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About Dry Grasses

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Here.

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This is for you.

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Thanks. What is it?

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The olive oil you liked.

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- From the farm?
- Yes, cold pressed.

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Thanks.

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Did you go anywhere on holiday?

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No. How could I?

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Lots of trouble at the village.

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My dad got worse again.

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Hospital and injections.

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With my mother it's another story.
She's all upset.

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About what?

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Because I'm not married.

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Same old story.

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But she's really out of control now.

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Sulking, cross. Even got sick.

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Really?

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Spent holiday in bed because of that.

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As if there was a decent girl
and I didn't like her!

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Be careful, they want to tax bachelors.

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Stop it.

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Believe me, my holiday was exhausting.

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- Welcome back, sir.
- Thanks.

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- Welcome back.
- Thanks, thanks.

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Cut it out, boy!

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- Good morning.
- Yeah, good morning.

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Well, well, well!

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The teacher of teachers, welcome!

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Hey, Nail, how's things?

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Fine, fine.

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Came back to the coral, huh?

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Yeah, what else can you do?

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- Is everyone here?
- They are.

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- Hey, Samet!
- Yes?

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I got new chickens.

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From now on, you can get eggs from me.

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Okay, we'll see.

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Tell the others, okay?

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Alright.

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Hi.

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Welcome back.

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Is this all of us?

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We're not enough for you, Samet?

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With you here, how could it not be enough?

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Firdevs the Great!

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That's right!

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Just don't want to be the sucker
who showed up on time.

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No, everyone's here.

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It was so hard for me to
get out of bed today.

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We get used to being lazy so quickly,
don't we?

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- Right.
- Bekir isn't here?

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Hofe's in his office. Had breakfast?

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I haven't and probably won't.

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If Firdevs isn't eating, me neither.

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She knows why.

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Stop teasing me.
Give me the other one, Nail.

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- Try the honey.
- From your home town?

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My brother's hives.

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- Morning all. Bon appétit.
- Good morning.

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There's a cigarette butt in my cup.
Nail, what the hell?

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Must be the plumbers during the holidays.

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Had I seen, I'd have stopped them.

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That's outrageous.

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They even took the broken taps with them!

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Outrageous.

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Come sit down. The food's almost gone.

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- Here's your tea.
- Thank you.

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Nail says he has eggs. Did he tell you too?

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What's up, Samet?
Are you getting a commission?

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This job doesn't pay enough.
What else can I do?

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His kid's away at high school.
He needs help.

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Sorry, I can't eat this
local stuff anymore.

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You buy perfume from peddlers.
Why not eggs?

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What do you mean?

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The perfumes were originals.

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I swear. They really were.

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I checked the internet.
I would never buy fakes.

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I checked too.

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They sell things left behind at airports.

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So they're originals.

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When did you find all
this stuff out, Kenan?

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The guy wasn't lying.

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What's he doing with original perfumes
out here in nowhere?

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- Doesn't sound right to me.
- Why not?

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His tracksuits were fake.

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But he told us they were fake.

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Only after he found out
I'm a sports teacher.

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How could he know you're a sports teacher?

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Because he saw me in a tracksuit.

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Why would he hide it?
He can sell tracksuits, too.

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The man showed a little honesty

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to make you believe a bigger lie.

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A tracksuit counts.

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- How do you know?
- Well, how do you know?

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Alright, it's original.

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It was original. I get allergies otherwise.

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Morning. That's quite a spread.

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Who prepared these?

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Kevser did, bless her.

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What about the schedule?

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Bekir's preparing it now.

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He'll be here soon.

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Take your old classes again for today.

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Here's notebooks.

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Then we'll see.

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Very funny. But you didn't scare me.

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You're lying. I saw you flinch.

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Me, flinch?

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You shrunk back.

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That's not fear.

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That's just a reflex.

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It's the same, sir.

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Alright, have it your way.

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Here, this is for you.

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It's heavy. I nearly threw it away.

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Oh, so beautiful.

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- You like it?
- A mirror!

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Look at it later at home.

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Thanks very much.

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Don't worry, I won't show anyone.

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Sir.

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You said you had an extra bedstead

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that you wanted to give away.

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- You still have it?
- Yes.

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I know someone who needs it.

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Who?

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Emirhan in the 8th grade.

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It's in the basement.

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But let me check first. Okay?

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Now off to class.

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The teacher's here.

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Come on, sit down.

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Right, enough. Everyone sit down.

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Don't throw the markers on the floor.
Pick them up.

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They keep getting lost. Put their caps on.

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Sit down.

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Holiday's over.

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Yes, sir, it's over.

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How was it?

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Good.

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Mine wasn't.

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Did you miss school?

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Hey, what's going on?

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Holiday's over.

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It's a new semester.

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Yes.

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I'm your class teacher again.

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Okay.

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If you have any problems, come to me.

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Alright.

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But not for nonsense,
like "my friend hit me", okay?

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But sir, he keeps kicking me.

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He won't anymore.

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But he does.

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Welcome back.

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C'mon, I'm gonna see Vahit.

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I tried calling over the holidays.

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They cut my phone cause of the bill.

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Don't need it anyway.

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I can't even pay you back yet,
but I will soon.

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Forget it.

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And the security job?

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It was a bunch of lies.

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They'd rather get a dog than hire me.

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I was stupid to get my hopes up.

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They were right.

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Why hire a terrorist like you?

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For sure.

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Welcome back, teacher.

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Come, there's tea brewing at headquarters.

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But I'll be gone soon anyhow.

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I might have a job in a nightclub.

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Where?

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In Varto.

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There's a nightclub in Varto?

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- Good money?
- Whatever they pay is fine.

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Good thing I gave up smoking

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or I'd be collecting butts in the streets.

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You're still in the twilight zone then.

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Fine, go.

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I'll come fucking visit.

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Where've you been, motherfucker?

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Why would I come here
when it's full of lowlifes?

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That was two hours ago.

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Asshole.

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Don't piss me off.

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Seref, three teas.

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Forget tea. Fetch what's behind the boxes.

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I'd fetch you a punch in the face,

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but it'd be rude to the teacher.

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Welcome, by the way.

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Thanks.

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I say to him,

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"I'll pay you. Get those boxes down."

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Say that when no one's around, then.

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What are you talking about?

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Was I supposed to kick them out?

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Unbelievable, he can't make it over here
in 20 minutes.

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When there's whisky and stuff,

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he's here in a sec.

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Stop going on and fucking bring it out.

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It's gone. Finished.

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Shouldn't have ordered tea for me.

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Can't go without having tea. No way.

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He'll have tea at army headquarters.

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No way. I'm not going there.

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He can drink both here and there.

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We're wine people.

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Forget about whisky. It's not for
lefties like you.

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What's this? Like a fairy chimney. Wow.

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But it's all made in factories now.

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They say it tastes the same.

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- No problem. Wine's wine.
- Fill it up.

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There's a bunch of mangy dogs
around the school.

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Can't we do something?

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They won't harm the kids.

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I don't mean the kids, but the dogs.

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Poor things. They scratch all day long.

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You see how people live here.

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How do you expect anyone to
care about the dogs

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when no one cares about people?

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That's right, but...

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You start caring about every living thing,

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you won't last long here, my friend.

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Did you always not give a fuck
or is it just now in the army?

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What do you mean, sir?

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Fill these out and bring them back to me.
Okay?

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Yes, sir.

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If I'm not here, give them to
whoever's in charge.

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Yes, sir.

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Well, Erdi?

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I put it here.

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Did I ask you that?

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Someone must've moved it.

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Did I ask you that?

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I don't understand.

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Did I ask you that?

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Were you always a lazy fucker
or is it just now in the army?

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Maybe someone moved it.

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Answer my fucking question.

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Yes, sir, I always was.

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What were you, Erdi?

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A lazy fucker, sir.

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Good job, you told the truth.
Go get us tea.

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Yes, sir.

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I love when a man tells the truth.

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Really. He's a great kid.

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Welcome back again.

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Tell me what you've been up to. How was it?

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It was nice to go home. But it's the same
old routine.

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- Good.
- What about you?

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We don't get holidays like you.

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We hang around here.
We went to Erzurum once.

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The kids kept going on
about the shopping mall.

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Otherwise nothing.

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Hey, Berkcan, your thing is sorted.
I talked to them.

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Really? Thank you, sir.

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It wasn't easy, but I managed it.

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Thank you, sir.

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I appreciate it.

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Go on, carry on with your work.

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And shut the door.

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We have a female sergeant here,
named Dilek.

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I think you'd be right for each other.

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Don't laugh like that.

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I want to introduce you.

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No, no way.

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Why do you say no flat out?

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Meet her, get to know her, text her.

272
00:16:34,330 --> 00:16:36,820
If you don't like her, no problem.

273
00:16:36,950 --> 00:16:39,030
Who knows, it could lead to marriage.

274
00:16:39,160 --> 00:16:42,530
What are you doing? I'm still young.

275
00:16:42,660 --> 00:16:44,620
Stop being so shy. Take action.

276
00:16:44,780 --> 00:16:46,660
- I'm not shy.
- Wait a minute.

277
00:16:46,780 --> 00:16:48,820
What are you doing? Stop it.

278
00:16:48,990 --> 00:16:51,530
Wait a minute. I'll ask her to come. Hello?

279
00:16:51,660 --> 00:16:54,280
No. Leave it.

280
00:16:54,370 --> 00:16:57,450
I'm telling you I'm not interested.

281
00:16:59,490 --> 00:17:02,530
I don't believe it. You're crazy, you know.

282
00:17:02,660 --> 00:17:06,990
Fine, but you're always hanging out
with the wrong people.

283
00:17:07,700 --> 00:17:09,200
Why?

284
00:17:09,530 --> 00:17:12,700
The other day we were checking IDs
in the tea house.

285
00:17:12,830 --> 00:17:15,200
That guy, the one I just saw you with.

286
00:17:15,280 --> 00:17:16,570
He's got an attitude.

287
00:17:16,700 --> 00:17:19,780
"Why do I have to show ID in my hometown?"

288
00:17:19,950 --> 00:17:21,660
I told him to cut the crap.

289
00:17:21,780 --> 00:17:23,700
It's a routine check. Shut up.

290
00:17:23,830 --> 00:17:25,200
Really? So?

291
00:17:25,330 --> 00:17:28,030
So, nothing. 
He fucking showed it of course.

292
00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:30,450
The guy's an asshole.

293
00:17:30,700 --> 00:17:32,070
Seriously.

294
00:17:32,240 --> 00:17:35,450
All the losers around
here end up at our door.

295
00:17:35,580 --> 00:17:38,240
You really have your work cut out.

296
00:17:38,370 --> 00:17:41,910
You don't know the half of it.
The other day,

297
00:17:42,080 --> 00:17:44,870
some guy calls the station stranded
on the road.

298
00:17:44,990 --> 00:17:49,070
Had to go in the middle of the night,
find gas and fill his tank.

299
00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:50,070
Really?

300
00:17:50,200 --> 00:17:51,280
Better believe it.

301
00:19:21,410 --> 00:19:22,990
- Hello.
- Hi.

302
00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:25,070
- It's Nuray, isn't it?
- Yes.

303
00:19:25,240 --> 00:19:27,990
- I hope you didn't wait long.
- No, it's fine.

304
00:19:28,120 --> 00:19:29,570
Have a seat.

305
00:19:29,990 --> 00:19:32,160
Would you like tea or coffee?

306
00:19:33,120 --> 00:19:34,910
I'd like a weak tea.

307
00:19:55,120 --> 00:19:56,620
Thanks.

308
00:19:57,780 --> 00:19:59,370
Weak enough?

309
00:19:59,530 --> 00:20:00,950
That's fine.

310
00:20:01,330 --> 00:20:02,450
Sugar's here.

311
00:20:02,580 --> 00:20:03,950
Thanks.

312
00:20:08,830 --> 00:20:11,530
Your school's pretty big.

313
00:20:12,370 --> 00:20:14,530
Had to ask my way to the canteen.

314
00:20:14,660 --> 00:20:17,700
Yes, large for this region perhaps.

315
00:20:18,780 --> 00:20:22,660
Compared to our dump, everywhere seems
like Paris to me.

316
00:20:24,370 --> 00:20:26,490
- Which village?
- Incesu.

317
00:20:28,700 --> 00:20:31,280
Never been, but it must
be harder than here.

318
00:20:31,410 --> 00:20:33,160
Of course.

319
00:20:35,160 --> 00:20:36,990
How long have you been there?

320
00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:38,740
This is my fourth year.

321
00:20:39,700 --> 00:20:41,950
- Enough for a transfer.
- Yes.

322
00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:43,950
Are you going to ask for one?

323
00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:45,660
You kidding?

324
00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:49,870
From the day I arrived, I've only thought
about leaving.

325
00:20:50,240 --> 00:20:52,530
- Where to?
- Istanbul.

326
00:20:58,080 --> 00:21:01,160
It can't be easy for you here either,

327
00:21:01,330 --> 00:21:03,620
after all that time in Ankara.

328
00:21:04,450 --> 00:21:06,370
That's right.

329
00:21:07,120 --> 00:21:09,950
But your family's here, I guess.
That's good.

330
00:21:10,120 --> 00:21:12,410
Sercan said something like that.

331
00:21:12,700 --> 00:21:13,870
Yes.

332
00:21:13,990 --> 00:21:16,700
You live with them or something.

333
00:21:17,490 --> 00:21:19,530
Sercan told you a lot about me, it seems.

334
00:21:19,660 --> 00:21:22,410
No, not really. Don't get the wrong idea.

335
00:21:23,160 --> 00:21:25,530
He knows I'm here.

336
00:21:25,700 --> 00:21:27,160
He insisted I call,

337
00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:28,530
said we'd get on well.

338
00:21:28,660 --> 00:21:31,030
You draw too, I guess?

339
00:21:31,830 --> 00:21:34,240
I'm just an amateur.

340
00:21:34,450 --> 00:21:37,280
Community education level.

341
00:21:37,530 --> 00:21:39,950
That's great. Really.

342
00:21:41,160 --> 00:21:43,410
I studied it at school, now I teach it.

343
00:21:43,530 --> 00:21:45,280
So I'm an art teacher,

344
00:21:45,410 --> 00:21:47,740
but I haven't drawn in a long time.

345
00:21:47,950 --> 00:21:49,910
I'm lazy, I guess.

346
00:21:51,620 --> 00:21:53,410
But sometimes I take photos.

347
00:21:53,490 --> 00:21:56,450
I head out into the wild, things like that.

348
00:21:57,200 --> 00:21:58,740
That's nice.

349
00:22:48,830 --> 00:22:50,780
Come on, teacher.

350
00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:52,740
Thanks.

351
00:23:01,950 --> 00:23:05,370
Get a bit closer to the horse.

352
00:23:05,660 --> 00:23:07,990
Bow your head a little.

353
00:23:14,700 --> 00:23:16,530
Like this. Okay.

354
00:23:23,700 --> 00:23:25,450
Bow your head a bit more.

355
00:23:25,830 --> 00:23:27,120
Turn it this way.

356
00:23:27,200 --> 00:23:29,030
Look at me, into the lens.

357
00:23:29,120 --> 00:23:30,620
I'm taking it now.

358
00:24:14,370 --> 00:24:16,120
Today we study portraits.

359
00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:18,490
- What's that?
- Quiet.

360
00:24:18,620 --> 00:24:21,490
People's faces. Today you'll draw this.

361
00:24:21,830 --> 00:24:23,700
That's really hard, sir.

362
00:24:24,120 --> 00:24:26,660
It doesn't have to be exactly the same.

363
00:24:26,780 --> 00:24:29,620
Do your best. Change it if you have to.

364
00:24:29,700 --> 00:24:31,700
Try to add your own touch.

365
00:24:31,990 --> 00:24:34,240
We always draw the same things.

366
00:24:34,370 --> 00:24:36,570
Mountains, rocks, snow, donkeys.

367
00:24:36,910 --> 00:24:40,200
You draw the things you know well.
What more do you want?

368
00:24:40,530 --> 00:24:43,070
Wouldn't it be better if we drew the sea?

369
00:24:43,530 --> 00:24:45,280
The sea? What for?

370
00:24:45,370 --> 00:24:47,950
Would be nice. The sea and sun.

371
00:24:48,950 --> 00:24:52,740
But how will you draw things
you don't know well?

372
00:24:52,870 --> 00:24:54,200
But we do know them.

373
00:24:54,330 --> 00:24:57,410
How? Any of you seen the sea?

374
00:24:57,580 --> 00:24:58,820
Where did you see it?

375
00:24:58,910 --> 00:25:00,990
On TV, sir.

376
00:25:02,580 --> 00:25:04,620
I don't mean that.

377
00:25:04,780 --> 00:25:06,410
I mean in real life.

378
00:25:06,830 --> 00:25:08,200
Yes, Delila.

379
00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:12,370
I visited my aunt in Izmir.

380
00:25:12,450 --> 00:25:13,820
- You saw it there.
- Yes.

381
00:25:13,950 --> 00:25:15,620
- Did you go in?
- Yes.

382
00:25:15,870 --> 00:25:18,030
Fine. Okay.

383
00:25:18,450 --> 00:25:21,320
We can draw the sea as well.

384
00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:28,570
I'll check my photos, then maybe we can.
do what you like.

385
00:25:28,740 --> 00:25:32,410
What's the name of the sea at Izmir?
Anyone know?

386
00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:35,030
What's it called? Tell me Aylin.

387
00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:36,820
Aegean Sea, sir.

388
00:25:36,950 --> 00:25:38,660
Well done, dear.

389
00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:41,450
What other seas are there?

390
00:25:43,700 --> 00:25:44,950
Tell me, Sevim.

391
00:25:45,080 --> 00:25:49,320
Marmara Sea, Mediterranean, Black Sea.

392
00:25:49,620 --> 00:25:50,740
Good job. Bravo.

393
00:25:50,830 --> 00:25:53,030
It's always the same.

394
00:25:54,700 --> 00:25:56,410
Something wrong, Bilal?

395
00:25:56,530 --> 00:26:00,410
You always ask Sevim and her friends.

396
00:26:00,700 --> 00:26:01,910
What's that mean?

397
00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:05,870
From the start of the first semester,
you've always asked them.

398
00:26:05,990 --> 00:26:07,410
So what if I do?

399
00:26:07,740 --> 00:26:10,240
It's a kind of discrimination.

400
00:26:10,620 --> 00:26:12,700
Don't talk nonsense.

401
00:26:13,120 --> 00:26:15,030
You fool. Be smart.

402
00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:16,870
- But you always...
- Shut up!

403
00:26:16,950 --> 00:26:19,570
Be careful when you talk to me.

404
00:26:20,950 --> 00:26:24,030
Don't take advantage because I'm nice.

405
00:26:24,700 --> 00:26:26,370
Behave yourself.

406
00:26:32,660 --> 00:26:35,530
Finish drawing.
Can we draw something else?

407
00:26:35,620 --> 00:26:37,990
Draw whatever you want.

408
00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:48,450
I'll get the Honda.

409
00:26:48,830 --> 00:26:50,780
The Honda. I want to buy it.

410
00:26:50,910 --> 00:26:53,450
- Really?
- Yeah, life's short.

411
00:26:53,580 --> 00:26:56,320
Has he dropped the price?

412
00:26:56,580 --> 00:26:59,530
No, but I looked into it.

413
00:26:59,660 --> 00:27:01,280
It's worth it.

414
00:27:01,780 --> 00:27:04,780
- I see you've made up your mind.
- Yeah.

415
00:27:04,870 --> 00:27:06,370
It's cheap even.

416
00:27:06,530 --> 00:27:08,570
Then buy it and relax.

417
00:27:08,700 --> 00:27:10,450
Buy it. Yeah.

418
00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,740
- We'll drive around.
- Yeah, sure.

419
00:27:14,870 --> 00:27:16,910
What's up, girls?

420
00:27:17,080 --> 00:27:18,870
Aylin wants to call her dad

421
00:27:18,990 --> 00:27:20,820
about staying for study period.

422
00:27:20,950 --> 00:27:24,200
Study period? Never mind about that.

423
00:27:30,580 --> 00:27:33,320
Don't let anyone touch these volleyballs.

424
00:27:33,450 --> 00:27:35,320
You're usually here.

425
00:27:35,530 --> 00:27:37,370
- Send them to me.
- Alright.

426
00:27:37,490 --> 00:27:40,820
They say volleyball
but keep playing football.

427
00:27:40,950 --> 00:27:42,870
Alright. Is your eye better?

428
00:27:42,990 --> 00:27:45,280
- Yes.
- Here you are.

429
00:27:45,370 --> 00:27:46,990
Thank you.

430
00:27:48,830 --> 00:27:51,490
Sir, Ibrahim fell off the slide.

431
00:27:51,580 --> 00:27:53,240
Really? How?

432
00:27:53,490 --> 00:27:55,990
He was walking on it.

433
00:27:56,950 --> 00:28:00,120
He deserved it then,
if he was walking on it.

434
00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:05,570
Whoa!

435
00:28:05,700 --> 00:28:08,370
What have you done, girl?

436
00:28:08,990 --> 00:28:11,030
You've made a mess.

437
00:28:13,700 --> 00:28:15,620
What class do you have?

438
00:28:16,870 --> 00:28:18,570
Social studies.

439
00:28:21,700 --> 00:28:24,370
Mr. Kenan is so boring.

440
00:28:24,490 --> 00:28:27,120
How can you share a house with him?

441
00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:30,370
Shush. You shouldn't talk like that.

442
00:28:30,490 --> 00:28:31,620
But it's true.

443
00:28:31,740 --> 00:28:33,660
- Did your dad say yes?
- Yes.

444
00:28:33,780 --> 00:28:35,320
Okay.

445
00:28:36,660 --> 00:28:39,700
Can you let me and Aylin out of class now?

446
00:28:39,830 --> 00:28:43,870
No way. Come on, get to class.

447
00:28:43,990 --> 00:28:46,450
Mr. Kenan doesn't do anything anyway.

448
00:28:46,580 --> 00:28:48,870
He just shows dumb videos.

449
00:28:48,950 --> 00:28:49,660
That's right.

450
00:28:49,830 --> 00:28:51,950
What more do you want?

451
00:28:52,030 --> 00:28:54,870
Would you rather take notes for an hour?

452
00:28:55,030 --> 00:28:55,950
No, but...

453
00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:58,490
Come on, get to class.

454
00:28:58,620 --> 00:29:00,030
- But...
- Out of my sight!

455
00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:02,910
Don't talk about your teachers like that.

456
00:29:03,030 --> 00:29:05,570
Come on, off to class now.

457
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:36,820
What's up?

458
00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:39,450
Let's go get water from the hill.

459
00:29:42,700 --> 00:29:44,070
Come on.

460
00:29:44,740 --> 00:29:46,780
Let's get some spring water.

461
00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:50,990
Right. If we have to suffer here,

462
00:29:51,580 --> 00:29:53,780
let's at least take advantage of that.

463
00:29:53,990 --> 00:29:55,450
Exactly.

464
00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:26,740
Look.

465
00:30:31,990 --> 00:30:33,620
Who's that?

466
00:30:34,580 --> 00:30:36,070
Is that her?

467
00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:39,370
Yeah, I told you. I met her the other day.

468
00:30:39,910 --> 00:30:41,030
Did you take that?

469
00:30:41,160 --> 00:30:43,620
No, it's her Instagram account.

470
00:30:44,740 --> 00:30:46,280
She's pretty.

471
00:30:47,030 --> 00:30:48,660
Not bad.

472
00:30:49,030 --> 00:30:50,700
- Want to meet her?
- What?

473
00:30:50,780 --> 00:30:52,570
I can introduce you.

474
00:30:53,580 --> 00:30:54,990
Why?

475
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:58,070
I think you'd get on.
You'd suit each other.

476
00:30:59,410 --> 00:31:00,660
Why?

477
00:31:00,780 --> 00:31:03,820
I don't know, you just would.

478
00:31:03,950 --> 00:31:06,820
You're both from here.
You're both teachers.

479
00:31:07,580 --> 00:31:09,240
What does she teach?

480
00:31:09,410 --> 00:31:10,990
English.

481
00:31:12,580 --> 00:31:14,030
Nice.

482
00:31:14,410 --> 00:31:16,450
You could learn English as well.

483
00:31:16,580 --> 00:31:18,320
You always wanted to.

484
00:31:19,370 --> 00:31:21,660
And you're both Alawis.

485
00:31:21,780 --> 00:31:23,740
That's not important.

486
00:31:24,030 --> 00:31:26,740
Maybe not for you and me,

487
00:31:26,870 --> 00:31:29,570
but it is for families.

488
00:31:31,370 --> 00:31:34,120
And she's smart, and intelligent.

489
00:31:34,780 --> 00:31:36,780
She does drawing and stuff.

490
00:31:40,700 --> 00:31:43,990
If she's so great, why don't you date her?

491
00:31:44,530 --> 00:31:47,320
I'm leaving here, man.

492
00:31:47,870 --> 00:31:50,120
Besides, I don't want to get married.

493
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:52,700
You're the one who wants to, right?

494
00:31:52,830 --> 00:31:53,740
That's true.

495
00:31:53,870 --> 00:31:57,370
Your mother will be happy.
You said she was upset about it.

496
00:31:57,450 --> 00:31:58,950
Well, yeah.

497
00:31:59,490 --> 00:32:03,160
I'll sort it out this year, anyway.

498
00:32:08,280 --> 00:32:11,490
Don't think I'm not interested
cause of her leg.

499
00:32:11,620 --> 00:32:13,490
It doesn't matter to me at all.

500
00:32:13,660 --> 00:32:15,530
You don't even really notice.

501
00:32:15,660 --> 00:32:17,870
She's just got a slight limp.

502
00:32:19,990 --> 00:32:22,200
It doesn't matter to me, either.

503
00:32:23,700 --> 00:32:25,780
Maybe it's even better.

504
00:32:27,410 --> 00:32:28,910
How?

505
00:32:29,740 --> 00:32:31,530
You know.

506
00:32:39,370 --> 00:32:41,200
Let me see.

507
00:32:56,950 --> 00:32:58,570
We won't be silent.

508
00:32:58,740 --> 00:33:01,200
She's left-wing, I guess.

509
00:33:12,080 --> 00:33:13,910
Yeah, she's pretty.

510
00:33:38,530 --> 00:33:40,450
She's really pretty.

511
00:33:41,740 --> 00:33:44,820
Good morning. We're doing a quick search.

512
00:33:44,950 --> 00:33:46,740
Girls line up at the board.

513
00:33:46,830 --> 00:33:48,870
Boys to the back wall.

514
00:33:48,990 --> 00:33:51,990
- Hurry up. Don't waste time.
- Be quick.

515
00:33:52,280 --> 00:33:54,780
Don't touch your bag, boy.

516
00:33:57,280 --> 00:33:58,990
Get in line.

517
00:34:10,620 --> 00:34:11,740
Where's the box?

518
00:34:11,830 --> 00:34:13,030
There.

519
00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:22,490
What's this? Who sits here?

520
00:34:22,620 --> 00:34:24,200
- Me.
- Is this yours?

521
00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:26,910
Yes. My sister must've put it in my bag.

522
00:34:27,910 --> 00:34:30,450
I really don't understand.

523
00:34:30,620 --> 00:34:33,030
Such things at your age.

524
00:34:38,030 --> 00:34:39,620
Whose is this?

525
00:34:40,240 --> 00:34:41,700
Whose is this?

526
00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:45,240
Tell me boys, whose is this?

527
00:34:45,740 --> 00:34:46,910
Yours?

528
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:49,410
You bring a penknife to school?

529
00:34:49,780 --> 00:34:52,200
You've been told countless times.

530
00:34:52,490 --> 00:34:54,490
It's forbidden.

531
00:34:55,990 --> 00:34:58,030
You never listen.

532
00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:11,160
Are you coming to school or a fashion show?

533
00:35:11,910 --> 00:35:13,950
Here's a laser.

534
00:35:23,240 --> 00:35:24,910
What's this?

535
00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:26,570
Whose is this?

536
00:35:26,950 --> 00:35:28,370
Mine.

537
00:35:28,740 --> 00:35:30,620
It's not a school notebook.

538
00:35:30,740 --> 00:35:32,410
What is it, then?

539
00:35:32,620 --> 00:35:34,370
Well, it's private.

540
00:35:34,490 --> 00:35:35,700
Private?

541
00:35:35,830 --> 00:35:37,990
You're at school. Private, how?

542
00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:40,030
Stand up straight.

543
00:35:45,780 --> 00:35:47,820
- Your nails...
- I cut them yesterday.

544
00:35:47,950 --> 00:35:49,620
Yesterday?

545
00:35:50,700 --> 00:35:53,030
They grow so fast?

546
00:35:53,160 --> 00:35:55,240
I really did, sir.

547
00:35:57,030 --> 00:35:59,660
Cut them again before tomorrow.

548
00:36:12,030 --> 00:36:14,870
We've told you, lighters are not allowed.

549
00:36:15,200 --> 00:36:18,370
Are you coming to school or to a tea house?

550
00:36:24,490 --> 00:36:27,280
What's up? What are you gossiping about?

551
00:36:28,830 --> 00:36:30,530
It's funny.

552
00:36:31,120 --> 00:36:31,990
What's funny?

553
00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:34,820
The letter we found on your Sevim!

554
00:36:35,080 --> 00:36:36,530
My Sevim?

555
00:36:36,620 --> 00:36:38,200
What about her?

556
00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:42,240
Poor thing. She wrote a love letter,
at her age.

557
00:36:42,950 --> 00:36:45,490
A love letter? Sevim? To whom?

558
00:36:45,660 --> 00:36:48,070
I don't know. Who could it be to?

559
00:36:48,450 --> 00:36:50,070
Who could it be to?

560
00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:51,910
I don't know. What do you think?

561
00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:54,240
Don't know. What do you think?

562
00:36:54,660 --> 00:36:58,160
What's all this secrecy? I don't get it.

563
00:36:58,410 --> 00:37:00,240
There's a letter, so what?

564
00:37:00,370 --> 00:37:02,870
What do you mean "so what"?
There are rules.

565
00:37:02,990 --> 00:37:05,910
Or why bother doing searches?
Let them smoke.

566
00:37:05,990 --> 00:37:08,870
Come on! You understand what I mean.

567
00:37:08,950 --> 00:37:10,660
- It's not the same.
- It is.

568
00:37:10,870 --> 00:37:13,700
You never wrote a love letter in your life?

569
00:37:13,830 --> 00:37:16,280
What do you mean? Not at that age.

570
00:37:16,370 --> 00:37:19,370
Good for you. You've never had a life then.

571
00:37:19,450 --> 00:37:22,320
What? You only have a life
if you write letters?

572
00:37:22,410 --> 00:37:26,240
Yes. Got nothing better to do than
make fun of a child's letter?

573
00:37:26,370 --> 00:37:28,620
You're obviously bored stiff.

574
00:37:28,700 --> 00:37:30,450
What's up, Samet?

575
00:37:30,660 --> 00:37:33,450
Why are you talking to us like that?

576
00:37:33,580 --> 00:37:36,280
Give me the letter. I'll sort it out.

577
00:37:36,410 --> 00:37:38,120
Take it, no problem.

578
00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:39,820
What about the principal?

579
00:37:39,830 --> 00:37:42,700
No, Samet's the class teacher.
Take these too.

580
00:37:42,830 --> 00:37:44,030
Okay, fine.

581
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:46,200
No need to get upset, Samet.

582
00:37:46,330 --> 00:37:48,450
No one's getting upset.

583
00:38:11,830 --> 00:38:14,200
Go sit in the warm teachers' room.

584
00:38:14,330 --> 00:38:16,370
Why do you keep hiding in this hole?

585
00:38:16,530 --> 00:38:20,370
Screw that madhouse. At least I can
relax in here.

586
00:38:20,530 --> 00:38:22,620
You're right about that.

587
00:38:22,780 --> 00:38:24,950
Won't argue with that.

588
00:38:25,280 --> 00:38:28,570
But you'll freeze in here.

589
00:38:29,410 --> 00:38:31,200
Then make some tea to warm us.

590
00:38:31,280 --> 00:38:32,700
I can make tea.

591
00:38:32,910 --> 00:38:34,530
No problem.

592
00:38:34,780 --> 00:38:37,320
The principal showed up late again.

593
00:38:37,490 --> 00:38:39,120
- Really?
- Sure.

594
00:38:39,240 --> 00:38:41,070
He's newly married.

595
00:38:42,120 --> 00:38:44,660
His wife must be so hot.

596
00:38:45,660 --> 00:38:49,030
If I were him, I'd be late too.

597
00:39:10,830 --> 00:39:12,910
Ah, Sevim.

598
00:39:13,080 --> 00:39:14,660
It's you.

599
00:39:15,410 --> 00:39:16,370
Come in.

600
00:39:16,490 --> 00:39:18,620
You've got my letter, sir.

601
00:39:18,780 --> 00:39:20,490
Can I have it?

602
00:39:21,780 --> 00:39:24,780
My letter. You've got it.

603
00:39:25,370 --> 00:39:27,450
Can I have it?

604
00:39:32,580 --> 00:39:34,700
Sir, give it back.

605
00:39:36,530 --> 00:39:38,120
Sevim,

606
00:39:38,700 --> 00:39:40,240
why are you crying?

607
00:39:40,370 --> 00:39:42,450
I don't get it.

608
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:45,820
Who told you I had the letter?

609
00:39:49,660 --> 00:39:51,780
Who? Mrs. Kevser?

610
00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:02,620
Sevim.

611
00:40:03,740 --> 00:40:05,660
What's wrong?

612
00:40:17,030 --> 00:40:18,200
Sevim, look...

613
00:40:18,370 --> 00:40:20,280
Okay, it's alright.

614
00:40:24,780 --> 00:40:26,780
Yes, I had your letter.

615
00:40:26,990 --> 00:40:28,990
But I didn't read it and I won't.

616
00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:32,280
I tore it up and threw it away.
No need to worry.

617
00:40:32,410 --> 00:40:35,410
Where, sir? What if someone finds it?

618
00:40:35,580 --> 00:40:39,370
Even if they did, they couldn't read it.
It's in tiny pieces.

619
00:40:39,490 --> 00:40:40,870
Don't worry.

620
00:40:40,990 --> 00:40:43,120
There's nothing to worry about.

621
00:40:46,700 --> 00:40:50,120
Did you think I was
like the other teachers?

622
00:40:50,910 --> 00:40:53,370
These things are normal for me.

623
00:40:57,370 --> 00:40:59,280
Being in love

624
00:40:59,410 --> 00:41:01,410
is a wonderful thing.

625
00:41:01,830 --> 00:41:03,030
Okay?

626
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:05,570
There's nothing to be ashamed of.

627
00:41:09,700 --> 00:41:11,950
When I was your age,

628
00:41:12,490 --> 00:41:14,910
I was in love

629
00:41:15,990 --> 00:41:17,950
with my literature teacher.

630
00:41:18,080 --> 00:41:21,950
I saw her face everywhere.

631
00:41:22,620 --> 00:41:26,700
Time passed and lots changed, of course.

632
00:41:28,780 --> 00:41:31,910
But one thing I'm sure of...

633
00:41:32,200 --> 00:41:38,200
I never had such strong
feelings ever again.

634
00:41:39,030 --> 00:41:40,410
Okay?

635
00:41:40,620 --> 00:41:43,320
I never again had feelings

636
00:41:43,530 --> 00:41:48,240
that were so pure, innocent and powerful.

637
00:41:48,620 --> 00:41:50,160
Really.

638
00:41:51,830 --> 00:41:55,870
You should appreciate these years, okay?

639
00:41:57,990 --> 00:42:01,200
These experiences are so valuable

640
00:42:01,330 --> 00:42:02,990
and so hard to find...

641
00:42:03,120 --> 00:42:04,910
Please, sir.

642
00:42:05,080 --> 00:42:08,030
Give me the letter, I'm begging you.

643
00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:12,700
For God's sake, what did I tell you, Sevim?

644
00:42:13,370 --> 00:42:17,570
Aren't you listening? I said I tore it up
and threw it away.

645
00:42:18,660 --> 00:42:20,660
Don't you believe me?

646
00:42:22,910 --> 00:42:26,370
The letter's gone.
It doesn't exist anymore.

647
00:42:29,330 --> 00:42:32,780
Come on in. Don't you see the door's open?

648
00:42:33,870 --> 00:42:37,370
Here's your tea.

649
00:42:37,950 --> 00:42:39,820
Alright, Sevim?

650
00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:47,700
Okay? Here's your gift.

651
00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:51,280
Put it back in your bag.

652
00:42:52,780 --> 00:42:54,450
It's yours, you know.

653
00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:58,200
But don't bring it to school anymore.

654
00:42:59,620 --> 00:43:02,570
Those idiots don't understand such things.

655
00:43:04,160 --> 00:43:07,950
I was scared you'd say it was my present.

656
00:43:08,080 --> 00:43:10,370
Well done for not talking.

657
00:43:11,660 --> 00:43:15,160
I didn't exactly get what was
happening in there.

658
00:43:15,410 --> 00:43:18,280
If I had, I wouldn't have let them.

659
00:43:18,620 --> 00:43:20,240
Anyway.

660
00:43:23,530 --> 00:43:24,950
So?

661
00:43:25,030 --> 00:43:28,160
Did you read any of the books I gave you?

662
00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:39,200
Won't you give me the letter?

663
00:43:54,620 --> 00:43:56,570
Not taking your gift?

664
00:44:18,910 --> 00:44:20,620
What's up with her?

665
00:44:22,120 --> 00:44:23,490
Aren't you coming?

666
00:44:23,620 --> 00:44:26,070
I'll get my coat.

667
00:44:33,870 --> 00:44:36,280
We're going to Turnagöl next week.

668
00:44:36,410 --> 00:44:38,280
- What for?
- Parent visit.

669
00:44:38,450 --> 00:44:40,280
- Really?
- Yeah.

670
00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:47,490
I'm sick of every new principal's
crappy projects.

671
00:44:47,950 --> 00:44:51,490
We do everything, so he can suck up
to the Directorate.

672
00:44:51,580 --> 00:44:54,120
It's a pain for the families too.

673
00:44:54,240 --> 00:44:56,240
Some are worse off than others.

674
00:44:56,370 --> 00:44:58,910
Kids can be embarrassed by where they live.

675
00:44:59,030 --> 00:45:02,530
Someone needs to tell that clown
to stop the bullshit.

676
00:45:03,580 --> 00:45:07,160
Something happened on
the last parent visit.

677
00:45:07,330 --> 00:45:09,070
It was awful.

678
00:45:09,240 --> 00:45:12,410
I didn't see my zipper was down.
We went in and sat.

679
00:45:12,490 --> 00:45:14,780
Everyone was staring at me.

680
00:45:14,910 --> 00:45:18,490
Something was off but I didn't know what.

681
00:45:21,830 --> 00:45:24,280
I leaned back,

682
00:45:24,780 --> 00:45:28,820
and the bottom of my shirt stuck
through my open zipper.

683
00:45:29,410 --> 00:45:31,780
It was a disaster.

684
00:45:32,530 --> 00:45:36,620
That was when the guy asked me
if I wanted sugar.

685
00:45:37,370 --> 00:45:38,990
I got up,

686
00:45:39,120 --> 00:45:42,120
took some sugar and immediately bent over.

687
00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:15,950
She's here.

688
00:46:20,950 --> 00:46:23,120
- Hi.
- Hi. Welcome.

689
00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:25,070
Sorry. Hope I'm not too late?

690
00:46:25,160 --> 00:46:26,950
No, not at all.

691
00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:31,030
This is my friend Kenan. My housemate.

692
00:46:31,160 --> 00:46:32,910
Came to town together today.

693
00:46:33,030 --> 00:46:34,030
Nice to meet you.

694
00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:35,910
- Likewise. Welcome.
- Thanks.

695
00:46:36,030 --> 00:46:38,620
- Have a seat.
- Sit by the window.

696
00:46:38,700 --> 00:46:41,280
- No need.
- No, please.

697
00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:44,700
Thanks.

698
00:46:46,740 --> 00:46:49,450
- I'll take your coat.
- Thanks.

699
00:46:57,620 --> 00:46:59,780
Want a drink? We already ordered.

700
00:46:59,910 --> 00:47:01,660
No problem.

701
00:47:02,030 --> 00:47:03,870
Tea again, weak.

702
00:47:04,120 --> 00:47:05,780
Something sweet?

703
00:47:05,870 --> 00:47:07,370
No, thanks. Tea's fine.

704
00:47:07,490 --> 00:47:08,990
Weak.

705
00:47:09,910 --> 00:47:12,820
What have you been up to? How's school?

706
00:47:12,990 --> 00:47:15,070
Fine. The usual.

707
00:47:15,450 --> 00:47:17,120
School, then home at night.

708
00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:19,450
I pass the time by drawing and stuff.

709
00:47:19,530 --> 00:47:20,740
You draw?

710
00:47:20,870 --> 00:47:23,410
Yeah. I try.

711
00:47:23,580 --> 00:47:26,070
That's a great thing to do.

712
00:47:26,200 --> 00:47:29,780
I started while I was at the hospital
in Ankara.

713
00:47:29,910 --> 00:47:31,570
I liked it so I carried on.

714
00:47:31,740 --> 00:47:32,530
That's nice.

715
00:47:32,700 --> 00:47:35,030
Have you ever exhibited?

716
00:47:35,120 --> 00:47:36,530
Sort of.

717
00:47:37,450 --> 00:47:39,700
We have an association in Ankara.

718
00:47:39,830 --> 00:47:43,370
We held an exhibition to support
prisoners' families.

719
00:47:43,450 --> 00:47:44,950
Nothing big.

720
00:47:45,120 --> 00:47:47,530
You're an English teacher, right?

721
00:47:48,280 --> 00:47:52,030
Yes, but I don't know if I'm teaching
them English

722
00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:55,780
or they're teaching me Kurdish.

723
00:47:57,240 --> 00:47:59,660
This is your first year here?

724
00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:01,450
Yes.

725
00:48:01,580 --> 00:48:03,570
So two years before you can transfer.

726
00:48:03,700 --> 00:48:07,870
No. Because of my disability,
I can go whenever I want.

727
00:48:08,030 --> 00:48:09,490
Really?

728
00:48:09,910 --> 00:48:11,370
And wherever I want.

729
00:48:11,450 --> 00:48:12,910
That's great.

730
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:18,200
Sometimes I think about asking
for Istanbul. My sister's there.

731
00:48:18,330 --> 00:48:19,780
That's great.

732
00:48:20,080 --> 00:48:23,030
Yeah, there's something like that
in the regulations.

733
00:48:23,120 --> 00:48:24,370
So, will you go?

734
00:48:24,490 --> 00:48:25,950
Maybe.

735
00:48:26,120 --> 00:48:28,280
But my parents don't want me to.

736
00:48:28,910 --> 00:48:31,490
And the incident isn't that old.

737
00:48:32,740 --> 00:48:34,910
It's okay here,

738
00:48:35,870 --> 00:48:37,700
but it can be tough.

739
00:48:37,830 --> 00:48:39,450
I don't know.

740
00:48:40,780 --> 00:48:42,990
I think you should go.

741
00:48:43,330 --> 00:48:44,780
No, no.

742
00:48:45,580 --> 00:48:47,070
I get it.

743
00:48:54,660 --> 00:48:56,910
I had a wide circle of friends in Ankara.

744
00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:59,320
- I was very free.
- Definitely.

745
00:49:00,280 --> 00:49:03,490
I thought I'd never come back here.

746
00:49:05,030 --> 00:49:06,620
But here I am.

747
00:49:06,700 --> 00:49:08,660
Don't be like that.

748
00:49:08,950 --> 00:49:12,070
Not all dreams come true.

749
00:49:12,200 --> 00:49:14,280
It wasn't a dream. It was an ideal.

750
00:49:14,410 --> 00:49:16,160
Of course it was.

751
00:49:17,240 --> 00:49:20,490
But things didn't work out.

752
00:49:28,530 --> 00:49:33,070
If I stay here, maybe I should get a car?

753
00:49:33,200 --> 00:49:35,070
That's a good idea. Yes.

754
00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:36,740
A car means freedom.

755
00:49:36,830 --> 00:49:38,030
Definitely.

756
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:42,120
You can at least go out and explore
the countryside.

757
00:49:42,200 --> 00:49:43,120
Exactly.

758
00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:46,120
- I like traveling.
- Yeah? Me too.

759
00:49:46,200 --> 00:49:48,160
I do it all the time.

760
00:49:48,330 --> 00:49:48,910
Nice.

761
00:49:49,030 --> 00:49:53,780
Traveling's fine, but
it's hard in the snow.

762
00:49:53,910 --> 00:49:56,780
No, it's not. You can still travel.
Ignore him.

763
00:49:56,910 --> 00:49:58,660
All the roads are open.

764
00:49:58,740 --> 00:50:01,780
- Travel to where?
- Wherever you want.

765
00:50:01,870 --> 00:50:05,120
- Lots of great places around here.
- Such as?

766
00:50:05,280 --> 00:50:08,200
Such as Diyadin Canyon. Ever been?

767
00:50:08,450 --> 00:50:10,950
- The one near Agri?
- Just after Agri.

768
00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:15,370
- How'd we get there?
- By car.

769
00:50:15,660 --> 00:50:18,990
Fine, but if there's a snowstorm
you can't get through.

770
00:50:19,120 --> 00:50:21,570
If you always worry, you never do anything.

771
00:50:21,660 --> 00:50:23,660
You just have to do it.

772
00:50:23,740 --> 00:50:26,070
Must be nice there, I guess.

773
00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:28,320
It's a beautiful place.

774
00:50:29,240 --> 00:50:32,740
I went there a few years ago with friends.

775
00:50:33,030 --> 00:50:34,410
An incredible view.

776
00:50:34,530 --> 00:50:36,160
- Wow.
- Yeah.

777
00:50:36,240 --> 00:50:39,200
There are great places to see nearby.

778
00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:40,740
Definitely.

779
00:50:41,030 --> 00:50:43,660
I can take you some day, if you like.

780
00:50:44,580 --> 00:50:45,490
What?

781
00:50:45,580 --> 00:50:47,820
We can go some day if you want.

782
00:50:47,910 --> 00:50:49,070
You have a car?

783
00:50:49,200 --> 00:50:50,910
An old wreck.

784
00:50:50,990 --> 00:50:54,370
Yes. Until you get yours,

785
00:50:54,530 --> 00:50:57,280
me and my wreck

786
00:50:58,490 --> 00:51:00,570
are at your disposal.

787
00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:04,820
Thanks a lot.

788
00:52:05,200 --> 00:52:06,070
Kenan!

789
00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:07,030
Corner kick.

790
00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:08,240
Kenan!

791
00:52:08,370 --> 00:52:09,700
Come here.

792
00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:15,820
The Director of Education wants
to see you and Samet.

793
00:52:15,950 --> 00:52:17,780
- What for?
- Where's Samet?

794
00:52:17,910 --> 00:52:20,070
- At home.
- Call him right away, okay?

795
00:52:20,240 --> 00:52:24,160
Something wrong?
I don't know. Hurry, okay?

796
00:52:24,620 --> 00:52:25,870
There's Samet.

797
00:52:25,990 --> 00:52:27,820
- Tell him.
- They didn't call us.

798
00:52:27,950 --> 00:52:30,530
- I don't know.
- Hope it's not serious.

799
00:52:57,240 --> 00:52:58,950
What's up?

800
00:53:01,120 --> 00:53:02,780
The Director wants to see us.

801
00:53:02,950 --> 00:53:04,490
- Who?
- The two of us.

802
00:53:04,620 --> 00:53:05,320
Why?

803
00:53:05,450 --> 00:53:08,410
I don't know. The principal just told me.

804
00:53:08,530 --> 00:53:10,820
- Bekir?
- Yeah.

805
00:53:11,450 --> 00:53:12,660
Didn't you ask why?

806
00:53:12,780 --> 00:53:14,910
Sure, but he didn't say.

807
00:53:15,080 --> 00:53:16,160
What do you mean?

808
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:19,320
He mumbled something. I didn't understand.

809
00:53:19,700 --> 00:53:22,620
Couldn't you ask him properly and find out?

810
00:53:22,780 --> 00:53:24,070
We have to go, anyway.

811
00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:26,240
What did he say, exactly?

812
00:53:26,370 --> 00:53:28,240
Something about a project.

813
00:53:28,990 --> 00:53:30,320
Said he didn't know.

814
00:53:30,450 --> 00:53:34,450
Fuck him, he doesn't know.

815
00:53:35,530 --> 00:53:37,120
- When?
- Right now.

816
00:53:37,280 --> 00:53:39,200
- Right now?
- Yeah.

817
00:53:39,660 --> 00:53:41,160
Damn.

818
00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:45,070
I'll call Bekir.

819
00:53:45,660 --> 00:53:47,620
If he doesn't know,

820
00:53:47,870 --> 00:53:51,910
maybe they're making you principal
and me vice principal.

821
00:53:52,700 --> 00:53:53,780
What?

822
00:53:53,910 --> 00:53:55,950
Anything's possible.

823
00:53:59,200 --> 00:54:01,410
Asshole isn't answering.

824
00:54:02,950 --> 00:54:04,200
Who was with him?

825
00:54:04,330 --> 00:54:05,660
I don't know.

826
00:54:09,240 --> 00:54:11,530
So, think we got promoted?

827
00:54:11,950 --> 00:54:14,490
Look at you. Are you getting excited?

828
00:54:30,780 --> 00:54:32,370
Come in.

829
00:54:37,450 --> 00:54:39,070
Come on in.

830
00:54:50,410 --> 00:54:52,070
Take a seat.

831
00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:55,070
You sit there.

832
00:55:10,030 --> 00:55:12,660
What's-his-name will be here in a minute.

833
00:55:14,200 --> 00:55:15,780
Fatih!

834
00:55:18,780 --> 00:55:19,950
Yes, sir.

835
00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:21,370
Bring us tea.

836
00:55:21,700 --> 00:55:23,870
Bring one extra.

837
00:55:29,870 --> 00:55:31,530
How's it going?

838
00:55:31,780 --> 00:55:33,780
- Good.
- Thank you, sir.

839
00:55:33,950 --> 00:55:35,740
How are you yourself?

840
00:55:36,490 --> 00:55:38,490
Is the school warm enough?

841
00:55:39,870 --> 00:55:42,700
It's fine this year.

842
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:44,660
Good.

843
00:55:45,080 --> 00:55:49,120
Stick it out. We want to install
central heating.

844
00:55:49,580 --> 00:55:51,320
We've done it in six villages.

845
00:55:51,450 --> 00:55:55,120
We'll do it everywhere
as the budget allows.

846
00:55:55,410 --> 00:55:58,700
We already have central heating.

847
00:56:00,120 --> 00:56:04,030
Right. I mixed you up

848
00:56:04,200 --> 00:56:06,070
with Karasu.

849
00:56:06,370 --> 00:56:08,570
We want to install it there too.

850
00:56:08,660 --> 00:56:10,120
That's good.

851
00:56:11,080 --> 00:56:12,820
Determined

852
00:56:13,200 --> 00:56:15,910
to replace all the stoves in the area.

853
00:56:15,990 --> 00:56:17,240
Right.

854
00:56:17,530 --> 00:56:21,030
Mr. Bekir said you wanted to see us.

855
00:56:21,120 --> 00:56:24,240
We came straight away. He didn't say why...

856
00:56:24,330 --> 00:56:26,120
Here's the tea.

857
00:56:29,530 --> 00:56:31,030
Thanks.

858
00:56:31,870 --> 00:56:33,370
Come in, Atakan.

859
00:56:33,450 --> 00:56:35,450
Sorry, I'm late.

860
00:56:35,530 --> 00:56:37,120
Take a seat.

861
00:56:41,490 --> 00:56:44,450
Atakan is the counselor
at the boarding school.

862
00:56:44,580 --> 00:56:46,450
- Hello.
- Hello.

863
00:56:52,280 --> 00:56:53,570
Well, guys.

864
00:56:54,280 --> 00:56:56,740
It was almost curtains for you.

865
00:56:56,990 --> 00:57:01,200
You escaped by the skin of your teeth.

866
00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:04,070
What do you mean, sir?

867
00:57:05,330 --> 00:57:09,910
This isn't easy to talk about, but...

868
00:57:10,530 --> 00:57:14,120
there are allegations of inappropriate
contact with students.

869
00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:15,280
What?

870
00:57:15,370 --> 00:57:16,410
How?

871
00:57:16,530 --> 00:57:17,990
Your genius principal

872
00:57:18,160 --> 00:57:20,280
sent us his report straight away,

873
00:57:20,370 --> 00:57:22,620
so the district governor knows too.

874
00:57:22,740 --> 00:57:23,990
About what?

875
00:57:24,120 --> 00:57:27,620
I don't understand. There's a complaint
against us?

876
00:57:27,700 --> 00:57:28,740
Yes.

877
00:57:28,830 --> 00:57:31,450
About your closeness to the students.

878
00:57:31,580 --> 00:57:33,120
What've we done?

879
00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:36,200
Fortunately, the governor
is a sensible man.

880
00:57:36,330 --> 00:57:37,990
He buried the report.

881
00:57:38,080 --> 00:57:41,070
I wasn't here. Otherwise, I'd have blocked
it myself.

882
00:57:41,160 --> 00:57:43,200
It must be a misunderstanding.

883
00:57:43,280 --> 00:57:45,820
What's the problem exactly? Who...

884
00:57:45,950 --> 00:57:48,160
There's no misunderstanding.

885
00:57:48,280 --> 00:57:50,780
Unfortunately,
the complaint is about you two.

886
00:57:50,910 --> 00:57:54,870
About us? What complaint?

887
00:57:54,950 --> 00:57:55,950
Look.

888
00:57:56,080 --> 00:57:58,490
Things like this happen every year.

889
00:57:58,620 --> 00:58:02,030
We investigate and mostly there's nothing.

890
00:58:02,120 --> 00:58:04,370
Since your school has no counselor,

891
00:58:04,490 --> 00:58:06,450
the complaint went to the principal.

892
00:58:06,580 --> 00:58:09,780
And he sent it here at the speed of light.

893
00:58:09,950 --> 00:58:13,450
I called to warn him not to pour
gas on the fire.

894
00:58:13,620 --> 00:58:16,070
These situations are potentially explosive.

895
00:58:16,200 --> 00:58:18,320
You never know what can happen.

896
00:58:18,450 --> 00:58:19,950
- Right, Atakan?
- Yes, sir.

897
00:58:20,080 --> 00:58:22,120
Things can get out of hand

898
00:58:22,240 --> 00:58:24,950
and suddenly you've got a lynch mob.

899
00:58:25,030 --> 00:58:27,490
You should always investigate first.

900
00:58:27,620 --> 00:58:30,320
The governor got angry about the principal.

901
00:58:30,490 --> 00:58:31,950
I don't get it.

902
00:58:32,120 --> 00:58:35,070
Who's accusing us of inappropriate contact?

903
00:58:35,240 --> 00:58:37,620
Besides, the principal sent us here.

904
00:58:37,700 --> 00:58:39,740
He said nothing to us.

905
00:58:39,870 --> 00:58:42,200
He thinks he's behaving professionally.

906
00:58:42,330 --> 00:58:46,160
Look, you're fond of the kids
and pinch their cheeks or whatever,

907
00:58:46,280 --> 00:58:48,910
but at that age, their
minds work different.

908
00:58:48,990 --> 00:58:53,320
We never make shows of
affection like that. Never.

909
00:58:53,450 --> 00:58:55,870
I don't even show any affection

910
00:58:55,990 --> 00:58:59,070
to my niece in school to avoid
any misunderstanding.

911
00:58:59,240 --> 00:59:03,910
What're you talking about?
What's that got to do with it?

912
00:59:04,030 --> 00:59:07,070
I've worked at that school for seven years

913
00:59:07,240 --> 00:59:08,910
and look what happens.

914
00:59:09,030 --> 00:59:12,030
I've been here thirty years

915
00:59:12,160 --> 00:59:14,240
and they're still shitting on me.

916
00:59:14,370 --> 00:59:16,620
It's that easy to defame someone?

917
00:59:16,830 --> 00:59:20,740
Yes, it is. Sling mud and see what sticks.

918
00:59:20,870 --> 00:59:22,820
What about honor and dignity?

919
00:59:22,950 --> 00:59:24,780
Is that so easy to destroy?

920
00:59:24,910 --> 00:59:27,120
Excuse me, but this is very serious.

921
00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:29,910
Who says it isn't?

922
00:59:30,030 --> 00:59:33,030
Don't be childish, for God's sake.

923
00:59:33,200 --> 00:59:35,280
Which students complained?

924
00:59:35,410 --> 00:59:36,570
Look.

925
00:59:36,780 --> 00:59:39,200
This is all you need to know. Okay?

926
00:59:39,330 --> 00:59:40,990
There's a complaint

927
00:59:41,080 --> 00:59:45,280
and the counselor talked to the students
to clear up the situation.

928
00:59:45,370 --> 00:59:46,530
Yes.

929
00:59:46,700 --> 00:59:48,370
What did they say?

930
00:59:48,580 --> 00:59:50,950
I can't tell you that.

931
00:59:51,080 --> 00:59:52,910
What do you mean?

932
00:59:53,030 --> 00:59:55,820
We're accused, but we don't know of what.

933
00:59:55,950 --> 00:59:58,370
- How can that be?
- Yes, but...

934
00:59:58,490 --> 01:00:00,320
Kenan, we just told you.

935
01:00:00,450 --> 01:00:01,490
For God's sake!

936
01:00:01,660 --> 01:00:05,450
It's about your contact with students.
What more can we say?

937
01:00:05,580 --> 01:00:09,820
But what's the exact allegation?
If we knew, we could at least...

938
01:00:09,950 --> 01:00:12,740
You want me to say "you did this,
you did that"?

939
01:00:12,870 --> 01:00:14,660
Like a child?

940
01:00:14,830 --> 01:00:18,620
You're adults. Forget about it.

941
01:00:18,700 --> 01:00:21,990
I spoke to the students in person.

942
01:00:22,120 --> 01:00:23,070
Luckily,

943
01:00:23,200 --> 01:00:26,820
the complaint is
about your behavior in class.

944
01:00:26,910 --> 01:00:28,320
What did we do?

945
01:00:28,450 --> 01:00:31,570
- I can't tell you that.
- What did we do?

946
01:00:31,700 --> 01:00:35,280
Kenan, calm down. Let Atakan finish.

947
01:00:35,370 --> 01:00:38,620
If it had been about something
outside the classroom,

948
01:00:38,740 --> 01:00:41,280
when no one else was present,

949
01:00:41,370 --> 01:00:44,410
no one could help you.

950
01:00:44,490 --> 01:00:47,740
Who made allegations? At least,
which class are they in?

951
01:00:47,830 --> 01:00:49,820
Again, in such cases,

952
01:00:49,910 --> 01:00:52,870
this information is
always kept confidential.

953
01:00:52,950 --> 01:00:55,070
That's enough.

954
01:00:55,160 --> 01:00:57,660
We can't give names.

955
01:00:57,830 --> 01:01:01,490
You couldn't be objective then.

956
01:01:01,620 --> 01:01:03,410
Listen here.

957
01:01:03,660 --> 01:01:07,740
Don't ever try to find out who they were
or you'll be in big trouble.

958
01:01:07,870 --> 01:01:09,820
Even I couldn't save you.

959
01:01:10,030 --> 01:01:13,120
Knees bent. You'll get
power from your knees.

960
01:01:17,620 --> 01:01:19,030
Come on.

961
01:01:19,160 --> 01:01:20,280
Not like that.

962
01:01:20,410 --> 01:01:22,160
How are you standing?

963
01:01:22,330 --> 01:01:23,820
Wait. Look at me.

964
01:01:23,990 --> 01:01:25,120
Shoulders out.

965
01:01:25,200 --> 01:01:26,780
Serve now.

966
01:01:30,780 --> 01:01:32,370
Not like that.

967
01:01:35,080 --> 01:01:37,410
What's going on? What's this nonsense?

968
01:01:37,580 --> 01:01:39,450
I don't know, Tolga.

969
01:01:39,870 --> 01:01:41,950
- How did you hear?
- From Bekir.

970
01:01:42,370 --> 01:01:44,370
He said he'd talk to you.

971
01:01:44,490 --> 01:01:45,660
He talked alright.

972
01:01:45,830 --> 01:01:47,780
He reported us to the district.

973
01:01:47,950 --> 01:01:50,530
- Seriously?
- Now it's our turn to talk.

974
01:01:50,660 --> 01:01:53,740
- Is he in his office?
- Hang on, wait.

975
01:01:56,580 --> 01:01:59,530
Bekir? I want a quick word.

976
01:02:28,280 --> 01:02:29,450
What's up?

977
01:02:29,620 --> 01:02:32,530
You reported us without
even telling us, why?

978
01:02:32,660 --> 01:02:35,700
We just followed the rules.

979
01:02:35,910 --> 01:02:38,120
What rules?

980
01:02:38,280 --> 01:02:38,780
Look.

981
01:02:38,950 --> 01:02:41,280
The damage is already done.

982
01:02:41,410 --> 01:02:43,160
There's nothing to say.

983
01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:45,780
Both the director and the governor

984
01:02:45,910 --> 01:02:47,910
were shocked by how you handled things.

985
01:02:48,030 --> 01:02:50,780
I only applied the regulations.

986
01:02:50,910 --> 01:02:52,660
It's not about regulations.

987
01:02:52,740 --> 01:02:54,410
Forget about them.

988
01:02:54,580 --> 01:02:56,820
Don't hide behind the rules.

989
01:02:56,910 --> 01:02:59,410
You know better than the directors?

990
01:02:59,530 --> 01:03:01,700
Forget about them.

991
01:03:01,870 --> 01:03:04,700
They tell you one thing, and me another.

992
01:03:04,830 --> 01:03:06,870
They even said I did the best thing.

993
01:03:06,990 --> 01:03:10,280
- Don't lie to me.
- Why would I lie?

994
01:03:10,370 --> 01:03:12,910
- We talked to them as well.
- So?

995
01:03:13,030 --> 01:03:14,910
Don't talk about lying.

996
01:03:15,030 --> 01:03:16,740
Calm down guys.

997
01:03:16,830 --> 01:03:19,990
The door's open. Students will hear us.

998
01:03:21,280 --> 01:03:22,820
Go outside.

999
01:03:22,990 --> 01:03:25,490
Don't hang around here.

1000
01:03:32,910 --> 01:03:36,530
I understand you're mad at me.

1001
01:03:36,620 --> 01:03:38,570
You may be right, even.

1002
01:03:38,660 --> 01:03:42,280
But as soon as I heard it,
I called a counselor friend.

1003
01:03:42,410 --> 01:03:44,700
It's their specialty, isn't it?

1004
01:03:44,780 --> 01:03:45,740
Sure.

1005
01:03:45,830 --> 01:03:48,120
He said, "Don't cover it up."

1006
01:03:48,240 --> 01:03:49,950
"Otherwise, you'll be blamed."

1007
01:03:50,030 --> 01:03:52,320
That's right.

1008
01:03:52,620 --> 01:03:55,240
I'm trying to put myself in your place

1009
01:03:55,330 --> 01:03:57,700
and think about our teachers too.

1010
01:03:57,830 --> 01:04:00,910
I'm thinking out loud.
Maybe you could have...

1011
01:04:01,030 --> 01:04:02,160
No, no.

1012
01:04:02,330 --> 01:04:03,950
I'm trying to say...

1013
01:04:04,080 --> 01:04:07,120
Let's forget about who did this or that.

1014
01:04:07,240 --> 01:04:10,490
Everyone here should state their intent.

1015
01:04:10,660 --> 01:04:13,660
Intent? What intent could I have?

1016
01:04:13,830 --> 01:04:15,910
That's what I'm trying to get.

1017
01:04:16,030 --> 01:04:18,070
Come on now.

1018
01:04:18,160 --> 01:04:20,030
Put yourself in my shoes.

1019
01:04:20,120 --> 01:04:21,740
Well, I'm trying,

1020
01:04:21,910 --> 01:04:24,490
but I still don't think
I'd do what you did.

1021
01:04:24,620 --> 01:04:27,070
You'd do what?
Talk to the teachers first.

1022
01:04:27,200 --> 01:04:28,620
Alright, but suppose

1023
01:04:28,700 --> 01:04:30,570
the teachers were guilty?

1024
01:04:30,660 --> 01:04:32,120
Just supposing.

1025
01:04:32,240 --> 01:04:35,870
Would they say: "Yes we did it"?
That'd never happen.

1026
01:04:35,950 --> 01:04:40,700
What if the kids' imaginations were
manipulated to punish the teacher?

1027
01:04:40,870 --> 01:04:42,740
Who'd protect the teacher then?

1028
01:04:42,910 --> 01:04:45,910
Shouldn't the principal
listen to both sides

1029
01:04:46,080 --> 01:04:49,700
and be brave enough to
use his common sense?

1030
01:04:49,830 --> 01:04:52,700
If you were in charge,
you'd talk differently.

1031
01:04:52,830 --> 01:04:57,660
You were just trying to protect
your own position.

1032
01:04:57,740 --> 01:04:59,780
Don't try to squirm out of it.

1033
01:04:59,870 --> 01:05:03,950
I'm not squirming. Show some respect.

1034
01:05:04,030 --> 01:05:05,700
I just followed the rules.

1035
01:05:05,870 --> 01:05:08,240
Don't hide behind the rules.

1036
01:05:08,370 --> 01:05:12,320
How many years have we been
rotting together in this shithole?

1037
01:05:12,410 --> 01:05:14,490
Haven't we earned the right

1038
01:05:14,620 --> 01:05:16,950
to be told before a report is filed?

1039
01:05:17,080 --> 01:05:21,240
You're right, but these are not
everyday issues.

1040
01:05:21,370 --> 01:05:25,240
You're not sure what to do
when you hear things like this.

1041
01:05:25,370 --> 01:05:28,870
So you think you'd better ask an expert,
right?

1042
01:05:29,530 --> 01:05:31,700
We keep saying the same things.

1043
01:05:31,870 --> 01:05:36,450
Tell us what happened from the start,
for God's sake.

1044
01:05:36,580 --> 01:05:39,910
- We need to understand.
- That's right.

1045
01:05:40,870 --> 01:05:43,070
On Friday,

1046
01:05:43,450 --> 01:05:44,910
that Demir

1047
01:05:45,160 --> 01:05:49,200
brought a laser to school
and was pointing it at girls' skirts.

1048
01:05:49,330 --> 01:05:51,740
The girls complained to me.

1049
01:05:51,830 --> 01:05:56,780
So I gathered all the boys together.

1050
01:05:57,080 --> 01:06:00,320
In the 8th grade classroom.
Yes. Tolga was there too.

1051
01:06:00,410 --> 01:06:02,320
And Kevser gathered the girls.

1052
01:06:02,410 --> 01:06:03,160
Where?

1053
01:06:03,240 --> 01:06:06,530
Kevser and Saime were both there.
But Kevser spoke.

1054
01:06:06,620 --> 01:06:08,070
Where, I said?

1055
01:06:08,200 --> 01:06:10,240
- The 5th grade room.
- Yeah.

1056
01:06:10,410 --> 01:06:13,910
Hold on. What did Kevser say to the girls?

1057
01:06:14,080 --> 01:06:16,240
General advice.

1058
01:06:16,370 --> 01:06:19,370
Advice? What exactly did she say?

1059
01:06:19,490 --> 01:06:22,030
Saime told me

1060
01:06:22,160 --> 01:06:25,320
it was on being careful about their looks
and behavior.

1061
01:06:25,410 --> 01:06:27,820
Don't get close to the male teachers.

1062
01:06:27,950 --> 01:06:28,990
You're grown ups now.

1063
01:06:29,120 --> 01:06:31,490
Be careful even when you walk past them.

1064
01:06:31,580 --> 01:06:33,620
Of course, that's sinful.

1065
01:06:33,700 --> 01:06:35,700
When walking past us, huh?

1066
01:06:35,780 --> 01:06:37,660
That shameless prude!

1067
01:06:37,740 --> 01:06:39,820
Bekir knows the rest. He was there.

1068
01:06:39,910 --> 01:06:45,320
Kevser told the girls to keep
things balanced and formal.

1069
01:06:45,450 --> 01:06:48,070
What's this about not getting too close?

1070
01:06:48,160 --> 01:06:51,700
Like, the teachers need
to respect distances too.

1071
01:06:51,830 --> 01:06:54,990
So she asked if anyone had a complaint.

1072
01:06:55,120 --> 01:06:57,120
What's she up to?

1073
01:06:57,370 --> 01:06:59,200
I don't get it.

1074
01:06:59,370 --> 01:07:01,820
It's outrageous. It's not possible!

1075
01:07:01,950 --> 01:07:04,370
She said be careful. What's the problem?

1076
01:07:04,490 --> 01:07:07,990
She's full of bile I think, but anyway.

1077
01:07:08,080 --> 01:07:10,450
Okay. And then?

1078
01:07:10,580 --> 01:07:12,990
Then two girls raised their hands.

1079
01:07:13,080 --> 01:07:16,200
Before they talked, I told them
to come outside.

1080
01:07:16,280 --> 01:07:17,570
We came here.

1081
01:07:17,700 --> 01:07:20,370
- Who were they?
- Never mind.

1082
01:07:20,450 --> 01:07:22,530
Come on, you can tell us.

1083
01:07:22,660 --> 01:07:26,620
At least tell us which class.
Seventh grade? Eighth?

1084
01:07:26,700 --> 01:07:29,870
I can't say that either.
There's a strict rule.

1085
01:07:29,950 --> 01:07:32,530
The director stressed that.

1086
01:07:32,660 --> 01:07:35,280
No names, to protect the students.

1087
01:07:35,410 --> 01:07:37,700
Who else was in the room then?

1088
01:07:37,830 --> 01:07:40,030
Me, Kevser,

1089
01:07:40,120 --> 01:07:42,200
Saime, and the kids.

1090
01:07:42,280 --> 01:07:45,570
We talked to them here, not in front of
the other kids.

1091
01:07:45,700 --> 01:07:50,030
Doesn't matter. Kevser will tell
everyone anyway.

1092
01:07:50,160 --> 01:07:52,160
What did the students say?

1093
01:07:55,780 --> 01:07:59,030
I feel bad even talking about it.

1094
01:07:59,120 --> 01:08:03,160
No, no. We have to know the allegations.

1095
01:08:04,700 --> 01:08:09,240
They said, you put your arm round
their waists and shoulders.

1096
01:08:09,330 --> 01:08:10,780
Me?

1097
01:08:11,660 --> 01:08:13,570
I've never done that.

1098
01:08:13,700 --> 01:08:17,570
I don't even do that
with my closest friend.

1099
01:08:17,660 --> 01:08:20,160
- What the hell?
- And me?

1100
01:08:20,780 --> 01:08:24,870
You keep pinching their cheeks.
That's what they said.

1101
01:08:24,950 --> 01:08:27,660
Pinching? What pinching?

1102
01:08:27,780 --> 01:08:30,320
They were ready to say more,

1103
01:08:30,410 --> 01:08:34,030
but I got worried and cut them short.

1104
01:08:34,200 --> 01:08:35,740
God!

1105
01:08:36,030 --> 01:08:39,450
Now, did I believe them...
That doesn't matter.

1106
01:08:39,530 --> 01:08:41,070
It's not about you.

1107
01:08:41,200 --> 01:08:43,950
We're trying to understand what happened.

1108
01:08:44,080 --> 01:08:47,530
That's what I mean. Believing isn't
the issue here.

1109
01:08:47,700 --> 01:08:50,120
Don't get me started.

1110
01:08:50,240 --> 01:08:52,950
I've seen principals here in seven years.

1111
01:08:53,030 --> 01:08:55,120
You pull strings to get the job,

1112
01:08:55,200 --> 01:08:57,620
then you mess it up and we suffer.

1113
01:08:57,740 --> 01:08:59,200
Nonsense.

1114
01:08:59,280 --> 01:09:00,870
Nonsense, how?

1115
01:09:00,990 --> 01:09:03,990
- Kenan, you're wrong.
- The wrong's been done.

1116
01:09:04,120 --> 01:09:07,200
Look, Kenan. You know
I'm not a union member.

1117
01:09:07,330 --> 01:09:09,070
I have no Directorate pals.

1118
01:09:09,200 --> 01:09:11,820
So what? Everybody knows everything.

1119
01:09:11,910 --> 01:09:12,450
Of course.

1120
01:09:12,580 --> 01:09:15,160
Everybody knows everything, don't worry.

1121
01:09:15,280 --> 01:09:20,410
A principal should know how to deal
with a crisis like this.

1122
01:09:20,530 --> 01:09:23,820
Maybe you're mad at me because you think

1123
01:09:23,950 --> 01:09:25,910
you should be the principal.

1124
01:09:26,030 --> 01:09:28,700
- Not at all.
- Maybe you're right.

1125
01:09:28,830 --> 01:09:30,870
You've been here longest.

1126
01:09:30,990 --> 01:09:33,780
But it's not my fault
you didn't get the offer.

1127
01:09:33,950 --> 01:09:35,490
I swear,

1128
01:09:35,660 --> 01:09:38,990
when they offered me the job,
first thing I said was

1129
01:09:39,080 --> 01:09:43,280
that whoever's been here longest
should be principal.

1130
01:09:43,740 --> 01:09:45,320
Go ask them yourself.

1131
01:09:45,410 --> 01:09:46,660
That's not the issue.

1132
01:09:46,780 --> 01:09:47,910
It is.

1133
01:09:48,030 --> 01:09:49,370
No, it's not.

1134
01:09:49,660 --> 01:09:52,780
You've all known each other for years.

1135
01:09:52,910 --> 01:09:55,740
I came to this school after you.

1136
01:09:55,830 --> 01:09:57,320
I hear an allegation.

1137
01:09:57,490 --> 01:09:59,820
I don't know you that well.

1138
01:09:59,910 --> 01:10:01,570
Naturally, I can't be sure.

1139
01:10:01,740 --> 01:10:04,820
So I have to do what the regulations say.

1140
01:10:06,780 --> 01:10:08,870
What's done is done.

1141
01:10:09,030 --> 01:10:11,120
Tell us who they were.

1142
01:10:11,200 --> 01:10:13,820
Don't get me involved, please.

1143
01:10:13,950 --> 01:10:16,450
You're already up to your neck in it.

1144
01:10:16,530 --> 01:10:17,990
No way.

1145
01:10:18,200 --> 01:10:19,990
Don't get me in trouble.

1146
01:10:20,160 --> 01:10:22,780
You know there are strict rules.

1147
01:10:22,870 --> 01:10:25,200
Don't talk like the principal.

1148
01:10:25,330 --> 01:10:26,240
What'll we do?

1149
01:10:26,370 --> 01:10:27,910
Take up arms?

1150
01:10:27,990 --> 01:10:29,320
That's what I'm saying.

1151
01:10:29,450 --> 01:10:32,370
What does it matter if you know?

1152
01:10:32,490 --> 01:10:34,780
Let it stay an enigma. So what?

1153
01:10:34,910 --> 01:10:38,950
Everyone at school will know, except us.

1154
01:10:39,080 --> 01:10:42,160
That's absurd. The paranoia will kill us.

1155
01:10:42,330 --> 01:10:45,620
Everyone'll hear soon, anyway.
Don't leave us hanging.

1156
01:10:45,700 --> 01:10:48,070
So you'll find out then.

1157
01:10:48,240 --> 01:10:50,990
Hang in there. Don't get me in trouble.

1158
01:10:51,120 --> 01:10:53,070
You're such a coward.

1159
01:10:53,330 --> 01:10:55,410
What's the point of friendship

1160
01:10:55,530 --> 01:10:58,450
without some risk or sacrifice?

1161
01:10:58,580 --> 01:11:01,740
Don't try to sway me by talking
about friendship.

1162
01:11:01,870 --> 01:11:02,910
It won't work.

1163
01:11:03,030 --> 01:11:04,910
Look how he talks.

1164
01:11:05,030 --> 01:11:08,990
You know they tried to fire you
because you dated Firdevs?

1165
01:11:09,120 --> 01:11:10,740
We went and sorted it out.

1166
01:11:10,870 --> 01:11:14,620
We lied and swore for you. We took a risk.

1167
01:11:14,700 --> 01:11:17,620
Why hang on to a secret

1168
01:11:17,780 --> 01:11:19,620
that'll come out soon anyway?

1169
01:11:19,780 --> 01:11:22,740
Come on. Who'd fire me because of Firdevs?

1170
01:11:23,030 --> 01:11:23,990
Nonsense.

1171
01:11:24,080 --> 01:11:26,240
The mayor had a thing for your girl.

1172
01:11:26,330 --> 01:11:29,780
I know, but once rejected, he backed off.

1173
01:11:29,910 --> 01:11:32,950
So, isn't it natural he wanted
to get rid of you?

1174
01:11:33,660 --> 01:11:36,990
No way. Makes no sense.

1175
01:11:37,120 --> 01:11:37,950
Look...

1176
01:11:38,080 --> 01:11:41,240
Okay, have it your way.
I got no more to say.

1177
01:11:41,370 --> 01:11:42,990
Look.

1178
01:11:43,370 --> 01:11:46,320
We promise we won't say that we know.

1179
01:11:46,450 --> 01:11:48,120
Right, Kenan?

1180
01:11:48,200 --> 01:11:50,320
Sure. We know it's forbidden.

1181
01:11:50,410 --> 01:11:52,240
Neither the students,

1182
01:11:52,330 --> 01:11:54,570
nor anyone else will have a clue.

1183
01:11:54,700 --> 01:11:56,780
It's just not easy

1184
01:11:56,910 --> 01:11:59,280
to have this hanging over us.

1185
01:11:59,450 --> 01:12:01,120
The case is closed, okay?

1186
01:12:01,240 --> 01:12:03,450
No point in opening it again.

1187
01:12:04,370 --> 01:12:09,490
You're the one who understands
us best in this dump, right?

1188
01:12:12,870 --> 01:12:15,070
Fuck you, Tolga.

1189
01:12:24,200 --> 01:12:28,030
do do la la Three, four, do do la la...

1190
01:12:29,450 --> 01:12:31,200
It's how kids' minds work.

1191
01:12:31,330 --> 01:12:33,160
You took her letter.

1192
01:12:33,280 --> 01:12:36,240
She's getting revenge for that.

1193
01:12:36,410 --> 01:12:40,570
And she's got a stupid friend
who's pissed off at Kenan.

1194
01:12:40,700 --> 01:12:41,280
What?

1195
01:12:41,370 --> 01:12:44,700
Do you see how their
minds work at that age?

1196
01:12:44,830 --> 01:12:46,660
Hang on. Are you telling us...

1197
01:12:46,780 --> 01:12:48,160
Look.

1198
01:12:48,280 --> 01:12:52,200
You never heard anything
from me. Understand?

1199
01:12:52,330 --> 01:12:54,820
Of course, we'll act like we don't know.

1200
01:12:54,910 --> 01:12:56,990
That's the best thing to do.

1201
01:12:57,120 --> 01:12:59,280
Of course. We won't act like kids.

1202
01:12:59,410 --> 01:13:02,280
Hold on,
are you definitely telling us it's...

1203
01:13:02,410 --> 01:13:04,280
Exactly. Those idiots,

1204
01:13:04,580 --> 01:13:06,620
Sevim and Aylin.

1205
01:13:07,030 --> 01:13:10,370
Unfortunately. It surprised me too.

1206
01:13:10,990 --> 01:13:14,160
But maybe it shouldn't have.

1207
01:13:15,120 --> 01:13:17,870
They say, "Nothing human is alien to me."

1208
01:13:17,990 --> 01:13:20,450
Okay, but it wasn't me

1209
01:13:20,990 --> 01:13:23,200
who found the letter.

1210
01:13:23,450 --> 01:13:26,030
I even took it to protect her.

1211
01:13:26,120 --> 01:13:29,030
How would she know that detail?

1212
01:13:29,120 --> 01:13:30,530
She thought you read it.

1213
01:13:30,660 --> 01:13:32,950
And how am I involved?

1214
01:13:33,080 --> 01:13:37,660
I didn't even know about the letter.
I have no idea, Kenan.

1215
01:13:39,740 --> 01:13:44,070
But don't even dream of talking
to them about this.

1216
01:13:44,200 --> 01:13:46,450
You'll get into big trouble.

1217
01:13:46,660 --> 01:13:48,370
Case's closed.

1218
01:13:48,580 --> 01:13:50,160
Don't stir things up.

1219
01:13:50,280 --> 01:13:53,070
We know, the director warned us.

1220
01:13:53,160 --> 01:13:55,200
But it's outrageous.

1221
01:13:55,370 --> 01:13:57,820
You keep saying "outrageous".

1222
01:13:57,950 --> 01:14:01,070
It's way beyond that now.

1223
01:14:04,490 --> 01:14:08,450
But I told you to stop giving them gifts.

1224
01:14:10,660 --> 01:14:12,410
Look at that.

1225
01:14:13,410 --> 01:14:15,240
Am I the guilty one now?

1226
01:14:15,370 --> 01:14:18,280
I didn't mean it like that.

1227
01:14:18,410 --> 01:14:19,780
Well?

1228
01:14:19,910 --> 01:14:23,280
Around here,
it's not like where you come from.

1229
01:14:23,660 --> 01:14:26,370
Every region has its own

1230
01:14:26,580 --> 01:14:28,660
realities and traditions.

1231
01:14:28,740 --> 01:14:30,120
Right?

1232
01:14:30,240 --> 01:14:32,820
Things like that might
be misunderstood here.

1233
01:14:32,910 --> 01:14:34,910
Don't get me started

1234
01:14:35,030 --> 01:14:38,320
with your traditions, for God's sake.

1235
01:14:38,450 --> 01:14:41,240
When it's just talk, you talk so big.

1236
01:14:41,370 --> 01:14:43,660
But when it's time to act, you're scared.

1237
01:14:43,780 --> 01:14:47,200
What's the relation? I'm just telling you
the situation.

1238
01:14:47,280 --> 01:14:49,530
Fuck the goddamn situation!

1239
01:14:50,080 --> 01:14:52,070
You bow to consensus.

1240
01:14:52,200 --> 01:14:55,570
Why are you bleating about
other injustices, then?

1241
01:14:56,160 --> 01:14:57,410
Calm down.

1242
01:14:57,580 --> 01:15:01,120
Was it wrong to try to stretch your
narrow-minded habits?

1243
01:15:01,450 --> 01:15:04,160
Take a risk to bring civilization here?

1244
01:15:04,280 --> 01:15:05,990
That'll bring civilization?

1245
01:15:06,080 --> 01:15:08,450
How else will it come?

1246
01:15:08,620 --> 01:15:12,870
Look around. If we teachers don't do it,
who will?

1247
01:15:13,030 --> 01:15:17,120
If we're also trapped in this oppressive
culture of yours,

1248
01:15:17,280 --> 01:15:18,910
who's gonna do it?

1249
01:15:19,910 --> 01:15:22,870
Look, this place has even twisted
your thinking.

1250
01:15:22,990 --> 01:15:26,320
Where you're from, maybe we'd already
be in court now.

1251
01:15:26,450 --> 01:15:27,780
What are you on about?

1252
01:15:27,870 --> 01:15:31,570
So you've always thought this way

1253
01:15:31,700 --> 01:15:34,070
about the gifts but were never upfront.

1254
01:15:34,240 --> 01:15:38,320
You waited until now. That's actually
what annoys me.

1255
01:15:39,280 --> 01:15:42,740
So what? Can't we give a gift
to a good student?

1256
01:15:42,870 --> 01:15:44,820
No one's saying that.

1257
01:15:44,950 --> 01:15:46,660
But if the schoolboard

1258
01:15:46,740 --> 01:15:50,450
hears about these gifts later,

1259
01:15:50,700 --> 01:15:53,870
it might cause serious problems.

1260
01:15:53,990 --> 01:15:56,070
That's why.

1261
01:16:02,160 --> 01:16:04,780
You made me eat everything.

1262
01:16:05,950 --> 01:16:08,990
I polished it off so it's not wasted.

1263
01:16:25,160 --> 01:16:28,240
- Good morning, sir.
- Good morning.

1264
01:16:32,780 --> 01:16:34,120
Good morning, sir.

1265
01:16:34,240 --> 01:16:35,700
Good morning.

1266
01:16:49,580 --> 01:16:51,200
Sit down.

1267
01:16:56,030 --> 01:16:57,990
Notebooks out.

1268
01:16:58,530 --> 01:17:00,160
Notebook.

1269
01:17:00,950 --> 01:17:03,030
- They're out.
- No talking.

1270
01:17:03,200 --> 01:17:04,990
Notebooks out.

1271
01:17:05,370 --> 01:17:06,910
Title.

1272
01:17:07,030 --> 01:17:08,120
Perspective.

1273
01:17:08,240 --> 01:17:09,410
What?

1274
01:17:09,580 --> 01:17:10,570
Perspective.

1275
01:17:10,700 --> 01:17:12,950
What's that?

1276
01:17:15,410 --> 01:17:16,450
Quiet.

1277
01:17:16,580 --> 01:17:20,070
Do we write in our drawing pads?
Wherever you like.

1278
01:17:23,780 --> 01:17:26,990
No talking, write. Quiet!

1279
01:17:31,330 --> 01:17:33,530
No talking.

1280
01:17:47,160 --> 01:17:50,620
I'm trying to force something into
your tiny brains.

1281
01:17:50,830 --> 01:17:52,740
Don't make it harder.

1282
01:17:52,990 --> 01:17:54,450
Alright?

1283
01:17:55,700 --> 01:17:58,570
None of you will become artists.

1284
01:17:58,910 --> 01:18:00,570
That's clear.

1285
01:18:01,030 --> 01:18:04,740
You'll plant potatoes and sugar beets,

1286
01:18:04,870 --> 01:18:08,660
so the rich can live comfortably.

1287
01:18:08,990 --> 01:18:11,570
Isn't that so? Unfortunately, it is.

1288
01:18:11,830 --> 01:18:14,240
That's reality. Nothing we can do.

1289
01:18:16,120 --> 01:18:17,820
But the show must go on.

1290
01:18:17,950 --> 01:18:20,450
So don't talk and write what I say.

1291
01:18:21,330 --> 01:18:24,450
Do we write the bottom part, sir?

1292
01:18:25,410 --> 01:18:26,320
What?

1293
01:18:26,450 --> 01:18:29,660
The part at the bottom.
Do we write that too?

1294
01:18:32,580 --> 01:18:33,820
Why are you asking?

1295
01:18:33,950 --> 01:18:36,780
There's space there. Shall we write that?

1296
01:18:36,910 --> 01:18:39,200
I said, why are you asking?

1297
01:18:40,830 --> 01:18:43,240
- Should we write that...
- I'm asking why.

1298
01:18:43,370 --> 01:18:44,870
Don't you understand?

1299
01:18:45,160 --> 01:18:46,820
What language am I speaking?

1300
01:18:46,910 --> 01:18:50,620
You didn't explain what we needed to write.

1301
01:18:54,450 --> 01:18:56,910
Write whatever you like.

1302
01:18:59,830 --> 01:19:02,450
What the hell am I doing here?

1303
01:19:35,080 --> 01:19:37,870
- You wanted to see me?
- Come in.

1304
01:19:44,280 --> 01:19:48,030
Some of the students came to me

1305
01:19:48,410 --> 01:19:51,070
and said that you insulted them.

1306
01:19:51,280 --> 01:19:53,200
- They got scared, I guess.
- Really?

1307
01:19:53,370 --> 01:19:55,700
They took it hard.

1308
01:19:55,990 --> 01:19:56,950
Who are they?

1309
01:19:57,080 --> 01:19:59,370
Doesn't matter who.

1310
01:19:59,490 --> 01:20:04,160
They said you told them to plant potatoes
and whatever.

1311
01:20:04,990 --> 01:20:07,660
Just telling you to be careful.

1312
01:20:07,780 --> 01:20:08,660
Right.

1313
01:20:08,780 --> 01:20:11,910
Because there'll be trouble
if they tell their parents.

1314
01:20:12,080 --> 01:20:13,780
You know they're dreamers.

1315
01:20:13,910 --> 01:20:15,370
I get it.

1316
01:20:15,830 --> 01:20:17,450
Let's take it easy. Okay?

1317
01:20:17,530 --> 01:20:19,070
Okay, I get it.

1318
01:20:19,280 --> 01:20:21,070
I really get it.

1319
01:20:27,330 --> 01:20:28,950
Sit down.

1320
01:20:31,330 --> 01:20:33,660
Come. Come here.

1321
01:20:35,620 --> 01:20:37,490
You. I'm telling you.

1322
01:20:37,620 --> 01:20:39,570
Come up here.

1323
01:20:52,030 --> 01:20:54,320
You're lucky you live far.

1324
01:20:55,030 --> 01:20:57,370
You have a long ride to get here.

1325
01:20:57,780 --> 01:21:01,700
Otherwise, I'd expel you
from my class. Got it?

1326
01:21:04,620 --> 01:21:06,160
Go outside now.

1327
01:21:06,740 --> 01:21:08,950
Go and stand by the door.

1328
01:21:11,580 --> 01:21:13,370
Go on, out.

1329
01:21:17,990 --> 01:21:19,280
Go out.

1330
01:21:19,410 --> 01:21:20,530
Get out.

1331
01:21:20,660 --> 01:21:22,030
Out.

1332
01:21:37,870 --> 01:21:40,530
Anybody else itching for trouble?

1333
01:21:41,080 --> 01:21:44,070
Don't be shy, we'll sort it out.

1334
01:21:47,330 --> 01:21:48,570
Sefa,

1335
01:21:48,700 --> 01:21:50,320
great tie!

1336
01:21:50,450 --> 01:21:51,200
Yes, sir.

1337
01:21:51,280 --> 01:21:53,700
You should lend it to me one day.

1338
01:21:53,870 --> 01:21:56,410
Alright, I will.

1339
01:22:00,450 --> 01:22:01,570
- Sir?
- Yes?

1340
01:22:01,660 --> 01:22:04,740
You're the first teacher
to get mad at Sevim.

1341
01:22:05,200 --> 01:22:07,280
I wasn't expecting it.

1342
01:22:07,830 --> 01:22:09,280
That's how it goes.

1343
01:22:09,410 --> 01:22:11,160
I'm really surprised.

1344
01:22:11,240 --> 01:22:13,990
"Call no man happy till he dies."

1345
01:22:14,200 --> 01:22:16,410
- Isn't that right?
- Yes, sir.

1346
01:22:16,700 --> 01:22:18,990
My advice is,

1347
01:22:19,280 --> 01:22:23,530
don't believe the gossipers
and schemers in class.

1348
01:22:23,620 --> 01:22:25,240
- Okay?
- Okay, sir.

1349
01:22:25,370 --> 01:22:28,450
If you see any of their nonsense,
come tell me.

1350
01:22:28,620 --> 01:22:30,950
- Alright?
- Alright, sir.

1351
01:22:31,240 --> 01:22:32,780
Okay.

1352
01:22:33,620 --> 01:22:34,450
Yes?

1353
01:22:34,580 --> 01:22:36,240
Sevim told my sister...

1354
01:22:36,370 --> 01:22:39,870
Alright boy, not now. I mean from now on.

1355
01:22:40,280 --> 01:22:43,160
Don't bring up the past like that.

1356
01:22:47,990 --> 01:22:49,570
We all know

1357
01:22:49,660 --> 01:22:54,620
exactly who and what these people are.

1358
01:22:56,030 --> 01:22:57,740
It's just a few, isn't it?

1359
01:22:57,830 --> 01:22:59,200
Yes.

1360
01:23:00,410 --> 01:23:04,030
There are always people like that.

1361
01:23:04,200 --> 01:23:07,280
What's important is knowing
how to deal with them.

1362
01:23:07,370 --> 01:23:11,570
The best way is to keep your distance.

1363
01:23:12,080 --> 01:23:14,410
Stop being their friend.

1364
01:23:14,870 --> 01:23:15,870
Alright?

1365
01:23:15,990 --> 01:23:17,200
Alright, sir.

1366
01:23:47,280 --> 01:23:49,450
Don't lean on the wall.

1367
01:23:51,740 --> 01:23:53,370
I said, don't lean.

1368
01:23:53,490 --> 01:23:55,780
Stand away from the wall.

1369
01:23:58,620 --> 01:24:00,870
Yes, you. Away from the wall.

1370
01:24:01,660 --> 01:24:03,160
Away.

1371
01:24:31,950 --> 01:24:34,280
Look at us, Samet.

1372
01:24:34,740 --> 01:24:37,200
Our troubles are far from over.

1373
01:24:37,330 --> 01:24:40,120
I even keep away from my niece.

1374
01:24:40,200 --> 01:24:42,450
And yet, look what they say.

1375
01:24:42,740 --> 01:24:45,570
I've lost my appetite ever since.

1376
01:24:46,200 --> 01:24:49,070
Should've kept to
herding instead of teaching.

1377
01:24:49,240 --> 01:24:51,570
At least I'd have some peace.

1378
01:24:51,780 --> 01:24:53,410
That's for sure.

1379
01:24:53,780 --> 01:24:57,570
Better off herding sheep in the mountains
than at school.

1380
01:24:59,200 --> 01:25:02,030
Tolga pretends to empathize with us,

1381
01:25:02,160 --> 01:25:05,240
but he laughs at us behind our backs
with Firdevs.

1382
01:25:05,370 --> 01:25:08,700
I heard them today. I think they're
enjoying this.

1383
01:25:08,830 --> 01:25:09,820
Really? Where?

1384
01:25:09,990 --> 01:25:11,450
In the teachers' room.

1385
01:25:11,870 --> 01:25:14,620
They stopped talking when they saw me.

1386
01:25:16,030 --> 01:25:18,740
Let them fucking laugh.

1387
01:25:19,620 --> 01:25:21,620
If I could only leave this hole,

1388
01:25:21,700 --> 01:25:23,870
I'd never see any of them again.

1389
01:25:23,990 --> 01:25:25,490
Okay,

1390
01:25:26,200 --> 01:25:28,160
but it's still hard to digest.

1391
01:25:28,280 --> 01:25:29,910
We're colleagues, after all.

1392
01:25:29,990 --> 01:25:32,740
Fuck colleagues.

1393
01:25:33,280 --> 01:25:35,870
Everybody's out to screw each other.

1394
01:25:36,120 --> 01:25:38,280
They're all miserable, don't you see?

1395
01:25:38,370 --> 01:25:40,490
Yes, exactly.

1396
01:25:41,870 --> 01:25:44,570
But it really was a close shave.

1397
01:25:44,660 --> 01:25:47,120
We almost made headlines.

1398
01:25:47,410 --> 01:25:50,240
Don't exaggerate.
No need to be that scared.

1399
01:25:50,370 --> 01:25:54,620
Why should I be scared after all
I've been through?

1400
01:25:54,780 --> 01:25:56,530
You've been here seven years.

1401
01:25:56,660 --> 01:25:58,620
Boredom's all you've seen.

1402
01:25:58,740 --> 01:26:02,120
That's not true. Don't say that.

1403
01:26:03,780 --> 01:26:05,870
Even at the start,

1404
01:26:06,080 --> 01:26:07,660
it wasn't easy.

1405
01:26:07,830 --> 01:26:09,820
When I found out I'd been posted here

1406
01:26:09,950 --> 01:26:12,370
in August

1407
01:26:13,030 --> 01:26:14,620
seven years ago,

1408
01:26:14,780 --> 01:26:17,620
I was up in the mountains near our village

1409
01:26:17,830 --> 01:26:19,990
herding my dad's flock.

1410
01:26:20,580 --> 01:26:23,740
I felt relieved now that I had a career.

1411
01:26:23,870 --> 01:26:26,660
I was so happy.

1412
01:26:28,530 --> 01:26:32,780
And the same day we heard that
my brother-in-law had died.

1413
01:26:33,450 --> 01:26:35,160
He'd just married my sister.

1414
01:26:35,280 --> 01:26:37,320
What happened?

1415
01:26:38,240 --> 01:26:42,200
He went to Diyarbakir, where my sister
was teaching.

1416
01:26:42,620 --> 01:26:45,120
Nobody knew him there, of course.

1417
01:26:45,280 --> 01:26:48,780
They thought he was a spy
and shot him right downtown.

1418
01:26:48,950 --> 01:26:50,490
No way.

1419
01:26:51,990 --> 01:26:54,570
Then the organization apologized.

1420
01:26:54,780 --> 01:26:57,160
They thought he was a military spy.

1421
01:26:57,490 --> 01:26:59,280
The guy's fucking dead.

1422
01:26:59,740 --> 01:27:01,740
What good's an apology?

1423
01:27:02,240 --> 01:27:03,660
That's bad.

1424
01:27:03,740 --> 01:27:08,030
Talking in blood has become
the fate of our East, unfortunately.

1425
01:27:08,700 --> 01:27:12,530
I couldn't even celebrate
becoming a teacher.

1426
01:27:12,660 --> 01:27:16,740
I found out what it's like to feel joy
and sorrow at the same time.

1427
01:27:31,910 --> 01:27:34,620
Hey, you're leaving this year.

1428
01:27:35,450 --> 01:27:39,320
We don't have one photo together.
Been housemates for two years.

1429
01:27:39,580 --> 01:27:41,240
Let's take a photo here.

1430
01:27:41,330 --> 01:27:41,990
Huh?

1431
01:27:42,160 --> 01:27:43,370
Yeah?

1432
01:27:44,530 --> 01:27:46,370
Okay. What, a selfie?

1433
01:27:46,450 --> 01:27:48,570
No. Something better.

1434
01:27:48,660 --> 01:27:50,700
With the view behind.

1435
01:27:54,280 --> 01:27:55,740
Okay.

1436
01:27:56,830 --> 01:27:57,870
How d'you want it?

1437
01:27:57,950 --> 01:27:59,320
Come here.

1438
01:28:02,160 --> 01:28:05,200
You're putting it there.
I'll set the timer.

1439
01:28:07,910 --> 01:28:09,450
The view's beautiful.

1440
01:28:09,530 --> 01:28:11,620
- Gonna stand like that?
- Yeah.

1441
01:28:12,780 --> 01:28:15,070
- Ready?
- Go ahead.

1442
01:29:54,530 --> 01:29:56,030
How are you? Any better?

1443
01:29:56,160 --> 01:29:58,070
I'm good. Thanks.

1444
01:29:58,410 --> 01:30:00,160
After being on the drip, huh?

1445
01:30:00,330 --> 01:30:01,780
Yeah, right.

1446
01:30:03,200 --> 01:30:04,530
I'll take this.

1447
01:30:04,660 --> 01:30:05,950
Go ahead.

1448
01:30:06,450 --> 01:30:08,320
Want me to get someone?

1449
01:30:08,620 --> 01:30:10,120
No need. I'll manage.

1450
01:30:10,200 --> 01:30:13,370
The list's inside. Even the boot sizes.

1451
01:30:13,450 --> 01:30:15,530
- Hand them out.
- Okay.

1452
01:30:21,530 --> 01:30:23,120
Come in.

1453
01:30:26,530 --> 01:30:28,370
We asked for a coat for you.

1454
01:30:28,490 --> 01:30:30,660
Take any coat you like from the box.

1455
01:30:30,830 --> 01:30:32,370
Okay, sir.

1456
01:30:49,950 --> 01:30:51,410
I got one.

1457
01:30:51,660 --> 01:30:54,990
Good. There are bags there. Put it in one.

1458
01:30:55,080 --> 01:30:56,410
Alright.

1459
01:31:00,700 --> 01:31:03,240
Look in the box, Delila.

1460
01:31:03,830 --> 01:31:07,660
You can take any coat
and sweater you like, alright?

1461
01:31:22,780 --> 01:31:24,200
Can I take these, sir?

1462
01:31:24,280 --> 01:31:28,030
Okay. There's a bag behind you.

1463
01:31:28,200 --> 01:31:29,990
Put them in that.

1464
01:31:31,490 --> 01:31:35,240
Enjoy 'em. Don't show anyone.

1465
01:31:38,450 --> 01:31:41,070
Tell the next person to come in.

1466
01:31:45,990 --> 01:31:48,240
Thanks, sir. Goodbye.

1467
01:31:55,990 --> 01:31:57,530
Come in.

1468
01:32:01,200 --> 01:32:03,410
Are you in my class?

1469
01:32:03,740 --> 01:32:04,950
Yes.

1470
01:32:05,080 --> 01:32:07,120
- What was your name?
- Halime.

1471
01:32:07,240 --> 01:32:08,660
Right.

1472
01:32:09,740 --> 01:32:12,120
Get what you want from the box.

1473
01:32:12,200 --> 01:32:13,620
It says boots here.

1474
01:32:13,740 --> 01:32:15,120
Okay.

1475
01:32:16,370 --> 01:32:17,990
What does your father do?

1476
01:32:18,160 --> 01:32:19,740
He's not here.

1477
01:32:20,990 --> 01:32:23,070
Is he in town?

1478
01:32:25,330 --> 01:32:28,120
Your parents are alive though, right?

1479
01:32:28,370 --> 01:32:29,740
Yes.

1480
01:32:30,200 --> 01:32:31,530
Okay.

1481
01:32:54,450 --> 01:32:56,070
- Have you chosen?
- Yes.

1482
01:32:56,200 --> 01:32:58,120
Good. Nice choice.

1483
01:32:58,240 --> 01:32:59,660
Not too small for you?

1484
01:32:59,830 --> 01:33:01,280
No, they'll fit.

1485
01:33:01,740 --> 01:33:03,740
There's a bag behind you.

1486
01:33:03,950 --> 01:33:05,620
Put them in it.

1487
01:34:09,410 --> 01:34:11,120
You okay?

1488
01:34:56,780 --> 01:34:59,700
We were thrown into the air.

1489
01:34:59,910 --> 01:35:01,700
I remember being on the ground.

1490
01:35:01,780 --> 01:35:04,320
Everyone was shouting and moaning.

1491
01:35:04,450 --> 01:35:06,240
I was still in one piece there.

1492
01:35:06,370 --> 01:35:10,780
A steel ball had severed a vein
and gangrene set in.

1493
01:35:10,910 --> 01:35:12,120
Unbelievable.

1494
01:35:12,200 --> 01:35:14,490
And then? Ambulances and police?

1495
01:35:14,580 --> 01:35:19,950
God, no. A police officer even said
sweep them up to his squad.

1496
01:35:20,160 --> 01:35:21,620
It's in the report.

1497
01:35:21,700 --> 01:35:26,240
The ambulances were so late
and taxis refused to take the wounded.

1498
01:35:26,410 --> 01:35:28,240
Didn't want their seats dirtied.

1499
01:35:28,370 --> 01:35:29,660
Yeah.

1500
01:35:30,030 --> 01:35:32,030
That and much worse.

1501
01:35:32,450 --> 01:35:36,740
I only made it to the hospital
because a guy convinced a taxi driver.

1502
01:35:36,910 --> 01:35:39,570
Otherwise... I lost many friends there.

1503
01:35:40,030 --> 01:35:42,370
Did you see that guy later?

1504
01:35:42,450 --> 01:35:43,660
Yes.

1505
01:35:43,780 --> 01:35:46,200
He reached out five or six months later.

1506
01:35:46,330 --> 01:35:48,320
He's from the Eastern branch.

1507
01:35:48,450 --> 01:35:50,120
The time in hospital sucked.

1508
01:35:50,240 --> 01:35:51,910
Spent eight months there.

1509
01:35:51,990 --> 01:35:54,490
Most doctors were from our union.

1510
01:35:54,870 --> 01:35:57,700
They really tried to save the leg,
but failed.

1511
01:35:57,870 --> 01:36:00,740
After they cut it off, I thought I'd die.

1512
01:36:00,870 --> 01:36:05,120
I never thought such pain was possible.

1513
01:36:06,990 --> 01:36:10,070
If they'd said, "We kill your parents
and it stops",

1514
01:36:10,200 --> 01:36:12,370
I'd have gladly said yes.

1515
01:36:12,530 --> 01:36:14,870
Just to stop the pain.

1516
01:36:17,200 --> 01:36:20,030
Sorry for telling you
all this while eating.

1517
01:36:20,120 --> 01:36:22,570
It's fine.

1518
01:36:24,450 --> 01:36:26,570
It's really unbelievable.

1519
01:36:26,700 --> 01:36:28,490
I'm lost for words.

1520
01:36:28,620 --> 01:36:31,740
You can't grasp certain things
without experience.

1521
01:36:31,870 --> 01:36:33,780
This is definitely one.

1522
01:36:33,910 --> 01:36:37,990
Do the other teachers at school know about
the explosion?

1523
01:36:38,120 --> 01:36:41,450
No, they think it was an accident.
Some might know.

1524
01:36:41,580 --> 01:36:43,120
Don't they ask?

1525
01:36:43,240 --> 01:36:45,280
Not really. My school is big.

1526
01:36:45,410 --> 01:36:48,070
Everyone minds their own business.

1527
01:36:48,160 --> 01:36:50,870
And I'm not that close to anyone.

1528
01:36:51,240 --> 01:36:53,700
It's better they don't know.

1529
01:36:54,240 --> 01:36:57,530
They'd only judge you.

1530
01:36:57,620 --> 01:37:00,660
Funny thing is, until this happened,

1531
01:37:00,870 --> 01:37:03,660
even my family didn't know about anything.

1532
01:37:03,830 --> 01:37:06,820
They follow politics,
but they're not radical.

1533
01:37:06,910 --> 01:37:08,820
Mine are the same.

1534
01:37:10,830 --> 01:37:14,200
How's your family gonna be radical?

1535
01:37:14,330 --> 01:37:17,200
They've spent their
lives in a tiny village.

1536
01:37:17,450 --> 01:37:21,910
Their only cares are their cattle
and marrying you off.

1537
01:37:22,080 --> 01:37:23,530
Don't say that.

1538
01:37:23,620 --> 01:37:27,700
I've seen such radicals and fanatics
in that tiny village.

1539
01:37:28,120 --> 01:37:30,280
Kenan's from an Alawi village.

1540
01:37:30,410 --> 01:37:32,370
Same culture as you.

1541
01:37:32,580 --> 01:37:35,200
I don't care about that sectarian stuff.

1542
01:37:35,370 --> 01:37:38,030
- They're all primitive.
- Definitely.

1543
01:37:38,120 --> 01:37:39,490
Sure.

1544
01:37:39,740 --> 01:37:43,530
But they must've been devastated.

1545
01:37:44,530 --> 01:37:46,450
- Who?
- Your family.

1546
01:37:46,580 --> 01:37:48,410
Of course.

1547
01:37:49,280 --> 01:37:51,950
That's a whole different drama

1548
01:37:52,080 --> 01:37:53,820
I won't go into.

1549
01:37:53,910 --> 01:37:55,950
You can't tell from your walk.

1550
01:37:56,030 --> 01:37:58,280
Honestly! You walk better than me.

1551
01:37:58,410 --> 01:37:59,450
Thanks.

1552
01:37:59,580 --> 01:38:01,370
It's a quality prosthesis.

1553
01:38:01,490 --> 01:38:05,370
The government provides some, but none as
good as this.

1554
01:38:05,490 --> 01:38:07,570
Theirs make you limp.

1555
01:38:07,780 --> 01:38:10,740
If you get your own, they only pay
a small amount.

1556
01:38:10,870 --> 01:38:12,990
- Well, that's something.
- Yeah.

1557
01:38:15,240 --> 01:38:17,780
What about the car, by the way?

1558
01:38:17,870 --> 01:38:20,030
Waiting for the dealer to bring it.

1559
01:38:20,160 --> 01:38:21,530
Oh, so you got one?

1560
01:38:21,700 --> 01:38:23,030
For sure.

1561
01:38:24,410 --> 01:38:25,410
Fantastic!

1562
01:38:25,530 --> 01:38:29,240
It takes a while, switching the gas
and brake pedals.

1563
01:38:29,330 --> 01:38:31,780
That's great. Wonderful.

1564
01:38:31,910 --> 01:38:32,950
Congratulations.

1565
01:38:33,120 --> 01:38:36,660
It'll change your life, you'll see.

1566
01:38:36,830 --> 01:38:40,160
So, when's it coming from the dealer?

1567
01:38:48,200 --> 01:38:50,530
Can I take a photo of you?

1568
01:38:51,330 --> 01:38:52,820
Why?

1569
01:38:53,620 --> 01:38:55,910
I mean, sure you can.

1570
01:38:56,490 --> 01:38:59,200
You have quite an
interesting face, actually.

1571
01:38:59,370 --> 01:39:03,410
A face that somehow embodies
the story of this land.

1572
01:39:03,950 --> 01:39:06,370
- You think so?
- Yeah. Definitely.

1573
01:39:09,030 --> 01:39:12,280
I'll use it for my portrait drawings.

1574
01:39:12,410 --> 01:39:14,160
Okay, sure.

1575
01:39:14,330 --> 01:39:16,660
Move the plate a bit.

1576
01:39:19,580 --> 01:39:21,160
You, move your arm.

1577
01:39:21,370 --> 01:39:23,280
Out of the frame.

1578
01:39:24,330 --> 01:39:25,530
I'll do it like this.

1579
01:39:25,620 --> 01:39:27,820
What should I do? Look at you?

1580
01:39:27,950 --> 01:39:30,700
Nothing. Just look at the camera.

1581
01:39:31,410 --> 01:39:35,660
At first, it looks like an ordinary face.

1582
01:39:35,870 --> 01:39:38,990
But then there seems to be a strange sorrow

1583
01:39:39,120 --> 01:39:42,160
somewhere deep inside.

1584
01:39:42,830 --> 01:39:44,910
I'm not exactly sure, though.

1585
01:39:45,620 --> 01:39:47,740
Sorry if I got a bit weird.

1586
01:39:47,870 --> 01:39:49,740
No, it's okay. Thanks.

1587
01:39:49,870 --> 01:39:51,450
Don't move.

1588
01:39:52,580 --> 01:39:54,120
Don't smile.

1589
01:40:02,030 --> 01:40:06,120
By the way, my parents will visit my sister
in Istanbul soon.

1590
01:40:06,200 --> 01:40:08,490
You two can come, and I'll cook for you.

1591
01:40:08,620 --> 01:40:12,700
Alright, but we wouldn't want
to make work for you.

1592
01:40:12,830 --> 01:40:14,620
It's no trouble.

1593
01:40:15,160 --> 01:40:17,990
Don't expect a feast, but you won't starve.

1594
01:40:18,120 --> 01:40:20,780
Spaghetti and wine are guaranteed.

1595
01:40:20,910 --> 01:40:22,320
That's great.

1596
01:40:22,660 --> 01:40:24,370
- My favorites.
- Yeah?

1597
01:40:24,490 --> 01:40:25,990
I love spaghetti and wine.

1598
01:40:26,120 --> 01:40:27,450
Okay.

1599
01:40:27,660 --> 01:40:29,280
I love them.

1600
01:40:38,870 --> 01:40:40,700
The weather's terrible.

1601
01:40:40,830 --> 01:40:41,910
Really?

1602
01:40:42,030 --> 01:40:43,950
Ice all over.

1603
01:40:44,080 --> 01:40:47,070
They let the tap at the mosque freeze.

1604
01:40:47,280 --> 01:40:50,700
I told them a hundred times.
Leave the water running.

1605
01:40:50,780 --> 01:40:54,070
Even a dribble would be enough.

1606
01:40:54,160 --> 01:40:56,780
Some idiot always turns it off.

1607
01:40:59,200 --> 01:41:02,950
It's so cold.
I couldn't see where I was going.

1608
01:41:03,080 --> 01:41:05,780
It's dark as a dungeon out there.

1609
01:41:08,120 --> 01:41:10,660
I better go after I finish this, then.

1610
01:41:10,830 --> 01:41:11,910
What?

1611
01:41:12,120 --> 01:41:13,870
I said, I better go.

1612
01:41:14,030 --> 01:41:15,950
Why? It's early.

1613
01:41:16,950 --> 01:41:19,620
No, I better go. The electricity's cut off.

1614
01:41:19,780 --> 01:41:22,450
Exactly, why sit in the dark at home?

1615
01:41:22,580 --> 01:41:24,490
- His mother's waiting.
- What?

1616
01:41:24,620 --> 01:41:26,450
His mother's waiting.

1617
01:41:27,530 --> 01:41:31,320
Go to their street at any time of the night

1618
01:41:31,490 --> 01:41:35,240
and you'll see a tiny silhouette
in the window.

1619
01:41:36,200 --> 01:41:38,280
That silhouette is his mother.

1620
01:41:38,990 --> 01:41:42,450
She waits there all night until he returns.

1621
01:41:43,370 --> 01:41:45,240
I've told her a million times,

1622
01:41:45,370 --> 01:41:48,070
I don't know when I'll be back.

1623
01:41:48,160 --> 01:41:49,700
But she doesn't listen.

1624
01:41:49,830 --> 01:41:53,620
Soon as I get near, she turns off the light
and goes to bed.

1625
01:41:53,740 --> 01:41:56,660
Like I won't see. At least wait with
the lights off.

1626
01:41:56,780 --> 01:41:59,870
I don't blame her. She doesn't trust you.

1627
01:42:00,030 --> 01:42:01,820
It's better now.

1628
01:42:01,990 --> 01:42:04,070
When he was younger, she'd go out

1629
01:42:04,200 --> 01:42:07,370
and look around for him at dusk.

1630
01:42:07,700 --> 01:42:09,910
She can't do it as much now.

1631
01:42:10,030 --> 01:42:12,490
Poor woman just waits at the window.

1632
01:42:12,780 --> 01:42:15,700
So she realized it back then.

1633
01:42:17,990 --> 01:42:19,450
What?

1634
01:42:19,870 --> 01:42:22,120
- "What" what?
- What did she realize?

1635
01:42:22,240 --> 01:42:27,820
That you're a restless,
good-for-nothing vagabond.

1636
01:42:28,490 --> 01:42:31,120
That's how it is here.

1637
01:42:31,700 --> 01:42:35,530
It's not just mine. Mothers
here are on pins and needles.

1638
01:42:35,780 --> 01:42:37,530
When I was just seven,

1639
01:42:38,240 --> 01:42:41,780
on a dark night like this,

1640
01:42:41,910 --> 01:42:46,120
the gendarmes came and took my dad,
right out of his bed.

1641
01:42:47,200 --> 01:42:49,820
As they were taking him away,
he said "wait".

1642
01:42:49,950 --> 01:42:51,240
Stopped everyone.

1643
01:42:51,490 --> 01:42:53,950
Searched his pockets.

1644
01:42:54,410 --> 01:42:59,240
Found a lottery ticket, gave it to my mom
and that was it.

1645
01:42:59,370 --> 01:43:01,450
Never saw him again.

1646
01:43:01,910 --> 01:43:05,490
That's why my mom has worried
about me for years.

1647
01:43:05,620 --> 01:43:08,280
Not because I'm restless.

1648
01:43:08,370 --> 01:43:09,820
Anyway,

1649
01:43:10,370 --> 01:43:13,990
what's interesting is that

1650
01:43:14,580 --> 01:43:18,320
the only thing I remember from that night,

1651
01:43:18,580 --> 01:43:20,240
isn't my father.

1652
01:43:20,530 --> 01:43:24,070
It's the flicker on the ceiling
from the stove.

1653
01:43:27,080 --> 01:43:29,780
I wondered for years

1654
01:43:29,910 --> 01:43:32,200
why I remembered that.

1655
01:43:32,490 --> 01:43:38,450
Then I realized it's not about what
has happened,

1656
01:43:38,660 --> 01:43:41,160
it's about what's beyond the visible.

1657
01:43:41,280 --> 01:43:43,370
What goes on inside.

1658
01:43:44,580 --> 01:43:47,120
- Win anything?
- What?

1659
01:43:47,580 --> 01:43:49,950
The lottery ticket, did you win?

1660
01:43:50,030 --> 01:43:51,030
Nothing.

1661
01:43:51,120 --> 01:43:53,030
Not even your money back?

1662
01:43:53,120 --> 01:43:54,240
No.

1663
01:43:54,330 --> 01:43:58,030
Fuck that. You won nothing from
a ticket like that?

1664
01:43:58,200 --> 01:43:59,570
Forget that stuff.

1665
01:43:59,700 --> 01:44:02,120
Always the same story.

1666
01:44:02,330 --> 01:44:05,320
Same old words. Every year,
he pretends to go.

1667
01:44:05,490 --> 01:44:09,410
Then I see him kicking
back in the tea house.

1668
01:44:09,870 --> 01:44:13,570
You need to sort yourself out.
Don't talk the talk,

1669
01:44:13,740 --> 01:44:16,240
if you can't walk the walk.

1670
01:44:16,370 --> 01:44:18,320
Want to go, do you? Then go.

1671
01:44:18,490 --> 01:44:20,490
You think guerilla life's a picnic?

1672
01:44:20,620 --> 01:44:23,030
Find a decent job,

1673
01:44:23,200 --> 01:44:25,740
so your mother can sleep at night.

1674
01:44:25,870 --> 01:44:27,410
Save your mother first,

1675
01:44:27,490 --> 01:44:30,070
then you can save the world.

1676
01:44:30,200 --> 01:44:33,870
Fine, Vahit. If that's what you think,
I'll shut up.

1677
01:44:33,990 --> 01:44:35,030
Look.

1678
01:44:35,160 --> 01:44:37,160
Times have changed.

1679
01:44:37,330 --> 01:44:40,620
It's not the same. It's a vendetta now.

1680
01:44:40,740 --> 01:44:42,740
Everyone's out for revenge.

1681
01:44:42,950 --> 01:44:45,570
Nothing's clear anymore.

1682
01:44:45,830 --> 01:44:47,910
No one knows who wants what,

1683
01:44:48,030 --> 01:44:50,490
or who won't give what, and why not?

1684
01:44:50,580 --> 01:44:54,700
It's obscure on all sides.

1685
01:44:55,080 --> 01:44:56,620
Look here.

1686
01:44:56,740 --> 01:44:58,700
Enter the swamp, you'll sink.

1687
01:44:58,780 --> 01:45:00,530
That's for sure.

1688
01:45:00,990 --> 01:45:03,660
But if you want to drain the swamp,

1689
01:45:03,830 --> 01:45:07,200
you gotta be smart and not enter it.

1690
01:45:07,280 --> 01:45:11,410
And you gotta give it time.

1691
01:45:11,530 --> 01:45:15,030
If you want to sink, that's up to you.
Right, teacher?

1692
01:45:15,160 --> 01:45:16,280
Know what I think?

1693
01:45:16,370 --> 01:45:20,740
If you put up shelves and put that mess
lying around on them,

1694
01:45:20,830 --> 01:45:23,370
the shop'd look fresher.

1695
01:45:24,280 --> 01:45:27,200
Your heart's drying up, Vahit.

1696
01:45:27,660 --> 01:45:29,620
You seem gripped by fear.

1697
01:45:29,740 --> 01:45:31,910
Must be your age. But that's okay.

1698
01:45:31,990 --> 01:45:33,740
Who's talking about fear?

1699
01:45:33,870 --> 01:45:36,160
There's more to life than a full belly.

1700
01:45:36,490 --> 01:45:38,530
- Like what?
- Lots of things!

1701
01:45:38,660 --> 01:45:42,490
I'll sink if I fucking must. What have
I got to lose?

1702
01:45:42,830 --> 01:45:44,030
What have you got?

1703
01:45:44,160 --> 01:45:46,740
What about your life, idiot?

1704
01:45:46,830 --> 01:45:49,120
And your youth.

1705
01:45:49,530 --> 01:45:51,910
You think that's nothing?

1706
01:45:53,280 --> 01:45:56,160
You're just blowing hot air.

1707
01:45:56,240 --> 01:45:58,370
Talking nonsense.

1708
01:45:58,490 --> 01:46:01,620
A life is valuable even if it's aimless,

1709
01:46:01,740 --> 01:46:03,660
faithless and dishonorable?

1710
01:46:03,780 --> 01:46:05,660
Give me a little whisky.

1711
01:46:05,910 --> 01:46:07,820
Of course it is.

1712
01:46:07,950 --> 01:46:09,780
It definitely is.

1713
01:46:10,660 --> 01:46:12,320
For sure it is.

1714
01:46:12,870 --> 01:46:17,740
You think anyone
without a Mauser is a lowlife.

1715
01:46:19,030 --> 01:46:20,370
Don't you?

1716
01:46:20,620 --> 01:46:22,660
Who was it that said:

1717
01:46:23,990 --> 01:46:26,120
"Youth is such a wonderful thing.

1718
01:46:26,200 --> 01:46:29,320
What a pity it's wasted on the young"?

1719
01:46:30,200 --> 01:46:31,370
So, we're aimless,

1720
01:46:31,700 --> 01:46:33,740
faithless and dishonorable?

1721
01:46:33,870 --> 01:46:35,700
No one said that.

1722
01:46:35,780 --> 01:46:38,030
But if you carry on, someone will.

1723
01:46:38,160 --> 01:46:40,490
So what if they do?

1724
01:46:40,660 --> 01:46:43,280
It's your problem.
Why you fucking asking me?

1725
01:46:43,410 --> 01:46:45,410
But one day they will.

1726
01:46:45,580 --> 01:46:49,450
They'll need to have some guts to say that.

1727
01:46:49,660 --> 01:46:51,910
They'll need balls of steel to say that.

1728
01:46:52,080 --> 01:46:53,740
Whoever fucking says that,

1729
01:46:53,870 --> 01:46:57,160
I'll make 'em piss from their belly.

1730
01:46:58,990 --> 01:47:02,820
Don't be childish. What's the gun for?

1731
01:47:04,700 --> 01:47:06,570
I'm surprised that

1732
01:47:06,740 --> 01:47:10,660
you didn't give that asshole
what he deserved.

1733
01:47:10,990 --> 01:47:13,070
Always talking about honor.

1734
01:47:13,160 --> 01:47:16,120
What was I supposed to say to the guy?

1735
01:47:16,200 --> 01:47:17,450
You know what I mean.

1736
01:47:17,580 --> 01:47:19,660
Don't talk in riddles.

1737
01:47:19,870 --> 01:47:22,990
I said it, so you know your enemies
from your friends.

1738
01:47:23,120 --> 01:47:26,120
If someone stands

1739
01:47:26,240 --> 01:47:29,450
in the middle of the fucking village

1740
01:47:29,620 --> 01:47:31,410
bad mouthing you,

1741
01:47:31,620 --> 01:47:33,570
I wouldn't stand for it.

1742
01:47:33,780 --> 01:47:35,490
That's how I am.

1743
01:47:35,620 --> 01:47:37,570
I wouldn't allow it.

1744
01:47:37,700 --> 01:47:39,780
Am I the guilty one now?

1745
01:47:39,950 --> 01:47:42,780
I wish I hadn't opened my mouth.

1746
01:47:42,910 --> 01:47:45,450
No one's guilty.

1747
01:47:45,780 --> 01:47:48,740
If you don't shut the guy up,

1748
01:47:49,080 --> 01:47:50,620
if you let him talk,

1749
01:47:50,700 --> 01:47:52,780
he'll continue talking.

1750
01:47:53,780 --> 01:47:56,990
You always talk big,

1751
01:47:57,160 --> 01:48:01,740
but you won't even stop
some guy mouthing off.

1752
01:48:02,490 --> 01:48:03,990
It's not right.

1753
01:48:04,080 --> 01:48:05,700
Sorry.

1754
01:48:08,450 --> 01:48:10,450
Anyway, I'm going.

1755
01:48:12,030 --> 01:48:14,160
Stay put. We'll go together.

1756
01:48:14,280 --> 01:48:15,950
- No.
- We'll leave together.

1757
01:48:16,080 --> 01:48:18,620
I won't be able to get up in the morning.

1758
01:48:18,700 --> 01:48:21,370
So don't get up, then. Sit down.

1759
01:48:21,490 --> 01:48:22,870
No, no.

1760
01:48:23,450 --> 01:48:25,120
You two have fun.

1761
01:48:25,240 --> 01:48:26,910
Come on, sit down.

1762
01:48:27,530 --> 01:48:29,120
Hey.

1763
01:48:43,660 --> 01:48:46,070
What's your problem, for God's sake?

1764
01:48:47,330 --> 01:48:51,530
Aren't you being too hard on him?

1765
01:48:51,910 --> 01:48:54,820
What were you on about?
I didn't even get it.

1766
01:48:55,030 --> 01:48:57,990
He comes here and keeps telling me

1767
01:48:58,330 --> 01:49:01,820
"so and so said this and that about you".

1768
01:49:01,950 --> 01:49:03,530
All kinds of crap.

1769
01:49:03,620 --> 01:49:06,780
The hell you doing about it, then?

1770
01:49:06,950 --> 01:49:08,700
Are you a statue or what?

1771
01:49:08,780 --> 01:49:10,990
Can't you speak up?

1772
01:49:12,370 --> 01:49:13,780
It's not the first time.

1773
01:49:13,870 --> 01:49:15,070
Yeah, okay.

1774
01:49:15,200 --> 01:49:17,120
I couldn't take it anymore.

1775
01:49:17,200 --> 01:49:19,780
I still think you're too hard on him.

1776
01:49:19,910 --> 01:49:22,870
It's not always easy to step in.

1777
01:49:22,990 --> 01:49:25,070
People talk. Forget about it.

1778
01:49:25,240 --> 01:49:28,240
Look, you've upset the kid for nothing.

1779
01:49:28,580 --> 01:49:31,780
You should just make up with him.

1780
01:49:36,740 --> 01:49:41,740
You see, it's not easy to stand
alone around here.

1781
01:49:41,950 --> 01:49:44,530
Everyone wants you to pick sides.

1782
01:49:44,700 --> 01:49:47,820
Some call you a coward, others a traitor.

1783
01:49:47,990 --> 01:49:51,320
Someone else comes
and says you're a turncoat.

1784
01:49:51,450 --> 01:49:54,200
That's how lives are lived out here.

1785
01:49:54,410 --> 01:49:57,410
I cured two cows for this one guy.

1786
01:49:57,870 --> 01:50:00,450
Then he came and shot my dog.

1787
01:50:01,200 --> 01:50:02,410
Why?

1788
01:50:02,530 --> 01:50:04,410
Because he's human.

1789
01:50:05,030 --> 01:50:06,910
Yeah, he's human.

1790
01:51:48,240 --> 01:51:49,620
What's up? Still awake?

1791
01:51:49,740 --> 01:51:51,240
Yeah.

1792
01:51:51,530 --> 01:51:53,820
I gotta turn the school lights off.

1793
01:51:53,950 --> 01:51:55,620
I was on duty and forgot.

1794
01:51:55,740 --> 01:51:56,910
You have tea?

1795
01:51:57,030 --> 01:51:58,740
No, but I can make some.

1796
01:51:58,870 --> 01:52:01,910
Okay, you make tea.
I'll turn off the lights.

1797
01:52:02,080 --> 01:52:03,570
Okay.

1798
01:52:03,950 --> 01:52:05,030
The keys?

1799
01:52:05,160 --> 01:52:06,370
Right.

1800
01:52:59,160 --> 01:53:02,160
What's that? Did you draw all that stuff?

1801
01:53:02,280 --> 01:53:04,120
- What?
- On the walls.

1802
01:53:04,200 --> 01:53:05,120
No.

1803
01:53:05,200 --> 01:53:08,820
There was a history teacher here before me.

1804
01:53:11,620 --> 01:53:12,950
When he left,

1805
01:53:13,160 --> 01:53:16,320
he even asked me to pay
for the kitchen counter.

1806
01:53:17,660 --> 01:53:20,160
- You shouldn't have.
- Sure I didn't.

1807
01:53:20,830 --> 01:53:24,530
When I didn't pay up, he tried to take
the counter with him.

1808
01:53:24,740 --> 01:53:26,160
Asshole.

1809
01:53:26,530 --> 01:53:30,240
I'd never met such a creep before.

1810
01:53:31,330 --> 01:53:36,410
He kept burning his coal even in May
so no one else could use it.

1811
01:53:37,530 --> 01:53:39,070
So, yeah.

1812
01:53:39,330 --> 01:53:42,990
He was a real asshole.

1813
01:53:46,240 --> 01:53:48,120
His kid must've drawn them.

1814
01:53:48,240 --> 01:53:50,620
Why haven't you painted the place since?

1815
01:53:50,740 --> 01:53:52,780
Why the hell should I?

1816
01:53:56,370 --> 01:53:57,820
Anyway.

1817
01:53:58,870 --> 01:54:00,530
By the way,

1818
01:54:01,330 --> 01:54:04,490
what happened is probably
all over the village.

1819
01:54:04,910 --> 01:54:06,320
What?

1820
01:54:06,620 --> 01:54:08,280
- You mean, that...
- Yeah.

1821
01:54:08,490 --> 01:54:10,450
They make insinuations.

1822
01:54:10,700 --> 01:54:11,490
Like what?

1823
01:54:11,620 --> 01:54:13,820
Nothing really.

1824
01:54:14,240 --> 01:54:15,660
Just insinuations.

1825
01:54:15,830 --> 01:54:18,780
Fuck that. So what if it gets around?

1826
01:54:19,200 --> 01:54:20,820
"So what"?

1827
01:54:21,080 --> 01:54:22,780
They'll tear us to pieces.

1828
01:54:22,910 --> 01:54:24,780
Nothing'll happen.

1829
01:54:24,990 --> 01:54:26,570
Don't be paranoid.

1830
01:54:26,870 --> 01:54:28,820
It's not paranoia.

1831
01:54:30,660 --> 01:54:32,950
It's just that I can't get over it.

1832
01:54:33,080 --> 01:54:34,990
Over what?

1833
01:54:36,780 --> 01:54:40,200
I can't get my head round it.

1834
01:54:40,330 --> 01:54:42,370
Or rather, can't make sense of it.

1835
01:54:42,490 --> 01:54:44,660
How could these girls,

1836
01:54:45,160 --> 01:54:49,820
who I think so highly of and
who seem to adore me,

1837
01:54:49,950 --> 01:54:52,410
say such things about me?

1838
01:54:52,490 --> 01:54:54,950
That's children's psychology.

1839
01:54:55,080 --> 01:54:57,370
Who knows what they thought up?

1840
01:54:57,530 --> 01:55:01,370
Yeah, but it doesn't make sense.
That's what bothers me.

1841
01:55:01,490 --> 01:55:04,200
Fuck it. Don't let it bother you.

1842
01:55:05,580 --> 01:55:08,490
Fuck you, Tolga, always so relaxed.

1843
01:55:08,620 --> 01:55:11,660
You're wrong. I'm in shock too.

1844
01:55:12,580 --> 01:55:16,870
I even said: "Look, girls.
These are very serious accusations."

1845
01:55:17,030 --> 01:55:19,280
They said, "Yes, but it upsets us, etc."

1846
01:55:19,450 --> 01:55:22,620
I asked, "Why did you hang around
your teacher then?"

1847
01:55:22,700 --> 01:55:23,910
What did they say?

1848
01:55:24,030 --> 01:55:26,200
Nothing clear, of course.

1849
01:55:26,410 --> 01:55:28,450
"But sir, blah blah blah."

1850
01:55:28,580 --> 01:55:29,370
"Look", I said...

1851
01:55:29,490 --> 01:55:31,740
Alright, but what did they say?

1852
01:55:31,910 --> 01:55:34,120
What did Sevim say, for instance?

1853
01:55:34,410 --> 01:55:37,740
I don't remember exactly.

1854
01:55:38,080 --> 01:55:41,820
Just stuff like, she's upset.

1855
01:55:43,200 --> 01:55:44,950
Also said she's scared.

1856
01:55:45,080 --> 01:55:46,030
Scared?

1857
01:55:46,160 --> 01:55:48,450
- Something like that.
- Scared of what?

1858
01:55:48,700 --> 01:55:50,370
I don't know.

1859
01:55:51,490 --> 01:55:54,490
But it seems they went after Kenan more.

1860
01:55:54,780 --> 01:55:56,530
How's that?

1861
01:55:56,740 --> 01:55:58,780
As if they were mad at Kenan,

1862
01:55:58,910 --> 01:56:01,450
and you got caught up in it.

1863
01:56:01,740 --> 01:56:04,320
What do you mean?

1864
01:56:05,280 --> 01:56:08,570
I'm saying, maybe Kenan was their mark.

1865
01:56:08,700 --> 01:56:10,450
Why?

1866
01:56:11,330 --> 01:56:16,120
Maybe Kenan's jealous that
the girls like you and not him,

1867
01:56:16,620 --> 01:56:19,570
so he's acting overly friendly with them.

1868
01:56:23,870 --> 01:56:25,780
Is that possible?

1869
01:56:25,990 --> 01:56:27,620
I don't know.

1870
01:56:28,030 --> 01:56:30,280
Might be something like that.

1871
01:56:31,160 --> 01:56:33,780
You mean Kenan was their real target

1872
01:56:33,910 --> 01:56:36,530
and I just got caught in the middle?

1873
01:56:37,160 --> 01:56:38,700
Yes.

1874
01:56:39,280 --> 01:56:42,030
Aylin actually complained more about Kenan.

1875
01:56:42,160 --> 01:56:44,370
But Sevim said some stuff too.

1876
01:56:45,330 --> 01:56:47,160
Like he pinches girls' cheeks.

1877
01:56:47,240 --> 01:56:48,450
You serious?

1878
01:56:48,580 --> 01:56:51,200
Stares at them during lessons.

1879
01:56:54,910 --> 01:56:56,870
How about that?

1880
01:56:57,580 --> 01:57:01,160
He doesn't look brave enough
for stuff like that.

1881
01:57:03,030 --> 01:57:04,160
Though he might be.

1882
01:57:04,280 --> 01:57:05,950
I don't know.

1883
01:57:06,870 --> 01:57:11,320
Sevim might've encouraged Aylin
to avoid being alone.

1884
01:57:11,450 --> 01:57:12,700
You know Sevim.

1885
01:57:12,830 --> 01:57:14,320
Not that well.

1886
01:57:14,450 --> 01:57:16,660
That's what I think.

1887
01:57:19,200 --> 01:57:20,570
What am I doing here?

1888
01:57:20,700 --> 01:57:24,120
What kind of people are we involved with?

1889
01:57:24,240 --> 01:57:27,910
Why did we get into
this fucking profession?

1890
01:57:28,700 --> 01:57:31,530
All those years spent studying.

1891
01:57:32,950 --> 01:57:35,950
Don't mention this to anyone.

1892
01:57:36,410 --> 01:57:37,950
Sure. Who would I tell?

1893
01:57:38,030 --> 01:57:40,870
It's just what I think.

1894
01:57:41,530 --> 01:57:43,410
It might not be true.

1895
01:57:43,490 --> 01:57:46,030
No, it's probably true.

1896
01:57:47,870 --> 01:57:49,700
Look at him.

1897
01:57:50,200 --> 01:57:52,570
Talk about a dark horse!

1898
01:57:56,240 --> 01:57:58,200
Lecturing me about ethics.

1899
01:57:58,330 --> 01:58:02,410
Saying I shouldn't give gifts
and to respect sensibilities.

1900
01:58:02,530 --> 01:58:04,200
Well, well, well.

1901
01:58:04,530 --> 01:58:07,530
He thinks he can dump it in my lap.

1902
01:58:12,450 --> 01:58:14,280
What a rat.

1903
01:59:24,700 --> 01:59:26,620
- Hi.
- Hi.

1904
01:59:39,490 --> 01:59:40,530
Did you eat?

1905
01:59:40,660 --> 01:59:43,620
Yeah, I got some pastries in town.
Have some.

1906
01:59:43,740 --> 01:59:45,280
Wonderful.

1907
01:59:54,660 --> 01:59:56,910
I couldn't eat all day.

1908
01:59:57,120 --> 01:59:58,740
This is great.

1909
02:00:01,660 --> 02:00:02,820
Heat them up.

1910
02:00:02,910 --> 02:00:05,950
No need. Fine like this.

1911
02:00:06,910 --> 02:00:08,280
Tea?

1912
02:00:08,950 --> 02:00:10,320
No, thanks.

1913
02:00:11,620 --> 02:00:13,200
Enjoy.

1914
02:00:13,660 --> 02:00:15,070
What's up?

1915
02:00:15,410 --> 02:00:16,530
What do you mean?

1916
02:00:16,620 --> 02:00:18,660
Why didn't you eat?

1917
02:00:20,370 --> 02:00:22,660
My parents' medication ran out.

1918
02:00:22,870 --> 02:00:24,990
They needed a new prescription.

1919
02:00:25,200 --> 02:00:28,570
The druggist refused. Said they had
to come in person.

1920
02:00:28,740 --> 02:00:31,450
How can old people come all that way?

1921
02:00:31,780 --> 02:00:33,700
You were in town too?

1922
02:00:33,830 --> 02:00:37,280
Well, mostly at the hospital.

1923
02:00:37,700 --> 02:00:41,320
Really? If I'd known, we could've come
back together.

1924
02:00:41,990 --> 02:00:46,490
We could've,
but my timing was kinda mixed up.

1925
02:00:46,990 --> 02:00:48,570
Mixed up?

1926
02:00:48,830 --> 02:00:50,280
Went to a mechanic, too.

1927
02:00:50,410 --> 02:00:53,780
Couldn't eat with all that hassle.
What did you do?

1928
02:00:54,080 --> 02:00:55,660
Remember,

1929
02:00:56,120 --> 02:00:57,950
they messed up my teacher score?

1930
02:00:58,030 --> 02:01:00,490
- I went to get it fixed.
- They do it?

1931
02:01:00,620 --> 02:01:02,320
They whined, but it got done.

1932
02:01:02,410 --> 02:01:05,410
Nowhere else has such an awful
education office.

1933
02:01:05,490 --> 02:01:08,030
How can they forget the service score?

1934
02:01:08,410 --> 02:01:09,780
Yeah, well.

1935
02:01:10,490 --> 02:01:12,570
Civil servants are people, after all.

1936
02:01:12,660 --> 02:01:13,950
True,

1937
02:01:14,280 --> 02:01:17,410
but this has a huge effect
on a teacher's fate.

1938
02:01:17,530 --> 02:01:21,620
A few points can change where you spend
your whole youth.

1939
02:01:21,740 --> 02:01:24,910
If you hadn't noticed, lots of people

1940
02:01:25,080 --> 02:01:26,990
would be ahead of you unfairly.

1941
02:01:27,160 --> 02:01:28,450
Exactly.

1942
02:01:28,580 --> 02:01:30,660
It's good you sorted it out.

1943
02:01:32,700 --> 02:01:36,030
I thought I saw your car there.

1944
02:01:36,240 --> 02:01:38,780
I almost ran after you, but I wasn't sure.

1945
02:01:38,950 --> 02:01:40,660
Why didn't you call?

1946
02:01:42,450 --> 02:01:44,910
I didn't want to disturb you.

1947
02:01:45,280 --> 02:01:47,780
Why would you have disturbed me?

1948
02:01:48,490 --> 02:01:50,530
Don't know. Would I have?

1949
02:01:51,120 --> 02:01:52,280
Would you what?

1950
02:01:52,370 --> 02:01:53,950
Have disturbed you.

1951
02:01:54,120 --> 02:01:55,870
No, why?

1952
02:03:02,830 --> 02:03:05,700
I see you take bread home, Comrade Nuray.

1953
02:03:08,030 --> 02:03:11,570
Yet you leave poor dogs to die of hunger.

1954
02:03:14,410 --> 02:03:16,160
They have their fates too.

1955
02:03:16,280 --> 02:03:17,620
Wow.

1956
02:03:17,910 --> 02:03:20,370
I didn't think you believed in fate.

1957
02:03:20,780 --> 02:03:23,030
I'm full of surprises.

1958
02:03:23,660 --> 02:03:25,570
What're you doing here?

1959
02:03:26,700 --> 02:03:30,160
I left school early to go to
the education office.

1960
02:03:30,240 --> 02:03:31,870
I needed some cash too.

1961
02:03:31,990 --> 02:03:33,450
You just get out?

1962
02:03:33,580 --> 02:03:36,820
Yes. We had a charity sale at school today.

1963
02:03:36,990 --> 02:03:38,870
Waste of time as usual.

1964
02:03:38,990 --> 02:03:42,620
Expected a festival? Just be grateful
for the charity.

1965
02:03:43,910 --> 02:03:45,240
What're you up to?

1966
02:03:45,370 --> 02:03:47,370
You have time for coffee?

1967
02:03:47,490 --> 02:03:49,120
I can't now.

1968
02:03:49,240 --> 02:03:50,950
Okay.

1969
02:03:51,200 --> 02:03:54,030
Actually, I don't have much time either.

1970
02:03:54,120 --> 02:03:55,450
I need to get back.

1971
02:03:55,580 --> 02:03:57,320
Okay. Some other time, then.

1972
02:03:57,410 --> 02:03:58,450
Sorry.

1973
02:03:58,530 --> 02:04:00,990
No, it's alright.

1974
02:04:01,240 --> 02:04:02,780
- Some other time.
- Okay.

1975
02:04:02,910 --> 02:04:05,740
What's Kenan up to? He's at home?

1976
02:04:06,160 --> 02:04:09,030
Kenan? No idea.
He said his father was sick.

1977
02:04:09,160 --> 02:04:10,780
I didn't talk to him again.

1978
02:04:10,870 --> 02:04:13,030
Like I said, I left early.

1979
02:04:13,490 --> 02:04:15,120
Haven't you seen him?

1980
02:04:15,240 --> 02:04:17,620
No, how would I have?

1981
02:04:17,950 --> 02:04:19,820
Don't know, just asked.

1982
02:04:19,950 --> 02:04:22,990
Anyway. Talk to you later.

1983
02:04:23,160 --> 02:04:25,820
Okay. What are you two doing this weekend?

1984
02:04:25,950 --> 02:04:27,660
You could come over.

1985
02:04:27,870 --> 02:04:28,450
What?

1986
02:04:28,530 --> 02:04:31,910
I told you, my family's going away.
Come for dinner.

1987
02:04:32,030 --> 02:04:33,410
Oh, yeah.

1988
02:04:33,620 --> 02:04:36,240
- Maybe Saturday?
- Okay.

1989
02:04:36,450 --> 02:04:38,450
Fine for us. Have they left?

1990
02:04:38,580 --> 02:04:40,320
No, tomorrow.

1991
02:04:40,450 --> 02:04:42,950
Alright. Tell Kenan, then.

1992
02:04:43,160 --> 02:04:44,200
Seven okay?

1993
02:04:44,280 --> 02:04:46,740
Yeah, seven is great.

1994
02:04:47,450 --> 02:04:49,910
Okay. Send you my address later.

1995
02:04:50,030 --> 02:04:51,320
Alright.

1996
02:04:51,450 --> 02:04:55,070
Won't be any problem with the neighbors?

1997
02:04:55,200 --> 02:04:56,660
- Neighbors?
- Yeah.

1998
02:04:56,740 --> 02:04:59,740
We fought and won some rights, you know.

1999
02:04:59,830 --> 02:05:01,910
- Don't be silly.
- Just asking.

2000
02:05:01,990 --> 02:05:04,620
- We fought for decades.
- For sure.

2001
02:05:04,780 --> 02:05:06,530
Better believe it.

2002
02:05:06,830 --> 02:05:09,870
Just as I'd expect from you, Comrade Nuray.

2003
02:05:10,030 --> 02:05:11,450
See you later.

2004
02:05:11,580 --> 02:05:14,240
- Bye.
- Take care.

2005
02:06:45,780 --> 02:06:47,200
- Hi.
- Hi.

2006
02:06:47,330 --> 02:06:48,660
Come on in.

2007
02:06:50,200 --> 02:06:53,780
- You okay?
- Damn it, I tripped.

2008
02:06:55,780 --> 02:06:57,160
Where's Kenan?

2009
02:06:57,330 --> 02:06:59,070
If I say it's just me?

2010
02:06:59,200 --> 02:06:59,990
Why?

2011
02:07:00,120 --> 02:07:03,450
Kenan's got a lot on his plate.

2012
02:07:04,120 --> 02:07:06,530
His father's sick and old, you know.

2013
02:07:06,700 --> 02:07:08,990
You should've told me.

2014
02:07:09,870 --> 02:07:13,820
We could have postponed or something.

2015
02:07:14,160 --> 02:07:18,450
You think so? I did think about it, but...

2016
02:07:18,870 --> 02:07:21,490
Have I been an asshole?

2017
02:07:21,580 --> 02:07:22,320
No.

2018
02:07:22,410 --> 02:07:24,160
- I'll go if you like.
- No.

2019
02:07:24,280 --> 02:07:27,620
- Really.
- It's not that big a deal.

2020
02:07:27,780 --> 02:07:31,410
It's just too bad that he's missing
out on the feast.

2021
02:07:31,740 --> 02:07:34,160
- Come in.
- It's his loss, anyhow.

2022
02:07:34,660 --> 02:07:35,950
No, no need.

2023
02:07:36,030 --> 02:07:38,240
Did anyone see you come in?

2024
02:07:38,410 --> 02:07:40,320
- Did anybody see you?
- No.

2025
02:07:40,410 --> 02:07:42,120
I snuck in like a thief.

2026
02:07:42,200 --> 02:07:44,370
But what about those rights you won?

2027
02:07:44,450 --> 02:07:47,910
Okay, but there's no need to push it.

2028
02:07:51,620 --> 02:07:53,280
By the way...

2029
02:07:54,530 --> 02:07:56,370
Thanks, there was no need.

2030
02:07:56,530 --> 02:07:58,200
It's nothing.

2031
02:08:11,280 --> 02:08:12,950
Nice.

2032
02:08:15,030 --> 02:08:16,820
No one's home, right?

2033
02:08:17,370 --> 02:08:21,700
Locked the folks in the closet.
They won't cause trouble.

2034
02:08:24,740 --> 02:08:26,530
You look very nice, by the way.

2035
02:08:26,700 --> 02:08:28,450
The skirt suits you.

2036
02:08:29,080 --> 02:08:30,570
Thanks.

2037
02:08:33,330 --> 02:08:35,320
You get these at the grocer's?

2038
02:08:35,950 --> 02:08:37,740
They're wrapped like parsley.

2039
02:08:37,870 --> 02:08:41,200
Just in case. You know how things are here.

2040
02:08:41,830 --> 02:08:44,740
- I'll put them in water.
- Okay.

2041
02:08:44,830 --> 02:08:47,370
Have a seat. Are you hungry?

2042
02:08:47,490 --> 02:08:48,990
We can eat straight away.

2043
02:08:49,080 --> 02:08:50,990
Yeah, maybe.

2044
02:08:52,990 --> 02:08:54,740
I'll sit down then.

2045
02:08:54,870 --> 02:08:56,820
Fine. Be back in a minute.

2046
02:09:53,870 --> 02:09:57,280
If you say you painted these,
I won't believe you.

2047
02:09:58,120 --> 02:09:59,740
I did. Why?

2048
02:09:59,830 --> 02:10:01,160
They're really good.

2049
02:10:01,280 --> 02:10:03,820
You call that "community education level"?

2050
02:10:03,910 --> 02:10:05,120
Oh, come on.

2051
02:10:05,240 --> 02:10:07,780
No, I'm serious.

2052
02:10:08,410 --> 02:10:10,700
You're much better than me.

2053
02:10:11,030 --> 02:10:14,820
I just don't get how you could find meaning

2054
02:10:14,990 --> 02:10:16,870
in Kenan's face.

2055
02:10:20,530 --> 02:10:23,870
You never know where you'll find meaning.

2056
02:10:26,330 --> 02:10:29,490
The time for transfers is coming.
What will you do?

2057
02:10:30,620 --> 02:10:34,780
I'll try every trick to get out of here.

2058
02:10:35,240 --> 02:10:38,200
We'll see if there's an opportunity.

2059
02:10:39,080 --> 02:10:41,820
And you, still not considering it?

2060
02:10:42,410 --> 02:10:45,120
You can go anywhere. If I were you...

2061
02:10:45,240 --> 02:10:47,570
- It's hard for me to go.
- Why?

2062
02:10:47,660 --> 02:10:50,450
First, the family isn't
ready for that idea.

2063
02:10:50,830 --> 02:10:52,370
I know people in Istanbul.

2064
02:10:52,490 --> 02:10:54,450
Friends from the organization.

2065
02:10:54,620 --> 02:10:57,570
If I go there, I won't have any
problems socializing.

2066
02:10:57,700 --> 02:11:01,570
Sure. Impossible not to socialize there.

2067
02:11:01,700 --> 02:11:04,370
If you can't there, you can't anywhere.

2068
02:11:04,450 --> 02:11:06,700
Someone needs to stay here.

2069
02:11:06,830 --> 02:11:09,660
What'll happen if we all leave?

2070
02:11:09,740 --> 02:11:12,120
Yeah, there's that too.

2071
02:11:12,740 --> 02:11:15,780
But you have to think about your own life.

2072
02:11:15,870 --> 02:11:19,410
Life will take care of itself.

2073
02:11:19,580 --> 02:11:23,240
I've done my share. Others can do theirs.

2074
02:11:23,330 --> 02:11:25,070
Four years! Isn't that enough?

2075
02:11:25,160 --> 02:11:27,570
If you say so.

2076
02:11:27,990 --> 02:11:31,070
But I think you're exaggerating a bit.

2077
02:11:31,450 --> 02:11:32,570
Exaggerating what?

2078
02:11:32,660 --> 02:11:36,490
You blame this place for all your problems.
It's false.

2079
02:11:36,780 --> 02:11:38,910
What do you expect in Istanbul?

2080
02:11:39,030 --> 02:11:39,820
No idea.

2081
02:11:39,910 --> 02:11:42,160
Wherever you go, your problems go with you.

2082
02:11:42,280 --> 02:11:45,200
I can't think about that right now.

2083
02:11:45,490 --> 02:11:48,490
All I know is that this place
is dragging me down.

2084
02:11:48,660 --> 02:11:50,160
All I see is emptiness.

2085
02:11:50,240 --> 02:11:52,660
Things shriveled and bent by the cold.

2086
02:11:52,780 --> 02:11:54,490
Hungry, sick, helpless dogs.

2087
02:11:54,580 --> 02:11:58,530
You'd manage to see the same things,
even in Switzerland.

2088
02:11:58,620 --> 02:11:59,950
Don't worry.

2089
02:12:00,280 --> 02:12:01,370
Doesn't matter.

2090
02:12:01,450 --> 02:12:04,620
I'll face my destiny. Good or bad.

2091
02:12:04,700 --> 02:12:07,490
I say go big or go home!

2092
02:12:07,700 --> 02:12:09,070
Right.

2093
02:12:09,450 --> 02:12:11,740
I was like you before the explosion.

2094
02:12:12,080 --> 02:12:16,240
Rushing around like I was missing out
with no foresight.

2095
02:12:16,410 --> 02:12:19,030
So I should be sensible,
satisfied and grateful?

2096
02:12:19,200 --> 02:12:21,070
- Not at all.
- What, then?

2097
02:12:21,240 --> 02:12:25,700
If you're complaining, it means something
could or should be done.

2098
02:12:25,780 --> 02:12:28,410
You realize, get annoyed and complain.

2099
02:12:28,580 --> 02:12:31,160
You should react, but you don't.

2100
02:12:31,280 --> 02:12:33,280
- You run.
- What else should I do?

2101
02:12:33,410 --> 02:12:35,950
Devote my life to this place?

2102
02:12:36,030 --> 02:12:36,740
No.

2103
02:12:37,080 --> 02:12:40,820
I've done my duty and now I'm off.

2104
02:12:41,330 --> 02:12:45,620
I've given four years to this hellhole.
Isn't that enough?

2105
02:12:45,740 --> 02:12:46,370
It is,

2106
02:12:46,450 --> 02:12:49,240
but someone needs to do something.

2107
02:12:49,530 --> 02:12:53,370
I'm always for action. People need
to get involved.

2108
02:12:53,530 --> 02:12:55,370
That's what the world needs.

2109
02:12:55,490 --> 02:12:56,530
Some more?

2110
02:12:56,700 --> 02:12:57,910
Sure.

2111
02:13:05,160 --> 02:13:10,030
For example, you follow politics
and get mad at everything.

2112
02:13:10,700 --> 02:13:12,070
Do I?

2113
02:13:12,280 --> 02:13:13,570
You do.

2114
02:13:13,870 --> 02:13:18,070
I read the news but I don't follow
anything closely.

2115
02:13:18,330 --> 02:13:20,820
You think that, because I complain a lot?

2116
02:13:20,910 --> 02:13:23,870
You complain, but what changes?

2117
02:13:25,620 --> 02:13:27,620
My father's like you, as well.

2118
02:13:27,740 --> 02:13:30,700
He's retired and has nothing to do.
He just gets mad.

2119
02:13:30,870 --> 02:13:33,450
Should he set himself on fire
outside Parliament?

2120
02:13:33,530 --> 02:13:36,410
No, but complaining changes nothing.

2121
02:13:36,490 --> 02:13:38,870
- So?
- Got to focus on action.

2122
02:13:38,990 --> 02:13:41,160
How do you view the world?

2123
02:13:41,280 --> 02:13:42,780
How do you place yourself?

2124
02:13:42,870 --> 02:13:43,990
Place myself?

2125
02:13:44,120 --> 02:13:46,530
- I mean, what "ism" are you?

2126
02:13:46,780 --> 02:13:49,620
"Ism"? What the hell is that?

2127
02:13:49,780 --> 02:13:53,280
You must belong to some faction.

2128
02:13:54,030 --> 02:13:57,200
I don't feel a need to define myself
as anything.

2129
02:13:57,490 --> 02:14:01,570
Maybe I used to,
but that phase is in the past.

2130
02:14:01,660 --> 02:14:03,370
It's not about phases.

2131
02:14:03,450 --> 02:14:06,570
How do you contribute to the world?

2132
02:14:06,660 --> 02:14:07,740
What do you do?

2133
02:14:07,830 --> 02:14:10,820
- Is it his a goodness contest?
- No.

2134
02:14:10,910 --> 02:14:14,620
I'm asking where you stand,
where you feel you belong.

2135
02:14:14,990 --> 02:14:17,160
If you want to answer.

2136
02:14:18,870 --> 02:14:23,870
A sheltered life within a group
with the same ideologies

2137
02:14:23,990 --> 02:14:26,530
isn't really for me.

2138
02:14:26,620 --> 02:14:27,450
Why not?

2139
02:14:27,530 --> 02:14:30,490
- Don't believe in solidarity?
- It's not that.

2140
02:14:30,580 --> 02:14:33,740
Maybe I find it incompatible with freedom.

2141
02:14:33,830 --> 02:14:35,820
- Why?
- I don't know.

2142
02:14:35,990 --> 02:14:40,410
All I know is, something
in me firmly rejects

2143
02:14:40,530 --> 02:14:42,700
that kind of existence.

2144
02:14:42,700 --> 02:14:45,320
It's not just about you, though.

2145
02:14:45,530 --> 02:14:48,450
What are you doing for
the world, I'm asking?

2146
02:14:48,580 --> 02:14:52,490
Everyone contributes somehow.
It's no big deal.

2147
02:14:52,660 --> 02:14:56,200
Those who're able, do things.
And others don't.

2148
02:14:56,330 --> 02:15:00,070
- In society, everyone can do something.
- Yes.

2149
02:15:00,200 --> 02:15:02,280
How do you feel when you see

2150
02:15:02,410 --> 02:15:05,570
rapes, corruption and refugees in the news?

2151
02:15:05,700 --> 02:15:08,410
Upset, but the world's
troubles are endless.

2152
02:15:08,530 --> 02:15:10,280
- You shut your eyes.
- No.

2153
02:15:10,370 --> 02:15:12,820
You keep problems at a distance.

2154
02:15:12,950 --> 02:15:16,030
What if I do?
Does everyone have to be a hero?

2155
02:15:16,160 --> 02:15:19,570
No, but you seem to embrace selfishness.

2156
02:15:19,660 --> 02:15:24,240
Isn't that why the world lacks reason,
equality and conscience?

2157
02:15:24,370 --> 02:15:26,120
You think the same rules

2158
02:15:26,240 --> 02:15:28,530
can be applied everywhere?

2159
02:15:28,700 --> 02:15:32,780
Is an idea that's logical to
us also logical in Mongolia?

2160
02:15:32,950 --> 02:15:34,280
Cultures differ,

2161
02:15:34,370 --> 02:15:37,660
but aren't people's basic needs
the same everywhere?

2162
02:15:37,830 --> 02:15:41,530
Don't ask me. I can't even get my own
thoughts together.

2163
02:15:41,620 --> 02:15:43,070
Like what?

2164
02:15:43,370 --> 02:15:44,820
I don't know.

2165
02:15:44,950 --> 02:15:48,030
I think justice is a utopian idea.
Equality too.

2166
02:15:48,160 --> 02:15:51,820
For that, everyone has to be the same,
which is nonsense.

2167
02:15:51,910 --> 02:15:53,410
Everything's different.

2168
02:15:53,530 --> 02:15:58,120
The world is a struggle between different,
ever-moving forces.

2169
02:15:58,280 --> 02:16:01,620
History is the sum of that,
but we don't accept it.

2170
02:16:01,740 --> 02:16:05,780
I don't even like thinking about it,
because it leads to chaos.

2171
02:16:05,990 --> 02:16:08,660
Whereas order is needed
for life to continue.

2172
02:16:08,740 --> 02:16:12,280
So we prefer to believe
your charming tales.

2173
02:16:12,490 --> 02:16:15,030
They're facts, not tales.

2174
02:16:15,160 --> 02:16:18,910
That's what the structure of history is.

2175
02:16:18,990 --> 02:16:22,700
You see chaos as a negative
and destructive force.

2176
02:16:22,830 --> 02:16:25,870
"If only humanity had a nicer history!"

2177
02:16:25,990 --> 02:16:27,660
Unfortunately, it doesn't.

2178
02:16:27,780 --> 02:16:30,490
You keep proposing bowing down.

2179
02:16:30,580 --> 02:16:32,990
Isn't that contrary to your principles?

2180
02:16:33,120 --> 02:16:34,820
Not at all.

2181
02:16:34,950 --> 02:16:39,620
Fancy words will never replace bringing
a bucket of water

2182
02:16:39,700 --> 02:16:42,030
to a place suffering from drought.

2183
02:16:42,330 --> 02:16:44,620
Can this wretched world be helped?

2184
02:16:44,740 --> 02:16:47,160
That's the only question.

2185
02:16:47,240 --> 02:16:49,620
I'm not opposing that.

2186
02:16:49,740 --> 02:16:52,660
But why are you attacking me?
Cause you're here.

2187
02:16:52,780 --> 02:16:55,910
I'm tired of asking myself those questions.

2188
02:16:56,030 --> 02:16:58,200
Don't you think change is needed?

2189
02:16:58,370 --> 02:17:02,660
There're things that need to change
and things that don't.

2190
02:17:02,740 --> 02:17:06,990
Am I happy with the state of the world? No.

2191
02:17:07,080 --> 02:17:11,120
But that doesn't mean I gotta belong
to a clique.

2192
02:17:11,200 --> 02:17:14,120
- That's the real problem.
- What?

2193
02:17:14,200 --> 02:17:19,530
Educated people like you getting
lost in uncertainties.

2194
02:17:19,660 --> 02:17:22,200
They leave the public
arena to the ignorant.

2195
02:17:22,370 --> 02:17:26,030
Maybe the public arena
was designed for them.

2196
02:17:26,160 --> 02:17:29,740
Isn't it obvious that division is human?

2197
02:17:29,830 --> 02:17:34,120
Ideologies and even goals
can easily be misused

2198
02:17:34,240 --> 02:17:37,820
to satisfy objectives.

2199
02:17:38,030 --> 02:17:41,070
I don't think much about these things.

2200
02:17:41,200 --> 02:17:44,910
Man dreams, tries, builds
and then destroys.

2201
02:17:45,030 --> 02:17:46,870
That's how history unfolds.

2202
02:17:46,990 --> 02:17:49,990
For me, history recalls
the weariness of hope.

2203
02:17:50,120 --> 02:17:52,990
Aren't you a product of this history too?

2204
02:17:53,120 --> 02:17:58,870
If we viewed history as a system,
wouldn't that save us from confusion?

2205
02:17:58,950 --> 02:18:03,200
You believe people would really be happy
if their needs were met?

2206
02:18:03,280 --> 02:18:06,410
Why not? That hope is all we've got.

2207
02:18:06,530 --> 02:18:10,240
Hasn't hope always been the key
driving force for humanity?

2208
02:18:10,330 --> 02:18:14,410
Like waiting for a messiah?
That's nonsense.

2209
02:18:14,490 --> 02:18:17,870
Doing something can never be equated
with weakness.

2210
02:18:17,990 --> 02:18:20,280
Free society, but not individuals?

2211
02:18:20,410 --> 02:18:23,620
Social struggle involves
social responsibility.

2212
02:18:23,780 --> 02:18:26,160
Where do you see yourself in this?

2213
02:18:26,280 --> 02:18:28,490
I'm in favor of freedom.

2214
02:18:28,620 --> 02:18:31,450
What freedom? What do you mean by freedom?

2215
02:18:31,580 --> 02:18:33,160
Human freedom.

2216
02:18:33,240 --> 02:18:36,070
History has a course, the planet too,

2217
02:18:36,200 --> 02:18:38,370
and the course of humanity is freedom.

2218
02:18:38,450 --> 02:18:42,820
You think socialists live in a cage
with limited freedom?

2219
02:18:42,910 --> 02:18:45,530
It's freedom for people we're fighting for.

2220
02:18:45,700 --> 02:18:49,280
Well, I happen to be a member
of some charitable foundations.

2221
02:18:49,410 --> 02:18:51,570
I'm not the one you should be grilling.

2222
02:18:51,700 --> 02:18:54,280
Your approach is weird though.

2223
02:18:54,410 --> 02:18:58,200
You act a bit lumpen. You don't want
to get involved,

2224
02:18:58,280 --> 02:19:00,950
but if the work's done, you'll support it.

2225
02:19:01,080 --> 02:19:02,950
Should I get beaten by the cops?

2226
02:19:03,080 --> 02:19:04,490
You talk like a liberal.

2227
02:19:04,580 --> 02:19:08,450
Isn't that kind of support the same
as siding with the strong?

2228
02:19:08,620 --> 02:19:11,870
So why not do it now? Go side with
the government.

2229
02:19:11,990 --> 02:19:15,410
Bravo for making me pro-government.

2230
02:19:15,530 --> 02:19:17,570
You measure sensitivity.

2231
02:19:17,700 --> 02:19:20,410
That's as futile as judging a suicide.

2232
02:19:20,530 --> 02:19:22,870
I'm not measuring anything.

2233
02:19:22,990 --> 02:19:27,370
I'm annoyed that you stigmatize those
who do something when you don't.

2234
02:19:27,490 --> 02:19:28,660
Isn't that the topic?

2235
02:19:28,740 --> 02:19:32,410
Would you be happier
if I said I trusted people?

2236
02:19:32,580 --> 02:19:34,780
Say what you think. You do anyway.

2237
02:19:34,870 --> 02:19:36,490
But you generalize.

2238
02:19:36,620 --> 02:19:39,200
There are exceptions, and reasons for them.

2239
02:19:39,330 --> 02:19:41,700
I think, even self-sacrifice

2240
02:19:41,830 --> 02:19:44,490
often means indebting the other.

2241
02:19:44,660 --> 02:19:47,370
Even the suicide bomber does it to exist,

2242
02:19:47,450 --> 02:19:49,910
not to cease to exist.

2243
02:19:50,160 --> 02:19:53,030
I can't help but get mad
at the undeserved trust

2244
02:19:53,160 --> 02:19:56,160
of ideologically motivated crowds.

2245
02:19:56,530 --> 02:19:59,700
Their sticky blind morality

2246
02:19:59,780 --> 02:20:04,070
and their happiness because they're
like-minded.

2247
02:20:04,200 --> 02:20:05,570
Sorry.

2248
02:20:05,700 --> 02:20:09,700
Why is it so important for everyone
to think the same?

2249
02:20:10,330 --> 02:20:14,700
And I'm all alone in the middle
of all this noise.

2250
02:20:15,120 --> 02:20:16,410
But despite all,

2251
02:20:16,490 --> 02:20:21,570
the whisper of that unique source inside me

2252
02:20:21,740 --> 02:20:26,990
reminds me how human it is to oppose
and to feel bored.

2253
02:20:28,370 --> 02:20:33,240
Seeing the connection between obsessions
and ideas

2254
02:20:33,330 --> 02:20:34,910
doesn't make me a degenerate.

2255
02:20:35,080 --> 02:20:40,570
Doesn't it matter that a person has
the courage to sacrifice himself,

2256
02:20:40,700 --> 02:20:46,280
whether for an ideal, or a lofty cause,
even if brainwashed?

2257
02:20:46,700 --> 02:20:47,700
Especially today.

2258
02:20:47,780 --> 02:20:49,450
Of course it does.

2259
02:20:49,660 --> 02:20:52,530
Then that means you
should somehow understand

2260
02:20:52,660 --> 02:20:56,160
and forgive the suicide bomber
that cost you your leg.

2261
02:20:56,280 --> 02:20:59,820
Can you do that? Whatever his thoughts
or beliefs.

2262
02:21:00,620 --> 02:21:02,820
I can, if needed. That's not the issue.

2263
02:21:02,950 --> 02:21:05,530
And I didn't imply you were a degenerate.

2264
02:21:05,660 --> 02:21:10,910
What if those people you scorn
came together over shared ideals?

2265
02:21:11,030 --> 02:21:16,990
Aren't there evils that are only overcome
with the solidarity you hate?

2266
02:21:17,120 --> 02:21:19,200
- Of course.
- "Of course".

2267
02:21:19,330 --> 02:21:23,200
Of course there are. I'm not saying
the contrary.

2268
02:21:23,280 --> 02:21:25,410
What I'm saying is this.

2269
02:21:25,530 --> 02:21:28,780
You know very well,
the actions of a society

2270
02:21:28,910 --> 02:21:33,570
are not equal to the sum of
its individual parts.

2271
02:21:33,660 --> 02:21:36,990
Isn't that reason enough to stay away
from the herd?

2272
02:21:37,120 --> 02:21:41,490
Whatever their reasons or motivations?

2273
02:21:41,620 --> 02:21:44,990
The well-off may have that luxury.

2274
02:21:45,080 --> 02:21:48,660
A proverb says, "If you travel in a herd,

2275
02:21:48,780 --> 02:21:50,820
all you'll see are asses."

2276
02:21:50,950 --> 02:21:54,820
Well for some, those asses might
mean a blessing,

2277
02:21:54,950 --> 02:21:57,410
security and warmth.

2278
02:21:57,490 --> 02:21:59,570
- Right?
- I guess.

2279
02:22:05,830 --> 02:22:07,450
What about you?

2280
02:22:08,240 --> 02:22:10,320
How do you contribute?

2281
02:22:10,950 --> 02:22:12,410
- Me?
- Yeah.

2282
02:22:12,530 --> 02:22:14,160
- Me?
- Yeah.

2283
02:22:20,700 --> 02:22:22,320
I can't, anymore.

2284
02:22:22,530 --> 02:22:25,240
As you see, I'm retired due to disability.

2285
02:22:27,950 --> 02:22:29,410
Don't say that.

2286
02:22:29,580 --> 02:22:32,780
I mean, that's not what I see.

2287
02:22:33,200 --> 02:22:35,410
That's not where I'm looking.

2288
02:22:35,780 --> 02:22:38,030
I'm looking somewhere else.

2289
02:23:48,030 --> 02:23:50,160
- A fill up?
- Alright.

2290
02:24:19,910 --> 02:24:21,700
You need time

2291
02:24:21,950 --> 02:24:25,070
to get to know someone.

2292
02:24:26,490 --> 02:24:29,950
On the other hand, certain things,
if left to time,

2293
02:24:30,530 --> 02:24:33,320
would just be a waste of time.

2294
02:24:33,450 --> 02:24:34,910
Right?

2295
02:24:35,450 --> 02:24:36,950
Yes.

2296
02:24:38,620 --> 02:24:43,200
This process can be quickly handled
with a few questions.

2297
02:24:44,530 --> 02:24:46,490
I'm sure it can.

2298
02:24:48,370 --> 02:24:50,910
No need to waste time.

2299
02:24:52,080 --> 02:24:53,990
It's not necessary.

2300
02:24:55,620 --> 02:24:57,120
Okay?

2301
02:25:00,740 --> 02:25:02,620
Now, for instance.

2302
02:25:03,870 --> 02:25:05,740
What are you like?

2303
02:25:07,910 --> 02:25:09,450
How do you mean?

2304
02:25:09,660 --> 02:25:12,160
What kind of person are you?

2305
02:25:14,700 --> 02:25:16,490
In what sense?

2306
02:25:18,370 --> 02:25:21,030
Answer the question however
you understand it.

2307
02:25:21,240 --> 02:25:24,030
How you understand it
is an answer in itself.

2308
02:25:26,990 --> 02:25:30,120
Shall I tell the truth or try to make
you happy?

2309
02:25:30,280 --> 02:25:32,200
The truth, of course.

2310
02:25:33,330 --> 02:25:34,780
Alright.

2311
02:25:36,490 --> 02:25:39,620
Very romantic, fond of his family,

2312
02:25:40,740 --> 02:25:42,870
charitable...

2313
02:25:45,490 --> 02:25:48,070
What? Can't that be true?

2314
02:25:48,490 --> 02:25:50,740
What do you think I am?

2315
02:25:51,080 --> 02:25:55,120
And your worst trait is
excessive compassion, right?

2316
02:25:55,200 --> 02:25:57,280
How did you guess?

2317
02:25:59,450 --> 02:26:00,870
I'm serious.

2318
02:26:00,990 --> 02:26:02,950
Are you religious, for example?

2319
02:26:03,450 --> 02:26:04,950
Sometimes.

2320
02:26:05,830 --> 02:26:07,780
Do you think there's a God?

2321
02:26:08,030 --> 02:26:10,280
For those who believe, he exists.

2322
02:26:10,580 --> 02:26:12,410
You're avoiding the question.

2323
02:26:12,780 --> 02:26:14,620
Let's move on.

2324
02:26:15,530 --> 02:26:17,620
Are you fond of your family?

2325
02:26:18,370 --> 02:26:21,160
I'm not overly fond of anything.

2326
02:26:21,700 --> 02:26:25,370
Good, now we're getting somewhere.

2327
02:26:26,620 --> 02:26:28,450
What else?

2328
02:26:29,280 --> 02:26:30,870
Are you selfish?

2329
02:26:31,080 --> 02:26:32,530
Very.

2330
02:26:32,780 --> 02:26:34,700
Wow, you're brave.

2331
02:26:35,030 --> 02:26:37,740
When I'm not scared, yes.

2332
02:26:38,490 --> 02:26:40,450
Do you like children?

2333
02:26:41,160 --> 02:26:43,280
Depends on the child, I guess.

2334
02:26:45,200 --> 02:26:47,660
Are you a faithful lover?

2335
02:26:49,620 --> 02:26:51,910
Except in special circumstances, yes.

2336
02:26:52,080 --> 02:26:53,870
What do you mean?

2337
02:26:54,580 --> 02:26:56,120
I think you got it.

2338
02:26:56,370 --> 02:26:57,870
Moving on.

2339
02:27:00,030 --> 02:27:01,990
Do you have a girlfriend?

2340
02:27:03,870 --> 02:27:06,030
- Not for a long time.
- Why not?

2341
02:27:06,410 --> 02:27:08,120
Let's say I'm picky.

2342
02:27:08,330 --> 02:27:10,070
You're modest too.

2343
02:27:10,410 --> 02:27:12,070
Let's drink to that.

2344
02:27:21,200 --> 02:27:23,450
Okay, last question.

2345
02:27:30,870 --> 02:27:34,370
Why didn't you tell Kenan
about my invitation?

2346
02:27:47,990 --> 02:27:49,740
Take a guess.

2347
02:28:21,620 --> 02:28:24,620
You mentioned something
about history earlier.

2348
02:28:25,580 --> 02:28:27,200
Hope.

2349
02:28:27,620 --> 02:28:29,780
Hope and what?

2350
02:28:29,910 --> 02:28:32,820
The weariness of hope?

2351
02:28:33,530 --> 02:28:34,990
Yes, that's it.

2352
02:28:35,830 --> 02:28:38,120
The weariness of hope.

2353
02:28:39,490 --> 02:28:40,950
Nice phrase.

2354
02:28:45,370 --> 02:28:47,240
I'm weary too.

2355
02:28:50,830 --> 02:28:53,490
Like I've lived a really long time.

2356
02:28:57,580 --> 02:29:00,570
Everything seems to take so long here.

2357
02:29:01,780 --> 02:29:03,120
Lessons,

2358
02:29:03,410 --> 02:29:04,820
breaks,

2359
02:29:05,910 --> 02:29:07,990
waiting for weekends,

2360
02:29:10,780 --> 02:29:12,320
nights,

2361
02:29:13,660 --> 02:29:15,160
everything.

2362
02:32:17,700 --> 02:32:19,990
Could you turn off the living room lights.

2363
02:32:20,330 --> 02:32:22,120
It's too bright.

2364
02:32:35,490 --> 02:32:37,570
- The lights.
- Alright.

2365
02:35:47,080 --> 02:35:49,410
Honestly, at first it felt a bit weird

2366
02:35:49,530 --> 02:35:51,870
when my leg touched yours,

2367
02:35:52,120 --> 02:35:53,780
but I got used to it.

2368
02:35:53,870 --> 02:35:56,700
Interestingly, I even started to like it.

2369
02:35:56,910 --> 02:35:59,200
You're not mad I said that?

2370
02:35:59,280 --> 02:36:00,870
No, quite the opposite.

2371
02:36:00,990 --> 02:36:03,740
Besides, if we don't
normalize it right away,

2372
02:36:03,870 --> 02:36:08,160
it'll hang over us like
the sword of Damocles.

2373
02:36:08,280 --> 02:36:09,990
That's true.

2374
02:36:10,990 --> 02:36:13,660
In fact, for a moment it felt like

2375
02:36:14,410 --> 02:36:17,530
what you experienced was destined.

2376
02:36:17,700 --> 02:36:20,620
Like it happened to give you a second life.

2377
02:36:20,740 --> 02:36:24,280
As if this incomplete state had made
you complete.

2378
02:36:24,660 --> 02:36:26,410
You always exaggerate.

2379
02:36:26,580 --> 02:36:28,990
But I like the idea.

2380
02:36:30,870 --> 02:36:32,410
Is that you?

2381
02:36:34,830 --> 02:36:36,030
Yes.

2382
02:36:37,620 --> 02:36:40,200
Early twenties were nice.

2383
02:36:40,370 --> 02:36:42,950
You lived as you pleased,
without schedules.

2384
02:36:43,030 --> 02:36:45,410
Everything is so planned now.

2385
02:36:56,870 --> 02:36:58,660
This adjusts the suction.

2386
02:36:58,830 --> 02:37:00,990
Turning it up pushes the air out

2387
02:37:01,160 --> 02:37:03,910
and helps you walk smoother.

2388
02:37:04,030 --> 02:37:05,410
That's good.

2389
02:37:05,530 --> 02:37:08,030
But it runs down the battery.

2390
02:37:08,120 --> 02:37:11,070
Wow, it's an advanced piece of equipment.

2391
02:37:11,160 --> 02:37:12,780
Expensive though.

2392
02:37:13,410 --> 02:37:16,370
About the price of a new mid-range car.

2393
02:37:16,450 --> 02:37:17,160
No way.

2394
02:37:17,240 --> 02:37:19,910
Maybe more, since the dollar's up now.

2395
02:37:20,030 --> 02:37:21,530
Listen.

2396
02:37:21,830 --> 02:37:23,200
Yes?

2397
02:37:31,830 --> 02:37:34,200
You won't tell Kenan, will you?

2398
02:37:34,870 --> 02:37:36,450
Tell him what?

2399
02:37:39,530 --> 02:37:41,620
What just happened.

2400
02:37:47,950 --> 02:37:49,490
I won't.

2401
02:37:49,990 --> 02:37:51,660
But why not?

2402
02:37:55,700 --> 02:37:57,160
No reason.

2403
02:37:57,280 --> 02:37:58,780
Just don't.

2404
02:38:04,120 --> 02:38:06,200
Alright, I won't.

2405
02:38:06,450 --> 02:38:10,990
I won't, but what's the big deal?

2406
02:38:23,580 --> 02:38:27,200
Do you ever see him?

2407
02:38:30,450 --> 02:38:33,280
Sure. He's teaching me to drive.

2408
02:38:33,370 --> 02:38:37,410
Really? That's great.

2409
02:38:41,200 --> 02:38:43,160
Wow, Kenan.

2410
02:38:43,580 --> 02:38:46,120
You never mention this stuff.

2411
02:38:56,910 --> 02:38:58,950
Opening the shop on a Sunday?

2412
02:38:59,080 --> 02:39:04,200
My wife's yakking at home
was driving me crazy.

2413
02:39:04,870 --> 02:39:06,280
I escaped to the shop.

2414
02:39:06,410 --> 02:39:09,070
I made breakfast for myself.
Come have some.

2415
02:39:09,200 --> 02:39:11,280
No, thanks. I've eaten.

2416
02:39:11,580 --> 02:39:14,820
What happened to the kid? He's not around.

2417
02:39:16,080 --> 02:39:18,240
Who knows where he's hiding out.

2418
02:39:18,450 --> 02:39:20,780
He mentioned a nightclub job.

2419
02:39:20,910 --> 02:39:24,240
Same old stories, never mind.

2420
02:39:24,330 --> 02:39:25,910
Why?

2421
02:39:26,240 --> 02:39:27,160
Just asking.

2422
02:39:27,330 --> 02:39:28,950
Couldn't get the money?

2423
02:39:29,200 --> 02:39:30,570
What money?

2424
02:39:30,660 --> 02:39:32,280
Doesn't he owe you?

2425
02:39:32,490 --> 02:39:35,740
That doesn't matter.

2426
02:39:35,830 --> 02:39:38,870
Haven't seen him for a while.
I was worried.

2427
02:39:39,200 --> 02:39:42,450
What about you? Did you clear the air?

2428
02:39:43,200 --> 02:39:45,530
Haven't seen him since.

2429
02:39:45,700 --> 02:39:47,120
Really?

2430
02:39:47,910 --> 02:39:50,070
- Has he called you?
- No.

2431
02:40:02,950 --> 02:40:04,120
Um... How are you?

2432
02:40:04,240 --> 02:40:05,700
Good, sir.

2433
02:40:05,910 --> 02:40:08,030
- Your sister?
- Yes.

2434
02:40:31,870 --> 02:40:33,780
- Hi.
- Hi there.

2435
02:40:34,660 --> 02:40:35,910
Where were you?

2436
02:40:36,080 --> 02:40:37,240
All night?

2437
02:40:37,450 --> 02:40:38,990
Here now.

2438
02:40:39,870 --> 02:40:42,200
And you? Didn't you go to your village?

2439
02:40:42,370 --> 02:40:44,120
No, it wasn't planned.

2440
02:40:44,240 --> 02:40:45,950
I had extra lessons.

2441
02:40:49,080 --> 02:40:51,740
I got warm pastries. Hope you're not full.

2442
02:40:51,830 --> 02:40:53,320
- With cheese?
- Yeah.

2443
02:40:53,450 --> 02:40:55,120
I'll have some then.

2444
02:41:08,620 --> 02:41:10,740
- Weak?
- Okay.

2445
02:41:13,200 --> 02:41:15,280
- Looks good.
- Yeah.

2446
02:41:26,740 --> 02:41:28,450
Where were you?

2447
02:41:29,160 --> 02:41:30,780
Where were you?

2448
02:41:32,700 --> 02:41:34,200
You know,

2449
02:41:34,410 --> 02:41:36,570
life's so strange.

2450
02:41:36,740 --> 02:41:40,990
Sometime things happen that
you'd never expect.

2451
02:41:41,280 --> 02:41:43,200
What happened?

2452
02:41:43,740 --> 02:41:46,200
I went to the education office yesterday.

2453
02:41:46,490 --> 02:41:49,120
My head was full of this transfer stuff.

2454
02:41:49,330 --> 02:41:51,620
I was walking around in a daze.

2455
02:41:51,830 --> 02:41:54,200
I got money from the ATM

2456
02:41:54,410 --> 02:41:55,530
and who did I see?

2457
02:41:55,660 --> 02:41:56,660
Who?

2458
02:41:56,780 --> 02:41:57,990
Nuray.

2459
02:41:58,830 --> 02:41:59,700
So?

2460
02:41:59,830 --> 02:42:02,950
We stood and chatted a while.

2461
02:42:03,330 --> 02:42:06,570
So she invited me to her place
for something to eat.

2462
02:42:07,030 --> 02:42:08,490
I said okay.

2463
02:42:08,620 --> 02:42:11,660
Her family had gone someplace.

2464
02:42:12,950 --> 02:42:15,820
We went there and talked.

2465
02:42:16,490 --> 02:42:19,450
It was such a nice talk. Really.

2466
02:42:19,580 --> 02:42:23,450
I wasn't expecting that.
She's really smart.

2467
02:42:25,910 --> 02:42:28,370
We had something to eat and drink.

2468
02:42:28,910 --> 02:42:31,490
Then wine, alcohol and so on...

2469
02:42:34,660 --> 02:42:36,160
And?

2470
02:42:37,080 --> 02:42:38,530
And,

2471
02:42:38,700 --> 02:42:40,160
I don't know.

2472
02:42:40,780 --> 02:42:46,160
Am I doing something I'll regret later?

2473
02:42:46,370 --> 02:42:48,070
I don't know.

2474
02:42:51,240 --> 02:42:52,870
Meaning?

2475
02:42:54,530 --> 02:42:59,450
You never know what life will bring.

2476
02:42:59,620 --> 02:43:03,780
I don't believe in fate or stuff,
but it kinda felt like that.

2477
02:43:08,370 --> 02:43:11,740
I think these things
are outside our control.

2478
02:43:11,870 --> 02:43:15,780
They take place in those hazy areas
beyond our will.

2479
02:43:15,910 --> 02:43:19,160
And so they're the kind of acts

2480
02:43:19,280 --> 02:43:23,200
we don't need to feel responsible for.

2481
02:43:24,910 --> 02:43:26,950
Eat up. I'm not having much.

2482
02:43:27,030 --> 02:43:28,490
I will.

2483
02:43:32,740 --> 02:43:34,780
I'm so tired.

2484
02:43:36,780 --> 02:43:39,160
Luckily it's Sunday today.

2485
02:43:39,330 --> 02:43:41,070
I'm gonna rest.

2486
02:46:57,120 --> 02:46:59,450
- Hey, what's up?
- Hey.

2487
02:48:08,780 --> 02:48:10,530
- Nuray.
- Hi.

2488
02:48:10,780 --> 02:48:12,780
Sorry, I came uninvited.

2489
02:48:12,910 --> 02:48:15,740
No problem. Welcome, come in.

2490
02:48:15,950 --> 02:48:17,660
What brought you here?

2491
02:48:17,950 --> 02:48:19,700
Come in.

2492
02:48:19,780 --> 02:48:23,030
- With my shoes?
- Sure, it's already a mess.

2493
02:48:23,200 --> 02:48:25,030
I surprised you, huh?

2494
02:48:25,330 --> 02:48:27,740
I bet you weren't expecting me.

2495
02:48:27,870 --> 02:48:31,280
That's true. But what a nice surprise.

2496
02:48:31,370 --> 02:48:35,740
I called Kenan, but he didn't answer
so I thought I'd try my luck.

2497
02:48:35,870 --> 02:48:40,280
I didn't hear. I was working,
my phone was on silent.

2498
02:48:41,700 --> 02:48:45,280
Take a seat, please. I'll take your coat.

2499
02:48:45,410 --> 02:48:48,280
No need, thanks. I won't stay long.

2500
02:48:51,740 --> 02:48:54,530
So how did you get here
at this time of day?

2501
02:48:54,780 --> 02:48:56,240
By car.

2502
02:48:56,490 --> 02:48:57,780
What car?

2503
02:48:57,910 --> 02:48:58,990
My own car.

2504
02:48:59,160 --> 02:49:00,950
It came then.

2505
02:49:01,080 --> 02:49:02,320
Yes.

2506
02:49:02,410 --> 02:49:04,160
That's great. When?

2507
02:49:04,280 --> 02:49:05,990
A few days ago.

2508
02:49:06,240 --> 02:49:09,870
Called Kenan to ask him to come,
but he didn't answer.

2509
02:49:09,950 --> 02:49:11,530
- So I got it alone.
- Congrats.

2510
02:49:11,700 --> 02:49:13,070
Thanks.

2511
02:49:13,450 --> 02:49:17,530
Congrats, but how did you dare come here

2512
02:49:17,660 --> 02:49:20,530
in this weather on your own?

2513
02:49:20,660 --> 02:49:22,240
We could've picked you up.

2514
02:49:22,330 --> 02:49:23,990
Thanks, there was no need.

2515
02:49:24,160 --> 02:49:26,870
I've got to get used to it.

2516
02:49:27,160 --> 02:49:29,530
Kenan was busy I guess,

2517
02:49:29,620 --> 02:49:31,870
so I had to do it myself.

2518
02:49:32,160 --> 02:49:35,240
Actually, it was good. You learn better
on your own.

2519
02:49:35,370 --> 02:49:39,570
I'd have come, but I thought you didn't
need me anymore.

2520
02:49:40,160 --> 02:49:41,570
Thanks.

2521
02:49:43,580 --> 02:49:46,490
We made tea. Want some?

2522
02:49:46,620 --> 02:49:48,530
Or something cold? A beer?

2523
02:49:48,660 --> 02:49:49,700
Tea's fine.

2524
02:49:49,830 --> 02:49:51,570
Right away. Kenan?

2525
02:49:51,700 --> 02:49:53,450
No, I'm fine.

2526
02:50:09,830 --> 02:50:11,910
- Thanks.
- Enjoy.

2527
02:50:13,990 --> 02:50:16,820
How did you find this place in the dark?

2528
02:50:16,950 --> 02:50:17,990
GPS!

2529
02:50:18,120 --> 02:50:20,660
Ah, right. Well done.

2530
02:50:20,740 --> 02:50:22,410
I didn't only come here.

2531
02:50:22,580 --> 02:50:25,530
You know that village called Kirgindere?

2532
02:50:25,910 --> 02:50:26,820
Down that way.

2533
02:50:26,910 --> 02:50:28,620
I have a sick student there.

2534
02:50:28,780 --> 02:50:30,410
He hardly came this year.

2535
02:50:30,530 --> 02:50:34,240
Now that I drive, I can tutor him
so he doesn't fall behind.

2536
02:50:34,490 --> 02:50:37,490
Since you're nearby, I decided to drop by.

2537
02:50:37,660 --> 02:50:39,240
That was good.

2538
02:50:41,950 --> 02:50:43,530
What was?

2539
02:50:44,370 --> 02:50:47,240
Your student. It was a good idea.

2540
02:50:54,580 --> 02:50:56,200
So, Kenan.

2541
02:50:56,700 --> 02:50:59,240
Why don't you answer your phone?

2542
02:51:03,700 --> 02:51:05,450
No particular reason.

2543
02:51:05,740 --> 02:51:07,490
No particular reason?

2544
02:51:07,700 --> 02:51:09,240
- No.
- What's it then?

2545
02:51:13,410 --> 02:51:14,870
Nothing.

2546
02:51:16,620 --> 02:51:18,160
What does all this mean?

2547
02:51:18,280 --> 02:51:20,120
I really don't get it.

2548
02:51:20,200 --> 02:51:25,740
What happened between us
to justify this attitude?

2549
02:51:26,080 --> 02:51:29,410
What's wrong?
Yeah, that's what I'm asking.

2550
02:51:29,490 --> 02:51:32,700
How do friendships that started
with such timidity

2551
02:51:32,830 --> 02:51:35,780
suddenly turn into arrogance?

2552
02:51:36,830 --> 02:51:39,450
Are you serious?

2553
02:51:40,120 --> 02:51:41,990
What happened?

2554
02:51:45,580 --> 02:51:48,160
Let me ask it this way, then.

2555
02:51:50,740 --> 02:51:52,950
Did I do something wrong?

2556
02:51:56,490 --> 02:51:57,910
No.

2557
02:51:59,990 --> 02:52:04,320
Does what happened with Samet
make me guilty for you?

2558
02:52:09,990 --> 02:52:13,070
Did I betray your friendship?

2559
02:52:18,240 --> 02:52:23,620
Or do I fall short of the moral standard
you imagine in a girl?

2560
02:52:26,700 --> 02:52:29,820
Please don't think
I expect anything from you.

2561
02:52:30,200 --> 02:52:31,870
I don't.

2562
02:52:32,240 --> 02:52:33,950
I'm just curious.

2563
02:52:36,530 --> 02:52:39,280
It's the first time in my current state

2564
02:52:40,080 --> 02:52:43,450
that I'm testing how others perceive
me as a woman.

2565
02:52:44,370 --> 02:52:46,120
I'm questioning

2566
02:52:46,740 --> 02:52:48,950
what I have the right

2567
02:52:49,330 --> 02:52:51,910
or the strength to do in this new state.

2568
02:52:52,030 --> 02:52:57,200
Trying to see what place I occupy
in this world now.

2569
02:53:00,280 --> 02:53:03,570
I need to know
what I lost along with this leg,

2570
02:53:04,830 --> 02:53:07,240
and what I still have.

2571
02:53:07,780 --> 02:53:11,030
I'm not expecting pity,
compassion or understanding.

2572
02:53:11,330 --> 02:53:13,910
I mean, nothing is expected here.

2573
02:53:14,030 --> 02:53:15,990
We don't have to see each other again.

2574
02:53:16,120 --> 02:53:17,780
That's fine too.

2575
02:53:19,080 --> 02:53:21,910
You might be right in your own way.

2576
02:53:21,990 --> 02:53:24,280
I don't know. It's possible.

2577
02:53:24,740 --> 02:53:26,160
But

2578
02:53:26,700 --> 02:53:28,530
it seems to me that

2579
02:53:28,990 --> 02:53:31,160
everything beautiful in this world

2580
02:53:31,330 --> 02:53:33,570
gets stuck in the webs we weave

2581
02:53:33,950 --> 02:53:36,740
before it ever reaches us.

2582
02:53:43,740 --> 02:53:45,120
Anyway.

2583
02:53:45,660 --> 02:53:48,450
Sorry, I came unannounced.
It's best if I go.

2584
02:53:48,580 --> 02:53:50,320
- Wait.
- Thanks for the tea.

2585
02:53:50,450 --> 02:53:52,320
Sit down, please. Don't go like this.

2586
02:53:52,450 --> 02:53:55,620
Let go, I'm fine. I'll go just as I came.

2587
02:53:55,740 --> 02:53:57,320
The weather's worse.

2588
02:53:57,410 --> 02:53:59,320
Nuray.

2589
02:53:59,950 --> 02:54:03,740
Come back. Look, let's talk some more.

2590
02:54:03,910 --> 02:54:04,910
Wait.

2591
02:54:05,030 --> 02:54:06,070
Nuray!

2592
02:54:07,280 --> 02:54:08,660
Nuray!

2593
02:54:33,280 --> 02:54:34,950
What's going on?

2594
02:54:40,870 --> 02:54:42,320
Nothing.

2595
02:54:44,280 --> 02:54:46,160
What d'you mean nothing?

2596
02:54:58,330 --> 02:55:00,240
Can you take me back to town?

2597
02:55:00,370 --> 02:55:02,280
The snow's much heavier.

2598
02:56:24,160 --> 02:56:26,780
When I first came here,

2599
02:56:27,160 --> 02:56:29,620
they told me there were only two seasons,

2600
02:56:29,740 --> 02:56:31,990
winter and summer.

2601
02:56:33,410 --> 02:56:35,240
They were right.

2602
02:56:36,030 --> 02:56:38,700
Straight into summer, no spring.

2603
02:56:40,740 --> 02:56:44,660
Grasses covered by snow for long months

2604
02:56:44,870 --> 02:56:47,450
grew yellow without becoming green.

2605
02:56:50,240 --> 02:56:51,490
Even the birds

2606
02:56:51,620 --> 02:56:55,700
that sang happily a few weeks ago
were chirping wearily.

2607
02:57:00,660 --> 02:57:02,660
I was like an abandoned mill,

2608
02:57:02,740 --> 02:57:05,450
a useless, rundown mill

2609
02:57:05,740 --> 02:57:10,070
that even birds ignored,
waiting for demolition.

2610
02:57:11,410 --> 02:57:14,320
In this forgotten,
remote corner of the earth,

2611
02:57:14,450 --> 02:57:16,620
like many other things,

2612
02:57:17,280 --> 02:57:19,700
the line between good and evil,

2613
02:57:19,830 --> 02:57:22,620
and pain and happiness was blurred.

2614
02:57:22,700 --> 02:57:25,780
Everything seemed to happen

2615
02:57:25,910 --> 02:57:27,910
only to forget time.

2616
02:57:29,830 --> 02:57:33,870
As if this incessant snow was striving
to bury everything

2617
02:57:33,950 --> 02:57:37,240
and make oblivion possible.

2618
02:57:39,280 --> 02:57:41,160
Seasons come and go,

2619
02:57:41,240 --> 02:57:43,530
hopes are born and die,

2620
02:57:44,490 --> 02:57:46,160
but still, life goes on

2621
02:57:46,330 --> 02:57:51,490
with a patient belief based on
something unknown.

2622
02:57:55,330 --> 02:57:58,490
My time to get out of here was approaching.

2623
02:57:59,990 --> 02:58:01,120
This morning,

2624
02:58:01,200 --> 02:58:04,070
for the first time since the trouble
with Sevim,

2625
02:58:04,160 --> 02:58:07,780
I carefully combed my
hair and even whistled.

2626
02:58:09,240 --> 02:58:11,870
It was the last days of school, after all.

2627
02:58:12,160 --> 02:58:13,660
There was the charity sale

2628
02:58:13,740 --> 02:58:16,320
and the graduation ceremony later.

2629
02:58:21,240 --> 02:58:24,120
Well done, Tolga, you get a free dinner.

2630
02:58:24,240 --> 02:58:26,030
Where've you been?

2631
02:58:26,370 --> 02:58:28,450
Why? I was packing.

2632
02:58:28,580 --> 02:58:30,740
You haven't stamped your report cards.

2633
02:58:30,870 --> 02:58:31,740
Careful, boy.

2634
02:58:31,870 --> 02:58:35,070
Calm down. Don't panic, I'll do it now.

2635
02:58:35,240 --> 02:58:36,910
Do what you like.

2636
02:58:37,200 --> 02:58:40,530
But they say the director is coming.

2637
02:58:41,780 --> 02:58:42,820
Really?

2638
02:58:42,910 --> 02:58:43,870
Yeah.

2639
02:58:44,780 --> 02:58:45,990
Great.

2640
02:59:49,830 --> 02:59:52,870
What's up? Have you decided to be nice?

2641
02:59:54,950 --> 02:59:57,820
Will such small kindnesses save you?

2642
02:59:58,200 --> 03:00:00,450
You want it on the floor?

2643
03:00:01,080 --> 03:00:02,410
No,

2644
03:00:02,700 --> 03:00:04,490
you did the right thing.

2645
03:00:05,910 --> 03:00:07,370
Who sent the cake?

2646
03:00:07,490 --> 03:00:09,740
We're taking some to all the teachers.

2647
03:00:09,990 --> 03:00:14,070
That's not what I asked.
Consider the question again.

2648
03:00:18,030 --> 03:00:19,780
And you're laughing.

2649
03:00:20,030 --> 03:00:22,780
You're funny, really funny.

2650
03:00:22,910 --> 03:00:26,740
The cake was cut and we did the rest.

2651
03:00:26,910 --> 03:00:28,780
Who sent it, who?

2652
03:00:29,240 --> 03:00:31,280
We did. Ourselves sir.

2653
03:00:32,030 --> 03:00:34,870
I brought the cake. My mother made it.

2654
03:00:35,490 --> 03:00:36,780
Ha!

2655
03:00:37,080 --> 03:00:38,910
Alright, I got it.

2656
03:00:40,280 --> 03:00:42,410
Isn't lipstick forbidden?

2657
03:00:42,580 --> 03:00:45,280
You're not graduating. Why dress up?

2658
03:00:48,530 --> 03:00:52,990
You're lucky I'm leaving or I'd really
give you a hard time.

2659
03:00:55,240 --> 03:00:56,780
Sorry.

2660
03:00:58,080 --> 03:01:00,620
As if everything was sorted out,

2661
03:01:01,530 --> 03:01:04,240
you apologize for lipstick?

2662
03:01:05,660 --> 03:01:09,530
I don't care, put on tar if you like.

2663
03:01:10,530 --> 03:01:12,530
No, don't close it.

2664
03:01:13,200 --> 03:01:14,700
Don't.

2665
03:01:15,080 --> 03:01:16,530
Leave it open.

2666
03:01:24,870 --> 03:01:26,410
Well,

2667
03:01:27,870 --> 03:01:29,950
this is how it ends, Sevim.

2668
03:01:30,370 --> 03:01:32,120
For me, I mean.

2669
03:01:32,410 --> 03:01:34,780
This story, this place.

2670
03:01:35,740 --> 03:01:40,490
It's time to forget what happened
and this dump.

2671
03:01:41,370 --> 03:01:43,200
Let's see how this tastes.

2672
03:01:44,450 --> 03:01:47,820
Sit down. Don't stand there like a soldier.

2673
03:01:50,910 --> 03:01:52,410
It's good.

2674
03:01:53,580 --> 03:01:55,280
Cookie cake. I used to make it.

2675
03:01:55,370 --> 03:01:57,740
It's easy. I made it actually.

2676
03:01:57,910 --> 03:01:59,410
Really?

2677
03:02:00,870 --> 03:02:02,700
Well done.

2678
03:02:10,330 --> 03:02:14,910
There's something I wanted to talk
to you about.

2679
03:02:16,080 --> 03:02:19,490
It's no big deal, but since you're here.

2680
03:02:21,490 --> 03:02:22,780
Well,

2681
03:02:23,030 --> 03:02:27,200
actually, I wanted to ask you something.

2682
03:02:27,620 --> 03:02:29,950
Something I'm curious about.

2683
03:02:32,030 --> 03:02:33,410
Sit down.

2684
03:02:33,620 --> 03:02:35,490
If you like, I mean.

2685
03:02:49,780 --> 03:02:52,700
I requested a transfer. You probably heard.

2686
03:02:52,950 --> 03:02:56,370
I'm leaving soon and won't be back.

2687
03:02:56,660 --> 03:03:00,160
So at times like this,

2688
03:03:01,490 --> 03:03:04,240
you tend to look back over everything.

2689
03:03:04,330 --> 03:03:07,660
Everything that's happened.

2690
03:03:09,160 --> 03:03:12,120
You wonder if there might be

2691
03:03:12,740 --> 03:03:15,240
anyone who's been hurt,

2692
03:03:15,410 --> 03:03:18,280
anyone who might need some last words

2693
03:03:18,410 --> 03:03:20,530
or an apology.

2694
03:03:25,490 --> 03:03:30,320
Considering I'll never return,

2695
03:03:30,830 --> 03:03:35,740
I was wondering if Sevim wanted
to tell me anything.

2696
03:03:38,530 --> 03:03:39,910
Get out.

2697
03:03:40,120 --> 03:03:41,490
Out.

2698
03:03:48,160 --> 03:03:50,120
Where was I?

2699
03:03:50,530 --> 03:03:52,740
Yes, since I'm going

2700
03:03:53,120 --> 03:03:55,700
and won't be back,

2701
03:03:56,330 --> 03:04:00,950
is there anything you might like
to say before I go,

2702
03:04:01,200 --> 03:04:03,160
dear Sevim?

2703
03:04:05,030 --> 03:04:06,950
Like what, sir?

2704
03:04:07,910 --> 03:04:10,240
I'm saying, I'm leaving

2705
03:04:10,660 --> 03:04:12,620
and won't be back next year.

2706
03:04:12,780 --> 03:04:15,910
If there's anything to say, now's the time.

2707
03:04:16,120 --> 03:04:19,280
You'll never get another chance.

2708
03:04:20,410 --> 03:04:22,700
What kind of thing do you mean, sir?

2709
03:04:26,450 --> 03:04:29,240
I don't know. That's for you to know.

2710
03:04:37,740 --> 03:04:41,570
If you say you don't know,
that's also an answer.

2711
03:04:45,780 --> 03:04:47,780
It would mean

2712
03:04:48,530 --> 03:04:53,370
that you're a shallow person
who has no values.

2713
03:04:53,450 --> 03:04:55,620
And honestly, that'd upset me.

2714
03:04:55,780 --> 03:05:00,450
I'd feel a bit stupid for having cared
about you.

2715
03:05:09,530 --> 03:05:11,410
What I mean is,

2716
03:05:12,240 --> 03:05:14,950
you'd really upset and disappoint me.

2717
03:05:15,120 --> 03:05:18,120
Whether you meant to, I don't know.

2718
03:05:19,870 --> 03:05:23,160
Don't even care about the reason anymore.

2719
03:05:23,410 --> 03:05:27,030
Because I realized I still haven't figured
people out.

2720
03:05:28,280 --> 03:05:30,620
I still haven't understood

2721
03:05:31,490 --> 03:05:35,280
who's worthy or not, who's special
and who isn't.

2722
03:05:36,450 --> 03:05:38,990
It was my biggest mistake,

2723
03:05:40,200 --> 03:05:42,490
if I ever made one.

2724
03:05:47,660 --> 03:05:50,160
So, you have nothing to say?

2725
03:05:53,450 --> 03:05:55,660
What should I say, sir?

2726
03:05:56,700 --> 03:05:58,370
Look at you.

2727
03:05:58,950 --> 03:06:00,570
Instead of being ashamed,

2728
03:06:00,700 --> 03:06:02,490
you're laughing.

2729
03:06:04,830 --> 03:06:06,570
I'm not laughing.

2730
03:06:08,580 --> 03:06:10,070
Whatever.

2731
03:06:10,700 --> 03:06:12,240
Don't worry.

2732
03:06:13,450 --> 03:06:15,700
I'm not blaming you.

2733
03:06:16,160 --> 03:06:21,240
What could you say after all this, anyway?

2734
03:06:22,370 --> 03:06:24,530
What is there to say?

2735
03:06:26,240 --> 03:06:27,700
Okay.

2736
03:06:29,160 --> 03:06:30,700
Alright.

2737
03:06:38,120 --> 03:06:39,820
What's up?

2738
03:06:41,620 --> 03:06:43,570
May I go?

2739
03:06:44,490 --> 03:06:47,200
Sure. I have things to do anyway.

2740
03:06:54,160 --> 03:06:56,410
But you'll come to the celebration?

2741
03:07:00,330 --> 03:07:02,120
Alright, I will.

2742
03:07:56,990 --> 03:07:59,450
Come here. A bit closer.

2743
03:08:59,950 --> 03:09:02,030
After I left them,

2744
03:09:02,490 --> 03:09:06,530
I started walking up the hill covered
by dry grasses.

2745
03:09:11,990 --> 03:09:15,740
Thin dried up grasses I don't even know
the names of.

2746
03:09:16,870 --> 03:09:20,950
These nameless, humble grasses that
no one cares about

2747
03:09:21,450 --> 03:09:25,780
seemed important to me for the first time,

2748
03:09:26,660 --> 03:09:30,820
for they are perceived as worthless,
like my life here.

2749
03:09:36,410 --> 03:09:38,450
Then I thought of Sevim,

2750
03:09:39,370 --> 03:09:41,700
what I looked for in her.

2751
03:09:43,160 --> 03:09:47,780
In this lifeless, motionless landscape,
what I was looking for in her

2752
03:09:49,780 --> 03:09:52,870
was perhaps something
I couldn't find in myself.

2753
03:09:54,120 --> 03:09:55,950
A kind of energy,

2754
03:09:56,870 --> 03:09:59,450
a tiny sign of transcendence.

2755
03:10:00,870 --> 03:10:04,450
I didn't dream of her, but beyond.

2756
03:10:05,700 --> 03:10:06,910
...I just wanted

2757
03:10:06,990 --> 03:10:11,700
to make her a means for a dream world
I had built beyond her.

2758
03:10:13,740 --> 03:10:15,490
But I knew

2759
03:10:16,160 --> 03:10:18,070
that between us

2760
03:10:18,280 --> 03:10:23,160
there was an abyss deep and wide enough
to choke our cries.

2761
03:10:24,740 --> 03:10:29,280
A distance too cruel for our
consciousnesses to approach.

2762
03:10:36,410 --> 03:10:38,950
I dreamed of the impossible.

2763
03:10:40,200 --> 03:10:41,700
And now,

2764
03:10:42,120 --> 03:10:44,870
I'm talking to her in my head again.

2765
03:10:50,080 --> 03:10:51,490
Sevim!

2766
03:10:56,740 --> 03:10:59,780
I lied to you last time we spoke.

2767
03:11:01,830 --> 03:11:06,280
Despite my efforts to convince myself,
I don't regret knowing you.

2768
03:11:09,780 --> 03:11:12,780
I wish I could see
myself through your eyes.

2769
03:11:14,410 --> 03:11:17,450
It's obvious you won't be like me
in the future,

2770
03:11:18,530 --> 03:11:22,450
you'll be a petulant, ferocious,
happy and hopeful woman

2771
03:11:22,580 --> 03:11:26,450
who can establish a closer,
more direct connection with life.

2772
03:11:29,950 --> 03:11:32,620
Because of this, I feel sorrow,

2773
03:11:32,990 --> 03:11:35,740
but I am also happy for you.

2774
03:11:37,450 --> 03:11:39,410
That's how life is.

2775
03:11:40,410 --> 03:11:43,320
Even this coincidence that
brought us together

2776
03:11:43,450 --> 03:11:46,030
is an astonishing mystery.

2777
03:11:47,620 --> 03:11:51,240
The feeling that arises as this idea
takes shape,

2778
03:11:51,530 --> 03:11:54,990
means all that happened cannot be
deemed worthless.

2779
03:11:56,280 --> 03:11:57,530
Yes.

2780
03:11:57,740 --> 03:12:00,120
Experiences, words,

2781
03:12:00,280 --> 03:12:01,820
and emotions,

2782
03:12:02,700 --> 03:12:07,820
are perhaps reflected in some dark corridor
of the universe.

2783
03:12:10,530 --> 03:12:12,320
But as it turns out,

2784
03:12:13,080 --> 03:12:16,450
the truth is as brutal as it is boring.

2785
03:12:18,620 --> 03:12:20,490
You'll realize this

2786
03:12:20,660 --> 03:12:22,620
like everyone else.

2787
03:12:25,780 --> 03:12:27,870
Time will pass,

2788
03:12:28,870 --> 03:12:34,450
and if you survive in this land of
unending setbacks,

2789
03:12:36,030 --> 03:12:40,240
you will still turn yellow
and dry up in the end.

2790
03:12:42,410 --> 03:12:45,780
You will find yourself at the midpoint
of your life,

2791
03:12:46,950 --> 03:12:50,910
and see you've gained nothing
but the desert inside you.

2792
03:12:52,530 --> 03:12:54,490
Nothing else.