1 00:00:02,711 --> 00:00:08,132 [girl vocalizes] 2 00:00:12,638 --> 00:00:18,101 ♪ I've been watchin' you for some time ♪ 3 00:00:19,144 --> 00:00:24,691 ♪ Can't stop starin' at those ocean eyes ♪ 4 00:00:25,776 --> 00:00:27,152 [song continues] 5 00:00:31,949 --> 00:00:34,117 -[male radio presenter] KCRW... -[chuckles] 6 00:00:34,201 --> 00:00:36,203 ...and worldwide at KCRW.com. 7 00:00:36,286 --> 00:00:39,248 -It's Billie Eilish and her "Ocean Eyes." -[Billie screams, chuckles] 8 00:00:39,331 --> 00:00:41,208 [Billie, on radio] ♪ Can't stop staring at... ♪ 9 00:00:41,291 --> 00:00:46,547 [woman] You guys are on the radio on KCRW, the coolest radio ever. 10 00:00:46,630 --> 00:00:48,841 [Billie, on radio] ♪ I've never fallen from quite this high ♪ 11 00:00:48,924 --> 00:00:52,553 -♪ Fallin' into your ocean eyes ♪ -[woman] Yeah. 12 00:00:52,636 --> 00:00:55,639 ♪ Those ocean eyes ♪ 13 00:00:57,641 --> 00:00:58,725 [male fan] That's Billie! 14 00:00:58,809 --> 00:01:05,399 [fans cheering, screaming] 15 00:01:13,824 --> 00:01:15,826 [cheering, screaming continues] 16 00:01:16,535 --> 00:01:20,372 Billie. I couldn't get any tickets for your concert, but I'm here. 17 00:01:20,831 --> 00:01:21,832 [fan] Billie! 18 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:24,001 -[screams] I love you so much. -[Billie] Thank you. 19 00:01:24,084 --> 00:01:28,088 [clamoring] 20 00:01:30,674 --> 00:01:31,800 [woman] Careful with her. 21 00:01:31,884 --> 00:01:34,344 -[Billie] I love you. -[fan 2] I love you, Billie! 22 00:01:35,554 --> 00:01:38,557 [fans screaming] 23 00:01:43,270 --> 00:01:44,605 [fan 3] Billie, I love you! 24 00:01:44,688 --> 00:01:47,191 -[fans cheering] -[Billie, through speakers] ♪ Aah ♪ 25 00:01:49,026 --> 00:01:52,905 ♪ The games you played were never fun ♪ 26 00:01:53,906 --> 00:01:55,157 ♪ Mmm ♪ 27 00:01:56,992 --> 00:02:01,205 ♪ You'd say you'd stay But then you'd run ♪ 28 00:02:01,288 --> 00:02:02,998 [Billie, through speakers] ♪ Aah ♪ 29 00:02:04,750 --> 00:02:08,669 ♪ Giving you what you're begging for Giving you what you say I need ♪ 30 00:02:08,753 --> 00:02:12,758 ♪ I don't want any settled scores I just want you to set me free ♪ 31 00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:17,179 ♪ Giving you what you're begging for Giving you what you say I need ♪ 32 00:02:17,262 --> 00:02:18,805 ♪ Say I need ♪ 33 00:02:20,807 --> 00:02:23,101 [crowd] ♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪ 34 00:02:23,185 --> 00:02:25,145 ♪ What makes you sure ♪ 35 00:02:25,229 --> 00:02:27,189 [Billie, crowd] ♪ You're all I need? ♪ 36 00:02:27,272 --> 00:02:28,899 ♪ Forget about it ♪ 37 00:02:28,982 --> 00:02:33,028 ♪ When you walk out the door And leave me torn ♪ 38 00:02:33,111 --> 00:02:36,490 ♪ You're teaching me to live without it ♪ 39 00:02:36,573 --> 00:02:37,866 ♪ Bored ♪ 40 00:02:39,243 --> 00:02:41,537 ♪ I'm so bored ♪ 41 00:02:43,330 --> 00:02:46,875 ♪ I'm so bored ♪ 42 00:02:47,668 --> 00:02:49,670 [crowd] ♪ So bored ♪ 43 00:02:49,753 --> 00:02:53,048 [crowd cheering] 44 00:02:53,131 --> 00:02:56,844 ♪ I'm home alone You're God-knows-where ♪ 45 00:02:58,011 --> 00:02:59,137 ♪ Mmm ♪ 46 00:03:01,014 --> 00:03:05,227 ♪ I hope you don't think That shit's fair ♪ 47 00:03:05,310 --> 00:03:06,603 [fans shrieking] 48 00:03:08,730 --> 00:03:10,691 ♪ Giving you all you want and more ♪ 49 00:03:10,774 --> 00:03:12,651 ♪ Giving you every piece of me ♪ 50 00:03:12,734 --> 00:03:14,778 ♪ I don't want love I can't afford ♪ 51 00:03:14,862 --> 00:03:16,697 ♪ I just want you to love for free ♪ 52 00:03:16,780 --> 00:03:18,657 ♪ Can't you see that I'm getting bored? ♪ 53 00:03:18,740 --> 00:03:21,034 -♪ Giving you ♪ -♪ Every piece of me ♪ 54 00:03:21,118 --> 00:03:22,828 ♪ Piece of me ♪ 55 00:03:24,872 --> 00:03:27,124 ♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪ 56 00:03:27,207 --> 00:03:31,211 ♪ What makes you sure you're all I need? ♪ 57 00:03:31,295 --> 00:03:32,880 ♪ Forget about it ♪ 58 00:03:32,963 --> 00:03:35,090 [crowd] ♪ When you walk out the door ♪ 59 00:03:35,174 --> 00:03:36,884 ♪ And leave me torn ♪ 60 00:03:36,967 --> 00:03:39,011 ♪ You're teaching me ♪ 61 00:03:43,265 --> 00:03:45,142 ♪ I'm so bored ♪ 62 00:03:47,477 --> 00:03:49,855 ♪ I'm so bored ♪ 63 00:03:49,938 --> 00:03:52,941 [tempo builds] 64 00:03:58,780 --> 00:04:01,450 -[crowd cheers] -[Billie] ♪ Say I need ♪ 65 00:04:01,533 --> 00:04:05,037 ♪ Settled scores Set me free ♪ 66 00:04:05,537 --> 00:04:06,955 ♪ Begging for ♪ 67 00:04:07,331 --> 00:04:09,124 ♪ Say I need ♪ 68 00:04:12,878 --> 00:04:15,005 ♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪ 69 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:16,882 ♪ What makes you sure ♪ 70 00:04:17,382 --> 00:04:19,091 [crowd] ♪ You're all I need? ♪ 71 00:04:19,176 --> 00:04:20,677 ♪ Forget about it ♪ 72 00:04:21,094 --> 00:04:24,932 [crowd] ♪ When you walk out the door And leave me torn ♪ 73 00:04:25,015 --> 00:04:29,436 ♪ You're teaching me to live without it ♪ 74 00:04:29,520 --> 00:04:33,524 [cheering] 75 00:04:35,275 --> 00:04:36,777 [Billie] You guys are all so beautiful. 76 00:04:37,819 --> 00:04:38,695 [fan] Someone's hurt. 77 00:04:38,779 --> 00:04:41,240 -Someone-- Hey, hey, hey. -[man] Someone's hurt. 78 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:43,450 -[girl 1] Someone's hurt. -[girl 2] Someone's turnt. 79 00:04:43,534 --> 00:04:45,369 [Billie] Guys, make room. Make room. 80 00:04:45,452 --> 00:04:47,162 [crowd chattering] 81 00:04:48,705 --> 00:04:50,707 -Billie! -Billie! 82 00:04:52,459 --> 00:04:53,877 That's my sister! 83 00:04:54,461 --> 00:04:57,339 Okay, she's okay. She's okay. 84 00:04:57,422 --> 00:05:00,592 [crowd cheering, shouting] 85 00:05:00,676 --> 00:05:01,677 Are you guys okay? 86 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:03,345 [crowd] Yeah! 87 00:05:03,428 --> 00:05:05,848 Hey, you guys need to be fucking okay, 88 00:05:05,931 --> 00:05:08,225 'cause y'all are the reason I'm okay, okay? 89 00:05:08,308 --> 00:05:10,394 ["Six Feet Under" plays] 90 00:05:10,477 --> 00:05:14,481 [crowd cheering] 91 00:05:20,821 --> 00:05:23,699 [Billie] I'd look into the crowd and I see all these faces. 92 00:05:24,491 --> 00:05:27,911 So many different feelings and heartbreak. 93 00:05:27,995 --> 00:05:31,039 And every single person in there, 94 00:05:31,123 --> 00:05:36,670 you know, is going through something good or bad, or horrible or amazing, you know? 95 00:05:36,753 --> 00:05:40,007 And the least I can do is... 96 00:05:41,550 --> 00:05:45,721 make art that I make because I have the same problems. 97 00:05:45,804 --> 00:05:47,556 [song continues] 98 00:05:49,683 --> 00:05:53,353 [Billie] I don't think of them as fans... ever. 99 00:05:54,146 --> 00:05:56,982 They're not my fans. They're, like, part of me. 100 00:05:58,192 --> 00:05:59,651 [song continues] 101 00:06:13,123 --> 00:06:15,792 [Billie] My family's the reason I'm the way I am. 102 00:06:15,876 --> 00:06:19,213 [woman] You played a duet. Your first duet. 103 00:06:19,296 --> 00:06:20,380 -[boy] What? -[woman] A duet. 104 00:06:20,464 --> 00:06:23,467 For some people, it's where they grow up that made them who they are. 105 00:06:23,884 --> 00:06:25,886 Where they went to school, who they hung out with. 106 00:06:25,969 --> 00:06:30,891 And for me, it was completely my mom and my dad and my brother and my dog. 107 00:06:31,517 --> 00:06:33,143 My mom taught me how to write songs. 108 00:06:33,227 --> 00:06:36,021 My dad taught me how to play the piano and the ukulele. 109 00:06:36,104 --> 00:06:38,774 And I would do, like, talent shows when I was little, 110 00:06:38,857 --> 00:06:41,485 and my dad would play ukulele for me or my mom would play guitar. 111 00:06:41,568 --> 00:06:43,070 My brother would sing harmony. 112 00:06:44,404 --> 00:06:45,906 It was always like that. 113 00:06:47,115 --> 00:06:50,911 Our family was just one big fucking song. 114 00:06:52,246 --> 00:06:55,332 And I still make music in my brother's bedroom. 115 00:07:06,635 --> 00:07:08,303 [Billie] ♪ Said out loud ♪ 116 00:07:08,387 --> 00:07:09,847 -[Finneas] Nice. -♪ Said out loud ♪ 117 00:07:09,930 --> 00:07:11,306 -That sounds good. -[Billie] Go. Go. 118 00:07:12,182 --> 00:07:13,392 [male singer] ♪ Come here ♪ 119 00:07:13,475 --> 00:07:14,935 [Billie, recorded] ♪ Probably something that shouldn't be ♪ 120 00:07:15,018 --> 00:07:16,770 [Billie, with recording] ♪ Said out loud ♪ 121 00:07:17,312 --> 00:07:18,939 [Billie, recorded] ♪ Honestly, I thought that I would be ♪ 122 00:07:19,022 --> 00:07:20,649 [with recording] ♪ Dead by now ♪ 123 00:07:20,732 --> 00:07:23,068 ♪ Probably something That shouldn't be... ♪ 124 00:07:24,570 --> 00:07:26,113 [Billie, recorded] ♪ I wanna end me ♪ 125 00:07:26,738 --> 00:07:29,533 Whoo! That's dope. 126 00:07:29,616 --> 00:07:31,451 ♪ What do you want from me? ♪ 127 00:07:31,535 --> 00:07:33,620 ♪ Why don't you run from me? ♪ 128 00:07:33,704 --> 00:07:35,622 ♪ What are you wondering? ♪ 129 00:07:35,706 --> 00:07:37,416 -♪ What do you know? ♪ -[Billie] Whoo! 130 00:07:37,499 --> 00:07:39,835 -♪ Why aren't you scared of me? ♪ -I'm so proud of that one. 131 00:07:39,918 --> 00:07:41,545 ♪ Why do you care for me? ♪ 132 00:07:41,628 --> 00:07:44,840 ♪ When we all fall asleep Where do we go? ♪ 133 00:07:44,923 --> 00:07:47,259 -That's cool, right? -Genius. 134 00:07:51,847 --> 00:07:53,765 This is what I want the album to be called. 135 00:07:53,849 --> 00:07:55,767 "When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?" 136 00:07:56,977 --> 00:07:58,604 I actually drew this song. 137 00:07:58,687 --> 00:08:00,230 This is the drawing of this song 138 00:08:00,314 --> 00:08:03,525 'cause the whole song is about, like, monsters under your bed. 139 00:08:03,609 --> 00:08:05,903 In the future, I'm gonna do stuff with wings. 140 00:08:05,986 --> 00:08:08,322 And I also wanna do something where I drink black liquid 141 00:08:08,405 --> 00:08:12,618 and then my eyes turn black, and then I start bleeding black out of my eyes. 142 00:08:15,329 --> 00:08:17,080 This is a self-portrait. 143 00:08:17,164 --> 00:08:19,166 This is some dick, some weird doll. 144 00:08:19,249 --> 00:08:20,250 This is a foot. 145 00:08:20,751 --> 00:08:23,795 There's some drips, and you can decide whatever the drips are. 146 00:08:24,338 --> 00:08:26,632 There's some bitch. There's a hairy vagina. 147 00:08:26,715 --> 00:08:29,718 There, a, uh-- a dick. [giggles] 148 00:08:29,801 --> 00:08:32,095 [scatting] 149 00:08:32,179 --> 00:08:34,431 -♪ ...'cause I don't know ♪ -Ooh, that's cool. 150 00:08:34,515 --> 00:08:35,807 ♪ I can't say no ♪ 151 00:08:35,890 --> 00:08:37,976 -♪ I can't say no ♪ -♪ I can't say no ♪ 152 00:08:38,059 --> 00:08:39,394 ♪ Boom, step on the glass ♪ 153 00:08:39,477 --> 00:08:40,895 [clicks tongue] ♪ Staple your tongue ♪ 154 00:08:40,979 --> 00:08:41,980 -♪ Aah ♪ -♪ Aah ♪ 155 00:08:42,063 --> 00:08:45,067 What can we-- Can we wrap it back into the bad dream thing? 156 00:08:45,150 --> 00:08:48,403 -Just something to wrap that all in. -What if it's, like, sleep paralysis? 157 00:08:48,487 --> 00:08:52,866 ♪ My limbs all froze And can't feel my toes ♪ 158 00:08:52,950 --> 00:08:55,494 "Can't feel my toes" is not cool enough. 159 00:08:55,577 --> 00:08:58,038 -No, it's not. -[laughs] But, like-- 160 00:08:58,121 --> 00:09:01,750 My limbs all froze... 161 00:09:02,918 --> 00:09:04,127 and my eyes won't close. 162 00:09:04,211 --> 00:09:05,295 That's actually cool. 163 00:09:06,171 --> 00:09:09,049 Your-- You think "my eyes won't" or "my eyes can't"? Like-- 164 00:09:09,132 --> 00:09:10,425 "Won't" is way cooler. 165 00:09:10,509 --> 00:09:11,510 Okay. 166 00:09:11,593 --> 00:09:14,596 ["bury a friend" playing on piano] 167 00:09:14,680 --> 00:09:18,308 ♪ The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul ♪ 168 00:09:18,392 --> 00:09:22,604 ♪ 'Cause I can't say no No, I can't say no ♪ 169 00:09:22,688 --> 00:09:26,316 ♪ My limbs all froze And my eyes won't close ♪ 170 00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:30,779 ♪ I can't say no, I can't say no ♪ 171 00:09:30,863 --> 00:09:32,865 [both] ♪ Step on the glass ♪ 172 00:09:32,948 --> 00:09:35,409 ♪ Staple your tongue, aah ♪ 173 00:09:37,744 --> 00:09:39,454 Bop! Bop! [trills] 174 00:09:39,538 --> 00:09:40,664 Keep going. [chuckles] 175 00:09:42,541 --> 00:09:45,210 Wait. No, no. [laughs] 176 00:09:46,170 --> 00:09:47,921 -[laughs] -[laughs] No, no, no. 177 00:09:51,091 --> 00:09:53,093 [laughing] 178 00:09:53,177 --> 00:09:56,180 Actually, let's just do that-- Let's do that, like, 17 times. 179 00:09:59,016 --> 00:10:01,018 [both laugh] 180 00:10:04,146 --> 00:10:05,772 [Billie] So this is not the first shot, 181 00:10:05,856 --> 00:10:08,692 but this is the angle that I want once it zooms out-- 182 00:10:08,775 --> 00:10:11,236 -is not fully to the side. -[Finneas] What are you doing right now? 183 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:12,321 [Billie] Shut up! 184 00:10:12,404 --> 00:10:14,823 And not to the front, 185 00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:19,786 -just, like... so that that, um... -Pepper, uh-uh. 186 00:10:19,870 --> 00:10:22,664 ...the chair leg, that's, like, in the middle. 187 00:10:22,748 --> 00:10:25,042 -So I want it to start... -[Dad] Where's that cat? 188 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:27,127 ...with nothing in the background-- [exhales] 189 00:10:27,211 --> 00:10:29,379 -[Dad] Give her a gold star. -With nothing in the background 190 00:10:29,463 --> 00:10:30,964 except, um... 191 00:10:32,049 --> 00:10:34,843 -[Billie's mom laughs] -[chuckles] ...except the white cyc 192 00:10:34,927 --> 00:10:38,096 -and the white table. -[Dad] Oh, yeah. 193 00:10:38,722 --> 00:10:40,349 [Billie] There's a dead rat over there. 194 00:10:41,308 --> 00:10:43,810 So this is the first shot of just the glass. 195 00:10:44,520 --> 00:10:47,940 Zooms out, keeping the glass in the center, 196 00:10:48,023 --> 00:10:50,067 and I'm looking at the glass. 197 00:10:50,651 --> 00:10:54,238 Once it gets to this point, then I will take a drink. 198 00:10:56,114 --> 00:10:57,282 Start drinking it. 199 00:10:58,033 --> 00:11:01,703 I don't know if I want it to stay here while I drink it until I put it down 200 00:11:01,787 --> 00:11:04,665 and then come up to me, or if while I'm drinking it-- 201 00:11:04,748 --> 00:11:05,749 Wait, keep drinking it. 202 00:11:05,832 --> 00:11:07,584 I don't know yet if I want it. 203 00:11:08,669 --> 00:11:12,214 'Cause I don't know if I... or-- want it to stay diagonal. 204 00:11:12,297 --> 00:11:15,259 'Cause I don't know if I want it to, uh... 205 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:19,847 What the fuck am I saying? [groans] 206 00:11:19,930 --> 00:11:22,307 I don't know if I want to see... 207 00:11:22,391 --> 00:11:24,351 Here's-- Okay, wait. I've decided. [chuckles] 208 00:11:24,434 --> 00:11:25,602 It's gonna be here. 209 00:11:25,686 --> 00:11:28,605 Once I start drinking, and I've been drinking for a second, 210 00:11:28,689 --> 00:11:33,110 it's gonna come, stay with this, uh, leg 211 00:11:33,193 --> 00:11:35,028 exactly even in the middle 212 00:11:35,112 --> 00:11:37,865 and exactly even to the leg the opposite way. 213 00:11:38,866 --> 00:11:41,368 Come so that my face is in the middle. 214 00:11:41,451 --> 00:11:43,954 I think I'll probably grab the glass with my left hand 215 00:11:44,037 --> 00:11:46,373 so that the shot is-- make-- [chuckles] 216 00:11:46,456 --> 00:11:47,457 Thank you, Mom. 217 00:11:47,541 --> 00:11:48,834 ...makes more sense. 218 00:11:48,917 --> 00:11:52,045 And then you'll see that the black goo is disappearing 219 00:11:52,129 --> 00:11:53,672 'cause I'm drinking all of it. 220 00:11:54,256 --> 00:11:55,382 Then put it down. 221 00:11:57,384 --> 00:12:00,637 And then I'm just gonna look into the camera, 222 00:12:00,721 --> 00:12:02,806 and then it'll stay exactly there. 223 00:12:03,348 --> 00:12:04,474 Don't zoom! 224 00:12:04,558 --> 00:12:08,145 Don't do anything like these bozo fucking filmmakers do 225 00:12:08,228 --> 00:12:09,938 when they try to have it not be boring. 226 00:12:10,022 --> 00:12:12,065 -You are working with a great director. -Shut the fuck up. 227 00:12:12,149 --> 00:12:13,901 -He'll have genius. -Okay, I'm sure, but I-- 228 00:12:13,984 --> 00:12:15,819 I'm telling you don't be an idiot. 229 00:12:15,903 --> 00:12:17,321 -Stay here. -Billie. [chuckles] 230 00:12:17,404 --> 00:12:21,200 [chuckles] And don't move the stupid camera, 231 00:12:21,283 --> 00:12:27,080 and then as I look into the camera, the black will drip from me eyes. 232 00:12:36,548 --> 00:12:38,550 [female makeup artist] Okay, same deal. 233 00:12:39,343 --> 00:12:40,594 How's that one feel? 234 00:12:41,386 --> 00:12:43,013 -It's pretty good. -Pretty good? 235 00:12:44,556 --> 00:12:48,018 You're a fucking trouper for agreeing to this. 236 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:49,353 It is my idea. 237 00:12:51,688 --> 00:12:53,232 [Mom] Some things can't be unseen. 238 00:12:53,315 --> 00:12:54,775 [female makeup artist] Is that one yours or mine? 239 00:12:54,858 --> 00:12:56,443 -[male makeup artist] Um, I can't... -Push. 240 00:12:56,527 --> 00:12:59,321 -This makes my Tourette's insane. -[male makeup artist] I say we go for it. 241 00:12:59,404 --> 00:13:02,866 'Cause it's, like, in my eye where my Tourette's live. [chuckles] 242 00:13:02,950 --> 00:13:04,368 This one's mine. 243 00:13:04,451 --> 00:13:05,786 All right, ready? 244 00:13:06,286 --> 00:13:08,705 -And... -[man filming] Can you look up just a bit? 245 00:13:08,789 --> 00:13:11,250 -There it is. -[female makeup artist] There it is. 246 00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:13,043 [Mom] Here we go. 247 00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:17,172 ["when the party's over" plays over speakers] 248 00:13:22,177 --> 00:13:24,346 [liquid sucking through pipe] 249 00:13:28,016 --> 00:13:29,893 [playback over speakers continues] 250 00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:36,400 [director] Oh, put it down. Slowly. 251 00:13:38,151 --> 00:13:39,152 Go. 252 00:13:39,611 --> 00:13:41,655 Let's go again. All right, cut, cut, cut. 253 00:13:42,489 --> 00:13:43,699 [playback stops] 254 00:13:43,782 --> 00:13:45,784 [director] Reset it. We'll try it again. 255 00:13:45,868 --> 00:13:46,952 [playback resumes] 256 00:13:50,664 --> 00:13:53,667 -[director] Cut. Cut, cut, cut, cut. -[playback stops] 257 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:54,751 [cameraman] Cameras rolling. 258 00:13:54,835 --> 00:13:58,088 [Billie] I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do. 259 00:13:58,172 --> 00:14:00,382 [director] Keep an eye for when you're setting the glass down, 260 00:14:00,465 --> 00:14:02,509 -'cause I think we lost your hand a bit-- -[Billie] Do what? 261 00:14:02,593 --> 00:14:06,513 When you drop it, after you drink it, and you're placing it back on the thing, 262 00:14:06,597 --> 00:14:08,307 just look at the motion of the camera, 263 00:14:08,390 --> 00:14:11,185 'cause I think you might have to make it a little slower. 264 00:14:11,268 --> 00:14:12,978 Yeah, I don't know when I'm supposed to do that. 265 00:14:13,061 --> 00:14:15,272 So if you could shout it out that would be great. 266 00:14:15,355 --> 00:14:17,608 Uh, you want me to say, like, "Glass down"? 267 00:14:18,692 --> 00:14:20,360 -Yeah. -"Down," or something like that? 268 00:14:20,444 --> 00:14:22,571 Or "Start bringing the glass down," and I'll just do it slower. 269 00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:23,780 -Okay. Cool. -[clears throat] 270 00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:25,073 Oh, that's great. 271 00:14:26,241 --> 00:14:28,785 ["when the party's over" resumes over speakers] 272 00:14:33,332 --> 00:14:34,541 [director] Cut. Yeah. 273 00:14:34,625 --> 00:14:36,418 -[crew applauding] -[playback ends] 274 00:14:38,420 --> 00:14:43,050 For the next, rest of the videos, I'm directing them all myself. 275 00:14:44,718 --> 00:14:47,387 -[Finneas chuckles] What? -[Billie chuckles] 276 00:14:48,472 --> 00:14:49,890 Record this. 277 00:14:49,973 --> 00:14:51,642 Record this. Oh. [chuckles] 278 00:14:56,813 --> 00:14:58,941 -[slurps] -Oh, my God. 279 00:14:59,024 --> 00:15:02,569 We have to have the first track of the album just be that. 280 00:15:02,653 --> 00:15:05,739 [chuckles] All right. I've taken my teeth out. Let's make an album. 281 00:15:05,822 --> 00:15:08,283 I've taken my teeth out. 282 00:15:08,367 --> 00:15:10,035 My Invisalign has... [stammers] 283 00:15:10,118 --> 00:15:12,496 -I have taken out my Invisalign... -I have taken out my Invisalign. 284 00:15:12,579 --> 00:15:18,377 -...and, uh, this is the album. [laughs] -[laughs] 285 00:15:18,460 --> 00:15:22,089 [Finneas] ♪ White shirt now red, my bloody nose ♪ 286 00:15:22,172 --> 00:15:25,592 -♪ Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes ♪ -♪ Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes ♪ 287 00:15:25,676 --> 00:15:29,054 -♪ Creepin' around like no one knows ♪ -♪ Creepin' ♪ 288 00:15:29,137 --> 00:15:31,849 ♪ My little criminal ♪ 289 00:15:33,267 --> 00:15:34,268 [Billie] Or, like... 290 00:15:35,727 --> 00:15:40,023 Ooh, what if it's like: ♪ Think you're such a criminal ♪ 291 00:15:40,524 --> 00:15:42,818 Like he thinks he's bad, and he's not even. 292 00:15:42,901 --> 00:15:44,570 We could even-- I don't know about this, 293 00:15:44,653 --> 00:15:46,780 but I just remembered that song "bad guy." 294 00:15:47,489 --> 00:15:49,491 This could be that song. I'm just saying, like-- 295 00:15:49,575 --> 00:15:51,577 I'm just coming up with random things. 296 00:15:51,660 --> 00:15:53,453 It could be like, "You think you're such a bad guy," 297 00:15:53,537 --> 00:15:56,665 and then the hook thing could be, like, "But I'm the bad guy." 298 00:15:57,958 --> 00:15:59,877 Right? I don't know if that's right for this one. 299 00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:01,253 [Finneas] I like that. 300 00:16:02,171 --> 00:16:04,756 ["bad guy" playing over speakers] 301 00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:08,719 "Blocking an intersection during rush hour traffic is not permitted: 302 00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:12,723 unless you entered the intersection on a green light. 303 00:16:13,974 --> 00:16:17,186 Under any circumstances even if your light is green. 304 00:16:19,104 --> 00:16:21,106 Unless you have the right-of-way or green light"-- 305 00:16:21,190 --> 00:16:22,858 -It's under any-- -I tuned out on that one. 306 00:16:22,941 --> 00:16:23,942 Under any circumstances. 307 00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:26,236 Because you can't-- If you-- 308 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:29,615 If there's traffic and it's stopped, you can't enter the intersection. 309 00:16:29,698 --> 00:16:31,658 That blocks everything. That's illegal. 310 00:16:32,284 --> 00:16:33,493 "Under"-- Yeah, so no. 311 00:16:33,577 --> 00:16:35,329 [Mom] It's called don't block the box. 312 00:16:35,412 --> 00:16:36,538 [man] Yes. Correct. 313 00:16:36,622 --> 00:16:38,624 [Mom] That's what they say in New York. Don't block the box. 314 00:16:38,707 --> 00:16:39,791 That's about a vagina. 315 00:16:41,502 --> 00:16:43,754 [Mom] Billie passed her permit test. 316 00:16:43,837 --> 00:16:45,088 [chuckles] 317 00:16:45,172 --> 00:16:46,590 Look at that. 318 00:16:46,673 --> 00:16:49,009 [Mom] Billie passed her test. 319 00:16:49,092 --> 00:16:52,095 She can drive now. Well, she can take lessons. 320 00:16:53,138 --> 00:16:54,848 [Billie] I've always wanted to drive. 321 00:16:54,932 --> 00:16:56,683 I just, like, love cars. 322 00:16:56,767 --> 00:17:00,687 Of course, my mom has a van, 323 00:17:00,771 --> 00:17:04,608 and my dad has a fucking, um, Mazda. [sighs] 324 00:17:04,691 --> 00:17:07,486 -[Billie's mom giggles] -And Finneas has a Honda Fit, 325 00:17:07,569 --> 00:17:11,990 so I'm just, like, drowning in losers. [laughs] 326 00:17:12,074 --> 00:17:13,784 [Mom] Oh, my gosh. 327 00:17:13,867 --> 00:17:17,204 All I want is a matte black Dodge Challenger. 328 00:17:17,954 --> 00:17:23,502 ♪ Won't let you take it back And only if you say... ♪ 329 00:17:23,585 --> 00:17:26,421 Wish I couldn't hear you saying that, or... 330 00:17:27,256 --> 00:17:28,464 ♪ Don't do any... ♪ 331 00:17:28,549 --> 00:17:29,800 ♪ Say you were... ♪ 332 00:17:30,634 --> 00:17:32,469 -Dope. -♪ You didn't mean to say it ♪ 333 00:17:34,471 --> 00:17:37,766 ♪ Don't do any-- Don't you think-- ♪ 334 00:17:37,850 --> 00:17:40,894 ♪ Won't you come and take it back? ♪ 335 00:17:40,978 --> 00:17:42,771 [Billie vocalizing] 336 00:17:42,855 --> 00:17:46,024 ♪ Maybe won't you take it back? ♪ 337 00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:49,736 ♪ Say you were trying to make me laugh ♪ 338 00:17:49,820 --> 00:17:53,115 ♪ And nothin' has to change today ♪ 339 00:17:53,198 --> 00:17:58,412 ♪ You didn't mean to say I love you ♪ 340 00:18:02,708 --> 00:18:06,545 ♪ And I love you ♪ 341 00:18:07,045 --> 00:18:09,047 Some crazy harmonies on the oo's, right? 342 00:18:09,131 --> 00:18:10,299 [Billie] Already have 'em. 343 00:18:10,382 --> 00:18:14,928 -♪ I can love you ♪ -[Finneas] ♪ I love you ♪ 344 00:18:15,554 --> 00:18:17,639 Like, half-note harmonies. Sick. 345 00:18:26,857 --> 00:18:28,692 -[Billie] Oh, yeah. -[Dad] Beautiful. 346 00:18:30,235 --> 00:18:31,737 [Mom] It's so pretty. 347 00:18:31,820 --> 00:18:34,656 It reminds me of that wonderful Duncan Sheik song that we loved so well... 348 00:18:34,740 --> 00:18:37,159 -There we go. There it is. -...but a completely different song. 349 00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:39,828 -[Mom] So beautiful. -No, it has this incredible-- 350 00:18:39,912 --> 00:18:42,623 People who don't write songs are always reminded of songs from other songs. 351 00:18:42,706 --> 00:18:44,374 [Mom] No, it's not like it sounds like something. 352 00:18:44,458 --> 00:18:46,793 He's just saying it gives him the same beautiful feeling. 353 00:18:46,877 --> 00:18:47,753 Thanks. 354 00:18:47,836 --> 00:18:50,005 [Billie, Finneas humming] 355 00:18:54,343 --> 00:18:56,970 [humming continues] 356 00:19:01,600 --> 00:19:03,810 [Billie humming] 357 00:19:05,687 --> 00:19:07,314 -[man 1] Beautiful. -[man 2] That was great. 358 00:19:07,397 --> 00:19:08,649 -[Finneas] That was fun to write. -It's a good start. 359 00:19:08,732 --> 00:19:10,442 -[man 3] Love that. -[Billie hums] Yeah. 360 00:19:11,401 --> 00:19:15,405 ♪ Don't ask questions You don't wanna know ♪ 361 00:19:16,031 --> 00:19:20,244 ♪ Learned my lesson way too long ago ♪ 362 00:19:20,786 --> 00:19:22,913 ♪ To be talkin' to you, belladonna ♪ 363 00:19:22,996 --> 00:19:25,666 ♪ Should've taken a break Not an Oxford comma ♪ 364 00:19:25,749 --> 00:19:27,876 ♪ Take what I want when I wanna ♪ 365 00:19:28,502 --> 00:19:29,670 ♪ And I want ya ♪ 366 00:19:30,587 --> 00:19:34,758 ♪ Bad, bad news One of us is gonna lose ♪ 367 00:19:34,842 --> 00:19:37,469 ♪ I'm the powder, you're the fuse ♪ 368 00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:39,680 ♪ Just add some friction ♪ 369 00:19:40,222 --> 00:19:44,893 ♪ You are my strange addiction ♪ 370 00:19:44,977 --> 00:19:49,606 ♪ You are my strange addiction ♪ 371 00:19:49,690 --> 00:19:54,194 ♪ Doctor can't explain My symptoms or my pain ♪ 372 00:19:54,278 --> 00:19:59,032 ♪ But you are my strange addiction ♪ 373 00:20:00,576 --> 00:20:02,703 [man laughs] 374 00:20:03,453 --> 00:20:04,872 It's a corny beat, but-- 375 00:20:04,955 --> 00:20:06,206 It's kinda cute though. 376 00:20:06,290 --> 00:20:08,584 [Finneas] I think we should try to finish a song, 377 00:20:08,667 --> 00:20:09,668 and go, like-- 378 00:20:09,751 --> 00:20:11,920 Give us notes, give us feedback. Let's get this one done. 379 00:20:12,004 --> 00:20:13,088 -[man 1] Got it. -And then 380 00:20:13,172 --> 00:20:15,007 still keep circling around with other stuff. 381 00:20:15,090 --> 00:20:17,384 Don't focus exclusively on anything, just whatever you guys want. 382 00:20:17,467 --> 00:20:19,887 [man 1] If they're all moving towards something... 383 00:20:19,970 --> 00:20:21,763 [Billie] I like what Justin was saying though. 384 00:20:21,847 --> 00:20:22,848 [Justin] What'd you say? 385 00:20:22,931 --> 00:20:24,099 -What? -I like what Justin's saying. 386 00:20:24,183 --> 00:20:26,226 -What's Justin saying? -No pressure. 387 00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:27,728 -[Mom] No pressure? -[Justin] Yeah, of course. 388 00:20:27,811 --> 00:20:29,021 [man 1] There really is no pressure. 389 00:20:29,104 --> 00:20:31,481 All I'm saying is that if we wanna put anything out, 390 00:20:31,565 --> 00:20:33,817 we should just finish whatever that is. 391 00:20:33,901 --> 00:20:35,777 If that's "Crown," we'll put that out. 392 00:20:35,861 --> 00:20:38,947 -You know-- Do you hear that at all? -[yawns] Yep. 393 00:20:39,031 --> 00:20:42,159 If we focus on something, we can finish it, as opposed to, like, 394 00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:44,077 doing a little bit of it and jumping to another thing, 395 00:20:44,161 --> 00:20:45,913 and doing a bit of it and jumping to another thing. 396 00:20:45,996 --> 00:20:47,122 That's all I'm saying. 397 00:20:49,166 --> 00:20:50,876 So "7," "i love you" 398 00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:53,879 and, um, we have to finish "all the good girls go to hell." 399 00:20:53,962 --> 00:20:56,340 It's actually so close, you know what I mean? 400 00:20:56,423 --> 00:20:57,883 -[Billie] Yeah. -Once we get the things right-- 401 00:20:57,966 --> 00:20:59,426 "My strange addiction" is sounding, uh, good! 402 00:20:59,510 --> 00:21:02,596 I feel like if I heard that, I'd be like, "This is gonna be a hit," you know? 403 00:21:02,679 --> 00:21:03,514 Absolutely. 404 00:21:03,597 --> 00:21:05,015 Somebody was thinking that in that meeting. 405 00:21:05,098 --> 00:21:07,184 -I think everyone was thinking that. -Why didn't they say anything? 406 00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:08,393 Why didn't they clap? 407 00:21:08,477 --> 00:21:10,687 [cheering, screaming] 408 00:21:19,738 --> 00:21:22,574 [Billie] ♪ All the good girls ♪ 409 00:21:23,534 --> 00:21:27,120 ♪ All the good girls go to hell ♪ 410 00:21:27,996 --> 00:21:33,585 ♪ 'Cause even God herself has enemies ♪ 411 00:21:33,669 --> 00:21:37,673 ♪ And once the water starts to rise ♪ 412 00:21:38,423 --> 00:21:40,259 ♪ And heaven's out of sight ♪ 413 00:21:40,968 --> 00:21:45,722 ♪ She'll want the devil on her team ♪ 414 00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:49,768 -[Finneas] Sounds great. -Sounds pretty horrible. 415 00:21:50,894 --> 00:21:52,604 I think it sounds kinda awesome. [sighs] 416 00:21:52,688 --> 00:21:53,689 It's pretty bad. 417 00:21:54,273 --> 00:21:55,274 -[chuckles] -I hate that 418 00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:57,359 we have to have this album done by December. 419 00:21:57,442 --> 00:21:59,361 The day before my birthday. I hate that. 420 00:21:59,444 --> 00:22:01,363 We have to have it mastered the day before your birthday. 421 00:22:01,446 --> 00:22:03,448 -We'll have it done weeks before that. -No, we won't. 422 00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:04,658 -Yeah. -No, we won't. 423 00:22:04,741 --> 00:22:06,952 We said we'd have it done before this tour. 424 00:22:07,035 --> 00:22:09,037 Well, we have a deadline now, and we have an album release, 425 00:22:09,121 --> 00:22:10,247 so we'll have it done. 426 00:22:10,747 --> 00:22:13,709 But we won't have it done if we don't do it, so that's why we're doing it. 427 00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:15,002 But it sounds bad! 428 00:22:15,085 --> 00:22:17,838 And I sound horrible, and I can't sound good 'cause I'm not good. 429 00:22:17,921 --> 00:22:19,339 -You're very good. -No, I'm not. 430 00:22:19,423 --> 00:22:21,800 Lots of people would agree with me that you're very good. 431 00:22:27,097 --> 00:22:30,642 [in unison] ♪ Gold chain beneath your shirt ♪ 432 00:22:33,228 --> 00:22:37,149 ♪ The shirt that you let me wear home ♪ 433 00:22:39,902 --> 00:22:43,655 ♪ Gold's fake and real love hurts ♪ 434 00:22:46,241 --> 00:22:49,828 ♪ But nothing hurts when I'm alone ♪ 435 00:22:52,664 --> 00:22:56,210 [Billie, Finneas] ♪ When you're with me and we're alone ♪ 436 00:22:56,293 --> 00:22:58,003 [crowd cheering, screaming] 437 00:22:58,086 --> 00:23:00,339 [Billie] ♪ So let me crawl... ♪ 438 00:23:00,422 --> 00:23:02,841 [Finneas] We need to finish the four more. 439 00:23:02,925 --> 00:23:07,387 If we go, "Clear our schedule of everything except shows until the 17th." 440 00:23:07,471 --> 00:23:09,765 If we get all that done, and we send it to Riback, 441 00:23:09,848 --> 00:23:11,850 and Riback's like, "I don't hear a hit on this record," 442 00:23:11,934 --> 00:23:13,602 we should then be like... 443 00:23:14,603 --> 00:23:16,939 "Here's 'true blue' and here's"-- 444 00:23:17,022 --> 00:23:18,732 And then we'll write another one. 445 00:23:19,483 --> 00:23:22,694 [guitar backing playing through speakers] 446 00:23:24,780 --> 00:23:25,864 [chuckles] 447 00:23:27,282 --> 00:23:30,285 [Billie] ♪ "Baby, I don't feel so good" ♪ 448 00:23:30,369 --> 00:23:33,956 ♪ Six words you never understood ♪ 449 00:23:34,039 --> 00:23:35,082 [Finneas chuckles] 450 00:23:35,165 --> 00:23:37,543 [Billie] For some reason it sounds really like 451 00:23:37,626 --> 00:23:38,710 in my head. 452 00:23:38,794 --> 00:23:41,213 [Finneas] Yeah, you're under a towel. [laughs] 453 00:23:42,965 --> 00:23:45,217 [Finneas] ♪ ...say I'm not your type ♪ 454 00:23:46,468 --> 00:23:50,389 ♪ Just say that I'm not Your preferred sexual orienta-- ♪ 455 00:23:50,472 --> 00:23:55,018 [Billie, over speakers] ♪ ...-tion I'm so selfish, oh ♪ 456 00:23:55,102 --> 00:23:56,228 ♪ But you make me f-- ♪ 457 00:23:57,521 --> 00:23:58,522 I think it's sick. 458 00:23:58,605 --> 00:24:02,442 I wanna try one where you just start this chorus very soft 459 00:24:02,526 --> 00:24:04,987 and in that first phrase, like, hammer it. 460 00:24:05,070 --> 00:24:06,071 Do you know what I mean? 461 00:24:06,154 --> 00:24:08,615 ♪ How am I supposed to make you-- ♪ 462 00:24:08,699 --> 00:24:11,535 Just, like, get crazy with it, but start quieter 463 00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:14,621 -or-- or softer or-- or babier. -'Kay. 464 00:24:16,039 --> 00:24:17,040 Just try it. 465 00:24:19,835 --> 00:24:20,836 [inhales] 466 00:24:20,919 --> 00:24:26,216 ♪ How am I supposed to Make you feel okay ♪ 467 00:24:28,594 --> 00:24:34,308 ♪ When all you do is walk the other way? ♪ 468 00:24:34,391 --> 00:24:37,394 [playing keyboard] 469 00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:44,234 [vocalizes] 470 00:24:44,318 --> 00:24:46,570 ♪ Can you guess ♪ 471 00:24:47,362 --> 00:24:50,240 ♪ What I'm thinking of ♪ 472 00:24:50,699 --> 00:24:53,035 ♪ What I'm looking at ♪ 473 00:24:53,702 --> 00:24:56,246 ♪ Where my eyes came from ♪ 474 00:24:56,747 --> 00:24:59,416 ♪ Can you guess ♪ 475 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:03,086 ♪ What I'm thinking of ♪ 476 00:25:03,170 --> 00:25:05,714 ♪ What you might become ♪ 477 00:25:06,215 --> 00:25:09,176 ♪ If you fall in love? ♪ 478 00:25:09,259 --> 00:25:10,677 That's a sick hook. 479 00:25:10,761 --> 00:25:13,222 "Can you guess what I'm thinking of. What you might become if you fall in love?" 480 00:25:13,305 --> 00:25:14,306 That's sick. 481 00:25:14,848 --> 00:25:16,767 -Can you sing it for me? -It is cool. 482 00:25:17,935 --> 00:25:20,062 But what I'm thinking of is a tattoo. 483 00:25:20,896 --> 00:25:23,190 Yeah, but I think this is a really good hook. 484 00:25:23,273 --> 00:25:25,859 I mean, it's just like everything else we've written. 485 00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:27,402 I don't think so. 486 00:25:27,486 --> 00:25:30,197 And also, I just am trying to write the best song we've ever written 487 00:25:30,280 --> 00:25:33,825 and the most accessible right now, you know? 488 00:25:33,909 --> 00:25:37,371 That's stupid. You're trying to write the best song we've ever written? 489 00:25:37,454 --> 00:25:38,622 Absolutely. Every time. 490 00:25:39,289 --> 00:25:42,459 Well, then I'm never gonna do anything ever if I think that way. 491 00:25:43,001 --> 00:25:44,962 You don't have to think that way, but I can. 492 00:25:46,213 --> 00:25:47,214 [inhales deeply] 493 00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:49,132 It feels like kind of a minefield to me, 494 00:25:49,216 --> 00:25:51,969 because I feel like I've been, like, told to write a hit, 495 00:25:52,386 --> 00:25:55,472 but I've been told to not tell Billie that we have to write a hit. 496 00:25:55,556 --> 00:25:58,976 But Billie hates writing songs in general. 497 00:25:59,059 --> 00:26:02,855 And, you know... [stammers] ...is, uh-- I don't know, 498 00:26:02,938 --> 00:26:07,568 so woke about her own... [sighs] 499 00:26:07,651 --> 00:26:09,361 ...persona on the Internet 500 00:26:09,444 --> 00:26:12,656 -that I think she's terrified of, like... -[Mom] Hate. 501 00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:14,741 ...anything that she makes being hated. 502 00:26:14,825 --> 00:26:16,994 And I think her equation is 503 00:26:17,077 --> 00:26:19,872 that the more popular something is, the more hate it's gonna get. 504 00:26:19,955 --> 00:26:22,291 -[Mom] Yeah. -But what I'm trying to do here 505 00:26:22,374 --> 00:26:26,712 specifically is make the head of A&R at Interscope think, 506 00:26:26,795 --> 00:26:28,922 "Wow, I told them to go write a hit song, 507 00:26:29,006 --> 00:26:32,050 and, in my estimation, this is kind of a fucking hit." 508 00:26:32,134 --> 00:26:34,052 [Mom] Mm-hmm. I don't see how you're gonna do-- 509 00:26:34,136 --> 00:26:35,596 get through this without telling her. 510 00:26:35,679 --> 00:26:37,890 You can't trick her into writing a song. 511 00:26:37,973 --> 00:26:39,308 [Billie] Y'all talking about me? 512 00:26:39,892 --> 00:26:43,353 [Mom] Just saying that maybe for the last few songs 513 00:26:43,437 --> 00:26:45,606 that you write for this album... 514 00:26:46,899 --> 00:26:51,361 you could experiment with trying to make something that you still like 515 00:26:51,445 --> 00:26:54,615 but maybe is a little more conventional 516 00:26:54,698 --> 00:26:58,076 or, you know, accessible, or whatever. 517 00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:00,829 And maybe Finneas could help guide you with that, 518 00:27:00,913 --> 00:27:02,289 -and it would give you-- -Huh? 519 00:27:02,372 --> 00:27:05,501 For the last few songs that you write for this album or the next-- 520 00:27:05,584 --> 00:27:07,878 What are the words you're using though? I don't understand. 521 00:27:07,961 --> 00:27:09,379 -Accessible? -[Dad] Oh, Pepper! 522 00:27:09,463 --> 00:27:12,216 What does that mean in a song, writing music-- What does that mean? 523 00:27:12,299 --> 00:27:14,092 -It means, like-- -Accessible means 524 00:27:14,176 --> 00:27:17,054 a song that doesn't alienate anyone for any reason, 525 00:27:17,137 --> 00:27:18,555 a song that doesn't, like-- 526 00:27:18,639 --> 00:27:21,308 [Billie] But you're literally-- You are both talking about something 527 00:27:21,391 --> 00:27:25,270 that I feel like we've always talked about as a negative thing 528 00:27:25,354 --> 00:27:28,815 where songs are just, like, for everyone, anyone can relate. 529 00:27:28,899 --> 00:27:30,734 -I don't-- Honestly-- Okay. -[Billie] I don't like that. 530 00:27:30,817 --> 00:27:33,654 You have been telling me that we should write songs that everyone can relate to. 531 00:27:33,737 --> 00:27:35,989 -I'm not saying that. -Did he come in here and belittle my idea 532 00:27:36,073 --> 00:27:38,992 -of a song that I was-- that I wrote... -No. 533 00:27:39,076 --> 00:27:40,869 ...that he was trying to turn into something else 534 00:27:40,953 --> 00:27:42,788 because it's not for everyone? 535 00:27:42,871 --> 00:27:43,914 Is that what happened? 536 00:27:43,997 --> 00:27:45,332 I didn't hear it that way. 537 00:27:45,415 --> 00:27:46,917 I like singing songs. 538 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:49,419 I like having songs to sing. [chuckles] 539 00:27:49,503 --> 00:27:52,965 And if they have some-- If they mean something to me, then I like them more. 540 00:27:53,048 --> 00:27:57,553 -But my feeling is that if-- -I hate writing songs, 541 00:27:57,636 --> 00:27:58,971 and I've always hated it. 542 00:27:59,054 --> 00:28:01,932 Every single time I've written a song that I actually like, 543 00:28:02,015 --> 00:28:03,517 I've hated the process. 544 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:05,060 I hear that you hate songwriting. 545 00:28:05,769 --> 00:28:08,480 I really-- It really tortures me. 546 00:28:08,564 --> 00:28:09,731 -But what-- -Especially with you 547 00:28:09,815 --> 00:28:12,484 -because you're so good at it. -But here's what I'd say, if you hate-- 548 00:28:12,568 --> 00:28:14,361 I don't wanna blame it on you, but I hate it. 549 00:28:14,444 --> 00:28:17,656 [Mom] If you want to stop writing songs for your next album-- 550 00:28:17,739 --> 00:28:20,659 -You don't wanna write any songs? -I'm not gonna make another album. 551 00:28:20,742 --> 00:28:22,744 -[amplifier hums loudly] -[metronome ticking] 552 00:28:22,828 --> 00:28:24,371 [plays notes] 553 00:28:24,454 --> 00:28:25,455 Ah. 554 00:28:27,541 --> 00:28:29,543 [continues playing] 555 00:28:40,554 --> 00:28:44,850 [Billie, recorded] ♪ Take me to the rooftop ♪ 556 00:28:44,933 --> 00:28:51,815 ♪ I wanna see the world When I stop breathing ♪ 557 00:28:53,442 --> 00:28:55,360 ♪ Turnin' blue ♪ 558 00:28:57,905 --> 00:29:00,240 [Mom] You're gonna go that dark with this song? 559 00:29:04,786 --> 00:29:07,748 Are you seriously implying that you'd jump off the roof? 560 00:29:10,209 --> 00:29:12,461 Do you feel okay about a song like that? 561 00:29:13,128 --> 00:29:14,630 You don't worry about that? 562 00:29:15,839 --> 00:29:18,175 [Billie] I feel like it's something I wanna have said. 563 00:29:20,052 --> 00:29:22,930 -You don't worry about-- -This song is the reason I don't. 564 00:29:24,014 --> 00:29:27,601 Like, having this way of saying it, instead of doing it, is better. 565 00:29:33,649 --> 00:29:40,405 [Billie, recorded] ♪ Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek ♪ 566 00:29:40,489 --> 00:29:43,116 ♪ That's what a year-long ♪ 567 00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:45,577 -♪ Headache ♪ -[plays notes] 568 00:29:45,661 --> 00:29:46,787 Nice. 569 00:29:46,870 --> 00:29:48,664 ♪ Does to you ♪ 570 00:29:49,665 --> 00:29:51,917 [distant sirens on recording] 571 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:55,671 Your head-- If your head was that size compared to my body in real life... 572 00:29:55,754 --> 00:29:56,964 -[Finneas chuckles] -[laughs] 573 00:29:57,047 --> 00:30:00,384 [song continues over speakers] 574 00:30:00,467 --> 00:30:02,469 Yeah. [chuckles] Let's try to interact. 575 00:30:05,889 --> 00:30:06,974 -[laughs] No. -[chuckles] 576 00:30:07,057 --> 00:30:08,851 I'm trying to shake your hand. 577 00:30:10,269 --> 00:30:12,604 [chuckles] Hey, Finneas, how are you? 578 00:30:12,688 --> 00:30:14,523 We'll just look right at each other. 579 00:30:15,315 --> 00:30:18,026 -How are you? -I'm fabulous. Do you like this song? 580 00:30:18,110 --> 00:30:20,028 -I love this song. -I'm feeling really good about it. 581 00:30:20,112 --> 00:30:21,113 [both laugh] 582 00:30:21,655 --> 00:30:23,657 Me too. High five. 583 00:30:24,908 --> 00:30:25,909 [both laughing] 584 00:30:25,993 --> 00:30:28,078 [Billie singing "Can't Deny My Love"] 585 00:30:40,674 --> 00:30:42,801 [Mom] Did you finish the album? 586 00:30:42,885 --> 00:30:44,511 -I think we finished the album, yeah. -[chuckles] 587 00:30:46,430 --> 00:30:48,348 [laughs] 588 00:30:48,432 --> 00:30:50,559 Billie Eilish in studio with us here on the Kevin and Bean Show. 589 00:30:50,642 --> 00:30:53,270 We have a bunch of questions about the music we're gonna get to in a minute. 590 00:30:53,353 --> 00:30:56,190 There's one more teenage question I have to ask. 591 00:30:56,273 --> 00:30:59,526 Are you done with school already or are you still homeschooling? 592 00:30:59,610 --> 00:31:01,403 -[chuckles] Well-- -Or are you faking homeschooling? 593 00:31:01,486 --> 00:31:05,574 [chuckles] Um, I've never been to school, so there's a little fact. 594 00:31:05,657 --> 00:31:06,658 -Okay. -Never-- 595 00:31:06,742 --> 00:31:09,494 Never was at school, so I never had to quit school. 596 00:31:09,578 --> 00:31:12,831 Um, but I graduated, like, last year, 597 00:31:12,915 --> 00:31:14,249 -the beginning of last year. -[host 1] What? 598 00:31:14,333 --> 00:31:15,459 But I just, like-- 599 00:31:15,542 --> 00:31:17,544 -You're like Doogie Howser. You graduate-- -Who's that? 600 00:31:17,628 --> 00:31:18,545 [groans] 601 00:31:18,629 --> 00:31:21,548 [Bean] She doesn't know who Doogie Howser is. Know your audience. 602 00:31:22,299 --> 00:31:26,553 [Kevin] Who do you feel about the way your fans feel about you? 603 00:31:26,637 --> 00:31:30,015 See, here's the thing. Justin Bieber, right? 604 00:31:30,098 --> 00:31:34,311 When I was, like, 12, it wasn't-- I was not a fan of him. 605 00:31:34,394 --> 00:31:36,563 I was a-- I was-- It was-- 606 00:31:37,147 --> 00:31:39,733 I was, like-- That was, like, my first love. 607 00:31:39,816 --> 00:31:43,195 Like, that was the person I was in love with. 608 00:31:43,278 --> 00:31:45,280 -In my head, he was in love with me. -[Kevin] Of course. 609 00:31:45,364 --> 00:31:47,533 It was like a relationship with a person. 610 00:31:47,616 --> 00:31:50,118 You know when you, like-- you date somebody for a while, 611 00:31:50,202 --> 00:31:52,621 and they're-- that's your partner? 612 00:31:52,704 --> 00:31:54,081 And then you break up with them. 613 00:31:54,164 --> 00:31:56,458 And if you see a picture of them, without really thinking, 614 00:31:56,542 --> 00:31:59,127 you automatically are like, "Oh, that's that person I was in a relationship with." 615 00:31:59,211 --> 00:32:01,380 Whoever comes next is gonna have to deal with the idea 616 00:32:01,463 --> 00:32:03,173 that you were in a relationship with Justin Bieber. 617 00:32:03,257 --> 00:32:05,050 I wanna play you something right now. 618 00:32:05,133 --> 00:32:07,678 -This is a video of me at 12. -Okay. 619 00:32:07,761 --> 00:32:09,888 -Nobody's seen this. -I love this. 620 00:32:10,889 --> 00:32:15,102 I have watched so many Justin Bieber... things, 621 00:32:15,185 --> 00:32:17,729 I was, like, crying so hard. 622 00:32:18,564 --> 00:32:21,733 [sighs] 'Cause, like, I'm worried that when I get a boyfriend... 623 00:32:22,860 --> 00:32:24,695 I won't wanna be with him because... 624 00:32:25,821 --> 00:32:27,906 I actually love Justin Bieber more. 625 00:32:27,990 --> 00:32:29,324 And I can't handle that. 626 00:32:30,492 --> 00:32:33,120 -[Billie] I said, "I can't handle that." -[hosts laugh] 627 00:32:33,203 --> 00:32:35,497 I literally remember sobbing into a pillow 628 00:32:35,581 --> 00:32:38,834 because I thought, "I'm never gonna feel this way about anyone." 629 00:32:38,917 --> 00:32:40,919 I'm-- I literally was terrified 630 00:32:41,003 --> 00:32:43,714 that when I got a boyfriend when I was older, that I wouldn't-- 631 00:32:43,797 --> 00:32:45,215 -He won't compare. -He won't compare. 632 00:32:45,299 --> 00:32:47,050 -[hosts chuckle] -[Kevin] Three, uh, sold-out shows 633 00:32:47,134 --> 00:32:48,135 at the Fonda Theatre. 634 00:32:48,218 --> 00:32:49,845 -That's amazing, by the way. -Thank you. 635 00:32:49,928 --> 00:32:52,514 I know hometown shows are special for any artist, but I mean... 636 00:32:52,598 --> 00:32:54,600 [chattering] 637 00:32:55,517 --> 00:32:59,396 Hey, Q. [chuckles] Hey. 638 00:33:00,564 --> 00:33:01,565 You look good as hell. 639 00:33:01,648 --> 00:33:02,774 Yo, how are you? 640 00:33:04,943 --> 00:33:06,945 [Billie] ♪ Thought I found a way ♪ 641 00:33:08,906 --> 00:33:10,866 ♪ Thought I found a way out ♪ 642 00:33:10,949 --> 00:33:12,117 ♪ Aah ♪ 643 00:33:12,201 --> 00:33:15,162 -[crowd cheers, screams] -[Billie] ♪ But you never go away ♪ 644 00:33:15,245 --> 00:33:16,747 ♪ Never go away ♪ 645 00:33:16,830 --> 00:33:19,666 [Billie] ♪ So I guess I gotta stay now ♪ 646 00:33:20,167 --> 00:33:22,669 [in unison] ♪ But I hope someday ♪ 647 00:33:22,753 --> 00:33:28,634 ♪ I'll make it out of here ♪ 648 00:33:28,717 --> 00:33:35,682 ♪ Even if it takes all night Or a hundred years ♪ 649 00:33:36,934 --> 00:33:43,774 ♪ Need a place to hide But I can't find one near ♪ 650 00:33:44,900 --> 00:33:46,652 ♪ Wanna feel alive Outside I can't fight my fear ♪ 651 00:33:46,735 --> 00:33:48,278 [cheering] 652 00:33:50,155 --> 00:33:53,784 [Mom] Love you, Billie. Happy 17th birthday. [laughs] 653 00:33:54,701 --> 00:33:56,245 [cheering, applause] 654 00:33:56,870 --> 00:33:59,373 Bro, he's so fine. Oh, my God. 655 00:34:00,666 --> 00:34:02,876 -[chuckles] -[camera shutter clicking] 656 00:34:03,293 --> 00:34:06,839 ♪ Tear me to pieces, skin to bone ♪ 657 00:34:06,922 --> 00:34:08,130 [Mom] Amazing. 658 00:34:08,590 --> 00:34:10,300 Okay, guys. It's a wrap. 659 00:34:10,384 --> 00:34:14,137 [cheering, whooping] 660 00:34:16,306 --> 00:34:18,058 [song continues] 661 00:34:24,648 --> 00:34:31,280 ♪ Hello, welcome home ♪ 662 00:34:31,362 --> 00:34:32,947 [song ends] 663 00:34:33,031 --> 00:34:35,409 Do we have a hose? 664 00:34:35,492 --> 00:34:36,869 [Mom] For your car? 665 00:34:36,952 --> 00:34:38,704 Um, yes, but ask your dad about that 666 00:34:38,786 --> 00:34:41,623 because he'll know which hose he would prefer that you use. 667 00:34:42,291 --> 00:34:44,333 -All right, this is nice. And jet. -Wait. Go back to that one. 668 00:34:44,418 --> 00:34:47,170 -I'm gonna do the inside. -Jet is the hardest and cone is-- 669 00:34:47,254 --> 00:34:48,380 I mean, center is... 670 00:34:50,215 --> 00:34:52,301 If you go in there, is it gonna get in there or something? 671 00:34:52,384 --> 00:34:54,178 No, it's built to ride in the rain. 672 00:34:56,263 --> 00:35:00,350 Ooh! [chuckles] I can't believe my dream car is in my driveway. 673 00:35:00,851 --> 00:35:02,936 Of course, these fools come and buy it for me. 674 00:35:03,729 --> 00:35:05,731 [Mom] I looked at them, I was like, "You guys are insane. 675 00:35:05,814 --> 00:35:09,026 We have nowhere to park it. We can't afford to insure it. 676 00:35:09,109 --> 00:35:11,153 It's too fast a car." 677 00:35:11,236 --> 00:35:12,905 And as I talked to them, they were like, 678 00:35:12,988 --> 00:35:16,033 "We're getting the car with all the safety bells and whistles. 679 00:35:16,116 --> 00:35:18,535 Every safety feature you could have. 680 00:35:18,619 --> 00:35:21,163 It's not the souped-up engine." [whispers] She doesn't know that. 681 00:35:21,246 --> 00:35:22,831 It would be like something sh-- 682 00:35:22,915 --> 00:35:23,999 [chuckles] 683 00:35:24,625 --> 00:35:26,752 -You're evil. [laughs] -[laughs] 684 00:35:26,835 --> 00:35:28,629 ♪ Hey, call me back ♪ 685 00:35:28,712 --> 00:35:30,923 ♪ When you get this ♪ 686 00:35:31,548 --> 00:35:34,426 -[Mom] Saying goodbye to the car. -[crying] 687 00:35:34,510 --> 00:35:37,721 Going on tour. Missing her car. [whimpers] 688 00:35:38,639 --> 00:35:41,475 [Mom] Love you. Have a good time with Kaylee. 689 00:35:41,558 --> 00:35:43,936 -[growls] -Love you. [kisses] I'm gonna miss you. 690 00:35:44,019 --> 00:35:46,647 ♪ Maybe just forget it ♪ 691 00:35:47,397 --> 00:35:50,943 ♪ 'Cause by the time you get this ♪ 692 00:35:51,026 --> 00:35:54,154 ♪ Your number might be blocked ♪ 693 00:35:55,822 --> 00:35:58,075 ♪ Stay ♪ 694 00:35:58,742 --> 00:36:01,245 ♪ And blah, blah, blah ♪ 695 00:36:02,788 --> 00:36:08,585 ♪ You just want what you can't have ♪ 696 00:36:08,669 --> 00:36:10,671 [female fan shouting] 697 00:36:10,754 --> 00:36:13,257 ♪ No way ♪ 698 00:36:14,007 --> 00:36:16,927 ♪ I'll call the cops ♪ 699 00:36:17,678 --> 00:36:22,683 ♪ If you don't stop, I'll call your dad ♪ 700 00:36:22,766 --> 00:36:25,602 [crowd] Ah-one, ah-two, ah-one, two, three, four! 701 00:36:25,686 --> 00:36:32,609 ♪ And I hate to do this to you On your birthday ♪ 702 00:36:33,318 --> 00:36:39,032 ♪ Happy birthday, by the way ♪ 703 00:36:40,868 --> 00:36:47,583 ♪ It's not you, it's me And all that other bullshit ♪ 704 00:36:48,250 --> 00:36:52,171 ♪ You know that's bullshit ♪ 705 00:36:52,254 --> 00:36:54,840 ♪ Don't you, babe? ♪ 706 00:36:57,593 --> 00:37:01,638 ♪ I'm not your party favor ♪ 707 00:37:01,722 --> 00:37:03,849 [screaming, cheering] 708 00:37:04,975 --> 00:37:08,061 This is so weird, you guys. I'm nobody. I don't know why you like me. 709 00:37:08,145 --> 00:37:11,523 [crowd cheering] 710 00:37:11,607 --> 00:37:13,317 I really don't. 711 00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:15,861 I really don't know why, but I love you. 712 00:37:15,944 --> 00:37:19,615 [cheering] 713 00:37:19,698 --> 00:37:22,993 And, um, I really hope you guys, uh... 714 00:37:23,076 --> 00:37:25,746 [stammers] ...feel the way about the album that I feel 715 00:37:25,829 --> 00:37:27,497 because I fucking love it so much. 716 00:37:27,581 --> 00:37:30,292 -[cheering] -Ooh. 717 00:37:30,375 --> 00:37:33,337 You're not even ready. Ahhh. Okay. 718 00:37:34,421 --> 00:37:37,716 ["xanny" plays over speakers] 719 00:37:39,843 --> 00:37:43,555 [Finneas, through laptop] "Xanny," to both of us, was a song about, like... 720 00:37:44,223 --> 00:37:47,226 being close to people that are self-destructive. 721 00:37:47,309 --> 00:37:50,312 [Billie, through laptop] Drugs and, you know, 722 00:37:50,395 --> 00:37:52,022 cigarettes are... 723 00:37:52,105 --> 00:37:54,024 -[Finneas] Alcohol... -...are you killing yourself. 724 00:37:54,107 --> 00:37:56,318 [woman] What do you both think about 725 00:37:56,401 --> 00:38:01,281 talking about your feelings about drugs and cigarettes and alcohol? 726 00:38:02,074 --> 00:38:05,160 My only thought is how, like, you say things, 727 00:38:05,244 --> 00:38:07,246 and then maybe you... 728 00:38:08,330 --> 00:38:10,791 grow up and feel differently and then get dragged for it. 729 00:38:10,874 --> 00:38:12,084 -But-- -[Billie] I have my moment, 730 00:38:12,167 --> 00:38:14,211 and then I do drugs, and then people are like, 731 00:38:14,294 --> 00:38:15,712 -"Ha-ha. Remember when she said"-- -Wait a second. 732 00:38:15,796 --> 00:38:18,841 Are you actually not gonna let her be authentic to who she is now 733 00:38:18,924 --> 00:38:20,342 in case she grows up to do drugs? 734 00:38:20,425 --> 00:38:22,177 -I don't mean doing any of that-- -[laughs] 735 00:38:22,261 --> 00:38:24,596 -Can you do this, please? -[Mom] Well-- [chuckles] 736 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:26,098 -Stop yelling at Chelsea. -[Chelsea groans] 737 00:38:26,181 --> 00:38:29,810 I am not yelling. I just think that's borrowing trouble. And-- 738 00:38:29,893 --> 00:38:31,770 She's right though. She has a point. 739 00:38:31,854 --> 00:38:33,772 Well, maybe don't grow up to do that. 740 00:38:34,857 --> 00:38:36,900 Do you have to plan right now that you're-- 741 00:38:36,984 --> 00:38:41,947 every person who does what you do has to grow up and fuck up that way? 742 00:38:42,030 --> 00:38:45,701 And you have to plan it so that you don't get hate later when you do it 743 00:38:45,784 --> 00:38:48,120 because when you were younger, you said you wouldn't? 744 00:38:48,579 --> 00:38:51,248 You know, why are your parents with you all the time? 745 00:38:52,082 --> 00:38:54,084 I mean, you've got a whole army of people 746 00:38:54,168 --> 00:38:58,297 trying to help you not decide to destroy your life 747 00:38:58,380 --> 00:39:00,924 like people in your shoes have done before. 748 00:39:01,383 --> 00:39:04,803 So, are we gonna literally not release something 749 00:39:04,887 --> 00:39:07,139 for fear that later she will do that? 750 00:39:09,558 --> 00:39:11,351 I mean, it's what the song is about. 751 00:39:14,771 --> 00:39:17,858 [cheering, screaming] 752 00:39:17,941 --> 00:39:21,069 ["you should see me in a crown" plays] 753 00:39:22,946 --> 00:39:25,282 [female fan] Oh, my God. You're so hot. 754 00:39:27,701 --> 00:39:30,370 [Billie, crowd] ♪ Bite my tongue, bide my time ♪ 755 00:39:30,454 --> 00:39:33,874 ♪ Wearing a warning sign ♪ 756 00:39:33,957 --> 00:39:37,419 ♪ Wait till the world is mine ♪ 757 00:39:40,214 --> 00:39:43,342 ♪ Visions I vandalize ♪ 758 00:39:43,425 --> 00:39:46,595 ♪ Cold in my kingdom size ♪ 759 00:39:46,678 --> 00:39:51,725 ♪ Fell for these ocean eyes ♪ 760 00:39:51,808 --> 00:39:54,019 ♪ You should see me in a crown ♪ 761 00:39:54,937 --> 00:39:57,481 ♪ I'm gonna run this nothing town ♪ 762 00:39:58,148 --> 00:40:02,319 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow One by one by one ♪ 763 00:40:02,402 --> 00:40:06,281 ♪ One by one by one You should see me in a crown ♪ 764 00:40:07,991 --> 00:40:10,994 ♪ Your silence is my favorite sound ♪ 765 00:40:11,078 --> 00:40:15,082 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow One by one by one ♪ 766 00:40:15,165 --> 00:40:18,126 ♪ One by one by one ♪ 767 00:40:18,210 --> 00:40:21,338 [radio host, in Swiss-German] Her new album drops on March 29th. 768 00:40:21,421 --> 00:40:24,925 Every month she logs 21 million hits on Spotify. 769 00:40:25,008 --> 00:40:27,469 13.2 million followers on Instagram. 770 00:40:27,553 --> 00:40:30,264 Every concert is sold out two days before going public. 771 00:40:30,347 --> 00:40:32,975 In Zurich, she'll be performing in Halle 622... 772 00:40:33,058 --> 00:40:34,810 for the 17-year-old Billie Eilish. 773 00:40:36,061 --> 00:40:37,437 [in English] So nice to have you here, Billie. 774 00:40:37,521 --> 00:40:38,856 -Hi. [chuckles] -[Billie] How are you? 775 00:40:38,939 --> 00:40:40,274 [inhales deeply] I'm so good. 776 00:40:40,357 --> 00:40:43,318 -I'm so glad that you are here. Yeah. -So good. I'm glad I'm here too. 777 00:40:43,402 --> 00:40:45,612 [radio host] Um, aren't you that tired? 778 00:40:45,696 --> 00:40:48,448 -I... [chuckles] ...I am that tired. -[host laughs] 779 00:40:48,532 --> 00:40:50,701 That's a good way of putting it. Yes, I'm very tired. 780 00:40:51,702 --> 00:40:53,537 -[Chelsea] Okay, Billie. -[vocalizes] Yeah? 781 00:40:53,620 --> 00:40:55,581 Next billboard session. 782 00:40:55,664 --> 00:40:57,749 -[Billie] Where's this gonna be? -[woman] You know, like, how the-- 783 00:40:57,833 --> 00:40:59,543 you saw the first round of billboards 784 00:40:59,626 --> 00:41:01,003 -with the album cover? -[Billie] Everywhere? Yeah. 785 00:41:01,086 --> 00:41:02,754 -This is the second round of those. -Okay. 786 00:41:05,299 --> 00:41:06,300 I like-- 787 00:41:09,261 --> 00:41:11,096 Hold on. Something's happening here. 788 00:41:13,140 --> 00:41:14,474 [Billie] Wow! Wow! 789 00:41:16,018 --> 00:41:17,186 [Dad] What is it? 790 00:41:17,269 --> 00:41:18,937 -An-- A tic attack. No. -Water? 791 00:41:20,606 --> 00:41:21,815 I don't know why though. 792 00:41:22,733 --> 00:41:25,485 It's been, like, coming on all day, but I can't, like... 793 00:41:28,572 --> 00:41:30,199 -[sighs] -Do you want oil? 794 00:41:30,282 --> 00:41:31,825 Yeah. Mom, do you have the essential oils? 795 00:41:31,909 --> 00:41:33,202 -[Chelsea] Essential oils. -[Mom] Yes. 796 00:41:35,495 --> 00:41:37,664 [Mom] Put it on your pulses too, if you can. 797 00:41:38,874 --> 00:41:39,875 [woman] Okay. 798 00:41:40,417 --> 00:41:42,544 -[Chelsea] Yeah, those are in some-- -Everything looks folded-- 799 00:41:42,628 --> 00:41:43,879 -[yells] -[Chelsea] Okay. 800 00:41:49,551 --> 00:41:52,763 [Billie] I don't know why the lights are, like, really making me, like... 801 00:41:52,846 --> 00:41:54,640 Well, you're also really tired probably. 802 00:41:54,723 --> 00:41:57,184 -[Chelsea] Yeah. -[man] That's probably what it really is. 803 00:41:57,601 --> 00:41:59,436 I've done some crazy shit 'cause of my Tourette's. 804 00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:03,232 I fucking broke a glass once, in my mouth, because of 'em. 805 00:42:03,315 --> 00:42:05,275 'Cause I have this one where I'll bite down on something, 806 00:42:05,359 --> 00:42:08,320 like, if I have something, I'll just go, really hard, 807 00:42:08,737 --> 00:42:10,572 just 'cause my brain is like, "Do it!" 808 00:42:15,869 --> 00:42:20,874 [fans] ♪ I don't wanna be you... ♪ 809 00:42:22,876 --> 00:42:24,586 I'm lonely on Valentine's Day. 810 00:42:24,670 --> 00:42:26,672 -Miserable. So sad. -[Chelsea] Q doesn't do anything? 811 00:42:26,755 --> 00:42:29,091 Haven't gotten... anything. 812 00:42:29,967 --> 00:42:33,762 And the night before, he'd been really weird and distant and shit. And... 813 00:42:33,846 --> 00:42:36,890 It was totally fine. We've been great. It's just, like-- 814 00:42:36,974 --> 00:42:39,351 But then they had this plan to go to Big Bear, like all-- 815 00:42:39,434 --> 00:42:41,728 like, the whole squad was gonna go to Big Bear. 816 00:42:41,812 --> 00:42:43,897 I was like, "You know what? Have fun. Don't worry about me. 817 00:42:43,981 --> 00:42:46,567 I'm miserable and I miss you, and I wish you would talk to me, 818 00:42:46,650 --> 00:42:49,403 and I have no one else to talk to, but I'm chillin'. 819 00:42:49,486 --> 00:42:51,196 So, have fun. Shoo." [mumbles] 820 00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:53,282 [Billie] ♪ ...that told you so ♪ 821 00:42:54,366 --> 00:42:57,494 ♪ Sorry, sorry ♪ 822 00:42:57,953 --> 00:43:00,873 ♪ I'm sorry, sorry ♪ 823 00:43:00,956 --> 00:43:02,124 ♪ Psych, bitch! ♪ 824 00:43:03,041 --> 00:43:04,334 ♪ By the way ♪ 825 00:43:06,837 --> 00:43:09,840 ♪ You've been uninvited ♪ 826 00:43:10,507 --> 00:43:12,676 ♪ 'Cause all you say... ♪ 827 00:43:13,427 --> 00:43:15,888 [Billie] Stop! ♪ Are all the same things... ♪ 828 00:43:15,971 --> 00:43:17,347 Let's go! 829 00:43:17,431 --> 00:43:21,226 ♪ Copycat tryna cop my manner ♪ 830 00:43:21,310 --> 00:43:24,605 ♪ Watch your back When you can't watch mine ♪ 831 00:43:25,230 --> 00:43:27,441 I can't do shows anymore. My legs hurt too bad. 832 00:43:27,524 --> 00:43:29,860 -I can't do it. I just can't jump. -Okay. 833 00:43:29,943 --> 00:43:32,279 -It's so, so painful. -Why don't you sit down right now 834 00:43:32,362 --> 00:43:33,655 and have a little massage? 835 00:43:33,739 --> 00:43:37,826 Oh, my God. Like, walking right now is so painful. 836 00:43:49,046 --> 00:43:51,340 There. How to do it. 837 00:43:54,218 --> 00:43:57,221 I'm afraid I'll wake up and I won't have any of this anymore. 838 00:44:01,517 --> 00:44:04,895 [Billie] Everything I've ever loved, I've had to quit. 839 00:44:10,567 --> 00:44:13,237 I used to dance, like, 12 hours a week. 840 00:44:20,118 --> 00:44:21,537 And then I got injured. 841 00:44:22,579 --> 00:44:25,624 I tore my growth plate in my hip. 842 00:44:25,707 --> 00:44:27,793 The bone separated from the muscle. 843 00:44:29,002 --> 00:44:31,129 It was the most depressing year of my life. 844 00:44:32,172 --> 00:44:34,216 I just laid in bed. I couldn't move. 845 00:44:36,301 --> 00:44:38,053 Since then I have not danced. 846 00:44:46,395 --> 00:44:48,772 -Do you want a hand, Patrick? -Yeah, one second. 847 00:44:52,818 --> 00:44:55,195 [Billie] My little announcement before we move on. 848 00:44:55,279 --> 00:44:57,281 I have shin splints... 849 00:44:58,031 --> 00:45:00,784 and I threw my neck out. 850 00:45:00,868 --> 00:45:03,078 So-- Listen though, listen. 851 00:45:03,579 --> 00:45:06,290 It hurts really bad to jump, but I'm a dumbass, so I'm gonna jump. 852 00:45:07,416 --> 00:45:10,794 ♪ My boy, my boy, my boy ♪ 853 00:45:11,795 --> 00:45:15,632 ♪ He ain't a man and sure as hell-- ♪ [chuckles] 854 00:45:16,300 --> 00:45:17,593 [cheering] 855 00:45:17,676 --> 00:45:22,097 ♪ My boy, my boy, my boy ♪ 856 00:45:22,181 --> 00:45:26,310 [crowd] ♪ Don't love me like he promised ♪ 857 00:45:27,853 --> 00:45:31,565 ♪ My boy, my boy, my boy ♪ 858 00:45:31,648 --> 00:45:34,234 -[Billie] Ow! [chuckles] -[Mom] Doctor's orders. 859 00:45:34,318 --> 00:45:36,820 Every two to three hours, 860 00:45:36,904 --> 00:45:40,157 five to ten minutes of stretching, 15 minutes of icing. 861 00:45:40,532 --> 00:45:41,783 You can do it, Billie. 862 00:45:49,875 --> 00:45:52,127 How do people not miss me? I just wanna know. 863 00:45:53,629 --> 00:45:54,838 They don't miss me? 864 00:45:55,672 --> 00:45:56,757 I would miss me. 865 00:45:58,759 --> 00:46:00,761 [Billie] "We're gonna miss you so much." 866 00:46:01,303 --> 00:46:03,514 -Sure. -[Mom] I bet they miss you, Billie. 867 00:46:05,474 --> 00:46:06,475 Nope. 868 00:46:06,558 --> 00:46:08,477 [Mom] You know, it's painful to miss people. 869 00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:13,190 And so our brains come up with coping strategies for it. 870 00:46:15,734 --> 00:46:17,611 Why can't we just miss people though? 871 00:46:18,445 --> 00:46:21,114 Why do we have to cope? Why can't we just let it happen? 872 00:46:21,198 --> 00:46:23,450 -Because it hurts. It's painful. -So? 873 00:46:23,534 --> 00:46:24,535 Let it hurt. 874 00:46:25,327 --> 00:46:26,870 I want people to hurt because they miss me. 875 00:46:26,954 --> 00:46:30,082 I don't want them to just act like they don't miss me at all, and... 876 00:46:33,085 --> 00:46:37,214 [Mom] It's already 3:30, and I know you have a lot of people to meet. 877 00:46:37,297 --> 00:46:39,633 -Mom, we're not even there yet. -I know, I'm just reminding you 878 00:46:39,716 --> 00:46:42,010 that you don't have a lot of time to not talk. 879 00:46:42,094 --> 00:46:45,138 Can I just not do anything and just walk around this park alone? 880 00:46:45,222 --> 00:46:46,306 That would be fun. 881 00:46:47,474 --> 00:46:48,725 [sighs] 882 00:46:52,229 --> 00:46:53,605 People are always, like, you know, 883 00:46:53,689 --> 00:46:56,233 "It's so dark. Like, have happy music." 884 00:46:56,316 --> 00:46:58,318 I'm like, "But I'm never feeling happy. 885 00:46:58,402 --> 00:47:00,863 So why would I write about things I don't know about?" 886 00:47:00,946 --> 00:47:04,950 You know, I feel the dark things. I feel them very strongly. 887 00:47:05,033 --> 00:47:06,743 And, you know, why would I... 888 00:47:08,245 --> 00:47:11,164 not talk about them, you know what I'm saying? 889 00:47:11,248 --> 00:47:13,500 [interviewer 1] Yeah, and your fans seem to notice that. 890 00:47:13,584 --> 00:47:17,671 A couple of days ago, we interviewed a teenage band from around here, 891 00:47:17,754 --> 00:47:21,592 and they said they liked your music, and they said, "If you listen carefully, 892 00:47:21,675 --> 00:47:25,762 you can even, uh, listen to her on the brink of crying even." 893 00:47:25,846 --> 00:47:28,223 -[Billie] Mm. -So you transmit it to the people. 894 00:47:28,307 --> 00:47:30,100 Do you think that that's the reason why 895 00:47:30,184 --> 00:47:34,396 your music is resonating so much, uh, with your own generation? 896 00:47:34,479 --> 00:47:37,983 To have a song that is describing exactly how you feel 897 00:47:38,066 --> 00:47:40,819 is just the best feeling in the world. 898 00:47:40,903 --> 00:47:42,821 'Cause it makes you feel comforted. 899 00:47:42,905 --> 00:47:46,533 It makes you feel like there's-- like you're not alone, you know? 900 00:47:46,617 --> 00:47:49,036 In your music, I sense, um, 901 00:47:49,119 --> 00:47:51,788 a kind of idea of a fantasy, 902 00:47:51,872 --> 00:47:55,834 of a built-up world of your own. 903 00:47:55,918 --> 00:48:00,297 Um, you can perceive it, but you cannot describe it. 904 00:48:00,380 --> 00:48:06,970 Do you have any image in your mind of this kind of new world 905 00:48:07,638 --> 00:48:10,891 you want to create with your lyrics, your sounds? 906 00:48:11,391 --> 00:48:14,478 [Billie] There are things that you can feel and not describe. 907 00:48:15,562 --> 00:48:17,940 And it's not like, "Oh, I don't have words for this." 908 00:48:18,023 --> 00:48:19,691 It's more like, you-- 909 00:48:19,775 --> 00:48:23,862 there's literally no words to describe that feeling. 910 00:48:24,780 --> 00:48:28,784 It's like how we all are drawn to dangerous situations 911 00:48:28,867 --> 00:48:32,287 because they're intriguing and we don't know what's on the other side, 912 00:48:32,371 --> 00:48:34,081 and, like, music is that. 913 00:48:34,873 --> 00:48:37,584 You love it because you love it, and that's it. [giggles] 914 00:48:37,668 --> 00:48:40,838 You don't really have a reason why you love it, you just do. 915 00:48:43,173 --> 00:48:46,009 [Billie, crowd singing] ♪ You can pretend you don't miss me ♪ 916 00:48:47,094 --> 00:48:49,930 ♪ You can pretend you don't care ♪ 917 00:48:51,306 --> 00:48:54,142 ♪ All you wanna do is kiss me ♪ 918 00:48:55,018 --> 00:48:57,855 ♪ Oh, what a shame, I'm not there ♪ 919 00:48:58,856 --> 00:49:01,984 ♪ You can pretend you don't miss me ♪ 920 00:49:02,067 --> 00:49:03,527 [crowd screaming, cheering] 921 00:49:03,610 --> 00:49:06,446 ♪ You can pretend you don't care ♪ 922 00:49:07,281 --> 00:49:09,908 ♪ All you wanna do is kiss me ♪ 923 00:49:10,701 --> 00:49:11,869 ♪ Oh, what a shame... ♪ 924 00:49:11,952 --> 00:49:13,412 I love you! 925 00:49:13,495 --> 00:49:16,331 [cheering, screaming] 926 00:49:16,415 --> 00:49:18,500 [Billie] ♪ Everybody knows ♪ 927 00:49:19,835 --> 00:49:22,838 ♪ You and I are suicide and stolen art ♪ 928 00:49:23,213 --> 00:49:24,256 ♪ Art ♪ 929 00:49:24,756 --> 00:49:27,176 ♪ Pretty mama sews ♪ 930 00:49:27,676 --> 00:49:31,054 ♪ Stitches into All your bitches' broken hearts ♪ 931 00:49:31,138 --> 00:49:33,807 ♪ You can pretend you don't miss me ♪ 932 00:49:35,017 --> 00:49:37,436 ♪ You can pretend you don't care ♪ 933 00:49:38,937 --> 00:49:42,107 [Billie] This is the last show on this tour, bro. What the hell? 934 00:49:42,191 --> 00:49:44,318 -[crowd screaming] -Oh, my God. 935 00:49:45,068 --> 00:49:49,072 It's the end of an era, man. But my album comes out soon though. 936 00:49:49,156 --> 00:49:52,951 -♪ Somebody new is gonna comfort you ♪ -[crowd screaming] 937 00:49:53,035 --> 00:49:57,748 ♪ Like you want me to Every now and then, it hits me ♪ 938 00:49:59,041 --> 00:50:01,835 ♪ That I'm the one that got away ♪ 939 00:50:03,170 --> 00:50:04,171 ♪ But I guess bein' lonely... ♪ 940 00:50:04,254 --> 00:50:06,256 [Q on phone] Damn, I wanted to see you today. Fuck. 941 00:50:06,340 --> 00:50:08,175 I wanted to see you today too. What? 942 00:50:10,135 --> 00:50:11,136 [sniffles] 943 00:50:11,220 --> 00:50:12,554 [Q] You're so fine. 944 00:50:14,681 --> 00:50:17,267 [Billie] I love you. I'm in love with you. 945 00:50:18,185 --> 00:50:19,728 [Q] I love you. 946 00:50:20,521 --> 00:50:23,565 -I love you! -[Q moans] I love you. 947 00:50:35,202 --> 00:50:38,747 [woman] You have a lot of interesting things going on, 948 00:50:38,830 --> 00:50:41,625 in terms of being hypermobile, having these tics 949 00:50:41,708 --> 00:50:44,419 and having a really challenging physical lifestyle. 950 00:50:44,503 --> 00:50:45,504 Mm-hmm. 951 00:50:45,587 --> 00:50:49,967 It's sort of a sandwich of things 952 00:50:50,050 --> 00:50:53,470 that is just gonna make it even more important for you 953 00:50:53,554 --> 00:50:55,305 to be really good with self-care. 954 00:50:55,389 --> 00:50:58,892 If you don't carve out the space in your life to take care of yourself, 955 00:50:58,976 --> 00:51:00,227 no one else is gonna do it. 956 00:51:00,310 --> 00:51:03,480 They're all just gonna be like, "But, Billie, do this, do that." 957 00:51:03,564 --> 00:51:06,233 It's already like that. 958 00:51:07,192 --> 00:51:10,028 [man on phone] Justin's fanboying over you right now. 959 00:51:10,112 --> 00:51:11,488 [Billie] Justin Bieber? 960 00:51:11,572 --> 00:51:13,490 -[laughs] -He's kinda obsessed with you right now, 961 00:51:13,574 --> 00:51:15,117 really wants to work with you. 962 00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:17,619 I think if you wanted to do a "bad guy" song with him, 963 00:51:17,703 --> 00:51:19,121 a remix, we could do that. 964 00:51:19,204 --> 00:51:22,499 But honestly, it doesn't even matter to me 'cause you don't need it. 965 00:51:22,583 --> 00:51:24,126 I just thought it was funny. 966 00:51:24,209 --> 00:51:25,836 -[giggles] -[Mom] Yeah, but how does Billie 967 00:51:25,919 --> 00:51:28,088 -reply to his DM? -How do I reply if he says, 968 00:51:28,172 --> 00:51:29,923 "I wanna be on your album"? 969 00:51:30,883 --> 00:51:31,967 -Because-- -Just say, "Ha-ha, 970 00:51:32,050 --> 00:51:35,262 my album comes out in three days, but if you wanna jump on 'bad guy'"-- 971 00:51:35,345 --> 00:51:37,639 Or I dunno. What do you feel comfortable saying? 972 00:51:37,723 --> 00:51:40,893 I do not feel comfortable... [chuckles] ...doing-- 973 00:51:40,976 --> 00:51:44,396 saying no in any sort of way at all to him. 974 00:51:44,479 --> 00:51:45,480 There's no way. 975 00:51:45,564 --> 00:51:49,818 He could ask me to kill my dog and I would. I don't even think-- [laughs] 976 00:51:49,902 --> 00:51:52,738 [man laughs] Well, between you and I, what do you want? 977 00:51:52,821 --> 00:51:54,406 Do you wanna do anything with him? 978 00:51:55,324 --> 00:51:58,243 Yeah! The fuck? Obviously. 979 00:51:58,327 --> 00:52:00,329 Do you wanna do a new song with him and, like... 980 00:52:00,412 --> 00:52:03,457 No, I do not wanna work with him. I do not wanna work with him. 981 00:52:03,540 --> 00:52:04,917 -No, no, no, no. -Would-- 982 00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:08,337 -Do you want him to jump on "bad guy"? -Yes, but a remix though. 983 00:52:08,962 --> 00:52:12,132 I said, "You could literally hop on the song and just say 'poop' 984 00:52:12,216 --> 00:52:15,344 -and I'd be happy with it." [laughs] -[man on phone laughs] 985 00:52:16,678 --> 00:52:18,597 [radio host 1] Billie Eilish is out with a new album today-- 986 00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:20,682 [radio host 2] 17-year-old sensation. Her debut album... 987 00:52:20,766 --> 00:52:22,476 [Ellen DeGeneres] ...most talked about teenager in music... 988 00:52:22,559 --> 00:52:24,770 [radio host 3] Not only one of the most important releases for March 989 00:52:24,853 --> 00:52:26,230 but maybe of the year. 990 00:52:26,313 --> 00:52:29,816 Her album is called When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? 991 00:52:29,900 --> 00:52:31,318 Billie Eilish. 992 00:52:31,401 --> 00:52:33,278 [cheering] 993 00:52:33,362 --> 00:52:34,404 ["bad guy" playing] 994 00:52:34,988 --> 00:52:36,865 We put up Australia and New Zealand, 995 00:52:37,407 --> 00:52:39,368 and it sold out in five minutes. 996 00:52:39,451 --> 00:52:41,912 [man] The album is number one in 37 countries right now. 997 00:52:41,995 --> 00:52:42,996 [man 2] Whoo! 998 00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:45,040 [audience clapping rhythmically] 999 00:52:45,123 --> 00:52:48,836 ♪ White shirt now red, my bloody nose ♪ 1000 00:52:48,919 --> 00:52:52,130 ♪ Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes ♪ 1001 00:52:52,214 --> 00:52:55,843 ♪ Creepin' around like no one knows ♪ 1002 00:52:55,926 --> 00:52:58,053 ♪ Think you're so criminal ♪ 1003 00:52:58,136 --> 00:53:01,473 -Yeah! -[cheering] 1004 00:53:01,557 --> 00:53:05,727 You know, it's so amazing to watch you. To have watched you get to this point. 1005 00:53:05,811 --> 00:53:06,770 Billie. 1006 00:53:06,854 --> 00:53:08,105 NME just reviewed your album. 1007 00:53:08,605 --> 00:53:09,857 Five out of five stars. 1008 00:53:09,940 --> 00:53:12,526 Really? Fire. 1009 00:53:12,609 --> 00:53:14,653 [song continues] 1010 00:53:16,989 --> 00:53:18,407 -[fans in street shouting] -[Billie] Hello! 1011 00:53:21,076 --> 00:53:23,620 Whoo! 1012 00:53:25,038 --> 00:53:28,375 ♪ I like it when you take control ♪ 1013 00:53:28,458 --> 00:53:31,378 [male paparazzi] Whoo! What's up, girl? You look fresh tonight. 1014 00:53:31,461 --> 00:53:35,090 You're breaking Spotify records. You're breaking Apple Music records. 1015 00:53:35,174 --> 00:53:38,385 Are you ready for the next level of superstardom? 1016 00:53:38,468 --> 00:53:39,553 -No. [laughs] -No? 1017 00:53:39,636 --> 00:53:41,889 My album comes out in, like, two seconds, basically. 1018 00:53:41,972 --> 00:53:43,473 -[cheering] -And... 1019 00:53:43,557 --> 00:53:44,766 [stammers] A whole-- 1020 00:53:44,850 --> 00:53:47,186 It's out. Yeah! 1021 00:53:47,269 --> 00:53:52,774 ♪ If she reads all the lyrics She'll pity the men I know ♪ 1022 00:53:52,858 --> 00:53:53,859 [laughs] 1023 00:53:53,942 --> 00:53:56,069 ♪ So you're a tough guy Like it really rough guy ♪ 1024 00:53:56,153 --> 00:53:59,281 ♪ Just can't get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy ♪ 1025 00:53:59,364 --> 00:54:00,949 [no audible dialogue] 1026 00:54:01,033 --> 00:54:03,368 ♪ I'm that bad type Make your mama sad type ♪ 1027 00:54:03,452 --> 00:54:07,331 ♪ Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type ♪ 1028 00:54:07,414 --> 00:54:10,042 ♪ I'm the bad guy ♪ 1029 00:54:17,841 --> 00:54:19,301 [Finneas] It's a number one album. 1030 00:54:19,384 --> 00:54:21,803 And I have a red Tesla in front of the house. 1031 00:54:21,887 --> 00:54:22,888 [Billie] Oh, my gosh. 1032 00:54:22,971 --> 00:54:24,765 -[Finneas] I love you. -I love you. 1033 00:54:25,265 --> 00:54:27,059 [Finneas] Thanks for making the album with me. 1034 00:54:27,142 --> 00:54:29,102 You know that she said today she-- 1035 00:54:29,186 --> 00:54:32,314 A year ago, she had a million followers on Instagram. 1036 00:54:32,397 --> 00:54:33,398 [Mom] That's crazy. 1037 00:54:33,482 --> 00:54:36,068 -That's a lot in a year. -It is. 1038 00:54:36,151 --> 00:54:37,986 -Anyway, it was more-- -Where we at now? 1039 00:54:38,070 --> 00:54:39,655 Fif-- almost 16 million. 1040 00:54:40,656 --> 00:54:41,657 [inhales deeply] 1041 00:54:41,740 --> 00:54:46,703 -♪ I'm better off without them ♪ -♪ Without them ♪ 1042 00:54:46,787 --> 00:54:49,957 ♪ They're nothing but unstable ♪ 1043 00:54:50,040 --> 00:54:51,583 [Finneas] Here's your Spotify. 1044 00:54:55,379 --> 00:54:56,839 -Is that million? -Yeah. 1045 00:54:56,922 --> 00:54:58,257 Oh, my God. 1046 00:54:58,340 --> 00:55:00,384 I thought that was thousand. I was like, lemme see-- 1047 00:55:00,467 --> 00:55:01,760 No. [chuckles] 1048 00:55:02,761 --> 00:55:05,180 720 million. 1049 00:55:05,264 --> 00:55:06,682 [Finneas] That's nuts, dude. 1050 00:55:06,765 --> 00:55:07,766 Who you texting? 1051 00:55:07,850 --> 00:55:09,184 -Q? -Uh-huh. 1052 00:55:11,270 --> 00:55:12,271 Hi, baby. 1053 00:55:14,773 --> 00:55:15,816 [chuckles] 1054 00:55:16,608 --> 00:55:19,528 [Billie] There's like 40 brands that have sent me a Coachella outfit. 1055 00:55:19,611 --> 00:55:21,947 It's honestly crazy. Where are you right now? 1056 00:55:24,199 --> 00:55:25,200 Hungover? 1057 00:55:26,368 --> 00:55:27,870 You didn't drive home, right? 1058 00:55:28,996 --> 00:55:29,997 You did? 1059 00:55:32,875 --> 00:55:33,876 Why? 1060 00:55:36,086 --> 00:55:37,588 You said you wouldn't do that. 1061 00:55:38,088 --> 00:55:40,132 I'm mad that you did that shit. 1062 00:55:40,883 --> 00:55:43,385 [Q on phone] Uh, at least I told you. 1063 00:55:44,178 --> 00:55:47,264 I know. I'm glad you told me, but I don't want you to do that. 1064 00:55:49,683 --> 00:55:51,894 You don't take me seriously when I say that. 1065 00:55:52,895 --> 00:55:54,771 I just want you safe. 1066 00:55:56,481 --> 00:55:57,482 You know that. 1067 00:55:59,026 --> 00:56:00,611 I'm seeing you tonight, okay? 1068 00:56:01,820 --> 00:56:03,322 Okay. I love you. 1069 00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:05,240 Bye, baby. 1070 00:56:05,324 --> 00:56:06,325 Bye. 1071 00:56:07,034 --> 00:56:10,329 [female stylist] We maybe have a couple more press looks, and then we're done. 1072 00:56:13,457 --> 00:56:17,127 [Billie] I had a dream that Coachella was horrible 1073 00:56:17,211 --> 00:56:19,796 and the worst thing ever, and it ruined my career. 1074 00:56:24,134 --> 00:56:27,471 [Billie] ♪ Lips meet teeth and tongue ♪ 1075 00:56:29,223 --> 00:56:33,310 ♪ My heart skips eight beats at once ♪ 1076 00:56:33,393 --> 00:56:34,811 [Billie] During the beginning of "bad guy," 1077 00:56:34,895 --> 00:56:37,105 I'll go to the front of the stage and be like, "What's up?" 1078 00:56:37,189 --> 00:56:39,191 I'll probably thank the dancers here. 1079 00:56:39,274 --> 00:56:41,068 -[technician] Yeah. -[Billie] Once the mic is in, 1080 00:56:41,151 --> 00:56:42,736 I want it to be pretty quick. 1081 00:56:42,819 --> 00:56:44,988 These bitches can go super fast. 1082 00:56:45,072 --> 00:56:46,907 ♪ ...watch your car burn ♪ 1083 00:56:47,449 --> 00:56:50,410 ♪ With the fire that you started in me ♪ 1084 00:56:50,494 --> 00:56:53,664 ♪ But you never came back to ask it out ♪ 1085 00:56:53,747 --> 00:56:57,000 ♪ Go ahead and watch my heart burn ♪ 1086 00:56:57,084 --> 00:56:58,502 [Billie] The wall screens? 1087 00:56:58,585 --> 00:57:01,713 I don't want it to be, you know, a blue song and then there's pink. 1088 00:57:01,797 --> 00:57:04,258 First of all, I hate pink. Never use pink ever. 1089 00:57:04,883 --> 00:57:07,302 [Mom] I think that you don't understand 1090 00:57:07,386 --> 00:57:11,056 how special it is to focus on you on that song. 1091 00:57:11,139 --> 00:57:14,601 You might wanna consider having a different visual than the video. 1092 00:57:14,685 --> 00:57:17,604 [Billie] My favorite thing during a festival show is looking at the crowd 1093 00:57:17,688 --> 00:57:18,897 and they're not looking at me. 1094 00:57:18,981 --> 00:57:20,065 I love that. 1095 00:57:20,148 --> 00:57:23,026 It makes me feel way less uncomfortable, especially at Coachella. 1096 00:57:23,110 --> 00:57:25,863 It's not as interesting as watching Billie sing the song. 1097 00:57:25,946 --> 00:57:28,240 I'm gonna be, like, thousands of feet from people. 1098 00:57:28,323 --> 00:57:30,242 [man] People are gonna be so far away. 1099 00:57:30,325 --> 00:57:31,535 Especially at this time slot, 1100 00:57:31,618 --> 00:57:34,538 and especially with what's going on in your career right now. 1101 00:57:35,455 --> 00:57:40,210 ♪ If I could get to sleep I would have slept by now ♪ 1102 00:57:40,294 --> 00:57:42,296 Ew, I don't wanna go. 1103 00:57:46,300 --> 00:57:47,885 That shit is too much pressure. 1104 00:57:48,677 --> 00:57:51,930 I don't like pressure. I don't feel pressure most of the time. 1105 00:57:52,014 --> 00:57:54,141 ["my strange addiction" instrumental plays] 1106 00:57:56,643 --> 00:57:58,437 [radio host 1] Right now, thousands of people 1107 00:57:58,520 --> 00:58:00,731 are pouring into the desert for the start of Coachella. 1108 00:58:00,814 --> 00:58:03,066 [radio host 2] It is one of the world's most popular 1109 00:58:03,150 --> 00:58:04,234 outdoor music festivals. 1110 00:58:04,318 --> 00:58:07,279 [radio host 3] Coachella is the world's highest-grossing music festival. 1111 00:58:07,362 --> 00:58:09,740 [radio host 4] 125,000 concertgoers a day. 1112 00:58:10,365 --> 00:58:11,783 [Finneas] Is Q coming? 1113 00:58:11,867 --> 00:58:15,037 [Billie] I said, "I'm getting you tickets for this, 1114 00:58:15,120 --> 00:58:17,956 and the deal is that you have to spend time with me. 1115 00:58:18,874 --> 00:58:21,668 You have to see me if I'm gonna let you come for free." 1116 00:58:21,752 --> 00:58:24,338 "Of course." Haven't seen him in two and a half days. 1117 00:58:27,674 --> 00:58:28,842 [groans] 1118 00:58:28,926 --> 00:58:30,344 [chattering] 1119 00:58:35,057 --> 00:58:37,351 We're at this Interscope party. 1120 00:58:37,434 --> 00:58:41,104 The one I was saying I was taking you to, but then you didn't come. [laughs] 1121 00:58:41,188 --> 00:58:42,856 Ah! 1122 00:58:42,940 --> 00:58:44,775 I wanted you to be here, damn it. 1123 00:58:45,400 --> 00:58:47,694 My ass was alone the whole day. It's okay. 1124 00:58:55,244 --> 00:58:57,329 [crowd chattering] 1125 00:59:06,463 --> 00:59:09,132 [Billie screams] Hey, Q. 1126 00:59:09,216 --> 00:59:10,592 Look at the hair. 1127 00:59:11,176 --> 00:59:12,177 Go ahead. 1128 00:59:15,639 --> 00:59:17,474 Q, okay, ready? Help me. 1129 00:59:17,558 --> 00:59:18,767 So it's either... 1130 00:59:20,644 --> 00:59:22,354 I'm putting my teeth in. [chuckles] 1131 00:59:22,437 --> 00:59:24,648 You know I don't have to wear mine anymore during the day. 1132 00:59:24,731 --> 00:59:26,233 Really? 1133 00:59:26,316 --> 00:59:28,819 That's why you look so goddamn good. Mmm. [chuckles] 1134 00:59:28,902 --> 00:59:30,904 You should've did your hair with the things again. 1135 00:59:30,988 --> 00:59:32,281 -Should I? I was thinking about it. -Yeah. 1136 00:59:32,364 --> 00:59:33,574 -Could you still do it? -Yeah. 1137 00:59:33,657 --> 00:59:35,325 -You should. It looked bomb. -I haven't done the show yet. 1138 00:59:35,409 --> 00:59:36,702 -I really think you should. -You think? 1139 00:59:39,079 --> 00:59:42,583 ♪ Waking up at sundown ♪ 1140 00:59:43,125 --> 00:59:45,919 ♪ They're late to every party ♪ 1141 00:59:46,003 --> 00:59:47,212 -Um... -[Billie chuckles] 1142 00:59:47,296 --> 00:59:50,090 -She needs to be changing her clothes. -♪ Nobody's ever sorry ♪ 1143 00:59:50,174 --> 00:59:51,175 [Billie] I'm doing it. 1144 00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:56,263 ♪ Too inebriated now to dance ♪ 1145 00:59:56,346 --> 00:59:59,892 ♪ Morning as they come down ♪ 1146 00:59:59,975 --> 01:00:03,520 [chuckles] ♪ Their pretty heads are hurting ♪ 1147 01:00:04,730 --> 01:00:08,442 -♪ They're awfully bad at learning ♪ -[Mom] Is this rehearsing the lyrics? 1148 01:00:08,525 --> 01:00:11,653 -Yeah. [chuckles] -♪ Make the same mistakes ♪ 1149 01:00:11,737 --> 01:00:15,824 ♪ Blame... [chuckles] ...circumstance ♪ 1150 01:00:15,908 --> 01:00:17,034 ♪ I'm ♪ 1151 01:00:17,117 --> 01:00:19,995 -♪ In their secondhand smoke ♪ -[Q scats, vocalizes] 1152 01:00:20,078 --> 01:00:21,622 -Change now. -[Billie] Okay. 1153 01:00:21,705 --> 01:00:23,832 Bro, I wish I could sing like that. Like... 1154 01:00:25,709 --> 01:00:27,044 Why she sing so fire? 1155 01:00:28,504 --> 01:00:31,673 [chuckles] ♪ Circumstance ♪ 1156 01:00:36,970 --> 01:00:37,888 I love you. 1157 01:00:37,971 --> 01:00:39,097 Love you too. 1158 01:00:39,181 --> 01:00:40,474 -Go. -All right, eat your pizza. 1159 01:00:40,557 --> 01:00:41,725 I gotta warm up. 1160 01:00:41,808 --> 01:00:43,727 [vocalizes through straw] 1161 01:00:43,810 --> 01:00:46,146 Danny wants to bring Katy Perry to say hi to you. 1162 01:00:51,276 --> 01:00:53,153 I'm so good. How are you? 1163 01:00:53,237 --> 01:00:56,990 I, um, gotta confess about my fiancé. 1164 01:00:57,074 --> 01:00:58,492 -[man] I am-- -I'm a huge fan obviously. 1165 01:00:58,575 --> 01:00:59,993 -[chuckles] -But my fiancé, 1166 01:01:00,077 --> 01:01:01,703 -who doesn't listen to-- -Hello. 1167 01:01:01,787 --> 01:01:03,539 -He listens to a lot of music. -I literally had you-- 1168 01:01:03,622 --> 01:01:06,124 He literally will only play you in the car. 1169 01:01:06,208 --> 01:01:07,209 "Bad guy." [clicks tongue] 1170 01:01:07,292 --> 01:01:08,377 -[chuckles] -All the time. 1171 01:01:08,460 --> 01:01:10,671 -♪ I'm such a bad guy ♪ -Thank you, bro. 1172 01:01:10,754 --> 01:01:11,922 -♪ Treat you like a rough guy ♪ -Yee! 1173 01:01:12,005 --> 01:01:13,006 -Ooh! -There it goes. 1174 01:01:13,090 --> 01:01:14,341 -I wanna take a picture. -How are you? 1175 01:01:14,424 --> 01:01:17,553 -I'm doing good. -[Orlando Bloom] So proud of you. 1176 01:01:17,636 --> 01:01:18,887 -[Katy Perry] Congrats. -Thank you. 1177 01:01:18,971 --> 01:01:21,765 -[Bloom] Yeah. -And I love you, and, um... 1178 01:01:23,225 --> 01:01:24,393 Um... 1179 01:01:24,476 --> 01:01:28,021 I wanted to say that this is gonna be wild for ten years. 1180 01:01:28,105 --> 01:01:29,398 -It's gonna be crazy. -[chuckles] 1181 01:01:29,481 --> 01:01:32,526 If you ever wanna talk, 'cause it's a weird ride. 1182 01:01:32,609 --> 01:01:33,610 -[Bloom] Aw... -I know. 1183 01:01:33,694 --> 01:01:35,654 -It's a-- [chuckles] Yes. -I know you know. 1184 01:01:35,737 --> 01:01:37,489 -[in British accent] Good for you. -Yeah. 1185 01:01:37,573 --> 01:01:38,907 -[Danny, British accent] You're amazing. -Amazing. 1186 01:01:38,991 --> 01:01:40,492 -[Billie] Who was that? -Orlando Bloom? 1187 01:01:40,576 --> 01:01:41,827 -So-- Oh, really? -He played-- 1188 01:01:41,910 --> 01:01:45,289 [Finneas] He played Will Turner in fucking Pirates of the Caribbean. 1189 01:01:45,956 --> 01:01:47,165 -That guy? -That was him. 1190 01:01:47,249 --> 01:01:48,625 -That was him? -Yeah, that's him. 1191 01:01:48,709 --> 01:01:51,420 There's all these TMZ photos of her and him paddleboarding together. 1192 01:01:51,503 --> 01:01:53,463 Wait, those are full-on nudes. 1193 01:01:53,547 --> 01:01:55,257 Let me see. 1194 01:01:55,340 --> 01:01:56,466 -Let me see. -[Danny] Who is that? 1195 01:01:56,550 --> 01:01:57,926 -[Finneas] Orlando Bloom. -That was him? 1196 01:01:58,010 --> 01:01:59,553 -[Mom] He's outside still. -Why is it so skinny? 1197 01:01:59,636 --> 01:02:00,470 No way! 1198 01:02:00,554 --> 01:02:01,889 [Danny] I wouldn't know anything about that. 1199 01:02:01,972 --> 01:02:04,141 Bring him back. I wanna meet him again. 1200 01:02:04,683 --> 01:02:06,143 He kissed me on the cheek. 1201 01:02:06,226 --> 01:02:07,811 [Mom] That's Orlando Bloom. 1202 01:02:07,895 --> 01:02:11,607 I did not know that was him. I thought that was just some dude Katy Perry met. 1203 01:02:12,232 --> 01:02:14,151 [Billie] Oh, my God! 1204 01:02:15,194 --> 01:02:16,320 [Mom] I love you, baby. 1205 01:02:16,403 --> 01:02:18,906 -[Billie] I love you, Mama. -Have a good time. 1206 01:02:18,989 --> 01:02:21,116 -[Danny] Enjoy it. -[Mom] Yeah, have a great time. 1207 01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:22,409 -Just enjoy yourself. -Ready, Brian? 1208 01:02:22,492 --> 01:02:23,827 That's all that matters, okay? 1209 01:02:23,911 --> 01:02:25,579 -[kisses] You're very brave and amazing. -I love you. 1210 01:02:25,662 --> 01:02:27,456 -[Mom] I love you so much. -[Finneas] You are very brave. 1211 01:02:27,539 --> 01:02:28,624 I'm not brave. 1212 01:02:29,333 --> 01:02:34,713 [crowd] Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! 1213 01:02:34,796 --> 01:02:35,881 Dad. 1214 01:02:37,174 --> 01:02:40,219 There isn't room for another human out there. It's unbelievable. 1215 01:02:40,302 --> 01:02:42,346 -[Danny] Is it going okay out there? -Oh, yeah. Well, yeah. 1216 01:02:42,429 --> 01:02:44,556 Billie, Billie, Billie! Oh, I'm so happy-- Wait. Will you wait? 1217 01:02:44,640 --> 01:02:46,475 I've gotta use the toilet. I don't wanna miss it. 1218 01:02:46,558 --> 01:02:47,643 -[kisses] -Dude. 1219 01:02:47,726 --> 01:02:49,895 -You are so-- -This is the universe hugging you. 1220 01:02:49,978 --> 01:02:52,272 I'm giving you so much love and light right now. 1221 01:02:52,356 --> 01:02:54,858 [Billie] You don't even understand. My nine-year-old self, bro-- 1222 01:02:54,942 --> 01:02:56,193 -You're a fucking... -Oh! 1223 01:02:56,276 --> 01:02:59,696 -Oh, no. Oh, my lord! -Oh! 1224 01:02:59,780 --> 01:03:01,698 -Thank you for everything you do. -Oh, I love you. 1225 01:03:01,782 --> 01:03:03,158 -I love you. -[kisses] 1226 01:03:03,242 --> 01:03:04,660 -Okay. -I've been literally climbing mountains 1227 01:03:04,743 --> 01:03:06,370 -listening to your music. I love it. -[chuckles] 1228 01:03:06,954 --> 01:03:08,288 Now I know. 1229 01:03:12,292 --> 01:03:16,463 [crowd] Billie! Billie! Billie! 1230 01:03:18,090 --> 01:03:19,508 What is going on? [chuckles] 1231 01:03:20,425 --> 01:03:23,637 -[crowd booing] -[man] Fuck the screen! 1232 01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:29,476 Fuck the screen! Fuck the screen! Fuck the screen! Fuck the screen! 1233 01:03:30,018 --> 01:03:31,645 [Brian] We're probably gonna have to cut "xanny." 1234 01:03:31,728 --> 01:03:33,021 -But that's it. -What? 1235 01:03:33,105 --> 01:03:35,899 Probably have to cut "xanny" for time. 1236 01:03:36,942 --> 01:03:39,152 So we're losing "xanny" and something. 1237 01:03:39,236 --> 01:03:41,697 -"WHEN I WAS OLDER" probably, right? -[inhales sharply] 1238 01:03:42,948 --> 01:03:45,075 Let's go. Here we go. Bill, Andrew. 1239 01:03:47,494 --> 01:03:49,329 If anything's going wrong, act like it's not. 1240 01:03:49,413 --> 01:03:51,623 [crowd] Billie! Billie! Billie! 1241 01:03:51,707 --> 01:03:58,255 [Coachella stage manager] ...nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one. 1242 01:03:58,338 --> 01:03:59,673 -Roll show. -[crowd cheering] 1243 01:04:02,968 --> 01:04:04,595 [Billie] Look at the screen. 1244 01:04:05,679 --> 01:04:07,097 Bro, what is happening? 1245 01:04:07,181 --> 01:04:09,057 [Brian] Just remember they're here to see you. 1246 01:04:09,141 --> 01:04:11,393 -What? -Just remember they're here to see you. 1247 01:04:18,275 --> 01:04:21,028 They're not even gonna see me if the screen doesn't work. 1248 01:04:21,111 --> 01:04:23,488 -They're gonna have the lights on. -For fuck's sake. 1249 01:04:24,781 --> 01:04:28,785 [crowd cheering, screaming] 1250 01:04:34,416 --> 01:04:36,835 ["bad guy" playing] 1251 01:04:41,507 --> 01:04:45,302 [scatting] 1252 01:04:47,012 --> 01:04:48,514 [Billie] Coachella! 1253 01:04:54,770 --> 01:04:56,522 Holy fuck! [chuckles] 1254 01:04:57,105 --> 01:04:59,525 ♪ Look at you needing me ♪ 1255 01:04:59,608 --> 01:05:03,070 ♪ You know I'm just... ♪ [scatting] 1256 01:05:03,153 --> 01:05:04,154 Fuck! 1257 01:05:04,238 --> 01:05:06,406 ♪ Begging for our help ♪ 1258 01:05:07,157 --> 01:05:09,076 What the fuck are the words though? 1259 01:05:10,077 --> 01:05:11,912 [scats] 1260 01:05:11,995 --> 01:05:14,414 -♪ Poisoning themselves now ♪ -[Billie] Bro. 1261 01:05:14,498 --> 01:05:16,458 ♪ Begging for our help ♪ 1262 01:05:16,542 --> 01:05:17,543 ♪ Wow! ♪ 1263 01:05:17,626 --> 01:05:20,045 ♪ Hills burn in California ♪ 1264 01:05:20,128 --> 01:05:22,631 ♪ My turn to ignore ya ♪ 1265 01:05:22,714 --> 01:05:26,552 ♪ Don't say I didn't warn ya ♪ 1266 01:05:27,594 --> 01:05:30,597 ♪ All the good girls go to hell ♪ 1267 01:05:31,598 --> 01:05:33,433 ["bury a friend" plays] 1268 01:05:34,560 --> 01:05:35,936 ♪ I wanna end me ♪ 1269 01:05:36,019 --> 01:05:38,689 ♪ I wanna, I wanna, I wanna ♪ 1270 01:05:40,065 --> 01:05:42,276 ♪ I wanna, I wanna, I wanna ♪ 1271 01:05:42,359 --> 01:05:44,319 ♪ What do you want from me? ♪ 1272 01:05:44,403 --> 01:05:46,488 ♪ Why don't you run from me? ♪ 1273 01:05:46,572 --> 01:05:48,407 ♪ What are you wondering? ♪ 1274 01:05:48,490 --> 01:05:49,491 ♪ What do you know? ♪ 1275 01:05:50,534 --> 01:05:52,286 ♪ Why aren't you scared of me? ♪ 1276 01:05:52,369 --> 01:05:54,538 ♪ Why do you care for me? ♪ 1277 01:05:54,621 --> 01:05:58,208 ♪ When we all fall asleep Where do we go? ♪ 1278 01:05:58,292 --> 01:06:00,961 [cheering] 1279 01:06:03,130 --> 01:06:08,552 Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie! 1280 01:06:11,180 --> 01:06:12,681 All right, so for this song... 1281 01:06:14,016 --> 01:06:15,601 [groans] ...I just want, uh... 1282 01:06:16,643 --> 01:06:18,478 us all to be in the moment for this song, 1283 01:06:18,562 --> 01:06:21,982 because I feel like, in life, we tend to do things and then... 1284 01:06:22,065 --> 01:06:23,150 [pants] 1285 01:06:23,233 --> 01:06:26,737 We're always looking forward to the next thing and the next thing after that. 1286 01:06:26,820 --> 01:06:29,156 We're never thinking about what's happening right now. 1287 01:06:29,239 --> 01:06:31,491 And this is happening right now, and this is crazy. 1288 01:06:31,575 --> 01:06:32,576 [cheering] 1289 01:06:32,659 --> 01:06:33,911 And, like... 1290 01:06:34,745 --> 01:06:36,413 we-- and I... 1291 01:06:37,456 --> 01:06:41,418 are never gonna be in this moment ever again, no matter what. 1292 01:06:41,502 --> 01:06:43,003 This exact moment right here. 1293 01:06:43,879 --> 01:06:45,714 Never again. Ever. 1294 01:06:45,797 --> 01:06:48,926 This is the only chance we get to be in the moment. 1295 01:06:49,009 --> 01:06:51,136 So why don't we be in the moment, yeah? 1296 01:06:51,220 --> 01:06:52,221 All right, let's do it. 1297 01:06:52,304 --> 01:06:55,474 ["when the party's over" plays] 1298 01:07:00,729 --> 01:07:06,860 ♪ Don't you know I'm no good for you? ♪ 1299 01:07:08,862 --> 01:07:15,619 ♪ I've learned to lose You can't afford to ♪ 1300 01:07:17,829 --> 01:07:23,752 ♪ Tore my shirt to stop you bleeding ♪ 1301 01:07:25,963 --> 01:07:31,969 ♪ But nothing ever stops you leaving ♪ 1302 01:07:35,138 --> 01:07:40,352 ♪ Quiet when I'm comin' home And I'm on my own ♪ 1303 01:07:42,479 --> 01:07:47,693 ♪ I could lie, say I like it like that Like it like that ♪ 1304 01:07:49,695 --> 01:07:55,158 ♪ I could lie, say I like it like that Like it like that ♪ 1305 01:07:59,788 --> 01:08:05,210 ♪ Don't you know too much already? ♪ 1306 01:08:07,880 --> 01:08:13,886 ♪ I'll only hurt you if you let me ♪ 1307 01:08:16,930 --> 01:08:22,060 ♪ Call me friend but keep me closer ♪ 1308 01:08:22,728 --> 01:08:24,854 [crowd] Call me back. 1309 01:08:24,938 --> 01:08:31,069 ♪ And I'll call you When the party's over ♪ 1310 01:08:34,156 --> 01:08:40,037 ♪ Quiet when I'm comin' home And I'm on my own ♪ 1311 01:08:41,371 --> 01:08:44,291 ♪ And I could lie Say I like it like that ♪ 1312 01:08:44,374 --> 01:08:46,919 ♪ Like it like that ♪ 1313 01:08:48,504 --> 01:08:51,548 ♪ And I could lie Say I like it like that ♪ 1314 01:08:51,631 --> 01:08:54,091 ♪ Like it like that ♪ 1315 01:08:55,426 --> 01:09:00,057 ♪ But nothin' is better sometimes ♪ 1316 01:09:01,767 --> 01:09:08,607 ♪ Once we've both said our goodbyes ♪ 1317 01:09:08,689 --> 01:09:13,194 ♪ Let's just let it go ♪ 1318 01:09:14,529 --> 01:09:19,618 ♪ Let me let you go ♪ 1319 01:09:23,538 --> 01:09:29,877 ♪ Quiet when I'm comin' home And I'm on my own ♪ 1320 01:09:32,464 --> 01:09:36,218 ♪ I could lie, say I like it like that ♪ 1321 01:09:36,301 --> 01:09:39,888 ♪ Like it like that ♪ 1322 01:09:42,390 --> 01:09:46,435 ♪ I could lie, say I like it like that ♪ 1323 01:09:46,520 --> 01:09:51,567 ♪ Like it like that ♪ 1324 01:09:51,649 --> 01:09:54,486 [crowd cheers] 1325 01:10:01,159 --> 01:10:02,369 Thank you. 1326 01:10:17,509 --> 01:10:20,262 You know, the screen came back eventually. 1327 01:10:20,345 --> 01:10:22,181 [Claudia] "Bury a friend" was fucking crazy. 1328 01:10:22,264 --> 01:10:23,724 I know. Billie killed it. 1329 01:10:24,683 --> 01:10:26,518 They loved the new stuff. 1330 01:10:30,105 --> 01:10:31,940 At the end of the day, kids were standing there 1331 01:10:32,024 --> 01:10:33,609 to see Billie Eilish, and you're Billie Eilish. 1332 01:10:33,692 --> 01:10:35,277 -[Claudia] Yeah. -And you killed it, you know what I mean? 1333 01:10:35,360 --> 01:10:38,530 [Claudia] You did exactly what, like, everyone wanted. 1334 01:10:39,698 --> 01:10:41,575 [Mom] You guys, that was amazing. 1335 01:10:41,658 --> 01:10:46,580 -Oh, thank you. -It was. Your performance was spectacular. 1336 01:10:46,663 --> 01:10:48,624 You killed it. You didn't seem nervous at all. 1337 01:10:48,707 --> 01:10:51,043 -[Mom] No, it was a beautiful-- -I just wasn't happy with it. 1338 01:10:51,126 --> 01:10:53,712 -[Finneas] What? -I was not happy with the way I was. 1339 01:10:53,795 --> 01:10:54,796 [Mom] You were amazing. 1340 01:10:54,880 --> 01:10:56,924 [Billie] I was so excited for "all the good girls go to hell," 1341 01:10:57,007 --> 01:10:58,550 and then I bombed the shit out of it. 1342 01:10:58,634 --> 01:11:01,678 -[Finneas laughs] -[Mom] It was fine and funny. 1343 01:11:01,762 --> 01:11:03,305 -I love you. Amazing. -[Finneas] You really did great. 1344 01:11:03,388 --> 01:11:05,349 -[Mom] Billie, you're amazing. -[Finneas] That was fantastic! 1345 01:11:05,432 --> 01:11:06,808 It was amazing. 1346 01:11:06,892 --> 01:11:08,644 I wish you could feel what we felt. 1347 01:11:08,727 --> 01:11:10,812 People were thrilled. 1348 01:11:10,896 --> 01:11:16,026 People were just like, "A star. She's a superstar. It's amazing." 1349 01:11:16,777 --> 01:11:19,112 People loved it so much. 1350 01:11:19,655 --> 01:11:23,575 And that's what you can do with everything going down around you. 1351 01:11:24,868 --> 01:11:27,079 You forgot some words to a new song. 1352 01:11:27,162 --> 01:11:28,497 Big deal. 1353 01:11:28,580 --> 01:11:30,040 Who cares? 1354 01:11:35,045 --> 01:11:36,255 [phone rings] 1355 01:11:37,673 --> 01:11:38,674 Hello. 1356 01:11:39,967 --> 01:11:41,176 Where are you? 1357 01:11:44,972 --> 01:11:46,390 Can you come here? 1358 01:11:51,979 --> 01:11:53,272 Can't you see me? 1359 01:11:59,528 --> 01:12:00,863 What do you mean, "try"? 1360 01:12:04,491 --> 01:12:05,701 Hello? 1361 01:12:11,957 --> 01:12:13,208 [phone thuds] 1362 01:12:17,671 --> 01:12:20,507 ["xanny" instrumental plays] 1363 01:13:07,095 --> 01:13:08,680 [song continues] 1364 01:13:08,764 --> 01:13:10,349 [Finneas speaking indistinctly] 1365 01:13:16,063 --> 01:13:19,233 [Finneas] I'm just blaming you for the beeping 'cause I like it. 1366 01:13:30,994 --> 01:13:32,746 [song continues] 1367 01:13:55,727 --> 01:13:57,563 [song ends] 1368 01:14:03,235 --> 01:14:05,737 [crowd chattering] 1369 01:14:11,410 --> 01:14:13,328 [Mom] Good morning, my sweetheart. 1370 01:14:17,916 --> 01:14:19,918 You were amazing last night. 1371 01:14:24,715 --> 01:14:26,258 I love you. 1372 01:14:26,341 --> 01:14:28,218 [Justin Bieber] ♪ Ain't no holding back guy ♪ 1373 01:14:28,302 --> 01:14:32,055 ♪ Come off like I'm mad guy Always got your back guy ♪ 1374 01:14:32,139 --> 01:14:35,392 ♪ Yeah, I'm the real type Keep you full of thrills type ♪ 1375 01:14:35,475 --> 01:14:39,479 ♪ Show you what it feels like Got an open invite ♪ 1376 01:14:39,563 --> 01:14:44,693 -♪ I'm the bad guy, woah-ooh ♪ -[all laugh] 1377 01:14:45,611 --> 01:14:48,322 [manager] Billie, that's gotta be pretty amazing for you. 1378 01:14:48,405 --> 01:14:51,783 -[Billie] That's crazy that's his voice. -[Mom] Justin Bieber's voice. 1379 01:14:51,867 --> 01:14:53,702 [Bieber] ♪ Gold teeth, my neck ♪ 1380 01:14:53,785 --> 01:14:55,537 ♪ My wrist is froze I got more ice than... ♪ 1381 01:14:55,621 --> 01:14:57,581 -You're gonna cry? -Aw. 1382 01:14:57,664 --> 01:14:59,875 Because she's cried over Justin Bieber's songs 1383 01:14:59,958 --> 01:15:01,877 so much over the years, 1384 01:15:01,960 --> 01:15:03,754 -and he's singing their song now. -[Danny] Yeah. 1385 01:15:03,837 --> 01:15:04,963 He's singing your song. 1386 01:15:05,047 --> 01:15:06,590 [manager] I hear he's here this weekend. 1387 01:15:06,673 --> 01:15:07,674 [Danny] He is. 1388 01:15:08,425 --> 01:15:10,052 [crowd cheers] 1389 01:15:10,135 --> 01:15:11,261 [Ariana Grande] Coachella! 1390 01:15:13,180 --> 01:15:14,598 Let me hear you all. 1391 01:15:16,266 --> 01:15:17,601 [song begins] 1392 01:15:17,684 --> 01:15:19,353 [crowd cheers] 1393 01:15:23,315 --> 01:15:25,943 [Ariana Grande sings "bad idea"] 1394 01:15:30,948 --> 01:15:32,115 [man] Oh, there you are. 1395 01:15:33,033 --> 01:15:35,661 -[crowd screams, cheers] -[singing continues] 1396 01:15:35,744 --> 01:15:38,372 [fan] Oh! Justin Bieber! 1397 01:15:38,455 --> 01:15:41,834 -Justin! Justin! -[bodyguard chuckles] 1398 01:15:57,724 --> 01:15:58,892 [no audible dialogue] 1399 01:16:07,985 --> 01:16:10,696 [crowd cheers] 1400 01:16:16,451 --> 01:16:18,495 [song fades] 1401 01:16:18,579 --> 01:16:21,039 ["come out and play" instrumental plays] 1402 01:16:39,057 --> 01:16:41,476 [Billie] I just saw his eyebrow, and I know his face. 1403 01:16:41,560 --> 01:16:43,729 -[Mom laughs] -I know everything about him. 1404 01:16:43,812 --> 01:16:46,356 He was born at St. Jude's Hospital 1405 01:16:46,440 --> 01:16:50,235 on March 1st, at 12:56 a.m., on the second floor. 1406 01:16:50,319 --> 01:16:52,779 -[Claudia] Holy fuck. -Enough. 1407 01:16:53,405 --> 01:16:56,283 -[Finneas] Yeah, where were you born? -I have no idea. 1408 01:16:56,366 --> 01:16:59,203 He came over to me and I ran away from him. 1409 01:16:59,286 --> 01:17:01,830 And he just stood there and looked at me... 1410 01:17:01,914 --> 01:17:03,248 [Claudia] I know. You ran away. 1411 01:17:03,332 --> 01:17:05,751 -...with his eyes. [laughs] -[Claudia] You pivoted away. 1412 01:17:05,834 --> 01:17:07,377 [Finneas] He looked at you with his eyes? 1413 01:17:08,962 --> 01:17:11,924 -[Claudia] His eyes. -His eyes. 1414 01:17:14,676 --> 01:17:20,098 -[sniffs, breathes deeply] Ah. -That's so amazing, Billie. 1415 01:17:21,225 --> 01:17:24,895 [sniffs] And I literally cried in his arms... 1416 01:17:24,978 --> 01:17:26,605 -[Claudia laughs] -...for, like, five minutes, 1417 01:17:26,688 --> 01:17:28,065 like... [mimics shuddering] 1418 01:17:28,148 --> 01:17:31,276 And every time I would do this, kind of, like... [mimics shuddering] 1419 01:17:31,360 --> 01:17:35,572 ...like, you could feel it, and he would just squeeze me. [laughs] 1420 01:17:35,656 --> 01:17:37,157 [Dad] Aw. You know what that's like. 1421 01:17:37,241 --> 01:17:38,992 It happens to you every meet and greet. 1422 01:17:39,076 --> 01:17:40,953 Yeah, you know exactly how you-- 1423 01:17:41,036 --> 01:17:45,374 How... you know, it feels to be him in that situation. 1424 01:17:51,004 --> 01:17:52,005 [sniffs] 1425 01:17:52,673 --> 01:17:56,927 [Billie] "It's moments like tonight, where I'm reminded what I mean to people. 1426 01:17:57,010 --> 01:18:00,639 Your love for me touched my heart. You are so special. 1427 01:18:03,809 --> 01:18:07,020 Not for what you can do, but for who you are. 1428 01:18:08,230 --> 01:18:09,690 -Remember that." -[Finneas] Damn. 1429 01:18:09,773 --> 01:18:13,193 "I'm so impressed by your aura and presence. 1430 01:18:18,365 --> 01:18:20,701 You carry a heavy calling. 1431 01:18:20,784 --> 01:18:25,289 You are an idol to so many. I'm excited to watch you flourish. 1432 01:18:25,372 --> 01:18:28,166 You are beyond special. Thank you for tonight. 1433 01:18:29,710 --> 01:18:32,379 It meant just as much to me as it meant to you. 1434 01:18:32,462 --> 01:18:35,382 I also want to let you know that it feels like yesterday"-- 1435 01:18:36,675 --> 01:18:37,843 [all chuckle] 1436 01:18:39,052 --> 01:18:41,638 "It feels like yesterday I was singing"-- 1437 01:18:42,806 --> 01:18:45,976 Oh, "Yesterday I was 15, singing 'One Time,' 1438 01:18:46,059 --> 01:18:48,395 and now I'm 25, and that was ten years ago 1439 01:18:48,478 --> 01:18:50,731 and it flew by like a flash. 1440 01:18:50,814 --> 01:18:54,109 Enjoy every minute of what you are experiencing." 1441 01:18:54,193 --> 01:18:55,777 [whines] 1442 01:18:56,403 --> 01:19:01,533 "Embrace it all, believe, you are great, but not greater than anyone." 1443 01:19:02,868 --> 01:19:05,287 [Finneas sniffs] Bill, you gotta be friends with him. 1444 01:19:06,538 --> 01:19:07,748 You have to. 1445 01:19:10,167 --> 01:19:11,376 -Yeah. -Gosh. 1446 01:19:12,628 --> 01:19:14,004 -[sniffs] -[Finneas] Seriously. 1447 01:19:14,087 --> 01:19:16,882 Let's talk about-- Let's talk about people that value you. 1448 01:19:16,965 --> 01:19:18,800 People that give you value. 1449 01:19:21,512 --> 01:19:22,596 [groans] 1450 01:19:23,180 --> 01:19:26,141 ♪ 'Cause everything starts From something ♪ 1451 01:19:26,225 --> 01:19:29,228 ♪ But something would be nothing ♪ 1452 01:19:29,311 --> 01:19:35,400 ♪ Nothing if your heart didn't dream With me ♪ 1453 01:19:35,484 --> 01:19:38,278 ♪ 'Cause everything starts From something ♪ 1454 01:19:38,362 --> 01:19:41,365 ♪ But something would be nothing ♪ 1455 01:19:41,448 --> 01:19:46,745 ♪ Nothing if your heart didn't dream With me ♪ 1456 01:19:47,371 --> 01:19:52,334 ♪ Where would I be ♪ 1457 01:19:52,417 --> 01:19:56,171 ♪ If you didn't believe? ♪ 1458 01:19:56,255 --> 01:19:58,423 ♪ I know you got your wall ♪ 1459 01:19:58,507 --> 01:20:02,010 ♪ Wrapped all the way around your heart ♪ 1460 01:20:02,094 --> 01:20:08,225 ♪ Don't have to be scared at all Oh, my love ♪ 1461 01:20:08,308 --> 01:20:11,687 ♪ But you can't fly unless you let your ♪ 1462 01:20:11,770 --> 01:20:15,941 ♪ You can't fly Unless you let yourself fall ♪ 1463 01:20:16,024 --> 01:20:18,569 ♪ I will catch you if you fall ♪ 1464 01:20:18,652 --> 01:20:21,613 ♪ I will catch you if you fall ♪ 1465 01:20:21,697 --> 01:20:26,410 ♪ I will catch you if you fall ♪ 1466 01:20:26,493 --> 01:20:31,707 ♪ But if you spread your wings You can fly away with me ♪ 1467 01:20:31,790 --> 01:20:35,043 ♪ You can't fly unless you let yourself ♪ 1468 01:20:35,127 --> 01:20:38,172 ♪ Let yourself fall ♪ 1469 01:20:39,089 --> 01:20:42,593 [Mom] As a little kid, I considered taking her to therapy. 1470 01:20:42,676 --> 01:20:44,845 I mean, there were days, driving-- 1471 01:20:44,928 --> 01:20:48,015 I remember driving her to dance class and just thinking, 1472 01:20:48,098 --> 01:20:50,684 "How are we gonna cope with this? How are we gonna cope?" 1473 01:20:50,767 --> 01:20:53,812 She's lovesick, you know. 1474 01:20:53,896 --> 01:20:57,316 Just like desperately in love with Justin Bieber. 1475 01:20:57,900 --> 01:20:59,776 So, to meet him... 1476 01:20:59,860 --> 01:21:02,905 And we all-- The whole family went to see Believe. 1477 01:21:02,988 --> 01:21:05,741 I think we went on Christmas Day to see it, 1478 01:21:05,824 --> 01:21:07,534 or Never Say Never, one of them. 1479 01:21:07,618 --> 01:21:11,038 Whole family went, then we-- whole family saw the next one. 1480 01:21:11,121 --> 01:21:15,250 I mean, and we all thought he was amazing, like, we never were-- Ah. 1481 01:21:15,334 --> 01:21:18,712 We were never in the... the "hater" camp, 1482 01:21:18,795 --> 01:21:21,673 of which sadly for every person in the world, there is... 1483 01:21:21,757 --> 01:21:23,967 anyone who's talented or amazing. 1484 01:21:24,051 --> 01:21:25,677 But we were never that, we're always like, 1485 01:21:25,761 --> 01:21:28,347 "Wow, this kid's amazing, he's so talented. 1486 01:21:29,097 --> 01:21:30,766 He works so hard." 1487 01:21:30,849 --> 01:21:33,435 So, you know... 1488 01:21:34,853 --> 01:21:37,314 She couldn't process it. You could just see her standing there. 1489 01:21:37,397 --> 01:21:39,942 She couldn't-- She couldn't take it in. 1490 01:21:40,025 --> 01:21:43,278 I mean, she sobbed in his arms, you know? 1491 01:21:43,362 --> 01:21:45,614 She was crying, and he was so sweet to her, 1492 01:21:45,697 --> 01:21:47,157 and it meant so much to her. 1493 01:21:47,241 --> 01:21:49,868 And it seems to have meant a lot to him, which is-- 1494 01:21:50,410 --> 01:21:52,371 I don't know, I felt so-- You know, you feel-- 1495 01:21:52,454 --> 01:21:57,417 Your heart kinda breaks for him, because he's 25 years old, 1496 01:21:57,501 --> 01:22:00,921 that is so young you can't even process how young that is. 1497 01:22:01,505 --> 01:22:03,382 And he's just been through so much, 1498 01:22:03,465 --> 01:22:06,468 and he's screwed up a lot and he came back, and-- 1499 01:22:07,094 --> 01:22:11,181 screwed up and he's found this girl that he loves and-- 1500 01:22:12,015 --> 01:22:15,018 He's really sad, you know. 1501 01:22:17,396 --> 01:22:21,108 I honestly don't know how any artist of any age 1502 01:22:21,191 --> 01:22:27,865 with this kind of trajectory is doing it without a parent, you know? 1503 01:22:27,948 --> 01:22:31,451 Like, someone who loves you more than life itself 1504 01:22:31,535 --> 01:22:34,204 and would do anything for you, like how-- [inhales shakily] 1505 01:22:34,288 --> 01:22:37,082 And there's nobody-- You can't pay someone to do that, you know? 1506 01:22:37,165 --> 01:22:39,835 I mean-- And-- And we come as close as we can. 1507 01:22:39,918 --> 01:22:42,880 I think that the people on her team do love her that way, 1508 01:22:42,963 --> 01:22:45,215 and they would do anything for her, but-- 1509 01:22:45,799 --> 01:22:47,426 You know. Like I say, they can't-- 1510 01:22:47,509 --> 01:22:49,052 They can't see her in the middle of the night. 1511 01:22:49,136 --> 01:22:50,387 They can't see her in the morning. 1512 01:22:50,470 --> 01:22:52,472 Can't see how she's coping or feeling. 1513 01:22:57,144 --> 01:23:00,314 When you think of your mental health journey, 1514 01:23:00,397 --> 01:23:01,607 what comes to mind? 1515 01:23:04,484 --> 01:23:07,404 Um, being really bad at taking care of my mental health. 1516 01:23:08,780 --> 01:23:11,325 I'm a person who wants to make things better 1517 01:23:11,408 --> 01:23:13,035 for other people and make-- 1518 01:23:14,244 --> 01:23:17,539 You know, do the right thing no matter what it's doing to me. 1519 01:23:17,623 --> 01:23:20,584 Um, and-- Or whether it is the right thing at all. 1520 01:23:22,211 --> 01:23:23,504 [Billie singing "All We Do"] 1521 01:23:23,587 --> 01:23:25,923 [Billie] The right thing should be what's right for you. 1522 01:23:30,302 --> 01:23:31,553 Q is at the emergency room. 1523 01:23:31,637 --> 01:23:34,223 -[stylist speaking indistinctly] -Why? 1524 01:23:34,306 --> 01:23:36,642 'Cause he broke his hand, 'cause he punched a wall. 1525 01:23:36,725 --> 01:23:37,935 Jesus Christ. 1526 01:23:38,685 --> 01:23:41,230 And I'm trying to get him to go to therapy. 1527 01:23:41,897 --> 01:23:43,565 He's so self-destructive. 1528 01:23:43,649 --> 01:23:45,234 That's really scary. I'm sorry. 1529 01:23:48,153 --> 01:23:50,822 [stylist] All right, so we're fitting for tour, 1530 01:23:50,906 --> 01:23:54,201 and then we have this ASCAP thing on Thursday, 1531 01:23:54,284 --> 01:23:55,786 which is like a red carpet. 1532 01:23:55,869 --> 01:23:58,956 Um, and then I think that's kinda it. 1533 01:23:59,039 --> 01:24:00,707 It's just a lot of looks for tour. 1534 01:24:00,791 --> 01:24:01,792 Ooh. 1535 01:24:03,293 --> 01:24:04,294 Hard. 1536 01:24:08,382 --> 01:24:10,843 [singing continues] 1537 01:24:16,557 --> 01:24:18,225 [song continues] 1538 01:24:20,269 --> 01:24:22,020 [Dad] How do you wipe yourself with these? 1539 01:24:22,104 --> 01:24:25,274 -[laughs] -[friend] Just like you. [laughs] 1540 01:24:25,691 --> 01:24:27,067 When she gets... 1541 01:24:47,671 --> 01:24:50,132 I'm worried. 'Cause he's talking to her a long time, 1542 01:24:50,215 --> 01:24:52,593 like he's explaining something to do better. 1543 01:24:56,930 --> 01:24:59,141 [Mom chuckles] Did you pass? 1544 01:24:59,224 --> 01:25:00,517 -Yes. -[squeals] 1545 01:25:00,601 --> 01:25:02,561 -[exclaims] -[Mom] How was it? 1546 01:25:02,644 --> 01:25:04,897 It was fine. It was so easy. 1547 01:25:05,564 --> 01:25:07,441 [Dad] Can you have passengers now? 1548 01:25:07,524 --> 01:25:09,818 -[Billie] No, only when I'm 18. -Eighteen? 1549 01:25:09,902 --> 01:25:12,196 But I can be alone though. That's what's important. 1550 01:25:12,279 --> 01:25:14,865 [Mom] Yeah, because there's so many places you can go alone. 1551 01:25:14,948 --> 01:25:17,117 [Billie] I can go to my people's houses. 1552 01:25:17,201 --> 01:25:20,537 Which, by the way, I'm going to. Today. 1553 01:25:21,288 --> 01:25:22,289 [Dad] Doing what? 1554 01:25:22,372 --> 01:25:25,751 I wanna go see Q and his broken hand. 1555 01:25:25,834 --> 01:25:28,795 [Dad] I heard he broke his hand 'cause he was angry and he punched the wall. 1556 01:25:29,421 --> 01:25:30,422 [Billie] Yeah. 1557 01:25:32,341 --> 01:25:34,510 [Dad] You don't want him getting angry at you. 1558 01:25:34,593 --> 01:25:36,762 No, he never does it to anyone. 1559 01:25:36,845 --> 01:25:39,848 It's only a... other thing. 1560 01:25:45,812 --> 01:25:48,315 [Dad] So you know that when you're alone in the car 1561 01:25:48,398 --> 01:25:50,943 and nobody's there to say anything to you, 1562 01:25:51,026 --> 01:25:53,445 the rules of law still apply. 1563 01:25:53,529 --> 01:25:57,491 It's not now you get to speed and do all kind of stupid shit. 1564 01:25:57,574 --> 01:25:58,659 [Billie] Yeah. 1565 01:25:59,743 --> 01:26:02,079 So, you've been, you know-- 1566 01:26:02,162 --> 01:26:04,122 You've learned to drive, and you've been coached 1567 01:26:04,206 --> 01:26:06,667 and helped and tested... 1568 01:26:08,085 --> 01:26:13,966 in order to be sure that you're going to be a sober, sensible driver. 1569 01:26:14,883 --> 01:26:17,469 So, slow down. Try to figure it out. 1570 01:26:17,553 --> 01:26:20,681 If you make a wrong turn, go around, come back, and make the right turn. 1571 01:26:20,764 --> 01:26:26,103 Don't swerve across the freeway and suddenly stop in the median, right? 1572 01:26:26,186 --> 01:26:27,980 All the things we've been talking about all this time. 1573 01:26:28,063 --> 01:26:28,897 Yeah. 1574 01:26:28,981 --> 01:26:31,233 But now that you're navigating on your own... 1575 01:26:32,276 --> 01:26:36,196 you'll have a heightened sense of, I believe, anxiety, 1576 01:26:36,780 --> 01:26:39,825 so always just err on the side of being safe. 1577 01:26:39,908 --> 01:26:41,201 "Whoops... 1578 01:26:42,119 --> 01:26:44,204 I went down the wrong entrance ramp, 1579 01:26:44,288 --> 01:26:47,082 so I gotta go down another mile and turn around." 1580 01:26:47,165 --> 01:26:48,584 Okay. 1581 01:26:49,543 --> 01:26:51,795 -I love you. -[Dad] Love you. 1582 01:27:01,555 --> 01:27:02,723 [Billie] I go. 1583 01:27:05,350 --> 01:27:06,393 So long. 1584 01:27:12,232 --> 01:27:14,651 [Dad] All these things aren't sudden, for the most part, you know? 1585 01:27:14,735 --> 01:27:16,612 Her childhood went somewhere a while ago. 1586 01:27:18,322 --> 01:27:20,949 Well, there's not much to it, but it is-- It's profound. 1587 01:27:21,033 --> 01:27:25,537 And I think for her, you know, it's, you know, the future. 1588 01:27:26,455 --> 01:27:28,540 Everybody feels that way when you get a license. 1589 01:27:28,624 --> 01:27:32,211 You're off to see what your life turns into. 1590 01:27:34,588 --> 01:27:37,216 So... yeah. 1591 01:27:37,758 --> 01:27:40,844 You know, and then we just live in denial, as always. 1592 01:27:40,928 --> 01:27:41,929 [chuckles] 1593 01:27:43,013 --> 01:27:44,973 'Cause you can't think about it too hard... 1594 01:27:46,141 --> 01:27:48,477 or you won't let her do anything, you know? 1595 01:27:53,774 --> 01:27:58,278 I mean, I was-- I had a drink of something and I completely choked on it, like water. 1596 01:27:58,362 --> 01:27:59,446 I had some yesterday. 1597 01:27:59,530 --> 01:28:01,615 It came out my nose and my eyes teared up, 1598 01:28:01,698 --> 01:28:05,035 and I was like, it's remarkable that we stay alive, at all. 1599 01:28:05,118 --> 01:28:07,120 Yeah, we're this delicate system. 1600 01:28:08,372 --> 01:28:10,457 And, you know, it's remarkable that we... 1601 01:28:12,334 --> 01:28:13,627 You have to have faith, 1602 01:28:13,710 --> 01:28:16,547 you have to do your best, and live your best life and... 1603 01:28:18,632 --> 01:28:20,467 and then you have to live in denial. 1604 01:28:22,177 --> 01:28:24,388 [chuckles] 'Cause what else? 1605 01:28:28,642 --> 01:28:30,727 Alternative is you can't do anything. 1606 01:28:30,811 --> 01:28:32,312 Can't have a boyfriend, you can't have a car, 1607 01:28:32,396 --> 01:28:33,605 you can't go anywhere. 1608 01:28:33,689 --> 01:28:34,898 It's unacceptable. 1609 01:28:36,525 --> 01:28:37,734 We all did it. 1610 01:28:42,531 --> 01:28:45,576 [sighs] Anyway. 1611 01:28:47,744 --> 01:28:50,122 -[Mom] Where's Billie? -She done gone. 1612 01:28:50,205 --> 01:28:51,582 -She did? -Yeah. 1613 01:28:51,665 --> 01:28:52,875 Just to drive around? 1614 01:28:53,542 --> 01:28:54,918 No, she's gone gone. 1615 01:28:55,002 --> 01:28:58,714 Oh. I thought she was gonna come talk to me first. 1616 01:28:58,797 --> 01:29:00,090 You were on the phone. 1617 01:29:00,174 --> 01:29:02,676 I told her she could come say something though. 1618 01:29:02,759 --> 01:29:04,386 I said she can come talk to me. 1619 01:29:05,012 --> 01:29:06,805 Well, that makes me sad. 1620 01:29:06,889 --> 01:29:08,015 Well, I'm sorry. 1621 01:29:08,640 --> 01:29:10,726 You were in an important phone call. 1622 01:29:10,809 --> 01:29:13,645 No, but I literally said she can come talk to me. 1623 01:29:15,022 --> 01:29:17,357 Okay. Well, I can't call her. 1624 01:29:17,441 --> 01:29:19,276 -She's driving a car. -[Dad laughs] 1625 01:29:20,152 --> 01:29:22,905 Did she go to the... guy's house? 1626 01:29:22,988 --> 01:29:26,116 -She's going to the studio. -Which is where? 1627 01:29:26,200 --> 01:29:27,701 West Hollywood, like, near-- 1628 01:29:27,784 --> 01:29:29,620 She's going to West Hollywood? 1629 01:29:29,703 --> 01:29:31,914 -[laughs] Yes. -Ah. 1630 01:29:33,498 --> 01:29:35,459 She said he lived in North Hollywood. 1631 01:29:35,959 --> 01:29:37,586 We've never known where he lives. 1632 01:29:38,378 --> 01:29:40,422 I wanted her to put the thing on 1633 01:29:40,506 --> 01:29:42,966 where you can follow someone's phone, you know? 1634 01:29:43,050 --> 01:29:47,346 You can find where they are, just for safety purposes, you know? 1635 01:29:47,429 --> 01:29:49,932 'Cause I don't think she has that on her phone and Finneas did, 1636 01:29:50,015 --> 01:29:52,684 so you could always be like, "Oh, this is where she is," you know? 1637 01:29:52,768 --> 01:29:54,186 Find Your Friends app? 1638 01:29:54,269 --> 01:29:55,479 Yeah, probably. 1639 01:29:57,272 --> 01:29:58,857 All right. I thought she did. 1640 01:30:03,487 --> 01:30:05,697 [Billie] On my last tour, when I had shin splints and a sprained ankle 1641 01:30:05,781 --> 01:30:08,075 and I threw out my neck and everything, like... 1642 01:30:08,617 --> 01:30:12,579 there was a moment where I was in so much pain, 1643 01:30:12,663 --> 01:30:16,458 that it was the first time I've ever thought that I had to cancel a show. 1644 01:30:16,542 --> 01:30:19,962 Not because, "Oh, I'm in too much pain," it was more, like, 1645 01:30:20,045 --> 01:30:22,089 "I can't do the show I want to. 1646 01:30:22,172 --> 01:30:24,758 I can't give you the show that I wanna give you." 1647 01:30:24,842 --> 01:30:27,678 And it's like, my favorite part about all this is the shows. 1648 01:30:27,761 --> 01:30:31,932 You say these shows are, like, everything, but you posted before the Europe trip, 1649 01:30:32,015 --> 01:30:33,976 like, "I don't wanna go," or "Take me home," 1650 01:30:34,059 --> 01:30:35,894 -whatever, on Instagram. -[Billie] True. 1651 01:30:35,978 --> 01:30:38,021 -So, is it... What is it? -[Billie laughs] 1652 01:30:38,105 --> 01:30:40,899 Do you love it, do you hate it? Is it a combination of both? 1653 01:30:40,983 --> 01:30:45,529 It is really difficult to leave the people that you love. 1654 01:30:47,614 --> 01:30:53,120 Leaving the people that need me is so hard to do. 1655 01:30:53,745 --> 01:30:55,539 [crowd screams] 1656 01:30:59,126 --> 01:31:00,127 [fan] Hi, Billie! 1657 01:31:00,210 --> 01:31:01,795 -[Billie] Hello... -Oh, my God. I love you. 1658 01:31:01,879 --> 01:31:04,298 -Billie, can I have a photo? -Yes. Go for it. 1659 01:31:05,465 --> 01:31:08,135 -I'm gonna cry. -Billie. 1660 01:31:08,218 --> 01:31:10,512 Wait, are you getting a photo with her? Oh, my God. 1661 01:31:10,596 --> 01:31:12,181 Thank you so much. I love you so much. 1662 01:31:14,766 --> 01:31:16,602 Oh, shit! 1663 01:31:18,020 --> 01:31:20,772 I love you! I love you! 1664 01:31:20,856 --> 01:31:22,107 ["listen before i go" playing] 1665 01:31:22,191 --> 01:31:24,526 ♪ You better hurry ♪ 1666 01:31:25,986 --> 01:31:29,823 ♪ 'Cause I'm leavin' soon ♪ 1667 01:31:32,826 --> 01:31:38,749 ♪ Sorry can't save me now ♪ 1668 01:31:42,461 --> 01:31:47,633 ♪ Sorry I don't know how ♪ 1669 01:31:51,970 --> 01:31:58,810 ♪ Sorry there's no way out ♪ 1670 01:32:00,521 --> 01:32:02,856 ♪ But down ♪ 1671 01:32:05,234 --> 01:32:07,653 ♪ Mmm, down ♪ 1672 01:32:11,031 --> 01:32:17,996 ♪ Call my friends And tell them that I love them ♪ 1673 01:32:19,748 --> 01:32:23,335 ♪ And I'll miss them ♪ 1674 01:32:24,169 --> 01:32:26,880 ♪ But I'm not sorry ♪ 1675 01:32:30,425 --> 01:32:37,015 ♪ Call my friends And tell them that I love them ♪ 1676 01:32:39,226 --> 01:32:41,645 ♪ And I'll miss them ♪ 1677 01:32:44,940 --> 01:32:46,066 ♪ Sorry ♪ 1678 01:32:46,650 --> 01:32:49,862 [crowd cheers] 1679 01:32:57,870 --> 01:32:59,288 [Billie] I've always been that kind of person 1680 01:32:59,371 --> 01:33:01,832 that needs to be around friends. 1681 01:33:01,915 --> 01:33:04,084 That's probably been the hardest thing in touring. 1682 01:33:04,168 --> 01:33:06,336 It's just not being able to be around friends, so, like, 1683 01:33:07,671 --> 01:33:10,757 with this tour, I was able to bring a friend out. 1684 01:33:14,094 --> 01:33:17,347 It doesn't make me happy to be lonely all the time, 1685 01:33:17,431 --> 01:33:19,266 so I'm working on it. 1686 01:33:24,771 --> 01:33:28,066 [vocalizing] 1687 01:33:39,077 --> 01:33:42,080 [singing "when the party's over" in Maori] 1688 01:33:49,129 --> 01:33:51,340 [radio presenter] Billie Eilish. We promised you we'd get her on. 1689 01:33:51,423 --> 01:33:53,133 -Good morning, Billie. -[radio presenter 2] Hey, Billie. 1690 01:33:53,217 --> 01:33:54,968 [Billie] Good morning. How ya doin'? 1691 01:33:55,052 --> 01:33:56,762 [radio presenter] We went to Coachella, me and the girlfriend. 1692 01:33:56,845 --> 01:33:59,014 The girlfriend freaked at your performance. 1693 01:33:59,097 --> 01:34:00,432 Everyone loves you. 1694 01:34:00,516 --> 01:34:03,977 You're 17 years old, and you're owning the world. 1695 01:34:04,061 --> 01:34:06,271 -[Billie chuckles] -That must be mental, right? 1696 01:34:06,355 --> 01:34:07,439 It's crazy, dude. 1697 01:34:07,523 --> 01:34:09,149 [screams, laughs] 1698 01:34:10,108 --> 01:34:11,652 ["bellyache" plays] 1699 01:34:18,075 --> 01:34:19,368 -[Billie] UNO. -[friend] No UNO! 1700 01:34:19,451 --> 01:34:22,538 [Billie] This has been, like, the first tour that's actually been fun. 1701 01:34:22,621 --> 01:34:25,040 And I don't mean the shows, 'cause the shows are always fun, 1702 01:34:25,123 --> 01:34:28,418 but I just feel, like, this tour... It's just been good. 1703 01:34:29,253 --> 01:34:30,963 ♪ Sitting all alone ♪ 1704 01:34:31,463 --> 01:34:33,632 ♪ Mouth full of gum ♪ 1705 01:34:33,715 --> 01:34:35,551 ♪ In the driveway ♪ 1706 01:34:38,720 --> 01:34:40,848 ♪ My friends aren't far ♪ 1707 01:34:40,931 --> 01:34:43,141 ♪ In the back of my car ♪ 1708 01:34:43,225 --> 01:34:45,018 ♪ Lay their bodies ♪ 1709 01:34:47,646 --> 01:34:51,567 ♪ Where's my mind? ♪ 1710 01:34:52,693 --> 01:34:56,363 ♪ Where's my mind? ♪ 1711 01:34:57,823 --> 01:34:59,700 ♪ They'll be here pretty soon ♪ 1712 01:35:00,325 --> 01:35:01,827 ♪ Looking through my room ♪ 1713 01:35:02,327 --> 01:35:04,204 ♪ For the money ♪ 1714 01:35:04,913 --> 01:35:07,040 [crowd cheers] 1715 01:35:07,624 --> 01:35:09,960 -[fans scream] -♪ I'm biting my nails ♪ 1716 01:35:10,043 --> 01:35:12,045 ♪ I'm too young to go to jail ♪ 1717 01:35:12,129 --> 01:35:14,006 ♪ It's kinda funny ♪ 1718 01:35:16,758 --> 01:35:20,095 ♪ Where's my mind? ♪ 1719 01:35:21,388 --> 01:35:25,017 ♪ Where's my mind? ♪ 1720 01:35:26,143 --> 01:35:29,771 ♪ Where's my mind? ♪ 1721 01:35:29,855 --> 01:35:32,649 ♪ Where's my mind? ♪ 1722 01:35:32,733 --> 01:35:33,734 Let's go! 1723 01:35:35,194 --> 01:35:37,738 ♪ Maybe it's in the gutter ♪ 1724 01:35:37,821 --> 01:35:40,032 ♪ Where I left my lover ♪ 1725 01:35:40,115 --> 01:35:42,159 ♪ What an expensive fake ♪ 1726 01:35:42,659 --> 01:35:44,369 [crowd screams] 1727 01:35:44,453 --> 01:35:47,080 ♪ My V is for Vendetta ♪ 1728 01:35:47,164 --> 01:35:49,166 ♪ Thought that I'd feel better ♪ 1729 01:35:49,249 --> 01:35:51,919 ♪ But now I got a bellyache ♪ 1730 01:35:52,002 --> 01:35:53,879 [crowd screams] 1731 01:35:53,962 --> 01:35:55,172 [phone rings] 1732 01:35:57,090 --> 01:35:58,926 -Mm. -[phone chimes] 1733 01:35:59,009 --> 01:36:00,636 -[Q] Hello? -Where are you? 1734 01:36:01,803 --> 01:36:04,139 [Q] I'm, uh, driving right now. 1735 01:36:05,724 --> 01:36:07,643 [groans] 1736 01:36:07,726 --> 01:36:10,604 -[man] Yes. Yeah! -I miss you. 1737 01:36:12,689 --> 01:36:13,857 -I miss you. -[Q] Hello? 1738 01:36:13,941 --> 01:36:16,276 I miss you. I miss you. 1739 01:36:16,360 --> 01:36:18,820 [Q sighs] I will see... 1740 01:36:18,904 --> 01:36:21,156 Let me call you when I'm done driving, baby. 1741 01:36:21,240 --> 01:36:22,824 -I love you, baby. -[Q] All right, babe. 1742 01:36:22,908 --> 01:36:24,117 Call me later, please. 1743 01:36:25,702 --> 01:36:26,912 Please? 1744 01:36:28,205 --> 01:36:29,414 Sev. 1745 01:36:30,958 --> 01:36:32,167 Ugh, fuck. 1746 01:36:35,879 --> 01:36:39,049 ["WHEN I WAS OLDER" instrumental plays] 1747 01:37:03,991 --> 01:37:06,159 It's a hard time for teenagers, I think. 1748 01:37:06,743 --> 01:37:08,912 I think people give teenagers a really rough time, 1749 01:37:08,996 --> 01:37:10,247 'cause they're like... 1750 01:37:10,956 --> 01:37:12,958 "Oh, they're privileged, and why are they-- 1751 01:37:13,041 --> 01:37:16,420 They have it so easy," and, "Why are-- They're fake-depressed." 1752 01:37:16,503 --> 01:37:19,464 And it's, like, no, there's a lot to be depressed about right now. 1753 01:37:19,548 --> 01:37:21,884 If you're a teenager, you're dealing with parents 1754 01:37:21,967 --> 01:37:25,179 probably who lived through the recession, like us, 1755 01:37:25,262 --> 01:37:27,973 who've been scared that they're gonna lose their homes, 1756 01:37:28,056 --> 01:37:30,767 or, you know, have financial hardship. 1757 01:37:30,851 --> 01:37:35,689 You lose-- Living in a culture with an opioid epidemic and a drug epidemic. 1758 01:37:35,772 --> 01:37:39,234 You're facing, possibly, the destruction of the planet. 1759 01:37:40,569 --> 01:37:44,656 You're in a political climate that is terrifying... 1760 01:37:44,740 --> 01:37:48,076 racist climate, hateful... 1761 01:37:48,160 --> 01:37:51,163 You know, it is a horrible time to be a teenager, 1762 01:37:51,246 --> 01:37:54,958 and people are like, "Oh, you know, Billie Eilish's music is depressing." 1763 01:37:55,042 --> 01:37:56,668 It's, like, no, kids are depressed. 1764 01:37:57,586 --> 01:37:58,837 It's a scary time. 1765 01:38:00,714 --> 01:38:06,011 ♪ When I'm away from you ♪ 1766 01:38:06,094 --> 01:38:10,641 ♪ I'm happier than ever ♪ 1767 01:38:11,517 --> 01:38:16,480 ♪ Don't you think it's ever... ♪ 1768 01:38:17,022 --> 01:38:20,025 [vocalizing] 1769 01:38:21,318 --> 01:38:22,945 Hard. Ooh. 1770 01:38:23,028 --> 01:38:25,697 How about the whole song is just more, like... 1771 01:38:26,990 --> 01:38:29,117 nothing even specific that they did. 1772 01:38:29,201 --> 01:38:31,119 You're just not happy being with them. 1773 01:38:31,912 --> 01:38:33,622 -I love that. -You can't even explain it. 1774 01:38:33,705 --> 01:38:36,667 Like, say, like, "I can't-- I can't explain it." 1775 01:38:37,918 --> 01:38:42,965 ♪ When I'm away from you ♪ 1776 01:38:43,048 --> 01:38:46,927 -♪ I'm happier than ever ♪ -♪ Than ever ♪ 1777 01:38:47,636 --> 01:38:53,517 [in unison] ♪ Wish I could explain it better ♪ 1778 01:38:53,600 --> 01:38:59,147 ♪ Wish it wasn't true ♪ 1779 01:39:01,733 --> 01:39:03,360 Okay, okay, I think I'm good. 1780 01:39:08,031 --> 01:39:09,199 Are you recording it? 1781 01:39:17,249 --> 01:39:22,296 ♪ When I'm away from you ♪ 1782 01:39:22,379 --> 01:39:23,839 ♪ I'm happier than ever ♪ 1783 01:39:23,922 --> 01:39:26,550 [horns blaring] 1784 01:39:26,633 --> 01:39:28,135 [Billie] I just wasn't happy. 1785 01:39:29,178 --> 01:39:31,096 And I didn't want the same things he wanted, 1786 01:39:31,180 --> 01:39:33,265 and I don't think that's fair for him. 1787 01:39:34,391 --> 01:39:36,685 I don't think you should be in a relationship, 1788 01:39:36,768 --> 01:39:39,980 super excited about certain things the other person couldn't care less about. 1789 01:39:40,063 --> 01:39:41,523 I don't think that's fair to you. 1790 01:39:41,607 --> 01:39:43,859 So I don't think that was-- I didn't think that was fair to him. 1791 01:39:44,985 --> 01:39:46,945 And there was just a lack of... 1792 01:39:48,614 --> 01:39:50,490 um, effort, I think? 1793 01:39:51,450 --> 01:39:52,743 I literally was just like, 1794 01:39:52,826 --> 01:39:55,579 "Dude, you don't even have enough love to love yourself. 1795 01:39:55,662 --> 01:39:57,247 You can't love me, dude." 1796 01:39:57,331 --> 01:40:01,793 Like... And you don't. Like, you think you do. 1797 01:40:04,421 --> 01:40:06,965 I do love him, though, which is what made it harder. 1798 01:40:07,049 --> 01:40:09,635 'Cause I'm not over him. I didn't find someone else. 1799 01:40:09,718 --> 01:40:11,762 I didn't, like, stop having love for him. 1800 01:40:11,845 --> 01:40:14,473 I just, like, spent time away from him for a little bit, 1801 01:40:14,556 --> 01:40:18,894 and I was like, "Wow, I'm missing so much, because I'm, 1802 01:40:18,977 --> 01:40:22,564 like, I-- I'm worried about you all the time, 1803 01:40:22,648 --> 01:40:24,691 and I don't want what you want, 1804 01:40:24,775 --> 01:40:26,985 and, like, you don't want what I want." And... 1805 01:40:27,486 --> 01:40:31,365 Uh. I'm not-- I don't need to-- 1806 01:40:31,448 --> 01:40:33,200 I don't wanna... fix him. 1807 01:40:33,784 --> 01:40:35,577 I can't fix him. I've tried. 1808 01:40:37,621 --> 01:40:39,623 I can't do it anymore, like, I don't wanna do it. 1809 01:40:39,706 --> 01:40:41,917 I'm just not happy. 1810 01:40:44,628 --> 01:40:47,381 ♪ He's gone, he's gone ♪ 1811 01:40:47,464 --> 01:40:48,549 ♪ He's gone ♪ 1812 01:40:48,632 --> 01:40:51,552 ♪ You're better off I'm glad that he's gone ♪ 1813 01:40:51,635 --> 01:40:54,805 ♪ You and me under each other's wing ♪ 1814 01:40:54,888 --> 01:40:57,140 -[Billie] That part. -♪ But he spoiled everything ♪ 1815 01:40:57,224 --> 01:40:59,935 ♪ Bitch, I love you He never loved you ♪ 1816 01:41:00,018 --> 01:41:02,771 ♪ He never loved you, my baby ♪ 1817 01:41:02,855 --> 01:41:05,148 ♪ Never no tears for that sucker ♪ 1818 01:41:05,232 --> 01:41:06,984 [crowd cheers] 1819 01:41:07,943 --> 01:41:10,487 [Billie] New York, how ya doin' tonight? 1820 01:41:10,571 --> 01:41:11,697 [crowd cheers] 1821 01:41:14,867 --> 01:41:16,535 Do y'all feel good? 1822 01:41:16,618 --> 01:41:18,287 [cheer] 1823 01:41:18,370 --> 01:41:20,330 Good, because... 1824 01:41:21,582 --> 01:41:24,668 ♪ "Baby, I don't feel so good" ♪ 1825 01:41:24,751 --> 01:41:28,922 [Billie, crowd] ♪ Six words you never understood ♪ 1826 01:41:29,756 --> 01:41:35,304 ♪ "I'll never let you go" Five words you'll never say ♪ 1827 01:41:35,387 --> 01:41:37,055 [crowd] Aw. 1828 01:41:37,848 --> 01:41:44,688 ♪ I laugh along like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long ♪ 1829 01:41:45,981 --> 01:41:51,528 ♪ If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away ♪ 1830 01:41:54,823 --> 01:41:59,828 ♪ I just wanna make you feel okay ♪ 1831 01:42:02,456 --> 01:42:08,212 ♪ But all you do is look the other way ♪ 1832 01:42:11,048 --> 01:42:16,678 ♪ I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay ♪ 1833 01:42:16,762 --> 01:42:18,096 ♪ Oh ♪ 1834 01:42:19,181 --> 01:42:24,061 ♪ I just kinda wish you were gay ♪ 1835 01:42:26,605 --> 01:42:30,025 ♪ Is there a reason we're not through? ♪ 1836 01:42:30,734 --> 01:42:33,820 ♪ Is there a 12-step just for you? ♪ 1837 01:42:34,821 --> 01:42:39,993 ♪ Our conversation's all in blue 11 "heys" ♪ 1838 01:42:40,077 --> 01:42:41,870 [crowd] Hey, hey, hey, hey. 1839 01:42:41,954 --> 01:42:46,124 ♪ Ten fingers tearin' out my hair ♪ 1840 01:42:46,208 --> 01:42:49,837 ♪ Nine times you never made it there ♪ 1841 01:42:51,129 --> 01:42:56,260 ♪ I ate alone at 7:00 You were six minutes away ♪ 1842 01:42:57,636 --> 01:42:59,763 [crowd screams] 1843 01:42:59,847 --> 01:43:04,476 ♪ How am I supposed to Make you feel okay ♪ 1844 01:43:07,396 --> 01:43:13,235 ♪ When all you do is walk the other way? ♪ 1845 01:43:16,238 --> 01:43:21,326 ♪ I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay ♪ 1846 01:43:22,327 --> 01:43:23,704 ♪ Oh ♪ 1847 01:43:24,329 --> 01:43:28,333 ♪ I just kinda wish you were gay ♪ 1848 01:43:28,417 --> 01:43:30,711 [crowd cheers] 1849 01:43:34,631 --> 01:43:36,341 [Billie vocalizing] 1850 01:43:36,425 --> 01:43:39,428 ♪ Maybe won't you take it back ♪ 1851 01:43:39,511 --> 01:43:42,848 ♪ Say you were trying to make me laugh ♪ 1852 01:43:42,931 --> 01:43:46,268 ♪ And nothing has to change today ♪ 1853 01:43:46,351 --> 01:43:52,482 ♪ You didn't mean to say I love you ♪ 1854 01:43:55,944 --> 01:44:01,283 ♪ I love you ♪ 1855 01:44:02,284 --> 01:44:07,873 ♪ And I don't want to ♪ 1856 01:44:17,674 --> 01:44:20,928 ♪ Up all night ♪ 1857 01:44:23,555 --> 01:44:27,809 ♪ On another red-eye ♪ 1858 01:44:30,145 --> 01:44:35,776 ♪ I wish we never learned to fly ♪ 1859 01:44:37,110 --> 01:44:40,739 [vocalizes] 1860 01:44:43,951 --> 01:44:48,789 ♪ Maybe we should just try ♪ 1861 01:44:50,874 --> 01:44:55,629 ♪ To tell ourselves a good lie ♪ 1862 01:44:58,006 --> 01:45:03,387 ♪ I didn't mean to make you cry ♪ 1863 01:45:04,888 --> 01:45:08,559 [vocalizes] 1864 01:45:11,645 --> 01:45:13,522 [Billie hums] 1865 01:45:13,605 --> 01:45:16,650 ♪ Maybe won't you take it back ♪ 1866 01:45:16,733 --> 01:45:20,320 ♪ Say you were trying to make me laugh ♪ 1867 01:45:20,404 --> 01:45:23,699 ♪ And nothing has to change today ♪ 1868 01:45:23,782 --> 01:45:29,288 ♪ You didn't mean to say I love you ♪ 1869 01:45:33,292 --> 01:45:37,921 ♪ I love you ♪ 1870 01:45:39,756 --> 01:45:44,303 ♪ And I don't want to ♪ 1871 01:45:55,189 --> 01:45:58,400 ♪ The smile that you gave me ♪ 1872 01:45:58,483 --> 01:46:03,447 ♪ Even when you felt like dyin' ♪ 1873 01:46:04,990 --> 01:46:06,867 [vocalizes] 1874 01:46:09,369 --> 01:46:12,331 ♪ We fall apart as it gets dark ♪ 1875 01:46:12,414 --> 01:46:15,918 ♪ I'm in your arms in Central Park ♪ 1876 01:46:16,001 --> 01:46:17,002 [inhales sharply] 1877 01:46:17,085 --> 01:46:20,172 [crowd cheering] 1878 01:46:20,255 --> 01:46:25,135 [crowd] ♪ I can't escape the way I love you ♪ 1879 01:46:28,138 --> 01:46:33,143 ♪ And I don't want to ♪ 1880 01:46:35,395 --> 01:46:40,192 ♪ But I love you ♪ 1881 01:46:43,403 --> 01:46:44,780 [bracelets clatter] 1882 01:46:46,073 --> 01:46:48,158 [crowd cheering] 1883 01:46:49,243 --> 01:46:51,119 [song continues] 1884 01:47:01,505 --> 01:47:02,548 [sniffs] 1885 01:47:03,298 --> 01:47:04,591 [song fades] 1886 01:47:05,634 --> 01:47:06,635 [sighs] 1887 01:47:20,482 --> 01:47:23,443 -[man] Thank you so much for performing. -[woman] You were beautiful up there. 1888 01:47:23,527 --> 01:47:25,863 Really amazing. Really fantastic. 1889 01:47:25,946 --> 01:47:27,406 [man 2] Excuse me. Excuse me. 1890 01:47:30,325 --> 01:47:31,410 Marty. 1891 01:47:31,493 --> 01:47:35,414 -Hey, I'm-- I'm Marty, by the way. -Nice to meet you. 1892 01:47:35,497 --> 01:47:38,125 [indistinct chattering] 1893 01:47:40,085 --> 01:47:41,879 [man 3] Hey, Billie. Such a good show. 1894 01:47:41,962 --> 01:47:44,631 [Danny] First group, are we taking photos with your kids too? 1895 01:47:44,715 --> 01:47:46,967 Do you wanna, just, three or four at a time, or what do you want to do? 1896 01:47:47,050 --> 01:47:48,552 [Danny] Well, whoever's in your group, bring 'em in. 1897 01:47:48,635 --> 01:47:49,970 -Okay. -Like a group picture. 1898 01:47:50,053 --> 01:47:52,639 [Billie] Okay, that's enough. 1899 01:47:52,723 --> 01:47:53,974 I don't know who these people are-- 1900 01:47:54,057 --> 01:47:56,226 [man] Hey, Saul, where did she go? Jessica and Ja-- 1901 01:47:56,310 --> 01:47:58,478 [chattering] 1902 01:48:00,063 --> 01:48:01,773 -[Mom] Billie, just get it over with. -No! 1903 01:48:01,857 --> 01:48:02,941 Just do the "hey, hey, hi"-- 1904 01:48:03,025 --> 01:48:04,985 They said one group. And then he brought-- 1905 01:48:05,068 --> 01:48:06,820 He said, "You next. Next group. Next group." 1906 01:48:06,904 --> 01:48:08,488 Every time you leave it's taking way too much time. 1907 01:48:08,572 --> 01:48:10,365 -No, dude. I don't want to do it. -Come on. Billie. Let's just-- 1908 01:48:10,449 --> 01:48:11,825 Why do I have to meet all these fucking randos? 1909 01:48:11,909 --> 01:48:12,910 Billie, they're already-- 1910 01:48:12,993 --> 01:48:14,077 -They're not random. -Who even are they? 1911 01:48:14,161 --> 01:48:16,038 Billie, I don't know. They're connected with the label somehow. 1912 01:48:16,121 --> 01:48:18,415 But every time I go out there, then, like, three people come up to me. 1913 01:48:18,498 --> 01:48:20,667 -Just stay there. Just stay there. -And there's like a billion of them. 1914 01:48:20,751 --> 01:48:22,794 -These random... bitches. -[Mom] Billie, they're not random. 1915 01:48:22,878 --> 01:48:26,715 They're people connected to people who-- who play your music or whatever. 1916 01:48:26,798 --> 01:48:28,467 We don't know why but just get it over with. 1917 01:48:29,092 --> 01:48:30,719 [man] No single shots. 1918 01:48:30,802 --> 01:48:32,304 -[crowd chattering] -[woman] Oh, my God, I'm sorry. 1919 01:48:32,387 --> 01:48:33,931 [man 2] Camera's right there, Billie. 1920 01:48:34,014 --> 01:48:35,015 Group picture, guys. 1921 01:48:35,098 --> 01:48:38,018 [woman 2] Hey. Girl, you look so pretty. I'm a major fan. 1922 01:48:38,101 --> 01:48:39,728 [woman 3] Tell Billie. Introduce Billie. 1923 01:48:39,811 --> 01:48:42,356 [man 3 speaks indistinctly] I do promotion. We met briefly. 1924 01:48:42,439 --> 01:48:44,233 -Nice to see you again. How are you? -Okay, fire. 1925 01:48:44,900 --> 01:48:47,152 [Danny] We've seen-- We've met with him twice in the last two days. 1926 01:48:47,236 --> 01:48:49,947 We-- He's at Sirius. He's the one that plays you on all the channels. 1927 01:48:50,030 --> 01:48:51,823 This is the guys from Verizon. 1928 01:48:51,907 --> 01:48:54,034 -Ooh! -Glen, pleasure to meet you. Great show. 1929 01:48:54,117 --> 01:48:55,994 -Hello. -[speaks indistinctly] 1930 01:48:56,078 --> 01:48:57,955 -[woman] Do you guys want a picture? -Yeah, thank you. 1931 01:48:58,038 --> 01:48:59,248 [woman] Yeah, no problem. 1932 01:48:59,331 --> 01:49:01,875 [speaks indistinctly] Are you guys working tomorrow? 1933 01:49:01,959 --> 01:49:04,628 -Honestly, yeah. I'm here. -[Danny] Okay. 1934 01:49:04,711 --> 01:49:07,214 [woman] Okay, I got a flash on to make it a little better. 1935 01:49:08,924 --> 01:49:10,968 [crowd chattering distantly] 1936 01:49:27,150 --> 01:49:28,944 I literally can't have a bad moment. 1937 01:49:29,027 --> 01:49:30,779 -[traffic passing] -[horns honking] 1938 01:49:30,863 --> 01:49:32,114 [Mom] Where did you see that comment? 1939 01:49:32,197 --> 01:49:35,117 It's, like, one person commented on that picture I posted. 1940 01:49:36,118 --> 01:49:38,662 Not even, like, a fan account or anything, just a random person. 1941 01:49:41,039 --> 01:49:44,251 "You were rude at the-- Apparently you were rude at the meet and greet. 1942 01:49:45,127 --> 01:49:49,339 My friend was there and they said you were rude. You were bothered and you"-- 1943 01:49:49,423 --> 01:49:53,010 I was like, "Yo." I can't have one moment. 1944 01:49:53,093 --> 01:49:54,636 -After my show. -[Mom] I mean, it would be great 1945 01:49:54,720 --> 01:49:57,431 if you could overcome that in the moment and just-- 1946 01:49:57,514 --> 01:49:59,558 -[Billie] Hey, Mom! -Listen, I'm just saying. 1947 01:49:59,641 --> 01:50:01,852 -I'm giving you complete-- -You know how much I've done that? 1948 01:50:01,935 --> 01:50:03,854 I'm giving you complete empathy. You-- It shouldn't happen-- 1949 01:50:03,937 --> 01:50:08,358 I can't have one moment where I'm like, "You know what? I don't wanna do this." 1950 01:50:09,610 --> 01:50:13,697 Not one. I've never had one moment, and I had one moment. 1951 01:50:13,780 --> 01:50:15,616 And there it is written about. 1952 01:50:18,368 --> 01:50:19,369 [sighs] 1953 01:50:22,915 --> 01:50:24,082 It's, like, that-- 1954 01:50:24,166 --> 01:50:27,711 [Mom] You were failed by me and your whole team yesterday. 1955 01:50:27,794 --> 01:50:28,962 I'd love to meet your kids. 1956 01:50:29,046 --> 01:50:32,508 But I don't want to be shoved into meeting a bunch of random kids 1957 01:50:32,591 --> 01:50:34,134 that only want a picture with me. 1958 01:50:34,927 --> 01:50:36,303 It doesn't feel good. 1959 01:50:37,471 --> 01:50:42,017 You were failed. We did not do a good job last night. 1960 01:50:42,100 --> 01:50:45,771 You were set up very badly. All truth. 1961 01:50:47,356 --> 01:50:48,440 God. 1962 01:50:49,399 --> 01:50:51,777 And then, also, nobody tells me who's important. 1963 01:50:51,860 --> 01:50:53,946 All of you said, "Okay, you're done. Go back." 1964 01:50:54,029 --> 01:50:56,949 And I start going back and then you're like, "Ah, Billie. Billie. Billie." 1965 01:50:57,032 --> 01:50:58,951 And I hear "Billie." All I hear is "Billie." 1966 01:50:59,034 --> 01:51:01,662 So how am I supposed to know that that's an important Billie? The fuck? 1967 01:51:01,745 --> 01:51:03,247 [Danny] I think we're changing how we're gonna do this-- 1968 01:51:03,330 --> 01:51:05,958 All I hear is, "Billie. Billie. Billie." Every second of my fucking life. 1969 01:51:06,041 --> 01:51:08,126 -[Mom] Billie, it was a big, giant fail. -But from every direction. 1970 01:51:08,210 --> 01:51:10,254 -Everywhere I go. "Billie!" -[Mom] It was a big fail. 1971 01:51:10,337 --> 01:51:11,839 -It was a big fail. -And then I turn around 1972 01:51:11,922 --> 01:51:14,842 and it's, like, the dude that runs, like, whatever-- 1973 01:51:14,925 --> 01:51:18,178 some huge magazine who wants me on the cover. 1974 01:51:18,971 --> 01:51:23,600 I don't want anyone who knows who I am and is any sort of fan, 1975 01:51:23,684 --> 01:51:28,856 or knows a fan, to see me in any sort of awkward situation. 1976 01:51:28,939 --> 01:51:30,023 -[Danny] Okay. -[manager] Got it. 1977 01:51:30,107 --> 01:51:33,110 It's embarrassing and I have to keep smiling, 1978 01:51:33,193 --> 01:51:37,030 and if I don't, then they hate me and they think I'm horrible. That's not fair. 1979 01:51:37,114 --> 01:51:38,198 -[Danny] Yeah. -[manager] I agree. 1980 01:51:38,282 --> 01:51:41,034 [Mom] So... no throwing her to the wolves. 1981 01:51:41,118 --> 01:51:42,119 [Danny] Okay. 1982 01:51:44,371 --> 01:51:45,581 [exhales] Sheesh. 1983 01:51:46,415 --> 01:51:48,125 [people chattering] 1984 01:51:49,376 --> 01:51:50,586 Hello! 1985 01:51:51,503 --> 01:51:52,754 [woman] Billie! 1986 01:51:52,838 --> 01:51:56,300 -You don't know how much I appreciate you. -I love you, dude. Come here. 1987 01:51:56,383 --> 01:51:59,720 -I love you so much. -[Billie] Let's have a hug. I love you. 1988 01:51:59,803 --> 01:52:02,014 -I love you so much! -[fan 2] Oh, my gosh! 1989 01:52:02,097 --> 01:52:03,640 -Oh, my gosh. -[Billie] How you feeling tonight? 1990 01:52:03,724 --> 01:52:05,267 -I love you so much! [indistinct] -Aw. 1991 01:52:05,350 --> 01:52:07,686 -How you guys doin'? You're good? -We're fine. 1992 01:52:07,769 --> 01:52:11,773 [crowd] We love you! [indistinct chatter] 1993 01:52:11,857 --> 01:52:13,567 [crowd screaming] 1994 01:52:14,276 --> 01:52:15,736 -[speaks indistinctly] -Hello! 1995 01:52:17,362 --> 01:52:19,364 [fan] Oh, my God. I love you so much! 1996 01:52:19,448 --> 01:52:21,074 [man] Okay. Drive her out of here. 1997 01:52:22,659 --> 01:52:24,703 [fan 2] Look at my tattoo! Billie, Billie! 1998 01:52:25,370 --> 01:52:28,874 -[fan 3 ululates] -[fan 4] Billie! 1999 01:52:29,583 --> 01:52:32,044 [fans screaming] 2000 01:52:35,297 --> 01:52:37,841 [fan 5] Billie, I love you! 2001 01:52:39,426 --> 01:52:41,053 [fan 6] You saved my life. 2002 01:52:41,136 --> 01:52:42,804 Billie, your music saved my life. 2003 01:52:42,888 --> 01:52:45,057 -I love you! -I love you, Billie! 2004 01:52:45,140 --> 01:52:47,142 [fan 6] Billie, I love you. I love you so much. 2005 01:52:47,226 --> 01:52:50,395 -[bodyguard speaks indistinctly] -[fan 7] Oh, my gosh, Billie! 2006 01:52:51,480 --> 01:52:54,274 ["1234" plays] 2007 01:52:55,651 --> 01:52:56,735 [no audible dialogue] 2008 01:52:56,818 --> 01:52:58,320 [speaking Italian] Buona sera. 2009 01:52:58,403 --> 01:52:59,571 Ciao bella. 2010 01:52:59,655 --> 01:53:01,657 ♪ Sleepless long nights ♪ 2011 01:53:01,740 --> 01:53:03,742 ♪ That is what my youth was for ♪ 2012 01:53:03,825 --> 01:53:08,163 ♪ Old teenage hopes Are alive at your door ♪ 2013 01:53:08,247 --> 01:53:12,668 ♪ Left you with nothing But they want some more ♪ 2014 01:53:12,751 --> 01:53:14,711 ♪ Oh, uh, oh ♪ 2015 01:53:14,795 --> 01:53:16,880 ♪ You're changing your heart ♪ 2016 01:53:16,964 --> 01:53:19,049 ♪ Oh, uh, oh ♪ 2017 01:53:19,132 --> 01:53:21,176 ♪ You know who you are ♪ 2018 01:53:21,260 --> 01:53:23,470 ♪ Sweetheart, bitter heart ♪ 2019 01:53:23,554 --> 01:53:25,514 [crowd cheers] 2020 01:53:30,060 --> 01:53:33,146 [cheering] 2021 01:53:37,276 --> 01:53:40,195 ["bad guy" plays] 2022 01:53:40,279 --> 01:53:41,321 [microphone thuds] 2023 01:53:41,405 --> 01:53:43,657 [grunts, groans] 2024 01:53:45,576 --> 01:53:48,704 [crowd vocalizes to song] 2025 01:53:48,787 --> 01:53:50,664 [cheers] 2026 01:53:51,832 --> 01:53:53,000 [Billie] Immediately. 2027 01:53:55,669 --> 01:53:59,756 [crowd chanting] 2028 01:54:01,717 --> 01:54:03,844 [cheering] 2029 01:54:07,139 --> 01:54:11,185 [louder cheering] 2030 01:54:12,769 --> 01:54:17,566 Dude, I sprained my ankle immediately. That's so embarrassing. Ugh. 2031 01:54:18,150 --> 01:54:19,401 [groans] 2032 01:54:20,360 --> 01:54:22,863 It's so stupid because I'm, like, choked up right now 2033 01:54:22,946 --> 01:54:26,241 because I'd rather not do a show than do a crappy version for you. 2034 01:54:26,325 --> 01:54:29,661 Like, I just want to give you a good show and, like, I can't. 2035 01:54:29,745 --> 01:54:31,163 [crowd cheering] 2036 01:54:31,246 --> 01:54:32,623 [Billie] Shit! 2037 01:54:35,209 --> 01:54:39,213 Ooh, this is so trash. This is literally a nightmare, for real. 2038 01:54:39,296 --> 01:54:42,049 Ooh! Whoo-ooh, ooh. 2039 01:54:42,925 --> 01:54:45,761 I can't do this. I'm sorry, bro. Ooh. 2040 01:54:48,639 --> 01:54:50,682 [Billie] So embarrassing. 2041 01:54:50,766 --> 01:54:52,476 [groans] Bitch! 2042 01:54:54,144 --> 01:54:56,396 I can't even go on... I choked up. 2043 01:54:56,480 --> 01:54:57,356 I can't even talk. 2044 01:54:57,439 --> 01:54:58,815 It's so fucking dumb. 2045 01:55:01,026 --> 01:55:02,736 They'll take whatever you give them. 2046 01:55:02,819 --> 01:55:04,363 And they'll totally be on your side. 2047 01:55:05,155 --> 01:55:07,533 They're stoked that you're here. And you've traveled so far. 2048 01:55:09,034 --> 01:55:10,744 You got this. 2049 01:55:10,827 --> 01:55:13,580 Just start "idontwannabeyouanymore" as soon as you walk back on stage. 2050 01:55:13,664 --> 01:55:15,624 You don't have to sit there and talk and choke up. 2051 01:55:15,707 --> 01:55:16,875 Just start the song. Yeah? 2052 01:55:17,459 --> 01:55:18,669 Ready? 2053 01:55:18,752 --> 01:55:19,795 -Let's do it. -[Billie] Okay. 2054 01:55:20,295 --> 01:55:21,547 Tear it up, boss. 2055 01:55:22,130 --> 01:55:23,507 [Mom] Yeah. 2056 01:55:23,590 --> 01:55:26,593 [crowd cheering] 2057 01:55:29,179 --> 01:55:33,225 [cheering continues] 2058 01:55:33,308 --> 01:55:36,937 [screaming and cheering] 2059 01:55:40,148 --> 01:55:43,110 ["idontwannabeyouanymore" plays] 2060 01:55:47,281 --> 01:55:50,909 [vocalizing] 2061 01:55:56,623 --> 01:55:58,834 [song continues] 2062 01:56:01,753 --> 01:56:07,467 Thank you, Milan. I love you a lot. I'm sorry. [giggles] 2063 01:56:18,562 --> 01:56:20,981 -[Mom] You have to heal your ankle... -[Finneas] Crazy. 2064 01:56:21,064 --> 01:56:23,358 ...and exercise your ankle and strengthen your body. 2065 01:56:23,442 --> 01:56:25,777 -[Billie] Not today! -[Mom] Yeah, every day! 2066 01:56:25,861 --> 01:56:30,699 I gave you the exercises to do, but you actually do have to do it every day. 2067 01:56:30,782 --> 01:56:33,994 And the days when you don't have a show, you have to almost do more. 2068 01:56:34,077 --> 01:56:35,787 Because you have to work out. 2069 01:56:35,871 --> 01:56:38,081 We're trying to make it so you don't get injured anymore. 2070 01:56:38,165 --> 01:56:39,541 We're trying to heal your body 2071 01:56:39,625 --> 01:56:42,336 so that you don't go on interviews and say "My body's broken." 2072 01:56:42,419 --> 01:56:43,670 We're gonna heal your body. 2073 01:56:43,754 --> 01:56:46,632 My body is always gonna be broken. Even if I heal it. 2074 01:56:46,715 --> 01:56:49,468 -[Mom] No, it's not gonna be broken. -It will have been broken a million times. 2075 01:56:49,551 --> 01:56:50,552 [Mom] But it can be healed. 2076 01:56:50,636 --> 01:56:52,429 When something breaks a bunch of times, it's broken. 2077 01:56:52,513 --> 01:56:54,139 [woman] But that's why you have to strengthen yourself. 2078 01:56:54,223 --> 01:56:55,599 Even if you fix it, it's still been broken. 2079 01:56:55,682 --> 01:56:57,059 [Mom] You have to strengthen yourself. 2080 01:56:57,142 --> 01:57:00,312 [song continues, instrumental] 2081 01:57:13,909 --> 01:57:16,453 [Finneas, through phone] I think I've got the start of the James Bond song. 2082 01:57:16,537 --> 01:57:18,330 It is called "No Time to Die" 2083 01:57:18,413 --> 01:57:20,290 because, like, that's just how you make an iconic song. 2084 01:57:20,374 --> 01:57:21,333 It's like, you just have it-- 2085 01:57:21,416 --> 01:57:23,585 [Billie] Yeah, yeah. I had some ideas on the plane too. 2086 01:57:23,669 --> 01:57:26,713 -I think it's not a sad Sam Smith ballad. -[Billie] No. 2087 01:57:26,797 --> 01:57:28,757 I think it's, like, a fucking angry-ass song. 2088 01:57:28,841 --> 01:57:30,843 -Anyway, I love you. -[Billie] I love you too! 2089 01:57:37,391 --> 01:57:38,392 [grunts] 2090 01:57:39,768 --> 01:57:42,813 [Billie] Look at my ankle, bro. Crack! 2091 01:57:42,896 --> 01:57:45,148 -[Mom] Ooh! -[laughs] 2092 01:57:45,232 --> 01:57:48,610 [Billie] Boom! Normal. Sad. 2093 01:57:48,694 --> 01:57:52,364 Happy. Sad. Happy. Sad. 2094 01:57:53,740 --> 01:57:58,245 [Mom] We called Freddy in desperation, and he came to Barcelona 2095 01:57:58,328 --> 01:58:01,748 and saved the day. [laughs] 2096 01:58:02,332 --> 01:58:05,085 We didn't realize that it was torn ligaments. 2097 01:58:05,169 --> 01:58:08,046 It was much more dire than we had thought. 2098 01:58:08,130 --> 01:58:09,214 [Freddy] Lie on your side. 2099 01:58:11,967 --> 01:58:13,969 Good. Off you go, up and down. 2100 01:58:14,052 --> 01:58:17,222 ["No Time to Die" plays] 2101 01:58:18,515 --> 01:58:20,601 [Freddy speaks indistinctly] 2102 01:58:21,393 --> 01:58:22,394 [Freddy] Relax. 2103 01:58:25,731 --> 01:58:27,691 That's it. Better. 2104 01:58:30,152 --> 01:58:34,031 ♪ I should have known ♪ 2105 01:58:37,201 --> 01:58:39,870 ♪ I'd leave alone ♪ 2106 01:58:39,953 --> 01:58:41,163 [Freddy] There you go. 2107 01:58:43,290 --> 01:58:45,167 Good. Try and hit me in the head with your knee. 2108 01:58:45,250 --> 01:58:48,337 ♪ Just goes to show ♪ 2109 01:58:49,838 --> 01:58:55,511 ♪ That the blood you bleed Is just the blood you owe ♪ 2110 01:58:59,223 --> 01:59:02,851 ♪ We were a pair ♪ 2111 01:59:06,063 --> 01:59:10,025 ♪ But I saw you there ♪ 2112 01:59:13,654 --> 01:59:17,199 -♪ Too much to bear ♪ -[Freddy] Let's swap sides. 2113 01:59:18,408 --> 01:59:25,082 ♪ You were my life But life is far away from fair ♪ 2114 01:59:26,416 --> 01:59:30,420 ♪ Was I stupid to love you? ♪ 2115 01:59:30,504 --> 01:59:33,757 ♪ Was I reckless to help? ♪ 2116 01:59:34,424 --> 01:59:40,639 ♪ Was it obvious to everybody else? ♪ 2117 01:59:41,348 --> 01:59:46,812 ♪ That I'd fallen for a lie? ♪ 2118 01:59:48,355 --> 01:59:54,820 ♪ You were never on my side ♪ 2119 01:59:55,779 --> 01:59:59,366 ♪ Fool me once, fool me twice ♪ 2120 01:59:59,449 --> 02:00:02,995 ♪ Are you death or paradise? ♪ 2121 02:00:03,078 --> 02:00:09,001 ♪ Now you'll never see me cry ♪ 2122 02:00:09,084 --> 02:00:12,296 ♪ There's just no time to die ♪ 2123 02:00:13,797 --> 02:00:16,884 [inhales, hums] 2124 02:00:20,304 --> 02:00:21,889 [song ends] 2125 02:00:23,640 --> 02:00:25,434 I say just, "It's no time to die" at the end. 2126 02:00:25,517 --> 02:00:26,518 -That works. -[Mom applauds] 2127 02:00:26,602 --> 02:00:28,520 [Mom] Sounds like a Bond song to me. 2128 02:00:28,604 --> 02:00:30,022 [Finneas] The greenroom will never be quiet enough. 2129 02:00:30,105 --> 02:00:31,857 So we're gonna just go sit on the bus. 2130 02:00:31,940 --> 02:00:35,694 ♪ Was I stupid to love you? ♪ 2131 02:00:35,777 --> 02:00:38,989 ♪ Was I reckless to help? ♪ 2132 02:00:39,656 --> 02:00:43,785 ♪ Was it obvious to everybody else-- ♪ 2133 02:00:43,869 --> 02:00:45,329 Oh, my God. I hate this. 2134 02:00:46,038 --> 02:00:51,668 -What's wrong with it? -♪ Was it obvious to everybody else ♪ 2135 02:00:52,336 --> 02:00:54,379 [inhales] Ah, I hate this! 2136 02:00:54,463 --> 02:00:55,547 [Finneas] Billie, I don't want you to blow-- 2137 02:00:55,631 --> 02:00:57,007 Why do people belt? 2138 02:00:57,090 --> 02:00:58,550 -[Finneas] It sound-- -Awful. 2139 02:00:58,634 --> 02:01:00,511 -[Finneas] It sounds great. -It sounds stupid. 2140 02:01:00,594 --> 02:01:02,638 [Finneas] No, it sounds great. You don't have to belt. 2141 02:01:02,721 --> 02:01:06,225 I'm gonna get made fun of by the Internet when I do it. 2142 02:01:06,308 --> 02:01:09,353 [Finneas laughs] No, you're not. 2143 02:01:09,436 --> 02:01:12,231 The Internet is going to be mean if I do it. 2144 02:01:12,314 --> 02:01:14,816 [Finneas laughs] I don't think so. 2145 02:01:14,900 --> 02:01:17,194 But I don't want you to hurt your voice before a show. 2146 02:01:17,277 --> 02:01:19,655 -How's your voice feeling? -Not good. 2147 02:01:19,738 --> 02:01:21,281 -Do you wanna stop? -No. 2148 02:01:22,074 --> 02:01:23,200 -Should you stop? -No. 2149 02:01:24,243 --> 02:01:25,244 Go again. 2150 02:01:27,079 --> 02:01:33,752 ♪ You were never on my side ♪ 2151 02:01:33,836 --> 02:01:35,128 ♪ Fool me on-- ♪ 2152 02:01:37,464 --> 02:01:38,715 [Finneas] Okay, well. We have to send it in-- 2153 02:01:38,799 --> 02:01:40,551 -I can try it. -We have to send it in tonight. So... 2154 02:01:40,634 --> 02:01:41,802 -Tonight? -Mm-hmm. 2155 02:01:41,885 --> 02:01:43,595 Like, be done for real, for real? 2156 02:01:43,679 --> 02:01:45,597 [Finneas] We don't have to send it in, like, here's-- 2157 02:01:45,681 --> 02:01:47,474 here's the final production, final everything. 2158 02:01:47,558 --> 02:01:49,685 But we have to send them the song tonight. 2159 02:01:50,477 --> 02:01:51,478 Yep. 2160 02:01:51,562 --> 02:01:53,188 [crowd cheers] 2161 02:01:53,272 --> 02:01:56,275 -["ilomilo" plays] -[cheering, screaming] 2162 02:02:00,279 --> 02:02:02,489 ♪ Told you not to worry ♪ 2163 02:02:03,991 --> 02:02:06,618 ♪ But maybe that's a lie ♪ 2164 02:02:06,702 --> 02:02:07,911 [Billie] Ouch. 2165 02:02:08,287 --> 02:02:12,165 ♪ Honey, what's your hurry? ♪ [vocalizes] 2166 02:02:12,249 --> 02:02:15,961 ♪ Won't you stay inside? ♪ [vocalizes] 2167 02:02:16,044 --> 02:02:19,965 ♪ Remember not to get too close to stars ♪ 2168 02:02:20,048 --> 02:02:24,511 ♪ They're never gonna give you Love like ours ♪ 2169 02:02:25,304 --> 02:02:28,515 ♪ Where did you go? I should know, but it's cold ♪ 2170 02:02:28,599 --> 02:02:33,812 ♪ And I don't wanna be lonely So show me the way home ♪ 2171 02:02:34,646 --> 02:02:38,025 -[crowd screams] -♪ I can't lose another life ♪ 2172 02:02:41,361 --> 02:02:47,951 [through speakers] ♪ Hurry, I'm worried ♪ 2173 02:02:48,035 --> 02:02:50,412 ♪ The world's a little blurry ♪ 2174 02:02:52,039 --> 02:02:54,124 ♪ Or maybe it's my eyes ♪ 2175 02:02:54,208 --> 02:02:58,545 [crowd cheering, screaming] 2176 02:02:59,171 --> 02:03:03,175 -Thank you, Houston! We love you so much! -[crowd screaming] 2177 02:03:06,178 --> 02:03:08,388 [Billie singing "No Time To Die"] 2178 02:03:09,056 --> 02:03:12,309 ♪ Fool me once Fool me twice ♪ 2179 02:03:12,392 --> 02:03:17,231 ♪ Are you death or paradise? Now you'll nev-- ♪ 2180 02:03:17,314 --> 02:03:18,315 -Okay. -Great. 2181 02:03:20,067 --> 02:03:22,569 Can you believe we did a whole show today? 2182 02:03:22,653 --> 02:03:24,738 And also we wrote a lot of this song today. 2183 02:03:24,821 --> 02:03:28,325 And also it's midnight, and also we're recording. We really are millionaires. 2184 02:03:28,408 --> 02:03:30,118 [laughs] That's not what that... 2185 02:03:30,202 --> 02:03:32,204 [Mom] That, no-- That makes no sense at all. 2186 02:03:32,287 --> 02:03:33,288 [laughs] 2187 02:03:33,372 --> 02:03:34,706 It's just all true things. 2188 02:03:35,707 --> 02:03:39,711 "We really are millionaires." We're so not. 2189 02:03:39,795 --> 02:03:44,132 We have millions of dollars, but that does not make us millionaires. 2190 02:03:47,219 --> 02:03:48,595 [giggles] 2191 02:03:48,679 --> 02:03:50,389 Billie the millionaire. 2192 02:03:50,472 --> 02:03:52,057 [laughs] 2193 02:03:54,893 --> 02:03:57,354 -Millionaire. -♪ She's dangerous, super bad ♪ 2194 02:03:57,437 --> 02:03:59,189 ♪ She's a gold digger ♪ 2195 02:03:59,273 --> 02:04:00,482 Oh, my God. 2196 02:04:00,983 --> 02:04:02,985 [rap music playing low, indistinct] 2197 02:04:09,783 --> 02:04:11,785 [rap continues] 2198 02:04:21,420 --> 02:04:23,922 Goodbye from the both of us. Mwah. 2199 02:04:27,885 --> 02:04:31,388 300,000 people watched that shit. Why? 2200 02:04:34,474 --> 02:04:38,228 [man] You do cover any number of topics, you know, that are difficult. 2201 02:04:38,312 --> 02:04:42,482 Whether it's, you know, depression, anxiety. Very personal topics. 2202 02:04:42,566 --> 02:04:44,359 Why be so transparent? 2203 02:04:44,443 --> 02:04:46,486 I never decided to. 2204 02:04:46,570 --> 02:04:50,949 I never was, like, "I'm gonna talk about this. And I'm gonna talk about this." 2205 02:04:51,033 --> 02:04:53,785 -Mm. -I just talked about what I was feeling. 2206 02:04:53,869 --> 02:04:56,663 And talked about why it was bad or why it was good 2207 02:04:56,747 --> 02:04:58,081 or why it was whatever. 2208 02:04:58,165 --> 02:05:01,251 And then it became this, like, "Oh she's making a statement." 2209 02:05:01,335 --> 02:05:04,671 Which I actually love because I didn't realize I was. 2210 02:05:04,755 --> 02:05:06,924 And now that I think about it, like, 2211 02:05:07,007 --> 02:05:10,093 I realize how many people aren't talking about that kind of stuff 2212 02:05:10,177 --> 02:05:14,431 and why people are so, like, shocked when you do talk about it. 2213 02:05:14,515 --> 02:05:16,099 I'm like, "Why is that so shocking? 2214 02:05:16,183 --> 02:05:19,102 Like, I'm telling you, like, about how I am as a human. 2215 02:05:19,186 --> 02:05:20,395 Like, why is that weird?" 2216 02:05:21,688 --> 02:05:25,234 -[hums] -[Billie] To be honest with you, 2217 02:05:25,317 --> 02:05:27,778 I didn't think I would make it to this age. 2218 02:05:42,251 --> 02:05:44,795 [Billie] There's one page in-- Ooh. Damn it. Look at that. 2219 02:05:44,878 --> 02:05:48,966 Wow, I was in such a bad place. Whoa. 2220 02:05:50,676 --> 02:05:51,885 Found it. 2221 02:05:56,306 --> 02:05:57,683 There it is. 2222 02:05:58,350 --> 02:06:01,812 This page, it was kinda, like, the peak, I would say. 2223 02:06:04,606 --> 02:06:07,401 I was, like, 14, 15. 2224 02:06:11,113 --> 02:06:13,156 I had razors hidden in places. 2225 02:06:13,240 --> 02:06:16,577 And I had Band-Aids hidden in a little corner of my room. 2226 02:06:16,660 --> 02:06:18,954 And I always had Band-Aids on my wrists. 2227 02:06:20,747 --> 02:06:22,791 I was literally locking myself in the bathroom 2228 02:06:22,875 --> 02:06:26,211 and making myself bleed 'cause I thought I deserved it, you know? 2229 02:06:27,880 --> 02:06:29,173 [scoffs] 2230 02:06:34,052 --> 02:06:36,930 ["listen before i go" instrumental plays] 2231 02:07:19,640 --> 02:07:23,810 [Dad] The full list of 62nd Grammy nominations are here. 2232 02:07:23,894 --> 02:07:25,062 [Mom] Hi, love. 2233 02:07:26,480 --> 02:07:27,689 Good morning. 2234 02:07:28,357 --> 02:07:30,484 It's like Christmas morning. 2235 02:07:31,777 --> 02:07:33,028 [Billie] But no presents. 2236 02:07:33,111 --> 02:07:35,155 No presents. [chuckles] 2237 02:07:35,781 --> 02:07:38,033 This is kind of a present. Do you wanna hear? 2238 02:07:38,116 --> 02:07:39,117 [Billie groans] 2239 02:07:39,201 --> 02:07:40,661 -Okay. -[Dad] Morning, Bill. 2240 02:07:40,744 --> 02:07:44,456 "Nominations. Record of the Year: 2241 02:07:46,250 --> 02:07:47,543 'Bad Guy.' 2242 02:07:48,919 --> 02:07:51,046 Album of the Year"-- 2243 02:07:51,129 --> 02:07:52,840 What album would that be? 2244 02:07:54,132 --> 02:07:55,133 Pepper's a bozo. 2245 02:07:55,217 --> 02:07:57,177 "When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? 2246 02:07:57,886 --> 02:08:02,808 Song of the Year: 'Bad Guy'. Best New Artist." 2247 02:08:03,600 --> 02:08:05,978 -Why do you sound like that? -[chuckles] 2248 02:08:06,061 --> 02:08:09,439 -"Best Pop Solo Performance..." -[Dad chuckles] 'Cause she's your mom. 2249 02:08:09,982 --> 02:08:12,359 "...and Best Pop Vocal Album." 2250 02:08:13,402 --> 02:08:16,613 And Producer of the Year would be your brother. 2251 02:08:16,697 --> 02:08:18,699 -[Billie] Oh, he got it? -[Mom] Yeah. 2252 02:08:18,782 --> 02:08:22,911 -Yay! He was so anxious about that. -[Mom chuckles] 2253 02:08:22,995 --> 02:08:26,248 Uh, hello, I'm putting you on the speaker phone. 2254 02:08:26,999 --> 02:08:28,709 You can talk to your sister. 2255 02:08:29,668 --> 02:08:30,669 [Finneas] Eilish. 2256 02:08:30,752 --> 02:08:32,171 Guess what you did. 2257 02:08:33,797 --> 02:08:35,507 -[Mom chuckles] -[Finneas] Did you see? 2258 02:08:35,591 --> 02:08:37,342 You gotted what you wanted. 2259 02:08:37,426 --> 02:08:39,303 -[Dad chuckles] -[Claudia laughs through phone] 2260 02:08:39,386 --> 02:08:44,349 [Finneas] Billie, congratulations on being nominated for fucking everything. 2261 02:08:44,433 --> 02:08:46,476 -Yeah, yeah, yeah. -[Dad] You too, Finneas. 2262 02:08:46,560 --> 02:08:48,896 -[Finneas] It's unreal. -I wanna make you some food, Billie. 2263 02:08:48,979 --> 02:08:50,355 [yells] 2264 02:08:50,439 --> 02:08:51,857 [Mom] I love you. 2265 02:08:53,066 --> 02:08:55,402 ♪ Taste me ♪ 2266 02:08:55,485 --> 02:09:00,699 ♪ The salty tears on my cheek ♪ 2267 02:09:00,782 --> 02:09:05,787 ♪ That's what a year-long headache ♪ 2268 02:09:07,289 --> 02:09:11,710 ♪ Does to you ♪ 2269 02:09:12,961 --> 02:09:18,509 ♪ I'm not okay I feel so scattered ♪ 2270 02:09:18,592 --> 02:09:23,639 ♪ Don't say I'm all that matters ♪ 2271 02:09:23,722 --> 02:09:25,098 ♪ Leave me ♪ 2272 02:09:27,184 --> 02:09:31,021 ♪ Déjà vu ♪ 2273 02:09:32,022 --> 02:09:35,317 ♪ If you need me ♪ 2274 02:09:36,860 --> 02:09:39,696 ♪ Wanna see me ♪ 2275 02:09:41,782 --> 02:09:43,992 ♪ Better hurry ♪ 2276 02:09:45,953 --> 02:09:49,081 ♪ 'Cause I'm leavin' soon ♪ 2277 02:09:50,457 --> 02:09:52,751 [song continues] 2278 02:09:56,296 --> 02:09:57,506 [turn signal clicking] 2279 02:10:00,634 --> 02:10:05,472 I'm nominated for six Grammys, and I have my dream car. 2280 02:10:06,265 --> 02:10:08,976 And Finneas has his dream car. 2281 02:10:10,185 --> 02:10:13,480 And it's raining. 2282 02:10:14,606 --> 02:10:16,733 And I have my pooch doggy in the car. 2283 02:10:19,069 --> 02:10:20,612 I had doughnuts last night. 2284 02:10:22,656 --> 02:10:25,409 I'm not in a relationship, thank the lords. 2285 02:10:27,661 --> 02:10:29,955 My relationship with my family is good. 2286 02:10:33,292 --> 02:10:36,170 I am pretty. Somewhat. 2287 02:10:38,130 --> 02:10:42,593 I am famous... [laughs] ...as fuck. 2288 02:10:44,011 --> 02:10:46,096 Life is good. 2289 02:10:48,182 --> 02:10:50,309 [Mom] Who got nominated for a Grammy today? 2290 02:10:50,392 --> 02:10:51,977 Me and Finneas. 2291 02:10:55,522 --> 02:10:57,941 -Billie and Finneas. -[Billie] I am nominated for six Grammys, 2292 02:10:58,025 --> 02:11:00,569 and we still are in the same stupid little backyard. 2293 02:11:00,652 --> 02:11:02,571 But that's nice, that's a nice thing. 2294 02:11:02,654 --> 02:11:05,574 [Billie] I know, I'm joking. I think it's cute. 2295 02:11:05,657 --> 02:11:07,326 [chattering] 2296 02:11:08,160 --> 02:11:09,203 [Billie] Ahhh. 2297 02:11:10,996 --> 02:11:12,998 -Butterflies... -Yeah. 2298 02:11:13,081 --> 02:11:14,249 -All good. -You got this. 2299 02:11:15,125 --> 02:11:17,628 [man] An incredible last year for you. 2300 02:11:17,711 --> 02:11:21,340 What does it mean to be at the Grammys, you grew up not far from here, 2301 02:11:21,423 --> 02:11:24,092 walking down this carpet going into the Staples Center tonight? 2302 02:11:24,176 --> 02:11:26,887 It's your first Grammys, and you have six nominations. 2303 02:11:26,970 --> 02:11:29,473 [Mom] Billie, happy birthday. 2304 02:11:29,556 --> 02:11:33,352 -It's my birthday, I'm 18. -[Mom] Happy birthday. 2305 02:11:41,610 --> 02:11:43,278 [cheering] 2306 02:11:48,617 --> 02:11:50,911 [woman] And the Grammy goes to... 2307 02:11:51,912 --> 02:11:55,832 [Smokey Robinson] "Bad Guy," by Billie Eilish. 2308 02:11:55,916 --> 02:11:57,543 -[audience cheers] -[woman whoops] 2309 02:11:58,252 --> 02:12:00,212 Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow. 2310 02:12:00,295 --> 02:12:03,173 [woman, through phone] So, there's an artist called Billie Eilish. 2311 02:12:03,257 --> 02:12:08,011 She recently came out with an album that is completely satanic. 2312 02:12:08,095 --> 02:12:09,513 [laughs] 2313 02:12:20,065 --> 02:12:23,026 [woman] And the Grammy goes to... 2314 02:12:23,110 --> 02:12:24,945 Billie Eilish! 2315 02:12:25,028 --> 02:12:26,905 [cheering] 2316 02:12:30,868 --> 02:12:31,869 Oh, gee. 2317 02:12:31,952 --> 02:12:33,537 Huh? Whoo! 2318 02:12:33,620 --> 02:12:37,374 Thank you. Ayayay. 2319 02:12:37,457 --> 02:12:38,458 Two. 2320 02:12:39,084 --> 02:12:41,086 Director, Billie Eilish. 2321 02:12:41,170 --> 02:12:42,171 Look at that. 2322 02:12:43,964 --> 02:12:45,924 [no audible dialogue] 2323 02:12:46,008 --> 02:12:47,634 Put your feet down flat. 2324 02:12:48,343 --> 02:12:50,095 Yeah, like, let it come onto your foot. 2325 02:12:50,846 --> 02:12:52,514 Yes! 2326 02:12:57,019 --> 02:12:58,770 [no audible dialogue] 2327 02:13:09,406 --> 02:13:10,824 And the Grammy goes to... 2328 02:13:12,868 --> 02:13:14,077 Billie Eilish! 2329 02:13:19,875 --> 02:13:21,084 [LL Cool J] Let's go. 2330 02:13:22,252 --> 02:13:24,505 I-- I love you. Thank you for this. 2331 02:13:24,588 --> 02:13:26,965 -[cheers] -Yeah! 2332 02:13:41,063 --> 02:13:44,191 [woman] Whoa, okay. 2333 02:13:44,858 --> 02:13:48,487 And the Grammy goes to... 2334 02:13:49,488 --> 02:13:51,198 "Bad Guy," Billie Eilish. 2335 02:13:51,281 --> 02:13:52,950 [cheering] 2336 02:14:06,463 --> 02:14:08,966 [cheering, applause] 2337 02:14:10,467 --> 02:14:12,135 -Thank you. -Thank you. [chuckles] 2338 02:14:12,719 --> 02:14:14,388 [cheering] 2339 02:14:14,471 --> 02:14:15,556 Bye! 2340 02:14:19,977 --> 02:14:24,064 We made this album in a bedroom at our house that we grew up in. 2341 02:14:24,147 --> 02:14:26,108 And it was mastered in somebody's living room, 2342 02:14:26,191 --> 02:14:28,735 so it's really like anything is possible. 2343 02:14:28,819 --> 02:14:30,988 -[audience laughs] -[chuckles] 2344 02:14:32,823 --> 02:14:35,742 [man] Best New Artist, Album of the Year, Song of the Year, 2345 02:14:35,826 --> 02:14:40,038 Record of the Year, Pop Vocal Album, Producer of the Year. 2346 02:14:40,122 --> 02:14:45,419 If the instruments weren't in the house that you guys were growing up in, 2347 02:14:45,502 --> 02:14:47,337 would you have still made music? 2348 02:14:49,131 --> 02:14:53,427 I don't know. Our parents were really good about, um, listening to what we wanted 2349 02:14:53,510 --> 02:14:55,053 and never forcing anything on us. 2350 02:14:55,137 --> 02:14:56,680 I think we grew up in such a way 2351 02:14:56,763 --> 02:14:59,892 that made us feel like we could just do and be whatever we wanted. 2352 02:14:59,975 --> 02:15:01,393 [all chattering, laughing] 2353 02:15:02,728 --> 02:15:04,104 They just supported it. 2354 02:15:04,188 --> 02:15:06,356 [man] Hey, Rob! There he is. 2355 02:15:08,192 --> 02:15:09,359 [phone rings] 2356 02:15:09,443 --> 02:15:10,485 [Billie gasps] 2357 02:15:10,569 --> 02:15:11,653 [woman] Answer it. 2358 02:15:12,321 --> 02:15:14,281 -[Billie screams] -[woman chuckles] Oh, my-- 2359 02:15:14,364 --> 02:15:15,365 Congrats. 2360 02:15:15,449 --> 02:15:17,618 -[chuckles] Thank you! -How you feeling? 2361 02:15:17,701 --> 02:15:19,703 I'm good. [chuckles] 2362 02:15:20,621 --> 02:15:22,331 I'm good. How are you? 2363 02:15:22,414 --> 02:15:27,377 Wasn't it amazing? How did it feel? Everything you could've imagined or what? 2364 02:15:27,461 --> 02:15:31,840 Yes, completely. I can't believe it. It's insane. [chuckles] 2365 02:15:31,924 --> 02:15:34,635 That's awesome. I'm so proud-- I'm proud of you. 2366 02:15:34,718 --> 02:15:35,719 Thank you. 2367 02:15:35,802 --> 02:15:37,304 You've been working hard for this. 2368 02:15:37,387 --> 02:15:39,723 [chuckles] Thanks to you. 2369 02:15:40,307 --> 02:15:41,308 Stop it. 2370 02:15:41,391 --> 02:15:42,976 How are you? Are you good? 2371 02:15:43,060 --> 02:15:44,478 I'm really good, yeah. 2372 02:15:45,521 --> 02:15:47,022 Where's your brother, by the way? 2373 02:15:47,105 --> 02:15:48,106 -[Mom] Finneas? -Finneas? 2374 02:15:48,190 --> 02:15:51,151 -[Finneas] I have no pants on. -But it's Justin Bieber. [laughs] 2375 02:15:51,235 --> 02:15:52,611 [all laughing] 2376 02:15:53,445 --> 02:15:54,780 Quicker, quicker. 2377 02:15:55,948 --> 02:15:57,199 Hey, Justin. 2378 02:15:57,282 --> 02:15:58,700 Hey, man. Congrats, bro. 2379 02:15:58,784 --> 02:16:00,202 Thank you. That is so nice of you. 2380 02:16:00,285 --> 02:16:02,496 All those long nights writing those songs, bro. 2381 02:16:02,579 --> 02:16:04,373 And you're at the freaking Grammys crushing it. 2382 02:16:04,456 --> 02:16:05,499 [Billie chuckles] 2383 02:16:05,582 --> 02:16:08,669 [Bieber] All right, I don't wanna, you know... 2384 02:16:09,711 --> 02:16:11,755 I want you guys to go enjoy yourselves. 2385 02:16:12,464 --> 02:16:17,678 We will. I'm-- This is crazy. Ayayay. Thank you for calling me. I love you. 2386 02:16:17,761 --> 02:16:20,097 Love you too. Bye. 2387 02:16:20,180 --> 02:16:21,473 Bye! 2388 02:16:22,099 --> 02:16:25,060 -Oh! [laughs] -[all laugh] 2389 02:16:25,143 --> 02:16:26,144 [crowd screaming] 2390 02:16:26,228 --> 02:16:29,356 -♪ I've never... ♪ -[crowd] ♪ Fallen from quite this high ♪ 2391 02:16:29,439 --> 02:16:33,986 ♪ Fallin' into your ocean eyes ♪ 2392 02:16:34,068 --> 02:16:41,034 ♪ Those ocean eyes ♪ 2393 02:16:41,118 --> 02:16:45,789 [cheering] 2394 02:16:48,000 --> 02:16:50,209 [song ends, cheering fades] 2395 02:16:50,294 --> 02:16:54,089 ["my future" plays] 2396 02:20:03,862 --> 02:20:05,864 [song fades] 2397 02:20:05,948 --> 02:20:07,366 [clapping] 2398 02:20:07,449 --> 02:20:08,450 Whoo! 2399 02:20:09,868 --> 02:20:11,912 Thanks. Bye. See you next year. 2400 02:20:14,081 --> 02:20:15,165 Whoo!