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Only thing you got in common with the King
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is a liking for peanut butter sandwiches.
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Yeah.
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That kind of combo clogs up the plumbing.
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Can't crap.
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Shit backs up to your eyeballs,
turns them brown.
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And then you drown.
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Now, there's a song for you.
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Eat your fucking vegetables.
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{\an8}Holding a record
of14 wins and two losses,
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{\an8}hailing from Helena, Montana,
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he is currently the number-two-ranked
middleweight in ourgreat state.
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Ladies and gentlemen, Stuart Long.
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Got a future, brother.
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You have to do better than that.
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We love you, Stu.
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- Hey, baby.
- Hi.
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You like blonds now, huh?
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- She's sweet. She's sweet.
- Yeah.
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Enjoy it now, kid.
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You're almost past your prime. It happens.
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You're lucky I don't punch you.
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Take that, and give it to him.
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I'm gonna punch you in the mouth.
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All right, good.
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Come on, come on.
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Will you come on?
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Keep your hands up.
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Keep your guard up.
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I don't care he's the better boxer.
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You gotta be the better actor.
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I know.
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I love this, man.
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It's what I do.
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Hey.
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Well, that's just great.
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I won. I got some dough. What you want?
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A toaster.
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I'll get you a toaster.
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If you put half the effort
into a regular job
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that you put into beating ass,
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you'd be a manager one day.
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Why dress us as astronauts for Halloween
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if you didn't want us
to shoot for the moon?
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That's when I had two of you to bet on.
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Where is this clown?
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Hey, tell her it's nothing.
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Not quite.
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You have a serious infection
of the bone in your jaw,
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as well as extremely high
inflammation markers in your blood.
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Same thing as last time.
Your colleague gave me antibiotics.
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Did the trick, right?
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After your last three fights,
you've developed fevers and infections.
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That's not a normal response to injury.
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What does that mean?
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Medically speaking,
we'd need further testing
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to determine the source of the problem,
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but metaphorically, seems like
your body is telling you not to fight.
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Meta... Fuck that. What?
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The decision is yours,
but I must make you aware
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that the complications
could be life-threatening.
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You set this up, didn't you?
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She tell you to say that?
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- Could you give us a minute?
- We got the Keystone Kops here.
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Don't listen to this loser.
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Shit, he trying
to run up the bill on you, Mama.
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Damn you
for being so careless with your life.
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Careless?
I'm fighting for it. And yours too.
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I put food on the table.
Your deadbeat husband don't.
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Grief ain't a disability. I looked it up.
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What you think, you'll get to be a pro?
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Honey, you're the age
most guys are when they pack it in.
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You're still scrapping for a sponsor.
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Look me in the eyes and tell me
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that some plastic trophy
is worth more than your life.
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You only got yourself to blame.
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Making a fuss over
all them damn participation ribbons.
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You set a low bar.
What you expect from your son?
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That this one don't fucking die.
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I ain't that lucky.
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I heard them oil rigs went up pay good.
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I ain't doing no blue-collar bullshit.
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Well, honey, what else is there?
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Dad caught me playing in your room.
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Got a heck of a hiding for it.
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Sometimes I thought
I hated you for being so good.
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Making me look bad.
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Dad probably wonders why
he gotta keep a piece of shit like me.
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You want it?
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Come get it.
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What, you think I missed?
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I never miss.
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Oh, shit.
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Evening, officers.
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Everything all right here?
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Just paying my respects.
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You Bill's son?
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Wow, all these years gone,
he's still making me look bad, huh?
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Chip off the old block, huh?
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Good to see you, Stu.
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Until we meet again, prick.
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Hey, Mama.
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Resisting arrest?
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I challenged the officer's judgment.
It was a stimulating exchange.
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I made him a better cop.
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- Get in the car.
- If they told you why, you'd pat my back.
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Ain't that the story of your life?
Being out of context.
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I got some good news for you.
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- I figured it out.
- Yeah?
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Seventh time's a charm?
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No, I figured out what I'm gonna do.
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- I'm gonna be an actor.
- Oh, God.
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Think about it.
Nothing ever made more sense.
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I mean, I was born to perform.
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It just took some time to find my stage.
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Yeah? Where's that at?
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Hollywood.
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You ain't been west of Missoula.
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You got a map, I'm gonna make it there.
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You don't belong with L.A. folks.
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They're a bunch of carpetbaggers.
Communist fucking fascist hippies.
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I ain't trying to belong.
I'm trying to stand out.
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Wait till you see me saving the world,
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shooting bad guys,
kissing them girls in pearls.
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Probably all three at once.
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Isn't it a little late
to, you know, try that?
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They gonna say "late,"
they gonna say "great."
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And I ain't even gonna be dead yet.
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Well?
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You gonna look your father up?
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- Am I gonna look my father up?
- Yeah.
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Fuck Bill.
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Come on, let's go.
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Yeah, fuck Bill.
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You throwback mother...
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I'm trying to do
a public service, asshole.
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Learn how to drive, idiot.
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Hello. Can I get the vehicle number?
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Yeah, vehicle number,
jerk-off-kilo-limp-dick-ten.
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How's his driving?
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I'll tell you how's his fucking driving.
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His parents must be cousins.
He's driving like a fucking half-wit.
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Be ahead hiring a crash test dummy...
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If you are satisfied
with your message, press one.
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Son of a bitch.
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Somebody gotta find a better way
to rat these retards out, you know?
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Make a decent driver crash
just for trying to do the right thing.
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Let's just start with a week.
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That's $182. If you book a month out,
you save 20 percent.
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I don't need a month to make it.
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You and everybody else in this town.
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You got some advice?
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I'm still trying to be discovered.
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I hit it big, I'll take you with me.
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All the way to the top.
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Payment's due Monday.
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- Don't sell yourself short.
- Oh, I won't.
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I'll see you Monday.
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Oh, shit.
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Oh, yeah.
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Hello? Yeah, this is Mr. Long.
Hold all my calls.
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Really?
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I'll have to think about that.
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Hollywood, baby. Hollywood.
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Hot damn, you in Hollywood, kid.
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What did he say?
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I made it.
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Oh, shit.
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See what channel
I'm gonna be on every night.
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Every night.
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Oh, yeah.
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The fuck?
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Ain't no antenna on here.
$182 for this shit. It better be working.
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Yeah, I got a problem.
The TV ain't working.
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Tomorrow? I paid $182.
I need a goddamn TV.
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Shit. You gotta be kidding me.
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Better get her big ass up here
and fix this shit.
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I made it.
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"Gas station attendant.
Christmas tree lot."
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I was voted Santa's favorite elf.
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Nice.
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00:14:33,916 --> 00:14:36,668
"Amateur boxer. Record 15 and two.
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1985 Gold Gloves Middleweight
titleholder for the state."
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I won that one by knockout.
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So...
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what brings you here?
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Hung up the gloves. I thought I'd cash in
on my face, instead of my fists.
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Get more mileage out of that.
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No better place
to be discovered than the supermarket.
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Even Hollywood big shots gotta buy beans.
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Yeah.
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You wanna be an actor.
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It's not like anyone aspires
to work at a supermarket.
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Unless they do, and that's cool.
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They're probably happier in the long run.
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Yeah.
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What skills do you possess
that would make you suited for this job?
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I'm real charming. Ask my mama.
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I'll bet.
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- I might have something for you.
- Yeah.
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Here you go.
Hey, did I see you in a television series?
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- You got any family in the film industry?
- No, I don't.
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- You do movies?
- No.
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You don't work
in the entertainment industry?
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No, man.
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Sir. Let me wrap it up for you.
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Wanna get right to it, huh?
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00:16:01,879 --> 00:16:04,464
- You got friends in the film industry?
- Nah.
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00:16:16,143 --> 00:16:17,936
You're not exactly what we're looking for.
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00:16:18,020 --> 00:16:19,146
I've heard that before.
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Trying to be a human billboard.
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00:16:20,981 --> 00:16:23,066
Sign spinner. You know the gig.
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00:16:23,150 --> 00:16:25,527
Gave the job to some other little punk.
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00:16:25,611 --> 00:16:28,864
I set up on the other side of the city.
I got ten times the customers he did.
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00:16:34,328 --> 00:16:35,412
All right, well...
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If you're willing to prove yourself,
I'm open to persuasion.
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00:16:40,626 --> 00:16:42,169
Yeah. What do I got to do?
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00:16:48,217 --> 00:16:49,635
How badly you want it?
219
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Okay.
220
00:17:03,357 --> 00:17:05,192
- How about I put your lights out?
- Okay...
221
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Then you tell me
if you see a fucking star.
222
00:17:07,152 --> 00:17:09,238
Okay, not necessary. Not necessary.
223
00:17:11,114 --> 00:17:12,366
Okay.
224
00:17:13,282 --> 00:17:14,535
- I'm taking my picture.
- Yeah.
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00:17:18,121 --> 00:17:20,082
Send in the next person, please?
226
00:17:26,547 --> 00:17:27,547
Jesus...
227
00:17:28,507 --> 00:17:30,592
Claire, we need a new camera.
228
00:17:49,695 --> 00:17:51,446
Best kind of date, huh?
229
00:17:52,406 --> 00:17:55,617
Big bedroom eyes, keeps her mouth shut.
230
00:17:56,368 --> 00:17:58,745
I like a woman
who ain't afraid to say who she is.
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00:18:00,664 --> 00:18:02,165
Who do you want me to be?
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00:18:03,834 --> 00:18:06,086
I want a menu, I go to the restaurant.
233
00:18:10,382 --> 00:18:14,386
Sometimes I need help
getting out of character.
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00:18:16,763 --> 00:18:17,763
Be right back.
235
00:18:20,475 --> 00:18:23,729
Hell, she'd fuck that elk
if it had a dick and a dollar.
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00:18:31,862 --> 00:18:35,616
This town wants me to think that my job's
at the mercy of some scumbag,
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and my dick's at the mercy
of some slut's low standards?
238
00:18:45,292 --> 00:18:47,961
A real man earns a win
on his own damn merits.
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00:18:49,630 --> 00:18:50,756
Shit.
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00:18:50,839 --> 00:18:51,924
Shit.
241
00:18:52,007 --> 00:18:53,007
All right.
242
00:18:59,056 --> 00:19:01,808
- Tell me about the pork.
- That pork's on sale.
243
00:19:02,601 --> 00:19:03,685
Why's that now?
244
00:19:03,769 --> 00:19:05,103
Why you think?
245
00:19:05,187 --> 00:19:07,272
Pig was ugly, or the meat gone old.
246
00:19:07,356 --> 00:19:10,484
They don't tell me this shit, sir.
My job is to sell what's on the sign.
247
00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:14,988
I'll take two racks of lamb.
248
00:19:16,823 --> 00:19:17,823
Yeah.
249
00:19:31,296 --> 00:19:32,548
What can I get for you, miss?
250
00:19:33,882 --> 00:19:35,425
Nothing, thank you.
251
00:19:35,509 --> 00:19:36,593
I got beef.
252
00:19:37,553 --> 00:19:38,720
I can see that.
253
00:19:39,555 --> 00:19:41,014
I'll have fish tonight.
254
00:19:41,098 --> 00:19:43,892
- Don't let me change your mind.
- You didn't.
255
00:19:43,976 --> 00:19:47,896
You can find a fish in a can,
or you can let me take you to dinner.
256
00:19:48,564 --> 00:19:50,357
I don't like being told my choices.
257
00:19:50,440 --> 00:19:52,359
How about I take you fishing,
we compromise?
258
00:19:52,943 --> 00:19:53,943
No, thanks.
259
00:19:53,986 --> 00:19:55,153
I didn't catch your name.
260
00:19:55,237 --> 00:19:57,489
Not much of a fisherman then, are you?
261
00:20:00,033 --> 00:20:01,033
Hey.
262
00:20:02,077 --> 00:20:04,288
- Stuart, a word.
- I gotta go help a lady out.
263
00:20:04,371 --> 00:20:06,623
People don't run from help
if they want it.
264
00:20:06,707 --> 00:20:09,251
Stalking customers is a fireable offense.
265
00:20:09,334 --> 00:20:10,794
They used to call it romance.
266
00:20:10,878 --> 00:20:12,713
Meat sales are down 20 percent.
267
00:20:12,796 --> 00:20:14,798
You come in here with your face fucked up.
268
00:20:14,882 --> 00:20:17,301
Looks like you done battle
with the cow trying to kill it.
269
00:20:17,384 --> 00:20:20,637
- They might prefer that to the truth.
- Meat room. Till this shit clears up.
270
00:20:20,721 --> 00:20:22,639
Get a Fish Department in here.
271
00:20:22,723 --> 00:20:23,807
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
272
00:20:30,939 --> 00:20:32,858
- Shit.
- Life is short, Stu.
273
00:20:32,941 --> 00:20:35,777
Too short to be a dick or deal with one.
What you trying to say?
274
00:20:35,861 --> 00:20:38,113
I'm not trying, I'm saying.
275
00:20:38,197 --> 00:20:40,741
If you watched the love of your life
slip through your hands
276
00:20:40,824 --> 00:20:43,702
because there ain't a Fish Department,
you'd be in a dick mood too.
277
00:20:44,494 --> 00:20:48,582
If she's the dime piece
I suspect you're after,
278
00:20:48,665 --> 00:20:50,459
I saw her leave this here.
279
00:20:50,542 --> 00:20:52,377
I bet my bonus she'll be there.
280
00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:00,677
You don't get that bonus, you let me know.
281
00:21:00,761 --> 00:21:02,095
I'll take care of it.
282
00:21:02,179 --> 00:21:04,598
- Come here. Come here.
- Oh, no, no, no.
283
00:21:04,681 --> 00:21:05,766
Come here.
284
00:21:06,350 --> 00:21:07,350
Come here.
285
00:21:14,525 --> 00:21:16,485
Oh, yeah. Shit.
286
00:21:28,747 --> 00:21:31,375
Hey. Hey.
287
00:21:32,251 --> 00:21:33,251
Remember me?
288
00:21:34,628 --> 00:21:36,046
Oh, fuck off, Father.
289
00:21:49,101 --> 00:21:50,101
Brethren.
290
00:21:51,478 --> 00:21:54,064
Let us acknowledge our sins,
291
00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:58,610
and so prepare ourselves
to celebrate the sacred mysteries.
292
00:21:58,694 --> 00:22:02,489
I confess to Almighty God,
and to you, my brothers and sisters,
293
00:22:02,573 --> 00:22:04,825
that I have greatly sinned.
294
00:22:04,908 --> 00:22:06,743
In my thoughts and in my words.
295
00:22:06,827 --> 00:22:08,203
In what I have done.
296
00:22:08,287 --> 00:22:10,330
- In what I have failed to do.
- failed to do.
297
00:22:10,414 --> 00:22:11,957
I don't know about this one.
298
00:22:12,833 --> 00:22:17,713
Through my fault, through my fault,
through my most grievous fault.
299
00:22:17,796 --> 00:22:19,423
That's a bit dramatic.
300
00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:21,175
- Therefore...
- Jesus.
301
00:22:22,593 --> 00:22:24,928
May Almighty God have mercy on us,
302
00:22:25,012 --> 00:22:26,180
forgive us our sins
303
00:22:26,263 --> 00:22:28,891
and bring us to everlasting life.
304
00:22:28,974 --> 00:22:30,601
Amen.
305
00:22:36,481 --> 00:22:38,275
Want help, you should've thought of that.
306
00:22:40,527 --> 00:22:41,527
Son.
307
00:22:41,987 --> 00:22:44,114
You can't fool God.
308
00:22:44,198 --> 00:22:46,283
Maybe no one's done it good enough.
309
00:22:47,576 --> 00:22:48,576
Let us pray.
310
00:22:50,871 --> 00:22:52,206
Cool to sit here?
311
00:22:52,289 --> 00:22:53,289
Yeah.
312
00:22:58,086 --> 00:22:59,086
Ham.
313
00:22:59,838 --> 00:23:01,381
Oh, that's beef. I'd know.
314
00:23:02,674 --> 00:23:05,385
No, my name. My name's Ham.
315
00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:07,094
Like a pig?
316
00:23:07,971 --> 00:23:09,640
Yeah, nigga, like a pig.
317
00:23:10,557 --> 00:23:11,892
That's your real name?
318
00:23:12,559 --> 00:23:13,559
Yeah.
319
00:23:14,102 --> 00:23:16,772
That's a biblical name. That's Noah's kid.
320
00:23:16,855 --> 00:23:19,066
You'd think
he'd have enough pork on board that ship.
321
00:23:20,067 --> 00:23:21,318
You must be new here.
322
00:23:23,111 --> 00:23:26,907
Why, I look out of place?
You look in the mirror lately?
323
00:23:26,990 --> 00:23:30,244
I thought your people
was the God-fearing folk, brother.
324
00:23:30,911 --> 00:23:33,956
Ain't a lot of them Catholic,
but there's just different denominations.
325
00:23:34,039 --> 00:23:37,042
A brother was one of the greats.
Augustine of Hippo.
326
00:23:37,626 --> 00:23:40,671
Well, let me guess. He was on board too.
327
00:23:43,298 --> 00:23:44,298
I...
328
00:23:46,844 --> 00:23:47,845
I need your help.
329
00:23:50,514 --> 00:23:53,392
I'm looking for the girl who left this.
Know her?
330
00:23:53,976 --> 00:23:54,976
Of course you are.
331
00:23:55,018 --> 00:23:57,479
- Why you say that?
- She real good at spreading the word.
332
00:23:57,563 --> 00:24:00,524
Puts all us priest prospects to shame.
Carmen's her name.
333
00:24:00,607 --> 00:24:03,485
She's about as Catholic
as the cross itself.
334
00:24:04,069 --> 00:24:06,113
We're taking sign-ups
for volunteer positions.
335
00:24:06,947 --> 00:24:08,365
No better way to assimilate.
336
00:24:08,448 --> 00:24:09,616
God ain't got time for me,
337
00:24:09,700 --> 00:24:11,994
I ain't got time for him,
especially between auditions.
338
00:24:12,578 --> 00:24:14,371
Put me down for hospital visits.
339
00:24:14,454 --> 00:24:16,373
Shame we can't all be as generous as Ham.
340
00:24:20,419 --> 00:24:21,420
Hey.
341
00:24:22,588 --> 00:24:24,464
Sudden change of heart, huh?
342
00:24:25,048 --> 00:24:26,049
Hell, yeah.
343
00:24:27,384 --> 00:24:28,760
We don't need security.
344
00:24:28,844 --> 00:24:31,930
We don't know what we need till
it hits us in the face or steals our shit.
345
00:24:32,014 --> 00:24:33,014
Hey.
346
00:24:33,056 --> 00:24:34,683
- Hi, Ham. Jacob.
- Hey.
347
00:24:34,766 --> 00:24:35,809
Stuart.
348
00:24:36,393 --> 00:24:37,436
Hi.
349
00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:39,605
You wanna do this with an audience?
350
00:24:40,856 --> 00:24:42,316
How'd you know my name?
351
00:24:42,399 --> 00:24:45,319
You wear a name tag at work.
How did you find me?
352
00:24:45,402 --> 00:24:47,279
I asked God to show me the way.
353
00:24:47,362 --> 00:24:50,991
He took me down Santa Monica,
left at the light into this lot.
354
00:24:51,074 --> 00:24:51,909
What do you know?
355
00:24:51,992 --> 00:24:53,493
What are you hoping to accomplish?
356
00:24:53,577 --> 00:24:57,539
Hope ain't a tactic. I come
to find the light. I'm looking at it.
357
00:24:57,623 --> 00:24:59,166
This tactic work for you?
358
00:24:59,249 --> 00:25:01,835
Stalking your prey
and smothering them with cheese?
359
00:25:01,919 --> 00:25:04,630
Most things taste good like that.
You like nachos?
360
00:25:04,713 --> 00:25:07,841
- Because I'm Mexican?
- Is that right? I wouldn't know.
361
00:25:07,925 --> 00:25:09,635
I can't see, you're so bright.
362
00:25:11,136 --> 00:25:12,930
You like that one, huh?
363
00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:16,141
- I have to teach.
- I got a lot to learn.
364
00:25:16,225 --> 00:25:18,060
At Sunday School. For kids.
365
00:25:18,644 --> 00:25:21,063
I'm an actor. I can be whatever you need.
366
00:25:22,523 --> 00:25:24,525
You don't take "no" for an answer.
367
00:25:24,608 --> 00:25:26,318
I don't need a "yes" to know I'm right.
368
00:25:26,401 --> 00:25:28,028
What do you think you're right about?
369
00:25:29,321 --> 00:25:32,616
You wanna let me take you fishing,
but you're scared.
370
00:25:33,367 --> 00:25:35,911
I made a living reading fear
in people's eyes. I was a boxer.
371
00:25:36,662 --> 00:25:40,082
- What am I scared of?
- Getting knocked off your feet.
372
00:25:40,165 --> 00:25:42,876
Might take 12 rounds to get them
on their back, but I'm patient.
373
00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:44,253
Get me on my back?
374
00:25:44,837 --> 00:25:47,714
I'm a Catholic. No sex before marriage.
375
00:25:48,632 --> 00:25:50,843
Ain't that what confession's for?
376
00:25:51,885 --> 00:25:54,638
I thought that'd be the case.
Let's not waste either of our times.
377
00:25:54,721 --> 00:25:57,099
I'd wait 40 years in the desert for you.
378
00:26:00,519 --> 00:26:02,729
You can start with an hour in church.
379
00:26:03,313 --> 00:26:04,523
I'll be there.
380
00:26:08,569 --> 00:26:09,569
I'll be there.
381
00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:14,491
Hey, Mama.
382
00:26:14,575 --> 00:26:15,784
I got my break.
383
00:26:15,868 --> 00:26:18,328
Oh, honey, I'm so proud of you.
384
00:26:19,288 --> 00:26:20,747
Watch your soap and you'll see me.
385
00:26:20,831 --> 00:26:22,958
I can't wait to tell the girls.
386
00:26:24,877 --> 00:26:25,877
Love you.
387
00:26:26,545 --> 00:26:28,046
I'll remember that.
388
00:26:30,257 --> 00:26:31,592
Oh, Jack.
389
00:26:32,467 --> 00:26:35,804
I will get you for this
if it's the last thing I ever do.
390
00:26:39,308 --> 00:26:41,393
Are you using paper towels?
391
00:26:42,269 --> 00:26:43,604
No, no, no.
392
00:26:44,396 --> 00:26:47,858
Yeah, I'm talking to you.
Stop throwing cash in the trash.
393
00:26:47,941 --> 00:26:50,944
And get yourself a Marvelous Mop.
394
00:26:51,028 --> 00:26:54,364
These things are so cool.
They're double-action.
395
00:26:55,073 --> 00:26:56,241
Quick retracting.
396
00:26:58,785 --> 00:27:00,329
Clean up the mess so fast,
397
00:27:00,412 --> 00:27:02,247
your missus will never know what happened.
398
00:27:02,331 --> 00:27:05,000
Get yourself a Marvelous Mop.
399
00:27:50,254 --> 00:27:51,755
I miss you, little buddy.
400
00:27:53,131 --> 00:27:54,131
Happy birthday.
401
00:27:58,220 --> 00:27:59,596
Look at you now.
402
00:28:00,264 --> 00:28:01,515
Look at me now.
403
00:28:02,599 --> 00:28:04,268
Both amongst the stars, huh?
404
00:28:19,992 --> 00:28:21,243
Pull over.
405
00:28:21,326 --> 00:28:24,371
- Oh, shit.
- Pull over to the side of the road.
406
00:28:35,966 --> 00:28:38,177
Step out, hands where I can see them.
407
00:28:40,721 --> 00:28:44,349
That what it feels like to be God,
knowing you hold all cards,
408
00:28:44,433 --> 00:28:46,977
it don't matter if it's fair
how you decide to play them?
409
00:28:47,060 --> 00:28:50,606
Step out of the vehicle
with your hands where I can see them.
410
00:28:51,857 --> 00:28:55,360
What the fuck happens to a kid,
make him wanna be a cop?
411
00:28:56,862 --> 00:28:57,779
Hey, hands.
412
00:28:57,863 --> 00:28:58,989
Hands!
413
00:28:59,072 --> 00:29:00,949
I'm trying to...
414
00:29:01,033 --> 00:29:02,034
Wallet, my ass.
415
00:29:02,117 --> 00:29:03,243
Get out of the car.
416
00:29:13,670 --> 00:29:14,505
Hi.
417
00:29:14,588 --> 00:29:15,588
Good morning.
418
00:29:23,347 --> 00:29:24,347
Oh, fuck.
419
00:29:26,433 --> 00:29:27,433
You're late.
420
00:29:28,936 --> 00:29:33,148
And you overstayed your welcome.
I bet even God don't like a kiss-ass.
421
00:30:03,220 --> 00:30:04,220
Excuse me, sir.
422
00:30:05,138 --> 00:30:05,973
Yeah?
423
00:30:06,056 --> 00:30:08,517
Does Bill know
you're fussing with his truck?
424
00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:10,602
I'm his son. Just borrowing it.
425
00:30:14,940 --> 00:30:17,317
Bill, do you copy?
426
00:30:20,279 --> 00:30:22,823
- This is Bill.
- There's a guy in your truck with a knife.
427
00:30:23,615 --> 00:30:25,742
Think I need a knife to fuck you up?
428
00:30:26,743 --> 00:30:30,873
Bill can't find his crack in his ass,
much less keep track of his shit.
429
00:30:30,956 --> 00:30:33,166
I'm doing him a service,
teaching him a lesson.
430
00:30:33,250 --> 00:30:37,087
I'm sorry, John.
My son has issues with boundaries.
431
00:30:37,171 --> 00:30:40,048
That's the new way to say "handicapped."
He means "retard."
432
00:30:40,132 --> 00:30:42,593
He's playing with a full deck,
just a bad one.
433
00:30:42,676 --> 00:30:43,594
Bill knows his cards.
434
00:30:43,677 --> 00:30:45,971
- He got the gambling bug.
- I'll take it from here.
435
00:30:46,054 --> 00:30:49,224
He's not out in five minutes,
I'm calling the cops on both of you.
436
00:30:49,766 --> 00:30:53,103
- Hi, how you been?
- Give me the keys. I got an audition.
437
00:30:53,187 --> 00:30:55,397
- I'm gonna be late.
- Audition?
438
00:30:55,480 --> 00:30:57,858
- For what?
- Movie. None of your business.
439
00:30:57,941 --> 00:31:00,152
You're trying to steal my truck
to get there.
440
00:31:00,235 --> 00:31:03,655
Once I get my check from the supermarket,
I'll spring my ride and give yours back.
441
00:31:03,739 --> 00:31:07,534
It's a few months' worth of cleanups
on Aisle 4 to pay off a DUI impound.
442
00:31:07,618 --> 00:31:08,535
That is the offense?
443
00:31:08,619 --> 00:31:10,495
If you sent half
of what you spend on whiskey
444
00:31:10,579 --> 00:31:12,289
to your wife, you might have a marriage.
445
00:31:13,874 --> 00:31:17,544
I appreciate your concern,
but this is not my moment, son.
446
00:31:17,628 --> 00:31:22,716
You know, I could've got you in here.
Good pay, benefits, a little dignity.
447
00:31:22,799 --> 00:31:25,010
They hire inbreds.
I could run this shit, I want to.
448
00:31:25,093 --> 00:31:27,346
Think you gonna be the next John Wayne?
449
00:31:27,429 --> 00:31:31,016
Damn right. You had a chance
to make something of yourself out west.
450
00:31:31,099 --> 00:31:33,185
All you got is a bigger gut,
beard, and bald spot.
451
00:31:33,268 --> 00:31:36,688
This is not the fucking gold rush.
Some of us just trying to survive.
452
00:31:36,772 --> 00:31:39,107
Yeah, every man, woman,
and child for themselves, right?
453
00:31:39,191 --> 00:31:41,735
Right. End of the day, that's all you got.
454
00:31:41,818 --> 00:31:44,154
Everyone else is just a disappointment.
455
00:31:46,448 --> 00:31:47,741
Wrap it up.
456
00:31:49,785 --> 00:31:51,578
I'm trying to be an exception.
457
00:31:52,871 --> 00:31:54,498
We need more of those here.
458
00:31:56,667 --> 00:32:01,755
All right, call the boys. Stuart here
is gonna reinvent the "Jailhouse Rock."
459
00:32:08,804 --> 00:32:10,389
Good to see you, Bill.
460
00:32:10,472 --> 00:32:11,598
You look like shit.
461
00:32:24,736 --> 00:32:26,989
That's it for this Sunday. God bless.
462
00:32:27,072 --> 00:32:29,366
- Bye, Miss Carmen.
- Bye.
463
00:32:31,535 --> 00:32:32,535
Hey.
464
00:32:35,497 --> 00:32:36,373
How's the other guy?
465
00:32:36,456 --> 00:32:38,292
Wasn't working
with as good a deck to start.
466
00:32:38,375 --> 00:32:42,296
There's no future for you here.
Or us. I...
467
00:32:42,379 --> 00:32:43,964
Your boss would beg to differ.
468
00:32:44,715 --> 00:32:46,508
You sniffing around my immigration status?
469
00:32:46,592 --> 00:32:48,886
I mean Jesus.
He asked for the most fucked up.
470
00:32:48,969 --> 00:32:49,887
You're looking at it.
471
00:32:49,970 --> 00:32:53,849
- He asked for the tired and the poor.
- I'm an out-of-work actor.
472
00:32:53,932 --> 00:32:56,351
Cheap Cologne cannot cleanse you
from the ugliness of sin.
473
00:32:56,435 --> 00:32:57,435
Look.
474
00:32:58,103 --> 00:33:00,189
I know I'm not what you're used to.
475
00:33:00,898 --> 00:33:02,566
Not what you deserve either.
476
00:33:03,483 --> 00:33:04,985
I'm gonna be better than both.
477
00:33:07,821 --> 00:33:12,075
I'm all my parents have to be proud of.
I can't date someone who isn't...
478
00:33:13,702 --> 00:33:14,870
baptized.
479
00:33:15,454 --> 00:33:18,457
I thought you was gonna say Hispanic.
Where's the water? I'll do it now.
480
00:33:18,540 --> 00:33:20,250
- I'm serious.
- So am I.
481
00:33:22,002 --> 00:33:23,253
I'll do it right now.
482
00:33:29,259 --> 00:33:32,471
The church joyfully welcomes
those who will be received
483
00:33:32,554 --> 00:33:34,348
into the Order of Catechumens.
484
00:33:34,431 --> 00:33:36,141
In the months to come,
485
00:33:36,225 --> 00:33:39,728
they will be preparing their initiation
into Christian faith
486
00:33:39,811 --> 00:33:41,730
by baptism, confirmation,
487
00:33:41,813 --> 00:33:43,106
and Eucharist.
488
00:33:43,190 --> 00:33:46,777
Stuart Long, what does
this period of formation offer you?
489
00:33:48,028 --> 00:33:49,238
Hard to say, Father.
490
00:33:49,321 --> 00:33:51,823
If I had to guess,
something beyond my wildest dreams.
491
00:33:51,907 --> 00:33:55,410
Let us all pray that in due time,
Stuart may be found worthy
492
00:33:55,494 --> 00:34:00,332
to receive the baptism of new birth,
the renewal in the Holy Spirit,
493
00:34:00,415 --> 00:34:02,209
and to complete his initiation
494
00:34:02,292 --> 00:34:05,838
through the sacraments
of confirmation and Eucharist.
495
00:34:07,089 --> 00:34:08,215
Hallelujah.
496
00:34:12,344 --> 00:34:14,554
I'd like to invite a friend
to sing with me.
497
00:34:16,598 --> 00:34:19,518
God gave you the talent.
It's a sin not to use it.
498
00:34:19,601 --> 00:34:21,812
- Give her a round of applause.
- Go.
499
00:34:21,895 --> 00:34:22,895
- Come on.
- Yeah.
500
00:34:25,815 --> 00:34:28,985
- Don't worry, I ain't gonna hurt you.
- What song?
501
00:34:29,777 --> 00:34:32,864
Damn, you smell good.
Hey, Johnny Cash, "Jackson."
502
00:34:33,907 --> 00:34:35,909
Read the words off the television.
503
00:35:25,042 --> 00:35:26,042
Oh, yeah.
504
00:35:36,011 --> 00:35:37,054
Yeah.
505
00:35:40,849 --> 00:35:45,312
For example, I am gonna give up chocolate.
506
00:35:45,395 --> 00:35:47,940
You should protest. She needs sweetening.
507
00:35:48,607 --> 00:35:50,150
Yeah, pick something else.
508
00:35:51,443 --> 00:35:53,987
- Well, what are you gonna give up, Stu?
- Me?
509
00:35:57,741 --> 00:36:00,369
Maybe you guys,
so I can sleep in on Sundays.
510
00:36:00,452 --> 00:36:01,286
No.
511
00:36:01,370 --> 00:36:03,080
All right, all right.
512
00:36:05,207 --> 00:36:06,291
Alcohol.
513
00:36:06,875 --> 00:36:08,502
Hey, that's not fair.
514
00:36:08,585 --> 00:36:11,046
You pick something good
that you'll miss, to make it count.
515
00:36:11,129 --> 00:36:12,422
I like this kid.
516
00:36:14,174 --> 00:36:16,718
Like porn. That's what my dad gave up.
517
00:36:19,555 --> 00:36:22,391
Well, you tell him,
if he wants to make it count,
518
00:36:22,474 --> 00:36:24,309
tell your mama to give up sex.
519
00:36:24,393 --> 00:36:26,562
- He said S-E-X.
- That's what porn is.
520
00:36:26,645 --> 00:36:28,438
- Stu.
- Well, he said "porn."
521
00:36:28,522 --> 00:36:30,566
Kids, do you wanna read from...?
522
00:36:30,649 --> 00:36:32,150
- It's the same thing.
- No.
523
00:36:32,234 --> 00:36:33,902
Get your Bibles out, please.
524
00:36:35,863 --> 00:36:39,449
God wants us to give things up,
he ought to stop taking from us too.
525
00:36:39,533 --> 00:36:41,910
He killed my little brother Stephen
when he was 6.
526
00:36:41,994 --> 00:36:44,121
Took a nap, never woke up.
527
00:36:44,204 --> 00:36:45,873
How you square that one, huh?
528
00:36:46,915 --> 00:36:48,959
We can't understand
why God does what he does.
529
00:36:49,042 --> 00:36:52,212
That's why I liked to box.
How it went was up to me.
530
00:36:52,296 --> 00:36:54,631
I can't accept
when I ain't got no say in shit.
531
00:36:55,924 --> 00:36:59,845
Our world teaches us that there's comfort
in knowledge and fear in the unknown.
532
00:37:00,387 --> 00:37:03,515
What if the unknown was greater
than we could imagine?
533
00:37:04,057 --> 00:37:05,726
I bet it could be.
534
00:37:10,647 --> 00:37:11,815
I believe in you.
535
00:37:16,820 --> 00:37:17,820
Confession.
536
00:37:17,863 --> 00:37:22,117
Acknowledging our sins
in word, action, and omission,
537
00:37:22,201 --> 00:37:24,661
and resolving to not sin again.
538
00:37:24,745 --> 00:37:28,665
For this, we do penance,
and are granted forgiveness.
539
00:37:28,749 --> 00:37:31,502
Like doing laundry.
That's a Sunday thing too.
540
00:37:32,711 --> 00:37:34,880
Here I thought it'd be complicated.
541
00:37:34,963 --> 00:37:37,466
Well... I'm afraid it's not that simple.
542
00:37:37,549 --> 00:37:40,761
The essential part of penance
543
00:37:40,844 --> 00:37:43,055
is a firm and true repentance,
544
00:37:43,138 --> 00:37:44,806
motivated by faith,
545
00:37:44,890 --> 00:37:46,600
and the love of God.
546
00:37:46,683 --> 00:37:49,019
This is called perfect contrition.
547
00:37:49,102 --> 00:37:52,606
Imperfect contrition arises
from a less pure motive,
548
00:37:52,689 --> 00:37:54,525
such as common decency,
549
00:37:54,608 --> 00:37:55,859
or fear of hell.
550
00:37:55,943 --> 00:37:58,403
Our whole lives,
we're taught to be good, avoid bad.
551
00:37:58,487 --> 00:38:02,366
Eat your dinner, or you don't get dessert.
Share your toys, or you get timeout.
552
00:38:02,449 --> 00:38:04,785
You're trying to undo years of wiring.
553
00:38:04,868 --> 00:38:07,788
That's a good observation, Stuart.
554
00:38:08,539 --> 00:38:09,539
Take heart.
555
00:38:10,249 --> 00:38:12,751
God is the ultimate programmer.
556
00:38:14,878 --> 00:38:16,922
I leave you with this task:
557
00:38:17,005 --> 00:38:19,550
Consider the changes you need to make
558
00:38:19,633 --> 00:38:23,428
in order to receive
more abundant graces to sin no more.
559
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:29,600
Cool.
560
00:38:32,855 --> 00:38:33,856
Hello?
561
00:38:33,939 --> 00:38:36,400
How come
you ain't teach me how to tie a tie?
562
00:38:37,609 --> 00:38:38,944
Where'd you get a tie?
563
00:38:39,027 --> 00:38:40,320
My court appearance.
564
00:38:41,029 --> 00:38:42,823
Your dad never did like dressing up.
565
00:38:42,906 --> 00:38:45,450
Always said he wanted me to shine.
566
00:38:46,034 --> 00:38:49,079
Like a dirtbag on my arm
was the only way to make me pretty.
567
00:38:49,162 --> 00:38:50,998
Well, Dad is a fucking asshole.
568
00:38:51,707 --> 00:38:53,709
What you putting on a tie for?
569
00:38:53,792 --> 00:38:54,792
Church.
570
00:38:55,419 --> 00:38:56,419
What?
571
00:38:56,837 --> 00:38:58,213
I'm getting baptized.
572
00:38:59,673 --> 00:39:00,799
Why would you do that?
573
00:39:00,883 --> 00:39:02,593
It means something to my girl.
574
00:39:04,178 --> 00:39:06,930
I remember feeling like that
about your dad.
575
00:39:07,014 --> 00:39:09,975
Why? You wanna be reborn,
because you fucked up so bad marrying him?
576
00:39:10,058 --> 00:39:12,477
Like I'd do anything to please him,
577
00:39:13,020 --> 00:39:14,771
when he could be pleased.
578
00:39:14,855 --> 00:39:17,149
Gonna help me with this thing or what?
579
00:39:17,232 --> 00:39:19,610
I keep tying the damn thing into a knot.
580
00:39:20,277 --> 00:39:21,653
Mama, I need your help.
581
00:40:22,965 --> 00:40:23,965
Hey.
582
00:40:34,184 --> 00:40:35,561
What's everybody waiting for?
583
00:40:36,854 --> 00:40:38,105
Let's pray.
584
00:40:39,147 --> 00:40:39,982
I'll do it.
585
00:40:40,065 --> 00:40:41,275
It'd be my pleasure.
586
00:40:42,651 --> 00:40:43,902
I've been practicing.
587
00:40:59,376 --> 00:41:00,376
Amen.
588
00:41:03,422 --> 00:41:04,548
You know, Stuart,
589
00:41:05,507 --> 00:41:06,717
in my country,
590
00:41:07,593 --> 00:41:09,595
men crawl on their hands and knees
591
00:41:09,678 --> 00:41:13,182
to the statue a la santísima Virgen María.
592
00:41:15,309 --> 00:41:17,728
I expect no less devotion to my daughter.
593
00:41:23,942 --> 00:41:25,819
It's a good thing I got a carpet, huh?
594
00:41:33,202 --> 00:41:34,286
You like that one?
595
00:41:37,789 --> 00:41:39,124
You want cerveza?
596
00:41:40,375 --> 00:41:44,546
No, I don't drink. I was just wondering...
If you drink, I can get it. But I don't...
597
00:41:45,297 --> 00:41:46,297
I don't drink.
598
00:41:51,303 --> 00:41:55,265
I've never done this before.
I just rattle off the ways I fucked up?
599
00:41:55,849 --> 00:41:57,351
That is correct.
600
00:41:57,434 --> 00:42:00,229
Easier to list the things I done right,
take up less of your time.
601
00:42:00,771 --> 00:42:02,272
Take as long as you need.
602
00:42:02,356 --> 00:42:04,858
There's a line out there.
They'll know how much I fucked up.
603
00:42:04,942 --> 00:42:07,528
Unless you whisper,
they'll know regardless.
604
00:42:08,654 --> 00:42:11,990
- You know who you're talking to?
- I have an inkling, yes.
605
00:42:12,074 --> 00:42:15,494
Does hearing other folks' shit make you
feel less shitty about your own shit?
606
00:42:15,577 --> 00:42:17,829
Don't pretend like you don't got some.
607
00:42:19,206 --> 00:42:20,999
It is for God alone to judge.
608
00:42:21,542 --> 00:42:25,087
I am merely a vessel
to assist man in unburdening himself
609
00:42:25,170 --> 00:42:28,799
of all that may separate him
from the most direct path
610
00:42:28,882 --> 00:42:30,300
to Almighty Father.
611
00:42:30,384 --> 00:42:32,010
I'm keeping God in a job.
612
00:42:32,094 --> 00:42:34,471
He cuts you a check,
your ass better thank me.
613
00:42:42,479 --> 00:42:45,274
Last thing I need
is another father to fail for.
614
00:42:58,954 --> 00:43:02,165
You're getting into the fine print
on this way of living, pal.
615
00:43:03,375 --> 00:43:04,793
What you think you know?
616
00:43:05,419 --> 00:43:09,298
I know you got a long,
weary road ahead, with the headlights dim.
617
00:43:09,381 --> 00:43:12,092
You have to learn the hard way
how to live in light.
618
00:43:12,634 --> 00:43:15,179
Why don't you find someone else
who wants to hear your shit?
619
00:43:15,262 --> 00:43:16,388
No one wants to.
620
00:43:16,471 --> 00:43:17,556
No shit.
621
00:43:18,223 --> 00:43:19,223
Take a hint.
622
00:43:21,185 --> 00:43:25,314
In my experience, the toughest fights
are the only ones worth walking into.
623
00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:28,650
You bring a tough guy to his knees,
624
00:43:29,651 --> 00:43:31,862
the first few times he feels shame.
625
00:43:33,447 --> 00:43:34,448
Rage.
626
00:43:36,700 --> 00:43:38,160
Eventually, relief.
627
00:43:40,579 --> 00:43:42,080
Wanna have a big dick contest, bud?
628
00:43:43,081 --> 00:43:44,833
I know how big your dick is, son.
629
00:43:48,337 --> 00:43:50,422
I'd fuck you up
if you weren't fucked up already.
630
00:43:50,506 --> 00:43:51,507
Yeah.
631
00:43:52,132 --> 00:43:53,509
Someone beat you to it.
632
00:43:56,720 --> 00:44:00,766
Life's gonna give you
a gutful of reasons to be angry, kid.
633
00:44:02,267 --> 00:44:04,978
You only need one to be grateful.
634
00:44:08,232 --> 00:44:09,733
That's the most fucked-up ratio
635
00:44:09,816 --> 00:44:12,277
since the number
of marshmallows in Lucky Charms.
636
00:44:14,363 --> 00:44:15,739
You ain't owed nothing.
637
00:44:17,449 --> 00:44:19,117
But you're getting a chance.
638
00:44:22,621 --> 00:44:23,956
Don't go driving now.
639
00:44:29,336 --> 00:44:30,838
The fuck was he drinking?
640
00:44:31,672 --> 00:44:32,673
Water.
641
00:44:57,781 --> 00:44:59,074
Oh, shit.
642
00:45:25,309 --> 00:45:26,685
Sir?
643
00:45:28,228 --> 00:45:30,439
Can you hear me?
644
00:45:33,150 --> 00:45:34,484
Can you hear me?
645
00:45:49,917 --> 00:45:51,251
Behold thy mother.
646
00:46:02,638 --> 00:46:04,097
You must listen to me.
647
00:46:04,932 --> 00:46:06,934
You will not die for nothing.
648
00:46:11,688 --> 00:46:13,106
Oh, you tell your son...
649
00:46:15,317 --> 00:46:18,028
he wants to show me hell,
I ain't afraid of a little fire.
650
00:46:20,531 --> 00:46:21,823
He died for you.
651
00:46:24,493 --> 00:46:25,577
For Stephen.
652
00:47:15,794 --> 00:47:20,424
There was significant trauma to the head,
and vital organs. He's in a coma.
653
00:47:20,507 --> 00:47:22,426
If there's anyone
you'd like to see him again,
654
00:47:22,509 --> 00:47:24,428
I suggest you arrange that now.
655
00:47:24,511 --> 00:47:25,511
I...
656
00:47:26,555 --> 00:47:28,390
already lost one kid.
657
00:47:29,683 --> 00:47:32,895
They say lightning
don't strike the same place twice.
658
00:47:33,478 --> 00:47:35,772
The nurse can recommend a grief counselor.
659
00:48:06,553 --> 00:48:08,514
- God bless.
- Bye, Miss Carmen.
660
00:48:08,597 --> 00:48:09,890
- Bye.
- See you next Sunday.
661
00:48:41,505 --> 00:48:45,133
You got some kind of spell in there
gonna bring him back?
662
00:48:46,093 --> 00:48:48,595
It's just a prayer
for Mary's intercession.
663
00:48:48,679 --> 00:48:53,392
She don't give a good goddamn
about a real mother's son.
664
00:48:56,144 --> 00:48:57,771
You should get some rest.
665
00:48:58,897 --> 00:49:00,524
I could stay with him.
666
00:49:05,612 --> 00:49:06,947
His eyes are moving.
667
00:49:07,656 --> 00:49:09,366
What? Doctor!
668
00:49:11,034 --> 00:49:12,578
Stuart, baby.
669
00:49:13,161 --> 00:49:14,413
Can you hear me?
670
00:49:31,471 --> 00:49:32,890
Can you squeeze my hand?
671
00:49:34,600 --> 00:49:36,518
He's starting to come out of it.
672
00:49:57,122 --> 00:49:58,624
Damn thing ate my dollar.
673
00:50:00,626 --> 00:50:04,254
As if folks in here ain't paid enough,
you gotta bleed their pockets too.
674
00:50:06,173 --> 00:50:08,634
- Ain't you brought your own beverage?
- Son of a...
675
00:50:09,343 --> 00:50:11,428
- Where you going?
- What's it to you?
676
00:50:11,512 --> 00:50:13,597
Your mother told me you were dying.
What the fuck?
677
00:50:14,181 --> 00:50:15,807
You sound disappointed.
678
00:50:15,891 --> 00:50:19,269
Well, I took off work to be here.
You seem all right.
679
00:50:20,062 --> 00:50:21,063
Wait up, Stu.
680
00:50:23,232 --> 00:50:24,733
I forgot to give you this.
681
00:50:26,443 --> 00:50:28,362
St. Joseph. For the operation.
682
00:50:29,404 --> 00:50:30,405
Who's this?
683
00:50:30,989 --> 00:50:31,990
Who's asking?
684
00:50:32,074 --> 00:50:33,074
Stu's dad.
685
00:50:34,743 --> 00:50:36,995
I'm Carmen, Stuart's girlfriend.
686
00:50:37,913 --> 00:50:39,540
She know you're an atheist?
687
00:50:41,917 --> 00:50:43,377
He's baptized.
688
00:50:46,672 --> 00:50:49,466
He ain't dead.
He can speak for himself. Is that true?
689
00:50:52,094 --> 00:50:53,094
Yeah.
690
00:50:58,267 --> 00:51:00,602
- You know St. Stephen?
- Of course.
691
00:51:00,686 --> 00:51:02,938
Patron Saint of coffin makers.
692
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:06,733
There's pictures of him
with a big pile of rocks on his head.
693
00:51:07,317 --> 00:51:08,151
Who'd have thought,
694
00:51:08,235 --> 00:51:10,696
you give your boy a nice Christian name,
695
00:51:12,072 --> 00:51:13,615
in a world full of fruits and nuts,
696
00:51:13,699 --> 00:51:15,993
you'd sentence him
to live right on up to it?
697
00:51:16,535 --> 00:51:17,744
Or down, as it were.
698
00:51:18,704 --> 00:51:19,746
Into the ground.
699
00:51:19,830 --> 00:51:21,456
That ain't how names work.
700
00:51:25,752 --> 00:51:27,212
Let me drive you home, Mr. Long.
701
00:51:27,296 --> 00:51:29,673
Hey, you got yourself a worrier.
702
00:51:32,676 --> 00:51:35,053
God will put me where he wants me to be.
703
00:51:35,137 --> 00:51:37,181
What's it to you
if I'm in hell or Hermosillo?
704
00:51:37,264 --> 00:51:38,264
"Sillo."
705
00:51:38,891 --> 00:51:39,891
Can we go?
706
00:52:05,918 --> 00:52:08,712
You recall the guy who was drinking
by me, last time I was here?
707
00:52:09,254 --> 00:52:12,758
I haven't seen him before or since.
He was probably just passing through.
708
00:52:26,772 --> 00:52:29,858
You ain't owed nothing,
but you're getting a chance.
709
00:52:32,444 --> 00:52:33,862
Don't go driving now.
710
00:52:47,042 --> 00:52:48,710
I thought I could help.
711
00:52:51,213 --> 00:52:53,048
Answer your question, you know.
712
00:52:55,133 --> 00:52:57,010
Yeah? What you think I'm wondering?
713
00:52:58,345 --> 00:52:59,345
"Why me?
714
00:53:00,681 --> 00:53:03,725
Why did God make or allow this to happen?"
715
00:53:04,309 --> 00:53:06,311
He doesn't promise
your stories will make sense,
716
00:53:06,395 --> 00:53:09,648
but he does promise
they'll find their greater purpose.
717
00:53:09,731 --> 00:53:10,858
If we're patient.
718
00:53:10,941 --> 00:53:11,941
Patient?
719
00:53:12,734 --> 00:53:14,069
You an expert on that.
720
00:53:22,160 --> 00:53:23,954
What's going on with you?
721
00:53:24,037 --> 00:53:26,582
Most things get squished on a road,
end up stuffed on a wall.
722
00:53:26,665 --> 00:53:28,250
I'm doing pretty good, considering.
723
00:53:28,333 --> 00:53:30,919
I know, but I'm concerned.
724
00:53:31,003 --> 00:53:33,046
I got a lot on my mind, all right?
725
00:53:35,716 --> 00:53:37,384
Let me help you take it off.
726
00:53:45,017 --> 00:53:46,018
Don't do this.
727
00:53:48,187 --> 00:53:49,521
I know what I'm doing.
728
00:53:58,447 --> 00:54:00,199
Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.
729
00:54:00,824 --> 00:54:03,660
It's been six weeks
since my last confession.
730
00:54:03,744 --> 00:54:04,745
I can't...
731
00:54:05,871 --> 00:54:08,874
I can't give you details on account
of there's a conflict of interest.
732
00:54:09,708 --> 00:54:12,628
The sacrament of confession is inviolable.
733
00:54:12,711 --> 00:54:15,088
I cannot, under pain of excommunication,
734
00:54:15,172 --> 00:54:18,091
reveal or act on
whatever it is you confess to me.
735
00:54:20,427 --> 00:54:23,055
I did something I ain't supposed to do.
736
00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:28,018
Something I been thinking about,
praying I could get to happen for months.
737
00:54:28,560 --> 00:54:31,480
Something I wanted
more than anything else in this world.
738
00:54:32,022 --> 00:54:35,609
Then I had it, and all I could do
was think about disappointing God.
739
00:54:35,692 --> 00:54:36,777
This is good news.
740
00:54:37,528 --> 00:54:40,405
It is
in discovering the greatness of God's love
741
00:54:40,489 --> 00:54:44,409
that our heart is shaken
by the horror and weight of sin.
742
00:54:44,493 --> 00:54:48,413
No, this ain't about fucking up.
It's about being fucked with.
743
00:54:50,582 --> 00:54:53,752
Another term for that is "grace."
744
00:54:53,836 --> 00:54:55,212
God's grace.
745
00:54:55,295 --> 00:54:57,548
It appears you are the recipient.
746
00:54:57,631 --> 00:54:59,675
What's he expecting me
to do with his grace?
747
00:54:59,758 --> 00:55:01,176
You could start by...
748
00:55:01,969 --> 00:55:03,220
cleaning up your language.
749
00:55:03,303 --> 00:55:06,098
Don't be a wise-ass, Father.
Answer the question.
750
00:55:07,307 --> 00:55:10,310
He expects you
to spread his word,
751
00:55:10,394 --> 00:55:11,687
advance his kingdom.
752
00:55:12,271 --> 00:55:14,606
He ain't making house calls asking that.
753
00:55:18,819 --> 00:55:20,779
He must have made a mistake.
754
00:55:20,863 --> 00:55:21,863
No.
755
00:55:23,115 --> 00:55:25,325
God doesn't make mistakes.
756
00:55:30,914 --> 00:55:34,209
Father G thinks maybe I could serve God.
You believe that shit?
757
00:55:35,836 --> 00:55:36,920
Like an altar boy?
758
00:55:37,004 --> 00:55:39,798
I've been thinking that
since the day I met you.
759
00:55:39,882 --> 00:55:41,216
- You have?
- No.
760
00:55:44,553 --> 00:55:46,972
But I'm sure he had good reason.
761
00:55:50,350 --> 00:55:52,477
My whole life,
I felt like I shouldn't be here.
762
00:55:52,561 --> 00:55:54,897
That my brother Stephen should instead.
763
00:55:56,023 --> 00:55:58,358
But after that night, I felt different.
764
00:55:59,568 --> 00:56:01,570
Like I might be good
for something after all.
765
00:56:03,280 --> 00:56:06,241
Perhaps the world needs
another Rhinestone Cowboy.
766
00:56:11,330 --> 00:56:14,166
I think
God saw something in you worth saving.
767
00:56:14,875 --> 00:56:18,003
But it's up to you
to decide what you've got to offer.
768
00:57:19,982 --> 00:57:22,359
I thought it'd make sense
being back here to do this.
769
00:57:22,943 --> 00:57:24,987
It's the place
you told me you believed in me.
770
00:57:33,871 --> 00:57:35,205
I'm gonna be a priest.
771
00:57:40,669 --> 00:57:41,670
What do you mean?
772
00:57:43,964 --> 00:57:46,175
It's five words.
I've practiced them a hundred times.
773
00:57:46,258 --> 00:57:47,509
What part is unclear?
774
00:57:49,094 --> 00:57:50,094
Every part.
775
00:57:51,972 --> 00:57:53,056
You're gonna be a priest?
776
00:57:53,140 --> 00:57:54,725
Stop saying it like that.
777
00:57:54,808 --> 00:57:56,602
Like what? Like it's insane?
778
00:57:56,685 --> 00:57:58,937
So was the idea
of the man upstairs pulling strings,
779
00:57:59,021 --> 00:58:01,148
but you bought that like a pair of shoes.
780
00:58:02,316 --> 00:58:05,527
God saved me and forgave me
to show me that there's a reason I'm here.
781
00:58:05,611 --> 00:58:07,738
We need to have your head examined.
782
00:58:07,821 --> 00:58:08,989
Trust me, Carmen.
783
00:58:09,072 --> 00:58:12,743
I tried every way to talk myself
out of it, but the truth is...
784
00:58:13,285 --> 00:58:15,078
I ain't never been more clear.
785
00:58:18,040 --> 00:58:20,250
Have you considered all this entails?
786
00:58:21,001 --> 00:58:23,629
Abstaining from booze and beatings,
not to mention sex?
787
00:58:23,712 --> 00:58:26,673
- You showed me I could do it.
- No, I showed you, you could wait.
788
00:58:26,757 --> 00:58:29,343
A vow of celibacy means never again.
Then you die.
789
00:58:29,426 --> 00:58:31,845
There's more to life than sex.
I can feel it.
790
00:58:31,929 --> 00:58:33,263
Most people know that.
791
00:58:33,347 --> 00:58:37,351
Only most people find
that other meaning in a passion,
792
00:58:37,434 --> 00:58:38,727
or people,
793
00:58:38,810 --> 00:58:40,103
or a family.
794
00:58:40,187 --> 00:58:42,814
- You're setting yourself up for failure.
- No.
795
00:58:42,898 --> 00:58:44,650
I been testing myself.
796
00:58:44,733 --> 00:58:48,820
If God's willing to forgive me,
I got to be willing to forgive others.
797
00:58:48,904 --> 00:58:51,281
Whoever hit me,
I wanted their dicks on a stick.
798
00:58:51,365 --> 00:58:53,742
But with God's help, I've forgiven them.
799
00:58:53,825 --> 00:58:56,411
And you think the absence
of the instinct to dismember someone
800
00:58:56,495 --> 00:58:58,747
qualifies you for priesthood?
801
00:58:58,830 --> 00:59:01,124
- You're delusional.
- Know what it takes to win a fight?
802
00:59:01,208 --> 00:59:05,254
You gotta turn off the animal brain,
use logic, humility, good judgment.
803
00:59:05,337 --> 00:59:08,632
That's the struggle of man.
I can do it. I can help.
804
00:59:10,926 --> 00:59:13,095
You got near death and found God.
805
00:59:13,679 --> 00:59:15,264
That's great, Stu, but...
806
00:59:17,057 --> 00:59:18,684
this is a little extreme.
807
00:59:18,767 --> 00:59:20,561
No, I didn't find him, Carmen.
808
00:59:21,144 --> 00:59:22,144
I felt him.
809
00:59:22,521 --> 00:59:25,315
I felt her. Mary.
Well, that don't sound...
810
00:59:25,399 --> 00:59:28,944
Look, the feeling she gave me,
I can't even explain it.
811
00:59:29,027 --> 00:59:32,781
For the first time in my life,
I knew I could stop fighting.
812
00:59:32,865 --> 00:59:35,158
I knew I was safe and loved.
813
00:59:47,212 --> 00:59:49,590
I disgraced myself before God,
814
00:59:50,507 --> 00:59:52,759
so that
you could have another flight of fancy.
815
00:59:52,843 --> 00:59:54,511
I know you're mad. Hit me if you want.
816
00:59:54,595 --> 00:59:56,763
- It'll make you feel better.
- I don't wanna hit you.
817
00:59:58,348 --> 00:59:59,683
I wanna marry you.
818
01:00:00,726 --> 01:00:03,395
I thought
that's what you brought me here for.
819
01:00:06,899 --> 01:00:07,899
I can't do that.
820
01:00:09,902 --> 01:00:10,902
I'm sorry.
821
01:00:12,613 --> 01:00:13,447
Carmen.
822
01:00:13,530 --> 01:00:14,530
Car...
823
01:00:15,616 --> 01:00:16,616
Damn.
824
01:00:23,665 --> 01:00:25,834
Your son is about to make a huge mistake.
825
01:00:25,918 --> 01:00:27,920
He don't usually warn no one,
826
01:00:28,003 --> 01:00:30,214
so I guess that's progress.
827
01:00:30,297 --> 01:00:33,050
You talked him out of boxing, right?
828
01:00:33,133 --> 01:00:34,133
Hey, Mama.
829
01:00:35,719 --> 01:00:38,055
Is someone gonna tell me what's going on?
830
01:00:38,138 --> 01:00:40,390
I was gonna find a better time.
831
01:00:40,974 --> 01:00:43,393
- You're doing a porno?
- No, God, no.
832
01:00:43,477 --> 01:00:45,020
No, I'm gonna be a priest.
833
01:00:46,355 --> 01:00:49,399
- For Halloween?
- No, not for fucking Halloween. For real.
834
01:00:50,776 --> 01:00:52,236
Oh, Stu.
835
01:00:52,319 --> 01:00:54,446
You can't be serious.
836
01:00:55,239 --> 01:00:56,073
This is your fault.
837
01:00:56,156 --> 01:00:58,867
You'd think I said
I wanted to be a serial killer.
838
01:00:58,951 --> 01:01:02,829
My son don't do half measures.
He's a dog with a goddamn bone.
839
01:01:02,913 --> 01:01:06,834
If you're so fucking enlightened,
you should've seen that.
840
01:01:08,252 --> 01:01:11,964
Had you been awake enough
to dignify his place in this world,
841
01:01:12,047 --> 01:01:14,550
in spite of the loss of your other son,
842
01:01:14,633 --> 01:01:17,177
he wouldn't be so desperate
to find himself.
843
01:01:17,261 --> 01:01:18,261
Baby, don't...
844
01:01:27,437 --> 01:01:28,564
I'm doing this.
845
01:01:35,654 --> 01:01:39,575
"To whom it may concern,
consider this application to the seminary.
846
01:01:39,658 --> 01:01:42,744
Enclosed you'll find my résumé,
847
01:01:42,828 --> 01:01:45,831
and half the fee.
848
01:01:45,914 --> 01:01:48,625
God will provide the rest cause."
849
01:01:48,709 --> 01:01:49,709
Cause?
850
01:01:50,919 --> 01:01:54,131
Oh, "'cause I'm praying for it."
851
01:01:56,091 --> 01:01:57,091
'Cause.
852
01:02:03,807 --> 01:02:05,350
Hey, Mama, I'm home.
853
01:02:05,434 --> 01:02:08,353
Hey, Stuart.
I just been admiring your artwork.
854
01:02:10,480 --> 01:02:13,192
- You invite him here?
- He came to check on you.
855
01:02:13,817 --> 01:02:16,737
You look about as holy as a healthy deuce.
856
01:02:17,362 --> 01:02:18,572
You had to tell him?
857
01:02:19,239 --> 01:02:21,783
- It's a sin to lie.
- You ain't the Catholic here.
858
01:02:21,867 --> 01:02:23,952
You've had some nutty ideas before,
859
01:02:24,036 --> 01:02:28,040
but this is like Hitler
asking to join the ADL.
860
01:02:28,123 --> 01:02:31,126
All these years, I was looking
for the wrong father's approval.
861
01:02:31,210 --> 01:02:32,461
I never needed yours.
862
01:02:32,544 --> 01:02:34,922
I always loved you
for the piece of shit you were.
863
01:02:35,005 --> 01:02:36,340
That's unconditional.
864
01:02:36,924 --> 01:02:37,924
It's obligation.
865
01:02:38,425 --> 01:02:39,801
You're punishing yourself.
866
01:02:39,885 --> 01:02:42,304
You've both been, since Stephen died.
867
01:02:42,387 --> 01:02:44,640
It's not punishment, it's purpose.
868
01:02:44,723 --> 01:02:47,059
Let me do one last thing as your dad.
869
01:02:47,809 --> 01:02:50,938
- Give you something you always wanted.
- What the fuck?
870
01:02:51,021 --> 01:02:53,732
You gonna disgrace me
and your brother like this,
871
01:02:53,815 --> 01:02:55,609
you might as well Bury me too.
872
01:02:58,111 --> 01:03:01,990
I'm turning my life around.
There ain't shit you could do to stop me.
873
01:03:02,074 --> 01:03:05,160
Unless you wanna shoot me.
Dine out on two dead kids.
874
01:03:05,244 --> 01:03:06,954
Oh, to hell with both of you.
875
01:03:07,037 --> 01:03:09,289
I trust we'll both find our way.
876
01:03:17,005 --> 01:03:19,383
You both better be gone when I get back.
877
01:04:29,953 --> 01:04:30,954
Excuse me, sir?
878
01:04:31,038 --> 01:04:32,664
Do you have an appointment?
879
01:04:33,290 --> 01:04:34,290
Yes.
880
01:04:36,543 --> 01:04:38,545
Take care, Jeff. All the best.
881
01:04:39,338 --> 01:04:40,339
Go on.
882
01:04:42,382 --> 01:04:43,382
Hey.
883
01:04:47,971 --> 01:04:50,766
- You're the IOU.
- You know something, Father?
884
01:04:50,849 --> 01:04:53,560
There's a sign on the wall
of my gym back home.
885
01:04:53,644 --> 01:04:56,772
"Hope is not a tactic."
I took that one to heart.
886
01:04:57,356 --> 01:04:59,816
Fought for everything I earned.
This ain't no different.
887
01:05:00,817 --> 01:05:04,988
I know what God's doing here.
Seeing how I respond, I don't get my way.
888
01:05:05,072 --> 01:05:06,990
I'd be red-assed about it.
889
01:05:07,574 --> 01:05:09,159
But I ain't giving up.
890
01:05:09,243 --> 01:05:11,203
Not on him or me.
891
01:05:12,204 --> 01:05:14,289
I want you to reconsider your rejection.
892
01:05:15,165 --> 01:05:18,585
There's nothing on your résumé
or in your references
893
01:05:18,669 --> 01:05:23,882
that speaks to behavioral conformity
with Catholic tradition.
894
01:05:24,842 --> 01:05:27,553
You are a pugilist with a criminal record.
895
01:05:27,636 --> 01:05:30,472
Look at St. Matthew,
St. Augustine, St. Francis.
896
01:05:30,556 --> 01:05:32,057
Some of the most remarkable figures
897
01:05:32,140 --> 01:05:34,518
in the history
of the Church are reformed men.
898
01:05:35,060 --> 01:05:38,105
Yes, but I think
what the Church needs now,
899
01:05:38,188 --> 01:05:39,188
more than ever,
900
01:05:39,648 --> 01:05:42,150
is to elevate the standard for a priest.
901
01:05:42,234 --> 01:05:44,820
No, the Church needs somebody
who's gonna fight for God.
902
01:05:44,903 --> 01:05:45,903
That's me.
903
01:05:46,321 --> 01:05:50,284
Besides, if the Church's choices don't
celebrate a person's capacity for change,
904
01:05:50,367 --> 01:05:52,327
then what else does it stand for?
905
01:05:53,579 --> 01:05:55,497
This may sound contradictory,
906
01:05:55,581 --> 01:05:59,293
but sometimes the best path to serving God
907
01:05:59,376 --> 01:06:02,087
is to step out of the way.
908
01:06:02,171 --> 01:06:05,048
With all due respect, monsignor,
you're getting in my way.
909
01:06:05,132 --> 01:06:06,633
God wants me here.
910
01:06:10,846 --> 01:06:15,100
Priests become the financial
responsibility of the Church.
911
01:06:15,184 --> 01:06:17,352
Now, by admitting you,
912
01:06:17,895 --> 01:06:20,981
we'd be agreeing to subsidize you
913
01:06:21,064 --> 01:06:23,483
as the face of Catholicism.
914
01:06:24,151 --> 01:06:27,863
Something our board
would be very reluctant to do.
915
01:06:27,946 --> 01:06:30,741
First it's admitting
you're afraid I'll succeed.
916
01:06:32,910 --> 01:06:35,913
If you so sure
I'll flame out, what you got to lose?
917
01:06:58,685 --> 01:07:00,646
- My man.
- Hey.
918
01:07:00,729 --> 01:07:02,314
Look at you. What?
919
01:07:02,397 --> 01:07:06,693
- The first of many inappropriate displays.
- Outward sign of inward grace.
920
01:07:06,777 --> 01:07:08,695
- And a hug from the heart.
- Hugs are healing.
921
01:07:08,779 --> 01:07:11,281
Jesus hugged a cripple,
that mother-hugger would walk.
922
01:07:11,365 --> 01:07:12,365
I need another one.
923
01:07:13,367 --> 01:07:16,495
Entering these gates, you surrender
any personal means of purchase.
924
01:07:16,578 --> 01:07:20,707
We rely on our sponsors for money.
You do have one of those, don't you?
925
01:07:20,791 --> 01:07:22,042
Don't worry about me.
926
01:07:22,125 --> 01:07:24,211
I been getting sponsorships
since I could swing.
927
01:07:26,046 --> 01:07:28,715
By the time I leave,
I'll have Jesus' name on my trunks.
928
01:07:29,424 --> 01:07:31,677
You can keep your driver's license
and insurance card.
929
01:07:31,760 --> 01:07:33,971
They took my license,
canceled my insurance.
930
01:07:34,054 --> 01:07:36,390
You doubted me, and I'm a step ahead.
931
01:07:36,473 --> 01:07:37,474
God bless you.
932
01:07:41,520 --> 01:07:43,397
It is my great privilege
933
01:07:43,480 --> 01:07:46,900
to welcome you
to the stewardship of theology.
934
01:07:46,984 --> 01:07:52,072
You are here to learn
that you will one day be a teacher.
935
01:07:52,155 --> 01:07:53,323
An advisor.
936
01:07:53,907 --> 01:07:55,200
A confessor.
937
01:07:55,784 --> 01:07:58,203
Indeed, a Father.
938
01:08:00,414 --> 01:08:01,415
- Hey.
- Hey.
939
01:08:09,131 --> 01:08:10,632
I guess we're gonna be roommates.
940
01:08:16,095 --> 01:08:17,221
Sixteen?
941
01:08:17,890 --> 01:08:18,890
Sixteen.
942
01:08:22,227 --> 01:08:24,104
They must've given me a faulty one.
943
01:08:24,188 --> 01:08:27,191
It's user error.
And it's like 2 in the morning.
944
01:08:27,274 --> 01:08:29,859
I ain't going down till I get this right.
945
01:08:29,943 --> 01:08:32,112
There is no MVP of Consecration.
946
01:08:32,196 --> 01:08:33,947
Of course there is. Jesus.
947
01:08:34,031 --> 01:08:36,325
You wanna sleep, help a brother out.
948
01:08:36,408 --> 01:08:39,493
And be complicit in your ruse?
Not over my dead body.
949
01:08:39,578 --> 01:08:41,537
I'll ring your bell,
show you how that's done.
950
01:08:43,749 --> 01:08:45,167
You're a fraud.
951
01:08:45,250 --> 01:08:48,921
I found God. I ain't here for fellowship.
I'm here for worship.
952
01:08:49,004 --> 01:08:50,923
That's a great bumper sticker.
953
01:08:59,723 --> 01:09:02,434
"Take this, all of you, drink from it,
954
01:09:02,518 --> 01:09:04,770
for this is the chalice of my blood,
955
01:09:04,853 --> 01:09:08,023
the blood of the new
and eternal covenant."
956
01:09:08,649 --> 01:09:09,649
I been thinking.
957
01:09:10,609 --> 01:09:12,528
Probably wise to keep a vice on hand.
958
01:09:13,069 --> 01:09:15,197
Somebody too perfect,
they a target for the devil.
959
01:09:15,279 --> 01:09:18,658
"Better to be silent, be thought a fool,
than to talk and remove all doubt."
960
01:09:19,743 --> 01:09:21,578
While we're bandying idioms.
961
01:09:22,203 --> 01:09:24,540
If Jesus wasn't afraid to look a fool,
why should I be?
962
01:09:24,622 --> 01:09:27,334
If you seek to be Christlike,
give us something worth repeating.
963
01:09:27,917 --> 01:09:29,169
That is the duty of a priest.
964
01:09:29,252 --> 01:09:31,671
One that you prove daily
you're incapable of performing.
965
01:09:31,755 --> 01:09:35,425
Not just what he does that makes a man
a priest. It's also what he doesn't do.
966
01:09:35,509 --> 01:09:38,636
- He ain't laid you out yet.
- Oh, that's charming.
967
01:09:38,720 --> 01:09:39,720
Not yet.
968
01:09:40,973 --> 01:09:42,307
Watch your man.
969
01:09:42,390 --> 01:09:43,225
Oh, no, Stu.
970
01:09:43,308 --> 01:09:44,725
Oh, no, Stu.
971
01:09:48,647 --> 01:09:49,564
You look tired.
972
01:09:49,648 --> 01:09:52,776
Give me a second.
I'm out of shape. And you're Black.
973
01:09:52,859 --> 01:09:54,152
I thought you were an athlete.
974
01:09:54,236 --> 01:09:56,029
- I'm gonna take five. Sub in for me.
- What?
975
01:09:56,113 --> 01:09:57,781
Let me catch my breath, man.
976
01:09:57,865 --> 01:09:58,865
Shit.
977
01:10:00,951 --> 01:10:01,951
Hey.
978
01:10:03,245 --> 01:10:04,245
You want in?
979
01:10:06,206 --> 01:10:07,875
Does it look like I want in?
980
01:10:13,547 --> 01:10:17,551
- Trying to rise above here, man.
- A priest is penitent, not playful.
981
01:10:18,135 --> 01:10:20,429
How you think
Moses lasted in the desert 40 years?
982
01:10:20,512 --> 01:10:21,597
He must've been in shape.
983
01:10:21,680 --> 01:10:23,348
Priest got to be prepared.
984
01:10:23,432 --> 01:10:25,642
I don't suppose
Jesus appreciates your mockery.
985
01:10:25,726 --> 01:10:27,853
God gave us a sense of humor
so we'd use it.
986
01:10:27,936 --> 01:10:30,314
I don't know how to play, all right?
987
01:10:30,397 --> 01:10:32,608
My father didn't see the point
in teaching me sports.
988
01:10:32,691 --> 01:10:34,026
I was always gonna be a priest.
989
01:10:34,109 --> 01:10:36,069
It ain't never too late to learn.
990
01:10:36,904 --> 01:10:40,115
Not everyone is as eager
to humiliate themselves as you are.
991
01:10:40,991 --> 01:10:43,785
Through his own son's shame
was God's glory magnified.
992
01:10:43,869 --> 01:10:45,537
Jesus set the bar, brother.
993
01:10:45,621 --> 01:10:48,665
No one wants to hear the Gospel
from the mouth of a gangster.
994
01:10:50,584 --> 01:10:52,753
Maybe that's exactly what they need.
995
01:10:53,545 --> 01:10:54,671
I'm coming back.
996
01:10:56,882 --> 01:11:00,135
"For God so loved the world,
that he gave his only son,
997
01:11:00,219 --> 01:11:02,346
so that everyone who believes in him
998
01:11:02,429 --> 01:11:05,140
might not perish,
but might have eternal life."
999
01:11:05,224 --> 01:11:08,644
- The Gospel of the Lord.
- Praise to the Lord Jesus Christ.
1000
01:11:11,188 --> 01:11:15,192
It is a great pleasure to introduce
a member of our parish family,
1001
01:11:15,275 --> 01:11:16,568
now a seminarian,
1002
01:11:16,652 --> 01:11:18,570
to deliver today's reflection.
1003
01:11:25,911 --> 01:11:26,911
Hey.
1004
01:11:43,303 --> 01:11:45,931
"Forgive them, Father,
for they know not what they do."
1005
01:11:49,351 --> 01:11:51,311
That's what Jesus said on the cross.
1006
01:11:53,897 --> 01:11:54,897
As a kid,
1007
01:11:54,940 --> 01:11:56,859
I saw a dude in a diaper,
1008
01:11:56,942 --> 01:11:59,862
getting it worse than me
with my daddy's belt when he was drunk.
1009
01:12:00,404 --> 01:12:03,615
But I figured,
I could never screw up as bad as Jesus.
1010
01:12:03,699 --> 01:12:05,617
Whatever he did to deserve that.
1011
01:12:07,119 --> 01:12:11,456
And as a man, I thought,
"You know what? It serves him right.
1012
01:12:11,540 --> 01:12:12,708
Trying to lie to the world,
1013
01:12:12,791 --> 01:12:16,044
make us think we gotta kiss his feet
for a pat on the head."
1014
01:12:16,962 --> 01:12:21,842
Look, now, we've all been wronged,
and we've all done some wronging.
1015
01:12:22,885 --> 01:12:24,595
Some of us worse than others.
1016
01:12:25,179 --> 01:12:27,181
But with them words I said up top,
1017
01:12:27,973 --> 01:12:30,100
Jesus asked his father, God,
1018
01:12:31,018 --> 01:12:33,395
to forgive the folks tacking him up.
1019
01:12:33,979 --> 01:12:36,106
He ain't come to condemn the world,
1020
01:12:36,190 --> 01:12:38,442
make us cower in shame for our sins.
1021
01:12:40,444 --> 01:12:41,778
He came to forgive us.
1022
01:12:43,363 --> 01:12:44,364
Think about it.
1023
01:12:45,157 --> 01:12:48,785
We ask Jesus to forgive us our trespasses
1024
01:12:48,869 --> 01:12:52,122
as we forgive those
who trespass against us.
1025
01:12:54,208 --> 01:12:58,587
God's forgiveness
is contingent upon us forgiving others.
1026
01:12:58,670 --> 01:12:59,838
That's the deal.
1027
01:13:01,131 --> 01:13:02,341
It ain't easy to do.
1028
01:13:03,258 --> 01:13:04,258
Truth is,
1029
01:13:04,760 --> 01:13:07,054
we ain't got no power to do it ourselves.
1030
01:13:07,596 --> 01:13:08,931
None of us, not a one.
1031
01:13:10,265 --> 01:13:11,642
It's all God's grace.
1032
01:13:13,477 --> 01:13:14,811
That's the man, right there.
1033
01:13:16,772 --> 01:13:18,315
You just gotta let him in.
1034
01:13:19,441 --> 01:13:21,193
He'll do the heavy lifting.
1035
01:13:23,070 --> 01:13:24,488
Amen.
1036
01:13:26,865 --> 01:13:28,075
Hey.
1037
01:13:28,659 --> 01:13:30,494
Hey, wait up. Hey.
1038
01:13:31,370 --> 01:13:32,704
You're out of shape.
1039
01:13:32,788 --> 01:13:34,665
I'm out of practice chasing after you.
1040
01:13:34,748 --> 01:13:37,125
You're spiritually blackmailing me.
1041
01:13:37,209 --> 01:13:38,126
What?
1042
01:13:38,210 --> 01:13:40,379
Reminding me
God forgives those who forgive others,
1043
01:13:40,462 --> 01:13:43,590
chasing me down to demand it,
all for you to make yourself feel better.
1044
01:13:43,674 --> 01:13:45,008
It'll make you feel better too.
1045
01:13:45,092 --> 01:13:48,011
There's nothing to forgive.
We serve the same God.
1046
01:13:49,847 --> 01:13:50,973
You seeing someone?
1047
01:13:51,932 --> 01:13:54,309
You really are a glutton for punishment.
1048
01:14:03,402 --> 01:14:06,029
- You asked to see me, Father?
- Yes, yes.
1049
01:14:06,113 --> 01:14:07,739
As a matter of fact, I did.
1050
01:14:09,366 --> 01:14:13,078
It's come to my attention
that there was a woman in your life,
1051
01:14:13,161 --> 01:14:15,789
prior to you entering the seminary.
1052
01:14:15,873 --> 01:14:18,834
I was wondering,
are you still in contact with her?
1053
01:14:18,917 --> 01:14:24,381
No, not really. I mean, she don't want
much to do with a man she can't marry.
1054
01:14:24,464 --> 01:14:27,217
You know how Catholic girls are.
Or maybe you don't.
1055
01:14:27,301 --> 01:14:32,639
You strike me as the kind of man for whom
rejection only strengthens resolve.
1056
01:14:32,723 --> 01:14:35,142
Oh, don't ask me where I got that notion.
1057
01:14:37,102 --> 01:14:39,062
Do you still think about her?
1058
01:14:40,105 --> 01:14:41,105
Of course I do.
1059
01:14:41,773 --> 01:14:43,650
Sexuality's a gift from God.
1060
01:14:43,734 --> 01:14:46,570
And denying it
is denying something he wanted us to have.
1061
01:14:46,653 --> 01:14:48,780
It's what you do with it that matters.
1062
01:14:49,323 --> 01:14:51,783
Well, I appreciate your candor.
1063
01:14:51,867 --> 01:14:54,203
Anyway, I just want you to know,
1064
01:14:54,286 --> 01:14:58,290
I'm always here,
if you need to talk, or you're struggling.
1065
01:14:58,373 --> 01:15:00,209
Too kind, too kind.
1066
01:15:00,292 --> 01:15:03,962
You know,
it ain't a giving up, it's a giving for.
1067
01:15:04,046 --> 01:15:07,799
Like anything, it's the struggle
that brings you closer to God.
1068
01:15:07,883 --> 01:15:09,843
I never shied away from no fight.
1069
01:15:11,386 --> 01:15:13,138
Teaching priests to rat on suffering men,
1070
01:15:13,222 --> 01:15:15,224
they're getting closer to Judas
than Jesus.
1071
01:15:15,766 --> 01:15:17,726
We both know how that story ends.
1072
01:15:20,395 --> 01:15:21,395
Don't we?
1073
01:16:07,067 --> 01:16:07,901
Hey.
1074
01:16:07,985 --> 01:16:10,404
- Go, go, go.
- Right here, right here.
1075
01:16:11,446 --> 01:16:13,490
- Hey.
- Come on, man, let's go.
1076
01:16:14,324 --> 01:16:15,367
Shit.
1077
01:16:15,450 --> 01:16:16,450
Hey.
1078
01:16:17,828 --> 01:16:19,746
- Yo, I got you, I got you.
- Hey.
1079
01:16:20,289 --> 01:16:21,915
- Wait, wait.
- Hey, hey, hey.
1080
01:16:22,541 --> 01:16:23,959
Hey, you all right, man?
1081
01:16:25,460 --> 01:16:27,838
I ain't playing possum,
if that's what you're asking.
1082
01:16:35,596 --> 01:16:37,556
Let me try again. Help me up.
1083
01:16:39,474 --> 01:16:40,851
Let's go slow. Go slow.
1084
01:16:41,935 --> 01:16:43,562
All right, just take a sec.
1085
01:16:43,645 --> 01:16:44,645
Guys, hey.
1086
01:16:46,982 --> 01:16:49,109
Dude, you okay? You okay, man?
1087
01:16:49,693 --> 01:16:50,944
- Yeah.
- Come on.
1088
01:16:51,528 --> 01:16:53,322
Come on. There you go.
1089
01:17:03,498 --> 01:17:04,541
Oh, shit.
1090
01:17:06,793 --> 01:17:09,004
- You there, ten-four?
- Yes, Stu.
1091
01:17:09,087 --> 01:17:10,172
Still here.
1092
01:17:10,923 --> 01:17:12,049
Roger that.
1093
01:17:12,132 --> 01:17:13,133
Oh, shit.
1094
01:17:20,474 --> 01:17:22,351
Is that that nurse out there? You there?
1095
01:17:25,479 --> 01:17:26,563
Hello?
1096
01:17:28,023 --> 01:17:29,483
Anybody out there?
1097
01:17:32,110 --> 01:17:33,362
Oh, my God.
1098
01:17:35,030 --> 01:17:38,242
Oh, Stuart, I apologize for the delay.
1099
01:17:38,325 --> 01:17:40,827
I had several specialists
conferring over your lab reports.
1100
01:17:40,911 --> 01:17:43,330
No worries, doc.
I got the feeling back. I think I'm good.
1101
01:17:43,413 --> 01:17:45,040
Okay, look.
1102
01:17:45,999 --> 01:17:49,169
There's no easy way to deliver this news,
1103
01:17:49,253 --> 01:17:52,965
but you don't strike me
as somebody who needs sugarcoating.
1104
01:17:54,550 --> 01:17:55,550
All right?
1105
01:17:56,426 --> 01:17:59,471
You have a progressive muscle disorder.
1106
01:17:59,555 --> 01:18:02,558
It's called inclusion body myositis.
It's very rare.
1107
01:18:03,392 --> 01:18:05,936
Symptoms are like ALS,
Lou Gehrig's disease,
1108
01:18:06,019 --> 01:18:10,148
where the muscles continue
to weaken until they cease to function.
1109
01:18:11,108 --> 01:18:12,108
Yeah.
1110
01:18:13,193 --> 01:18:15,112
Unfortunately, there is no cure.
1111
01:18:16,780 --> 01:18:18,699
You could've put some sugar on that shit.
1112
01:18:18,782 --> 01:18:22,828
I'm sorry. Listen, it's very rare
to see in somebody as young as you.
1113
01:18:22,911 --> 01:18:27,958
- Then I got a better chance to beat it.
- Yeah, well, like I said, there's no cure.
1114
01:18:28,542 --> 01:18:29,710
All right, Stuart?
1115
01:18:30,335 --> 01:18:34,214
But the rate of progression,
it varies from person to person.
1116
01:18:34,298 --> 01:18:35,298
How long?
1117
01:18:35,340 --> 01:18:37,467
The first things
to atrophy will be the quadriceps,
1118
01:18:37,551 --> 01:18:39,595
finger flexors, foot dorsiflexors.
1119
01:18:39,678 --> 01:18:41,722
Later on, the facial muscles,
1120
01:18:41,805 --> 01:18:44,725
especially those
that control eye closure, speech,
1121
01:18:44,808 --> 01:18:46,810
and the muscles
that facilitate your swallowing.
1122
01:18:46,894 --> 01:18:49,188
The good news is
you could have as long as a year
1123
01:18:49,271 --> 01:18:52,900
before you'll need any assistance
with basic daily activities.
1124
01:18:54,443 --> 01:18:56,695
Like what? Like taking a shit?
1125
01:18:56,778 --> 01:18:59,823
Patients find that preparing for a future
with some home augmentations
1126
01:18:59,907 --> 01:19:01,158
eases the transition.
1127
01:19:01,241 --> 01:19:02,910
Take this shit out of my dick.
1128
01:19:02,993 --> 01:19:04,244
I'm gonna send for a nurse.
1129
01:19:04,328 --> 01:19:07,581
Can't cure my disease, can't take a tube
out of my dick, what can you do?
1130
01:19:07,664 --> 01:19:11,168
I understand, Stuart, that you are angry.
1131
01:19:13,253 --> 01:19:16,340
Oh, God.
Is there anything it doesn't fuck with?
1132
01:19:17,007 --> 01:19:18,007
Yeah.
1133
01:19:18,634 --> 01:19:19,718
Erectile function.
1134
01:19:20,511 --> 01:19:22,638
Typically one of the last things to go.
1135
01:19:24,264 --> 01:19:26,099
I'm trying to be a priest, pal.
1136
01:19:35,484 --> 01:19:37,444
Let me know if you need anything.
1137
01:19:48,288 --> 01:19:50,791
God is all about defying the odds.
1138
01:19:51,375 --> 01:19:55,838
You know, showing people
what they didn't think was possible is.
1139
01:19:55,921 --> 01:20:00,133
I defied every odd to get where I'm at.
You'd think he'd give a brother a break.
1140
01:20:03,136 --> 01:20:06,014
Maybe this is God giving you your break.
1141
01:20:07,391 --> 01:20:11,728
You know, Hollywood's not
got too many handsome handicapped.
1142
01:20:14,648 --> 01:20:17,734
You think Ali wanna be known
as the best Black boxer?
1143
01:20:18,610 --> 01:20:20,404
Guys like us go for greatest of great.
1144
01:20:28,829 --> 01:20:29,829
Stu...
1145
01:20:31,248 --> 01:20:34,877
Only thing you and Ali got
in common is a wheelchair in your future.
1146
01:20:53,604 --> 01:20:54,730
You all right, bro?
1147
01:20:57,149 --> 01:20:58,984
God don't make mistakes, right?
1148
01:21:10,704 --> 01:21:12,789
You love me, but you don't want me.
1149
01:21:16,752 --> 01:21:18,128
You're testing me, huh?
1150
01:21:19,046 --> 01:21:21,548
You wanna test me to see how serious I am?
1151
01:21:24,426 --> 01:21:25,426
Why?
1152
01:21:28,388 --> 01:21:29,388
Why?
1153
01:21:30,349 --> 01:21:31,350
Why?
1154
01:21:33,685 --> 01:21:34,811
I wanna know why.
1155
01:21:36,688 --> 01:21:38,774
I wanna know why. I wanna know now.
1156
01:21:39,399 --> 01:21:40,399
Why?
1157
01:21:41,485 --> 01:21:44,154
Why have you forsaken me here now?
1158
01:21:51,912 --> 01:21:55,165
And I'm here, and I wanna do right,
and I wanna be good.
1159
01:21:55,874 --> 01:21:59,211
I'm gonna be good.
I'm gonna do right, I'm wanna be good.
1160
01:21:59,795 --> 01:22:00,921
Please, Lord...
1161
01:22:05,551 --> 01:22:07,052
Goddamn.
1162
01:22:07,845 --> 01:22:10,430
No, I didn't mean that.
You know I didn't mean that.
1163
01:22:11,014 --> 01:22:12,014
All right.
1164
01:22:12,808 --> 01:22:15,811
I need to know now. I need to know now.
1165
01:22:15,894 --> 01:22:16,894
Why?
1166
01:22:17,479 --> 01:22:22,109
What the fuck
you got me doing here like this on my...
1167
01:22:22,192 --> 01:22:23,192
On my own?
1168
01:22:23,819 --> 01:22:26,113
Make sure you put Stephen with me.
1169
01:22:49,845 --> 01:22:50,971
I'll be here, Lord.
1170
01:22:52,389 --> 01:22:53,389
For you.
1171
01:22:58,520 --> 01:22:59,520
You all right?
1172
01:23:00,898 --> 01:23:02,733
That's a dumb question.
1173
01:23:03,567 --> 01:23:04,567
I'm sorry.
1174
01:23:06,486 --> 01:23:07,779
I don't know what else to say.
1175
01:23:08,572 --> 01:23:11,325
That's a first. You must be really sick.
1176
01:23:11,408 --> 01:23:14,119
That's what they're saying.
I feel fine so far.
1177
01:23:14,661 --> 01:23:15,871
Baby.
1178
01:23:15,954 --> 01:23:17,789
You can beat this.
1179
01:23:17,873 --> 01:23:20,709
They ain't seen it in a man so young.
1180
01:23:20,792 --> 01:23:23,378
Means they don't know
it's possible to get it gone.
1181
01:23:23,462 --> 01:23:26,423
You gotta think that way.
Can't think nothing else.
1182
01:23:27,424 --> 01:23:28,425
Yeah.
1183
01:23:28,509 --> 01:23:30,010
But in case you don't,
1184
01:23:31,345 --> 01:23:32,888
you ought to move back home.
1185
01:23:32,971 --> 01:23:35,432
Spend what you got left
doing things you enjoy.
1186
01:23:35,516 --> 01:23:37,476
Eat your favorite food, see your friends.
1187
01:23:37,559 --> 01:23:40,020
Hell, you might even box again.
1188
01:23:40,103 --> 01:23:41,103
Ma.
1189
01:23:41,772 --> 01:23:43,106
Sorry, baby.
1190
01:23:43,190 --> 01:23:44,525
I'm just scared.
1191
01:23:44,608 --> 01:23:45,734
Well, look at Mary.
1192
01:23:45,817 --> 01:23:48,779
Watching her son getting whipped
and nailed. She looked good doing it.
1193
01:23:48,862 --> 01:23:51,490
That's a fucking fairytale, Stu.
1194
01:23:51,573 --> 01:23:52,658
And if it ain't?
1195
01:23:52,741 --> 01:23:56,495
This God of yours,
you'vegiven up everything for him.
1196
01:23:56,578 --> 01:23:58,956
And what's he do? He punishes you.
1197
01:23:59,790 --> 01:24:01,792
When God wounds us,
he calls us closer to him.
1198
01:24:01,875 --> 01:24:03,210
You couldn't get any closer.
1199
01:24:03,293 --> 01:24:05,879
You're already
in the goddamn bed with him.
1200
01:24:06,463 --> 01:24:11,093
Couldn't you make some kind of deal?
He lets you stay around, you be his bitch?
1201
01:24:11,176 --> 01:24:13,595
Otherwise, take your business elsewhere.
1202
01:24:13,679 --> 01:24:16,515
I'm not gay, all right?
And God's not a gangster.
1203
01:24:16,598 --> 01:24:19,476
He don't make deals,
he don't respond to ultimatums.
1204
01:24:19,560 --> 01:24:21,603
You can't talk me out of this one.
1205
01:24:27,943 --> 01:24:30,654
I don't know
why I come out here every show
1206
01:24:30,737 --> 01:24:33,824
and I keep saying,
"Thank you, thank you, thank you."
1207
01:24:33,907 --> 01:24:36,326
I don't know what I'm thanking you for.
1208
01:24:36,410 --> 01:24:38,078
You get in here for nothing.
1209
01:24:39,079 --> 01:24:41,999
Bill's doing more important shit
right now. Leave word.
1210
01:24:42,082 --> 01:24:44,251
And believe me, that wasn't my idea.
1211
01:24:45,252 --> 01:24:46,879
Bill, it's me, Kathleen.
1212
01:24:47,629 --> 01:24:49,840
I need to talk to you about Stu.
1213
01:24:49,923 --> 01:24:52,885
It's amazing,
the things they have nowadays.
1214
01:24:52,968 --> 01:24:55,762
- Shaving cream with diacetin in it.
- What about him?
1215
01:24:57,181 --> 01:24:59,516
Shaving cream with lanolin in it.
1216
01:25:00,058 --> 01:25:02,269
Shaving cream with chlorophyll in it.
1217
01:25:03,604 --> 01:25:04,438
What's that mean?
1218
01:25:04,521 --> 01:25:08,150
Had to chase all over town
to find shaving cream with soap in it.
1219
01:25:11,778 --> 01:25:13,697
There. A small shave...
1220
01:25:13,780 --> 01:25:17,576
Does he need a...?
Can he even get on the crapper by himself?
1221
01:25:17,659 --> 01:25:19,828
Nothing like a nice smooth...
1222
01:25:22,873 --> 01:25:24,666
I forgot to put a blade in it.
1223
01:25:28,962 --> 01:25:32,466
A load of good you and me did,
climbing into bed together.
1224
01:25:32,549 --> 01:25:34,843
Made two kids, own bodies don't want them.
1225
01:25:35,385 --> 01:25:36,385
Hello.
1226
01:26:05,207 --> 01:26:06,208
Hang on.
1227
01:26:08,836 --> 01:26:09,837
Hold your horses.
1228
01:26:17,553 --> 01:26:19,388
You're gonna wake the whole neighborhood.
1229
01:26:19,471 --> 01:26:22,015
This ain't no neighborhood.
This is a trailer park.
1230
01:26:22,099 --> 01:26:23,934
They ought to thank me
for the wake-up call.
1231
01:26:24,017 --> 01:26:25,853
Get their asses up to find a job.
1232
01:26:25,936 --> 01:26:27,688
Early bird gets the worm. You heard?
1233
01:26:27,771 --> 01:26:30,941
- Some of them got jobs. Get in here.
- Thought you'd never ask.
1234
01:26:36,446 --> 01:26:37,489
This is nice.
1235
01:26:38,156 --> 01:26:40,284
You make Mama look like Martha Stew.
1236
01:26:42,661 --> 01:26:46,498
Yeah, I was thinking of hiring
your girlfriend to tidy up for me.
1237
01:26:46,582 --> 01:26:48,750
She'd appreciate the work, probably.
1238
01:26:48,834 --> 01:26:51,044
Seeing as the church mouse
feeds on strangers' scraps
1239
01:26:51,128 --> 01:26:54,673
and people these days
are just stingy assholes.
1240
01:26:56,216 --> 01:26:58,343
You get back what you put out there.
1241
01:27:00,596 --> 01:27:03,265
Is that why
God gave you an incurable disease?
1242
01:27:05,100 --> 01:27:06,185
You called it.
1243
01:27:06,852 --> 01:27:08,937
You always said I was a degenerate.
1244
01:27:11,940 --> 01:27:13,150
Drop in unannounced.
1245
01:27:13,233 --> 01:27:16,862
Don't give a man time
to take a piss or get his shit together.
1246
01:27:16,945 --> 01:27:18,614
I beg your pardon, Padre.
1247
01:27:53,690 --> 01:27:56,610
You casing the joint,
gonna steal more of my shit?
1248
01:27:59,696 --> 01:28:01,490
I come to see you ain't killed yourself.
1249
01:28:01,573 --> 01:28:03,033
Left Mama high and dry.
1250
01:28:04,034 --> 01:28:06,537
You think you're the only one
that can keep a vow?
1251
01:28:06,620 --> 01:28:08,247
Don't get all high and mighty with me.
1252
01:28:08,330 --> 01:28:10,541
I'm still your fucking father.
Don't you forget that.
1253
01:28:12,668 --> 01:28:15,170
It's lucky
you ain't bet one dime on me, huh?
1254
01:28:22,344 --> 01:28:23,637
I'm praying for you.
1255
01:28:24,471 --> 01:28:25,681
Don't you dare.
1256
01:28:26,974 --> 01:28:29,560
You're violating my rights as a man.
1257
01:28:30,352 --> 01:28:31,520
As an American.
1258
01:28:59,006 --> 01:29:03,260
Look not on our sins,
but on the faith of your Church.
1259
01:29:04,303 --> 01:29:09,558
And graciously Grant her peace
andunity in accordance with your will.
1260
01:29:10,267 --> 01:29:14,271
Who live and reign forever and ever.
1261
01:29:14,354 --> 01:29:16,648
- Amen.
- Amen.
1262
01:29:17,191 --> 01:29:20,360
The peace of the Lord be with you always.
1263
01:29:20,444 --> 01:29:23,113
And now let us offer each other
1264
01:29:23,197 --> 01:29:25,407
a sign of peace.
1265
01:29:26,366 --> 01:29:27,743
Peace be with you.
1266
01:29:28,785 --> 01:29:29,870
Peace be with you.
1267
01:29:34,166 --> 01:29:35,501
Peace be with you.
1268
01:29:42,758 --> 01:29:44,176
When were you gonna tell me?
1269
01:29:45,802 --> 01:29:47,471
When I prayed away my pride.
1270
01:29:53,477 --> 01:29:55,312
I'll marry you, you want me to.
1271
01:29:59,274 --> 01:30:01,109
Aren't you gonna ask
what kind of guy he is?
1272
01:30:01,193 --> 01:30:02,193
No.
1273
01:30:02,236 --> 01:30:03,403
I'd beat him up.
1274
01:30:03,946 --> 01:30:05,739
But I'm trying to be a priest.
1275
01:30:12,913 --> 01:30:13,913
Well, for...
1276
01:30:16,583 --> 01:30:19,002
For what it's worth, you have my support.
1277
01:30:21,046 --> 01:30:22,589
In sickness and in health?
1278
01:30:23,173 --> 01:30:24,591
In case I get a miracle?
1279
01:30:25,759 --> 01:30:27,261
Until death do we part?
1280
01:30:38,730 --> 01:30:39,731
If your mom asks,
1281
01:30:40,732 --> 01:30:43,443
tell her I came
to convince you to abandon priesthood.
1282
01:30:43,527 --> 01:30:45,237
She ain't gonna believe that.
1283
01:30:46,071 --> 01:30:47,239
Not you.
1284
01:30:51,994 --> 01:30:52,994
It's okay.
1285
01:31:50,469 --> 01:31:51,678
Give me a hand here.
1286
01:32:02,731 --> 01:32:05,567
It's our mission
to enter the darkest places,
1287
01:32:05,651 --> 01:32:07,778
and to be the light of Christ.
1288
01:32:07,861 --> 01:32:09,112
"Dark"?
1289
01:32:09,780 --> 01:32:12,407
Because we Black, bad, or both?
1290
01:32:15,285 --> 01:32:16,285
It...
1291
01:32:16,662 --> 01:32:18,830
It's a metaphor.
1292
01:32:18,914 --> 01:32:24,211
If you gonna use big words like that,
might as well pass out dictionaries, bro.
1293
01:32:27,881 --> 01:32:30,384
You guys get
one phone call a week in here?
1294
01:32:32,970 --> 01:32:34,680
If you kiss the right ass.
1295
01:32:36,098 --> 01:32:37,516
Who you gonna call, huh?
1296
01:32:38,267 --> 01:32:39,267
Your mama?
1297
01:32:40,727 --> 01:32:42,604
You gonna break her heart some more.
1298
01:32:43,564 --> 01:32:44,564
Your wife?
1299
01:32:45,482 --> 01:32:48,652
Shit, let's be real,
she probably busy banging her new man.
1300
01:32:51,029 --> 01:32:52,029
And your kid?
1301
01:32:52,656 --> 01:32:55,909
He'd probably get more pity
in school if his daddy was dead.
1302
01:32:57,619 --> 01:32:59,705
Don't need no phone to talk to God.
1303
01:33:00,539 --> 01:33:02,708
Don't need a guard's permission, neither.
1304
01:33:02,791 --> 01:33:06,837
When no one else gives a shit
what you got to say, God does.
1305
01:33:06,920 --> 01:33:08,589
Because he made your ass.
1306
01:33:09,756 --> 01:33:13,886
You damn right he's disappointed in it,
but he wants to help.
1307
01:33:16,638 --> 01:33:20,726
No matter how hard you resist it,
no matter how many times you say no.
1308
01:33:21,268 --> 01:33:23,270
He still wants to make you better.
1309
01:33:26,523 --> 01:33:28,358
He ain't giving up on you.
1310
01:33:29,484 --> 01:33:30,484
Never.
1311
01:33:31,028 --> 01:33:33,572
Don't you dare go giving up on yourself.
1312
01:33:40,037 --> 01:33:41,246
You wanna try again?
1313
01:33:52,299 --> 01:33:54,468
Have a seat, Stuart.
1314
01:33:54,551 --> 01:33:55,552
You know what?
1315
01:33:57,179 --> 01:33:59,681
I'm trying to stay fit. I'll have a stand.
1316
01:34:05,062 --> 01:34:07,731
There is concern amongst the diocese
1317
01:34:07,814 --> 01:34:10,776
that the state of your infirmity
1318
01:34:11,360 --> 01:34:16,657
will render you unable
to properly perform the sacraments.
1319
01:34:18,700 --> 01:34:24,122
It may even cause you to disgrace them.
1320
01:34:24,206 --> 01:34:28,627
I spill the blood. Choke on the body.
Fall on my face trying to genuflect.
1321
01:34:28,710 --> 01:34:30,838
You think I haven't thought of that?
1322
01:34:31,922 --> 01:34:34,258
We're not human beings
having a spiritual experience,
1323
01:34:34,341 --> 01:34:36,426
we are spiritual beings
having a human one.
1324
01:34:36,969 --> 01:34:39,972
This body don't mean nothing to God.
Therefore nor should it to you.
1325
01:34:45,769 --> 01:34:48,397
Unfortunately, it's not up to me.
1326
01:34:49,356 --> 01:34:52,693
The Church will
not endorse you for ordination.
1327
01:35:02,452 --> 01:35:06,373
At first the Church couldn't afford
to subsidize me as a face of Catholicism.
1328
01:35:07,249 --> 01:35:09,293
Now it can't afford
to subsidize a cripple.
1329
01:35:10,085 --> 01:35:13,630
This time it ain't a matter of reputation,
it's a matter of the money.
1330
01:35:13,714 --> 01:35:14,715
Isn't that right?
1331
01:35:16,675 --> 01:35:19,428
God don't move the goalpost, Father.
Man does.
1332
01:35:22,639 --> 01:35:28,020
It is my duty
to defend the sanctity of our Church.
1333
01:35:30,480 --> 01:35:32,024
I'm sorry, Stuart.
1334
01:37:02,948 --> 01:37:04,449
Hello, Mr. Long.
1335
01:37:05,993 --> 01:37:07,578
I'm sorry, my name is Ham.
1336
01:37:08,328 --> 01:37:10,497
I'm a friend of your son, Stuart.
1337
01:37:33,604 --> 01:37:35,147
Nearly done there or what?
1338
01:37:40,277 --> 01:37:41,653
She gonna help me up.
1339
01:37:44,156 --> 01:37:45,282
Oh, come on now.
1340
01:37:45,365 --> 01:37:47,451
This ain't the hill to die on.
1341
01:37:48,619 --> 01:37:49,870
It's the only one.
1342
01:38:05,344 --> 01:38:06,637
It's a solid build.
1343
01:38:19,274 --> 01:38:21,401
I seen insects grope about for death
1344
01:38:21,485 --> 01:38:23,820
with more dignity
than what you're displaying right now.
1345
01:38:23,904 --> 01:38:24,905
You here to help?
1346
01:38:26,448 --> 01:38:27,866
Play a hymn on the harp.
1347
01:38:28,700 --> 01:38:30,619
Makes pathetic shit look poetic.
1348
01:38:32,538 --> 01:38:34,456
The only hymn I know is Haggard.
1349
01:38:34,540 --> 01:38:36,291
Ain't you got somewhere to be?
1350
01:38:36,375 --> 01:38:37,375
Yeah, probably.
1351
01:38:40,420 --> 01:38:44,424
I'm trying out this new thing
they got now called self-employment.
1352
01:38:44,508 --> 01:38:46,134
All the kids are doing it.
1353
01:38:46,802 --> 01:38:48,178
I heard about that.
1354
01:38:48,804 --> 01:38:51,098
Identical twin sister to unemployment.
1355
01:38:52,349 --> 01:38:54,852
Except they swear
she's the better-looking one.
1356
01:39:04,403 --> 01:39:07,281
I seen a couple of boxing bouts on the TV.
1357
01:39:07,364 --> 01:39:10,742
Enough to know a man
don't lose when he gets knocked down,
1358
01:39:12,327 --> 01:39:13,829
but when he won't get up.
1359
01:39:16,665 --> 01:39:18,834
If there's one thing
I know about you, it's...
1360
01:39:19,459 --> 01:39:21,128
you ain't afraid to get hit.
1361
01:39:31,847 --> 01:39:33,515
You gonna watch or what?
1362
01:39:33,599 --> 01:39:34,850
Yeah.
1363
01:40:27,611 --> 01:40:29,988
- Hey, Mama.
- Hi, baby.
1364
01:40:40,040 --> 01:40:41,040
What you waiting on?
1365
01:40:41,708 --> 01:40:42,960
Well, you.
1366
01:40:53,136 --> 01:40:54,555
What you doing in there?
1367
01:40:59,643 --> 01:41:01,520
Praying for you to get some Patience.
1368
01:41:01,603 --> 01:41:04,022
You ought to try praying for my prostate.
1369
01:41:32,926 --> 01:41:33,926
You all right?
1370
01:41:34,303 --> 01:41:36,597
I ain't trying to close my curtains
in the shit box,
1371
01:41:36,680 --> 01:41:37,931
if that's what you're asking.
1372
01:41:39,099 --> 01:41:41,518
Well, you always did wanna be like Elvis.
1373
01:41:41,602 --> 01:41:43,270
I didn't think you noticed.
1374
01:41:44,188 --> 01:41:46,273
How could I not? You never shut up.
1375
01:41:46,356 --> 01:41:48,442
Many hours of silence, gone.
1376
01:41:48,525 --> 01:41:51,028
They say it's gold. We could've been rich.
1377
01:41:52,279 --> 01:41:54,907
Too late now.
Ain't gonna get that time back.
1378
01:41:56,200 --> 01:41:57,200
Yeah.
1379
01:41:57,618 --> 01:41:58,952
How do we tackle this?
1380
01:41:59,912 --> 01:42:01,580
Come on. Yeah.
1381
01:42:23,268 --> 01:42:24,478
We're gonna be late.
1382
01:42:29,358 --> 01:42:32,069
- The news ain't said hell froze over.
- That the best you got?
1383
01:42:32,152 --> 01:42:34,988
I'd clap if I could. I might slap myself.
1384
01:42:35,072 --> 01:42:36,323
That's more like it.
1385
01:42:37,574 --> 01:42:39,868
I never did like wearing these things.
1386
01:42:39,952 --> 01:42:42,371
Ain't done one of these
since your brother's funeral.
1387
01:42:42,454 --> 01:42:44,164
Still got your mother's makeup on it.
1388
01:42:44,248 --> 01:42:45,874
You got another one coming up.
1389
01:42:45,958 --> 01:42:47,417
Shut the fuck up with that.
1390
01:42:47,501 --> 01:42:49,586
Meantime, take Mama somewhere nice.
1391
01:43:02,140 --> 01:43:04,226
Can't say I never gave you nothing.
1392
01:43:05,394 --> 01:43:09,064
I skipped over thanking you.
Went straight to the source.
1393
01:43:10,482 --> 01:43:12,317
This thing purrs like a kitten.
1394
01:43:16,238 --> 01:43:17,364
Oh, no.
1395
01:43:19,241 --> 01:43:20,284
You son of a...
1396
01:43:20,367 --> 01:43:24,955
Son of a bitch. You piece of shit.
You couldn't wait till tomorrow.
1397
01:43:25,038 --> 01:43:27,499
Maybe that's God saying
you ought to share your shit.
1398
01:43:27,583 --> 01:43:30,294
- Or else.
- Yeah, well, she's all yours now.
1399
01:43:30,377 --> 01:43:32,254
We ain't that far. I could walk.
1400
01:43:32,337 --> 01:43:34,006
Yeah, and I can fucking fly.
1401
01:43:35,257 --> 01:43:38,260
- Where you going?
- I gotta get your ass to church on time.
1402
01:43:56,445 --> 01:43:57,445
There you go.
1403
01:44:08,916 --> 01:44:10,417
Breathing heavy already.
1404
01:44:10,501 --> 01:44:13,420
- It's the bad air.
- You gonna have a heart attack.
1405
01:44:13,504 --> 01:44:16,965
Well, then it'll all be right.
I'd die before you.
1406
01:44:17,049 --> 01:44:18,675
Yeah, you ain't that lucky.
1407
01:44:18,759 --> 01:44:19,759
Shut up.
1408
01:44:29,269 --> 01:44:30,896
- Hi, baby.
- Hey, Mama.
1409
01:44:34,858 --> 01:44:37,945
- Wanna tell me what's going on here?
- What you mean?
1410
01:44:38,570 --> 01:44:40,113
Dad is in a tie.
1411
01:44:40,197 --> 01:44:41,782
He looks nice.
1412
01:44:49,581 --> 01:44:52,167
Y'all think since I can't be a priest,
I'm gonna marry her?
1413
01:44:53,418 --> 01:44:56,463
- Y'all bless this?
- You're in no state to protest.
1414
01:44:56,547 --> 01:44:59,341
- You called her a housekeeper.
- What's wrong with housekeepers?
1415
01:44:59,883 --> 01:45:02,344
That's good for her.
In three months, I'll be in a diaper.
1416
01:45:02,427 --> 01:45:04,471
You're gonna need someone
to clean up your shit.
1417
01:45:04,555 --> 01:45:06,348
- That's your job.
- I'm gonna subcontract.
1418
01:45:06,431 --> 01:45:09,351
Oh, cut that shit out, you two.
1419
01:45:09,434 --> 01:45:10,978
Here. Let's go.
1420
01:45:11,061 --> 01:45:12,771
- Mind your back, Bill.
- Okay.
1421
01:45:29,997 --> 01:45:32,958
Our parish petitioned the diocese
to ordain you as a priest.
1422
01:45:33,792 --> 01:45:35,752
Monsignor made sure it was heard.
1423
01:45:36,795 --> 01:45:40,007
Turns out,
I had one good fight left in me.
1424
01:45:45,971 --> 01:45:47,806
We all believe in you, brother.
1425
01:45:50,225 --> 01:45:51,685
That's Father to you.
1426
01:47:16,895 --> 01:47:19,398
Someone once told me
I was bad advertising.
1427
01:47:20,274 --> 01:47:21,316
Imagine that.
1428
01:47:23,151 --> 01:47:25,237
He was a boss of mine at the supermarket.
1429
01:47:25,320 --> 01:47:28,949
I kept coming in with a face looked more
like raw meat than what I was selling.
1430
01:47:30,701 --> 01:47:32,035
Of course at the time,
1431
01:47:33,036 --> 01:47:34,746
I thought that man was wrong.
1432
01:47:36,248 --> 01:47:38,292
Whole world was wrong when it came to me.
1433
01:47:39,751 --> 01:47:43,338
Every brawl I had was beating back
at a world I thought had done me wrong.
1434
01:47:46,341 --> 01:47:47,341
Yeah.
1435
01:47:48,635 --> 01:47:50,137
Every bruise on my face,
1436
01:47:51,513 --> 01:47:55,392
every drop of blood I shed was proof
of my war against God's injustice.
1437
01:47:58,103 --> 01:48:01,273
I look worse now
than I did then, that's for sure.
1438
01:48:01,356 --> 01:48:02,357
Difference is...
1439
01:48:04,484 --> 01:48:06,987
now I know my suffering's a gift from God.
1440
01:48:09,072 --> 01:48:11,033
Now, I know it sounds like bull,
1441
01:48:11,116 --> 01:48:13,202
but it's coming
from a man in a wheelchair,
1442
01:48:13,285 --> 01:48:14,953
so you got to entertain it.
1443
01:48:17,122 --> 01:48:18,122
Hear me out.
1444
01:48:23,712 --> 01:48:25,923
All our outer nature's wasting away.
1445
01:48:27,633 --> 01:48:30,469
But our inner nature
is being renewed every day.
1446
01:48:32,012 --> 01:48:35,933
This life, no matter how long it lasts,
1447
01:48:36,016 --> 01:48:40,145
is a momentary affliction
preparing us for eternal glory.
1448
01:48:42,314 --> 01:48:44,399
We shouldn't pray for an easy life,
1449
01:48:45,275 --> 01:48:47,778
but the strength
to endure a difficult one.
1450
01:48:48,737 --> 01:48:50,822
Because the experience of suffering
1451
01:48:51,448 --> 01:48:53,825
is the fullest expression of God's love.
1452
01:48:55,244 --> 01:48:57,496
It is a chance to be closer to Christ.
1453
01:49:05,087 --> 01:49:07,005
Now, no one suffers perfectly.
1454
01:49:07,089 --> 01:49:08,257
For sure not me.
1455
01:49:09,591 --> 01:49:11,844
Even Christ had his moment of despair.
1456
01:49:13,595 --> 01:49:16,098
"My God, my God,
why have you forsaken me?"
1457
01:49:17,766 --> 01:49:19,268
He asked from the cross.
1458
01:49:20,143 --> 01:49:21,395
Christ felt betrayed.
1459
01:49:23,313 --> 01:49:24,731
You see, in that moment,
1460
01:49:25,774 --> 01:49:27,109
he who was sinless...
1461
01:49:27,985 --> 01:49:30,863
took on all our sins,
and got judged by God.
1462
01:49:32,865 --> 01:49:36,076
He took what we deserve,
because he loves us.
1463
01:49:45,961 --> 01:49:46,961
And that love...
1464
01:49:48,839 --> 01:49:51,258
it could make the baddest man a believer.
1465
01:49:52,801 --> 01:49:56,180
Because that love
is a feeling like no other.
1466
01:49:59,349 --> 01:50:01,977
To lead you all
to find and feel that love...
1467
01:50:04,980 --> 01:50:07,774
is why God is giving me
the scenic route to die.
1468
01:50:10,485 --> 01:50:12,613
And for that, I thank him every day.
1469
01:50:16,575 --> 01:50:17,743
Amen.
1470
01:50:17,826 --> 01:50:18,869
Amen.
1471
01:51:05,332 --> 01:51:06,750
- Hi.
- How you doing?
1472
01:51:06,834 --> 01:51:07,834
Great.
1473
01:51:19,096 --> 01:51:22,015
- And who are you here to visit, sir?
- Father Stu.
1474
01:51:22,099 --> 01:51:24,309
You and everybody else in this town.
1475
01:51:34,278 --> 01:51:35,654
Good morning.
1476
01:51:35,737 --> 01:51:37,865
Good one to be in sin, I suppose.
1477
01:51:44,496 --> 01:51:46,164
Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.
1478
01:51:46,248 --> 01:51:49,042
It has been seven days
since my last confession.
1479
01:51:50,377 --> 01:51:51,670
But no matter how many I make,
1480
01:51:51,753 --> 01:51:55,007
these hands that touch the troubled
are still themselves unclean.
1481
01:51:58,802 --> 01:51:59,970
You having doubts?
1482
01:52:05,142 --> 01:52:08,562
A doubt would imply that
I ever wanted this responsibility.
1483
01:52:10,647 --> 01:52:11,815
My father did.
1484
01:52:14,026 --> 01:52:15,402
It was expected of me.
1485
01:52:24,703 --> 01:52:26,788
I'm angry at God.
1486
01:52:29,249 --> 01:52:33,045
For failing to make me man enough
to defy the expectations of me.
1487
01:52:35,005 --> 01:52:38,509
And I'm envious of you
for having the balls to do just that.
1488
01:52:39,551 --> 01:52:43,514
All I ever prayed for
was a way out of this life.
1489
01:52:46,141 --> 01:52:48,727
And to watch you given an out by God,
1490
01:52:49,686 --> 01:52:50,771
and refuse it...
1491
01:52:52,856 --> 01:52:54,483
I can't understand it.
1492
01:52:58,028 --> 01:52:59,279
But I do admire it.
1493
01:53:01,448 --> 01:53:03,700
For these and all my sins, I am sorry.
1494
01:53:07,037 --> 01:53:10,123
I wasn't given no expectation,
except to stay alive.
1495
01:53:11,750 --> 01:53:13,418
I ain't coming too good on that.
1496
01:53:15,712 --> 01:53:20,133
Whether by offering his son,
or for watching one die,
1497
01:53:21,301 --> 01:53:23,262
a father's just looking for love,
1498
01:53:24,388 --> 01:53:25,597
like the rest of us.
1499
01:53:51,248 --> 01:53:53,709
Imagine how it must've felt for Joseph...
1500
01:53:55,460 --> 01:53:57,379
to be the less important father.
1501
01:53:59,715 --> 01:54:01,717
In his name, you pray for penance.
1502
01:54:21,028 --> 01:54:22,028
Goodbye, Stu.
1503
01:54:31,747 --> 01:54:33,498
Bill Long, alcoholic.
1504
01:54:33,582 --> 01:54:34,750
Hi, Bill.
1505
01:54:37,794 --> 01:54:40,214
I feel like
I'm putting my dick in a woodchipper.
1506
01:54:40,297 --> 01:54:43,800
We've all been in your shoes.
Sometimes, too drunk to put them on.
1507
01:54:43,884 --> 01:54:46,929
You've made the first step,
admitting you can't do it alone.
1508
01:54:47,012 --> 01:54:48,013
Amen.
1509
01:54:49,056 --> 01:54:52,935
Yeah, well, I could've used
God's help for a lot of things,
1510
01:54:53,018 --> 01:54:55,229
but never could find him.
1511
01:54:56,772 --> 01:54:59,733
My son said,
that's because God wasn't lost.
1512
01:55:01,693 --> 01:55:02,694
Wise-ass.
1513
01:55:05,864 --> 01:55:08,534
Anyway, I sure as hell
ain't got the road map.
1514
01:55:09,868 --> 01:55:13,914
I'm here because
my son asked me to get baptized.
1515
01:55:19,127 --> 01:55:21,505
I killed every hero that boy ever had,
1516
01:55:22,297 --> 01:55:24,508
hoping one day that hero would be me.
1517
01:55:27,553 --> 01:55:30,180
Never gave him a single reason
why it should be.
1518
01:56:09,011 --> 01:56:10,971
I guess we're both late bloomers.
1519
01:57:40,060 --> 01:57:42,688
It's a profound experience,
1520
01:57:43,272 --> 01:57:44,272
suffering.
1521
01:57:45,190 --> 01:57:49,236
And the struggles of this disease
1522
01:57:50,028 --> 01:57:52,281
help me, and help others,
1523
01:57:52,364 --> 01:57:55,993
to learn the way that
we should have been living all along.
1524
01:57:57,703 --> 01:57:59,746
It's taught me a little humility.
1525
01:57:59,830 --> 01:58:02,666
It's taughtme dignity,
respect for others.
1526
01:58:03,250 --> 01:58:06,378
Sometimes people like me...
There's an extreme example.
1527
01:58:07,629 --> 01:58:11,508
We need things like this
to be able to make those changes,
1528
01:58:11,592 --> 01:58:15,179
and decisions in our life that
are gonna help us become better people.
1529
01:58:15,262 --> 01:58:19,266
Become the people that God has created us
to be when he sent us to this planet.
1530
02:01:20,322 --> 02:01:23,867
It's all about deception.
Make them think you're going right.
1531
02:01:23,951 --> 02:01:26,036
Then pow, hit them with that left.
1532
02:01:26,119 --> 02:01:28,997
Unpredictability.
It makes the audience the actor's bitch.
1533
02:01:29,081 --> 02:01:32,167
The director says
we're supposed to disappear.
1534
02:01:32,251 --> 02:01:34,586
No, honey,
that's why they call it stealing the show.
1535
02:01:34,670 --> 02:01:36,630
Nobody gives you permission to entertain.
1536
02:01:36,713 --> 02:01:38,590
- I'm 7.
- I'm trying to help you, kid.
1537
02:01:38,674 --> 02:01:41,009
Impart some wisdom.
God smiles on that shit.
1538
02:01:41,093 --> 02:01:42,094
Quiet all around.
1539
02:01:43,011 --> 02:01:45,389
I know what you're thinking.
You're free to fuck this up.
1540
02:01:45,472 --> 02:01:47,266
Worst that happens,
you don't make the cut.
1541
02:01:47,349 --> 02:01:50,060
In the ring, you get one chance.
You better make it count.
1542
02:01:50,143 --> 02:01:52,771
That's the difference
between movies and real life.
1543
02:01:52,855 --> 02:01:54,815
Your choice how you wanna live.
1544
02:01:55,482 --> 02:01:56,482
Rolling.
1545
02:01:58,485 --> 02:01:59,486
A Mark.
1546
02:02:00,737 --> 02:02:02,739
Wanna be a big star? Follow me.
1547
02:02:02,823 --> 02:02:04,992
Background. And action.
1548
02:02:05,075 --> 02:02:06,368
Hey, you.
1549
02:02:08,120 --> 02:02:09,121
Maid.
1550
02:02:17,004 --> 02:02:18,547
Cut, cut. Oh, my...
1551
02:02:18,630 --> 02:02:20,340
Cut. Are you crazy?
1552
02:02:20,424 --> 02:02:22,718
- I'm making it real. That was good.
- You're background.
1553
02:02:22,801 --> 02:02:24,845
Trying to help.
These guys ain't doing it right.
1554
02:02:25,429 --> 02:02:27,973
- Get him.
- Hey, don't talk to the king like that.
1555
02:02:28,056 --> 02:02:29,933
- What's wrong with you?
- You're wrapped.
1556
02:02:30,017 --> 02:02:31,518
- What?
- Congratulations.