,198 "Bad Guy," Billie Eilish. 2094 02:14:10,467 --> 02:14:12,135 -Thank you. -Thank you. 2095 02:14:14,471 --> 02:14:15,556 Bye! 2096 02:14:19,977 --> 02:14:24,064 We made this album in a bedroom at our house that we grew up in. 2097 02:14:24,147 --> 02:14:26,108 And it was mastered in somebody's living room, 2098 02:14:26,191 --> 02:14:28,735 so it's really like anything is possible. 2099 02:14:32,823 --> 02:14:35,742 Best New Artist, Album of the Year, Song of the Year, 2100 02:14:35,826 --> 02:14:40,038 Record of the Year, Pop Vocal Album, Producer of the Year. 2101 02:14:40,122 --> 02:14:45,419 If the instruments weren't in the house that you guys were growing up in, 2102 02:14:45,502 --> 02:14:47,337 would you have still made music? 2103 02:14:49,131 --> 02:14:53,427 I don't know. Our parents were really good about listening to what we wanted 2104 02:14:53,510 --> 02:14:55,053 and never forcing anything on us. 2105 02:14:55,137 --> 02:14:56,680 I think we grew up in such a way 2106 02:14:56,763 --> 02:14:59,892 that made us feel like we could just do and be whatever we wanted. 2107 02:15:02,728 --> 02:15:04,104 They just supported it. 2108 02:15:04,188 --> 02:15:06,356 Hey, Rob! There he is. 2109 02:15:10,569 --> 02:15:11,653 Answer it. 2110 02:15:13,280 --> 02:15:14,281 Oh, my-- 2111 02:15:14,364 --> 02:15:15,365 Congrats. 2112 02:15:15,449 --> 02:15:17,618 -Thank you! -How you feeling? 2113 02:15:17,701 --> 02:15:18,952 I'm good. 2114 02:15:20,621 --> 02:15:22,331 I'm good. How are you? 2115 02:15:22,414 --> 02:15:27,377 Wasn't it amazing? How did it feel? Everything you could've imagined or what? 2116 02:15:27,461 --> 02:15:30,923 Yes, completely. I can't believe it. It's insane. 2117 02:15:31,924 --> 02:15:34,635 That's awesome. I'm so proud-- I'm proud of you. 2118 02:15:34,718 --> 02:15:35,719 Thank you. 2119 02:15:35,802 --> 02:15:37,304 You've been working hard for this. 2120 02:15:38,388 --> 02:15:39,723 Thanks to you. 2121 02:15:40,307 --> 02:15:41,308 Stop it. 2122 02:15:41,391 --> 02:15:42,976 How are you? Are you good? 2123 02:15:43,060 --> 02:15:44,478 I'm really good, yeah. 2124 02:15:45,521 --> 02:15:47,022 Where's your brother, by the way? 2125 02:15:47,105 --> 02:15:48,106 -Finneas? -Finneas? 2126 02:15:48,190 --> 02:15:51,151 -I have no pants on. -But it's Justin Bieber. 2127 02:15:53,445 --> 02:15:54,780 Quicker, quicker. 2128 02:15:55,948 --> 02:15:57,199 Hey, Justin. 2129 02:15:57,282 --> 02:15:58,700 Hey, man. Congrats, bro. 2130 02:15:58,784 --> 02:16:00,202 Thank you. That is so nice of you. 2131 02:16:00,285 --> 02:16:02,496 All those long nights writing those songs, bro. 2132 02:16:02,579 --> 02:16:04,373 And you're at the freaking Grammys crushing it. 2133 02:16:05,582 --> 02:16:08,669 All right, I don't wanna, you know... 2134 02:16:09,711 --> 02:16:11,755 I want you guys to go enjoy yourselves. 2135 02:16:12,464 --> 02:16:17,678 We will. I'm-- This is crazy. Thank you for calling me. I love you. 2136 02:16:17,761 --> 02:16:20,097 Love you too. Bye. 2137 02:16:20,180 --> 02:16:21,473 Bye! 2138 02:16:26,228 --> 02:16:29,356 -I've never... -Fallen from quite this high 2139 02:16:29,439 --> 02:16:33,986 Fallin' into your ocean eyes 2140 02:16:34,068 --> 02:16:41,034 Those ocean eyes 2141 02:20:09,868 --> 02:20:11,912 Thanks. Bye. See you next year.